#i have it for the 360 and i played it a lot as a kid so im genuinely so excited
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javierduffy Ā· 2 months ago
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they didnā€™t put L1 npc interaction options in rdr1 not because they didnā€™t have the tech but because john is so antisocial by that age that they didnā€™t need to
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skeletalheartattack Ā· 2 years ago
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do uyo think a monkys šŸ’ and a sketin šŸ’€ can be friends
a thought bubble appears above my head with the memory of having my picture taken with a monkey at the ripe old age of 6, and upon leaving the monkey would trip me and start dragging me by the ankle back to the photo chair, prompting the photographer to fucking book it for that monkey.
hm probably not i don't think.
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victory-cookies Ā· 9 months ago
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I hope my uncle follows through on giving me his xbox bc Iā€™d really love to give bg3 a try fr
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thecapricunt1616 Ā· 7 months ago
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Bestie! Dad Carmy
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Surprise! Dad! Carmy is still rotting my brain. Just thinking about Carmy during the 12-18 month stage with his first baby (more btc).Ā 
Bc like I donā€™t have kids myself yet but have been around them a lot and 12-18 months is when things start getting fun. Babies are laughing and starting to talk a bit more and show interests.Ā 
He would absolutely be a clingy dad. Like the first year I absolutely think he would have Syd take the reins on the restaurant and he would more handle the back of house book type things so he could just stay home more, but if he did have to go to the restaurant - I can see his little angel being The Bears mascot.Ā 
Like he would walk in, sunglasses on, baseball cap, dad mode activated wearing his baby on his front like in one of those stretchy carriers. His baby even would have on little sunglasses herself bc she gotta twin with dad, thatā€™s her bestie. He would walk in through the back and go into the office just to grab something on his way to run some errands but would run into Tina or something and it would become a whole ordeal.Ā 
If itā€™s pre-service time everyone is taking turns holding her and playing with her, Carmy is proudly showing off as soon as she can say ā€˜dadaā€™. You can bet if itā€™s pre-service heā€™s getting her all dressed up in a cute outfit before he goes by because he knows everyone is gonna gush over how cute she is. He would be so blushy and proud and happy whenever he has his little mini-me with him, his mood would be a full 360 from when heā€™s just there to work and get shit done.Ā 
And donā€™t get me started if one day you went for family dinner as a surprise and theyā€™re all sitting at the table and his baby just toddles in holding her baby bear in one hand and some random kitchen tool like a whisk she picked up as you snuck in through the back and just gently taps his side and offers it to him bc she just associates cooking tools with daddy since heā€™s always holding them. He would be sooooo happy like the esp if it was the first time you had surprised him with her at work- Syd would be likeĀ 
ā€œI dont think Iā€™ve ever seen him smile that way - itā€™s kinda creeping me outā€ but he doesnā€™t even notice enough to tease her back because heā€™s so entrenched in making his baby giggle and having her try the food theyā€™d been eating to see how she likes it since at that age theyā€™re old enough to eat solids.Ā 
Donā€™t even get me started on music that baby would love music all babies do but really anything art because I mean look who her dad is but never in his life did that man ever think he would WILLINGLY dance around especially in a silly way but MAN as soon as his baby starts dancing to music he canā€™t help himself heā€™s up copying them, showing them his own dad moves to make them giggle, AUGHHHHĀ 
Also ofc your baby would want to be like her mama as well, so she would play in her kids makeup sets and show her work off to him and when he is over the moon and tells her how pretty she is and how well she did, shes gonna puppy dog eye him into allowing her to do his makeup, so one day you just come home and carmy has a head full of butterfly clips, cherry red lipgloss, and bright blue sparkly eyeshadow as well as pink blush and a tiara on with your daughter in a matching one fallen asleep infront of the tv with tangled playing or some other disney movie omggggg ugh i love himĀ 
Okay guys let me get back in my cage I just had to come out and share my thoughts hahahahahaĀ 
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lemonstars8583 Ā· 12 days ago
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hello šŸ˜ˆšŸ˜ˆ uhh ppl are gonna see this and be like ā€œhuhā€ but i donā€™t ā¤ļø care very much at all ā¤ļø
so remember that CTW AU is posted abt well hereā€™s where bonbon is šŸ˜­ !! hooraaay!!
thereā€™s that weird minigame in into the pit (the game) that has bonbon so i was like okay in this AU millie isnā€™t even dead so like. that minigame wouldnā€™t exist but what ifā€¦ bonbonā€¦ in real life instead..
so Oswald finds bonbon deactivated in the weird ballpit world (and yes i have an explanation for this iā€™ll leave it under the cut as well as some extra info), accidentally wakes him up, and bonbon does not fucking like him but heā€™s like ā€œokay youā€™ve been here before and left?? letā€™s make a deal iā€™ll help you survive and you get me the fuck out of hereā€. so itā€™s like a reluctant alliance turned eventual friendship.
TLDR: Freddy gets in a fight with baby, badly injured, thrown out, taken in by Jeffā€™s Pizza when it was a bit more popular, kids climb on him daily and eventually break his arm off, bonbon falls into ballpit and freddy canā€™t find him. he gets thrown out again because kids have trashed him. a few years pass while heā€™s stuck in the junkyard and bonbon is unconscious in the ballpit world in the past. Oswald finds him and they
If that sounded interesting hereā€™s the full ramble ā¬‡ļøā¬‡ļø
Considering one of bonbonā€™s functional purposes on funtime freddy being a lookout (bonbon is described as ā€œparental tracking/360 pivotā€ on freddyā€™s blueprints.) I think heā€™d use that to help Oswald and act as a lookout, keeping track of where threats are and informing him when oneā€™s coming closer and from what direction. he would try to trick him sometimes out of pure mischief though.
also i think bonbon himself probably wouldnā€™t have that ā€œkill kids when theyā€™re aloneā€ programming just because heā€™s so small so he wouldnā€™t get the job done quickly, he would probably only tell freddy ā€œhey nobodyā€™s around, get that kidā€ so with freddy not even there he isnā€™t much of a threat to Oswald unless he chooses to be.
AAANYWAY how bonbon got in the ballpit ā¤ļø keep in mind a lot of this is entirely from my brain. at this point weā€™re getting into ā€œentirely canon divergentā€ levels of AU so be warned
i thought it would be funny if freddy and cb got into a fight and cb just beat the shit out of him. based on 2 things: 1. the fight when they kicked baby out of the ennard hivemind and 2. a roblox rp i was in šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ LOLL it wasnā€™t a serious rp (at least not on my end, i think the person playing CB was being for real) but it was so funny i loved it
SO anyway i figured the only reason they were able to beat baby was because it was all the funtimes working together and because they were kind of all equally distributed in ennard. i think if it was just funtime freddy trying to fight circus baby he would 100% lose sheā€™s like a foot taller than him
so freddy gets his shit rocked, and management is like ā€œweā€™re done with this guy he sucksā€ and throws him out. Jeffā€™s Pizza picks him up like ā€œhell yeah weird mascot thingā€ and puts him in the ballpit room to stand there and let kids climb on him. eventually because heā€™s still pretty broken his arm breaks off from the weight of a bunch of kids hanging on it and it falls into the ballpit. later on he goes looking for his arm and bonbon and canā€™t find either of them.
the pizza place ends up throwing him out because the kids are just trashing him and he ends up in the junkyard where millieā€™s grandpa finds him years later. Iā€™d imagine in that time he would become an urban legend of sorts, wandering around looking for things nobody can find, and taking the life of the occasional kid whoā€™s out past their bedtime. Heā€™d become more jaded and cynical instead of his former silly self during this time too.
HI GUYS FUTURE LEMON HERE i had this in drafts and now im looking at it again. thereā€™s a detail i forgot! while time passes in the ballpit world, no time passes in the real world šŸ˜ƒ fuck! SOO that kinda fucks this story up but ALSO. this is an AU. i can do what i want. and i donā€™t think the story will be too horribly affected if i just disregard that? so thatā€™s what im doing šŸ‘
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deesseshesca Ā· 5 months ago
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PAC 18+: How can you spice up your sex life with your s/o?
Now let's bring it up a notch...
Good evening, pretty souls, today I'm diving under the cover of y'all relationship to keep up with your panties/boxer.
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For the next 2 weeks all readings on my ko-fi is 20$, onlyĀ 
Rules and DisclaimerĀ 
I am the type of tarot reader to say as it is. Nothing is sugar coated but everything is sent with good intention. If you are not ready to face some truth, you should vagabond somewhere else.Ā 
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TW: Sexual abuse, DV
Basing myself on the legal age in my country which is 18Ā 
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PILE 1Ā 
4 wands, 5 swords, 3 swords, 9 swords, ā€˜ā€™Iā€™m going through a lot right now, I need some space & time to gather my thoughts !ā€™ā€™Ā 
Mutual masturbationĀ 
EdgingĀ 
Overstimulation
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šŸ’Œ Your partner don't feel appreciated enough in the bedroom. They feel like u are comparing them to your past lovers. If not, they feel like they don't compare. On your side you are tired of their toxic behavior. They are not toxic is just that they are stuck in bad habits. Which is stopping y'all from evolving as a couple. You are not satisfy emotionally, they are not satisfy physically. Anyway Pile 1, if you need any advice on how to deal with situation, you can always book a reading on my Ko-fi, link down below. Especially now that they are on sales for only 20$. (Link at the end of the post)
Much love, Shesca
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PILE 2Ā 
2 pentacles, 2 swords, 4 wands, 5 wands, ā€˜ā€™I look at my phone everyday hoping I would see a message from youā€™ā€™Ā 
CuddlefuckĀ 
No foreplayĀ 
VoyeurismĀ Ā 
FemdomĀ 
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šŸ’ŒI think your partner is usually the one in control. Y'all usually have some hardcore sex or even BDSM. There's a clear difference between a sub and dom energy down to even the look. One of y'all is real petite. You are probably part of the itty bitty community or you dick may be on the smaller side. Y'all are very delicate and graceful being. While he is all tall and buff or she is very curvy and way taller than u. If you initiate with a bratty attitude instead of being your docile self, is going to fire up the spark between y'all. Are y'all going camping trip or on a trip abroad with friend ? You should run your hand up and down his dick while y'all look at a movie in the living room, if they are a women, maybe play with their tits. Or when y'all back in the tent, you should initiate something knowing damm well is hella risky. It's going to excited them and finally give them a reason to do all the punishments they dream to apply on u. Since u been a good girl/boy (is not me...is them ), they only fantasy is about punishing you. Anyway if you guys need any advice how to make it happen, you can always book a reading on my Ko-fi, especially now that's only 20$ (Link at the end of the post)
Much love, Shesca
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PILE 3Ā 
Judgment, 5 swords, Page wands, 8 cupsĀ 
Check in : Babes, I'm sorry for the fuck up things you been through. You guys have a lot of sexual trauma. You spend your whole in poverty until you made the decision to become an escort or stripper. Which only added to the trauma. Some of y'all been in abusive relationship or all you life you felt like the only way someone will stay with you would be for sex. So you felt obligated to give some. But now you are in healthy relationship. The life you have now is a complete 360 of your past. Stay at home wife in the sunburn, spending most of your weekend supporting your kids hobbies. Nobody would even the guess how hard it was for you to get this peaceful life.
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Dirty talkĀ 
Nudist EventĀ 
Power playĀ 
šŸ’Œ Now girl/boy... what's going ? Why are only serving same old missionary with the men/women you love. I can feel how deeply you love them. So you are completely comfortable around them. Yet no split on dick or feasting on the clit. No crazy lingerie. No lap dancing. No nothing. I don't know much about life but I think when u are married you can defiantly match the freak. Talk nasty to him/her, giving him/her a VIP experience and they will go crazy. Send them nasty pic, girl/boy you have all the power to spice things up. Anyway Pile 3, if you need help on tapping back into your sexual self in more healthy manner, you can always book a reading on my Ko-fi for only 20$.(Link at the end of the post)
Much love, Shesca.
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7 wands, Page cups, 9 wands, 7 cups,ā€™ā€™Karmic partner interferenceā€™ā€™, ā€˜ā€™Iā€™m ready to come clean ! I canā€™t lose you again !ā€™ā€™Ā 
FoodĀ 
Jealousy/possessiveness
CommunicationĀ 
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šŸ’Œ You are married to someone you don't know anymore. If you know One tree hill (the best TV show in the word), y'all make me think of Quinn and her relationship with her ex-husband David. They were a time, the person on your side was loving and emotionally available. Now he is crazy about profit and barely spend time in the same room as you. Than there's him/her. They know they can treat u better than your husband/wife and is pissing them off the way things are . They dream of licking wiped cream of your nipple, ever since they saw in that sundress at the pool party or when you do your daily run with no shirt on. Anyways Pile 4, I know you are going to figure it all out but if you want insight from your spiritual team regarding this whole mess, you always book a ready on my Ko-fi. Especially now, they are only 20$. (Link at the end of the post)
Much love, Shesca.
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lipswoaface Ā· 1 year ago
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sean diaz + daniel diaz modern hcs
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i kind of forgot this was exclusively modern at the end just ignore that LMFAO
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- sean has no social media presence whatsoever
- a lot of people from school follow him but he only follows lyla and his track team back šŸ˜­ popular loner energy šŸ„€šŸŗ
- i feel like if sean went to hs now hed be sm more popular esp w girls but hes rlly humble so he doesnt see it at all
- hes stupid and just thinks theyre being nice
- it gets on lylas nerves bc he refuses to believe anybody wants him šŸ˜­
- all his stories are like fireworks he posted when he was thirteen that he never bothered to delete
- its titled Highlights bc he doesnt know how to make an aesthetic instagram
- if anything, if he posts now its skate videos, drawings, or funny pics of daniel
- sean def takes 0.5x photos of daniel where his eyes go two diff directions and threatens to send them to lyla whenever he starts acting up
- daniel always throws a tantrum and esteban gets mad and tells sean to delete the pics (he doesnt)
- speaking of daniel he def got wayyy into skibidi toilet
- daniel tries to explain skibidi toilet n sean just tunes him out and says ā€œuh huhā€ every so often
- hes those impressionable kids that gets into literally anything on the internet. among us, squid games, ROBLOX FOR SURE. sticky ipad baby energy overall!
- sean plays roblox with daniel on very rare occasions. i can imagine daniels avatar is decked out with limited items and sean is a bacon haired woman šŸ˜­
- daniel has definitely swiped estebans card a couple times under his nose for his robuxā€¦
- daniel purposely chooses games hes good at to watch sean struggle and die over and over again
- daniel watches weird kid youtube videos likeā€¦ among us 24 hour challenge with spiderman and elsa giving birth kind of videos. sean gets really pissed off partly bc theyre rotting daniels brain and partly bc daniel always put it at max volume in the living room
- once sean gets paid he always goes thrifting. he fs goes to the bins and finds dirty dookie drawls every weekend šŸ˜­ but its worth it bc he finds cool shit
- as a skater boy i feel its obligatory for him to wear those afflication types of clothing as well as ironic graphic tees
- sean def wears baggy jeans in 2023 šŸ™…ā€ā™€ļø none of that straight leg jeans from the game!!
- he also probably loves those ironic wolf shirts w the galaxy print n thinks theyre so funny
- sean also buys clothes in his style for daniel from the thrift n records 360s of daniel in his skater outfits
- ā€œcan i go play roblox now?ā€ ā€œno u have to cover ur nose when u turn aroundā€
- got a buzzcut and surprisingly it looked really good
- esteban, daniel, lyla, and practically everyone else in his life kept making fun of him for being bald and would rub his head like a genie bottle tho
- daniels go-to is ā€œwell- well at least i donā€™t look likeā€¦ look like caillou!ā€ bc i imagine he tries to make funny comebacks but always stutters in the middle šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
- eventually grew it back out bc he got annoyed at everyone making fun of him. they dont see his blond album cover early 2000s vision šŸ’”
- daniel has no room to talk bc sooner or later he goes to the barber and gets a fucked edgar bowlcut
- sean laughs until he can barely breathe šŸ˜­ when lyla sees she TRIES to cheer him up about it but its too late
- even esteban laughs a little but only when daniel cant see bc he knows how much itd hurt him
- back to the blond album coverā€¦ sean LOVES music. his playlists are hours long
- i feel like he indulges in a super LARGE range of music likeee from bad bunny to deftones to pinkpantheress
- everybody hates it when he has aux and boos him off
- when esteban orders mexican food, sean and daniel both get horchata. sean dgaf if hes grown he still loves it!!
- i imagine esteban slowly stopped enforcing mexican food and culture overtime. bc of this, daniel knows barely any spanish and has 0 spice tolerance. sean always makes fun of him bc he goes gets water after a couple hot cheetos
- daniel tries to recreate those videos of people eating carolina reapers in hot sauce to prove a point and almost dies
- sean absolutely LOVES halloween. horror movies, costumes, the weather, everything abt it
- a part of him always gets jealous of daniel bc hes no longer considered trick or treating age anymore
- lowkey hed be willing to pull up in a full body costume just so he can trick or treat again
- when watching horror movies, sean will get way too immersed and start judging the people in the movies šŸ˜­
- daniels not allowed to watch but he peaks around the corner when estebans not watching
- ā€œwhy the fuck is she just standing there? RUN! WHAT THE FUCK DUDE?!ā€
- ā€œlanguage mijoā€
- he acts like he cld fight off the killer and explains his mastermind plan during the movie
- he doesnt admit it but he gets jumpy after a horror movie šŸ˜­ esteban and daniel take advantage of this every single time
- sean daniel and esteban are a tight knit family REGARDLESS of seanā€™s moodiness and danielā€™s annoying gen alpha brainrot theyre so šŸ˜¢
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yes im aware that 2016 wasnt tjat long ago but i dont want to imagine sean diaz enjoying dank memes and saying boi šŸ’”
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hopefulromances Ā· 1 year ago
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my queen is back šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ¤šŸ¤šŸ¤šŸ¤
just a little thought, a kindergarten teacher that has this girl-next-door/miss honey/sweetest human ever vibe and jamie meets her and is just āœØļølovestruckāœØļø and maybe little snippets of how their relationship evolves, sorry if it's a lot šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ I had a dream about this
I'm here again! I hope I can do this justice! This is such a sweet prompt!
The first time he saw her, she was carrying a large box of - what looked like - homemade planets. He was coming home from a run as she tried to open the door to her car while juggling the large box in one hand. Trying and failing he should add. Being the gentleman he is, Jamie ran over to assist.
"Here let me help you," he said, taking the box out of her hands.
"Oh, thank god," The woman sighed out, straightening up. Finally, Jamie could see her fully. She was wearing a space themed dress and wearing Saturn earrings. She smiled brightly at him as she opened the door. "That was a real struggle."
Jamie was fucked.
She looked between him and the box before moving to take the box out of his hand. Jamie snapped out of his stupor in time to move out of her way. "Let me... there we go."
He place the box down in the car, dusting his hands off. "That's a new PR for me, lifting the entire solar system."
The woman laughed and Jamie thought he could feel his heart leap out of his chest. He smiled at her, liking the idea that he could make her laugh.
"I'm a kindergarten teacher," She explained, motioning to her whole outfit. "Today is planets."
Jamie's eyes shot down and up, trying to be discrete as possible in his checking out of her body. "Gotcha... solar system, makes sense. Gotta teach them the about the mother serving pasta or something."
The woman laughed again, her hands flying up to cover her face. "I think you mean noodles. Or nachos as some people say."
He felt himself smiling again. The woman was blushing, trying to keep her face hidden behind her hands. He held out a hand for her.
"I'm Jamie."
She took his hand, finally revealing her blush fully to him. "(Y/N). And I know who you are." Jamie's eyebrows raised in surprise. "Fuck, sorry, that sounds weird, my boyfriend... or ex-boyfriend I should say, was a big football fan."
Ex-boyfriend, huh? So, she was single then. "Well I hope you still support."
"I do" she answered quickly. "I definitely do."
She blushed again. God, that was cute. The two stood in silence, smiling at each other for at least another minute before (Y/N) looked down at her watch.
"Oh, shit! I have to go!" She cursed, starting to turn around. She mad a 360, trying to find herself before turning back to face Jamie. "Sorry, I have to go. I'll see you around. Thank you for your help." She grunted as she ran into her side mirror. "Fuck, sorry, I'll uh... I'll see you around."
He waved at her as she got in the car and started to back up. As she did, on the other side of the driveway, Roy stood with his arms crossed over his chest.
"You stopped your workout to fucking flirt?"
...
The next time he saw her, he was doing a charity event for the local elementary school. Roy had set it up through Phoebe's school to get some of the team to go play with the kids. And lo and behold there she was with her little class.
Today, she was wearing a dress that had a football pitch decoration on it with football earrings to accompany it. She was busy making sure all the kids were in line, ready to meet the footballer that she she didn't notice him come in.
But one of the boys pointed at him and shouted excitedly.
"It's Jamie Tartt! Jamie Tartt!" He cried out standing up. (Y/N) turned and saw him, her blush returning to her cheeks. She covered her cheeks with her hands and turned to calm the boy down.
Jamie smiled and walked over to the lad.
"Hello, there," he greeted crouching down to the boys level. "Have you been a good lad today?"
The boy nodded furiously, suddenly becoming very bashful. He grabbed onto (Y/N)'s dress and hid behind her skirt. She knelt down and whispered in his ear.
"My name's Simon," he stated loudly, holding out his hand.
Jamie shook his hand and smile. "Nice to meet you, Simon. I'm Jamie." The boy giggled pulling hand back to hide his face. "Do you want to play some football with me and my friends."
Jamie nodded over to where Sam and Isaac were standing. Simon nodded again reaching his hands out from Jamie. Jamie took the boy and hoisted him over his head so he sat on his shoulders. "Alright let's go, lads!"
The boys stayed for much longer than they were required to. Play with the children for several rounds of football and several set ups of headers until one boy hit the ball too hard and broke his nose. After that, they finished up by signing whatever the kids handed to them from jerseys to notebooks and even an eraser.
After all the children left, Jamie found his way back to you.
"So, you teach kindergarten," Jamie mused, walking up to you.
"I teach kindergarten," she agreed, turning to look at him. "And you are excellent with children."
"Would you want to get drink tonight?" Jamie's question surprised himself. (Y/N) raised her eyes and surprise and that blush that Jamie loved so much came over her cheeks.
"Yeah, sure. I'll be done in a few minutes, would you wait?"
"Yes I would, definitely."
...
Well the first date went well. And so did the next date and the date after that and soon it'd been a few months and they'd been seeing each other regularly. (Y/N) started going to games and every now and then she's come to school with gifts for the students, which they all loved.
Jamie loved to pick her up from work. She always worked later than she should and Jamie figured out just the perfect time to get her as she was leaving. Today Jamie had picked her up along with some Chinese take out for a relaxing night in. She was sitting on the couch, leaning against him, showing him the papers she was grading as Jamie fed her fried rice.
"Simon still talks about you in all of his writing," She told him, making a mark on the paper.
"Honestly, babe, how you can read that shite is impressive," he commented squinting his eyes at the paper.
"Please, your handwriting is way worse," she teased, marking an 'A' at the top of the page.
Jamie scoffed in faux offense. "My handwriting is not that bad."
"Yes it is!"
"No it's not!" Jamie grabbed her sides, tickling her aggressively . (Y/N) let out a squeal and desperately tried to get away from him but Jamie just grabbed her and pulled her back into him.
"Jamie!" She giggled, her cheeks turning red. "Stopppp!"
"Tell me that my handwriting isn't the same as a kindergarteners," Jamie demanded, never letting up his torment.
"Fine! Your handwriting isn't quite as bad as the kindergartners."
Jamie finally let up, letting (Y/N) catch her back as she fell back into him. As she laid there, head on his shoulder, letting out a chuckle as she caught her breath, Jamie felt something shift inside him.
"Hey... I love you."
Her eyes widened and she turned to look up at him. "Really?"
He nodded, his own cheeks turning red under her gaze. She shifted, turning around and resting her hands on his chest. She leaned down and kissed him softly. Jamie made a noise of appreciation as she did, his hand coming up to rest on her neck.
"I love you too, sweet boy."
And that is how Jamie fell in love with a kindergarten teacher.
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blueberry-bubbles130 Ā· 5 months ago
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Lila Rossi everyone!
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This post is about her character, rather than her and Felixā€™s role in the story. I decided to cut the whole mom thing from canon, because I couldnā€™t deal with it. So in this au, sheā€™s an orphan being raised by her older brother whoā€™s around 21.
She starts being a manipulative little bitch. Her original outfit style was copying Marinetteā€™s style out of insecurity. But after a while and finding out about Chloe, she becomes a better person and goes back to her own style. She never becomes 100% good. More so a little gremlin. sheā€™s still really good at manipulating and making people think sheā€™s different that she actually does. But with the class sheā€™s open about who she actually is. And theyā€™re friends with her. She and Felix end up dating, but itā€™s kept mostly secret because Felix and Kagami start fake dating so Chloe doesnā€™t get exposed. She becomes best friends with Alix because they have some similarities but also differences. They both are more into more punk fashion. Lila has lots of punk fashion in her wardrobe, and she wears it regularly. She really just likes wearing spiky things. Big spiky books, spiky headbands.
Sheā€™s the kid who saw far too many horror movies and games when she was too young and has become desensitised to it. You know unrestricted internet access, and stumbling across creepypastas that scared her when she was eight. But now she laughs. Alix shows Lila all her racing games and Lila shows Alix all her horror stuff. She also loves Dead Rising. Sheā€™s played far too much of it for her own good. Sheā€™s gotten all the trophies on Xbox 360. sheā€™s played them all to death. She has dead rising 1, dead rising 2, and dead rising, off the record. (Dead rising 3 and 4 donā€™t happen in this au)
So when the dead rising zombie akuma happens, Lila is overjoyed she can finally put those zombie killing skills to good use. Her and Alix consider themselves trained professionals in getting rid of zombies. (Playing zombie games do not count as professional training in the slightest)
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try-set-me-on-fire Ā· 1 year ago
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Got tagged for several sentence Sunday by @bigfootsmom @eowon @rewritetheending @eddiebabygirldiaz @devirnis @thewolvesof1998 @lover-of-mine and @daffi-990, as well as a lot of people for a lot of tag games all week. I was out of town and didnā€™t get the chance to respond, but I did scribble out this little fic in hotel rooms across the state. Tagging @shitouttabuck @malewifediaz @homerforsure @jeeyuns @rogerzsteven @wildlife4life if you have seven, or several, or, uh, however many sentences this is youā€™d like to share!
This isnā€™t the first and only time Eddie has found himself watching Buckā€™s hands. It's the variety, maybe, in how many ways heā€™s good with them thatā€™s so captivating. Work, obviously, was the first time heā€™d noticed. Buck ā€” and Eddie smiles whenever he thinks about it, now ā€” had made himself so loud and blustery when theyā€™d met. Eddie hadnā€™t doubted Bobbyā€™s assessment that the man was a good firefighter, but he figured he was a heavy rescue kind of a guy, here for his brawn, someone to point at danger to terminator his way through it. Then, heā€™d held a box out for a bomb so steadily it saved all their lives; then, his grip was strong and sure in a collapsing hotel; then, on every call, no matter what, he moved with absolute confidence whether he was tying a perfect hitch knot or offering a hand to help a frightened vic to their feet. Heā€™s good, heā€™s good at his job, heā€™s good with his hands, and still even years later Eddie has to remind himself to pay attention to his own task when Buck is at his side with a kind smile and reassuring chatter as his hands work carefully away.
The second place heā€™d noticed was with Chris. Buck understands lego diagrams that look like rocket science to Eddie, Buck wasnā€™t overseas or parenting a young child and so has played video games newer than Grand Theft Auto on a hand me down 360 sometime before 2010. Heā€™s right there with the kid, always ready to advise on a tricky part of the diagram or give pointers for a difficult level, always ready to catch and support and comfort and protect, but the thing Eddie realized pretty quickly is how often he doesnā€™t do these things. Buck, from the beginning, had complete confidence in Christopher being able to figure out anything he puts his mind to. He doesnā€™t coddle, he never gets impatient and does something for him to get it done quicker. Heā€™s just there to hand him the next requested lego piece with the same sort of awed smile Eddie knows is reflected on his own face when he watches his son.
Then, probably the kitchen. Eddieā€™s a better cook than he used to be, but heā€™d still rather watch Buck prepare food, diligently studying his hand on a knife or how he flips a pancake. When Eddie was a child and his abuela still lived in Texas he would watch her cook, how she would pour all her love and care for all of them into the meal, and Buck is just the same. Seeing him try the same dish over and over to get it just right makes Eddie wonder how anyone could ever think of this man as reckless, thoughtless. Being handed a plate by Buck is to be cherished in a way Eddie thinks not many people get to know.
Eddie has watched Buckā€™s hand on the small of Aliā€™s back, Taylorā€™s, Nataliaā€™s. Heā€™s watched them hold their hands, lead them in dances, seen how big his palm looked where it gently rested against their faces, wondered very quietly in some deep and hidden corner of himself what that kind of touch from that specific hand might feel like. Heā€™s good with his hands and heā€™s got good hands, long fingers, little scars and freckles all over, a little bigger than Eddieā€™s own. Heā€™d wondered ā€” how could he not ā€” quietly, and then louder and louder, and then-
And then Buckā€™s touches started to last longer, started happening with more frequency. A hand on his back as he passes him in Eddieā€™s kitchen, a room so familiar to them that the gesture is entirely unnecessary. A hand on his knee in the engine as Buck laughs at his jokes, Buckā€™s fingers curled gracefully around his elbow as they talk in a quiet corner of the station, gentle probing touches on every tiny scrape and bump Eddie accumulates on the job. Lingering, is the word for it, Buckā€™s fingers more and more reluctant to pull away, Eddie always leaning into the touch.
And now - a holiday party, full of folks from dispatch, the entire 118, Eddieā€™s pretty sure he even saw Ransone around the dessert table earlier. Buckā€™s got himself trapped behind the bar after he mixed a cosmopolitan for Karen and her delighted sound upon tasting it drew a crowd and endless requests started pouring in. So here Eddie is, too, the pair of them never far apart. Heā€™s been perched on a stool for the last hour at least, watching Buckā€™s deft hands pour and mix and even do some fancy tricks with the bottles, tossing them in the air or behind his back. It makes Eddie laugh every time, and Buckā€™s responding grin makes him feel warmer than the alcohol could.
ā€œYouā€™re good at this,ā€ Eddie says, which feels too obvious, or at the very least a vast understatement, and definitely something someone with a terrible crush would say, but something about the party and the way Buck keeps leaning towards him and, probably, the very good blackberry brambles that appear in front of him at regular intervals are all making him over inclined to share.
Buckā€™s grin is a little crooked, like his tongue is pressed against his teeth, and he winks, the bastard. Eddieā€™s probably turned a dozen shades of pink. ā€œBars I worked in had shit wages. Had to rake in the tips.ā€ He nods towards Eddieā€™s glass, even this movement seeming extraordinarily smooth. ā€œHowā€™s the drink?ā€
Eddie snorts and takes a sip, like he needs to think about it. ā€œYou know itā€™s good. How come we just drink beers all the time when you can make shit like this?ā€
Buck laughs, head tilted back as he shakes a mixer full of Chimneyā€™s piƱa colada. ā€œSeems kinda overkill for a Tuesday night.ā€
Eddie grins into his drink, because Buck is at his house on Tuesday nights, and Wednesdays, and most of the rest of the week too if they can swing it. ā€œOh, Iā€™m not a special enough occasion?ā€
ā€œYouā€™re plenty special, Eds.ā€ Buckā€™s response is immediate, and his eyes have got all terribly soft and hard to look directly at, but the party and the leaning and the drinking have made Eddie brave, so he doesnā€™t duck his head. ā€œIā€™ll make you a nice drink anytime.ā€
ā€œOr you could-ā€œ Eddieā€™s words catch, he coughs, he takes another sip of the bramble. Chimney leans against his side for a moment to grab the glass Buckā€™s poured his drink into, and Eddie remembers theyā€™re not alone, theyā€™re in a crowded room full of people who know them, he should probably go find water or breathe some fresh air, but then Chimney flits away again and Buck is looking at him expectantly.
ā€œI could?ā€ He prompts, with a smile that Eddie wants to fall asleep and wake up to, wants to taste.
Brave. He can be brave. Eddie rests two fingers on the back of Buckā€™s hand where heā€™s set it on the counter, looks up at him like his sisterā€™s cosmopolitan magazines said to do. ā€œYou could show me what else you can do with your hands.ā€
Buck searches his face, taking big marathon runner breaths. ā€œEddie-ā€ whatever heā€™s looking for he seems to find, because he nods, glances at Eddieā€™s drink, downs whateverā€™s left of it, and tilts his head towards the back door. Itā€™s California, itā€™s not cold, but itā€™s winter and uncomfortable enough the backyard will be empty of party guests. Neither of them should get in a car yet, but this- thisā€™ll work. Thisā€™ll do, in a pinch. Buck turns his hand palm up. ā€œYou wanna get out of here?ā€
Eddie takes Buckā€™s hand in his own, and they fit together just as perfectly as he hoped they might. ā€œYeah,ā€ he grins, wide and goofy, unable to try and look cool about this at all. ā€œYes, please.ā€ Buck is grinning just as wide, so there. ā€œYour patrons might be upset though. Pretty early for a bar to close.ā€
ā€œFuck ā€˜em,ā€ Buck says, tugging Eddieā€™s hand to start moving across the room. ā€œYou gave me the best tip of the night. I-ā€œ he trips a little over somebody's toe, apologizes while Eddie giggles into his shoulder blades. ā€œIā€™m retiring. They can make their own drinks.ā€
ā€œRetiring?ā€ Eddieā€™s impressed Buck gets the door open on only the second try. ā€œWhat are you thinking of doing next?ā€
Buck turns around, bright against the dark backdrop of the empty yard and cloudy night sky, big dumb smile on his face. ā€œI thought Iā€™d become a firefighter.ā€
Eddie cackles, and chases Buck through the door. He stumbles a little but Buckā€™s hands come up to rest steady on his waist, catching him, easy.
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the-dumpster-fire-of-life Ā· 2 years ago
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HIII i have a request for some platonic HC with Tom x reader who's in love with Bill. This is based off of my dr self :P
Basically reader and Tokio Hotels have known each other for yearssss, but reader met Tom first so they just have some big best friend connection yk ? Then reader has started to crush on Bill and Tom noticed and like would he help reader to confess or.juts tease them a lot interviews and in front of Bill ??
(Hello! Sure I can and I had fun writing this! I hope you enjoy!)
Tom Kaulitz x Bsf!Reader
You've probably known them since y'all were kids
He was the type just to flirt with you for the fun of it
It wasn't anything romantic and shit and you would flirt back and fight non-stop
You both just annoy each other for the hell of it
Most videos are just you drunk, singing on stage, fighting, flirting or anything together
He could be the best friend to have ever or he could be a jackass also a best friend to have
There is no in-between
He could be protective of you when things go wrong but dw because you do the same
He hated when talking about crushes and boyfriends and girlfriends when young
Yeah, he likes women but when he was younger it was different then when you guys grew up
He would playfully yell to a guy in public you were checking them out
Or that you were single
Was playfully trying to hook you up with people but if they took it serious he's like
"Ayo, nevermind let's go!"
He didn't really want you to date because your like his sister with that connection you have
You guys could go to each other for anything and talk about the most jacked up shit
He did a full 360 when he seen you had a crush on Bill
It was probably your behavior around him and Tom was just staring suspiciously
He cornered you after because he noticed you looking at his brother and with a smile that was a bit too suspicious
"Ew, ew, ew. No, (Name), why?!"
That's his reaction you figuring out the crush
Is trying to curl into himself and not break down on the fact his best friend has a crush on his brother!
Twin brother in fact!
He was almost crying into you
"Bitch, no! I could treat you better, whatchu mean?!"
He plays around like that but seriously
What do you mean?!
He was like
"So you are pretty much dating me because he's just another version of me?"
"You guys are two different people, born at the same time, Tom."
Tom is trying to buff out any talk Abt his brother with you
"I was born first so actually, he's just another version. Get your facts straight, hoe."
He calls you shit like that dw, it's more like a brother sister relationship than a friendship
Is mean mugging his brother because he's "stealing" his best friend
Tom feels like choking him but also being happy his little emo brother has a actual shot
Acts like he's your brother and interrogates Bill instead when you guys get together, if you do
"If you hurt her-"
"I'm your brother?! You should be having this conversation with her!"
"I like her better."
He feels his eye twitching when you and Bill touch
When you and Bill sit next to each other in interviews he sits his big behind between you two
Smiles at the camera as you pull like pulling his hair out his scalp
Is constantly teasing you when it comes to your crush on Bill
Bill probably knows and is a victim of the teasing too
He blabbed to Gustav and Georg and they're in on it now
He constantly does that thing were you push your friend towards their crush into them
Tries to get you with Bill passive aggressively while saying he doesn't give a shit
Is secretly rooting for you two so you would be stuck with him forever
In the far away future when you marry Bill and Gustav, you practically married Tom too
Teases you in interviews and literally anywhere
Especially in front of Tom
He finds it just so funny
When you talk to Bill and you laugh, you just turn to see Tom's face and it's just a smirk with him raising his eyebrows at you all weird and shit
Y'know those memes, you'll understand
Please shut him up and get it over with
He probably got so fed up he yelled
"Bill! You fucking idiot, she likes you, you like her! Fuck or get it out so I can live in peace!"
Stuffed you guys in a hotel room and would not let you guys out
He was tired man, you gotta understand
If it worked, he'll always brag fans favorite relationship happens because of him
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If it didn't, you always brag the death of Tom Kaulitz was at your hands
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rascals-forthememories Ā· 2 months ago
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Alex V. ā€œAjaxā€ Johnson moodboard + random headcanons
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šŸŽøā‹†āž¤Imagine him to be born in the early 80ā€™s, ok 1988 which makes him a millennial of course, raised in very supportive but sassy asf parents, he could've been from the hood but he's too nice for hell. His momma is very good at coming up with insults, but she's got a very good voice, and dad is clever dude who knows life hacks n shi then they all moved to a citylife. He has to be a city boy...
šŸŽøā‹†āž¤He and Keegan were either childhood best friends bc they were neighbors, went to the same school, playing pranks and causing trouble but always having each other's backs. Their moms being friends is also a nice touch, maybe they even used to arrange play dates for them when they were younger.
šŸŽøā‹†āž¤Being a bit of a 90s video game nerd. Maybe he had a SNES and Genesis when he was a kid, and now as a teen he's moved on to the 360 or PlayStation. (challenging Jemima to random games or competitions, just to see who can be the more competitive) He might even have a Game Boy stashed away somewhere for all those late-night gaming sessions. He'd probably be the one to drag the others into retro gaming binges where they'd spend hours playing old school Mario or Zelda, until Merrick or Keegan finally puts a stop to it. Always trolling Keegan at Mariokartt, Ajax's goal isn't to win the race, his goal is to green shell Keegan in game.
šŸŽøā‹†āž¤Ajax as the 2nd bassist in the band, making it a duo with Keegan. Maybe they bonded over their mutual love for bass, spending hours practicing together and jamming out to their favourite songs. They could even have a friendly rivalry going on, trying to outdo each other during rehearsal and constantly one-upping each other's riffs and licks.
šŸŽøā‹†āž¤^And considering Ajax's "cheesy goofball" personality, I could see him always coming up with the cheesiest bass-related puns and jokes. Like when Keegan asks him to play a funky bass line, Ajax might respond with a cheesy line like "Oh, you want funk? I've got the funk, baby! I'll hit that note so hard, you'll hear it in your bones!" or "You want to make the bass sing? Well, I've got the perfect recipe - a pinch of slapping, a dash of popping, and a whole lot of attitude!"
šŸŽøā‹†āž¤Can beatbox decently but only to the point he can impress people who don't beatbox, not the crazy sounds. Hes just very good with rhythm and beat.
šŸŽøā‹†āž¤DEFINITELY be all over Keegan for having JemĆ­ma, just picture him constantly teasing Keegan about her, saying things like "Hey, look who's got a pretty girl tagging along with him lately!" or "Hey, loverboy, can you spare a minute from your little date to focus on the music for once?" Maybe he'd even write a cheesy love song about Keegan and Jemima, just to get under Keegan's skin. "Love Ballad of the Bassists," anyone?
šŸŽøā‹†āž¤Ajax's bassist skills would pair with Keegan's - both of them are pretty damn good. But where Keegan is more technical and focused on precision and technical skill, Ajax would be wilder and more energetic, playing with raw energy and power.
šŸŽøā‹†āž¤Loves indie rock and the classic boy band sound of the Backstreet Boys. And the drummer covers are a great touch too! Maybe he stumbled across a video of a sick drum cover on YouTube one day and got hooked, spending hours watching and rewatching the performance and trying to mimic the insane beats. Now, he's a total drum cover enthusiast, always keeping an eye out for the latest and greatest covers on the internet. (Meanwhile, Merrick might roll his eyes at Ajax's love for drum covers, saying something like "Seriously, man? You're more obsessed with those drum covers than you are with actual music. But Ajax would just wave him off and say, "Hey, you're not the one playing the thunder-making instrument here)
šŸŽøā‹†āž¤Has a few other quirky habits and interests outside of music. Maybe a secret love for collecting vintage action figures or sports memorabilia, or a hidden talent for painting or drawing. A weird addiction to eating way too much chocolate or candy and strange obsession with collecting rare bands vinyl's like ''Yo check this out''. Heā€™s also a bit of a wisecracker and loves to banter back and forth with his friends. Habit of accidentally dropping his bass during rehearsal and blaming it on the other guys, saying they spooked him or something.
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whoisneo404 Ā· 9 months ago
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can you do dad!nick x male reader? i don't care what is it, anything will do!
Stay at home dad! Nick.
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Summary: stay at home shenanigans of Nick.
Once your baby entered your lives, they made a 360 degree turn. Nick had to plan ahead for meetings and videos, which wasnā€™t that easy but was way easier than having a job where you arenā€™t your boss. So, the both of you decided that Nick would stay at home taking care of your baby while you work the 9 to 5 from Monday to Friday.
Nick is a good dad, a dad that did all the research on internet about how to take care of a baby before they arrived. A dad that made long facetimes with his mom with a notebook and pen besides him to annotate every single tip and trick she gave him. A dad that will call his brothers for help because he canā€™t find the control remote of the tv, give the baby a bath and cook dinner at the same time. A dad that watches the baby sleep on the couch worried that he might turn on his sleep. A dad that tries not to cry when looking at his baby for too long.
He is a good dad, and he is a great husband too. When you arrive home dinner is always on its way (most of the time is delivery, but at least itā€™s your favorite). He will greet you with a kiss on the lips, helping you take out your coat and putting it on the rag.
ā€˜ā€™How are you, honey?ā€™ā€™
ā€˜ā€™Exhausted!ā€™ā€™
ā€˜ā€™Really? Tell me about your day.ā€™ā€™
ā€˜ā€™You wonā€™t believe it. Our little angel decided to wake up right after you left andā€¦ā€™ā€™
Nick is the type of dad that holds back his tears when he sees you and your baby sleeping on the couch, one hand on the babies back while they lay on your chest, your shirt stained with her saliva. He instead takes a picture with his phone and sits besides you playing with your hair.
Nick is the type of dad who will go to talks for ā€˜new parentsā€™ and be nervous to see the room full of mothers and their babies. Nick is the type of dad who talks to these moms proudly about his husband and his pretty girl.
Nick is the type of dad to buy lots of clothes for the baby. A lot of dresses, shirts, onesies, hats, socks. Every item of clothing the baby has it, she might have more clothes than bot of you. He loves the type of clothe with silly prints of them (like animals or dinosaurs, also loves the ones with Disney or Bluey characters).
He will try to deny it, but he loves the ā€˜best dadā€™ kind of gifts. It can be a shirt or a mug, this man will roll his eyes when he sees the gift and say its corny but he will use the item 24/7.
Nick loves to read stories to his baby, also loves to sing to her. Is very shy when he sees that you are leaning on the doorframe looking at them with a smile on your face.
Nick is the type of dad to be very protective of his baby, when she starts walking and being more curious, he will have at least 5 heart attacks per day. And donā€™t even get me started on going out to the park, Nick would be behind the baby at every moment making sure she doesnā€™t fall or trip.
Nick is the type of dad who has a folder filled with photos of his baby and husband on his phone, but also has an album of instant pictures on the living room.
ā€˜ā€™Yes?ā€™ā€™
ā€˜ā€™My handsome husband.ā€™ā€™
ā€˜ā€™What did you do?ā€™ā€™
ā€˜ā€™I canā€™t call you now that you assume I need something? How rude, more film, I need more film for the camera haha. I love you, I will cook your favorite tonight, thank you, bye.ā€™ā€™
Sigh
Nick is the type of that adopts a dog so the baby and the doggy can grow up together.
Nick loves the weekends because you donā€™t have to work, so the three of you snuggle on the couch while watching a movie. Or the three of you cook together, of clean the house together, or sleep together. Anything, the weekends are always time for the three of you, one baby on the hip and one loving husband on the other arm.
Also, Nick will beg you to have another kid when the baby is no longer baby and is a toddler. ā€˜ā€™She needs a sibling; she will feel alone. Believe me, I donā€™t know what I will do without the stupid crazy bitches of my brothers.ā€™ā€™ And who can say no to his pout and pleading eyes? So, the adoption process of the next member of the family starts.
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the-labyrinth-of-me Ā· 2 months ago
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Alan Wake 2 revived and expanded my love for art.
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I used to read a lot as a kid. It was the first thing I did in the morning on the weekends - grab the book I was currently reading from the nightstand and continue where I had left off the other day, then go and have breakfast later. I didn't like the other language related stuff I did at school - although I was always good at it - like reading and learning poems, interpretations, the likes. I needed fiction to dive into. As I arrived in the late teenage years, I stopped reading completely, and discovered my love for music. That never faded, but reading was an interest that had simply died. When I moved out from my parent's and into an apartment with my boyfriend, I started watching movies and shows, which I never properly could at home since I didn't have my own television. Life was okay back then, ups and downs, nothing out of the ordinary. We played Alan Wake for the ole XBox 360, simply because my boyfriend was a passionate reader and the game was about a writer lol. I had so many books around because of my boyfriend , but almost never grabbed one of them (aside from Game of Thrones and maybe a handful of others, at most).
I never viewed all of those creations, those art forms, as art, however. For me, art was always reduced and exclusive to weird sculptures and undefined paintings. Stuff nobody could understand. If it's not making sense, it's art. Nothing from the entertainment field especially. And entertainment never was art for me.
A few years ago, my private situation changed. Boyfriend and I got married and we started a family. That's when entertainment related art became a sort of escapism for me. Something I could dive into rather than family business. I still didn't connect the things I was into back then as art. That only changed when I was captivated by Alan Wake 2. This game single-handedly changed my understanding and tolerance not only for my favorite forms of art (namely music and video games), but got me into exploring for myself what art is. Listening to interviews with people involved in making this game also contributed to that as they talked a lot about art. As per usual with my hyperfixations, I thought about this game, the characters and the storyline a lot and jumped into all kinds of rabbit holes. And one day, I realized that this game that is highly revolving about artists (as per the Dark Presence's nature) does in fact not feature many, many kinds of art, but can truly be called an artistic work, and is an ode, a homage to art. This game celebrates art and its existence and it doesn't tell you which form of art is better and which one is worse. It cherishes and values anything that resembles and represents art, cherishes and values creators. Artists. Poets. Novelists. Photographers. Musicians. Actors. Directors. Filmmakers. Painters. Video game delelopers. Even fan fiction authors. It is those that make fun of these art forms that the game reprimands and punishes. Hartman and the Mormants namely for abusing artists, only seeing them as tools, as content creators for the sake of creating anything, as long as it fulfils a selfish purpose. The game takes us on the journey of creating, of success and failure, try and error, rewriting, scratching, editing, more drafts, doubts, depression, the list goes on. Also addiction. Apparently, Stephen King wrote some of his books while he was drunk and he couldn't remember later what he even wrote (hello to Alan and his memory problems). Artist's addiction definitely is a subject in the game. It helps them see and expand their creativity, yes, but also causes problems, naturally.
So what is art? It's anything that triggers an emotion, basically. A song that deeply touches you. A painting that reveals more its beauty the longer you observe it. The composition of nature, captured in a photograph. The Dark Presence feeds on emotions. Alan can't escape from the Dark Place until he ties emotions into his story through Saga. His work doesn't work without emotions. And if a certain kind of art form doesn't resonate with you, try another one. During an interview, Ilkka said "never only choose one form of art, always be open for others". I tried to follow his advice and he's right about it. And I found out that, by engaging with art, you might discover a thing or two about yourself as well, because art is tied to your emotions. It's a journey through your memories, your soul, your feelings. I discovered that I appreciate art much more than I thought, and I could kiss Sam Lake simply for the Lake House DLC and its take on ai art, and the exploration of what art is, when art is art, who defines if and when someone is an artist. It's an interesting thought process that I haven't finished for myself. Sam also taught me to always carry something to write in case you get an idea for a story lol.
What did the game ultimately bring for me, then? How did and do I profit from it? Well, first of all, I joined an English writing and reading club in my hometown. I'm more comfortable to talk openly about my fanfics. I got back into reading. (roughly 150 pages left in House of Leaves). I'm more sensitive to the beauty of nature, which I try to capture in photos. It kind of feels like a piece of a puzzle I've been missing without realizing it. It has only happened once so far that a piece of media has had such a huge impact on me before (rest in peace Arthur). And the Alan Wake community is so lovely too.
I would go as far as to say that art is arguably the biggest invention of the human race. Not only because the existence of art can be traced back to thousands of years ago. But because engaging with art causes to trigger what I define as our most important trait: emotions. Sometimes I wonder if people who don't have an interest in any art form see and feel the world in a different way. If they might even be disconnected from their emotions in some point, from their vulnerability. Art makes us vulnerable. This can be scary. But, like I said, it's worth the journey to discover more about ourselves. Because without art, we'd just be apes.
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thecleverqueer Ā· 7 months ago
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Iā€™ve been relatively quiet about Tales of the Empire, but itā€™s been secretly eating my brain, so let me give you my two centsā€¦
We learned virtually nothing new about Morgan Elsbeth. She engineered the advanced tie fighter. Thatā€™s about it. Everything else we knew. I didnā€™t hate the episodes. I just found them to be underwhelming.
But then, we got Barriss, and I had a lot of feelings about that one.
Firstly, I kind of assumed that they would take the Inquisitor route with her. I knew that they wouldnā€™t retcon her into the seventh sister, but I also knew that was her ticket out of prison. I didnā€™t hate it, hate it. I didnā€™t get it. The Inquisitorius was everything that Barriss stood against in the Temple bombing arc, but the will to live is a powerful drug, I guess. It wasnā€™t badly done. You could tell that she wasnā€™t fond of anything that she was doing. She wasnā€™t getting off on using the dark side. She was just trying to survive, and I respected that.
Second, I was happy to see them give her the redemption arc that she deserved. Itā€™s an interesting take that she continued to play along with the fourth sister after she slaughtered that whole ass village, but then a switch finally tripped when the fourth sister attacked that non-binary Jedi after they surrendered. I think it was one part opportunity, but another part the fact that Barriss was also tired of running and being alone. Also, I love the fact that they slipped in a non-binary Jedi character into this.
Third, Barriss becoming an old butch healer in the last episode was exactly what I would imagine her doing after her moment of redemption. I believe her insane accelerated aging was in part due to her giving her life force to heal those that needed her, but also to atone for her past mistakes.
Iā€™m not 100% sold that the woman that she sent the family with the force sensitive kid to was Ahsoka. It seems to be likely implied? I donā€™t know. I just think Ahsoka is still too bitter about what happened to her in her series to have made peace with Barriss (I could be wrong), but also, I struggle to imagine Ahsoka even having ā€œcoordinatesā€ at that point in the timeline for anyone to track her to. Maybe this was in the post Vader duel times, and Ahsoka was on Lothal with Sabine training? Maybe Barriss had the space equivalent to Life 360 on Ahsoka like Bo-Katan obviously does? Eh. There are possibilities, I guess. That is a reunion that should absolutely be something fandom sees. Weā€™ll likely never get it is because it would be gay (flamboyantly so after everything *gestures vaguely*).
And lastly, that endingā€¦. Why?
I mean, my fear going in was that she would die unceremoniously at the hands of the fourth sister and what likely happened? Her last act on the living plane was to save an Inquisitor from Kenobi that few really cared about? Come on. I guess it was ambiguous enough that they could bring her back into future stories, but they slept on her for over a decade. My hope for her, at this point, is that she shows up in whatever animated show is next (my thought is that it will be a Ventress centric show that may or may not have anything to do with the pathā€¦ I struggle to see Ventress getting tied up in saving force sensitive kids, but who knows), her popularity grows and she ends up showing up in the Mandoverse to haunt Ahsoka.
A girl can dream.
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hi hi! I absolutely adore ur work and I thought if u could write a nick fanfic ( platonic ofc) where r and him just discuss random things??? Tysm if u do!!!
Memories
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š”­š”žš”¦š”Æš”¦š”«š”¤ - Nick x platonic!reader
š”°š”²š”Ŗš”Ŗš”žš”Æš”¶ - you and Nick find a place that brings back memories.
š”“š”žš”Æš”«š”¦š”«š”¤š”° - purely platonic, swearing, I think thatā€™s it
You and Nick had met in middle school and have been inseparable since. Although youā€™re good friends with Matt and Chris, you and Nick have always been closer, which has led to many many sleepovers at the triplets house.
Which was exactly what was happening now, you and Nick both stretched out across his bed, conversing while scrolling through TikTok.
Stopping on a thirst trap edit of Nick, you gasp dramatically, turning your phone so he can see.
ā€œLookin hot Nickā€ you giggle, knowing he hates seeing these type of edits of himself.
Rolling his eyes, Nick swats at your phone, biting back a smile. ā€œYou need to stop interacting with these edits y/n, your giving the fans exactly what they wantā€ he jokes, now earning an eye roll from you.
After a few minutes of silence, Nick locks his phone, putting it down on the bed.
ā€œWanna go do something? Iā€™m boredā€
ā€œYeah Iā€™ll get my keys, we can drive aroundā€ you reply, smiling at the way his face lit up.
Now downstairs, you slide your shoes and a hoodie on, shouting a quick goodbye to Matt and Chris.
ā€œWhere are yā€™all goingā€ you hear Chris say, turning around to see him at the top of the stairs.
ā€œNot sure yetā€
ā€œCan I come?ā€ He asks, his voice thick with hope.
Before you can respond, Nick pushes past Chris, shaking his head.
ā€œNo wayā€
Seeing Chris basically deflate, you give him a reassuring smile. ā€œIā€™ll take you out soon.ā€
Not waiting for his reaction, you turn around, following Nick out the door. You two used to go out all of the time, but as Nicks popularity grew, you guys couldnā€™t go anywhere without him being recognized, so you completely stopped.
***mini time skip***
You guys have been driving around for awhile, only stopping once for McDonalds when Nick gasps.
ā€œWhat?ā€ You question, confused as to what could be so important he physically had to gasp.
ā€œRemember that park we used to hang out at all the time?ā€
ā€œUmā€¦ yeah?ā€
ā€œWe literally just passed itā€
ā€œThereā€™s no wayā€ you say. That park had been knocked down years ago just to be left as open space.
Even though unconvinced, Nicks excited expression is enough to make you turn the car around, and drive to a spot you basically lived at in high school.
Parking in a deserted parking lot, you get out of the car, examining the old wooden arch you had walked through countless times.
Following Nick through, itā€™s your turn to gasp at what you see. ā€œHoly shit itā€™s still hereā€ you marvel, running your hand over the old wooden seesaw.ļæ¼
The old play set would be creepy to some, but with the joy it once brought you, you couldnā€™t bring yourself to fear anything.
ā€œWell this brings back memoriesā€
Agreeing, you walk over to the swing-set, sitting on a swing. ā€œRemember when we managed swing me a full 360 around this?ā€ You laugh, wincing when you remember the painful landing.
ā€œYeah, every little kids dreamā€ Nick replyā€™s, sitting on the swing next to you.
You guys had come here every day after school for years until Nick got a job. Yā€™all had spent hours talking, laughing, and just doing stupid things, so when it supposedly got knocked down, your heart broke.
Now seeing it again after years, you couldnā€™t stop smiling, thinking about all the fun memories that came with it.
Looking over at nicks happy features, you close your eyes, happy itā€™s just the two of you.
ā€œIā€™m glad we came out tonightā€
ā€œYeah, me tooā€
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My first Nick fic, I hope yā€™all enjoy! :)
XOXO - Zoe
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