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Hey, guys! Don't judge me! Yes, I'm well aware that this reading is St. Patrick's Day themed and it's no longer St. Patrick's Day. I ended up getting a stomach flu for the past couple of days and couldn't post it because I was too busy being sick. So, you're getting a couple of days late! I also have another one that I'll post shortly after this one that is St. Patrick's Day themed as well.

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PAC : First time feeling *that* chemistry with him. (Dual POV)

(SINGLE SINCE BIRTH - ERA ~2 )

My soul craves some slow love song...

PILE 1

Is actually not going to be the first time you feel this chemistry.

You always felt it but always find a away to resist. Fighting the connection on both side.

His mom died. Maybe one of he challenges you will be facing together before you both commit to surrender to this love after months of paying cat and mouse is the death of his mother.

Both of you have a fear of being vulnerable which dramatically slowed this relationship.

Her POV The air was thick with the scent of roses, heady and intoxicating, blooming wildly around the edges of the garden. Evening had settled, painting the sky in dusky shades of lavender and gold, and the world felt quieter here softer. I stood by the fountain, my fingertips brushing the cool marble edge as I stared at the rippling water. Reflections danced on the surface, fractured and shifting, much like the emotions stirring inside me.

<<I didn’t expect to feel this.>>

Not after everything. Not after the walls I built so carefully, protecting the parts of me that once gave too much and received too little. I had walked away from him before more than once not because I didn’t care, but because I needed to know who I was without him. I needed to find the version of myself that wouldn’t settle for half-hearted promises and restless nights filled with questions.

But I wasn’t that woman anymore.

<<I see it now — he’s different.>>

His edges have softened, the fire that once burned too hot, tempered now with something richer, something steadier. His ego no longer fills the space between us, and I know deep in my bones that he’s ready. His family knows it too. I see it in their eyes when they look at me. Acceptance. Warmth. They see me as his future, even before I’ve fully allowed myself to step into that role.

But the truth was I had been fighting this. Fighting us.

<<And I’m so tired of running.>>

The moon hung low in the sky, her quiet light washing over the garden, whispering secrets only I could hear. I wasn’t afraid anymore. The unknown didn’t scare me the way it once had. Because this time, I wasn’t standing on shaky ground. I was standing on the edge of something solid.

And when I turned to look at him, standing a few feet away, watching me with that quiet intensity I had come to know so well…

<<I knew it was time to stop fighting.>>

His Mother’s POV The evening air carried the faintest breeze, enough to rustle the leaves but not disturb the peace that had settled over the garden. I stood near the patio, half-listening to the murmured conversations behind me, but my eyes were fixed on them.

My son. And her.

<<I’ve seen this look before.>>

Not on him. Never on him. But I’ve seen it in the eyes of men who have found something rare something worth holding onto.

He’s watching her like he’s afraid to blink, like she might disappear if he does. But it’s not desperation in his eyes. It’s reverence.

<<My boy learned the hard way.>>

I remember how stubborn he used to be so caught up in his pride, in proving himself. He didn’t know how to bend, and love requires a man who can bend without breaking. But something changed. I see it in the way his shoulders aren’t as rigid, in how he stands beside her, not in front of her.

He’s quiet now. Not because he’s holding back, but because he’s listening.

And her?

<<She’s not running anymore.>>

I’ve watched her for a long time, watched the way her guard would rise and fall depending on his mood. But tonight? I don’t see the woman who once held herself apart, protecting what was left of her heart. I see a woman who’s ready. Her eyes don’t hold doubt anymore. There’s only knowing.

She’s fought this love. I could feel it every time she stepped back, every time she hesitated, weighing her heart against her fears. But now…

<<She’s choosing him.>>

And he knows it.

The way they move unconsciously mirroring each other, as if their souls had already learned the steps to a dance they hadn’t even realized they were performing it’s breathtaking.

He’s ready to give her everything. And for once, he’s not afraid to show it.

<<This is love.>>

Not the easy kind. The kind forged through fire and time. The kind that bends but never breaks.

And as I watched them standing in the glow of a fading sun, their future stretched out before them I knew.

<<They’ve found their way.>>

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PILE 2

Her POV The air smelled of jasmine and warm spice, the kind that lingers long after the sun dips beneath the horizon. The soft hum of conversation filled the courtyard, where fairy lights twisted through ivy-covered trellises, casting a golden glow on the polished stone beneath my heels. I felt the heat of the summer night cling to my skin, a sensual reminder that life was ripe and full of promise.

I stood with ease, spine straight, head high but not from pride. I was light in a way that only comes after shedding burdens I once thought were stitched into my bones. I was whole now, and love no longer felt like a battlefield. It felt like home waiting to be built. And as my eyes landed on him, across the crowded space, something shifted.

<<I see him before he notices me a presence that pulses against the noise, commanding without trying.>> He looked unsure, though. A flicker of tension in the line of his jaw, a restless energy in the way his fingers grazed the edge of his glass. I could feel it that uncertainty, that hesitation and it only made me more aware of how steady I had become.

When his eyes finally found mine, I didn’t look away. I let him see. All of it. The woman who had rebuilt herself. The woman who no longer needed to be saved but was ready to be chosen. His gaze sharpened, and I felt the heat coil low in my belly.

<<I know he feels it too.>> The spark. The unspoken question hanging between us, thick and sweet as the summer air. I took a step forward, feeling a quiet power hum through me.

I was ready.

His POV The night was too still. Too perfect. The kind of night where everything feels suspended in time where decisions can’t be undone once made. The courtyard was a masterpiece of intimacy, tucked away from the noise of the city. Lanterns swayed gently in the breeze, throwing patterns across the stone floor, but my focus was caught elsewhere.

<<I see her.>> And the world narrows.

She moved like certainty, her presence cutting through the crowd like silk through air. I had been restless all night, the weight of everything I carried pressing against my ribs, but when her gaze caught mine I forgot how to breathe.

She was unreadable, and that terrified me. I could feel the space she had carved for herself, the freedom she had fought for. I had laid everything out, no walls, no illusions. Just me. Wanting her.

<<I know she has choices.>> I had seen it in her eyes, the quiet acknowledgment that she wasn’t bound by anyone’s expectations. She could walk away and not look back. But damn, I didn’t want her to.

My heart pounded, each beat a plea I couldn’t voice. The fear gnawed at me, but beneath it was something else. Something stronger.

<<I would give her everything.>> And I wasn’t sure if that would be enough.

But as she stepped toward me, I felt the ground shift beneath my feet. She wasn’t walking away. She was walking toward me. And in that moment, I knew...

I was ready to risk it all.

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PILE 3

Her POV The night was alive, pulsing with an undercurrent of something electric. Music drifted through the crowded rooftop bar, a low bass that thrummed beneath my skin. City lights stretched out around us, glittering like promises that never quite delivered. But I wasn’t thinking about promises.

<<I was thinking about him.>>

He stood across the room, effortlessly charming as always, his laughter spilling into the air like a melody I couldn’t escape. My pulse quickened not with nerves, but with something far more dangerous. Obsession.

<<And I wasn’t even trying to hide it.>>

My eyes found him without meaning to, drawn like a magnet, and I knew he felt it. Felt me. Even when he wasn’t looking, he knew. It was in the way his body angled slightly toward mine, like gravity itself was conspiring to pull us together. But beneath all that wanting, there was a quiet war raging in me.

I didn’t trust this feeling.

<<I’ve played this game before.>>

The spark. The pull. The endless chase that left me burned when I finally caught what I thought I wanted. He was different, though. Too different. And that scared me more than anything. Because if I let myself believe he was the one, I’d be giving him a power I swore I’d never hand over again.

But damn…

<<He makes it so easy to forget my own rules.>>

Every glance, every touch, every low murmur of my name lured me deeper into this mess I swore I wouldn’t make. And yet here I was. Caught in the web. The worst part?

<<I didn’t even want to escape.>>

His POV The night stretched out like a canvas, painted with the warm glow of city lights and the buzz of possibility. Laughter echoed around us, but my world had narrowed to one point of focus.

Her.

<<I could feel her eyes on me.>>

Even when she thought she was subtle, her gaze was a weight I carried like a secret. And I liked it. No I loved it. There was no hiding how she felt. The way her lips parted slightly when she looked at me. The way her body leaned in, even when her mind tried to pull her back.

<<She was obsessed, and I knew it.>>

But she was fighting it. Fighting me. And I didn’t blame her. I wasn’t some polished dream I was chaos wrapped in charm, adventure wrapped in uncertainty. And she… she liked control.

But love? Love didn’t play by her rules.

<<I wasn’t here to play it safe.>>

I wasn’t looking for guarantees or carefully laid plans. I wanted the ride the messy, unpredictable, breathtaking ride that came with loving a woman who didn’t know how to surrender. And damn, was she worth the risk.

Her fear didn’t scare me. If anything, it made me want her more. She was standing at the edge, and I could feel her heart pounding just as loudly as mine. She was so close to giving in, to letting go of all the walls she’d built around herself.

<<And I wasn’t going to push her.>>

No. I was going to let her come to me.

Because I knew, deep down, she couldn’t resist this.

<<Not me.>>

I wasn’t a destination. I was the journey. And I could feel her soul even if her mind was fighting it ready to take that leap.

So, I stood there, steady and sure, letting her chase her own thoughts, knowing they’d always lead back to me.

<<This wasn’t about winning.>>

It was about us. About feeling every twist and turn, every high and low. I wasn’t offering her a perfect ending. I was offering her a story worth living.

And when her eyes met mine again wide, hungry, and just a little afraid I knew.

<<She was already falling.>>

And I was ready to catch her.

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What i see in my dreams

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Masterlist

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PILE 1

I don’t have all the answers right now, but I trust that clarity will come with time.

I may not be where I want to be yet, but every step forward still counts.

I am allowed to feel tired, but I will not let exhaustion define me.

Setbacks do not mean failure,they are just part of the process.

Even on my hardest days, I am still showing up, and that is enough.

Faith does not require me to see the entire path, only to take the next step.

It’s okay if things aren’t perfect. Progress is still progress.

I am resilient, even when I feel uncertain about the future.

I don’t need instant results to believe that my efforts will pay off.

As long as I keep going, I am never truly stuck.

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Pile 2

It’s okay to feel lost sometimes. I won’t feel this way forever.

I don’t have to force things to happen. The right opportunity will find me.

Even if I don’t know what’s next, I know I’ll handle it when it comes.

I’ll look back one day and realize this time was necessary for something better.

I trust that life has a way of working out, even if I can’t see how yet.

I don’t have to figure everything out right now. It’s okay to take my time.

Just because I don’t see the path yet doesn’t mean it’s not there.

Things will fall into place when they’re meant to. I just need to keep going.

I trust that I’m exactly where I need to be, even if it doesn’t feel like it yet.

Even if I feel lost, I’m still moving forward in ways I don’t yet realize.

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Pile 3

I may be moving quietly, but my success is making noise where it matters.

Every small step I take is building something incredible, and I’m proud of myself.

I don’t need to rush,my journey is unfolding exactly as it should.

I am becoming the kind of person I once admired, and that’s beautiful.

Hard work, patience, and faith are my secret weapons.

I am unstoppable.

I am planting seeds of success, and soon, they will bloom into something amazing.

I trust my process.

I’m not just workingI’m building my future.

People may not always see my effort, but my results will speak for themselves.

I am proud of how far I’ve come, and I know even greater things are ahead.

I am silently becoming the best version of myself, and that’s powerful.

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Pile 4

I walk alone, not out of necessity, but because solitude sharpens my vision.

My silence is not emptiness, it is intention, control, and understanding.

I do not seek validation,my path is carved by my own hands, not by approval.

I trust the weight of my instincts more than the noise of the world.

Strength is not found in numbers but in the unwavering certainty of one’s own presence.

I am unmoved by others opinions.

My truth does not need to be understood.

I do not chase recognition.

I embrace solitude, not as isolation, but as a sanctuary for my growth.

My energy is not easily accessed. It is earned, not given.

I walk forward with quiet resilience, knowing that the path meant for me will never require me to shrink.

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Traumatize soul with a soft heart ICU~ EP.2

You endured a great deal. Survive the soul's dark night. Although you are incredibly appreciative of the community of support, you are growing weary of their treatment of you. You are powerful, indeed. You've gone through a lot, but that doesn't imply you're capable of handling everything. You genuinely want to be handled gently.

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This reading is for you, if : LINK

You went through a lot, you survive the deep end, you are now rebuilding yourself, you soul is craving something you cant conceptualize, you are dealing with depression or anxiety, you are follow strict routine because you want better for yourself, is hard for you to keep up with basic relationship obligation.

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PAC : Why are u avoiding love ?

(SINGLE SINCE BIRTH - ERA ~ 1)

Receive me.

PILE 1

Why are you avoiding love?

Because love, once a melody in your heart, has become a ghost of a song you can no longer hear. You gave warmth, you poured devotion, you wrapped people in the gentleness of your spirit only to watch them leave, taking pieces of you with them, like travelers stealing light from a dying lantern.

Now, love feels like a kingdom in ruins, a throne overturned. Once, you believed in its promise, in the way it could fill the spaces inside you. But every time you reached, love slipped through your fingers, dissolving like mist at dawn. So, you built walls where there were once open doors. You rewrote the script, erased the parts that made you vulnerable. You turned love into a language you no longer speak.

The world still turns, and it tells you love is everywhere soft hands, warm voices, lingering glances. But you no longer trust its rhythm. You see love as a tide that only ever pulls away. Why reach for something that has only ever left you empty?

And yet, somewhere beneath the silence, beneath the armor you wear so well, there is a part of you that still aches, that still wonders, if love knocked again, would you answer?

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PILE 2

Why are you avoiding love?

Because love feels like a risk you can’t afford to take. You move fast, think sharp, keep control, always two steps ahead, always calculating the cost. And love? Love is unpredictable. It threatens the image you’ve carefully built, the way people see you, the way you see yourself.

There is someone who cares, someone who lingers in the spaces you refuse to acknowledge. Their warmth is steady, their presence unwavering, but you look past them, pretending not to notice. Not because you don’t feel something no, that would be easier. But because feeling means opening a door that can never be closed again.

You tell yourself it’s for the best. That your world cannot afford softness, that love is a distraction, a crack in the foundation of the life you’ve constructed. You hold your reputation like a shield, convinced that if you let love in, it will dismantle everything you’ve worked for.

But deep down, in the quiet moments, when no one is watching, you wonder, what would it feel like to let yourself be loved without fear?

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PILE 3

Why are you avoiding love?

Because love is a language you don’t have time to translate right now. Your world has been chaos, stripped bare by storms that left you standing in the wreckage, trying to rebuild. You’ve lost things maybe even lost yourself for a while. And while the world tells you love is a shelter, all you can see is another thing to carry, another weight pressing against an already heavy mind.

You have responsibilities, goals, things that demand your focus. Love feels like a distant song playing in a room you never step into. You hear it, faintly, but you don’t have the energy to listen. Not now. Not when you're still stitching yourself back together.

The people around you celebrate, laugh, love freely but you feel separate, watching from the edges, more concerned with standing firm than being swept away. It’s not that you don’t believe in love. It’s not that you wouldn’t want it, in another life, another time.

But right now, love is a luxury, and survival is the only thing on your mind.

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PILE 4

Why are you avoiding love?

Because you’ve seen the illusion before. You’ve walked through the fire, endured the heartbreak, faced the lies dressed as promises. And you didn’t just survive, you mastered survival. You stitched up the wounds, turned pain into power, rebuilt yourself stronger than ever. Love used to be a battlefield where you fought with an open heart. Now, it’s a game you no longer play.

You move with patience, with purpose. You trust yourself more than you trust words whispered too easily. You know what real effort looks like, what true devotion feels like. And you won’t settle for anything less.

It’s not that you fear love. No, love doesn’t scare you anymore. But illusions do. Half-hearted efforts. Empty words. Performances disguised as passion. You’ve outgrown the lies, the deception, the heartbreak.

So, you wait. Not because you’re afraid, not because you’re broken, but because you know your worth. And if love is ever to find you again, it will have to rise to your level.

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Hi can you please do pick a pile for single's especially the one with no love past thank you

RIGHT ON IT BABE !

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Dang you read me like a book 😳🫣 he should not know, how you spill my secrets....👀

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And the question remain ''How ?''

Keep in touch dear audience while we are trying to understand the mystery of this pac .... in the next episode of ''How ?''

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PAC : Is this new crush worth it ?

Il a tout essayer...lol

ASK QUESTION REGARDING ANYTHING MANIFESTIATION, SPIRITUALITY, DEATH, WITCHCRAFT, LOVE OR JUST MY OPINION.

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PILE 1

This pile and pile 3,4 … u guys decide to play mind games with me and I only could channel your last crush. 

First y’all are my blank canva. Nothing ever happens. No kiss, no holding hand, no bf/gf just no nothing ( Don't worry babe … I am working on a serie for y’all) 

Rn is not looking good for y’all. You just stood on business with a long distance situationship. I feel like the most y’all did was some phone sex. I dont even know if you truly love them but you were genuinely excited to see a serious fucking offer in you love life. Just for it to be a fucking mess. 

Your next crush… ig. 

Lol I just felt somebody rolling their fucking eye. I just heard the meme : ‘’ Again … The fuck again … Nothing new …’’. Girl, give me a chance. Your next serious offer, you may miss it because you are too busy complaining about how your love life never takes off unlike your peers. Don't get me wrong,  I get how it could be frustrating but  I am just telling the messages. In this pile, I feel like I am in a mob meeting with my boss and I did not sell my quota. (ME: ‘’Let me tell you ! No let me tell u something !) C’mon don't shoot the messenger, I am just relaying the message…Damm. While you are going to be slowly slipping in melancholy, a new girl is going to make her away too. All she can do is hope you look at her the way you look at all the other ‘’almost bf’’ that cross your life. Y’all may be straight … but y’all also never explore. How can you be so sure of something when you don't even try to test the other possibility ? On the other hand, I feel like y’all only get off on lesbian porn. LOL don't worry I understand… This is a safe place. I am going to speak from my very fucking humble tarot reader experience. We both know there's nothing wrong with you. You did the healing and you are actually working towards your goals. Most of y’all go to the gym or eat healthy or have an amazing sleep schedule. If you are not the problem but the result keeps failing the expectation maybe the problem is the formula (YES… I am an EX stem student … but tell me I am wrong … (still waiting)). Mamacita come down ! The whole scenery of the conversation changed, now we were both spinning and falling in a sea of red. I did not tell you that you are lesbian or that your life is a lie. All I told you is to let go ! Allow yourself to feel. So instead of going for someone that checks all your boxes, maybe you should try somebody with whom you actually have some chemistry first. 

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PILE 2 

Bestie, let’s be so for real right now this is not the dreamy romance you deserve. This crush? A total ✨no-go✨. It’s giving emotional entrapment, not fairytale love. You’re way too divine to be entertaining someone who's already locked in with someone else.

Think about it why waste your sparkle on a situation that’s already tangled? You’re meant for a love that flows effortlessly, where you don’t have to second-guess your worth or wait for someone to choose you. The right one? They’ll be all in, no hesitation, no complications.

So, let’s redirect that energy, babe. Romanticize yourself instead. Go do something that makes you feel expensive, play your favorite love songs (but about you), and trust that something so much better is on the way. 💕💫

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PILE 3 

In this group, y’all may speak Arabic or are learning. 

You guys also got fucking ghosted out of nowhere and is is really fucked up because you guys were dealing with this person for at least 2 months on a daily basis. 

But you did not even tweak. You block them and completely move on. Standing on big business. 

They are going to me sadly surprised when they are going to make their comeback.

LESBIAN 

Your next crush … ig. 

Lol … you guys are going to chase after a girl that already loves you. Don't get me wrong is a new girl but I see her being amused by how much effort you are putting to impress her. While she is already in love with your hair, your eyes, your lips, the way your body moves, the way you think, everything you like and hate, she's in love with your essence and everything you will grow up to be. If you have big boobs, girl … she wont stop daydreaming about sleeping on your melons. Don't get me started on all her late night fantasy and the time she will spend masturbating at the thought of u. You are going to loose hair, trying to understand why the fuck is this girl not crazy about you yet. No shes not playing games … you are just too much in your fucking head, to realize that she's already yours. 

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STRAIGHT. 

There's a lot of intimacy between y’all. Get off the gutter I ain't talking sex ( but if you do pursue an union with them babe wrapping it up because the slow love making is going to make u see the stars and u might manifest a little big blessings). The way you guys look at each other, the way you guys hold hands, the grace in which you both speak about each other and to each other even when you guys are arguing can be about the most basic shit. Like which apple is best, red or green. The passion, intensity and grace makes it look like we are looking at Romeo and Juliet going at it when they need to decide whether they should die together or live apart. No I dont think yall are suicidal and I was no making a reference about the situation of the fight but he purity of a flamboyant love in everything y’all do. Even people around you are going to catch it and realize how different and superior your couple is ( LOL this is about a crush but I am writing like you guys are for sure going to take their love offer). People dont look at y’all like ‘’ Eww go get a room’’ nahh they look around waiting for camera to come the fuck out because this must be a fucking movie. In an ethereal and disturbing way. Also this person has a background with a lot of culture, could be Hispanic or Caribbean. I see a merge of two people with 2 heavy and beautiful cultures. 

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PILE 4 

Somebody from your past is coming back. Y’all last relationship was with someone with a heavy narcissistic tendency. Other of yall was verbal abuse on a daily by that person. They are going to try to spin the block (Me: Yeah babe I know it has been years/months since you dealt with that person but they still have you in their vision). DO NOT FALL FOR IT ! They have a target on you. They will act like a new leaf but their goal is very dark. They want you to pay for everything you made them lose. Maybe when y’all were dealing with is person nobody knew how fuck he/she was. A lot of people thought they were relationship goals until you freed yourself from the guilt and broke the illusions. 

Angel number : 333 may be important for y’all. Whatever decision you just took, just know your spiritual team is 10 toes behind you. 

You next crush … ig.

Chérie d’Amour, y’all look the fuck good ! Congrats on your change. I know you may be beating yourself up because you hit THE goal you had envisioned for yourself. Maybe some of y’all lost weight but you are not exactly the number you wish to weigh by now. Babe is not about the weight and so much bigger than that.  You glow, your hair is healthy, you are more confident in your curves, you have boundaries and stand on it with ease. Your makeup looks sooo good. You may have change the way you dress, dont get me wrong, you always have been a very stylish gyal but now you look THE FUCK good. I see someone coming towards me, somebody that you will have your eyes on but I am hearing : ‘’I don't chase, I attract’’. Meaning if he doesn't come for you that it aint meant to be because a girl like you ain't never desperate. When they are going to make a move on you, you are going to make it hard because you are all that plus some taxes. AS YOU FUCKING SHOULD. I see you still letting them know at least that you are in fact interested in getting to know them but nothing is for sure. You know what's funny is the whole time they were plotting on you, you just never paid attention to them. They liked you wayyyyy before you even knew they existed. Believe me,  they ain't going to give up until they make you theirs. I am hearing from them : ‘’ All I need is the platform. I already have the plan’’ ME: ‘’Right, Right’’. 

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PAC : When & where are is your dry spell ending ? (18+)

I EXIST !

PILE 1

Temperance & Star 

When : In a couple months.

Since the card is upright it shows some kind of progress meaning you are working your way towards that manifestation of that reality in your 3D weather u know it or nah. On the other hand, I don't think you know the person you are supposed to close the dry spell with (Lol… I just felt somebody taking a deep breath … YES BABE ! The universe got the message of a new beginning in love & sex). You seem open, emotionally fulfilled and ready to welcome something new … it would not surprise me if you meet that person in class, if you are in college or at work (Lol, some of y’all have someone in mind). Y’all are going to build a relationship whether it starts with a crush or friendship even maybe just plain coworkers and make it’s all down to the cheeky ally. 

Where : Rooftop, rooftop bar, maybe while gazing at the star on a date in the summer night and last in the car at night. 

If it is something to do with a rooftop and is not a restaurant and bar, that person may live in a penthouse apartment or may have a loft in a sky rise building. If is the restaurant, y’all definitely fucking in the bathroom. If is the date in the summer time, you are going to be fucking feeling like fairy on top of the blanket for the picnic also unlike every other scenario this is the only one that is making love. All the other are having rough sex. Last which is the one with the most probability (65%), I see y’all initiate sex in their car because you can’t wait no more. Like their are too fucking hot and you’ve keeping it in for too long and the reason they wait that long is that they dont want to disrespect u. When u catch the fact that  u have the upper hand,  u go for it. 

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Emperor (reverse) & 7 cups (reverse) 

When : Libra season. 

It could happen earlier but there's resistance which makes me think you have a clear option for opening your leg but you aint doing it. Stays focus sis/bro is almost there (kinda … lol)

Where : Laundry room 

Again here too, y’all are the one indicating the deed. This person came to your house to take care of you because you are sick, some have very bad fever. Other it could be that you have been discharge from the hospital with pneumonia and other is actually stomach flu. They came after forcing the info out of you and they not only cook  soup, hold your hair when sick, rub your back, keep up with medicine and they are also cleaning your apartment. While they are putting stuff in the washing machine, you appear behind them in a babydoll lingerie set. ( Me: LOL… The first thing u want to do when u are healthy is to fuck … but I get it. Is not in the way to pay them back at all. Is it because they actually sacrifice a lot of time to take care of you. They may have called sick at work or moved their job to work from home to stay with you. At every minute, every movement you make, they are close, reminding you that you are safe and loved, you may suffer from night terror and they never complain, showering you in affection.). All that while just being in an early stage of dating or situationship. 

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GAYS 

When & where : Knight of pentacles 

In 11 months 

In a car 

Y’all are also going to be the one initiating the act (Me : DAMN y’all were not playing when u told me, y’all sexually frustrated. Every pile is going for the kill). I see you driving and stop impulsively while they are talking to u and u French kiss them. They first think it is one of your usual love bursts but then you rub their hard on and boom it gets active. 

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LESBIAN 

When & where : 

In 3 months 

In a festival ( for 70% of y’all country festivals) OR at a concert.

I just heard ‘’ rave’’ so that can be one of the option. Anyway all being said, you are looking the fuck good. Taking a bunch of selfies and taking a snap of yourself ( Me: You are taking so many pictures of yourself, we can think it is your own concert and you are the diva performing. Giving very much main character) and you are whining or slow twerking on another babe. Than boom… she goes for the kill. French kiss you. 

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PILE 4 

World (reverse) & 6 cups 

When : Between February  to September 

I sense y’all recently broke up with your ex and you standing on big business about it. You are not just talking, you block them, unfollow and distance yourself completely from the situation. You are fully single no playing around. 

Where : Childhood bedroom 

So… how can I type without u getting mad at me … you are going to fuck him again. They are very obsessed with you at the moment. Not only can you see, you can also feel it. Idk maybe your tits get hard out of nowhere … LOOOOL. Anyways you are going to pull a good fight and the universe is going to test u by easing their way back to you. Y’all are going to walk around and bump into each other out of nowhere. Go to a place he NEVER goes and see him. Hangout with new people and somehow, he will still be linked to them. Like you can't get rid of them. Also I feel like throughout y’all relationship he was sneaky in your room maybe because your parents don't allow him to stay over. I see him having a couple attempts in spring but u are still standing on business then finally in summer … you got so annoyed by the whole situation that u let them in. They are very obsessed with you not in a bad way but in a yearning way. They jump on you, y’all are not even going to make it to the bed fucking  on the carpert. 

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your vibes + signs for you <3 🪷

hiii babies! i'm feeling inspired so here you go 💋💋. this weekend, take time to nurture yourself and relax. drink water, do some yoga, journal, treat yourself. you're all loved and valued.

as always, if none of these pictures speak to you, do not feel pressured to choose one hastily. messages for you lie elsewhere. enjoy, darling ! this'll mostly be blurbs about things that remind me of your vibes, so it's not exactly intricate, but i hope it resonates regardless <3 if they don't resonate, do not force yourself to take the message.

pile 1: aww you're giving the old school kinda love vibes. jazz clubs. birds chirping in the morning. really sensual and down to earth. are you an earth sign? unique nails. dark hair. thrifting god. you probably look really good in teal. your laugh is so beautiful. watercolor drawings from children's rooms. green eyeshadow. having the courage to change. power to the sensitive. unicorns and rainbows. warm food. the smell of the sea. clairo songs.

pile 2: peaceful mornings. whale songs deep beneath the blue of the ocean. farmers markets and sunny sunday mornings. misty shades. gold jewelry. long skirts. granny smith apples. music vibrating from the soul's very core. mazzy star. dark, dark blue. sweaters, no matter the season. glimmering eyes. taylor russell's beauty. intellectual and clever. old lamps. elegance. the sound of seabirds. the calmness after the storm. long highway trips. old internet.

pile 3: outfit of the day videos. angelic voice. third time's the charm. religion + spirituality. deep forests where the sun shines through the branches. mangroves. home-made food. creative hands. determination and power in the physical realm. museums and art galleries. unique features that steal breath away. jhene aiko. blood orange. summer is where i glow. surfboards. all natural. freaking gorgeous. lemonade. warm colors. short hair.

pile 4: dolphins diving through glimmering water. bath and body works mists. pink, all pink! hair care supreme. sweet tooth. littlest pet shop. shopkins. hibiscus flowers. water signs. green/brown eyes. tall divas. golden tongue. as free as a bird. lavender sunsets. others opinions do not define me. winged beings. motherly/fatherly. camisoles. long hair. left brained. bubbly and sweet. strawberry shortcake.

pile 5: bad bitch energy. accessorizing to the sky. heels. demanding authority. black eye makeup. catwoman. your own role model. old tumblr era. talented artistically. darker color scheme. red nails. bonsai trees. airports and travel. luxurious. old doja cat era. evanescent beauty. the desire to be seen. bleeding heart. cassandra complex. poetic in every single action. paris, france. multilingual. the breeze in august.

pile 6: the feeling of home. mountains. a chaste kiss on the cheek. hands folded in prayer. wavy/curly hair. horses running through fields. the warmth of the rising sun. so uniquely you. musky scents. candles lit. planting and weeding out gardens. pure love. a piece of heaven hidden in a person. savior complex. beautiful skin. patterns, stripes and polka dots. deer. there is never a right time to be happy--but there is always time.

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PAC :Where does she find her peace ?

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PILE 1

She finds peace in the soft, unspoken language of love, the kind that doesn’t need validation or proof, just presence. It’s in the warmth of her people, the ones who see her for who she is, not just who she tries to be. Her peace lives in the effortless give-and-take, the quiet loyalty of a soul team that vibes like an unbreakable group chat: always there, always rooting for her.

She doesn’t have to chase it. Peace finds her when she leans into her own magic, when she realizes her love isn’t a task, it’s a legacy. It’s the way she nurtures others and, in turn, is held by the same love she so naturally gives. It’s less about the grand gestures and more about the tiny, everyday moments: a random compliment from a friend, a laugh that lingers, a shared silence that feels like home.

Her peace? It’s in the knowing. Knowing she is enough. Knowing her community is an extension of the love she pours into the world. Knowing she can just exist and that’s more than enough.

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She finds peace in her own light, the one she built from scratch when the world around her was all shadows and shaky ground. It’s in the clarity of knowing she doesn’t need perfect roots to bloom. She’s been through the fire, mourned the versions of herself that had to grow up too fast, but she didn’t just survive, she became the warmth she never had.

Her peace shows up when she laughs without holding back, when she lets herself feel the joy she once thought was reserved for people with softer childhoods. It’s in the way she owns her story, not as a victim but as a warrior who turned chaos into clarity.

The unstable past? Yeah, it happened. But she’s the proof that joy can be chosen. Peace, for her, isn’t in the absence of pain but in the decision to live fully despite it. She finds it when she stands in her truth, eyes forward, heart open, unafraid to shine even when life tries to dim her.

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She finds peace in the mirror she reclaimed. The one that doesn’t just reflect the surface but holds the story of who she became when the world stopped clapping. Beauty used to be applause, a fleeting thing handed out like candy easy to get, easier to lose. But she learned that praise is fickle, and desire is often just noise.

Now, her peace lives in the quiet confidence of knowing she’s more than what people once saw. The curves they lust after? She owns them. The scars, the texture, the hair, they’re not flaws; they’re reminders of the skin she fought to love. She doesn't chase the pretty girl she once was. She sits comfortably in the grown woman she is now: whole, unapologetic, and untouchable by anyone’s standards but her own.

Peace, for her, is in the calm after the war with her reflection. It’s in the understanding that beauty isn’t a performance, it’s presence. And she’s here. Fully, fiercely, and free.

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