#i have no energy and find no joy in anything...
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
HIHIIII
can you do puppy like yuu and the housewardens perhaps C:
HEYHEY
Riddle Rosehearts
At first, he thinks you’re exhausting. The tail-wagging enthusiasm you greet him with every morning is decidedly improper.
"Yuu, please... a little decorum."
And yet... when you nuzzle his cheek like an overexcited golden retriever just because he got through a long day of work? His ears go red.
Riddle finds himself secretly enjoying your clinginess—your constant need to sit close, your habit of instinctively following him room to room, even your loud, bark-like laughter.
You're the one person who doesn't tiptoe around his temper. You bounce right up to him with puppy eyes, completely unbothered, even when he's fuming. It's oddly disarming.
Has to gently teach you not to jump on people when excited.
Leona Kingscholar
"You're too damn loud, herbivore."
You: 🐶💖 tail wagging intensifies
You’re the only one Leona allows to nap on him. You’re like an oversized pup draped across his lap, head nestled into his stomach, snoring. He pretends to hate it but never moves.
Leona likes how you’re always so eager to please, even if you mess it up half the time. You bring him stuff like a dog bringing back a stick.
Once brought him a bouquet of savannah grass like it was a proud kill. He stared at you, unimpressed. Then he kept it.
When you growl at people who insult him, Leona smirks and lets you. “Tch. You’re such a mutt.” He ruffles your hair.
Azul Ashengrotto
He thought you were naive at first. Too trusting. But your loyalty? Your absolute devotion? He’s never felt anything quite like it.
You’re the kind of person who shows up at his door every morning with a snack, a hug, and a smile, tail metaphorically wagging even when he’s grumpy.
Azul quickly gets attached. You remind him of those loyal guard dogs that love without conditions.
He spoils you with gifts and strokes your head fondly like you’re his favorite pet (and person).
He sometimes talks to you like one, too: “Good little pup. What would I do without you?”
You barked once when someone insulted his cooking. He’s never laughed harder.
Kalim Al-Asim
INSTANT BEST FRIENDS.
You both run around like two excitable golden retrievers. If Kalim is a firework, you’re the puppy chasing after it with wild joy.
He loves how clingy and physical you are. You jump on him? He jumps back. Hugs? Unlimited. Petting? Constant.
Kalim thinks your head tilts and confused expressions are adorable. He mimics you for fun.
The two of you absolutely have a “let’s run at each other full speed and hug” type of energy.
The entire dorm sighs because Kalim now has an even louder emotional support buddy following him everywhere.
Vil Schoenheit
Exasperated sigh “Yuu, if you lick me again I will scream.”
You didn’t actually lick him—you just bumped your nose to his cheek, but still.
Vil thinks your over-eager affection is undignified, but there’s something precious about it. You look at him like he hung the moon.
He uses your dog-like loyalty to keep you in check. “You want to be my good pup, don’t you? Then no running indoors.”
Despite himself, he indulges your antics when you’re clearly just trying to make him smile. He pretends to roll his eyes but gives you a pat on the head anyway.
Vil starts bringing you protein-rich snacks and grooming tools. “If you’re going to act like a golden retriever, at least be a well-groomed one.”
Idia Shroud
Absolutely terrified of your energy at first. You barged into his room, excited to see him, and he nearly screamed.
“W-why are you like this?? You have zero chill!!”
But the way you stare at him with big, loving eyes, like he’s the only person in the world, is... overwhelming.
You’re the first person to drag him outside with a tail-wagging level of determination. You think he’s amazing. He doesn’t get it, but he’s grateful.
You whimper when he’s upset, and it melts his heart. “Stop. You’re gonna make me cry, man.”
Eventually, he lets you sit next to him while he games—your head on his shoulder. He even gets you a matching collar... with RGB lighting.
Malleus Draconia
“Child of man... why do you behave like a loyal beast?”
You nuzzle against him, fingers gripping his sleeve gently. Malleus blinks. Then smiles.
He finds your boundless love to be soothing. You don’t fear him—you just want to curl up beside him like he’s the warmest spot in the world.
You bring him random objects like a dog leaving gifts. “A cracked rock... for me? Thank you, Yuu.”
Lilia is DELIGHTED. “They’re like a puppy with wings! How precious!”
Malleus finds peace in your companionship. He loves your snuggly nature, your instinct to follow him even into storms, and your fiercely protective side when someone dares speak ill of him.
61 notes
·
View notes
Note
Love at first sight Jay x f!reader where Jay finds his seat beside reader at an Oasis reunion concert in the UK and falls in love when she greets him with a smile. They end up having so much fun together belting out the songs and dancing that they leave the concert once it’s over with each others number🥹🤍
Hiii love tysm for this req!!! this is a very short drabble but i hope ull like it! tw: nothing really. this is so cutie....... hahhahaha
___________________________________________________________
The sky was cloudy, but not grey. The kind of overcast that made the stage lights glow even brighter. Excitement buzzed through the crowd as people slowly took their places at the long-awaited Oasis reunion concert in the heart of London.
Jay adjusted the strap of his camera, scanning for his seat with a quiet kind of thrill. He wasn’t usually one for massive crowds, but Oasis? This was worth it.
And then— He saw you.
Already seated, legs crossed, hoodie sleeves tugged over your hands, your cheeks just slightly flushed from the evening breeze. You looked up as he approached.
And you smiled.
"Hey," you said, cheerful and warm, like you'd been expecting him. "Looks like we’re seat buddies."
Jay blinked. His heart stuttered.
“…Yeah. I’m Jay,” he managed with a breathless laugh, sitting down beside you. “You a big fan?”
“The biggest,” you grinned. “I might scream ‘Don’t Look Back in Anger’ louder than Liam.”
He chuckled, biting his lip to hide the way your energy was already settling under his skin. God, she’s cute.
The lights dimmed. The crowd roared.
And then the guitars kicked in.
It didn’t take long before the two of you were on your feet—belting out lyrics like childhood best friends, arms raised, voices hoarse with joy. He couldn’t remember the last time he laughed so hard. Or felt so seen. Every time he glanced at you, you were glowing.
And then came “Champagne Supernova.”
You swayed beside him, eyes half-closed, singing like the song lived in your bones. Jay looked over—and it hit him like a punch to the chest.
He was falling.
Hard and fast and hopelessly.
When the final notes rang out and the stage lights dimmed, neither of you moved right away. You both stood still, breathless, hearts racing for reasons only half-related to the music.
“I don’t want this night to end,” you said softly.
Jay smiled. “It doesn’t have to.”
You looked up. “What do you mean?”
He held out his phone. “Give me your number. I want to keep screaming lyrics with you forever.”
Your laugh was the prettiest sound he’d ever heard.
And as you typed your number into his phone, you nudged him with your elbow. “You owe me a pint after this, seat buddy.”
Jay’s grin was stupid and lovestruck. “Anything for you.”
___________________________________________________________
©mrsjjongstby all writing belong to me. do not copy, modify or repost my works.
#shishi'swork#shishi's reqs#enhypen#engene#enhypen scenarios#enhypen x reader#enhypen jay#enhypen imagines#jay soft hours#jay park x reader#jay x reader#jay enhypen#jongseong#jongseong x reader#jongseong x you#enha imagines#jay park fluff#jay smau#jongseong smau#park jay#park jongseong#enhypen smau#enhypen x you#enhypen jay x reader#enhablr
46 notes
·
View notes
Text

[banging pots and pans together] yes hello sorry im gonna take a minute of everyone’s time to talk about this show
i stumbled upon FC soldout while i was scrolling through gaga, trying (and failing) to find the mental energy to watch all the series im following. while im not the biggest fan of sports in rl, sports QLs always pique my interest, mostly because i think they have a terrific amount of potential, especially those about team sports. i was, however, a bit let down by the comments i saw on MDL, but then again, when did i ever agree on anything (both negative and positive) that people on MDL said? in the end i decided to give the show a chance, and im glad i did
is it a good show? objectively (which i do try to be), not really. it’s not groundbreaking or particularly outstanding in any aspect. it somehow has too much going on and yet not enough at the same time. it’s the kind of show that would have definitely benefitted from a higher budget and more time to properly develop all characters, pairings and storylines. but that being said, here's the most important question: did it spark joy? and the answer is: yes, immensely
the story is about a football (or soccer, whatever) team going bankrupt and getting sold to an entertainment agency which proceeds to replace some of the players with a group of famous artists with the goal of clearing their image and making the team marketable
maybe it’s because i watched it while i was in a pretty bad mental state, but i found the show uncharacteristically very funny and queer for being a korean BL. it gave me a bunch of grown up men being silly and dorky and cute!!!!!! it recreated the kylian mbappé and olivier giroud's world cup hug!!!!!! it gave me a terrible case of second couple syndrome!!!!!! (the only downside of this show for me is that they didn’t give taeyeong and seonbin a proper sloppy makeout session tbh)
this is not exactly a recommendation, as i feel like most people would find the show mediocre at best, but it brought me a lot of comfort during a difficult time, and i wanted to share it with anyone who might need a lighthearted show with a lot of potential to take their minds off of things too
#NEW COMFORT SHOW UNLOCKED#also how do i get taeyeong and seonbin's actors to pair up again in another show asking for a friend#also x2 not to be blasphemous but. i feel like a thai remake of this show could be very interesting#anyway. forgive the ramblings i just wanted to give this show some love#fc soldout#kbl#m: txt
28 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hello!! I really love your art, especially your lines and the way everything flows while being filled with detail. I esp love the blend of surreal and soft, darkness and fairy tale. Do you have any process videos or posts about how you draw/ how you started?
Thank you for sharing your art! You inspire me immensely. <3
Awe 🥺 thank you. 🫶 Honestly there’s no greater joy as an artist then when people describe your work how you want it to be perceived and take inspiration from it!
Besides the occasional wip post I haven’t delved much into posting about my process, or how I got into art.
As for specific brushes/ textures I use, I’ve actually yapped about this before! You can find the post here. My process is still relatively the same only now instead of lowering the paper texture opacity I’ll set the layer to subtract too. Also I’ve been using the default procreate calligraphy shale brush for bg detailing.
I’ve tried numerous times now to write about how I started and BASICALLY. There isn’t anything nearly remotely resembling a straight and narrow explanation. I’ve been fumbling the entire way and I’m still fumbling. I started out just sketching things I liked from real life and photo references. This was animals, characters from my favorite movies, model poses I thought were pretty. I didn’t really have any favorite artists or inspirations at the time. I guess I wanted to be as good as my dad? He was an ultra realistic dnd kinda artist so THAT’S why I think I started off trying to replicate realism.

I didn’t get into digital art until my mom suggested I buy an art tablet with the inheritance I got from my dad passing. She ALSO picked it out. And the program. I’ve been drawing on an iPad Pro on procreate ever since. Thanks mom. (If you get an iPad Pro you have GOT to get a paper texture screen protector for that thang because you CANNOT draw on the glass)
I had it for a few years but wasn’t very consistent with drawing (or any good, for that matter). I had another art blog once upon a time where I posted arcana fanart and art of my friends ocs. ITS UNFORTUNATE I don’t really have anything to show for that portion of my life because I have a chronic fear that even looking at past works will regress my skills 💀 so they’ve slowly been deleted over time.
Don’t delete your works even if you hate them and think they’re garbage because after a few years of consistently drawing you’ll be amazed at the comparison.
I didn’t really start seeing improvement until I got ‘serious’ about art. That is, intentionally carving out time for it every. Single. Day. This was around when I started drawing touchstarved fanart. For me the only time I really have energy for art is before work so I’m getting up at the ungodly hour of 4:30 for an hour or two of drawing. To me it’s very much worth it.
When it comes to style and inspiration I’ve always loved folklore and fairytales! Here’s a list of a lot of the artists that’ve inspired me to continue drawing
Traditional:
Jaw Cooper, Vanessa Gillings, Taryn Knight, Cecile Berrube, Monge Jean-Baptiste, Iris Compiet, Larry MacDougall, Beatrix Potter, John Bauer, Heikala, Lavera Grace
Mixed media:
Owly Jules, C-kiddo, Marika Paz
Digital:
Wickwheat, Sara Kipin, Marlowe Lune, Jamie Green, May Lee, inimeitiel, Mogo Shin
As for my process/ process videos-
Tumblr keeps eating the timelapse I’m trying to upload for you, so I’ll try on a separate post 🙄 if you don’t see it within the next week, I didn’t succeed. I think process videos are far more helpful than images- but in the meantime, here’s the cleanest piece process I have to date:
Start off with a rough sketch
Refine the details
Lineart
Coloring ✨
I hope this was insightful in some way shape or form!
Thank you very much for popping by c:
#I would’ve replied to this sooner but tumblr ate two hours of work the first time#I was devastated#thank you again anon!#hope this helps#brushes#art process#my art
21 notes
·
View notes
Text
I'm so heavily anti-advertising that all pitches sound goofy silly to me/I can never take them seriously, so I have no idea how I'll manage to to advertise my game even if I do finally finish it soon-ish lol...
#Especially how so much modern media advertising is like... getting people excited about random tropes and stuff like#''Do you love enemies to lovers? Do you love sad stories that make you do a heckin CRY? Do you love big stupid dumbo muffin cake#sinnamon roll babies who are too good for this world? Have you ever wanted to read a blah blach blah" whatever stuff and it's like#... i cannot type that... I couldnt do it.. I couldn't even think of how to do it ghbjhbjh#I am such a literal person... Like I love when an advertisement is just like 'This product works well. Look at it. Buy it if you want. Ok'#You know what makes me want to read a book or watch a show or play a game? Reading a detailed plot synopsis or the full wiki page#for it and then deciding 'yeah I wouldnt mind sitting through seeing the events I just read about happen in more detail' lol#OR aesthetics. since I do often watch things JUST for the set/costume design. Sometimes I will watch stuff literally#just because I saw a picture of a costume in it that looked really cool and I want to sketch costume looks whilst watching#But aside from appearance like... little bullet point break downs of things that are in a story just ... do not do anything to me at all.#And i just hate 'selling' things to begin with. I don't want to have to convince people to like something.. they should just... like it...#LOL.. like.. just be born liking it. just like it automatically please. Dont make me beg to you like a weird little freak. So many commerci#als seem weirdly desperate and manipulative. Like those Truck/Car commercials that will have like a freaking dog crying and#a war vet in a wheelchair with the american flag in the background and a family hugging around a christmas tree or some shint and its#just like oh my GODDD... shut UPP.. you could literally not be MORE blantant about just trying to prey on peoples emotions to build#some sort of fabricated positive association with your product/brand.. begone.. Or brands having their own twitters where they post#~~relatable content~~ as a means of shallow audience endearment GGGRR..... ANYWAY.. hhrgh...................#Maybe that's something I can ask playtesters I guess like.. I feel like I don't know my own audience very well because I am not#much of a media person?? ironically.. Like I do enjoy MAKING media. But I've never been in a fandom. I've never read fanfiction. I've never#spent much time in those spaces. I've just never really had the inclination and don't personally derive much joy out of stuff like that#(since I'm already so focused on my OWN world and projects its like.. hard for me to even find the time and mental energy to expend on#others). Even when I finish a movie or game and really like it.. I just kind of like...move on? and don't really dwell on it much? At most#I will get into the worldbuilding of a piece of media and read the wiki for a while or watch Lore info or critical analysis videos. But I#never really care for or attach to the characters or the plot itself very much. So I feel like.. the way my brain works. I'm just not as#good at approaching things from that angle? Kind of like how if you're a lifelong vegetarian whos never eaten meat - you might#struggle to write an ad for fancy brand of steaks bc you'd be like... idk what meat eaters are even looking for? whats the selling point??#Which I'm not saying that I wouldn't play my own game. i AM definitely the audience for it. But it's more like.. I would play it for my own#very niche specific reasons that I think are different from what MOST people might want to play it for. So I need to somehow#tap into the minds of the Majority who play things for Normal Reasons than pure lore collection or whatever lol.
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
doomscroll check! are you doomscrolling? if yes, please find something healthier to do instead. it could be productive, it could be fun, it could be pure bodily maintenance, it could be watching paint dry. i'm cleaning my room, getting supplies ready for my classes that start tomorrow, working on some crafts, and taking snack breaks. i'm hoping that between all those i'll be unable to find time to doomscroll as well.
#no shame if you are doomscrolling. i understand the temptation#which is why i'm giving myself Activities to do#if you can find an activity to do that will help you to at least take a break from scrolling then that's good!#even if you end up going back to it later. which maybe you won't! since doing things tends to beget more doing things#now that i've started cleaning i'm on a bit of a roll so i'm not as tempted to get back to The Horrors#(i'm only typing this out cuz i'm taking a snack break right now)#its harder to be tempted into a downward spiral of Doom if you've got folded socks or played a fun game or went on a walk#or whatever the hell else activities you get up to!#just. idk. the world can be scary and there sure is a lot of news coming out#its good to be informed but there's a difference between that and just making yourself sick from stress#which is not gonna make you prepared for anything. but giving your brain some joy and your body some energy? that helps#even if shit goes south tomorrow (HIGHLY unlikely for me) i'll have an easier time packing my bags if my clothes are folded#and i'll have energy to run if i make sure i'm well-fed and well-rested today#idk if i'm making any sense. whatever#good luck y'all and please be kind to yourselves <3#snack is done and dryer chime just went off so i'm gonna go fold things now byyyyyeeeeee
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
~ /delete later/ ~
#😭 i've been absent from every venue in my life for some time because#work killed my capacity to interact with anything fun#i know i owe several people responses + i will try to get to them when i'm feeling better#due to [redacted] there are like 3 different initiatives i'm working on simultaneously at work and overlapping deadlines#it is too much to explain in one post but i've been like sleeping at 1am working unpaid overtime and waking up at like 6am to work.#haven't touched anything creative because i can feel my energy flagging and i just don't want another reason to#be faced with my own inadequacy... haven't talked to friends because i can't muster up the energy to properly commit to something that isn'#work... anyways i finally asked some of the really experienced members on my team for help and we worked together on#this one problem for like 5 hours straight#only for them to deem that the task was literally impossible T.T (ofc we took certain steps to remediate)#but one of my team members spoke highly of me for my efforts and like because of that acknowledgment#something inside me loosened for the first time in awhile.#i don't want to talk too much about the other sources of my stress because it's probably the least interesting subject ever#but it is scary for me to find that i can't derive joy from the things that used to fulfill me (art/friendships/etc)#because it feels like giving up in a way. like a fundamental part of myself as i've defined myself is totally inaccessible#but also in times like this it feels like i cannot stomach being the person i want to be#tonight i wandered onto twt for the first time in awhile and found this iv//nt//ll fan animatic based off of this vo//cal//oid song i#had on repeat like 10 years ago. which sounds silly (and it is)#but it made me excited in a way i haven't been for awhile. like holy crap this is cool this is a song i love (and maybe i do have the#capacity to love things still?) something about it just made me want to cry#how i missed this feeling... the simple childish feeling of i love this art and it's fucking awesome#i can't say that everything has been fixed because it is not but i really missed this
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
how long does burnout last? asking for a friend
#look not to create another post where i rant in the tags but my guys am i feeling it right now#i'm so highkey stressed at work now im fucking exhausted when i get home#i spend 9 hours a day in a state of constant anxiety and then i WANT to crash the second i get home but there's a list of things to do#like my bf's parents moved back in with us and they've taken over the place#can't find my cat or dogs food cus the kitchen gets rearranged on a daily basis + they rearranging the furniture because theyre bored#im just so exhausted and i no longer get my usual alone time to chill out and reset#can't even find myself enjoying my usual hobies for some reason like i'm trying to switch it up but nothing has been sparking joy#except for my doom scrolling on insatgram funny enough#idk if its just me or something but my focus has been complete shit lately#cant find enjoyment in my games or books or writing or music or working out or literally anything at all#like i'm still writing every day because i don't wanna fall into a slump again but most of the time im just staring at the page like =/#cus im at least getting the first draft out of my brain and written but I still feel like im standing on the edge of that slump#been trying to mix it up a little and get into new things but my stupid brain keeps making me feel bad about it#like 'oh you're giving up on this thing now? wonder how long it will be before you come back to actually finish it'#and i just want to tell it to stfu and let me enjoy things#like i bought that expedition 33 game that everyone is talking about cus it was something that was on my radar for a long time#and a gay romantasy book i found on bookstagram since its been a minute since i read anything that wasn't fanfic or a comic#but again my brain is an asshole and reminds me that i've got Trails Through Daybreak to finish before i start Expedition 33#and that i've been carrying around another fantasy book in my backpack for months and have only read the first 50 pages of that#so i need to finish my old stuff first but that stuff has become a chore I need to do before i can actually get to do the stuff i want to#and then i end up not doing it because it drains my energy and i just start the whole vicious cycle over again#might just say fuck it and rewatch apthocary diaries#because honestly that show is the only reason i'm able to make it to every weekend and idk what i'm going to do when the season is over
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
one of my core memories that truly formed my relationship towards art would have to be a school trip that i took part in as a teenager. we went to the Royal Castle in Warsaw, which is host to just a wealth of art and polish cultural heritage.
…only we were a bit late, and this museum is always packed to the brim; so our tour guide would just shoo us along as fast as possible while constantly reminding us that 'another tour is right behind is, we have to be quick'.
this hurt especially bad when we were going through the halls containing pieces by Jan Matejko - one of, if not The most famous and most culturally impactful polish painter. he painted these absolutely huge and insanely detailed pieces of important moments from polish history, some of which are hosted in the Royal Castle.
these are BIG. both of these (Rejtan and 3rd of May Constitution) are about 3 x 5 m / 9 x 16 ft. so to finally be able to see them in person, and then not to be allowed to actually admire them, just be shooed along… yeah. i could have literally just sat down in front of them for like an hour each and just,, take them in.
but we had to go quick, because there was another tour right behind us.
and so this, yeah. this one experience has cured me of any future consumerist attitude towards art. i don't want to just eat up movie after movie after game after game after fanwork after fanwork. if i do like something, i want to give it time, i want to think on it, i want to properly appreciate it, i want to give it a response i believe it deserves.
the aforementioned paintings took years, and any fanwork can take days, weeks, months of someone pouring themselves into it. making something might take weeks; but i should only spend a second giving it a like and moving forward to the next thing? i do not like this exchange.
but that of course has its drawbacks! because proper appreciation takes time and energy. social media moves so fast that i often feel guilty that i cannot engage with everything that i see, cannot properly articulate a "thank you for showing your heart to the world, thank you for creating, this spoke to me in this and that way and i see you from across the ocean". so yes, sometimes i too will just leave a like, or a quiet reblog, and i do not fault anybody for it; we all have our lives that we are absorbed with and give of ourselves as much as we are able.
but if i can say a word, if i have it in me to say something then and again, then i would like to say this:
thank you
thank you
thank you.
#kaist speaks#idk.#this was mostly prompted by attempting to participate in a fandom for the first time and that immediate feeling of fomo and guilt#of simply not being able to appreciate everything that i would want to#not having the energy to read all the fanfic#or find and reblog every fanartist#the nagging pressure to be logged on all the time and leaving likes on everything#anxiety of not doing enough vs depression of not having the energy to engage: FIGHT#but i am trying to be kind to myself and keep a balance of online engagement vs. you know. my own life outside of here#but i do see you!! i do see all of you!!!! and it makes my heart so full#to see all these creative people having fun together and making things#creation is truly man's greatest power#and the communicative aspect of it is something i think about constantly#if you make anything-#hell if you just make a silly post about your ocs#if you just ramble in joy#or make meta or shitposts#-i see you i see you i love you#keep creating. keep creating keep existing. keep existing.
1 note
·
View note
Text
should i just become a Phan trash blog??
#like you can debate the whole being a fan of Real People all you want#but they have never shied away from acknowledging and engaging with the Phandom#and its so rare to actually care about and find joy in something#like my heart has been cold and dead since the 3rd of March 2016#like i used to be a fandom blogger and then well... the things i was fan of stopped bringing me joy#e.g. a lot of shows ended and characters died etc#and some tough times personally - like i was not doing well mentally but i was also really sick for several years#like during that time i didnt have the energy for fandom - i wasn't super conscious either - cloudy minded AND i slept a lot#and its the first time ive felt emotional and invested in something in nearly a decade#its hard bc the politics of life - how do you go out and proclaim to have interests and opinons#when anything can be Shut Down and spun as socio-politically problematic if someone disagrees#and for a long time the anxiety of that has kept me from really advertising that i am a person with interests and thoughts#like i definitely have been hiding to try and feel safe but thats why i go to therapy (one of the reasons)#and learning to be comfortable with the risk of conflict and tension is a necessary skill for living authentically#anywayyys that got very deep for what is just a silly impulse post#but no seriously - i might become a Phan blog
0 notes
Text
no face
🌙 starring. Jeon Wonwoo x afab!Reader
🔮 preview. Wonwoo is even more gorgeous than you’d ever imagined the anonymous No Face being, and this time, when you close your eyes to listen to the cam boy moan, you imagine your history partner above you, his hand down your pants as he rubs you closer and closer to the edge.
tw/cw. Unprotected sex, mutual masterbation, mention of cam shows/watching cam shows, extreme dirty talk, alter ago dom cam boy Wonwoo, pussy eating oral, multiple reader orgasms, overstimulation, praise, encouragement, multiple sex scenes, fingering, body/breast worship, etc… I pet names: (hers) baby.
👹 rating.18+ explicit I wc. 7.6k
🍭 aus. Svt cam boy au, frat au, university au, etc…
☀️ mlist + an. This is part 1 of a 3 part cam boy svt au. Each story can be read as a stand alone, but exists within the same universe :) Wonwoo is April, Seungcheol is May, and Mingyu is June. Find the complete masterlist here.
Prologue:
You never thought you’d be the type of girl to enjoy watching men get off through a computer. But then someone had recommended a cam boy to you, and one video had hooked you unlike anything else.
Being in university isn’t easy. It’s stress on stress on more stress and then a little bit extra stress just to round things out- and sometimes, a girl just has to get her rocks off without worries.
To you, cam boy No Face is the perfect distraction.
This faceless man, who usually films from the shoulders down. There’s something so specific and endearing about him. His pretty veiny hands, forearms showed off by black compression shirts with the sleeves rolled up-
His sounds are also like heaven, and sometimes you close your eyes and just listen to him, imagining he’s the one getting you off.
People talk about the dangers of porn, but fuck it, being a tad addicted to No Face is your own kind of dark chocolate and red wine, and no one is going to make you feel bad about needing an outlet for your pent up sexual energy.
He’s a gamer too, a faceless one the likes of Corpse Husband and Dream (before the face reveal of course), and you love the fact that he’s multidimensional.
When you’re studying, his gaming streams are in the background, and when you’re done studying and ready to reward yourself, it’s straight to his OnlyFans.
Recently, he’s taken to wearing a neon blue accented purge face mask, and you love the way his dark curls obscure around the plastic.
He’s a handsome man, you can just feel it in your bones, and you can feel your orgasm roll through every inch of your entire body every time you cum with the help of No Face.
One:
History classes can be a bit of a bore at times, and as someone of a recluse, you don’t get the joy of friendly chats with other girlies. No, history is your solitary work load, which is why you’re dreading the group project that’s being set up today.
The teacher gives students the benefit of choosing their own partners. This isn’t high school, and your professor knows most people already have connections that work well for this sort of thing… most people.
You look around as people pair up, and you feel like there’s a frog in your throat. You don’t have it within you to make that leap, to ask someone to be your partner-
Which is when you notice the other antisocial person who sits at the back of the class. He’s handsome, with an angular bone structure. You’ve never once seen him smile, and that mirrored recluse nature throws you off a bit.
To make matters worse, he has dark curly hair, just like your No Face, and everytime you look at him, your mind conjures up whispered words of encouragement to throw you over the edge, and your panties get wet in history, which is a very inopportune time to be getting horny if you’re honest with yourself.
His eyes meet yours, and you immediately look away, but you can sense him standing up to talk to you.
“Do you have a partner?” he asks.
“Uh… not really.”
“Me neither.”
There’s an xawkward silence for a moment, and then you release a sigh, looking up at him. “So… should we do the project together.”
“Guess that makes sense.” He nods.
You tell him your name, and he introduces himself as Jeon Wonwoo. You exchange details and as he speaks, there’s something even more familiar about him, but you brush it off.
“So… when are you free?” Wonwoo asks, pulling you out of your daze.
“I could do the library after my last class ends, let’s say four oclock?”
“I’ll see you there.”
Two:
Wonwoo is easy enough to work with. He’s not very opinionated, and he has let you choose what topic you wanted to work on for your project. Now, the two of you are getting preliminary readings out of the way, looking into the online research that would provide the backbone of your argument for the essay portion.
You find yourself looking at him very frequently, after all, he’s a striking man, and you’re a horny girl who has been so busy doing university courses that you haven’t had the time to get laid in forever.
Your gaze dips, and you stare at his hands as he toys with his pencil. It must be some sort of anxiety calming repetitive behaviour, the way he flicks it, traces his thumb and pointer down the wood, then flicks it again.
As you’re looking at him, you notice the details of his fingers.
Although No Face’s cock is significantly - significantly - bigger than this tiny pencil, the phalic shape is the same. You’ve watched so many No Face videos, and Wonwoo’s fingers are undeniably the same as your favourite cam boy’s.
You feel like you’ve choked on air, and you look up at Wonwoo, imagining him with that neon blue purge mask.
He’s got the dark hair, the curls- he’s even wearing a black compression shirt today.
“Holy shit,” you whisper, drawing his attention immediately.
“Hmm?”
“Nothing, fuck, uh-” You look away, feeling your skin heat with embarrassment. “It’s just hot in here.”
Wonwoo simply gazes at you, and you find yourself standing up.
“I’m just going to pop outside for some air,” you tell him, not even waiting for a response as you grab your phone and dart away.
It’s only once you’re under the blue sky, feeling the cool air against your skin, that you’re able to take a moment.
You’re in a group project with your favourite gamer boy OnlyFans model, and you’re going to have to pretend as if you haven’t cum to his videos countless times.
If this is how you’re going to react every time he’s around - skin heating, heart racing, hands getting clammy - well, you’re in deep shit.
Three:
“No, I swear to God, Tina, my history project partner is No Face!”
Your friend is silent for a moment, simply watching you. “But like… how sure?”
“Tina!” You narrow your eyes at her with exasperation. “You know I watch him religiously!”
Tina nods. “I mean… there are rumours that some of the Sigma Veta Tau frat guys are into the whole cam thing, some of the sororities too.”
“Rumours?”
“Nothing confirmed, obviously, if any of them are in on that whole OnlyFans world, they’re smart enough to not show their faces.” Tina releases a sigh. “There’s a frat party tomorrow at SVT actually, maybe… we should go and I can see Wonwoo for myself.”
“Okay, but! Tina, I’m calling dibs.”
“You can’t call dibs! I showed him to you!” Tina argues.
“This isn’t time for girl code or anything else, I know you watch multiple streamers- No Face is the only one I watch, no one else has ever interested me. And I’m the one who made the connection! Tina, for real. Please.”
She releases a deep groan. “Fuck it. Fine. I guess. But if he hits on me, I’m going for it.”
“I guess you’re wearing a full sweater and showing no skin at the party tomorrow then.”
Four:
Wonwoo’s shocked to see you at his frat for a party. From being in classes with you for the first part of term, he’s pegged you as a shy and quiet type, much like himself. All month, he’s never seen you speak to anyone. You show up, take your seat at the very back of the room, and don’t open your mouth for anything.
Luckily for Wonwoo, he’s into the shy and quiet type. While his best friends are loud and boisterous, he could never see himself with a party girl, which is why he doesn’t have much of a social battery for being at his frat parties for longer than absolutely necessary.
Mingyu - the aforementioned loud and boisterous best friend - is next to Wonwoo, and Wonwoo can feel his gaze.
“Are you checking out that girl?” Mingyu asks.
“I have a class project with her,” Wonwoo responds casually, sipping his beer.
“She’s cute.”
Wonwoo simply shrugs, not wanting to divulge too deeply into his interest of you just yet. He’s a careful type, and with his scandalous online alter ego, he has to be.
“You should go get her a drink,” Mingyu continues.
“She’ll be fine.”
“If you don’t get her one, I will.”
Now Wonwoo turns to look at his friend, and the challenging gaze he receives in return makes him sigh. “Fine.”
“That’s my boy!” Mingyu grins, clapping Wonwoo on the back.
Despite Wonwoo’s confident persona online, he doesn’t have much experience with women. He’d gotten into the gaming scene first, learned how to be social and how to talk to followers of all types. Somehow that had translated to making an OnlyFans.
Choi Seungcheol, frat president, had seen his follower number on Twitch, and had suggested the creation of OnlyFans. Sex sells, and the business major had run the numbers. Cheol had broken down that if even one percent of Wonwoo’s following made the transfer to OnlyFans, Wonwoo could be making serious bank every month.
Both men were shocked to find a whopping five percent of Wonwoo’s followers had initially made the move with him to OnlyFans, and since then, that number has only grown.
Wonwoo tries to channel that confidence as he approaches you, and he kind of likes the way you jump when he gently touches your elbow to gain your attention.
“Hey.”
“Hi,” you respond, eyes wide. You look like a frozen deer, caught in headlights, and Wonwoo’s not sure if he wants to swerve, or hit this whole thing with full force.
“Want a drink?”
You nod, and Wonwoo leads you to the kitchen, where he finds you a beer.
“I’ve never seen you at one of these things,” he notes, stepping closer to you so you can hear each other over the loud music.
“I’ve never been to one,” you admit.
“Are you enjoying yourself?” Wonwoo asks next, although, he suspects he already knows the answer.
“Uh… it’s loud.”
“Do you want to move somewhere quieter?”
He notes the way you swallow thickly, the way your pupils blow- but you nod, and Wonwoo once again grabs your arm to gently lead you to a different destination in the house.
His room is on the third floor, and he’s one of the lucky few that doesn’t have a roommate. The sound dies down significantly as soon as the door is shut behind the both of you, and Wonwoo welcomes the reprieve.
“I like your set up,” you tell him, looking around at all the neon blue and the PC set up.
“Yeah, I’m a bit of a gaming fan.”
“I can see that.” You’re quiet for a moment, and then you ask, “What are your favourite games to play?”
“Call of Duty is fun, League of Legends, Fortnite, all the usual ones,” he responds, moving toward his bed, where he takes a seat.
“Ah, right.” You nod, taking a sip of your beer.
“Do you game?”
“I watch gamers more than I play, you know, something to have on in the background while I study.” Your eyes meet, and you quickly look away.
There’s something in your body language that is throwing Wonwoo off, and the fact that you’ve just mentioned you watch streamers is a bit of an indicator that things might not be all that they seem with you.
Could you know who he is?
Was bringing you up here a mistake?
If you’ve ever seen one of his Twitch streams, will you be able to make the connection between him and the room?
It’s not like his streams show a lot of the room, but they show enough- and neon blue is a bit of a signature colour of his.
Neither of you say anything, and then you take a quick breath. “Anyways, I’m here with my friend Tina, and she’s probably wondering where I am-”
“You should get back to it then,” Wonwoo tells you.
“Yeah. But uh… we’re still on for our library study thing on Monday, right?”
“Wouldn’t miss it.”
Five:
When No Face puts up a new video on his OnlyFans, you take the opportunity to get a better look at his bedroom.
Two seconds into the video you’re convinced that your quiet history partner is, in fact, the notorious faceless gamer turned cam boy, and it makes your stomach turn into knots.
Is it bad to keep watching this, knowing what you now know?
Is it… disrespectful to Wonwoo to be watching him? To have your hand slowly snaking into your pants as your pussy gets wetter by the second?
Do you have any chance with him?
Is this whole thing a dream?
You’ve been obsessed with one gamer/cam boy in your life, and suddenly he’s your history partner?
You thank whatever God is out there for this coincidental and miraculous turn of events, and you let out a breath as you begin to toy with your clit, relaxing against your pillows.
No Face has such a pretty cock. It’s the perfect size, and it looks even better with his long, slender fingers wrapped around it.
You listen to his quiet moans, and they urge you to echo them as you masturbate in your room.
Wonwoo’s only ever filmed himself. He’s a strictly solo man… there’s a possibility you have a chance with him romantically - or maybe even just sexually. If he gives you any chance at all, you’ll take it, everything else be damned.
Wonwoo is even more gorgeous than you’d ever imagined the anonymous No Face being, and this time, when you close your eyes to listen to the cam boy moan, you imagine your history partner above you, his hand down your pants as he rubs you closer and closer to the edge.
Six:
You need at least one citation from a physical book for your report, so today, you and Wonwoo are perusing amongst the shelves, searching for a few titles you have identified for possible quotes.
Your heart is racing just from being near Wonwoo, and you sense his gaze more often than not.
“You okay?” Wonwoo asks.
“Hmm?”
“You’re quiet today.”
“I’m always quiet,” you retort… quietly.
Wonwoo releases a chuckle, and you think it’s the first time you’ve ever seen him smile. The sight of his pretty pearly whites, the sharp canines, the way his eyes crinkle- it has your stomach erupting with butterflies.
“More quiet than usual,” Wonwoo corrects himself.
“I think you’re more talkative than usual,” you point out.
“Maybe.”
You take a breath, wondering if you should tell him that you know who he is.
If you tell him, it’s an admission that you’ve seen his Twitch or his OnlyFans- and you wonder if that will make him uncomfortable.
The two of you are quiet for another couple of minutes, but finally, you can’t take it anymore.
“I’m just going to say it,” you blurt out, drawing his eyes. “I know who you are.”
“Hmm?”
“You’re No Face, aren’t you?”
Wonwoo is quiet.
A groan escapes you. “Fuck, this whole thing is so uncomfortable, I shouldn’t have said anything, because now it’s going to make you uncomfortable-”
“I’m not uncomfortable,” he interjects.
“You’re not?”
Wonwoo shakes his head. “Just wondering which platform you’ve watched me on.”
Your heart lurches violently in your chest, and your throat all but closes up again. You choke a little on your response. “I, uh- I-”
“I’m guessing both,” Wonwoo concludes.
You’re gaze moves down the floor immediately, that familiar heat blooming through your skin, a sign of the embarrassment that surges through you.
“It’s kind of hot that you’ve watched me before,” Wonwoo sighs. “How could you tell it was me?”
“Your hands,” you say meekly.
“My hands?” You can hear the shock in his voice. “Wow, you must watch me a lot.”
“I do,” another half whimpered response, an embarrassed admittance of your cam boy loving ways.
“Don’t be shy about it,” Wonwoo tells you, and he steps closer. You instinctively move back, only for your shoulders to bump into the shelves behind you. It’s interesting how suddenly your history partner has changed from shy boy Wonwoo, to confident cam boy No Face, and you can feel your core getting wetter with each tension fueled moment. “I appreciate you being transparent with me.”
You finally look up at him, and you catch Wonwoo’s gaze dip to your lips.
Before you can even register what’s happening, Wonwoo is leaning in, and your body reacts on it’s own accord.
Your arms throw themselves around the back of his neck, and you press your lips to his. Your chests meet as Wonwoo wraps you in his embrace, his mouth hot as it moves on your own. He pushes you back against the shelves and you can’t even find it within yourself to care that you’re making out with him in a library.
There’s no shame as you make out with Wonwoo, accepting his tongue into your mouth with a delighted groan, there’s only intense pleasure, and an ecstasy like feeling of absolute elatedness that you’ve never experienced in your whole life.
Then- a sound in the periphery of your surroundings makes you jump, and you pull away from Wonwoo, looking around wildly.
“Shit,” you whisper, tearing yourself out of his embrace. “This was- uh, that was- um… I have to go!”
You find yourself running away, and you’re not even sure why. All you know is that you’re completely overwhelmed, and once again, being in the presence of the notorious No Face has you needing air like a fish out of water needs H2O.
Seven:
You shouldn’t be shocked when Wonwoo sits next to you in history class. He doesn’t say anything, but half way through the seminar, his hand moves to your knee.
Your heart is racing in your chest, a mix of anxiety and excitement. He hasn’t reached out to you since you ran away from him in the library, and you have no idea where you stand with him, so instead, you just stare at his hand.
There’s this general sense that you both deeply want each other, and it distracts you all the way until class is over.
As students stand up around you, hurrying to their next engagements, you turn to look at Wonwoo.
“What are we doing?”
“A project.”
“You know what I mean,” you sigh.
“We’re doing whatever you want.”
“Okay,” you take a breath. “But I’m shy, I don’t normally do hookups, and-”
“I don’t do hookups either.”
“You don’t?”
“There’s a reason I do solos,” Wonwoo points out.
“I guess that’s true.”
“Does the whole No Face thing bug you?” he enquires.
“Not really,” you admit. “I mean, in this day and age, most people have done it. Not me, but, you know, most people.”
Wonwoo lets out a chuckle, then it dies down. “So… do you want to be there for my next stream? You know, sitting behind the camera, watching?”
You swear it’s as if there’s a flood in your panties, and your heart leaps like a professional olympic high jumper.
“Yes,” you squeak.
Wonwoo smiles broadly. “This will be fun.”
Eight:
You’re sitting on Wonwoo’s bed, body tense with anticipation.
His camera is set up, and it’s the only thing between the two of you as he lounges in his gaming chair.
The neon blue purge mask is obscuring his features, but you can feel his eyes on you. He’s hit the record button, and you’re committed to being a silent watcher as Wonwoo visibly slips into his No Face alter ego.
There’s something about the way his shoulders drop, the way he tilts his head back, exposing his pretty throat as he gets comfortable in the chair.
Wonwoo’s hand drops down to the front of his pants, and he palms himself gently, releasing a sigh.
“Feels good,” he muses, voice deeper than it usually is in every day life. “Wish it was your hands touching me though.”
Your body tingles with the realization he’s talking to you. Sure, he dirty talks for his shows all the time, but today, it’s different.
Today, No Face is literally talking directly to you, but all his words will be eaten up by his subscribers too. It’s your very own personal cam show, and no one else ever has to know.
“Are you going to get started too, baby?” Wonwoo asks. “I can’t be the only one getting off, and we both know you’re here watching this because you want something in return. So don’t be shy.”
You swallow thickly, heart racing in your chest.
“How about this, I strip tease for you, and in return, you get yourself ready for me?” he suggests.
It’s almost hard to breathe now, but you nod, staring directly at Wonwoo. You know his eyes are on you. At this point, it’s clear he’s ignoring the camera completely, but with his face obscured by the mask, his subscribers will be none the wiser to the true event taking place.
Wonwoo starts by gently lifting up his shirt, exposing hard abs and a lean muscled body that has your core already throbbing with need.
Compression shirts are part of his brand, so Wonwoo stops the teasing there, hands instead dropping to the belt of his black jeans. He’s slow with undoing it, slow with the way his long fingers toy with his button and zipper.
He releases a sigh as he lifts his hips, pushing his pants down to his knees. His thighs bulge where they press against the black leather of his gaming chair, but the bulge in his underwear is even bigger, and it makes you unconsciously lick your lips as your eyes stay glued to every motion.
“Come on, baby, be good for me,” Wonwoo tells you, and it snaps you out of your trance.
You realize you need to be doing something too- that’s the whole intrigue of this. Wonwoo gets off on camera, and you get off behind it. Mutual masturbation, in the sexiest possible form.
Truly no hands on, just self gratification while watching the other pleasure themself.
You remove your shirt, and Wonwoo lets out a groan. “That’s it.”
Deciding to keep your bra on for now, your hands slip to your own pants, and you carefully take them off.
“Want to see you,” Wonwoo says, palming himself through his underwear.
Your hands are shaking as you remove your panties, body alight with energy. It’s not shyness per se- more like shock that you’re even in this situation.
You want it, so fucking bad, but it’s a truly difficult thing to wrap your head around. This situation is unlike anything you could have imagined in your wildest dreams, and you’ve never been more turned on in your entire life.
You’re now bare on your lower half, and you relax against the bed, lifting your legs so your feet are on the mattress, your pussy spread for Wonwoo.
He releases another deep groan, shifting his own underwear down.
His beautiful cock slaps up against his stomach, and he immediately wraps a hand around it.
There’s a bottle of lube next to him, and you watch him spurt some onto his palm, when he brings it to his cock again, you begin to touch your pussy.
You start with your clit, drawing slow cirlces while Wonwoo strokes himself, matching your pace.
“Mmm, that’s good,” Wonwoo muses, relaxing back against his gaming chair. His head lolls back, but you know his eyes are still entirely focused on you. “I know you’re feeling good too, aren’t you, baby?”
Since he’s on camera, you know you can’t make a sound, but you nod aggressively, swallowing the lump in your throat as you apply more pressure to your clit.
“That’s it, rub harder,” Wonwoo encourages you. “Bet you’re all nice and wet for me already, huh?”
It’s hard to hold in the moan that threatens to escape you, but you nod again, biting your lip to force yourself not to make a sound.
“I can just imagine your mouth on my cock, sucking me so good,” Wonwoo says. “How I’d grab your hair and help you find a rhythm. Bet you’d kind of love choking on it, love the way tears roll down your cheeks as I use you.”
Your toes curl at his words, and you rub your clit even harder, the knots in your stomach tightening deliciously.
“When you got me to the edge, I’d switch things up. I’d lay you down on the bed, eating you out until you cum on my tongue, until your thighs are shaking around my head. I’d hold you down too, because I know you’d like that. Something tells me you want to be dominated, and I could show you what that’s like.”
It’s as if he’s read your mind, as if he knows you better than you know yourself.
“Once you’re good and ready, I’d finally give you my cock,” Wonwoo groans, increasing the pace of his strokes along his length. “Bet you’d love that, wouldn’t you? Love to have me spreading open your insides and fucking you stupid.”
Your breathing is shaky as you rub your clit, your heart racing in your chest. Your eyes close a little as you focus on the overwhelming sensation of pleasure that’s beginning to blossom inside of you.
“I think you should slip a finger in, baby, imagine it’s mine.”
Your eyes snap open again as you stare at him.
“Come on, do as I say.”
With a shaky hand, you bring your fingers to your core, slipping one into your obscenely wet hole.
“Hmm, that’s it,” Wonwoo groans. “Bet you wish it was bigger though, huh?”
You nod, biting your lip even harder in an effort to control yourself.
“Add another finger then. They’re still not as big as mine, but you can dream, right?”
God, you were not mentally prepared for this.
To be the sole focus of No Face is the most sinfully wonderful thing you could ever experience, and the way your body reacts to his commands- following through without your mind even registering it now-
Wonwoo has you in a daze, and you kind of love it.
“Fuck that pussy with those tiny fingers, baby,” Wonwoo encourages you. “I wanna hear it.”
You’re so wet you’re almost afraid his camera will be able to pick up the sound of your squelching pussy, but fuck it- he’s given you a command so you’ll follow through.
“That’s it, feels good, huh?”
You can see he’s stroking his cock harder, and it makes your mouth begin to salivate as you watch.
“Do you think you’re close, baby?” Wonwoo asks.
You nod.
“I’m close too, something about this has me hornier than usual. Thinking about tasting you, about fucking you with my fingers then railing you with my cock- you’re doing something to me, baby, and I know I’m doing something to you too.”
You nod again, more enthusiastically this time.
“Rub your clit again, want to watch you cum for me.”
You do as he says, and you bite hard on your lip again, throwing your head back, eyes closing as you focus on the feeling.
Wonwoo begins to moan as he watches you, and you’ve seen enough videos of his to know that this is a sign he’s near the edge too.
You can hear the wet slapping of his lubed hand now, and you know he’s beating himself off hard and fast- you bet he wishes it was your pussy on his cock right now, and it makes your toes curl again as you get closer and closer to your own high.
“Fuck, that’s it,” Wonwoo moans. “Come on, you can cum for me.”
You nod, muscles tightening to an impossible limit-
“That’s it, that’s it-”
Wonwoo’s encouragement throws you over the edge and you fall backward onto his bed, grabbing a pillow to put over your face, muffling your moans as your orgasm washes through you.
Your whole body is throbbing with sexual energy, thighs already shaking as you continue to rub yourself through it- having not received a command that you could stop.
You pray to God that the pillow is enough to muffle your sounds, because the whimpers escaping you are no longer something you can keep in- especially when Wonwoo releases a grunt of his own, a sign that he’s cum too.
A shiver of tingles errupts through you at the notion that he’s tipped over the edge, that the two of you have cum together in a situation like this.
Your mind is practically blank except for this moment, and as your orgasm dies down, you can’t ignore the racing of your heart in your chest.
“That’s a good girl,” Wonwoo groans, voice drawing you back to reality.
You move the pillow away, pulling your hand from your core as you sit up again, blinking at Wonwoo.
He’s cum all over his chest, and it’s a big load too- fuck, part of you wants to just lick it up.
“You were a good girl for me tonight,” Wonwoo says. “Such a good girl.”
He’s gently toying with his cock still, but finally he stops, and after a deep sigh, he turns off the camera.
The two of you sit there in silence for a moment, and once Wonwoo has the cap back on his camera’s lens, he pulls off his mask.
His skin is flushed, and he looks absolutely beautiful. There’s nothing like a post orgasmic glow to bring light to someone’s eyes.
“You good?” he asks, voice returning to its normal tone.
“That was amazing,” you whisper.
“I can’t believe you’re seriously okay with all of this,” Wonwoo admits with a sigh, running a hand through his unruly curls before reaching for some tissue to begin wiping up his mess.
“I am.”
He chuckles. “I can tell you’re overwhelmed though.”
“Maybe a little,” you admit, anticipation bubbling through you.
“I think it’s best if we call it a night.” Wonwoo says, and something sinks within your chest at his words. “I want to fuck you, I do, but… I want to give you time to think about all of this.”
“I have thought about all of this,” you counter.
“You’ve thought about fucking No Face, but off camera, I’m just Wonwoo, and I don’t want you to be disappointed with… the reality of me. No Face is a persona, and I need to know you understand that.”
You consider his words, and nod. “I’ll spend some time thinking about all of this.”
“But we’re still on for studying in a couple of days, right?”
“Regardless of us, we have a project to finish,” you nod.
Wonwoo smiles. “Thanks for coming today, it made a difference.”
Nine:
The two of you are studying in Wonwoo’s room, and as hours pass by, it’s getting harder and harder for you to focus.
There’s a tension in the space that you could cut with a knife, and your panties have been wet since you arrived.
In the past couple of days, you’ve given the whole situation a lot of thought… and you may have rewatched the camshow you did with him about a hundred times too.
“Wonwoo?” you ask, putting your laptop to the side.
“Hmm?”
“I wanted to talk to you about us.”
He gives you space to continue and you take a breath.
“I know that the whole No Face thing is a persona, and while he’s not you, he’s still part of you. Despite that, I like who you are too. You’re calm, and smart, and level-headed- and respectful too. Most men wouldn’t have done what we did and let me go home to process the situation. You could tell I was overwhelmed and you didn’t take advantage of me, which shows you’re respectful too. I think… you and I are kindred souls, and I’d like the opportunity to get to know you better, the real you, not No Face.”
Wonwoo nods, and you can tell he’s thinking about what you’ve just said. “I want to know you better too. I never thought I’d find a cute, shy girl who would be okay with the whole OnlyFans thing. You’re quiet, but you’re kinky, like me, and I really like that.”
Your skin heats at his words, and a smile works its way onto your lips.
“Doing this project has been great,” Wonwoo continues. “We work well together, and yeah… I like you a lot. I want to give it a try too.”
“Good.” You take a breath, sitting up to move closer to him. “So… I think we’ve done enough studying, don’t you?”
Wonwoo chuckles. “Feeling needy, huh?”
“You’ve got a half chub already, so don’t talk to me about feeling needy,” you tease with a grin.
“Talking back, are you?”
“You said it yourself, you’re not No Face, you’re Wonwoo. No Face is a dominant, but Wonwoo… I’m getting vibes from you that you’re something else.”
He cocks his head to the side, looking at you with a smile. “I guess you know the real me better than I realized.”
“You talk a big game about being a dominant on cam, but… my guess is you’re softer in person, softer like this.” You reach out to stroke his face, and Wonwoo leans into your palm.
“Are you okay with soft?”
“I’m okay with a mixture,” you tell him. “Whatever feels right in the moment.”
“Part of me wants to fuck the shit out of you,” Wonwoo notes. “But… as a first time, another part of me wants to just be nice.”
“Then be nice, you can be rough later, I promise.”
“I’ll hold you to it.”
“You better.”
You move his laptop out of the way, swinging your leg over his hips so you can mount him where he’s seated on the bed.
His hands find your waist, and he looks up at you. God, he truly is so beautiful.
You’ve kissed him before in the library, but that had been all fire, all passion, all pent up tension- as you lean down to press your lips to his now, you get the sense that everything about this interaction will be softer.
He’s not playing off as his alter ego, he knows you accept the real him, that you want to experience Wonwoo tonight, not No Face.
As amazing as No Face was, you don’t want him to think that’s all you’re here for.
He kisses you gently, one hand moving up to cup your cheek. His tongue is tentative as it runs along your bottom lip, asking for entry instead of demanding it.
You tilt your head a little to make things easier as the kiss deepens, his fingers digging into your hip.
You begin to grind down against him, enjoying the pressure on your clit. He’s already hard, and you know he wants this as badly as you do, which lights a fire in the pit of your stomach.
With one movement, Wonwoo has you both rolling, and you end up with your back pressed to the bed, Wonwoo on top of you.
Now it’s his turn to grind down against you, and you kiss him harder, whimpering against his lips.
One of his hands snakes up to your breast, and he squeezes you through your shirt, groaning at the way you fit in his palm.
“Can I take care of you?” he asks.
“You can do anything you want,” you assure him, heart beating rapidly in your chest.
Wonwoo’s lips move to your throat, and then the swell of your cleavage. You throw your head back, closing your eyes and enjoying the sensation.
He’s gentle when he removes your shirt, followed quickly by your bra, and then his mouth is on your chest again. His lips are soft as they suck on your nipple, his tongue flicking the sensitive bud.
Your hands find their way to his hair, tangling in his curls as you enjoy the worship he’s providing you. Wonwoo takes his time with your breasts, and you can feel your pussy throbbing- you wonder if this is what blue balls feels like for men- this insatiable need to have attention on your core instead of the erogenous zone he’s currently enjoying.
Soon, Wonwoo’s mouth is moving down your body, and he slips onto the floor next to the bed. He takes off your pants and panties, moving slowly as if to give you time to change your mind.
But you’re not going to change your mind.
You want this more than you’ve ever wanted everything, and as he drags you to the edge of the bed, intent on eating your pussy like he’d talked about on cam, you give yourself over to him fully.
His hands massage your legs, and he peppers kisses up your calf, tickling your knee as he moves to your thighs.
Your legs adjust over his shoulders, and his hands grab at your hips as he leans in for his first lick of your pussy.
The contact of his tongue on your clit has you releasing a squeal of delight, your entire boy tingling with pleasure.
You can feel Wonwoo’s eyes on you as he begins to eat you out, his tongue pushing into your wet pussy before flicking back up to your sensitive bud again.
“Feels good!” you tell him, muscles already beginning to tighten with pleasure.
His fingers get a better grip on you, one hand moving to your thigh to hold you in place as he devours you.
He sucks your clit into his mouth and it’s a sensation that has your entire body reacting, the cord in your stomach tightening even more-
No one has eaten you out in practically forever, and to be having a man worship you like this- it’s getting you closer to the edge, faster than anyone else before.
“Shit,” you whimper, tangling your fingers in his hair again, back arching as the pleasure begins to build.
Wonwoo doesn’t relent, he eats you out like a starved man, his eagerness only growing with each second-
Your whimpers are getting louder, the sensation building more and more-
“I’m gonna cum!” you announce, eyes clenching shut as you teeter on the edge-
Suddenly two fingers are slipping into your pussy, crooking up so his digits can touch your sweet spot, at the same time, he sucks roughly on your clit and that’s all it takes to make you cum.
You gasp, your orgasm exploding inside of you unlike any other.
It’s all consuming in the best possible way, your body throbbing with unknown pleasure.
Wonwoo continues to finger fuck you, working you through it as wave after wave of ecstasy consumes you.
Your clit is almost too sensitive now, your thighs shaking, muscles beginning to hurt from the power of your high.
“Fuck, Wonwoo-” you whimper, pushing at his head.
He pulls away from your clit, his fingers slowing inside of you, and you can feel his eyes.
“You good?” he asks.
“Fuck, that was so good-” you groan, another shiver erupting through you when he strokes your inner walls again. “Need more.”
“Need what?”
“Your cock,” you tell him. “Need it so bad.”
“I’ll grab a condom,” Wonwoo muses, pulling his fingers out of your pussy only to plop them into his mouth.
As he stands, you freeze. “Wait! I’m on birth control!”
He stops, looking down at you. “Are you sure?”
“I’m sure I’m on birth control, yes.”
“No, I mean, are you sure about unprotected sex?”
“Well… I’m clean,” you point out. “I haven’t had sex in forever-”
“Me neither,” he admits. “Other than, you know, sex with my own hand.”
You stare at him for a moment, and from the way he cracks a smile, you know he’s making a joke. So you begin to laugh too.
“How have we both not gotten laid in a while?” you ask.
He shrugs. “Guess we’re both pretty shy.”
“And school is busy,” you point out.
“School, gaming and OnlyFans is definitely a lot,” he agrees, pulling off his shirt then kicking down his pants. “Move up to the pillows for me, want you to be comfortable.”
You do as he says, watching eagerly as he gets fully naked for you.
God, his cock is even prettier up close, and you bite your tongue as he gets onto the bed with you. Your legs wrap around his hips instinctively, and you pull him in for a passionate kiss.
He begins to grind down against you, stimulating your oversensitive clit in a way that has you squealing with delight.
“I like your sounds,” Wonwoo muses, lips moving to your throat and ear, where he gently bites your lobe. “Was a shame I didn’t get to hear them during the cam show.”
“I tried to be good and quiet for you.”
“You were very good for me,” Wonwoo groans, voice dropping into the No Face cadence, which has your stomach flip flopping, pussy getting even wetter.
Wonwoo reaches between your bodies, adjusting the tip of his cock to your pussy. “You said you haven’t been fucked in a while,” he muses, “so if this hurts, or you need me to go slow, or stop-”
“I’ll be fine,” you assure him, cupping his face. “Just fuck me, please.”
Wonwoo kisses you then, slowly pushing his rock hard cock into you as you whimper and claw at his shoulders.
He fills you so well- your inner walls finally receiving attention from a real sized cock after way too long.
Your fingers - hell, even his fingers - don’t do his full length justice, and it feels like heaven once he’s fully bottomed out.
You both release a low groan, your toes curling with pleasure.
“I’m good,” you tell him, pressing kisses to his throat as your fingers explore his broad shoulders. “Feels good.”
“You feel good,” he counters, beginning to move.
The drag of his cock along your core has you groaning, eyes closing as pleasure consumes you.
“Shit,” you whimper, holding him tighter.
“Shit,” Wonwoo echos again, picking up his pace.
You lay there, enjoying everything he’s giving you. As himself, Wonwoo’s not much of a talker, but you’re okay with that. The two of you simply gasp and moan as conversation, and you enjoy the feral aspect of sex, the part where you’re both overcome by the feeling of each other, so overcome that words aren’t even necessary.
Wonwoo presses his lips to yours again, kissing you fiercely as he fucks you harder and harder, until his bed is rocking and you’re scared people outside his door will be able to hear you moaning.
But part of you doesn’t even care, you don’t want to hold yourself back with Wonwoo anymore, not like you did when he was on cam. No, you want him to hear every whimper, every groan, every squeal of pleasure as he fucks you better than anyone else ever has.
There’s a connection here, a spark, and it lights a fire inside you as Wonwoo fucks you for the very first time.
It’s passionate as you remain lip locked, your hands grabbing at his strong shoulders.
You don’t even care that it’s clear this will be a one position fuck session. Missionary has always been one of the more boring ways to fuck, but with Wonwoo- it’s downright magical. There’s nothing like it, being pressed chest to chest- as close as you can be as you do this.
Wonwoo’s groans are magic too, and they have your pussy throbbing depserately around him-
Then he slips his hand between your bodies, rubbing your clit-
Your pussy clamps down on him, a gasp escaping you as you break the kiss to look up at him.
“Want you to cum with me,” Wonwoo groans. “Please.”
You can’t respond, all you can do is focus on the building sensation- and in no time at all, you’re tipping over the edge with a loud moan.
Wonwoo returns your sound with a grunt, burying his face against your throat as he cums with you.
Your pussy throbs around him, milking Wonwoo of all he’s worth as he moans in your ear, fucking you through it all.
His hair is tickling your cheek, but you can’t even care as the orgasm swells through you like the waves of a warm summer ocean.
Your chests are still pressed together, and you can feel the beating of his heart. It’s almost dizzying, feeling this connected to another person, and it leaves your mind blank as you enjoy it.
Your arms are wrapped around him, cuddling Wonwoo close as his motions come to a stop, and then you just pant together, doing your best to catch your breaths.
You stroke his hair, releasing a deep sigh.
Wonwoo presses one last kiss to your throat before pulling away. “How do you feel?” he asks.
“Perfect.”
Wonwoo grins. “Me too.”
☀️ mlist + an. thank you for reading! This was so fun to write, I can't wait to explore this au more in other chapters!
🍭 support me by. sending a tip here or here - or become a patron to access monthly bonus content and extensions for fics like this one :) find the Patreon teaser below!
🔮 preview. You know there will be no more rough housing, no more use of the paddle, because No Face might be somewhat of a sadist, but Wonwoo is a pussy whipped softie, and you wouldn’t have it any other way.
cw/ tw. Unprotected sex, foreplay, dirty talk, blow job, pussy eating, hand job, commanding/dominant alter ago Wonwoo, use of paddle, impact play, pain kink, fingering, slight sadism Wonwoo, multiple reader orgasms, mentions of sex toys, creampie, etc… I petnames. (hers) baby.
👹 rating. 18+ explicit I wc. 3k I teaser wc. 110
🌙 starring. Jeon Wonwoo x afab!Reader
bonus
You love Wonwoo. You love him for all that he is, No Face and all, and you also love that despite his online alter ego, he’s very soft and giving in bed. However… sometimes, you just want to be man handled and dirty talked until your head spins, and your lovely boyfriend is more than willing to provide that for you on special occasions.
Today is your birthday, and after you’re done classes, you go back to your apartment to shower and get ready.
You’ve bought a very sexy outfit. Garter connected fishnets, a black push-up bra, a corset, sexy high heels, and a thong to complete the whole look.
☀️ to read the full fic AND 3k bonus NOW, subscribe to my Patreon, then click here
�� or check out what else is on my patreon here
🔮if nothing strikes your fancy, check out my m.list
general taglist
@gotshinct - @subhyuck - @fraechan - @learnthisfeeling
@runahways - @d-abin - @milkteade - @woogyuhae
@anothershorthuman - @nihxxy - @vantxx95 - @bangshii
@poutypoutybin - @notbeforelong - @creepybakeoven
@ninetechculture - @yungiland - @suhsfam - @binchangf
@meowniee - @learnthisfeeling - @gigilame - @cumtrov3rsy
@mocha000 - @darthlunaa - @just-here-to-read-01 - @shiningnono
@lovelyhan - @grilledbananas - @sourkimchi
As I was short on time this month and unable to do a teaser, here's another shout out to some of my favourite blogs who interact with my work, I love you guys endlessly
@bobathi - @amazinggraxia - @bluempire425-blog -
@twililty - @cheolaholic - @babieculture
@meowniee - @ridenotpark - @ollieollieoctopus
@axo-l0tl - @blspphr3 - @roseandpeaches
#wonwoo#thediamondlifenetwork#wonwoo smut#jeon wonwoo#jeon wonwoo smut#svt#svt smut#seventeen#seventeen smut#wonwoo svt#svt wonwoo#wonwoo svt smut#svt wonwoo smut
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
"I've just seen the way you've handled all this with so much grace and kindness. You're so surprised, just when I think you're at capacity you find something really beautiful in a situation that gives you so much joy and energy that I'm just like, 'wow'." - OLIVIA COOKE
"It's funny how much I speak about you. I suppose when anything happens I just sort of crave to know how you're looking at it. And there aren't that many people in my life that I feel that about. You have such an unusual and brilliant and delightful way of seeing the world that I crave to know what you're seeing often." - EMMA D'ARCY
#*gifs#1k#olivia cooke#oliviacookeedit#emma darcy#emmad'arcyedit#hotdedit#house of the dragon#gameofthronesdaily#dailyhotdgifs#rhaenicentdaily#ughmerlin#userhann#userzoya#tusererika#userhella#usersalty#tuserabbie#tusermiles#tusermich#useraish#i just love them so much and they love each other so much and i love that
3K notes
·
View notes
Note
Bear price part 3 with how he acts with his pregnant wife and then later the cubs? Please 🙏 I actually love your stufff so much 🦅
cw: hybrids, pregnancy, motherhood, giving birth, nothing here is really accurate.
despite the fact that there is no greater joy for john price than knowing that you are pregnant with his cubs, he knows very little about what it is like to carry a child, and even more so he does not know much about the process of childbirth, all his actions are only instinctive, driven by the churning pull of a gnawing need to protect you and make your every will come out real, should you ask for anything at all.
a devoted mate, he is always concerned about your comfort, especially now, knowing how sensitive and vulnerable you are during this period, when all your energy is spent on growing the one who is in your belly, making the child healthy, stronger, so you have to rest more often, take care of your well being and eat as much as possible, which john takes upon himself, walking restlessly around the house every day, from dawn to dusk, assisting you at any given moment.
the bear inside of him, innate, animalistic habit, teases his senses with a growl of a need to keep you hidden, tangled in his arms for till the birthing comes, trapped, having to go through your pregnancy in this same cabin you live in together, in this same furs you sleep beneath every night, in john's pawing, possessive hold, but the nature can be unforgiving, the pregnancy a process he has no say in, and he won't risk your health, no matter how hard the animal in him claws.
john makes sure to find you a gynecologist, the one that would visit you, without needing for you to step outside, let other predators sniff out a pretty thing with her baby bump for anyone to try and court, even though you're long mated, thus, he makes sure that the person that steps through the doorway of your house is a woman, and one that not even close to being a hybrid, to make sure that your pregnancy proceeds smoothly and without possible health problems, once every few weeks.
what bothers you both, is that your baby bump is really, really huge and heavy, you sway around the cabin with breathy grunts and little steps, in which, john has to assist you later, large, calloused warm palms cupping underneath your tummy and lifting, thumbs stroking over the stretched skin and dark line that runs through and down your belly button, easing the tension and the strain you feel all over your body, slumping back against the full, brawny expanse of his chest, sighing in immediate relief, while your husband wonders just how many there are.
the other issue, is how horny you are, and john as well, but your tummy ain't giving much choices on how to treat this problem, so while he can pleasure you, his jaw open wide to drink the slick from between your quivering, parted thighs, suffocatingly plush around his head as you squeeze, too sensitive to the sensation of his curling, thrusting tongue and rasping beard, hiccuping and moaning each time his swollen, glistening lips close around your twitching clit, all while he's bought to hump his hips into the air.
the birth day comes with your hand clawing at john's with a force that leaves bleeding scratches at his hair dappled skin, and yet, he stays close, holds your curling fingers in his own, kissing over your sharp knuckles, whispering sweet, soothing reassurances while you gasp and push to get command of doctor's voice, sobbing in pain and exhaustion, skin all clammy with sweat, and even the loose nightie you wear feels too much on your overstimulated, itching body, but you make your best to keep pushing, legs feeling numb.
when the fog of pain clears, there's a light weight at either side of your armpits, cradled by the intuitive curl of your arms, two babies, a sweet girl and a boy, looking so similar, bodies swaddled and tiny as they sleep against you, john is here, talking with the doctor, glancing over when you manage some quiet, weak murmur, and he reaches out to smooth over your disheveled, damp hair, leaning down with a lingering kiss against your still warm forehead, before whispering at you to sleep, tone low and rumbling, your eyelids growing heavy, knowing that he has everything under control.
your body does needs time to recover, and so, john fusses over you, making sure you sleep and eat enough, feed babies from time to time and hold them close when you feel rested enough, all the rest is on his shoulders, to watch over your little boy and girl, make sure there's no any issues, he rocks them in his massive hands and hums some silly, old melody he knows, baby blues watching how they babble up at him and twist their little fingers in the hairs on his chest or beard.
talking with them while he goes around the house on chores, making sure they play with some sensory toys, and not only his round, beary ears and furred features, john takes on all the responsibilities of raising children until your body is recovered enough, and when you finally join him, parenting swallows the two of you into a flurry of endless worries, practically missing the moment of growth of your adorable cubs, already walking around the house with tapping feet's and shrieking giggles, running from their dad's catching hands as you watch them wide grinning from the couch.
john learns quick how being a dad feels and what requires, and he's never been happier, every early morning starting with your supple body tucked against his side, and your babies peeking politely through the door before rushing in and jumping on the bed to greet you in another day with too much enthusiasm, as he ushers them to go and brush their teeth, stealing a moment to feel you a little bit more, squeeze greedily at your curves and peck your pouty lips, before he'd need to raise up and cook a big breakfast.
and if he get's too pussy drunk in recent months, it's not because of how much he missed feeling the pulsing tightness of your gummy cunt around his engorged, dripping cock, but because he's forever grateful for the gift you gave him in the face of your precious babies, and the primal need to be surrounded by more of them, if he's succeeded to be a father, then he can build a big, big family as well, and you can't object, not with the way your hips roll to meet the rutting of his girth, not with john's enraptured gaze on you, so more it is, then.
main masterlist. quidelines.
#𐔌 . 𝘫𝘶𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘴 .ᐟ#john price smut#john price x female reader#john price fluff#john price x f!reader#john price comfort#john price x reader#captain john price fluff#captain john price x reader#captain john price smut#captain john price x female reader#john price drabble#captain john price x you#captain price smut#john price x you#captain john price fanfic#john price cod#bear!price#bear!john
1K notes
·
View notes
Note
Can you make Kenma,Oikawa, Hinata, Sugawara, Nishinoya, Akaashi with a sub! Girlfriend that has a personality that remembers a Golden Retriever?? (Can it be NSFW?)
ღHq boys with a sub!golden retriever gf
ʚft: Kenma, Oikawa, Hinata, Suga, Nishinoya, Akaashi
ʚCont: SMUT CONTENT, fem!reader, fingering, slight corruption kink, mirror sex, use of good girl, riding, oral sex
⤑Back to navigation
a/n i think i outdid myself with this one 😁
Kenma
There is a clear difference between your personalities. He´s passive and calm whereas you´re always a bundle of energy. Many joke you have all the energy Kenma doesn't. And that fact proves right in moments like these.
He was slumped on the couch when you skipped into the living room. Your eyes darted to his hands holding the controller. His long fingers were moving across the buttons with a speed only a chronic video game player had. A flash of thoughts that were anything but holy crossed your mind. They were pushed back almost immediately.
They were hard to ignore now that those same fingers were pumping up into your dripping cunt. Your hips moved on their own, rolling instinctively to find the same spot that had your head throwing back with whiny moans. The clutch your fisted hands had on his shirt tightened when you bounced on his fingers, riding them like you would with his cock. "ken mmgh fuck m´ tired" He wasn´t sure if his actions were out of sympathy or torture, but his free hand gripped your hip to stop their movement. His other hand, drenched in your juices, moved upwards at a fast pace, curling inwards to hit the plushness of your g-spot. "tired? already? well, I suppose I´ll help" Though he didn´t seem to mind with how hard he was in that moment, his erection begging to be freed from its restraints. The fast pace of his fingers brought your orgasm closer than you thought. Your mind blanked, body shaking as your walls clamped down on his fingers, imprisoning them inside your warmth.
His lips on your face landed you back from cloud 9. "such a good girl, wanna keep doing a good job for me and make me feel good?" He murmurs against your skin, to which you nod without hesitation.
Oikawa
Oikawa absolutely adoresss you. You´re his little puppy, his sweet innocent baby girl. He dies and revives every single time your doe eyes stare up at him with those bright irises. They shoot straight to his heart, tightening in his chest to the point where his breath is lost in the air. He doesn´t know what he´d do without his pretty girl. He could spend countless hours naming all the things he loves about you. But he was certain that what he loves most, is your willingness to please him. Like a puppy does with its owner.
Deep down, it isn´t just for the simple innocent reasons one may imagine. Your willingness to please applies to the bedroom too. And there was nothing that turns him on more than to have you on all fours, ramming his cock into your abused hole for hours on end.
Tears were falling down your pretty eyes, your back setting into a mean arch the longer you stayed in that position. Even then, your breathy shaky voice asked "m´ i making you feel good?" Call it a possible corruption kink, but seeing your head lifting to meet his gaze from the back with those teary doe eyes, your lips pouty as you concern yourself more over his pleasure than your own, god that just makes his dick harder than ever.
If anything, it keeps his cock pounding into you relentlessly, forcing orgasm after orgasm from you, all just to see you with that same look in your eyes. Yeah, he definitely has a corruption kink.
Hinata
You´re both bundles of sunshine. Your relationship is as radiant as the sun, a constant source of joy in each others lives. You´re both the same golden retriever energy and anyone can see that from a 20 mile radius. In terms of dominance, well, it´s hard to say. Or at least, that´s how it is for anyone outside the relationship. However between you two? It´s pretty clear.
The sight in front of you is sinful really. No porno you had ever watched was as erotic as this. Hinata is sitting on the edge of the bed with you sitting snuggly on his lap, your back pressed against his toned chest. You´re convinced you´d have bruises on your hips the next morning from how tight he was gripping them. Though your focus in that moment is on the dirty view from the mirror of your tight hole getting stretched open by his thick cock. While Hinata is setting the pace and keeping you balanced, you´re tasked to hold your legs wide open with your hands under your knees, giving you the perfect view of his cock connecting with your cunt.
As much as you wanted to throw your head back on his shoulder from the painful pleasure, you couldn´t look away from the sight. The way your puffy lips parted in an accomodating motion for his dick to pound up into you relentlessly is an addicting sight you can´t get enough of. The fast pace is dizzying along with the view of his fluids mixing with yours and coating his cock like a second skin. His pace sped up even more, though you hadn´t thought that was possible, when your impending orgasm resulted in the clenching of your gummy walls. "hold on f´me sweet girl, can you do that?" He asks sweetly into your ear despite the vicious pace of his tip kissing your cervix. "mhmm" Is all you can manage to say. "good girl"
Sugawara
Suga is often seen as the sweet calm boyfriend whereas you´re the energetic girlfriend whose always bouncing around with energy. It´s a balance that makes the relationship work very well. But what nobody expects is the 180 Suga does in bed.
A foot is balanced on his shoulder, his hands wrapped around the plushness of the back of your thighs. Suga loves this more than anything else. When your body goes limp from the pleasure, reducing all that energetic behaviour that you had before to nothing. You never resist him, no, instead you encourage him to keep going. To keep stretching your body into positions you didn´t think were possible. To keep your walls continuously stroking his cock, pulling countless orgasms out of you until you had nothing left to give. And even then, you keep your legs spread wide open like the good little thing that you are.
He groans into your ear "fuck. You like that? like how good my cock is making you feel?" He growls into your ear. One hand moves to rub your swollen clit, intensifying the pleasure. The result of your moans urged his ruthless pace to quicken. He chuckles breathlessly. "can´t even speak. am I fucking my baby dumb? Is that it?" The mocking tone of his voice was far more arousing than you thought and he knew it. How could he not when your walls were clenching so tightly around his aching member?
"wanna loosen up for me baby girl? I can´t make you cum if you´re squeezin so tight" He smirks "Yeaah that´s it, good fucking girl" He says in that low raspy voice you love so much. You´re in for a looong night.
Nishinoya
You´re both equally energetic. His energy rubs off on you and yours rubs off on him. You two together is utter chaos in the best way possible. Though when it comes to dominance, Noya is always sure to prove he´s the dominant one. Not like you mind anyway.
It´s movie night and of course, one thing leads to another. Now you´re on Noyas lap with his cock fucking up into you. If this isn´t heaven, Noya wasn´t sure what is. You´re always so eager to take him, to be fucked into submission. He groans lowly when you squeeze particularly hard. His eyes trail from your pussy to the swell of your breasts that bounce every time he thrusts up into you, his grip on your hips controlling the pace. The sight is so enticing, so breath taking that he can´t resist getting a taste. His mouth latches onto oneperky nipple while his fingers play with the other, giving them equal attention.
"aaah ngh noya" You moan, the sounds like music to his ears. His mouth latches off your breasts with a pop. "hmm? is my baby girl feeling good?" You whine, trying to speed up the pace. His gaze darkens with a primal lust. His feet plant on the floor and with a sudden boost of energy, he fucks your hole with a roughness he had never used before. He has no time to worry if he´s being too rough, becuase you´re instantly arching your back into a mean curve and throwing your head back. It´s overwhelming, the intense pleasure, the throbbing of your cunt the more he keeps his cock inside you.
A loud smack resonantes across the room, a gasp following it afterwards. The sting from his slap on your ass strangely adds to the pleasure, making your cunt throb more. He seems to sense this as well because he does it again and again. By the end of that night, the skin of your ass was a painful tomato red. Though you can´t stay mad at him when he fucks you so good.
Akaashi
Akaashi seems to attract the most energetic people ever. First it was Bokuto, now it´s you. He doesn´t complain one bit though. He adores you so much and makes you feel so loved too. He especially loves showing his love for you through intimate acts. It´s too tempting for him after all. When you´re always so greedy to please him and make him happy. Or especially when you´re so submissive for him. You trust him blindly and know he takes good care of you and nothing can ever make him more turned on than that.
Like now, he´s laying on his stomach on the bed. The thickness of your thighs are wrapped around his head, pulling him closer to your aching core. This was the thing he loves most. Worshipping your body over and over like you´re a goddess and he´s your most faithful worshipper. A shiver crawls down your spine when his warm breath tickles your bare skin, coming in contact with your heat. You gasp when his warm tongue slips out and licks along your slit until it hooks on your clit. Akaashi is a patient man, but even his own patience wears thin under the temptation of ravishing you whole.
He wastes no time in wrapping his lips around your clit, sucking the bundle gently while slipping a finger inside. One finger turns into two, then three. Soon enough his fingers are thrusting into you while he continues to busy his mouth with your clit. It´s not long before your body shakes from the force of a mind blowing orgasm.
He doesn´t wait a single second. Your legs are forced to spread open, giving him space to slip his tongue into your sensitive hole. You whine and squirm from the overstimulation. "aaah kashi" Said man lifts his head up, your juices smeared all over his chin and lips. They press wet kisses to your inner thighs while looking up at your flushed face. "you know the safe word, don´t you darling?" You nod meekly under his intense gaze. He smirks "good" Is all he says before going back to fucking your throbbing hole like a starved man having his last meal on earth.
#haikyuu smut#hq smut#kenma x reader#oikawa x reader#hinata shoyo#sugawara x reader#haikyuu nishinoya#hq akaashi#hq kenma#haikyuu oikawa#hinata shoyo x reader#sugawara koushi#nishinoya yuu#akaashi x reader#kozume kenma#oikawa tooru#hinata shoyuo#sugawara kōshi#noya x reader#haikyuu akaashi#haikyuu#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu kenma#hq oikawa#hinata smut#haikyuu sugawara#nishinoya x reader#akaashi keiji#haikyu x reader#haikyu smut
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
Soft Nuzzles ⋅ Han Jisung
Lately, you couldn’t shake the urge to nuzzle into the warmth of Han’s neck.



You had never been a cuddly person. Not with friends, not with family, not even with past partners. Affection, to you, had always been something shown through words or actions – not through the warmth of another person’s embrace.
But then there was Han Jisung.
Dating him had been an adventure from the very beginning. He was playful and bright, a ball of energy that lit up any room he walked into. At first, you worried your differences would be too stark – his love for physical affection versus your instinct to keep your space. But somehow, you made it work. He never pushed, never complained, never pouted when you chose to express love in your own way. He simply accepted it, as he did with everything else.
And yet, somewhere along the way, something changed.
The first time it happened, you hadn’t even realized what you were doing. You were sitting on the couch together, watching a drama, when a wave of something unexplainable washed over you. Before you knew it, you had shifted closer, resting your head against the side of his neck. He had frozen for just a second, startled by the rare gesture, before his lips curved into the softest, most adoring smile. His arms instinctively wrapped around you, his hand in slow, soothing circles along your back.
“Are you feeling okay?” he teased, but his voice was laced with so much fondness that you couldn’t even roll your eyes at him.
You had grumbled something about just being tired before focusing back on the movie, but the feeling didn’t go away. If anything, it got stronger.
You found yourself drawn to him in ways you never had been with anyone else. Whether it was standing next to him while waiting for coffee, the urge to slip your arm around his waist became almost second nature. When he was gaming in the living room, you’d shuffle over and drape yourself against him, inhaling the faint scent of his cologne as if it grounded you. Even in the rare, quiet moments before bed, you’d find yourself seeking out his warmth, nuzzling into his shoulder like it was the most natural thing in the world.
And Han? He loved it.
The first few times, he’d grinned so wide it almost hurt, eyes crinkling with pure joy. He never made a big deal out of it – never wanted to scare you away – but the way he held you a little tighter, the way he gently pressed a kiss against your temple or whispered how much he adored you, told you everything you needed to know.
The other members had taken notice, often teasing you both with comments about how "disgustingly cute" you were, always finding the two of you cuddled up together, as if you were the picture of love and comfort. They were genuinely happy for Han, seeing how much more at ease and content he had become with you by his side.
One evening, as you wrapped your arms around him from behind while he was cooking, he chuckled softly.
“You know,” he mused, “I used to think I’d have to be patient forever. But look at you now.”
You huffed against his back but didn’t let go. “Don’t make it weird.”
He turned in your arms, looking at you with a gaze so full of love it made your heart stutter. “Not weird. Just… the best surprise ever.”
In that moment, the irresistible urge – again – made you want to nudge your head into his neck, whispering a playful tone. “Don’t say it.”
But, of course, he did.
“You’re like a cat,” he grinned, nudging your cheek with his nose. “At first, all distant and uninterested, but now? You’re always laying on my face.”
You groaned, lightly smacking his arm, but he only laughed, pulling you even closer. “It’s okay,” he murmured. “I love cats.”
And as he leaned in to press a kiss against your head, you realized that maybe – just maybe – cuddling wasn’t so bad after all. At least, not when he felt so much like home.
masterlist
#han jisung imagines#stray kids imagines#skz imagines#han jisung scenarios#stray kids scenarios#han jisung#han#stray kids#skz#skz scenarios#skz x reader#skz x you#stray kids fanfic#skz fanfic#skz fluff#han jisung fluff#stray kids x reader#han jisung x reader#stray kids fluff
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Slay Astro placements pt 3
Venus/Uranus positively aspected (trine, CONJUNCTION, sextile): this is by far the most magnetic aspects you can have (especially in conjunction) your vibe is very electrifying. People are super drawn to you & you have the ability to attract friends and admirers from every walk of life. These people can really get along with everyone & are usually super fun to be around. It’s never a dull moment around these individuals. You have a very unique/shocking personality & style. This can be a big fashionista placement and are really creative when it comes to putting certain clothing together. (They could have a really cool Pinterest aesthetic as well). They can be seen as very quirky but they usually pull it off in a very cool way which makes people want to copy them! Big social butterflies & always have exciting stories they share because they are always going on crazy adventures. However they can have a difficult time with long term commitments and romance because of their need for freedom. A lot of big influencers have this placement.
Fire grand trine: if you have this configuration in your chart you have big star quality! A grand trine in any element is considered super lucky & rare but I notice in the fire element they tend to be a lot less lazy & it’s easier for them to go for what they want without procrastination ( grand trines have a tendency to make the native lazy with their talents). You have a larger than life personality & have the ability to attract people and opportunities to you as easy as pie. They posses a lot of energy & ambition which makes getting what they want very easy. Big manifestor energy! Anything they put their mind to they can achieve. A lot of celebrities and models (ex; Cara Delevine) have this they usually have an easier time in life and have an easier time finding joy in life than most. They need to watch out tho for being to impulsive & making rash decisions when they become too excited. It’s good to learn grounding tips so they don’t go astray from their goals.
Venus in Leo: this is honestly one of my favorite Venus placements. These people are sooo put together. They can wear a plastic bag and still look like a baddie. Usually big into luxury and you’ll see them wear a lot of designer, name brand shoes, pretty jewelry, expensive perfumes. They usually smell AMAZING omg (especially with VIRGO or Libra in their chart 😩). They tend to be very ambitious as well! Because of their love for luxury & the good things in life they are normally very money driven & I’ve met a lot who get straight As. They are very self assured & know their worth from a very young age. It’s princess treatment or nothing with them. They usually attract partners that show them off & worship the ground they walk on (bc honestly the accept nothing less). They can have a worship kink. They also treat their partners really well too with a lot of attention and grand gestures, dates & gifts. A lot of people envy them and their relationships. Just know you getting taken care of if these natives love you! Very popular placement as well.
Jupiter in the 12th: these natives are so divinely protected & can be super lucky especially when they are practicing any type of spirituality. They have a lot of angels around them! (My mom had this placement and she had a lot of psychic randomly walk up to her in stores and tell her that there were angels around her😳 super cool). These people experience a lot of supernatural shit in their life & can be lowkey psychic (especially in their dreams). They are able to escape from a lot of terrible situations unharmed. This also creates someone that has a very beautiful selfless soul🥺 they are sooo pure at heart. They are usually into things like volunteering, helping the poor/cooking for them, volunteering in foreign third world countries ect. When they aren’t practicing anything spiritual or are giving to others however they can become very lost in life so it’s important for them to give themselves to others selflessly to increase their good luck. Don’t do these people wrong in any way! They are so protected that karma will fuck your life up forreal. Has a very unforgettable vibe especially romantically.
Uranus conjunct mercury: this placement gives Einstein vibes. So many people who are geniuses or savants have this placement in their chart. This gives a very out of the box creative type of thinking to the native. They have the ability to see patterns others usually miss. Their brain works like the speed of light and they can pick up on concepts and academics faster than most. Their brains work in lightening speed! A lot of famous scientists and philosophers have this aspect in their chart. Being super smart however can have its downfalls. These people usually suffer from overthinking because of the amount of information they are able to absorb & suffer from head aches a lot. This can also cause anxiety because you could be ahead of your time cognitively making it really difficult for others your age to understand your thought process. These people have a great out if the box sense of humor as well! Their intelligence makes them able to think of some of the most creative funniest lines.
Sun in positive aspect with the moon (trine, conjunct, sextile) : these individuals are very in tuned with themselves & are usually very comfortable expressing & understanding their emotions more than most. A lot of people are down to them because of how secure they are with themselves & are able to deal with difficult feelings with ease. They have the ability to make others feel comfortable being themselves around them because of their accepting and open natures. They are normally more comfortable being/showing vulnerability than most & their masculine & feminine energies are usually very balanced within them. They are super affectionate and have hearts of gold for the ones they love. They usually know what they want and who they are from a very young age which can make it easy for them to go for what they want since their is little confliction internally. They are guided by their hearts and don’t let others projections get in the way of what they truly desire & want which I think is so special. They can however be over emotional at times and people can take advantage of them a lot because of how giving their natures are:( overall though very good people usually.
Jupiter in cancer/4th house: these people are probably your favorite family member. They are that cousin & aunty that if there aren’t at the family reunion then it’s super dull. They know how to bring people together by their loving charismatic natures. They will do anything for their family and usually grow up being really supported by family members as well. Most I notice came from wealthier families. And if they weren’t wealthy they were all very close to the native and helped them a lot when it comes to achieving goals. Usually they are the breadwinners of the family. They could’ve grown up in a very culturally diverse household where they learned a lot about different ways of living or was able to travel a lot to places most people don’t get to see. Could’ve grown up with big family reunions and a lot of fun feasts and holidays/traditions. Because of the great support in their upbringings they have are usually very wise and emotionally mature even from a young age. Their emotional world is very colorful and can put themselves in others shoes with ease (very big spiritual teacher aspect). Billie Eilish has this aspect and she always says how growing up her family was her rock and she brings them to all her tours. Could be especially close to the mother or grandmother (4th house ruling mother/grandma). When they have a family of their own it’s most likely going to be big and they normally have a very beautiful big house/home. They are normally amazing parents when they decide to have a child of their own.
Taurus or Libra in the 5th house: another big pretty privilege placement. These people are usually very appealing to the eye and tend to enjoy very Venusian hobbies such as art, fashion, beauty, cooking ect. They tend to be very pleasant partners and attract very pretty spouses as well! This can also indicate having very beautiful children when they ever decide to have them. A lot of people in the modeling industry have a Venusian 5th house. Libra tends to be a very flirtatious placement when in the 5th house and are usually able to find their soulmates/ marry at a very early age. Taurus in the 5th may take a little longer to find their soulmates (usually they find them when financially stable) but once they do they are in it for the long haul and their partners are usually quite wealthy or are very good at investing. Taurus in the 5th tend to have a natural charm about them which makes the irresistible to the opposite sex. (Or same sex depending on what you are into). Both can attract a lot of money and admirers in their lifetime.
Juno in the 1st house or 7th: hubby/wifey material. If these people love you trust me you have a rider for life. These people are super loyal and naturally know what it takes to keep a stable long lasting healthy partnership. They are amazing at compromising & will stay with you thru thick or thin. Could’ve dreamed of marriage from a very young age (especially in the 7th). They usually attract partners that see eye to eye with them & have similar ways of thinking which can cause little issues in their marriages. They have the ability to attract others like them! However these people can struggle with having an identity outside of their partnerships and can become very codependent when in love so it’s important to separate yourself from your lover from time to time to not become too overbearing. Overall though very lucky in love & tend to marry early.
Venus/mercury: smooth talker alert. These people can charm the pants off anyone! It’s actually more rare to have this aspect considering it can only be in either conjunction or sextile. Just by the way you speak and engage can make other fall head over heels for you, you know just what to say & your timing with words are impeccable. I notice these people can have very pretty/sexy talking voices (would be very successful in a podcast because people just live hearing you talk) and they can also be very good singers as well. Usually have perfect pitch naturally. Tend to have very beautiful minds. Their words can be very inspiring as well if they ever choose a public speaking career & they have the ability to connect with so many people just by their words. Can use their hands a lot when they speak which makes you even more engaging
North node in Leo: your whole mission in this lifetime is to SHINEEE. This is such a cool north node to have. In another life you could’ve tried very hard to fit into others and hide the quirks that make you special. You could’ve been very involved in humanity and being involved in a community/friendgroup (south node Aquarius) you could’ve been very detached and independent. In this life however you are meant to stray away from groups and lead! This north node is all about fun & self expression. Deep down you have amazing charisma and charm the you may of had to water down to please others but in this lifetime you are here to stand out not fit in. You are meant to be a STAR. Don’t shy away from the stage or give it to someone else it’s all about YOU not other anymore. You are here to experience romance and learn how to connect deeper with your vulnerability. You’re going from mind to heart in this life. This is a big main character placement imo. Big artists like Beyoncé have this north node. This placement is about finding what makes YOU happy and feel good which I find so beautiful🥹.
Leo sun: you radiate warmth everywhere you go. Like the sun you are able to attract others to you and almost give life to the fullness of life. Your large than life personality and positive outlook draws so many opportunities to you. The world is your stage and YOU are the main character. You are super confident in yourself from a very young age and adore the attention you get from others (they get A LOT of attention). You are a natural entertainer and enjoy making others laugh/ inspiring people. Usually into artistic hobbies such as music, art, comedy, dance, poetry ect. The sun rules Leo so this is one of the most fruitful/comfortable placements for the sun to be in. You have this natural love for yourself that teaches others to love themselves as well♥️ if you aren’t careful you can become a little too attention hungry and only think of yourself which can cause you to receive more negative attention than positive. So make sure you give others a chance to shine as well.
Virgo mercury: these people are so well spoken & are super smart. They have such logical minds and have a very vast vocabulary from what I’ve observed. They are extremely clear in their communication as well which is something I admire (cries in Pisces mercury 🥲). They are usually at the top of their class & have little issues in acedemics. They are huge perfectionists and have an eye for detail. They will not hand in their work until it’s PERFECT. I notice a lot of people with this aspect are love reading as well! A lot of people with this placement are amazing writers and a lot of top novelists have their mercury in Virgo. These are the types to read the dictionary to expand their wordplay. However these people can struggle with a lot of anxiety because of how much they think & how hard they try to make everything “perfect”. They can have problems with never feeling satisfied with their work even if their work is incredible. Don’t be so hard on yourselves:(
Castle configuration: this configuration is pretty rare in the chart. This is where you have a grand trine accompanied by two sextiles on the side creating a castle pattern in the chart. This pattern gives great strength and fortitude. Those who have this pattern are natural born leaders and have the potential to achieve great things in life by their drive alone. This pattern is found in a lot of CEOS, businessmen & great politicians. This gives you the ability to succeed in any field you put your mind to. This gives an amazing level of confidence and ambition. & because of their charisma they are able to attract a lot of relationships with powerful individuals that can help them get to where they need to go in life. Their relationships with others too are usually strong and long lasting. The only issue with this is that these natives can be very rash and impulsive when it comes to decisions but they always prevail even thru their mistakes. This is super lucky and rarely shows up in charts. (North west Kardashian actually has this in her chart).
POF in the 11th house: these people naturally attracted like minded individuals/ friends that help them to become successful in life. The Friedan these people make in this lifetime will be powerful and very influential. The 11th house is also the house of hopes and wishes so it’s no wonder these people are natural manifestors! Anything they wish for and desire are more likely to manifest in the physical compared to others. They can be amazing at networking and can gain a mass following by just being themselves. This is a big entrepreneur placement. They have the ability to create meaningful bonds with others and can have friendships that last a lifetime. They can become very well known toward the end of their life or when they reach a mature age.
1K notes
·
View notes