#i have cried so much today

[house-of-mclaren]

oh dear lord i love this

[biro-slay]

Tip: if you plan on playing both "the class of 09" games, then watch "Steven Universe: the future" in its entirety, then watch the last three episodes of Gravity falls without crying at least once, then first of all stop copying me, and second: don't do that.

[ghostsessioned]

i know i said i would leave my review until tomorrow, but i . . . can't. i just can't. just like the first oxenfree, lost signals is a once in a lifetime experience, filled with stories that will keep you guessing and characters that you'll relate to a Little too closely. when i went in, i had No idea what i would be getting myself into, the stories that hit a little too close to home that i hold onto dearly. riley and her dad. olivia and her parents. this game came to me at a time when i Needed it most, and i am forever grateful.

in november of 2020, i lost my dad to covid. it's been a hard two and a half years without him, but this game and its message helped me . . . put a Lot into perspective, and gave me the introspection i so desperately needed with things i was internalizing. oxenfree ii lost signals is more than i could've asked for. more than i could've dreamed. that game, in of itself, is the perfect day. planetshine. the last two years have been an honor and joy being able to watch this game come to fruition.

[beansnpeets]

To top off ripping my last pair of jeans this morning I tore a hole in my winter jacket that Jon's mum got me for my birthday this last November. I was coming in the door after work and the latch on our screen door is broken and has a sharp edge and I snagged it on my way by and tore a huge hole in the arm. I immediately burst into tears and bawled for a while. My old winter jacket is still okay, I'm glad I didn't throw it away, but it's been in rough shape for a while. I can't afford to replace a winter jacket. I can't afford jeans.

Did find out tho that I qualify for student aid repayment assistance. I make $17/hr and I qualify. How the fuck are people making less than me getting by? Because even I'm not.

I'm gonna have a serious talk with my manager tomorrow and tell her all of this because it's absurd and I shouldn't be struggling this much.

[hinamie]

close again and closer still

[skunkes]

[kirby-the-gorb]

[the---hermit]

i am sadly one of those people who are super insicure of themselves after any social interaction, I go over and over again in my head and feel irrationally bad bc my brain tells me I was awkward, and probably came off as weird and so on. But you know what brain? I had the social interaction. I did it. I spoke out loud to people and had a conversation instead of freezing and feeling unable to talk. So fuck it if I came off as weird and awkward, I am weird and awkward and it's okay, because I did something that just a few years ago would have been even more of a struggle, and even earlier than that it would have been close to impossible.

[toxicrevolver]

Tagged by @smushedmuffin to take this uquiz

Thanks for the tag!!!

My day has been far too long to explain to y’all how badly this has called me out right now.

Tagging (me pressure): @serendipminie @loveable-sea-lemon @we-survive-endlessly @haahka and anyone else who wants to participate can blame me

[howdoyousleep3]

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[personinthepalace]

otis 🤝 guildford choosing olympia and jane respectively for their smarts - odd squad (2014) // my lady jane (2024)

[larsnicklas]

ARSHDEEP BAINS ✧ 240220 My dad was here, so that means the world to me. [...] He was a little emotional, had a little bit of water in his eyes. That's every kid's dream, to make their dad proud.

[kindahoping4forever]

Luke via Shan Rizwan on IG

[yujeong]

Sammon watched the pool scene of kpts episode 14, found it amazing and said "I want to write that in a show, too." Unfortunately, she never got to watch the post-credit hospital scene.

[sanguineterrain]

me when dick grayson calls his crime lord baby brother who just wants to come home "little wing"

[skunkes]

not an ask, but I saw ur post and relate a lot to it.

anticipatory grief sucks. people will tell you not to think about it, not to let it steal from today, but some days are just so hard. sometimes it feels unavoidable, like it’s some goliath mountain in the distance or even the sky and you can’t not look at it. it’s like you have to keep trying to distract yourself not to think about it, and it’s exhausting, and you’re so fucking scared of the inevitable.

like how does anyone even function? the idea of the world continuing to spin when there’s this terrible, horrible thing that will happen some day is unfathomable but it does, and it’s horrible. Some day will mark the before and the after. nobody can ever be ready for it.

I hope the love you have keeps you strong. wishing you the best.

this is literally it. i know thinking about it Now wont make the actual day it happens any easier. but it's impossible to not think about it, especially since there's no tangible way to preserve memories or feelings or the like forever. i cry easily and get emotional over most anything and everything, which is another layer of difficulty wrt it because I spiral. I want to squeeze out of my body. im not meant for any of it