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There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]
#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but#i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead#because i just think they're so neat and cool okay#listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs#because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested#but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings#i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that#in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh#i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding)#but also#i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube#its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all#maybe an animation reel will do for now?#i hope so :(#because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU#and honestly i dont regret it#i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black)#but yeah!#apart from this little video#you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be#and why theyre there#actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc.#but i got lazy HAHA#tsp blank scripts au#tsp au#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp
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duolingo can go die i need another language learning app or something (╬ Ò﹏Ó)
#karkat vantas#gamzee makara#pale gamkar#gamkar#gamkat#homestuck#until then i can draw gamkar speaking the little german i did get to learn while i had duolingo pro#but fuck having regular duolingo is hell and im not paying for that shit agaiNNNNNN#very tempted to buy the Learn German books in the kid section at work cuz they are cute and the drawings inside are pretty#but idk how much itll motivate me to actually sit down and learn it............oof
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There’s a certain subset of tenmas fans that I have no respect for and those are the ones who don’t gaf about saki and only talk about tsukasa and toya. First of all both tsukasa and toya would literally do anything for saki. Secondly toya + saki have a unique relationship that is so interesting stop watering it down to be the same as Tsukasa’s relationship w toya. Finally: what else is there to like about tsukasa besides his bond with his sister. Colopale was so right when they went “we have to include a scene with tsukasa and saki in the beginning of the main story or else ppl will hate this guy” because I thought he was so obnoxious until I read some of his interactions with saki and then he became one of my favorites.
#kidding abt what else is there to like. you know I’m a tsukasa enjoyer (unfortunate illness)#gripping you by the shoulders so hard it draws blood care about saki care about saki care about saki#as you can tell I am unfortunately a sucker for sibling bonds. side effect of being a twin and all the [redacted].#thinking abt how in tsukasa’s Phoenix card side story they made sure to include saki and toya being concerned abt him#and him being like they believe in me I have to do well while he was fasting#all of his motivation and goals and personality comes from how much he loves and cherishes his siblings. if you care abt tsukasa care abt#toya but also primarily: you must care abt saki. you cannot Get Him if you don’t. it’s an entire facet of his personality.#I’m going to become the joker.#mine#tsukasa#saki#toya#tenmas
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happy pride gamers enjoy this goofy thing .. it was way funnier in my head but i couldnt help myself
#re:kinder#fanart#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#gay mistresses wss the funniest thing ever in my head i swear#can you tell i dont draw side profiles often#at least they look plausibly like kids there i was fighting for my life#believe it or not i actually struggle a lot drawing kids + dony usuallu do side profiles so that was a big fight#oh well i do my best that is in heart what matters ...#happy pride gamers!!!!!#i didnt know if i would have the motivation to do someyhing more elaborate for it so at the very least i did this#plus it eas funny#oh its still very funny yo me i judt have no idea if it is to anyonr esle HEUEUEHEHWJEH#gay misreesses☺️
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Color practice for mk c:
#my art post#lmk#lmk mk#lmk monkie kid#the bg was rushed cuz i was losing motivation/getting lazy have mercy on me pls#i have dumb brain i didnt know what to do for a bg so i recycled one i had for another drawing#now if i could figure out how to color sun wukong next uwu#then i could draw and render all da monkies together òwó)9
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#sweet home#lee eunhyuk#cha hyunsu#lee eunhyuk x cha hyunsu#hyunsu x eunhyuk#eunhyuk x hyunsu#monster bfs#sketchtober#two drawings in a day i must be sick#i am rusty as fuck but let me tell you how i was throwing up trying to draw hyunsu it was so difficult#i think about them daily i kid u not#it is almost a kiss!! let's see if my future self will have the motivation to draw them sucking each other's face#drawing#art
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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I'm gonna have to work on my final project non stop for like a month straight bc I procrastinated on it too much fuck my stupid baka life
#.txt#also I have to do a movie pitch for it bitch it's an amv with intentionally one dimensional characters 😭 tf do I even say about it#at least the characters are like. knockoff jaime and tommen so its almost like im drawing asoiaf fanart#unfortunately I've come to hate them. the knockoffs I mean#I wanna change the designs a bit so they dont resemble my blorbos as much. i think im gonna give the kid darker hair#ok well discount jaime just looks like him with 2 hands and a blue cape 💀and I cant change him atp#my worst mistake was giving him like. a solid metal skirt armor thing bc its a pain in the ass to animate#at the start of the year I had the most work done out of everyone how did this happen#its bc they started nitpicking the story and I kinda lost motivation to work on it lke this shit is stupid. and cringe#by they I mean the extra screenwriting teachers we had a couple lessons with which like. this is an animation course not a writing course#I'd get it if it was like. a full time school but we have 2 3 hour classes a week we dont have time for this shit man#ig my mistake was that my idea didn't start from the story it started from the song I wanted to make a cool music video for it#its not that the story is nonsensical or anything its just a very basic fairytale esque thing nothing groundbreaking#'but you're not SAYING anything with this' I'm not trying to omg just let me make my little amv :(#does everything need a plot twist or to subvert expectations is it not enough that it looks cool#there's a couple people who are worse off than me in terms of how much they've done but also theres a couple that are nearly done#looking at them like god I wish that were me.....#and also I think I accidentally overwrote a shot I worked on for 3 hours. killing myself#maybe I can restore a previous version but its on the school computer and the school is closed for a week so im not gonna know until then
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i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit
#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me#i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum#my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation#depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man#theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please#i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good#but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great#i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to#actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die#i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless#i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something#probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so#ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left#ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this#an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways#no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil#because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually don’t believe that i think theyre bad but could be good#idk what im saying anymore#someone shoot me#please im not kidding#just make it stop#tw vent#tw sui#delete later
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It's taking me forever to draw, I miss when it didn't
#i had so much motivation to draw every day every hour as a kid/teenager#id have wild ideas and commit to them without stop#now its like i work on 10 brush strokes and im not feeling it anymore#or i get the rough sketch done and feel stuck attempting to clean it up bc i know its gonna look Awful💀#im just venting aloud here no worries pls 👍#i have so many unfinished wips and its bugging me i cant commit#cat talks
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Mushroom Kingdom Pride Parade!!!
#Emile's Arts#Mario Fanart#Self Insert#Self Ship#Pride Month#Pride Art#Look at me using basic bitch tags djkgjkdfgjkdfg I hate them#I for some reason can't get the motivation to make a Pan Polyam Pride Time banner this year like a usually do#So instead I made a Mario themed one#I wanted everyone in the same photo but I couldn't fit in Bowser without him kids#So I spaced it all out instead fkgjkfdg#I didn't have a lot of thought for the Koopaling's identities so they're all still up in the air mostly#Anyone have any Koopaling Headcanons let me know I love those kids my sweet babies#Ooooh you wanna commission me to draw you and your F/O are pride you do you do#gfkjgkfdjgkfd#Anyway#Happy Pride Month besties!!!#Cheers!!
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@elbisivni's you, alive now because someone loved you and @threestripeslider's odd man out say Pinoy Jones Family Rights and I WHOLEHEARTEDLY AGREE!! 😤
Bonus doodles under the cut:
^^ Quick midnight doodles cuz my mind is a steel trap when it comes to unhinged sapphics and also was just Thinking about Story Stuff I wanna do at some point. (yes, I know a hockey goalie is a goaltender now but I didn't wanna go back in and change that)
^^ Had just finished reading OMO and felt no other course of action than to practice the Joneses so I could draw them in pinoy outfits uwu
OH! And if you're wondering: Casey's wearing a filipiniana gown and the lesbian flag-colored sash is called a sablay. Junior's wearing a barong tagalog.
#tmnt#rottmnt#rise casey jones#rise casey jr#my art#the rise brain rot is so fucking real#fucking wild how fun it is to draw in this style#was gonna draw 03 stuff first but pinoy Caseys took precedence#I have been lurking in the rottmnt tag for a few weeks don't look at me#y'all draw cool shit and also I now ship leosagi and shellshocked#also#I've already doodled another pinoy outfit thing for these kids#depending on motivation it might be out within a day or so#also also I only got like a fraction of the way through the IDW comics before I stopped cuz#I realized I was reading for the sake of reading it and not particularly enjoying it#anyways#Jennika's still cool so she'll be included if I ever have to draw Casey and her hockey team#cassandra jones#casey jones
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I don't do any real art practice because I only like to draw when it's fun for me, but art is hardly ever fun anymore because I never did any real art practice and all the things I want to draw are terminally out of my reach. Sad!
#talking#'you need to practice to get better at it' L + its too late for me + i dont want to#im not saying i cant draw for shit im aware i have some ability to draw. ive been doing it since i was a kid so itd be weird if i couldnt#but my art is incredibly middle of the road. im not talented enough to break past this mediocrity im stuck in and to be honest im#not motivated enough to put in the effort. im hardly even motivated enough to draw the stuff that Is fun :(#right after i graduated was the best year for my creativity i started getting really into making characters and worlds for the characters#and i did a lot of stylistic experimentation and it was great! i miss it every single day! now i am only good for basic shapes!#bleurgh sorry for a rant this dumb ive been trying to spare my friends the brunt of my negativity#and i dont really think anybody on tumblr would care enough to read through these tags lol. multitasking!
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I'm starting to see ppl talk abt updating their artfight pages and at first I was like what why it's still months away and then it hit me that by months it was two months and now I'm just silently sweating as my anual side project to remake the eternal gales refs and give them all icons comes back to haunt me
#rat rambles#oc posting#well I mean the good news is that all the staliens are already done and Ive already started on the human kids#the bad news is that theres still 5 more refs for me to remake and 9 icons if I decide to commit to that#the only one Ill probably force myself to do is sprinkles since shes the only stalien that doesnt have one and I dont want to leave her out#the human kids might just not get them tho especially since theres other characters Id like to make refs and icons for too#not as many newbies to the field this year which is a good thing since I do not have a lot of space left for new characters lol#Im probably going to take it easy this year in terms of my goals for artfight since last year I crashed and burned Hard#hopefully Ill have the time and motivation to draw a decent amount but if I dont Ill try not to be too broken up about it#especially since Ill probably burn myself out a bit doing the last minute ref rush lol#its not necessary especially since all the guys who needed the new refs most got theirs but Id like for them to be on the same page#I also went ahead and cleaned up my page a lil bit to make my life easier in the future#I should probably update bios and stuff but I dont feel like it Im too tired#tomorrow Im definitely going to need to clean some more as I have been for nearly every day#I mean guess thats why Im here in part#last week of pet sitting tho so soon Ill be back home again#Im not sure if Im excited or dreading it cause while I miss my family I also have been rly enjoying a house to myself#like its not necessary easy to do all the chores and stuff but it's a lot easier to do said chores when Im alone#and Ive actually been waking up at reasonable times too like not having my mom floating around is doing wonders#its almost making me rethink my insistence that I couldnt live alone but I definitely think itd get to me in the long term I need people#I just wish there was a better middleground since having people constantly in the house stresses me out so bad#it leads to me hiding out all day in my room and that's just not good for me#but its not like I could live by myself even if I wanted to#at this rate I dont think Ill ever move out but lets not think abt how much worse that could be for me thats future me's problem
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message to all kids without paypal who wish they could buy commissions one day you will become an adult with a job and paypal and you can in fact buy the commissions and it will be wonderful but watch out
#vibrates excitedly though. just found someone for a sorta bigger project (ref sheet) and i am so. [yayyyyyy dolphin pic]#not even mad about how much extra im working in the coming week bc i want to. buy images#actually when i was a kid i still bought a lot of art though..it was just thru virtual currency#bc i drew furry shitttttt...and made adoptables and stuff but i didnt have paypal#so i would have people pay me with the sites virtual currency and id exchange it for the paid membership tier + buy art from other people#that was kind of a good system tbh...i miss how that site was before wix fucked it up#(deviantart)#(would you believe im nostalgic for deviantart. i just miss the older internet)#but anyway now that im getting back into making ocs a bit im just like oh yeah. money can be exchanged for pictures of guys#ill probably force myself to get better at drawing people at some point... maybe...#im just not as motivated towards doing character illustration as i was when i was younger i like different art now that im in college
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pride month is great for art becuase i have soo many ideas and a whole month to draw them! this doesn’t mean i will draw them but the amount of time i have to think about it is nice
#skye's ramblings#i will take any excuse to talk abt my hcs. and one thing abt me is i love to draw my little guys covered in pride flags <3#i drew 3 t/pn character hcs last year but didnt post em because. idk <3 but 2/3 dont align w my current hcs now so its fine <3 its fine#however gilda still is undeniably a lesbian. i am glad so much of tublr is in agreement abt this <3#definitely want to draw my hcs for the main 5 kids at the very least <3 maybe some raydon n giIdayshe. somethig centered on my lesbian hcs#maybe some ships i dont think abt much but still really like. uhhh transgenderism. emma n ray genderfuck besties. t4t illness. gp hcs??#see soo many of these. my plans <3 but motivation is a lot more. finicky in summer. the only one im guaranteeing is th first one <3#i'll probably do that hc doodle ask game that goes around every june too. look at my little guys flags boy#in not-art news i hope i can go to pride this year <3 my friends n i have wanted to go together since 2019. this is my year i can feelit#we were always stopped by something. the world-ending pandemic was a pretty big one#anywayay i love june i love. colors and stripes
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