#i have cried so much today
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oh dear lord i love this
#i have cried so much today#i was at work when the race ended and i was CRYING#came home replayed everything and sobbed#im so proud of him#sad for oscar#carlos watch your fucking back#lando norris#mclaren racing#mclaren#f1#formula 1#oscar piastri#landoscar
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i feel even worse about wanting to kill myself because i really want to but if i do then my cat will probably think i abandoned her :(
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Tip: if you plan on playing both "the class of 09" games, then watch "Steven Universe: the future" in its entirety, then watch the last three episodes of Gravity falls without crying at least once, then first of all stop copying me, and second: don't do that.
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i know i said i would leave my review until tomorrow, but i . . . can't. i just can't. just like the first oxenfree, lost signals is a once in a lifetime experience, filled with stories that will keep you guessing and characters that you'll relate to a Little too closely. when i went in, i had No idea what i would be getting myself into, the stories that hit a little too close to home that i hold onto dearly. riley and her dad. olivia and her parents. this game came to me at a time when i Needed it most, and i am forever grateful.
in november of 2020, i lost my dad to covid. it's been a hard two and a half years without him, but this game and its message helped me . . . put a Lot into perspective, and gave me the introspection i so desperately needed with things i was internalizing. oxenfree ii lost signals is more than i could've asked for. more than i could've dreamed. that game, in of itself, is the perfect day. planetshine. the last two years have been an honor and joy being able to watch this game come to fruition.
#txt.png#shut up tage#oxenfree ii#oxenfree ii lost signals#ooooohhh i am in my feeeelings#blame to the summit#that song is turning into towhee grove beatless version#i am so............ i don't even know what to say#this game means the fuckign World to me#i have cried so much today#i am so fucking thankful i have that planetshine tattoo#i really am#sage has helped me so much with coping. learning not to look back. trying to keep going#knowing no matter how much i miss him. no matter how Badly i wish i could be with him. that i would trade myself for him#it's not what i want#not what He'd want#and that ? that's reassuring#thank you if you read down this far and listened to my personal rambling#take the penny and let it go#take the penny. and let it go
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close again and closer still
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#megumi#as promised ! a break from the angst pls accept my humble apology fr any and all emotional damage#coping is nonlinear and today i cope with itfs making out#fr some reason these took a lot longer than they should have tho????#i think its just tht kissing poses take so much effort 2 get to look natural cries#it takes so much out of me every time sighs i gave up fully rendering th top one bc i just want 2 b done#happy w them tho !#god i have . such a weakness fr megu grabbing @ yuuji's hood i blame that one scene#hands in clothes hands in hair hands on neck i CRY#fushiguro touch starved megumi is Eating in this household today
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#va appeal hearing was today#not a fun time to have to try to granularly recall everything that. yknow. permanently destroyed my body and mind and life.#probably went fine? definitely cried in front of the judge but everyone was super cool about it.#also thank god my wife was there they let her give testimony as both my wife and as a doctor#(which she is)#(obviously)#but like I'm still So Sick and it's all this up and down and we're still fighting to get stabilized so I usually don't have time or energy#to like stop and look around at the quicksand I've been keeping myself afloat in this whole time#but today was very much 'hey tell me about this quicksand huh'#and it's just like a lot to deal with yknow#I'll be fine it's just A Lot#anyway shoutout to the folks who are either kind or nosy enough to read my tag rambles all the time lol#(the actual decision will still take up to 2 more years btw)#(hopefully not! but they said it could)#(although apparently a board denial isn't the end of the road anymore which is news to me)#(maybe they changed it in the 44 months since I filed for the appeal hearing lol)#(not a typo)#favorites
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i am sadly one of those people who are super insicure of themselves after any social interaction, I go over and over again in my head and feel irrationally bad bc my brain tells me I was awkward, and probably came off as weird and so on. But you know what brain? I had the social interaction. I did it. I spoke out loud to people and had a conversation instead of freezing and feeling unable to talk. So fuck it if I came off as weird and awkward, I am weird and awkward and it's okay, because I did something that just a few years ago would have been even more of a struggle, and even earlier than that it would have been close to impossible.
#i have to keep reminding myself this thing over and over#brain we are not focusing on the way people percieve us we are focusing on the progress we have made through the years#today my brain is bullying me quite a bit over this thing bc i am stressed and i was at work all morning so i had to deal with people#but you know what? i did it and i did my job and i was much more comfortable doing things a few years ago scared me like#casually talking to people and dealing with money#and you know what? when i didn't know what to do or i wasn't sure i asked for help and it was all okay#and people coming into the shop are never rude if they see i have to ask for support to my mom or my brother bc i very casually work there#so i know basic stuff but not everything and that is fine#and if sometimes i need to use a calculator to sum up the prices of things it's okay#and if sometimes a regular knows the prices of what they have to pay already and i have to check it once or even twice it's okay#wow this turned out to be a longer rand than expected but i might need to reread this in the future#note to self#cris speaks
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Tagged by @smushedmuffin to take this uquiz
Thanks for the tag!!!

My day has been far too long to explain to y’all how badly this has called me out right now.
Tagging (me pressure): @serendipminie @loveable-sea-lemon @we-survive-endlessly @haahka and anyone else who wants to participate can blame me
#tag game#about the weirdo who runs this blog#hi my bread friend!!!#seriously like wtf did I do to get called out this much#I went to work. I’ve been home for like an hour and a half (I forgor to do this until now shhhh. my brain is soup.)#literally all I’ve done today is my actual paying job and reading fanfic before work bcs I closed so I had to kill before hand.#had time to kill * fuck words#also I may or may not have cried at the result. We’re not talking about it
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otis 🤝 guildford choosing olympia and jane respectively for their smarts - odd squad (2014) // my lady jane (2024)
#I can’t believe I only realized this parallel today#my favorite platonic ship and my current favorite romantic ship#he CHOSE her to be his partner#he chose her to be his partner bc he knew that she was smart#and on top of that they both have animal related secrets#and the reveal of each of their secret is WILD#and it became important for them to embrace their animal side in order to save the day in the finale#AND ON TOP OF THAT THEY FELT/WERE MOMENTARILY BETRAYED BY THEIR PARTNER#but all is okay bc they reconciled (very differently but both reunions were very emotional)#AND WHAT IF I CRIED#I love them all so much 😭#olympia and otis#perfect partners#olympia#otis#anna cathcart#isaac kragten#odd squad#odd squad pbs kids#odd squad season 2#jane x guildford#janeford#jane grey#guildford dudley#edward bluemel#emily bader#my lady jane#cinematic parallels#rambles in the palace
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Sammon watched the pool scene of kpts episode 14, found it amazing and said "I want to write that in a show, too." Unfortunately, she never got to watch the post-credit hospital scene.
#SAMMON WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK#I watched the KornTonkla scene twice and cried my eyes out#I couldn't fucking breathe#God it's so tragic and so fitting and so perfect#blow after blow after blow I loved their end so much#I won't speak about the rest of the episode it was fine#we got a lot of good moments#but yeah nobody touch me right now I'm busy I have to go lie down and sob#I'll find the music of the last ep tomorrow I don't have the mental strength for it today#Tonkla you're right up there with Pete my dude#and if you stick to my brain for long enough I found a second tattoo I want to have#thanks Fuaiz you shouldn't have#4 minutes#korntonkla
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me when dick grayson calls his crime lord baby brother who just wants to come home "little wing"






#i have fallen down the rabbit hole of 'red hood's revenge goes wrong (in a good way)' fics and i NEVER WANT TO CLIMB OUT!!!!!#i have. cried so much today#batfam#dick grayson#jason todd#dc tag#ramble on
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I haven’t been on tumblr in awhile and I was actually scared to come on here after Liam’s death. Every app I open it’s just Liam. And I get so fucking sad everytime and I’m just tired of being sad. This hurts so much, I can’t wrap my head around it fully still. I feel like this news should have reached me in like my 70s. Not my 20s.
Liam, you’ll be missed forever by billions of people. Rest easy now. 🪽❤️🩹









#liam payne#one direction#I hate this#rest in peace Liam#wish we could have saved you like you saved us#i’ve cried so much today#i hate crying#but I can’t help it
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I'm facing the secret kin disease. She's so me it makes me ill
#ohhhh akarsha#butterfly soup#i played butterfly soup 2 today after seeing the first years ago#it literally changed my life#ive never been represented by a character so much as akarsha#ugly indian funny girl save me.#literally every aspect#cries#i have a stomachache#because i love her too much#butterfly soup akarsha
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okay so I’m also adopting alluka. I have three children now
#gon killua and alluka are my babies now#finished hxh s5 today and got a couple eps into s6#I have cried SO MUCH this afternoon holy SHIT#I don’t think anything could have prepared me for the ending of s5 dude omg#I had actual tears running down my face several episodes in a row#eve's thoughts#eve watches#hxh
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