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art for the incredible fic "No, I'm Not Afraid To Disappear" by @s-c-g-s-c-g!!!! PLEASE check it out if you haven't already, it is AMAZING
#i have been finishing up all my other event art and fics and REMEMBERED THESE THAT I STILL NEEDED TO POST#guys this fic.....#literally one of my favorite sw fics EVER#when i tell you it lives RENT FREE IN MY BRAIN#gorgeous incredible showstopping#GO READ IT#<--- a threat#stass allie#star wars#star wars art#jedi#order 66#fanart#my art
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š£ļøEddie Munson Fic Recs
This is gonna have a sappy start before I get into the fic rec portion: but I just wanted to say that at the end of May 2022, I was finishing up my first year of law school. It was rough, challenging, lonely, and basically everything youād expect and I was in a bad place and the fandom Iād been in was slowing down just naturally. I truly wish I could remember how I even became aware of Eddie Munson because stranger things wasnāt really on my radar anymore and whoever I followed at the time that started to veer off into Eddie-mania, thank you. In the two years since then, Iāve graduated and become the worlds babiest lawyer and I genuinely owe a lot to this fandom and community on here for giving me a fun, usually safe, creative place to escape to when it got rough.
Iām just hoping to maybe remind people that there are already an incredible, incredible amount of existing stories to read and talk about that deserve your attention and love if youāre looking to read some Eddie stories. Some of these will be fics Iāve recommended before but Iām going to try my best to pull together writers and fics that I love and think everyone should read in the hopes that someone like me who still scrolls through eddie tags looking for my nightly bedtime story can find something new to them to read! āØ
Previous Fic Rec list here!! some overlap but thereās no such thing as too much hype for these writers
@munson-blurbs I hope itās ok but Iām linking Bugās full masterlist here because I have genuinely loved everything she has written. There are blurbs, series, and special events which are all incredible and worth a read! Bug is currently still writing the āLiving after Midnightā series which is my current obsession and features rockstar!eddie x motelheiress!reader and itās angst and lust galore
@corroded-hellfire also sharing the Eddie Masterlist here because thereās so many fics to read!! As You Wish, Big Brown Eyes, Where the Heart Is are all incredible but truly thereās so much here to enjoy
@upsidedownwithsteve SIMMER!! jk Iām actually linking the Eddie Masterlist here too because I love them all but āI Want You To Want Meā and āSimmerā are out of this world
@pinkrelish The Yes Policy I love it, you love it, we all love it and if you havenāt caught up yet oh my god I wish I was you and could read these chapters for the first time again
@ghost-proofbaby Iāve previously told people to go read 24 Hours, and you should, thatās an order; but Maroon is ongoing! and itās actually infiltrating my every thought so go on over and get caught up bc I think itās safe to say things are getting amped up
@trashmouth-richie I have also previously recommended Honey, Iām Home because itās a work of art but Ziggy has a new mini series āCrash + Fallā that Iām completely obsessed with the concept for and Iāve loved every piece so far!
@tiannasfanfic I just reblogged Conviction again but I genuinely am not exaggerating when I say I think about this story and these two monthly and try and find this story all the time to re-read it endlessly. Itās a really lovely story of unplanned pregnancy and two characters not realizing theyāve been smitten for each other the whole time and I love it
@carolmunson Iām sharing another Eddie Masterlist here because Iād be making this post far too long but Carolās stories are all incredible, complex, and honest. āLetās go, donāt waitā just got updated and I had to read it like 3 times last night because it was too good to just read one and done
@rebelfell I just discovered Sarahās blog after reading the most recent āFrenemyā fic and idk what I was doing wrong to not already follow her and not have already read her whole Masterlist but Iām linking the whole thing bc sheās so good!!
@the-au-thor I also only just discovered Elleās blog and thatās criminal but thank god I found Babysitting Mun because I am a sucker for rockstar!eddie and this series has me on the edge of my seat rn
@storiesbyrhi Iām sharing the Masterlist folks because I have genuinely loved every single story and series and I have read them all now (some several times). So many of Rhiās stories have a wonderful warm witchy vibe that I crave and Iāve read Siouxsie and the Soulmates, The Cabin in the Woods, Our Patron Saint of the Arts, Vintage Reeboks, and Burning Yarrow (insert screaming fan gif) multiple times now
@heart-eyed-love this fic is the epitome of a soft, cozy, domestic night with Eddie and if you need a hug read this š„¹
@eddieandbird I JUST got caught up on Eddie/Tour Manager series and Iām fully obsessed and desperate to know how theyāre gonna navigate this - for folks new to the story, Eddie and his tour manager accidentally drunkenly get married- what could go wrong??
@eiightysixbaby the scream I scrumped when I finished reading Princess Leia, and Other Wishes - look bffs to lovers is already my absolute weakness on this earth but then you had to make it witty and funny and FLUFFY I just can do nothing but re-read and pine
@superblysubpar Iām still obsessed with this addition to The Boy is Mine writing challenge and oh god itās so good š©
ā¦and while weāre talking about it - hereās the entire The Boy is Mine masterlist with an INSANE amount of incredible stories to read
@the-unforgivenn !!! tumblr hates me and deleted this bullet (so if you already saw this post, no you didnāt) but And I Need You to Know is a proper novel! I canāt imagine how much time, love, effort, planning, and work went into creating this insane and absolutely incredible world but everyone needs to read this!! and then follow up with Sheās So Cold bc I love it and I am so reader
~~ this is not the end nor an exhaustive list! I just wanted to put something out there now that I plan to build on because I know Iām always scrolling and searching for new things to read or old things to revisit ā„ļø ~~
#eddie munson#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson fanfic#eddie munson fluff#eddie munson smut#eddie munson x you#eddie munson angst#eddie munson au#eddie x reader
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Shameless, pt. 4
snape x professor!reader fic
Shameless Masterpost
hey again B) here is part 4 to Shameless, i hope you guys enjoy it, it gets a little soft at the end, and i mean a little. next chapter im hoping to explore reader and snape's relationship a little more, maybe some more tension im not sure... we shall see
thank you again for reading and supporting this fic with likes, reblogs, comments, everything! i really do appreciate it. :) love u guys
okaaaay LETS GOOO!
Another week and a half had passed and it was now a bitter and cold midweek morning. Since that interaction with Snape in the dungeons, you hadn't seen much of him since, nor really spoken to him. He'd rarely come to dinner in the Great Hall in the evenings, let alone breakfast or lunch. You were a little disappointed with this considering he'd given you permission to use his first name, it felt like he was allowing you into his space. Or at least, that's what your overactive mind was thinking. You thought about it deeper as time went on, and you'd reached the conclusion of it just being a professional thing. It bothered you a little, of course, considering how you felt about him.
You'd just finished teaching a class of fifth-years, preparing them for a mock test on Monday. The lesson was rather smooth-going, apart from having to tend to a student's finger after they were bitten by a fanged geranium. After the whole debacle on your first day back teaching at Hogwarts, you were rather glad that only a bitey flower had gone rogue in this morning's lesson.
Presently, you were currently strolling to the Great Hall, dressed in rather nice, muted yellow-gold robes. You were always proud to represent Hufflepuff colours, you took pride in being sorted in that house after all. The mood at Hogwarts was a little low and cautious, considering students were turning up Petrified at every other corner you turned. Luckily, you had not come across one yet, you didn't think you'd be able to stomach it.
The Dueling Club was due to begin today, with Lockhart hosting it. You'd also heard that a teacher had agreed to help Lockhart with the beginning demonstration. Intrigued, of course, you couldn't miss one of your colleagues shooting a spell towards the bane of your existence.
So here you were, standing to the side in the Great Hall, watching the hustle and bustle of students and teachers eagerly awaiting for the show to start - this is Lockhart we're talking about. A table had been set up in the middle of the Hall, a pretty blue and gold tapestry draped over the top of it, dotted with astrology art. Students surrounded the table, giggling and talking excitedly about what could happen. Or, what could possibly go wrong? you pondered, smiling to yourself.
Soon enough, the man in question had hopped up onto the table. "Gather round! Gather round!" Lockhart's screeching voice reached your ears as you watched him strut across the table, one arm gesturing theatrically at the students. "Can everybody see me?" He questioned, looking at the students with bright eyes. Unfortunately, yes, you thought. "Can you allā¦ hear me? Excellent." Lockhart said, quickly spinning on his heel, the cape attached to his bodice twirling with him elegantly. "In the light of the dark events of recent weeks, Professor Dumbledore has granted me permission to start this little Dueling Club, to train you all up in case you ever need to defend yourselves; as I myself have done on countless occasions."
You fought against a laugh in the back of your throat, choosing to cough lightly instead. Yeah, remember that time you couldn't handle a classroom full of little pixies? You rolled your eyes and folded your arms against your chest.
"For full details, see my published works." Lockhart added rather arrogantly. Was this guy serious? Merlin, he loved himself far too much. The famous author then proceeded to whip his cape off, throwing it into a gaggle of fawning teen girls. The gasped with excitement, their hands flying up to grab a hold of the piece of clothing.
"Let me introduceā¦ my assistant," Lockhart began, pointing at the opposing side of the table with an open hand, his other one resting valiantly on his opposite hip. You reached up onto your tiptoes in a poor attempt to see what teacher he'd roped into this. Professor Sinistra, perhaps? Or even- "Professor Snape!" He exclaimed.
Your jaw dropped. There was no way in hell you'd heard that right. Before you could second-guess yourself, said wizard began trailing up the stairs to the table with a gloomy look on his face, his arms folded uncomfortably tight against his chest. As he reached the top, he let them unfold, placing them at his side, wand in hand. You noticed he wasn't wearing his cape too.
As Severus walked down the table, you couldn't help your eyes as they glided over his figure, getting embarrassingly distracted by how good he looked in his tight, form-fitting black robes. You had to force yourself to look away as you felt yourself falling victim to his alluring appearance, a searing hot blush now creeping up your neck, heading towards your cheeks. Gods, he didn't even do anything but take his cape off and you were blushing like a teenage school girl.
"He has sportingly agreed to help me with a short demonstration. Now, I don't want any of you youngsters to worry," Lockhart went on, glancing at the children who were leaning over the edge to eagerly glance at Snape. Surely, there was no way he willingly agreed to this, but then again, maybe he only agreed to it to have the legal ability to cast a spell on him. "You'll still have your Potions Master when I'm through with him. Never fear." Lockhart professed rather over-confidently, deafening arrogance dripping from his words. You knew Snape was a very good duellist after hearing rumours during your time at school in Hogwarts, so you were confident that he'd dominate Lockhart. At least, that's what you were hoping.
The two wizards walked towards each other, stopping just shy of a foot away. They drew their wands, whipping them up to their own respective faces, before whipping them back down in one quick motions, a sharp swish emitting from the way it sliced through the air. Severus and Lockhart spun around, turning to walk five paces in the opposite direction. Once they were in position, they turned around once again to face each other.
"One, two, three!" Lockhart exclaimed, prompting Severus to draw his wand up at the speed of light. Before Lockhart has a chance to cast anything, the Potions Master was two steps ahead.
"Expelliarmus!" Severus commanded, a bright white light shooting from the tip of his wand, hitting Lockhart square in the chest and sending him flying backwards. Your hand flew to your mouth to muffle an amused laugh as you watched Lockhart fly through the air, a cry of pain escaping his lips as his back thudded against the table.
As you looked back to Severus, you couldn't help the small smile that tugged at your lips. Though you had hardly spoken since, it was hard not to feel impressed. The rumours were true, then, you thought, your smile widening. The wizard in question suddenly caught your eye, and you felt your lungs spasm. You had to suck in a breath to compose yourself as your legs tingled.
You nodded at him, wiping the awestruck smile off your lips and pursing them awkwardly instead. To your surprise, Severus acknowledged you back with a nod too. He turned his attention back to Lockhart, who was currently scrambling to get back to his feet. Your cheeks burned at the unforeseen encounter and you felt yourself becoming a little giddy from it. Gods, you really were like a little school girl with a crush.
Fuck. You couldn't understand how you could go from screaming your lungs out at Severus to possibly having a civil relationship with him - how does that even work? Though, you swiftly reminded yourself how that could quickly change, you were well aware of who he was.
"An excellent idea to show them that, Professor Snape, but if you don't mind me saying, it was pretty obvious, er, what you were about to do. And if I had wanted to stop you, it would have only been too easy." Lockhart scoffed, strutting back to stand in front of Severus, his gimmicky grin making another appearance on his irritating face. The Potions Master stood nonchalantly, clasping his hands together in front of him. You had to give it to him, he had that poker face down rather well - something you were a little envious of.
"Perhaps it would be prudent, to first teach the students to block unfriendly spells, professor." Severus said rather harshly, his tone of voice judgmental. He was totally valid for feeling that way, and for once you found yourself questioning Dumbledore's reasoning as to why he had hired such a useless and clumsy wizard. Surely, someone as wise as him could see through this man's pathetic and hopeless act? Maybe he was just desperate for someone to fill the position. Lockhart looked scared for once, his once confident grin fading as Severus stared him down, a sarcastic smile gracing his face for a split second.
"An excellent suggestion, Professor Snape." The famous author exclaimed enthusiastically, spinning on his heel to walk the opposite way of him. "Wellā¦ let's have a volunteer pair. Erm.. Potter, Weasley, how about you?" Lockhart gestured towards the boys. Ron's face was a picture, he looked awestruck, almost shocked to see that he'd been picked. Harry's face, however, was more fitting.
"Actually, I was thinking Professor L/N could stop lurking in the shadows and come and showcase her impressive range of skills." Severus declared, his rather loud yet deep and intimidating voice echoing throughout the Great Hall. You almost choked on your tongue, did he really just say that? As you looked up at him, Severus tried to hide the amused smirk that was undoubtedly slipping onto his smug face; his hand outstretched to gesture to you. You wiggled your jaw at him, clearly unhappy with what he'd just done. You weren't great at defence, but you knew how to protect yourself with the bare minimum.
"I highly doubt a professor of Herbology would be able to handle me in a duel, I'm afraid, Professor Snape." Lockhart laughed wholeheartedly, the tiniest hint of worry in his tone. Oh, really, is that how it is, Lockhart? Your jaw ticked at his outrageously offensive comment. Now, you really did want to Expelliarmus his ass to Azkaban. Snape continued smirking. He could hardly contain himself. This was perfect. He knew how easy it was to irritate you - he'd definitely had his fair share.
"Certainly, Severus." You called out calmly, watching the gaggle of students in front of you turn around to stare at you. As your eyes met with Lockhart, a flash of fear wiped across his face. That only spurred you on more. Your heels clacked against the floor cutting through the silence in the hall as you walked towards the end of the table that Severus had climbed up. As you reached the stairs, you held up your robes, careful not to trip.
Suddenly, a large and pale hand appeared in your face. Your brows furrowed together in slight confusion, before softening as they saw who it belonged to. You bit your tongue as you tried impeccably hard not to blush in front of half of the school. Graciously, you took Severus's hand lightly, watching how it swamped your smaller one, allowing him to help you up the steps. He was six-foot-one, possibly six-foot-two, after all. Once you were standing on top of the table he released your hand, to your dismay of course, but you didn't show it. There was a bigger thing at stake currently - handing Lockhart's ass to him.
You saw the author clench his jaw harshly, his Adam's apple bobbing as he swallowed nervously. You couldn't help but paint an innocent smile on your face. Behind you, Severus stepped backwards, allowing you to move past him and towards Lockhart. You nodded at him, keeping your narrowed eyes trained on the strawberry-blonde liability in front of you.
The two of you walked towards each other, stopping in the middle of the table once again. "Wands at the ready." Severus said, trying his best to hide how entertaining he was finding this. You and Lockhart drew your wands, flicking them up to your face again and whipping them down to your sides with a sharp whoosh. You met each other's glaring eyes.
"Hello, friend." You muttered to him quietly, an innocent yet threatening smile gracing your lips. Lockhart's face might have seemed confident and prepared, however his terrified eyes painted a different picture. He was rightfully worried, you still had a lot of unreleased resentment towards him.
"Professor L/N, you are the attacker and Lockhart, you are the defender, obviously." Severus stated.
You and Lockhart turned around and walked forwards five paces, before turning around again. "One, two, three!" Severus called, his eyes widening a tad, eager to see the outcome of his proposition.
"Everte Statum!" You exclaimed, beating Lockhart at his own game. A string of pale pink light shot from the tip of your wand, landing square in the middle of Lockhart's chest. Your eyes were glued onto him as he flew backwards once more, his body flipping through the air like a gymnast - though a lot less graceful. He landed with a muffled thud, a short cry slipping from his mouth. Behind you, Severus was slowly losing his composure, letting a small huff of air escape his lips as he watched you, amused at the scene. He was impressed with your ability, and in his mind he pondered curiously about whether you'd duelled before.
Gasps and laughs erupted from the students surrounding you, though a handful of them also looked worried for Lockhart's wellbeing.
"Not bad for a Herbology professor, methinks." You smiled proudly, clasping your hands together in front of you as you waited for your opponent to climb to his feet again. You half-turned to glance back at Severus, prompting an approving nod from him, the corner of his lips quirking, teasing a small smile. You hummed quietly to yourself as you looked away, returning your attention to Lockhart, your cheeks tinting pink from the eye contact with Snape.
"I believe you owe Professor L/N an apology, professor." Severus said from behind you, quite smugly. You poked your tongue into your cheek, glancing at the floor in front of you to pull yourself together. This whole ordeal was sending you into overdrive. You knew the only reason that Snape was supporting you was because you shared a mutual dislike for Lockhart, but it still felt good to have his approval, perhaps even his attention. You could feel your heart pick up in pace as you thought back to the closeness you and him had shared during those heated, intense bickers.
"I should not have underestimated you, Professor L/N." Lockhart reluctantly said, his hand gently rubbing his behind, clenching his jaw as he stared at you and Snape. You smiled bitterly at him, nodding once and making your way back towards the Potions Master. As you neared him, he leaned towards you, catching your eye. Your breath hitched slightly.
"Nicely done." Severus muttered to you, another tiny smug smirk tugging at his lips. You sucked in part of your bottom lip momentarily before allowing a composed smile to grace your features. "I'm impressed." He added, making your head spin. You swallowed thickly. Gods, you needed to get out of here now if you wanted to leave with at least a shred of your dignity.
"Thanks." You barely managed to keep your voice steady as he leaned away from you, holding his out his hand again for you to take. You took it, praying to Merlin above that your shaking knees didn't give way to you as you carefully stepped down the stairs.
Snape arched a brow at you, his eyes narrowing slightly in a glare, silently reprimanding you for saying such a thing. How could you forget? 'Do not thank me', his words rang in your head as you let go of his hand. As much as you wanted to stay, you weren't sure your heart could take much more of this.
Fuck, maybe that hateful relationship the two of you shared previously was the better option. There was no way you were surviving this year in such close proximity to Severus.
"Don't touch that please, Mr Finnigan." You sighed softly, catching a glimpse of Seamus attempting to reach towards the head of a potted Mandrake. "Not until I say so, and you will see why." You added warningly, watching him reel himself back, a look of slight fear on his face. You smiled gratefully at him. "So, as I was saying, today you will be learning how to handle Mandrakes, and what their uses are." A few curious mutterings came from the students as you stepped forwards, flicking your wand upwards to float some protective earmuffs to each student in the class. They looked at them confusedly, reaching out to grab a hold of a pair.
"Who here can tell me the properties of the Mandrake root?" You asked as you watched the students collect their respective earmuffs, eyes flicking over to a particularly eager Hermione Granger. "Yes, Miss Granger?" You smiled, linking your fingers together.
"Mandrake, or Mandrogora is used to return those who have been Petrified to their original state. It's also quite dangerous, as the Mandrake's cry is fatal to anyone who hears it." Hermione said confidently, widening your smile. She was definitely a bright student.
"Brilliant, ten points to Gryffindor." You nodded, glancing at all of the students. The Gryffindor students all grinned at the sound of your words, giving Hermione an excited nod of thanks. "Now, as our Mandrakes are still only seedlings, their cries won't kill you yet, but they could knock you out for several hours, hence the earmuffs I have supplied you all with." You said sternly, hoping each and every one of the students were listening. You weren't particularly fond of paying the infirmary a visit today. "For your own safety, you will need to wear these. So please, can you all put them on right away?" You asked politely, feeling a sense of relief as every student obeyed you. "Make sure the flaps are tight down, too." You added sternly, noticing some students had just sloppily placed them on. Said students readjusted their equipment.
"Lovely, now watch me closely." You said, turning your attention to the potted Mandrakes in front of you. "Now, you grasp it firmly," you instructed, fingers grabbing on tightly to the top of the plant, "you pull it sharply out of the pot, like so." Instantly, the high-pitched wailing of the young Mandrake filled the greenhouse, making some of the students squirm out of fright. You couldn't help but smile at them; you remembered the first time you'd experienced the shrill wail of a Mandrake seedling in this very greenhouse. "Okay? Now, you dunk it down into the other pot and pour a little sprinkling of soil to keep him warm." You explained, doing as you said, shovelling handfuls of soil into the new pot with the crying Mandrake seedling inside of it.
Suddenly, the sound of a student groaning caught your attention. You looked up, spotting Neville Longbottom's eyes rolling into the back of his head as he fell backwards, fainting. You sighed. Well, nothing is perfect.
"Mr Longbottom has obviously been neglecting his ear muffs." You pursed your lips, casting a sympathetic gaze his way. It always seems to be Longbottom in trouble. Amused snickers and inquisitive 'oh's broke out for a quick moment before you shut them down with a sharp shush.
"He's just fainted, ma'am," Seamus Finnigan protested, glancing between the unconscious boy and yourself. You nodded at him, holding up a light hand to reassure him.
"He'll be okay, Mr Finnigan, just make sure you don't step on him." You said, inhaling softly, turning your attention back to the whole of the class. "Right, off you go, there's plenty of pots to go around," You gestured to the table in front of you, observing the students carefully. "Grasp the Mandrake, and pull it up sharply like I demonstrated." A chorus of crying and shrieking Mandrakes reached your ears as you observed the class repeat your demonstration and you grimaced slightly at the raucous plants. You forgot how loud these little things were in groups. "Careful, Mr Malfoy, don't-" You sighed again, watching helplessly as he stuck his finger into the mouth of one.
Merlin, give me strength, you pleaded, watching him glare at the Mandrake seedling as he ripped his bitten finger out of it's mouth.
"Professor," came a voice to your right, capturing your attention, "You were great at duelling earlier." A blonde girl with big, blue eyes said. Luna Lovegood.
"Ah, thank you, Miss Lovegood." You smiled at her gratefully. "I'm not usually one to duel, however," You paused for a moment, pondering on your words. These were students you were talking to, so you had to be cautious with what you said. "However, I should really be thanking Professor Snape." You finished with a coy smile.
"He totally likes you, professor, didn't you see the way he helped you up the steps?" Another student called out, inducing some giggles from the girls. You rolled your eyes at them, quite positive that they were just pulling your leg.
"Let's not be hasty, now," You laughed lightly, frowning at their words. "I can tell you now that Professor Snape and I just about tolerate each other. The only reason he helped me up those steps was out of pure chivalry, I can assure you." You felt your cheeks begin to burn as your mind reeled back to earlier this morning, thinking about the way your hand felt in his, and how he looked at you after you had duelled Lockhart.
You cleared your throat and your mind, focusing back on the task at hand. "If I'm honest, I don't believe Professor Snape is capable of producing such feelings for a woman." You added absentmindedly, your tone a little bitter. A chorus of gasps and ooh's reached your ears, reminding you that you were in the presence of students - students that like to talk. "I didn't say thatā¦ don'tā¦ don't tell him I said thatā¦" You groaned, fingers flying up to grasp the bridge of your nose in stress.
Fuck. You really needed to stop talking without thinking. That was another thing Severus had said to you a couple weeks back at the beginning of the year, no? You were still the same silly girl that didn't think before she spoke? You hated how you were proving him right, especially since you'd denied and protested it.
There was a beat of silence as you stared at the Mandrake seedlings in front of you, your mind floating back to when he was so close to you, his intoxicating smell of smoke, books and sweet wine invading your nostrils. The way his hauntingly dark eyes stare so deep into yours, his nostrils flaring ever so slightly out of anger.
"You're blushing, professor!" An amused student called out, pointing at your burning cheeks as he pulled you out of your daydream. Merlin, these kids were distracting you. Definitely not helping.
"Alright, alright, that's enough chit-chat, ladies and gentlemen, back to work, please." You shook your head, trying to ignore the tightening knot in your stomach. A few bashful giggles erupted in front of you. "I want all of these Mandrakes repotted by the end of the lesson, please."
Soon enough, the bell tolled and your students had done very well, apart from Longbottom, of course. You'd sent an owl to the infirmary to notify Madam Pomfrey of Neville's state. You assured her that he would wake in a few hours. How was this boy continuously finding himself in such situations? Severus was right. Again.
A quiet groan left your lips as you collapsed into your chair behind your desk, eyes glued thoughtfully to a beautiful, singular white lily that you had potted and placed as a decoration on your desk. You were just about to relax into your chair and open up a book to read for an hour or so when you heard Professor McGonagall's worried voice over the intercom.
"All students are to return to their dormitories immediately. All teachers to the second floor corridor." She said hurriedly, causing a worrisome look to stir on your face. This was serious, Minerva had never requested something like this before in your time teaching and learning at Hogwarts.
What had happened now?
part 5
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Han/Leia Appreciation Week 2024
WE'RE BACK, BABY! "Wait, what's happening, wasn't this in August??" you might wonder. Based on your feedback, we decided to host this and (probably) future editions of Han/Leia Appreciation Week earlier in the year. July seemed like the better choice, given that it's a vacation period in both hemispheres!
This year we're also giving you the prompts over a month in advance, so you have plenty of time to plan and create!
Han/Leia Appreciation Week was an event originally hosted at @han-leia-solo between 2016-2019, but for the past three years, we've taken up the mantle here at @hanleiacelebration š
š How does Han/Leia Appreciation Week work?
The event will run from July 14th to July 20th, and there will be two different prompts each day that creators can fulfill with: fanfic, fanart, gifsets, graphics, fanvids, headcanons, crafts, playlists, rec lists. Youāre encouraged to tag your posts with #hanleiaweek2024 so we can reblog them! After the week is over, weāll share a masterlist with links to the works.
You can show your appreciation in many ways; however, please keep in mind that it has to be a creation of yours of some sort, e.g. donāt repost other peopleās fanart, gifs, or unedited pictures. Rec lists should include a link to the original source both for fanfic and fanart (more on this after the cut).
š The prompts
Sunday 7/14: Tradition / Ceremony
Monday 7/15: Braids & Bloodstripes (hair or clothing) / Home planet
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Thursday 7/18: Favorite scene / Favorite quote
Friday 7/19: Meeting / Escape
Saturday 7/20: Free day!
You can use only one of the daily prompts, combine both, reinterpret them, or skip the day if you canāt think of anything. If youāre not able to post on the same day for a prompt, youāre still encouraged to share it through the weekājust donāt post works for a certain prompt before the day corresponding to that prompt.
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š Can I post my work to another site and share the link on Tumblr?
Yes! This is a good option for people who might want to create explicit art that could be taken down on Tumblr, write a long fic or multichapter, or make videos or playlists.
š Does it have to be a new creation? Can I finish and post a WIP?
It has to be something that has never been posted anywhere else before, so finishing and sharing a WIP is okay! If it doesnāt fit any of the prompts, you can share it on Free Day.
š Is this event open to all ratings?
Yes! Just remember to use a āRead moreā cut if youāre posting the whole work on Tumblr, and to add a note at the top if your work is rated Mature or Explicit, as well as if it has any major trigger warnings, so all folks can safely browse through the entries.
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Thereās no min. or max. length for fanfic or quality level for art, but please note that AI-generated works wonāt be accepted. For gifsets, thereās a minimum of two gifs (that must be made by you!). For playlists, thereās a minimum of five songs. For rec lists of fic or fanart, thereās also a minimum of five recs. Some more questions you might have about rec lists:
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- What if I found a fanart on Google? Try to find the original source using reverse search image.
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š Can I write for canon/Legends and include other pairings?
All canons, time periods, headcanons and AUs are welcome, and youāre allowed to include side pairings, except for R*eylo. However, keep in mind that this is a Han/Leia appreciation week - at the risk of sounding repetitive, works should focus on appreciating Han and Leiaās relationship!
š Whatās the time zone for the event?
Please donāt worry too much about time zones: when we say ādayā, we always mean āwhenever that day is for you in your part of the worldā. IE: if itās Monday for you, you can post your work for the Monday prompt.
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depressed about obey me at 2pm on a workday, bc all i keep thinking is how while the fans are screaming that solmare abandoned us, the same fans genuinely abandoned obey me long before they announced no new updatesā¦
ā¼ļø by failing to appreciate all the detail paid to the art & music & rhythm gameplay in nightbringer, simply because it wasnāt obey me og and we didnāt want anything new (seriously, go back and play og if you donāt believe meā¦ the audio is crunchy, the animations arenāt nearly as fluid, the art isnāt rendered half as well)
ā¼ļø by complaining about the price of vip subs, when those of us who played og from the beginning remember the days when there was no sub option and your only choice to beat the events was to play every level and hope your cards; your only way to get that ur card was to pay microtransaction after microtransaction, close your eyes, and pray. in og, i could never finish an event bc i couldnāt level up my cards enough. in nb, i have ranked in the top 500-1000 without a single microtransaction. not to mention how HARD it used to be to level up your cards in ogā¦ to this fucking day i still donāt have a single devil flower on a ur card in og. not a single one.
ā¼ļø by moaning that they would have to pay for fully-voiced dates after the devs released 2 full seasons of anime, monthly events, cards with special voiced dialogue, FOR YEARS all for free. like, do we realize how much creative work goes into all of this? do we realize how good we had it? the gameplay system awards so much ap that you could easily play for 2 hours straight as a f2p player. idk how many om! fans play other gacha/otome games but do you know how rare that is? no waiting for tickets or story keys. and never needing to pay ādiamondsā for a choice in the main story. we had it so good, and yet the fandom never stopped complaining abt it.
when you look at it this way, itās no wonder the company rushed the holiday events and is bolting the doors asap. forgive them if they donāt feel bad for those of us crying about obey me after weāve spent the last 1.5yrs since nb came out doing nothing but talking shit about how bad it was compared to the og, when that WASNāT EVEN TRUE. the way i see it, the fandom has been dying a slow death since nb not because they tanked the franchise, but bc so much of the fandom started to become entitled and whiny at that point.
nb was never actually a bad product. it just wasnāt og. so many ppl resisted the change for the sake of it, meanwhile the gameplay experience, the graphics, the audio, the f2p experience, even the vip experience was so much better in nb than in om. if youāre out here calling it a cash grab, i can only assume you donāt believe in paying artists for their work or paying for the media you consume. i have been here since 2020. i have seen this fandom in all its iterations, gone from 1000 likes on every fic i write to 50-100 likes on a good day.
now that the love we used to have in this fandom is gone for so many of you, we can only HOPE that solmare DOES see the financial value in om and wants to keep making money off us enough to keep the franchise around. at this point, i am dying for them to release another limited edition plushie or some other kind of merch as a cash grab; at least then iād believe this fandom wasnāt dying.
if you wanted them to keep going simply for the love of the game, any hope of that ended the minute we became an ungrateful and toxic fandom... tumblr is one of the only pure places left for om fans and even here i see the toxicity. i am so fed up with the twitter and reddit bitching & whining of it all, truly. i never missed om og but every day i miss the way the fandom used to be before nb.
#letters from halesš#obey me#obey me solmare#obey me shall we date#obey me og#obey me nightbringer#rant
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[ID: An edit by @redroseworks advertising Duke Thomas Week 2023. The background consists of two panel edits of Duke in his Signal costume facing outwardly from the left and right side respectively, and a third Duke in the center in his civilian clothes facing the viewer straight on. There is a dot overlay on these panels and they are broken up into triangular comic panels. The dates and themes for Duke Week are listed in text boxes spread throughout, & are listed in further detail in the post below.]
Once again, itās
Duke Week 2023!
Further info for this yearās Themes, Rules & Guidelines are under the cut! Be sure to spread the word!
Themes for 2023 (Sept 24th-30th):
Day 1 - Rebellion
From his rough start with Dr. Thompkins, to his rocky team-up with Black Lightning & the Outsiders, Dukeās always been quite the Rebel! Hereās a day to commemorate our Rebellious Rockinā Robin!
Day 2 - Civilian Life
Dukeās time as a vigilante is full of intrigue & adventure, but what about his time outside of the mask? This day is all about exploring Dukeās civilian identity!
Day 3 - Fav Quote
From his introduction in Batman (2011) all the way up through his more recent appearances in Batman: Urban Legends, thereās plenty of quotes to pull from Duke. But which ones stand out among the crowd? Which ones have resonated the most with you? (And hereās a link to our Duke Reading guide in case you want a refresher!)
Day 4 - What isā¦ Normal? (Meme/Free Day)
A free day for folks to share general Duke work, or of course, memes! This past year Iāve seen an influx as well with more general batfam fans questioning just how ānormalā or āsaneā our favorite bat is. And to that, I want to invite yāall to come on over and find out!
Day 5 - DnD, Wizards & Knights (oh my!)
One of Dukeās oldest special interests! Heās always been a bit of a fantasy nerd. This day is all about celebrating Dukeās hobbies of fantasy gaming and reading!
Day 6 - We Are Robins (Of the Future)
Weāve celebrated the We Are Robins of the Middletown collective before, but this year weāre predicting where they could go! Dukeās first team will always be an important part of his past, but how could they fit into his future?
Day 7 - Sun vs Moon
And to finish out this yearās Duke Week, we end on another note of duality. Dukeās a bat who operates mainly during the day, and occasionally is called upon at night. The bright sunlight of day may reveal something different about our hero compared to the cool moonlight of night.
Rules & Guidelines:
Tag your posts with ā#dukeweek2023ā &/or ā#duke week 2023ā for the event. For Best results use it as one of the first five tags & ā@ā this blog too. If the work is not reblogged here w/in 24 hrs, feel free to send it directly my way by DMing it to me!
Any medium of fanwork is allowed! Whether itās fic, art, edits, mixes, meta, or more! In this same vein, multiple works for the same day are also allowed, provided theyāre on-theme!
HOWEVER, No NSFW! The character is a minor at this point in canon and we want this week to be as inclusive to fans of all ages as possible.
Fics & ficlets that are posted on tumblr will also need a Read More cut to be up for reblogging. Use the : read more : function (no spaces before the colons) & press enter/return to add a cut to your fic! If linked through Ao3 or other fic websites, no cut is needed. Please provide adequate warnings as they apply to your fic, thank you!
Reposted/stolen art or edits will not be accepted or tolerated.
Got any questions about the event? The ask box is always open! (& remember to reblog & spread the word! Letās have a GREAT DUKE WEEK!)
#duke thomas#dukeweek2023#batfamily#batman and robin#batman and the outsiders#batman and the signal#we are robin#letās goooooooooooooooo!!!!
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Five Times Jax and Pomni Share Dreams of Their Past Lives (And One Time Where They Remember)
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Here we are, back with another chapter! Thank you so much for the support with this, it really means a lot to me. Especially those in the funnybunny discord server I joined, ya'll have been so welcoming and accepting when I joined so thank you so much.
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3. Paper Rings
Jax stood with his arms crossed, and a frown printed on his face. Caine had called everyone for the last adventure of the day and Jax already wanted to be finished with it. Ever since his revelation earlier about how he felt about Pomni, his mind had turned into a storming whirlpool. He tried to think of anything else, pranks, centipedes, the existential dread that he was stuck here forever ā it might be morbid but it was something at least -, kicking leftover gloinks, breaking Gangleās comedy mask, Pomni-Pomni-Pomni-Pomni-Pomniā¦
āThank you all for coming!ā Caineās abnormally loud voice from him from his daze, thankfully. āI understand that youāve all been working hard all day with the adventures Iāve given you, but fear not, I have one more and you can all retire for the night!ā
āDo we really have to?ā Zooble muttered, āCanāt this wait till tomorrow? Iāve got better things to do.ā
āI agree,ā Gangle whispered, āI wanted to try and fix my comedy maskā¦again.ā
āDonāt you worry Zooble and Gangle, you darling multi-shaped freaks!ā Caine bellowed, āThis adventure is only for two, so you donāt need to worry about joining anything. I just wanted to gather all of you to see them off before the most exhilarating voyage of a lifetime!ā
āWell, whoever it is, Iām glad theyāve got this opportunity to do so,ā Ragatha smiled, āItāll be nice to hear about it when they finish it.ā
āEven if it includes insects!ā Kinger interjected, āThatās very important.ā
āI mean, its just one more adventure,ā Pomni shrugged, āI guess it wouldnāt hurt.ā
Caine gasped dramatically, finally, their new little jester was starting to get the hang of it here. āThatās great to hear Pomni, for you and Jax are going to be paired up for this glorious crusade!ā
Said jester and rabbitās faces blanched, they were still barely processing their sudden dreams two nights in a row and still werenāt able to get todayās earlier events out of their heads! Not only that, the two were still trying to process their sudden budding feelings with one another, now Caine wanted them to pair up?! Could they not have five minutes of temporary sanity before being shoved into another bizarre situation?!
āWoah, woah, hold up there, dentures!ā Jax stepped forward.
āI really donāt think-ā Pomni was about to continue before Caine interrupted.
āNow, now you two!ā Caine waved his finger, āNo need to be so shy! By the end of this adventure, you two will be closer than ever! Just think of it as team building, especially for you Jax, I donāt think Iāve seen you be close with anyone other than-ā
āDonāt,ā Jax bit out, making the AI go silent. A small whimper was heard, everyone turned to look at Kinger, the chest piece was clutching his cloak tighter to himself, trying to look as small as possible.
āIā¦I believe we should continue on with the details of your adventure!ā Ā Caine spluttered, wanting to change the subject as quickly as he could, āAfter all, thereās no reason to think of the past! Since thereās no āpastā for any of you to go back to.ā
Pomniās eyes darted from Caine to Kinger and Jax, curiosity began to bite at her. What happened to make everyone react like that? While she was still learning about the past performers here, she still didnāt know everything. Was there someone that Jax genuinely liked here? Did they abstract like Kaufmo as well? She remembered her first day here, the first time seeing an abstraction. If she didnāt arrive would Kaufmo still be okay? He probably had a family before this realm as well, and now any chance of seeing them again was taken from him.
āNow about your adventure! Both Jax and Pomni have to venture through the winding maze! It will be grovelling, it will be exhausting, it will leave you both wondering when this madness will end! But hey, you will end up the best of buddies the time itās over, you might even wish youād have stayed!ā
Pomni blinked her brainstorm away, she nearly forgot about the adventure!
āGood luck, and weāll see you both in the morning!ā Before Pomni could ask him what he meant, Caine snapped his fingers and the rest of the tent disappeared before her eyes.
The ground felt different underneath her feet, looking down she realized that she was standing on some sort of pixelated grass. She lifted her head to take in the rest of her surroundings, two tall hedges standing on each side of her.
āWell, this is fantastic,ā a sarcastic voice drawled. Oh, right, she was stuck with Jax until this was over, āThank you so much Caine, this is exactly what I wanted.ā
āItās fine, this is fine!ā she didnāt know if she was saying this to both of them or just to herself, āItās just a maze with long winding paths and tall bushes that you canāt see out of and hey what was that Caine said about this madness not ending!?ā She was spiralling, she knew that, but in her defenceā¦it was Pomni. āOh god! How long are we gonna be in here until we find an exit?! What if we donāt find an exit?!ā
āEasy, Pom-Pom,ā Jax rolled his eyes, āCaine would lose his entertainment if he kept us in here, now come on, I wanna get out of here as soon as possible.ā He started walking a few steps, only to pause when he realised that Pomni wasnāt beside him. He let out a groan when he saw that she was still stuck in the same spot, her red and blue eyes replaced with dark swirls that only appeared when she was too caught up in her mind. He went back over and tapped the back of his hand against her cheek, causing her to gasp and jump. āCome on, the last thing we need is you delaying us because youāre too busy panicking.ā
Pomni scoffed, that was unnecessary, āItās not like I can control my panic attacks, unlike you, you actually choose to be a jerk.ā
Jax froze, a smirk curling on his lips. Now this was an interesting development, āWell, well. Looks like the new cat on the block finally found her claws.ā
Pomni rolled her eyes, she forgot that Jax could be incredibly annoying, āLetās just try and find an exit.ā
āWhatever you say Pom-pom,ā Jaxās smirk fell, returning to his prior grimace as the two continued down the maze.
Their suspicions were corrected when guessing that this maze would last more than a while, each corner they turned was a dead end, each path seemed to lead them back to where they started and when they looked back it seemed like the area where they just were had been blocked off. They didnāt know how long they had been walking, minutes, hours? All they knew was that their feet were aching and that they desperately wanted to leave. Jax was starting to lose his patience. If he were stuck here with anyone else he would have tried to run as far away from them as he could. But for some reason, he had some sort of soft spot for Pomni and he couldnāt stand it. It made things much more frustratingly difficult for him, such as not bearing to leave her behind.
It wasnāt until she tripped for the umpteenth time did he start to lose his patience, he picked her up by the back of her collar, holding her at eye level. He had to bite back a laugh, she really did look like a cat this way, a miserable wet one at that. āI donāt think Zooble has fallen over as much as you have,ā he said, āAt least he has a reason to be so clumsy.ā
āOh really? And whatās your reason for being such an @SShole?ā she challenged him, crossing her arms over her chest, āOr were you just born that way?ā
Jax let out a slow breath, dropping Pomni into her feet again, watching her stumble as she regained her balance, āYouāre right, I donāt have a reason, as long as Iām watching funny things happen to others I donāt really care.ā
āWell thatās definitely a sad way to live,ā Pomni mumbled, taking a few steps ahead of him.
āIts better than looking for an exit that isnāt there,ā Jax retorted, āI mean, its pretty sad when you think about it."
āAt least I didnāt leave you with an abstraction,ā Pomni quipped, āThanks a lot for that! It was so much fun for my first day here. Not!ā
āOh youāre so welcome,ā Jax gave her a shit-eating grin, āAlways great for the newbie to be traumatized on her first day, it gives ya a great taste of what else is coming.ā
Pomni glared at him, oh he was having too much fun with her, āYou know Ragatha got really hurt because of you? You couldāve tried to help get Caine but you just ran off to who knows where. Then when I tried to help her my hand started glitching, we could have both died!ā
āBut you didnāt,ā he replied, placing a hand on his hip, āThis isnāt my first rodeo with something like this, you wouldāve been fine.ā
āThat doesnāt mean I wasnāt freaked out by it!ā Pomni grit her teeth, āLike you said, Iām new, how was I supposed to know that it was gonna be fine?!ā
āLook just lay off it already?!ā Jax fumed.
āRight, cause nearly getting devoured by a glitchy monstrosity is so easy to forget about,ā Pomni walked past him. āGod youāre such a pain.ā
Jax grumbled under his breath, āWhat do you want, an apology? Thatās not something I do sweetie.ā
Pomni growled, whipping back round to face him, āOkay, what is with you?! You say you donāt have a reason to care, yet you defended me earlier today when Caine was yelling at me! What the h%ll was that about?!ā
Jax inhaled deeply, now she was starting to get on his nerves, but he seemed to be doing the same to her so at least he had some sort of equal footing, āLike I said, I didnāt want Bubble to destroy the carnival, thereās no deeper meaning.ā
āAnd I donāt believe you,ā Pomni frowned, āOtherwise you wouldnāt react that way earlier when Caine was talking about you being close with someone.ā
Jax flinched, he spoke in a low tone, āThatās deep water youāre treading there, sweetie. Iād recommend for you to stop while youāre ahead.ā He shoved past her, ignoring her scoff.
āAt least Iām trying to leave!ā she stated, āIf I can find a way to do that then I can help the others get out of here too! What have you done other than be a d*)k to everyone here?!ā
āYou really wanna know Pomni?!ā he yelled, turning back and stomping over to her, āI have tried to get out! Iāve tried to collect every single key here and yet none of them has opened an exit! Do you know how it feels, to watch everyone else here slowly give up on finding a way out?! You havenāt been here as long as I have! You havenāt seen what Iāve seen! And it hurts to have everyone tell you that itās pointless in trying to leave, trying to find a way back to a life you donāt remember! So yes, Iām awful and I shouldnāt act this way! I get it! You donāt think I hate it too?! But for some reason when Iām with you I just-!ā
He froze, catching himself before he fell off the edge. Pomniās eyes were wide and cautious, great, he was scaring her off. This should be a good thing, he wouldnāt have to deal with these stupid butterflies anymore, so why did he feel so upset about it? But instead of her yelling at him to leave her alone, all she said was, āIām sorry that you went through that, but donāt ever speak to me like that again.ā A tear fell from her eye, āAnd maybe it is pointless for me to find an exit like how you tried to as well, but I wanna go back to a world and see what it can offer me rather than live in a place surrounded by fear and void. Even if the life I had before was bad, at least Iāll know that Iām able to change it into something elseā¦I feel sorry for you Jax, I really do.ā
With that, she finally walked away, slowly enough for him to catch up but enough for her to leave some distance between them. He shouldnāt care, he doesnāt care, he wonāt care. But, just looking at her, seeing the disappointment in her eyes. There was just no denying the raw heartache he felt after hearing those words from her. He really did fall for her, didnāt he? And he probably messed this up too, just likeā¦no, he doesnāt need to think about that event, not anymore.
The next hour of walking was nothing but awkward filled silence. The whole time, the two just wanted to say something, anything to the other, but the words just couldnāt come to mind, and they were just getting too exhausted to keep going. Though there was no indication of night and day here, the way that their eyes kept drooping and the struggle to keep going was starting to overcome their senses.
āWe-um,ā Pomni stuttered, Jaxās heart fluttered a bit, was he happy at the fact that she finally said something? āWe should probably try and get some sleep. It isnāt a good idea to keep going like this.ā
āYeah, weā¦we should,ā Jax nodded, āItāll stop you from constantly tripping over your feet, eh?ā He meant for it to be a joke, but she didnāt react other than a simple hum, he could understand why though.
They walked over to one of the hedges, sitting and leaning against the back of it. It wasnāt the best bed but there wasnāt anything else that they could do. Pomni shuffled away from him, to give Jax some room. āWell, night,ā she said softly.
āItās not able to be night here,ā Jax spoke, āBut I get what you mean.ā
Like that, they turned away from each other, shutting their eyes. Neither of them aware that they were wondering what their dream would be about tonight.
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The coffee table in Amberās living room was scattered with treats. From the remains of gingerbread men and houses to chocolate chip and sugar cookies, even some sweet mince pies, two mugs of hot chocolate and a can of whipped cream on the side. It definitely wasnāt a healthy breakfast, but this sugary calamity was something special Penny liked to share with her mother since she started homeschooling. When things started to turn around for her, Amber made sure that every single aspect of her life was, while not perfect, something for Penny to look forward to. And thus, dessert for breakfast on Christmas morning was born.
Amber and Penny were lazing on the couch, the TV in front of them playing āThe Grinchā while the two stuffed themselves to their hearts content. Amber had squirted some whipped cream into her mouth before automatically doing the same with Penny, not even taking her eyes off the TV to know that her daughter had opened her mouth for some. After placing the can back onto the table, she and Penny leaned back into the cushions, with Amber wrapping her arms around her youngest daughter and holding her close. āI feel like at some point weāre going to become the couch if we keep doing this each year,ā Penny giggled.
āHoney, we already have,ā Amber smiled, pressing a kiss to Pennyās hair, āWe are couch people and always will be couch people. I still canāt believe you used to be scared of this movie when you were a kid.ā
āThat was until I discovered the magic that was Jim Carreyās comedic line delivery,ā Penny replied, āThe manās a legend.ā
āHe really is, and you will be too my little costuming star!ā Amber nuzzled her daughterās nose with her nose, laughing at Pennyās groans.
āMom!ā Penny buried her head into Amberās shoulder, āStop!ā She didnāt mean it and Amber knew that.
āI canāt help it if my daughter is amazingly talented,ā Amber grinned, loosening up a bit as she peered down to look at Pennyās face. āYou know, you seem a little different after that date with Jack at the Christmas fair.ā
āI-what-mom!ā Penny spluttered, her face as red as a tomato, āIt was not a date!ā
āMmhmm,ā Amber was not convinced in the slightest, āBaby, Iām old enough and wise enough to realise what a date looks like.ā
āMomā¦you, wise?ā Penny stated.
āAh, ah, Iām not finished,ā Amber waved a finger in front of her face, āTrust me when I say this, Iāve been watching your sister fall in love with Winter and Iāve seen how they act around each other. You know when they first met it was over carrot cake?ā
āYeah, Iāve heard this story before,ā Penny smiled, āThere were having lunch at work and Winter got carrot cake because it was her favourite while Riley hated it.ā
āAnd the two debated the whole day about cake flavours that they ended up becoming friends,ā Amber continued, āAnd every time they saw each other Riley always brought Winter carrot cake.ā
āWhat does this have to do with Jack?ā Penny asked.
āIāve seen the way Riley looks at Winter,ā Amber told her, āShe looks at her as though if she was the only thing that matters in the world. She could be surrounded by all the treasures in the world but she would still choose Winter. I saw how that boy looked at you before he left, in a room full of riches he would choose you.ā
Penny blushed, thinking back to Jack kissing her cheek. The way he looked at her back then, it filled her stomach with butterflies and her heart thump hard. She never felt this way about anyone before, but the way he would smile at her, send her winks and always make her feel safe, it was hard not to fall for him. The only question was, did he feel the same way back? Sure he kissed her back but that was only on the forehead, what if it was a friendly kiss? What if she makes him feel awkward once she tells him how she feels? What if he wants nothing to do with her anymore?
āPenny, hey, itās okay,ā Amber pushed her daughterās hair away from her eyes, taking her cheeks into her hands, āI can hear the cogs in your brain turning, but trust me when I say this, your dad has never looked at me the way Jack looks at you.ā
Penny bit her lip, she knew that though her mother loved David in the past, he had hurt and betrayed her in many ways too. It was why they had these sugary breakfasts for Christmas, little things like that as a way for Amber to show how sorry she was for what David did to them. If there was a way Penny could show her that she wasnāt at fault, that she forgave her for everything that happened, that it was David who should be at fault for always gaslighting and manipulating Amber into thinking he was still the same man she married, but he was nothing of the sort.
āMom,ā Penny snuggled further into her mother, providing her with the comfort she needed.
āItās okay baby, Iāve made my peace with it,ā Amber held her tighter, āMy only regret is that I didnāt realise he was this way before we were married. He gave me false hope and promises, love-bombed me until I could only see the world in rose tinted glasses and by the time I could finally get them off, he got you into that car crash. Jack isnāt like that. Iāve met him a few times while Winter and Riley were dating, and while he didnāt fully introduce himself, Winterās mom always spoke about him. What I know of him is that while heās scared and has been hurt many times before, unlike David, he wants to get better not just for his family, but for himself too. Thatās more than David has ever done for me or for us.ā
āHey,ā Penny turned her head to look up at her mother, āDavid fucked us all up. And yes, Iām still really scared with giving others a chance, but youāre one of the reasons why Iām able to get help. You were there for me every single step of my recovery and made sure that I was safe and happy. Parenting is a two-person job and not only did you have to do most of it on your own, but you also had two kids under your belt and raised us no matter what was thrown at you. Even if you didnāt leave David before the crash, you helped shield Riley and I as much as you could so that we had a good childhood. Donāt let your shitty ex-husband make you blame yourself for being a great mom.ā
āOh, babygirl, how did I get so lucky with you and your sister,ā Amber pressed kisses over Pennyās face, her daughterās nose scrunching up as she giggled. Her mother pulled away, smiling at her again.
āAnd you really think thatā¦that Jack sees me like how you said?ā Penny mumbled.
Amber gave her a look, her brow was raised and mouth was agape, āHoney, the guy wanted to wait for the perfect moment to ask for your number and kissed your forehead under the moonlight, the man is wrapped around your finger and you donāt even know it.ā Penny blushed, ducking slightly under the blanket she was in. āPen, Iād say go for it, only if you want to. You seem so much more yourself around him. But if he breaks your heart, Iām sending Riley after him.ā
Penny burst out laughing at that, āRiley would send him to an early grave!ā
āI know,ā Amber stated matter-of-factly, āAnd I wonāt hesitate to let her do it.ā
āMom no!ā Penny snorted, āAnd you wonder where Riley gets these tendencies from.ā
āGood,ā Amber grinned, āThat means I taught her well.ā
Amber couldnāt help but join in on the laughter, just hearing her daughter laugh was enough to help her forget that she had even mentioned or thought about David. Penny was just that important to her. If anything happened to herā¦no, this was a good moment, there was so reason to think about the inevitable.
Pennyās phone dinged from the coffee table, sobering up from her laugh session, she leaned over to see what notification she got. What she saw made her gasp and nearly drop her phone.
āWinter proposed to Riley!ā She squealed to Amber, the older woman immediately leaning over to check the recent news, āAnd she said yes!ā
āOh my god!ā Amber screamed with joy, shaking Penny by the shoulders, āMy daughter is getting married, Iām so happy!ā
āMom I know youāre excited too but Iām gonna be sick!ā Penny warbled, starting to get dizzy.
āIām sorry baby but itās just, aaaahhhhh!ā Amber got up from the couch, āIām just so happy for her! Wait here, Iām gonna get my phone and message your sister!ā
Penny giggled at her motherās antics as she ran out the room, turning away to look at the image on her phone again. Riley and Winterās faces werenāt in the picture, but what she did see was the Winter was behind the camera, holding Rileyās hand as she showed off her new engagement ring. This was without a doubt going to be an interesting Christmas dinner.
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Jack straightened up his tie again, before unfolding it and retying it again as he stared at himself in the mirror. This was the first time he and Penny were having their families together for dinner, and after the kiss from the Christmas fair, he wanted to follow up on that. Penny had taken over his mind and senses to the point that he had to see her in person again.
Winter and her 8-year-old sister Nina stood at the corner watching him, with Ninaās twin Alex still upstairs getting ready. āWhatās the retying count at now Nina?ā Winter asked.
ā49, wait, it just got up to 50,ā Nina told her.
Winter whistled cooly, āJeez, thatās a new record.ā
āI can hear you both you know!ā Jack called to them, āYou guys wanna keep standing there or do I need to give Ninaās new toys to the bogeyman.ā
āNo!ā Nina cried, running away back up to her room to check if her new Christmas presents were still intact.
āYou donāt need to keep worrying,ā Winter walked up to him, shoving his hands away and took his tie into her own, āYou were blushing like a tomato after kissing that girl and she was just the same. Just play your cards right, take it slow and things will work out.ā She wrapped the tie into a knot.
āThatās easy for the recently engaged lesbian to say,ā Jack pointed out, āWhich by the way, congratulations again.ā
āThank you,ā Winter grinned.
āI justā¦Iāve never felt this way about anyone before,ā Jack sighed, āI never thought I deserved someone who could make me this happy. Every time she walks into a room I forget how to breath. I canāt mess this up.ā
Winter stopped her hands for a moment, āThe only way youāre gonna mess things up is if you let those thoughts win. Youāve been doing great and you told each other what happened when you both were kids and she still wants to see you. Just take a breath, let me fix your tie and just let the night lead itself. I didnāt have much of a plan for proposing to Riley other than doing it on Christmas and she still agreed to marry me. Plans are overratedā¦sometimes, you know what I mean.ā
āYeah,ā Jack nodded, āI do.ā He took a breath as Winter finally finished his tie, checking himself out in the mirror. He flashed himself a grin, āStill as handsome as always.ā
āAnd heās back,ā Winter rolled her eyes.
āOoooh!ā Both Jack and Winter turned to the sound of teasing voices, looking up to the stairs and seeing Nina and Alex with mischievous grins on their faces while chanting, āJack has a girlfriend! Jack has a girlfriend!ā
āJack is gonna give all your gifts to the bogeyman!ā He retorted, making the two scream and rush downstairs into the living room.
Meanwhile, Riley was busy helping carry the plates and cutlery to the table making sure everything was carefully placed on the Christmas-snowflake themed tablemats. Winterās mother, Laura, came in carrying a hot plate of steamed vegetables, focusing on her attention on the food to make sure it wouldnāt fall before Riley came over to take it from her. āHere, Mrs Alvarez,ā she said, āLet me.ā
āOh Riley thereās no need,ā Laura patted her back, āI just wanted you to relax with Winter, let me and Marcus manage it.ā
āIām going to become part of your family soon. Please, allow me,ā Riley persisted, placing down the pot near the centre of the table.
āOh youāre a good girl Riley,ā Laura took Rileyās hand into hers, āItās no wonder Winter fell in love with you.ā
āMama!ā Winter flushed, entering the dining room with Jack hot on her heels, āPlease save the embarrassing stuff for the wedding!ā
āNo Laura continue,ā Jack grinned, āThis is karma for teasing me about Penny.ā
āOh, Penny Reed?ā Winterās father Marcus entered the dining room, his smile wide and his eyes crinkling with joy. āWinter told me so much about your date with her at the fair. Tell me more about her!ā
Shit Jack cursed internally, with Winter sending him a smug look. āWell, I-ā
āYes, do go on,ā Rileyās firm voice chided him, almost threatening him to not slip up. āTell us more about my sister Jack.ā
And now he had to tread carefully, especially talking about the younger sister of a 6-foot redhead with the experience of breaking the bones of criminals and throwing people over her shoulder. Please let whatever luck he had be on his side during this moment. āW-well sheās kind, funny,ā He gulped as Riley squinted at him, he really didnāt want to die tonight, āAnd she one of the best people Iāve ever met in my entire lifeā¦whenever Iām with her, she makes me the happiest Iāve ever been. I just hope that Iām making her happy too.ā
Riley softened a bit, did that mean she approved of his answer or thinking of plans ranging from A to Z to murder him?! This woman terrified him to no end!
āWell, she must be pretty special if you think that of her,ā Laura beamed, āI canāt wait to officially meet my other daughter-in-law! Now if you excuse me, I need to get the pork out of the oven.ā
āHang on, Iāll help!ā Marcus called after his wife as he trailed after her.
That was when the doorbell rang, light and quick on his feet, Jack bounded for the door. He straightened his jacket and tie one more time, cleared his throat rolled back his shoulder, he could do this. With a turn of the knob, the door swung open, revealing Penny glowing under the moonlight. Suddenly, his voice was cut in his throat and his palms were sweating despite the chill rolling in from the open door. The only word he managed to say was, āHi.ā
āHi,ā she shyly replied, her hands tightening on a small gift bag she brought.
He shook his head quickly, letting himself reboot as he turned to Amber, her smirk held nothing but the knowledge of a woman who knew all too well about what the two felt for one another. āAmber,ā he greeted, holding out his hand for her to shake, āItās good to see you again.ā
āAnd you Jack,ā Amber returned the handshake, letting him lead her and Penny into the house before shutting the door behind them. āI see youāve cleaned up well.ā It was a normal sentence, but her words told a totally different story.
Oh, she knew, she really knew! He was an open book and Amber had flicked through every single page. āI-I always dress this nice for Christmas, maāam,ā he stammered, āIt wouldnāt be formal of me to not look this good for the holidays.ā
Amber hummed, sure she believed what he said, but what Jack failed to realise was that Amber noticed his suit was the colour blue ā Pennyās favourite colour.
āHey mom,ā Riley made a beeline to her mother, wrapping her arms around her, āI hope walking here wasnāt too bad with the snow,ā
āDonāt worry baby, it was fine,ā Amber pressed a kiss to her hair before pulling back, āBut enough about me, let me see the ring!ā
Riley blushed, unable to hide the giddy smile as she held up her hand.
āOh my god, Riley!ā Penny squealed, hugging her older sister. āWinter got you a good one! Iām so happy for you!ā
āI know,ā Riley laughed, āIām the luckiest woman in the world.ā
āActually, that would be me,ā Winter slid her arms around fiancĆ©ās waist from behind, resting her head on her shoulder, āIām the one whoās marrying this beautiful woman.ā
āFlattery already?ā Riley pressed her cheek against Winterās, āAnd the marriage hasnāt even begun.ā
āAm I not allowed to compliment my soon-to-be-wife?ā Winter kissed Rileyās cheek, āBesides, thatās only 20% of my flattery, Iām saving the other 80% for my vows.ā
āDear god,ā Riley slapped her palm against her forehead, knowing Winter, she was going to leave Riley as red as a tomato.
Penny stifled a laugh, Jack screamed internally at the sound. How can anyone be this fucking cute?!
āPenny!ā Laura came rushing down the hall, her apron stained with some type of sauce, āIām so happy we can finally meet.ā
She opened her arms, ready to bring Penny in for a hug, only for the girl to freeze and back away. Laura faltered, her brows furrowing with concern at Pennyās startled reaction. Winter was quick to step in.
āMama, remember,ā she told her, āPenny is funny with being touched unless itās by someone she fully knows and trusts or sheās the one going first.ā
āOh goodness,ā Laura gasped, āPenny sweetie Iām so sorry I genuinely forgot!ā
āItās fine, really itās fine,ā Penny reassured her, stepping forward, āHonestly Iām able to tell when itās a simple mistake.ā
Jackās stomach churned, all those years of bullying and her father berating her made Penny so frightened. He just wanted to shield her from everything bad so that she would never have to feel that sort of fear and pain ever again. Out of anyone in this room, he could relate to that type of fear.
āIāll make sure to let the others know, I donāt want you to feel uncomfortable during your first meal here,ā Laura informed her.
āThank you Mrs Alvarez,ā Penny smiled, āI really appreciate it.ā
āItās absolutely no problem honey,ā Laura emphasized, āNow Iāve gotta get the rest of these plates out, please, make yourselves at home.ā With that, she turned to walk back into the kitchen.
āHere, let me take your coats,ā Jack offered, holding his arm out.
āWhat a gentleman!ā Amber gave Penny a look, making the girl glare at her mother, āPenny you better snatch him up before anyone else does.ā
āMom!ā Penny hissed. Jack was fairly sure his face resembled the red lights flashing on the Christmas tree.
āMom, why donāt you and Penny just wait in the living room please!ā Riley exasperated, desperate for her mother to not spout out whatever she had in mind.
Amber put her hands up in surrender, āAlright, I yield.ā
āDonāt worry Amber,ā Winter took the womanās arm into hers and led her into the living room, āSheās been like that with me whenever I point them out as well.ā
āHonestly Winter, what it your fiancĆ© like?ā she joked, leaving Riley gaping behind them.
āI heard that!ā Riley hollered, chasing after them, leaving Jack and Penny alone in the hallway together.
Jack took this moment to take in the garment she was wearing. It was a simple crimson dress with a floor length pleated skirt, long off-the-shoulder bell sleeves and a ruffled neckline. āYou lookā¦wow,ā he breathed, how was she able to take something so simple and still look so stunning? She truly was remarkable.
āThanks,ā she tucked a piece of hair behind her ear, āI wasnāt gonna wear it but I thought that it would be nice for this evening.ā
āYouāre so beautiful,ā he knew what he said, and he wasnāt going to take it back, not when she peered up at him through her long lashes with a gasp.
āY-youāre ridiculous,ā she uttered, handing him her jacket.
āHey, just telling the truth here,ā he replied as he went to hang up her jacket on the wall, āBesides, someoneās gotta point out how pretty you are.ā
āKeep the chivalry to yourself sir,ā Penny placed a hand on her hip.
āCanāt help it, Iām dreamy,ā he was unable to keep the grin off his face at her pout. His face softened, holding out his arm, āShall we?ā
Penny raised a brow at him, grinning. āMr Jack how thoughtful of you.ā
āWell I have to put the wellbeing of our guests first,ā He joked back, āLet me introduce you to everyone else.ā
Penny nodded and slipped her arm into his, the two unable to fight of the chortles at their current predicament. He led her into the living room, Amber was already sitting down talking to Riley and Winter. On the sofa across from them was another couple around Marcus and Lauraās age. āPenny, this is Winterās aunt and uncle, Anya and Winston.ā he introduced. She gave them a nod before Jack led her to another young woman around her age. āThis is their daughter Kiara.ā
āItās really nice to meet you Penny,ā Kiara greeted.
āItās nice to meet you too,ā Penny returned.
Winston spoke up, āLauraās been talking nonstop about āJackās new sweetheart,ā so itās nice to finally meet the lovely lady in person.ā
āOf course Lauraās been talking about us,ā Jack groaned, Penny had to bite her lip to stop herself from laughing.
āSheās so pretty Jack!ā Anya gushed from her seat, āWhere did you find this lovely girl?ā
Both of them paled, sharing a look. The story about how they met was always going to be an awkward one, wasnāt it? They were saved by the sound of thundering feet descending down the stairs as Nina and Alex came bounding over to Jack and clutched each of his leg.
āJack!ā Nina cheered, āPennyās here!ā
āYes, I can see that-ah-guys let go!ā He stumbled over his feet and words, how much sugar did these two have earlier?
āJack has a girlfriend! Jack has a girlfriend!ā Alex chanted.
Penny and Jack spluttered over their words, at a loss of what they heard. āWeāre not-ā Penny gasped.
āItās not like that-!ā Jack objected āWeāre just-ā
ā-Friends!ā They chorused. Friends yes, that was what they were, but it just didnāt sound like something they wanted to continue being. They were unable to keep the daydreams of each other away anymore, to constantly wonder what the other was doing, what other hobbies they might have, if the other felt the same way.
āNina, Alex!ā Laura came back through again, the apron gone as she took each twinās arm in her hands and pulled them off Jack, much to his relief. āThatās enough harassing Jack, dinner is ready.ā
āI canāt wait to see what youāve made this year Laura,ā Winston clapped his hands together.
āIāve gotta say Iām pretty excited to eat what youāve made as well,ā Amber got up, āAs well as the table gossip as well.ā She gestured to Jack and Penny.
āOh Amber you must sit next to me, I have so much to share,ā Laura not-so-subtly gestured to Jack and Penny.
Both mothers grinned, leaving Jack and Penny flustered messes unable to move from their spots.
āIām so sorry about that,ā Jack unlinked his arm, immediately missing Pennyās warmth.
āNo, I should be sorry,ā Penny objected, āMy mom can be a lot sometimes.ā
āWell I guess thatās just another thing we have in common,ā Jack nervously rubbed the back of his neck.
āYeah, I think so,ā Pennyās embarrassment began to slip away, Jackās seemingly doing so as well.
āPenny!ā Riley interjected, taking her sisterās hand, āSit next to me!ā
āBut I-woah!ā Riley dragged her younger sister into the dining room, plopping her down to the seat on Rileyās left while Winter sat on Rileyās right. Guess she was still a bit protective.
āWhat are you waiting for over there dude? Come on!ā Winter waved a hand over.
Jack let out a slow breath as he walked over, sitting opposite from Penny. At least it would be easier to talk to her face to face without twisting his head. Soon, everyone was loading pork, bread and steamed vegetables onto their plates, Kiara was taking photos of her food with Anya scolding her to put her phone away, Winston was already scooping up spoonfulās into his mouth, Nina and Alex grimaced at the greens on their plates and asking when dessert was, Laura was pouring wine into her and Amberās glasses before clinking them together, Marcus was listing off each shop he had to visit just to make sure he got every right ingredient for tonightās meal, Winter and Riley were holding hands and had all their focus on each other instead of the food in front of them, and Penny and Jack kept trading small glances while eating, their eyes holding their own conversation as the drowned everyone else out.
āSo Jack,ā Anya piped up, āDo you have any plans once you graduate?ā
āUh, what?ā he barely registered the question until it finally caught up to him. āOh, right! Um, Iām trying to apply for an internship at this game company called C&A, they hire a lot of indie and free-lancing creators and help promote their games so Iām hoping to get a place there.ā
āI think youāll get it,ā Penny said, āIāve seen some of the stuff Jack worked on, heās really talented.ā
āAnd so are you little lady,ā he said that mostly to see her cute pout again, āLaura, did you know that Penny is a costume designer?ā
āI did,ā Laura nodded, āAnd Iāve seen some of the pictures of her creations that you showed me, Penny you really do have a talent.ā
āSheās been designing ever since she was six,ā Riley said, āI have no idea where she gets her ideas from, itās incredible.ā
āIt meets the bar at least,ā Penny objected, āTrust me thereās people in my class that are way better than I am.ā
āDonāt sell yourself short Pen, every time you send me a picture of something youāve made It just shows how creative you are. Someoneās gonna reach out to you one day and say āPenny, you are one of the most talented people in the world and I wanna hire you!ā itāll happen one day, I swear on it, after all Iām never wrong,ā Jack said, pointing his fork at her.
āYou? Never wrong?ā Penny said doubtingly.
āWhat? Iāll have you know Iām very smart,ā he frowned mockingly.
āIām gonna have to agree with my sister there,ā Riley said.
āOh come on!ā Jack cried and turned to Winter, āA little help here?ā
āWhy, everything they said is true,ā she chortled.
Jack moaned as the rest of the table laughed, clearly taking pride in his misery.
Pennyās giggles died down, wiping a tear of mirth from her eye as she faced him again, āWell hopefully someone will take pity on my designs one day.ā
āYou mean someone will see how exceptional you are,ā Jack pointed out.
āAwfully generous but sure, weāll stick with that,ā Penny rolled her eyes fondly.
āLetās just hope he says what he means instead of talking out of his ass,ā Riley quipped.
Penny threw her sister a look, āRiley,ā
āWhat?ā Riley shrugged her shoulder, āIām not saying heās wrong.ā
Amber raised a brow at her daughter. It was a joke, she knew that was going to happen. But she knew Riley long enough to know when her daughter was hiding something, and more importantly, when Riley was hurting.
āSpeaking of designs,ā Penny said, āRiley, you gotta let me make your dress.ā
āWhat, you donāt need to do that, I just want you to enjoy the wedding,ā Riley interjected.
āCanāt hear you, Iām too busy thinking about your dress since Iām the best sister ever,ā Penny gave her sister a sly grin.
Riley huffed a laugh, once her sister was inspired nothing could stop her.
āJack?ā Nina piped up.
āWhatās up squirt?ā
āCan you sing āNo Girlās Toy? after dessert?ā she pleaded.
āYeah, āNo Girlās Toy!ā Alex cheered with his sister, āOh please Jack, please sing that!ā
Jack flushed, waving his hands in exasperation, āWoah, woah hang on! Iām not singing that!ā
āPlease Jack, please!ā The twins chorused.
āItās just a little song Jack,ā Winter jeered, Jack glared at her.
āYeah,ā Riley joined in on her fiancĆ©ās antics, āWhatās so wrong with the Raggedy Andy song Jack?ā
āI sung that one time and suddenly whenever itās brought up Iām forced to sing it!ā he told them, āIām putting my foot down on this one, thereās no way that any of you can convince me too-ā
āRaggedy Ann was my favourite movie growing up,ā Penny mentioned, āIād love to hear you sing that song. Please?ā
Oh god, Pennyās chocolate brown eyes had such an effective grip on him, how on earth could he say no to those lovely eyes? He sighed, āFine, one song and thatās it.ā
āYay!ā The twins cheered before tucking back into their meal.
āYou should bring Penny over more often,ā said Alex.
āYeah she makes you do fun stuff,ā Nina agreed.
āIt is very interesting how easily swayed you were,ā Laura joined in.
Jack wanted the ground to open up and swallow him whole, he was being way too obvious with how he felt. āPlease, I just want to eat my food without any further humiliation.ā
āYou know Marcus, heās acting just like you before you started going out with Laura,ā Winston said, āThe red face, being easily swayed, the teasing. Iām getting a bit of dĆ©jĆ vu here.ā
Jack bit down on his fork hard as Penny began to quietly squeal like a kettle, this night was already too much for the both of them.
After dinner and dessert was finished, Riley was helping Laura wash up the dishes despite the woman requesting Riley to sit down. āLaura, do you mind if I have a word with my daughter?ā Amber asked, entering the kitchen.
āOh, of course,ā Laura said before turning back to Riley again, āRemember sweetie, youāre our guest, make sure you relax tonight.ā
āJust after Iām finished with this dish Mrs Alvarez,ā Riley continued to scrub the plate, āThan Iāll relax.ā
Laura patted her back, leaving the mother and daughter in the kitchen alone together. āIs everything okay with you?ā Amber asked.
āWhat do you mean?ā Riley didnāt take her eyes off the plate.
āI mean with Jack and Penny,ā Amber told her, āI thought you were fine with him back when you started dating Winter.ā
āI am,ā Winter dried off the plate and put it away, āIf this is about Penny, thatās just me being protective.ā
āI know that,ā Amber walked over to her, āBut I also noticed that you seemed a bit aggravated towards him.ā
Riley whipped round, āNo I wasnāt, I was just looking out for Penny.ā
āPenny is a grown adult who can make her own choices,ā Amber walked closer to her, āRiley, baby, why are you so worried?ā
āCome on mom, you arenāt at least a little bit worried?ā Riley argued, āYou arenāt worried that heās like the boys from Pennyās high school. Pennyās got a sensitive heart, what if he breaks it like they did? Those boys didnāt actually like her, they wanted to control her. And once she didnāt give them what they wanted they would just dump her! What if heās like that, what if he makes her hate herself? What if he makes her so scared to the point she stops talking again? What if we actually lose her? What if-ā
ā-If heās like David,ā Amber finished for her, āThatās what it is, right?ā
Riley froze, part of her knew that this was why she was so scared for her younger sister, but she wanted David out of her mind. He already tried to force himself back into Rileyās life many times to ask for money, and she never forgave him for involving Penny in that car crash. She hated him, she hated him so much that she would never let anyone else hurt Penny like that again, she failed with David, she failed with those stupid high school boys and she wonāt make that mistake ever again. āI have to be careful mom,ā Riley said to her mother, āI canāt let Penny feel that kind of pain again.ā
āI know baby,ā Amber said, āWhen I heard of Jack and Penny seeing each other I got worried as well. Itās always my first instinct. But now, I know that I canāt let David control what could actually be good for Penny, I wonāt let him get into my head like that. Iām still scared, baby believe me, but not as much as I used to be.ā She cupped her daughterās cheek, gently lifting her head to meet her eyes, āDavid hurt you too Riley, I know you hate thinking about him, but youāre allowed to feel betrayed as well. If I ever made you feel that you werenāt allowed to hurt for what he did to you, Iām so sorry. Iām your mother and Iām supposed to protect my babies. Yes, I protected Penny, but donāt think for a second I wonāt protect you too, even after youāve left the nest.ā
Amber held her arms out for her daughter. After so much anger and frustrations for her father after so long, Riley all but broke in her motherās arms, Amber stroking her hair and whispering comforts into her ear. āItās okay baby, Iām here, mamaās here.ā
A soft sniffle made them turn to the doorway, seeing Penny there with a few leaked tears. āSorry, I didnāt mean to eavesdrop,ā she whimpered, āCan I have a hug too?ā
Riley and Amber opened their arms for her, letting the youngest daughter cry along with them as their mother squeezed them both. In that moment, Riley wasnāt an engaged woman and Penny wasnāt an aspiring college student. They were just the 10- and 14-year-old girls letting their mother sooth them after so much pain.
After a while, their tears were dried and the three headed back into the living room. Everyone rushed up to them, panicking and asking them if they were all right. They told the rest of the family that they were fine, just a mother and her two daughters picking up a few fallen pieces.
It wasnāt until Penny erupted into a fit of giggles, seeing Jack being the one to pout this time as he held up a microphone and had the TV ready to play āNo Girlās Toy.ā Everyone was immediately seated, ready to hear the performance.
āI hope my suffering entertains you monsters,ā he mumbled, before pressing play on the music. He gave out one final sigh before he began to sing.
Well, you can push me, shove me, turn me around, but I'm no girl's toy!
You can tie me, toss me, upside or down, but I'm no girl's toy!
I sing my own sweet melody, I go my own sweet way.
I won't beg 'round tomorrow for the kind of affection that was free today!
Oh, you can squeeze me, tease me; say I'm your own but I'm no girl's toy!
You can charm me, chase me, follow me home; I won't be coy!
You may not like it much but I'm my own best boy,
And not some sugar and spicy, lacy and nicey, sissy you're gonna enjoy!
No, I'm no girl's toy!
Everyone applauded and clapped as he continued to sing. He was embarrassed, that was for sure. But seeing Penny so carefree and happy, no worries and stress in those beautiful eyes of hers, just having fun with everyone else, he would sing this song for the rest of his life as long as she was happy. He was unable to stop his pleased smile while he sang.
Riley rested her head on Winterās shoulder, she didnāt need to say anything for Winter to know when her fiancĆ© needed her. She kept looking between Jack and Penny, just seeing what he would do for her, she knew that he wasnāt a bad person, although her protectiveness would always take over her senses. However she knew that Penny had to do this on her own, but for the first time in a while, she believed that her little sister was safe.
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Spring had arrived, the perfect atmosphere for Riley and Winterās wedding to take place. They had booked a hotel for the night and rented out itās ballroom for tonightās event. There was only one thing on everyoneās minds, make sure this wedding went off without a hitch.
Since Christmas, Penny had put all her focus on making the perfect dress for Riley, something that was pristine and bridal while also making sure that this dress was something only Riley would wear. Jack had facetimed her every time she was sewing, making sure she was getting on well with the dress while also making sure she was eating and drinking enough fluids. He had also seen the final result of the dress and he was determined that once Winter saw Riley walking down the isle wearing that, she would promptly burst into tears.
After hours of setting up flowers and decorations, making sure the place was spotless, the meals were delicious, the dance floor was ready, getting changed into their wedding outfits and the chocolate fondue was prepared, everyone could finally breathe until the wedding officially begun.
Jack was currently standing at the end of the aisle, waiting for Winter to walk up with her father. That would be the order, the brides would wait in their dressing rooms, wait for one of them to walk up the aisle first before leaving their own room to walk up as well, in order for neither of them to see their gowns.
He wore a black tux with a simple white blouse underneath, fiddling with his cuffs one more time before resting his hands. Of course Winter had asked him to be her best man, it was expected since he was practically her adopted brother. Alex was beside him, standing proud and taking his job as the ring bearer seriously. He ruffled the boyās hair, making him laugh before Laura sent a look to the boys, telling them to behave.
Everyone straightened up when the music began. The doors opened, revealing Nina as the flower girl, spreading flowers across the aisle as a few bridesmaids followed, including Kiara, each of them wearing soft silvery grey dresses. There was a swell of pride when he watched Winter walk through the doors and up the aisle, her arm secured in Marcusās as the man led his daughter up while his eyes welled with tears. Winter wore a snow-white gown with a full-layered skirt while her bodice consisted of a sweetheart neckline and spaghetti straps. Some would call it simple, Winter called it timeless.
Once she arrived at the top of the aisle, her father kissed her on the cheek and whispered praise into her ear. It was only when she stood at the top and her father sat down, Jack noticed her clutching her bouquet of roses while trembling like a leaf. He leaned over and whispered, āYouāre okay. Riley has been head over heals with you ever since you met.ā
āWhat if she changes her mind?ā she whispered back, āWhat if she realises weāre too different and leaves?ā
āThatās not possible,ā he told her, āYou too are proof of the carrot cake theory working.ā
āExcuse me?ā she asked, baffled.
āThe carrot cake theory,ā he said, āYou love it and Riley hates it, yet she always brought a freshly homemade carrot cake because you itās your favourite. You too are proof that the theory works, that opposites attract.ā
Winter snorted, āYou just blatantly ripped off the olive theory.ā
āMine is better,ā he sniffed, āBesides, it got you to stop shaking.ā
Winter looked down at her hands, he was right, she had stopped shaking. The doors opened and Winterās breath hitched as she gawked at her bride. Rileyās arm was in her mothers, her dress was an off-the-shoulder mermaid cut with a train, the white fabric adorned with glittered floral embroidery and long sleeves. The dress clung to her, Winter let a few tears fall, she was beautiful.
Jack was taken aback to, not by the bride, but by her maid of honour. Pennyās dress wasnāt as grand, yes, but he couldnāt take her eyes off her as she followed her sister. Her dress consisted of a purplish rouge chiffon fabric, a long A-line skirt, a straight across neckline and long balloon sleeves. He fell in love all over again.
Once Riley reached the end of the aisle, her hands latched onto Winterās as Jack and Penny took a hold of their bouquets. Both brides were focused on each other, nothing else mattered. Once Amber sat down, did the wedding begin.
āDearly beloved,ā the officiator spoke, āWe are gathered here today for the wonderful union of Riley Reed and Amber Alvarez. These two have proven that despite our differences, there is a love that can be found no matter what. Today, we are here to celebrate that love as these lovely ladies become not just married, but soulmates on this day. Winter, your vows.ā
Winter took a shaky breath, āRiley, when I first met you, I wonāt lie, I was a bit scared of you,ā That earned a laugh from the crowd. āBut after getting to know you, knowing how much you love your family, what youāll do to make sure our clients get the justice they deserve, and knowing that despite your front, you are one of the kindest people Iāve ever met and I canāt wait to spend the rest of my life with you.ā
Riley began to cry as well, unable to keep all the affection she felt for this woman at bay. With the officiatorās okay, she began her speech. āWinter, every time I look at you I just keep asking myself, how did I get so lucky? How did I deserve the most perfect girl in the world? You look at the world with such positivity and kindness that I couldnāt not fall in love with you. Every time I look at you, you remind me why I became a private investigator, to help amazing people like you make the world a better place. I justā¦I really fucking love you Winter!ā
Winter gave her a wet laugh, God she wanted to kiss her so bad.
āWinter,ā the officiator said, āDo you take Riley Reed to be your wife, in sickness and in health, until the day you part, may you be together?ā
āI do!ā Winter replied immediately.
āAnd do you Riley-ā
āI do, a thousand times I do!ā Riley couldnāt stop the tears, not caring if her makeup got ruined.
āMay we have the rings?ā the officiator asked. Alex puffed his chest and beamed, carrying the rings over to the brides. The women thanked the young boy as the slipped each ring onto each otherās finger before holding hands again. āBy the power vested in me, I know pronounce you too married. You may kiss the-ā
The two didnāt wait for the officiator to finished before slamming their lips against each otherās, the crowd erupting into applause. Jackās focus wasnāt on the couple though, his eyes travelled to Penny as she cheered for her older sister. Her eyes met Jackās, the two of them just staring for a moment before giving each other a smile. It was in the moment that the two decided internally that one day, they wanted to have this moment and say āI doā to one another. Tonight, they decided, would be the night that they would stop being āfriends.ā
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The dance floor was empty apart from the newlyweds, holding each other in their arms as they let the music carry their slow steps. They werenāt able to keep their hands off each other since they were married, afraid that if they did then everything would disappear. By the time the first dance ended, the music picked up the pace and everyone was on the dance floor, dancing the night away, congratulating the couple and unafraid to be slightly more than tipsy.
Winter and Riley even threw their bouquets, having their backs turned to make sure it would be a surprise. When they turned round, they saw that Winterās bouquet was held by one of the bridesmaids, and Rileyās was plopped into Pennyās hands.
āPennyās gonna marry Jack!ā Nina bellowed, she already had too much sugar from the fondue. It didnāt stop everyone whispering knowingly, apart from Riley still giving Jack the evil eye. However, Jack and Penny didnāt mind the teasing this time, after all, even if they didnāt confess yet, their feelings were mutual.
A while later, after dancing, talking and snacking, Jack pulled away from the buzz to get some fresh air on the balcony. He felt his heart take a leap when he saw Penny outside as well, her long hair flowing in the soft spring wind, taking in the quiet. He gently opened the door, trying not to startle her, though it seemed that he didnāt need to worry about that when she turned and noticed him, she mustāve sensed him coming outside.
āNeed a break?ā she asked.
āYeah,ā he said, going up to rest his arms on the stone rail, āI was also hoping to see you as well.ā
āI guess itās a win-win situation,ā she gently nudged his shoulder with hers. He was glad that he was part of her inner circle of people she was comfortable touching. āSo, Riley and Winter are finally married.ā
āIām surprised they didnāt do so sooner,ā he reflected the first time Winter brought Riley home, how they would giggle and fawn over each other as Riley was introduced to Winterās parents, āI felt like I was gonna go insane with how much they made goo-goo eyes at each other.ā
āThey still do that,ā Penny replied, āAnd I think its gonna amplify now that theyāre married.ā
āOh jeez,ā he put a hand to his head, listening to Pennyās sweet giggle. He took in the situation at hand, they were on the balcony together talking and having fun with all the space they needed to talk about their feelings. Maybe this was his chance, āAlthough I will admit, I am a little jealous. It would be pretty nice to have someone to do all that sappy stuff with.ā
āO-oh,ā Penny was taken aback a little bit, the thought of he and her doing all sorts of couple things rushing through her mind. Wanting to spend all his time with her, holding her hand, whispering sweet nothings when no one was looking. āI wanna do that too, you know, with the right person.ā
Jack fiddled with the cuffs on his sleeves, this was it, āAnd what is the āright personā that you have in mind?ā
Penny gulped, okay, now it was getting serious, no turning back. āWell, Iād like him to be funny, kind, respectful to his and my family. Someone who has my back no matter what. Someone who makes sure that I feel like I deserve to be here. Someone whoā¦sees me.ā
She said, oh she said it! Did this mean she felt the same, only one way to find out. āIs that so little lady?ā he took in her blush and nod, āWell, I bet heās very handsome, jaw-droppingly if you will.ā
Pennyās blush faded as she let out a chortle, āDid I forget to mention heās full of himself?ā
Jack placed his hand dramatically on his chest, āWhy Penny how rude! Itās takes guts for someone to admit when theyāre good looking.ā
āGuts? Or an ego thatās too big to fit his head?ā she began to belly laugh at his frown, clutching her sides as she clutched her ribs.
āOh? Well thatās too bad little lady, I was just about to describe my ārightā person,ā he chuckled as she straightened back up, āBut it you donāt wanna hear it-ā
āAlright, you smug bastard,ā she sighed fondly, āTell me, what are they like?ā
āWell, letās see,ā he tapped his chin in false thought, āSheās extremely talented, always puts her family first, has one of the cutest laughs in the world.ā Taking a chance, he tucked a piece of her hair behind her skin, his skin tingling as he made contact with hers, āInsanely beautifulā¦who sees me tooā¦and is very short.ā
āI will bite you,ā Penny snarled, but she held no threat in her tone.
Jackās face softened, āAnd, I want to hold her, tell her how much I love her and be with her as long as she lets me.ā
Pennyās shivered at his tone, if he were talking about her (and she really hoped he was) then she had to do this next part carefully, āAnd if you were with this girl right now, how would you tell her about how you feel?ā
Jack gulped, time to take the plunge, āI would tell her that Iām not a perfect person, but I am someone whoās always trying. Youāve taken over my mind and have stolen my heart, but I canāt find it in myself to care as long as itās in your hands.ā He took her hands in his at those words, āI just hope that she feels the same way.ā
Pennyās heart fluttered, squeezing his hand in return as a swell of joy rushed through her from head to toe, āShe does! She really does!ā
Jack exhaled sharply, he couldnāt believe it! She likes him back! She wanted to be with him! āI wanna kiss you so badly right now,ā he clamped his mouth shut when he realised what came out his mouth. They just confessed and now he was admitting that he wanted to kiss her, and just when he thought he was being smooth.
āOkay,ā Penny peered up at him through her lashes.
Jack gaped at her, āPen, you donāt want to if you donāt want to.ā
āTrust me,ā she cupped his cheek, āI really want this.ā Despite her initial shock, she oh so badly wanted to kiss him back. Ever since the Christmas fair she was unable to spot thinking about his lips on her forehead, or how they would feel on her lips. āAre you gonna keep gawking or do I need to make the first move?ā she teased.
Both of his hands were suddenly cupping her cheeks, cutting her off. He gave her one more look, a silent request to do this. When she nodded, he immediately planted his lips on hers. She was so soft, so sweet, so amazing! God he loved her!
She returned the kiss with the same warmth he gave her, with one hand on his cheek she used the other to pull him in closer by the waist. His lips felt the same as they did on her forehead, but somehow so different on her lips. No one ever kissed her like this before, like she really mattered to them. But with Jack, his mouth matched his promise he told to her, and she never wanted him to stop.
They parted for a moment to catch their breaths, grinning as they rested their foreheads together. āSo,ā she took in another lungful of air, āDoes this mean you like me back?ā
He smirked, taking her chin between his thumb and finger, āYou tell me little lady, or would you rather I show and not tell with another kiss.ā
āThe second option please,ā she grinned back.
He was about to dive back into her lips when a gasp made them both freeze. By the doors, Amber stood with a glass of wine, she was probably out here to get some air as well. āI knew it!ā she squealed, āI knew you were gonna confess tonight! Laura owes me ten bucks!ā
āMom!ā Penny gasped, clutching herself closer to Jack to save herself from embarrassment.
āDonāt worry baby, Iāll keep this between you and me. Besides, this is something that youāll want to tell Riley by yourself,ā Amber added, making both Penny and Jack pale at the thought of her older sister finding out. āLike I said, Iāll keep this to myself. Oh and Penny? Make sure you use the makeup wipes I gave you before you go back inside, the corner of your lip is smudged.ā
Penny all but squealed in mortification into Jackās chest after her mother went back inside, the man stroking her back as he chuckled. āWell, she does have a point,ā he mentioned, āWe donāt want the first thing that Riley sees when we go back in is smudged lip gloss.ā
āDonāt single yourself out mister,ā she poked him in the chest, āYouāre wearing it too.ā
āOh really? Is it a good colour on me?ā He leant in closer.
Penny mumbled shyly under her breath, God she was just too cute. āWanna say that again little lady?ā he asked.
āI said, how about you kiss me again if you like my lip gloss so much,ā she pouted, the blush on his face was worth it though.
Jack huffed a laugh and pulled her in closer, āNow that sweetie, can be arranged.ā
And just like that, they dove back into another kiss, enjoying only themselves without anyone else to interrupt their moment. It was just them, the moon and the start of their new relationship. And they couldnāt wait to see what else was in store for them.
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Jax stirred lightly, stiff from laying against the ground. He mustāve slid down the hedge and onto the plush grass in his sleep, oh well, the grass was comfier. He could feel his lips burn from where Penny kissed Jack, as though he were the one who kissed her. But that was impossible, wasnāt it? There was no way that actually happened.
He was about to move when he felt a light weight on his chest. Looking down, he saw Pomni curled up next to him, hugging his side as she snored softly while using his upper body as a pillow for her head. Why wasnāt he shoving her off or telling her to get lost? Why was he growing flustered by the second and praying that she couldnāt hear his quickening heart rate? He could feel his tail wagging underneath him, was he actually happy about this predicament? There was no way!
He felt her shift beside him, mumbling gibberish in her sleep before cuddling him closer. Cuteā¦wait, no itās not! Get yourself together Jax! But there wasnāt any denying it though, no matter how much he wanted to, yesterdayās revelation just proved to him that he felt some sort of attachment to the jester and it was driving him up the wall. Her hat had also slid of her head, revealing short yet soft looking locks. The way it framed her face ever so gently with its wisped strands, oh god she was killing him.
He let his temptation win, reaching his hand out to touch it when she suddenly woke up, barely processing what was happening until she saw that she was firmly cuddling into this side while he was reaching towards her. āYou got a loose hair there, sweetie,ā he tried to squash down the awkwardness, trying to bring up his charm to save himself.
It seemed that it didnāt work as she squealed and pulled away from him as though he burned her, he wasnāt gonna lie, it kind of stung a bit. āIām so sorry! I didnāt even know that I was doing that!ā she fumbled over her words, grabbing her hat and screaming into it.
āItās fine,ā he sighed, standing up and stretching. āWe should keep going, make use of the time we have.ā
Pomni looked up, still clutching her hat. She was glad that he wasnāt mad, but why wasnāt he? If it were anyone else she was shore he would have told them to get lost, why did he leave her be? Her dream from last night made this moment even more flustering for her, the memory of Jack kissing Penny with such passion was burned into the back of her mind and the minute she woke up she was cuddling into Jax! The universe had to be out to get her.
āHey, you awake in there?ā he pointed to her forehead, āI said we should keep going.ā
āW-what?ā oh right, they still had to get out of the maze. The longā¦long maze, āYeah, Iām coming.ā
It seemed that the awkward silence had carried over from last night during their trek through the winding paths, neither of them not knowing what to say and their dreams invading every single thought they had. But besides the kiss, Jax thought of the family that brought Jack into their home. They shared no blood but treated him as though he were their son, making sure he was fed, happy and safe despite the occasional teasing. His mind drifted to Laura, how she cared for each one of her children, with the care and love that a mother should, it made him think ofā¦
He looked to Pomni, who also seemed to be deep in thought, he made sure that she wouldnāt bump into anything. He felt bad for snapping at her yesterday, and the words she said to him afterwards cut deep. It was the first time in so long that someone called him out in a way that hollowed him to his core, to just step back and really think. Maybe that was what he needed. āDo you remember yesterday when Caine mentioned I used to know someone?ā he spoke up.
Pomniās head snapped up to him, his voice drowning out the deafening silence they stewed in for quite some time. āY-yeah, why?ā
āWell, when I arrived,ā he started, āI remember that I didnāt know anything about my past, I was stuck in a body I didnāt know and all I could remember feeling was regret and fear. I acted a lot like a wounded animal, just screaming at people to stay away. It worked on everyoneā¦except for Queenie.ā
Pomni gasped, she had heard of Queenie and seen her door crossed off. The unsaid implication of her abstraction was what chilled Pomniās spine, no one had to say anything to know what happened to her, but she never realised Jack was close to her.
āWell, she was the only one who wasnāt really phased by me,ā he continued, āShe made sure that I wasnāt alone, told me the stuff to look out for and sometimes Kinger would join her with helping me out, itās strange to think about, back then he was more sane than he is now. I wonāt lie, there were times that I was a little sh77t, but Iām grateful that she was willing to help me out. It helped me feel less scared, and sometimes I wondered if I had a mother in my past life that was like Queenie. But soon, I started seeing less and less of Queenie, everyone was starting to get worried. Any time we would see her she was always talking about an exit. I was also looking for one as well, collecting keys hoping that one of them would lead to an exit. One day, I told her about and maybe she could use on of them so it could help her missionā¦the next day she abstracted. Kinger was never the same after that, I wasnāt really sure if those two were together or not, but it was obvious how strong their bond was. Ever since then he started rambling about his āinsect collection,ā I donāt know if it was to distract him from the grief or if it was a factor of him going crazy. All I knew was if I didnāt give Queenie that key, she would still be here. If I didnāt try and escape, Kinger would still have his sanity left. Itās better that everyone hates me, all I am is this a%%hole rabbit who killed their oldest friend. Itās no wonder they hate me.ā
āI donāt hate you,ā Pomni said, making him turn to her, āThat situation wasnāt your fault, it was just an awful place in time that no one could control. And I donāt think the others hate you too, I mean, did you even ask them?ā
Jax sighed, āNo, my mind just immediately believed that everyone hated me. Honestly, I wanted them to, itāll make things a bit easier.ā
āYeah,ā Pomni nodded, before paling at her word choice, āNot about everyone hating you, I meant about making things easier. Facing the bad stuff is scary, when I first got here I denied that this was real and that it was a dream. But at the end of it all, I had to accept that this was my reality, even if I didnāt like it. But Iām not gonna let it stop me from trying to leave, donāt let what happened to Queenie stop you from thinking that you deserve to be hated, you donāt. Maybe the others wonāt forgive you immediately, but you can at least make a start.ā
āWeāll see,ā he gave her a soft grin, she was smiling back proudly. It was starting to get a bit too mushy now, so he pushed her hat over her eyes.
āHey!ā she squealed, she didnāt seem to mind that. She readjusted her hat and crossed her arms, āReally?ā
āThis is me weāre taking about. Besides, it was too easy Pom-pom,ā he chuckled as she let out a groan.
āYouāre not funny,ā she walked up ahead, keeping the banter afloat as they continued to travel.
āNo, Iām hilarious,ā he retorted, āItās not my fault youāre so uncultured short stack.ā
She whipped back round at him with a pretend offended expression, āIām not short!ā
āOkay,ā Jax snickered, āCome back to me about that were you grow 2 inches.ā
She groaned dramatically, āYouāre the worst!ā
āTrue,ā he picked her up as she let out a yip and placed her on his shoulders, āAnd I also have longer legs, Iāll get us to the exit faster.ā
āHey!ā Pomni giggled, holding onto his head, āPut me down you giant!ā
āBut I need you to be my second pair of eyes short stack,ā he patted her leg, āJust point out if you see anything and Iāll be your steering wheel.ā
Despite the light teasing, she knew he was right, they would find the exit to the maze quicker if they worked like this, āFine!...tall ass.ā
āSay that again?ā he quired.
āNothing!ā Pomni said.
Jax shrugged and continued walking. After a while, it seemed that the awkwardness had finally died down, leaving the two to engage in light conversations while searching for the exit. It was then they realised that they had forgotten about their dreams, not fully but they were so focused on one another, enjoying one another, they didnāt find the time to really think about them.
It still took them a bit of time, but eventually, to both of their relief and slight disappointment, they found the exit, the circus tent just down the path in front of them. Pomni jumped off Jaxās shoulders, there was no need for him to keep carrying down that they were back.
āI guess that marks the end of this adventure,ā Pomni rubbed her arm, was she upset that this was over? Or was she upset that she couldnāt spend time with Jax anymore? Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āYeah, the end,ā Jax nodded, as much as he didnāt want to be part of this little maze escapade, heāll admit it, it was better with Pomni being here. In fact, he wouldnāt mind being around her more often. āYou know, Iāve noticed that whenever youāre on your own, youāre either hyper focused on every single little thing to the point where it stresses you out of your in your own little world while dissociating. Sometimes youāre so in your head that you fail to notice when someoneās coming right at ya. Whether it be Caine with one of his adventures or one of the others fooling around.ā
āThat tends to happen a lot,ā she confessed, āItās either one or the either, thereās not an in between. Itās kinda a problem.āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āWell, I have a proposition for you,ā he said, she perked up, āUntil you feel like you understand this place a little more, Iāll be there to make you donāt have one of your episodes. Whether youāre spiralling or hyper focusing, Iāll be here to ground you in case that happens.āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āReally?ā her eyes widened with joy at his offer, āYouād do that for me?ā
āJust until youāre more aware of your surroundings,ā he told her, āAfter all, I have a reputation to uphold.ā
āAh, right,ā she gave him a joking grin, āWe wouldnāt want anything to happen to that.ā
āSee, now youāre getting it,ā he agreed, returning her grin.
The way he was leaning in, the way her heart sped up at their newly found teasing of each other, the way that the sense of dĆ©jĆ vu kept creeping in as though they had done this song and dance before. She ready did fall for him, didnāt she? She cleared her throat, āWell, good to know youāve got my back, thank you again Jax. We should head in so no oneās worrying about us.ā
āWorks for me,ā he nodded, his face suddenly becoming gentler, āAnd, youāre welcome.ā
Donāt blush, donāt blush, donāt blush, donāt blush, donāt blush. āRace you inside!ā she zoomed off, leaving the rabbit to laugh to himself.
āShe sure is something else, huh?ā he said to himself, his thoughts flooding with her again, he didnāt to anything to spot it, only letting it flow.
Pomni-Pomni-Pomni-Pomni-Pomni-Pen-
āJax! You coming?ā Pomni called out to him.
He blinked, what was that? What was his last thought about? He looked towards Pomni, suddenly forgetting that sudden glitch as he raced towards her, wanting to challenge the jester that captured his affections. āAre you sure sweetie?ā he ran in her direction, āMy longer legs might be more effective than yours short stack!ā
āIāll make you eat those words!ā she snickered as he chased after her.
It was just a glitch.
Only a glitch.
#spoilers it was not just a 'glitch'#the amazing digital circus#tadc#pomni#jax#ragatha#zooble#kinger#gangle#caine#pomnijax#funnybunny#my writing#dragon rambles#fanfiction#fanfic#ao3#Instagram#pomni x jax
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March of Madness ā Fandom Creative Event!!
Welcome to the first event (possibly of its kind) of March of Madness ā A reverse-exchange challenge of sorts where you create writing or art for a randomly selected idea! Why an idea of mine, you may ask? Well, I come up with too many all of the time and I figured it would be a fun challenge to see what other people do with them haha, plus it's a fun way to put more of that sweet delicious Soul Eater content out into the world.
Do note, as I am the funny Soul Evans multiverse man, that these ideas will be largely Soul-centric. There may be other characters present of course (and you can opt-out of Soul x Maka related ideas in the sign-up form), but Soul will almost always be an integral part of these ideas. Who knows, maybe you can get some practice in with his character if you haven't been as familiar.
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After the sign-up period has ended, you will receive a randomly selected idea (with your given preferences kept in mind) to secretly work on for all of March, with posting starting in April. You still have time to work on it for the rest of April, but if you aren't finished by the start of May then you will become an after-party entry (which will still be able to be shared, just make sure to contact me haha). ---
Writers will have a word count minimum of 1,500 words to complete their fics (as that is about my one-shot average). Artists will need to complete a coherent-looking piece of art that clearly conveys the idea, however if you don't want to work alone, you may choose to collaborate with a writer and create art for the same idea that they're working on (either may opt-in for collabing in the sign-up form). ---
While creative interpretations and liberties are freely allowed to express your vision of the idea, you will need to at least stick to the bare bones of the given premise in spirit of the event. If you find you need a new idea if yours isn't working for you (or you'd like to write more than one as a small collection), you are allowed to reroll for a new idea, however please make sure to communicate this change with your partner if you have one (as well as communicating with me if you feel you need to drop out of the event or such). ---
As these ideas aren't really made with suggestive content in mind, I would prefer that event creations don't contain any explicit content. Please remember to tag/mark your posts if they happen to contain blood/gore, body horror, death, etc.
Sign-ups last from February 18th to 29th!
Once posting starts I will reblog all event creations with the "Soul Eater March Madness 2024" tag, and add any fics posted to AO3 in a March of Madness collection that were okay with being added.
This event is mostly just for fun, so don't sweat it if you find yourself too busy or lacking energy for a good chunk of it. Either way I'm looking forward to seeing how the event will go!
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Hi All! I'm GoblinQueen (AKA ChildlikeGoblinQueen) and I write TOH fan fiction
cover art by @lovemoroporo !
A few things about me:
I have been known to stick with a fandom for a VERY long time, so I'll be riding this train for quite a bit.
Fan fiction has become a really important outlet for me. I have been lucky enough to make some great friends within the fandom -- and I enjoy engaging with folks regarding TOH, fan art, headcanons,fics, books, and general geekery.
That said, I am an adult with a full time job and a young family. So just keep that in mind. This is something I do because I enjoy it! I appreciate everyone who puts effort into their writing and am not in competition with anyone.
The fear of burnout is real.
I am an avid reader, a big fan of music and pop culture (I incorporate both into my story telling).
Below is a Master List of links to my current and past fics.
CURRENT PROJECTS!
Bittersweet Symphony (A 90's Human AU with @threegoblinart)
Criminal (A post SCOMverse story.) -- A bit whumpier story featuring retrieval of lost memories and early parenthood. Don't read unless you've finished SCOM. It won't make sense if you haven't.
Sweet Child O' Mine
^^ Link ^^
Years after Belos' defeat and the alliance with the Collector, things have settled into a new normal. Amity and Luz are married and have a young daughter named Azura. Hunter and Willow have also married and have just found out that they are going to become parents!
Hunter looks back on the events leading up to the birth of his and Willow's first child.
Triggered by outside influences which stir fear and doubt within him, Hunter wonders if he is incapable of being a good father given the nature of his own upbringing.
As the pressure builds, Hunter will need to lean on the support of his found family and friends to make it through unsolicited advice, planning a surprise baby shower and the publicās fascination with his past life under Belos in order to protect what is most precious to him.
SCOM is COMPLETE! Below are links to some in-universe stories that do not spoil the main plot.
SCOMVERSE Prequels:
(Before the main story, generally featuring the characters as teenagers developing their relationships and familial bonds.)
Hunter's Trauma One Shots etc:
Back to the beginning. There's one way back to home again. To where I feel forgiven (collab)
The Future's Overdue (collab)
Words like violence (Vee's POV)
If youāre sinking like a stone, carry on. (collab)
Take these broken wings (collab)
I knew the reason I felt hollow.
Early Huntlow relationship stuff. Some fluff and angst etc :
You, Strange as Angels
I Remember skies, reflected in your eyes
Sun says you fly
But traditions I can trace against the child in your face.
Thank You Consequence (Longer, multiple POV story about Hunter's first Thanksgiving after becoming a Noceda)
Huntlow Week Shorties 2023
Parenthood! (Sort of) One shots involving Hunter and Willow being new parents but the baby is yet unnamed.
Believe it or not, hands on a miracle
I Climbed a Mountain and I Turned Around
My Father's Eyes (collab)
Misc:
I'm Telling Y'all it's Sabotage! (Noceda Sibling Shenanigans)
Learn to Fly (Hunter gets used to being a regular kid while Willow is away with her dads)
My Myspace page is all totally pimped out, I got people begging for my top 8 spaces. (Hunter and Gus surprise Raine with tickets to one of the Human Realmās most talented bards ā and a custom made Hawaiian shirt.)
Here's a waiver for you to sign (crack fic involving Hettie Cutburn being obsessed with House M.D.)
Monster of the Week: (SCOM Askew-niverse)
Pre-Scomverse stories where the Hexsquad deals with monsters across realms -- and adolescence (think BtVS ). Some continuity might be a little off, but its basically prequels.
Grimwalker Stories (Scary Tales and other stories involving pre-Belos Grimwalkers.
Older:
Stranger Tides: (My first TOH fic. A Stranger Things inspired retelling of Thanks to Them.)
cover art by lovemoroporo
cover art by @threegoblinart
#a03 fanfic#fanfiction#toh fanfic#hunter noceda#willow x hunter#huntlow#the owl house#toh hunter#willow park#amity blight#toh vee#toh gus#toh king#toh amity#the owl house camila#toh eda#lilth clawthorne#raine x eda#hooty the owl#cabin 7#not my art#toh fan art#toh fandom
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tagged by @lisascumslut78, thanks for the tag!
1. how many works do you have on ao3?
uhh at least 43? 39 are unanon'd, but at least 4 are anon'd i forgot the exact number lol
2. what's your total ao3 word count?
537,345 somehow????
3. what fandoms do you write for?
Mostly Genshin impact! but other fandoms that i've written for are trigun stampede and naruto lol, and then atla by dint of crossover and two unmentioned as they form a crossover that i want to discard to the back of my mind
4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?
1: 5 times Ningguang saved Beidou and the 1 time Beidou returned the favour (genshin) 2: Mora for a myth (genshin) 3: [redacted] (naruto) 4: Beidou walks off the gangplank (by accident, really) (genshin) 5: Yelan: Spymaster, gambler, self-proclaimed matchmaker (genshin)
5. do you respond to comments?
Yea!! although sometimes it takes a bit to kick my brain into gear to mass respond. Typically needs the right frame of mind, but then i can chug through replying to quite a few!
6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
either Take my heart for it was already yours or Your soul's drowned into silence, No one will rouse you, both genshin with MCD ahaha oops
7. what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Fever, soup, and tiny baby chirps maybe??? i've quite a few with happy endings but this one was pretty cute
8. do you get hate on fics?
Probably! but people have been nice in the comments section and i love all my readers dearly :D
9. do you write smut? if so, what kind?
ahaha yes >u> um. uh. in my defense generally its inspired by art (taro's art specifically) or for event weeks so imgoingtoduckoutofthisquestionnowplsandthanks
10. do you write crossovers? what's the craziest one you've written?
Yea! The one thats most out of nowhere is Rebirth, Revision, and Revolution, an atla x genshin fic where post apocalypse in genshin verse due to celestia, ning, beidou, yelan and keqing have been reincarnated into the elemental nations! i... really need to finish it lol, there's 3 chapters of *hopefully* 4 up, but the Book of Fire is not cooperating
11. have you ever had a fic stolen?
not exactly? i know there are counterfeit fic sites and at least one of my fics are there, but idk if that counts
12. have you ever had a fic translated?
yea! with the funniest tags too
13. have you ever co-written a fic before?
I... don't really recall doing so?
14. what's your all time favourite ship?
BEIGUANG thank you my queens for rekindling my joy for writing
15. what's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
the naruto fic, the beiguang vigilante fic, the anon'd trigun fic, uhhh oops
16. what are your writing strengths?
not entirely certain! i think im usually decent at balancing humor in the right situations and worldbuilding?
17. what are your writing weaknesses?
actually getting the brain to settle down to write ok while true, setting that aside, probably not knowing what to cut (i tend to want to put all the details i can think of in the fic, which isn't really conducive for a variety of reasons)
18. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
depends on if i'm actually familiar with that other language or not, and how easy it is for the reader to get at translations (hover text or subscripts, depending), i myself probably won't be capable of doing so.
19. first fandom you wrote for?
...naruto >u>
20. favorite fic you've written?
mora for a myth for all the worldbuilding i got to cram in! and maybe in that vein, the atla x genshin cross :D
tagging @yuniemaki, @canonical-transformation, @xnarja, @fishareglorious and anyone else who wants to give this a go!its currently past 1am so i can't really remember names rn, sorry orz
#tag game#cadri's rambles#fic author tag game#also when the fuck did i cross over half a million words on ao3 0_0
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2 3 10 12 13 for the ask game!
2. A headcanon you weren't sure about at first but have come to like! Ok this is hard to answer because I forget what's canon and what's intricately-woven-into-my-brain headcanon but I'll say the "Kariya was an Angel" theory! I never disliked it, but I never liked it more than the simpler explanation of "Oh he's just been around the block a couple of times, that's why he knows more than the average Reaper but still couldn't pick out Joshua as the Composer-that stuff's above his paygrade." Even now it's not "canon to me" level of headcanon, but I can see the appeal and really I appreciate anything that inspires people to look a littler closer at characters like Kariya or Uzuki. Also it's really good when played for comedy. His ass is showing up at the Angel convention, stealing as many appetizers as he can, and bouncing before anyone can point out that he got fired 30 years ago for skipping meetings to go play Tin Pin with random Wall Reapers.
3. A character that fandom has helped you appreciate It's too easy to say Coco so Beat! It's embarrassing to admit but I kinda had a bone to pick with him when I was first getting into the series for sorta "replacing Sho" in neo. I didn't think he was as interesting (and to be fair he really isn't in neo until you take his relation to Rindo's arc into consideration; he works wonderfully as a back for Rindo to hide behind even if his own story was very much concluded by the end of the first game. Then there's also his dynamic with Neku, which is very very good, but he didn't need to be a player character for that. Anyways). Beat analysis posting made me actually pay attention to him while replaying the games and realize how much I'd missed skimming over him in W2 (the poor guy's really gotta try to compete with fan darling Joshua and Sho, aka the loudest fucking man alive, for screen time). His stint as a Reaper is incredibly fascinating. I forget who, but I always distinctly remember someone talking about Beat getting prepped to try and deaden his heart and become as brutal and merciless as a Reaper is supposed to be before ultimately choosing kindness in both his siding with Neku and sparing Kariya and Uzuki in W3 and man.....yeah. He's just such a good guy. He's easily in the top 10 favs now, if not the top 5
10. A blog (mutual or one you follow) that has made your fandom experience brighter Well....yknow....
There are a LOT of others and I'm too shy to tag but goldensunset (incredible analysis) playtwewy (fav fics ever) sho-minamimoto (awesome art + sho headcanons) dj-of-the-coven (made me love beat) purplelea (also incredible analysis) bitternami (very kind and wow I read a fic of yours once and it blew me away...I will remember to find it and leave a comment soon) leonvilasi (always leaves fun and interesting comments in my notes) off the top of my head and a whole bunch of people who aren't as active in the twewy fandom anymore or whose art I love and the people I always see leaving funny tags in my notes you're all awesome <3
12. Compliment someone else in your fandom AUGH HELL ON EARTH!!! dandelion2302 I absolutely adore the way you draw Sho your art is amazing.................
13. Your favorite type of fandom event (gift exchange, ship week, secret santa, prompt meme, etc) Yknow I've never actually done any fandom events before twewy! I had a blast during the twewybang and while I probably won't participate again for a while (I'd rather finish the fic I wrote for the 23 one first) it was a wonderful first experience with this sort of thing :]
#asks#sorry for being a coward everyone#it will happen again#if you see this thank you for making my dash brighter :]#gotta go do coursework now but I will be back for more asks!#if I have to be genuine one more time I'm gonna throw up (/lh)
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Citrus' Art Summary 2023!
The year is almost over, so here's my art summary for 2023! I got this template from here. This is my third year in a row being able to populate every month with a finished(/digital) piece (and really, I did a LOT more than what's shown here!), so that feels like something to celebrate!
Technically some of these choices donāt match up with their post dates; I counted some months as āwhen I was primarily working on themā and some as āwhen I actually published them,ā but the sentiment remains. Like I said, it was a busy year! :)
Some more rambling + links to all featured artwork beneath the cut:
I remember last year I was quite worried about/was actually teetering on the edge of artistic burnout. There were definitely some months during this year that I felt a bit overwhelmed (particularly during the summer, when I was working on a 5-illustration series in a style that was DEFINITELY outside my norm, PLUS a bunch of other stuff), but I also appreciated the stylistic variety, and doing a lot of sketchbook drawings/marginalia that were(/are) just for me, so they never had to be "finishedā or even "good." Even though almost everything pictured here is Digimon(/anime) art, I did experiment with a more "realistic" style for the Dracula Daily series (Aug/Sept), as well as trying to relearn the "Disney" style I started drawing in waaaaaaay back in high school, only now with a LOT more understanding of facial structure and anatomy. Largely, this style shake-up has been incredibly freeing (these are still sketchbook-only studies at this point, but I'm planning on some digital illustrations in the Disney style in 2024). I'm sure they still look pretty anime-influenced, and I'm not sure I'll ever truly be able to escape that, but honestly I don't mind; the anime aesthetic IS a part of my preference/style!
Let's see, the prevailing fandoms for what's shown here are Digimon Survive and Adventure 02. I really want to draw more Survive art next year!! Really happy with the collabo between @vidramon and myself (July), and honestly most (if not all) of these pieces. I worked hard, I branched out, I took on some really ambitious projects, and finished a ton of things (looking at you, March! That Knight drawing was a WIP for an entire year, but I finished it instead of abandoning it, which is what usually happens when things sit around that long!). Ultimately, I believe I told (and helped tell!) some great stories through my creative projects and art this year, which is my true goal forever and always.
Honestly I'm happiest with April's drawing. That one was a ton of fun to do, but I would have to work really hard to replicate that coloring style because I don't remember my brushes/settings, ahaha. Sadly this is how it usually goes with coloring for me; I make it up as I go almost every single time, which is why series are so difficult for me. I am nothing if not inconsistent -_-;
I would be remiss to mention that a huge part of my productivity this year was due to setting and tracking monthly goals for myself. I gotta thank everyone on the @campdigimonth server for their help in keeping me organized and motivated throughout the year! I plan on continuing my creative check-in posts in 2024.
Next year, I want to a) make more Survive art (particularly with Survive Week coming up), b) draw some more flippin' gargoyles (CRIIIINGE, but no, cringe is dead, I'mma do what I want!), and c) keep working on my personal project! And I am, once again, thinking about bookbinding. That's a "maybe" for next year as well!
Descriptions and links to the full artwork pictured for each month:
January: Survive Week, Day 5
February: Survive Gang Aromantic Week
March: Knight Unryuuji and Friend
April: āRose-Tintedā fic illustration
May: Happy Birthday Vi!
June: Happy Birthday Haru Shinkai!
July: Happy 1st Anniversary Survive! (aka BEST SOCK FRIENDS)
August: Dracula, September 13
September: Dracula, September 20
October: Adv 02 Countdown Event, Day 7
November: āBoo!ā on the Cob
December: Digimon Secret Santa 2023
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Frequently Asked Questions
What is a Big Bang? - A Big Bang is a large scale writing event which functions as a collaboration between writers and artists.
How does it work? - The writer creates a fanfic which reaches a certain minimum word count (in this case 5000 words) over a set period of time. At the same time, they are paired with an artist, who in turn creates an artwork based off of the writers Big Bang submission. At the end of the writing period, all works are posted to Ao3 as part of the KPTS Big Bang 2023 Collection and everyone will be able to promote their works on social media .
Can I be writer and artist? - Sure! .
Can I use an existing WIP? - Sorry, but no. Unless your WIP is less than 25% of the minimum word count (1250 words) and has not been shared anywhere - the point is to challenge yourself within the time frame to create something new! .
Can I continue an existing series? - Sure! So long as the Big Bang piece can be read as a standalone (i.e. the reader does not need to read your other works in that series first) then you're welcome to write a sequel work! .
Can my friend and I request to be a pair? - Sorry, but no. The idea of the anonymous prompts is to encourage people to form new connections and meet new people - that said, you may wind up being assigned to your friend by chance, but please keep your prompts secret from everyone until after the claiming period is finished so as to keep things fair .
What kind of art can I create? - Said the farmer to the pig, go ham! Create whatever you like! So long as you are able to upload it during the posting period .
Can I share snippets to my social media? - We would ask that both writers and artists keep things under wraps until the posting period .
Are there any limits as to content warnings/pairings/RPF? - Not at all! Post whatever you'd like, just make to sure to tag everything clearly and correctly. If you need help tagging just give us a shout!
What about crossovers/fusions? - Feel free to write any kind of crossover you like, so long as the Kinnporsche characters are the main focus of the work
What are the Check-In periods? - These are very simple, they're just us checking in with people at the 25%/50%/75% markers to make sure everyone is chugging along and are able to stay on track for the end date. If you feel you are struggling or falling behind, send us a message! Remember, this is meant to be fun, and it's no fun for anyone if they have to make themselves suffer just to participate ā¤ļø
I don't have an Ao3 account, what do I do? - Apply for your account as soon as possible. It can take up to a couple of weeks for your invitation to arrive, so the sooner the better!
What do I do with the artists piece? - Post it at the end of your fic when you upload it to Ao3, and link to the artists post on their socials
What do I do with the writers piece? - Post the link to it on your socials!
I'm not going to be finished in time, what do I do? - Don't stress! Send us a message and we'll work out something with you. This can be arranging a pinch-hitter who can help you with writing, arranging an extended deadline - listen, stuff happens and life gets in the way, it happens all the time. I promise you are not going to be yelled at for needing extra time ā¤ļø
My writer/artist seems to have vanished off the face of the earth - Have you checked the moon? If they're not chilling in the lunar orbit, send us a message and we will do our utmost to contact them. If we cannot get a hold of your space-faring partner, we will do our best to arrange a new partner for you.
How do I post an image on Ao3? - Great question! It involves setting up a new work skin, which sounds terrifying but there is an excellent step by step guide here: https://hjbender.tumblr.com/post/189464019184/how-to-post-an-image-on-ao3#:~:text=Put%20your%20cursor%20where%20you,then%20enter%20an%20image%20description. The best part? Once you have this skin set up on your Ao3 account, it's yours forever! Set it up once and you will be able to keep using it
How should I tag my artist on Ao3? - Insert the text shown in the screenshot below into the Ao3 text box and it should show up as a hyperlink containing the words you put between the ><. The URL goes between the " ".
I recommend when you set up your skin to post a test work containing a test image and a random link so that you're not under pressure on your posting day. When posting, make sure the URL does not have any spaces, but whatever text you use between the > < should allow spaces
What are all these acronyms/terms? - If you are new to fandom spaces or some of the terminology regarding fanfiction, then simply drop us a message or see if it's listed below:
WIP - Work in Progress
Rec - short for Recommendation (check out ā fic-recs!)
Ao3 - Archive Of Our Own (AOOO, Ao3 for short! This is where you'll be posting your fic)
RPF - Real People/Person Fanfic (eg. Shipping Mile and Apo rather than Kinn and Porsche)
Sprint - a writing sprint, available in the ā sprints-channel (you'll need the @writer role). This is a short, timed event you can run at any time (provided there isn't one in progress) in which you set a timer to see how many words you can write within the set time period. You are welcome to use this for your non-Big Bang works as well!
KPTSBB - Kinnporsche: The Series Big Bang
KPBB - Kinnporsche Big Bang
Beta - Someone who helps out by reading over your work and providing feedback/helping with edits, etc. If you need help reading over your work then you can tag beta to see if anyone is available, or else message any tag moderator and we'll get you set up with a beta
Pinch Hitter - Someone who can step in nearer the final deadline to help out if you're struggling to meet the minimum word count and feel you won't be finished in time. Message any @moderator and we'll do our best to help you out, see above FAQ for more info
Again, the best place to stay in contact with both us and your fellow participants is on the KPTS Big Bang Discord server!
Now featuring our wonderful new banner made by the amazing @suzteel!
#kinnporsche big bang#kpts big bang#kp big bang#kinnporsche#kinnporsche fic#vegaspete#vegaspete fic#kimchay#kimchay fic
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Hi! Your blog is amazing, and so is your writing! Iām a brand new newbie to the Rise of Guardians / Blackice fandom, and Iām OBSESSED š anyways, maybe you could help a newbie out? What are the best fics to read? The best blogs to follow? Sorry if this is a lot, I just absolutely adore this fandom/ship!
Aw, thank you! Welcome to our little slice of fandom! Please enjoy your stay!
For blogs, definitely check out Gilly and Bunnimew's blogs, they have some lovely work both in art and fic! Here are some authors on AO3 you should definitely comb through:
Gilly
LinesAndColors
XinriaRouge
ChibisUnleased
KamuiWithFangs
not_poignant
And since you asked and I haven't had the opportunity to gush about my favorite fics, here they are:
How to Love Fear - This is it. This is the fic that dragged me kicking and screaming into this fandom. I love it so much and have read it so many times. Jack is given a mission by MiM to go into Pitch's lair to offer reform, but Pitch is not having it. Jack, now stuck in the dark with the Boogieman has to convince back into the light or take his place as the new Nightmare King. All the while, memories of a life he doesn't remember start to resurface and Pitch has something to do with it. Its a WIP, but definitely worth the read!
Black Ice - If How to Love Fear dragged me in, this one is what convinced me to stay. Jack finds Pitch one Halloween night and agrees to help him find his true center and a new way to use fear. What follows is a slow-burn, sci-fi fantasy epic that I finished in less than three days because it was so compelling! Complete.
Baddest Boy of Them All - A blackice Megamind AU where Pitch comes to Earth as a baby is not raised by the best of standards, ultimately deciding that if they're gonna treat him like a bad guy, he might as well be the bad guy. Jack becomes his favorite hostage. WIP, but updated regularly.
Rocks Give Way to Rain - The slowest of slow burns and mysteries and I am dying to see it's completion! It's long, it's epic, Jack has a much shadier past than we've been led to believe, and there's something up with Pitch and his shadows and Jack is determined to help out. WIP, absolutely a must-read.
Evil Boyfriends - If dark!Jack is your thing, this is the series for you! Pitch finds Jack long before the Guardians get him and Jack sticks around, compounding in a dangerously co-dependent relationship. Not what I would actually consider dark!Jack, but he's definitely not on the side of the Guardians. Complete.
Finding a Home for the Holidays - Some Doublemint Oreo goodness, wherein Jack finally has people to spend the holidays with. Fluff, smut, and angst all in one place! Complete.
Hold My Tea and Watch This and Why is the Tea Always Gone - An epic romp of Pitch and Jack discovering how much they need each other while a dark force awakens to threaten the world. Complete.
Shattered Pieces - Gilly's WIP that is currently driving me insane with heartbreak! Twenty years after the events of the movie, Jack is struggling to open up to his friends. When Jamie loses his belief, Jack is left struggling to pick up the pieces of his shattered heart, but Pitch is there to help. Updated regularly.
In Another Time - You want angst? You want tragedy? You want your heart ripped out and stomped on the floor? Then do I have a story for you! In the ongoing war against the Dream Pirates, Fearlings, and Nightmare Men, General Kozmotis Pitchiner already has enough on his plate without dealing with a trouble-making Jackson Overland. Perhaps, it would have been better to kick him out when he had the chance, but growing attached to young Private instead seemed so much more desirable at the time. Complete.
Strange Magic - Strange Magic AU wherein Prince Jack overhears a plot to use a love potion on the Dark Forest King Pitch and decides that that's a bad idea. The fastest of burns and I am here for every second of it! Complete.
I know I'm missing a bunch, but this is what I got right now just skimming through my bookmarks. There's so much more on my read later list, but this is a good start if you're looking for multi-chapter fics! Reader beware though, all of these feature smut at some point.
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Look what we found in Dadās journal!
Weird.
Anyway, the Man writes like Yoda, but here is what we figured out:
1. What the fuck is a āDadfucker Festā?
Itās a weekend dedicated to the āfuckingā part of Dadfucking.
2. How can someone contribute to this most wonderful and noble cause?
Give us porn! Remember, Dad wasnāt exactly a monk, and Dean gave him everything heās ever had. All you have to do is write (or draw or edit) some dadsex and mention @dadfuckerfest and/or tag #dadfuckerfest (mentions are preferred, for consistency and notifications). Weāll reblog it to this page to share with your fellow dadfuckers and to save for posterity!
3. Wait, is it just John/Dean? What about [other canon/original character]?
Characters and ships other than John/Dean are most welcome! However, your work still has to be about J/D to some degree. This means threesomes, gangbangs, third-party POVs, role-play, J/D by-proxy, unrequited fantasies are a-okay. You can find some examples here. If youāre still unsure if something is allowed, feel free to ask for clarification. (Though to be honest, weāre not very picky over here.)
4.When is this dadsex going down?
When is it not going down?! Feel free to start working on your daddycestuous fic/art and sharing it as soon as you like. However, works will be reblogged to this blog on Friday, July 28th through Sunday, July 30th.
5. Whatās with the day-by-day break-down?
Think of the day-by-day break-down as our reblog calendar, to help us categorize your works. Or if you like, think of them as very optional, not-at-all-serious āthemes.ā They are as follows: * Friday July 28th: (Pre-)Canon ā i.e. the m/m J/D of our main timeline. * Saturday July 29th: Alternate Universe/Curses/Other Weird Shitā incl. genderswaps, John survives AUs, no-supernatural AUs, fuck-or-die, possession, Huntercorp, time-travel, monsterfucking, omega!verse, prequel AU, whatever your sicko heart desires! * Sunday July 30th: Kink ā what it says on the tin: give us some kinky shit. As you can tell, the line between canon and AU is very blurry, and J/D can be kinky in any world. So donāt worry too much about sticking to themes ā chances are, your work will fit in at least one of these days.
6. What about prompts?
Flip over to pg. 10 for instruction, and pg.11 for the list.
7. I donāt like any of the prompts and I want to freeball and/or rawdog it.
We see what you did there! Submissions need not be in response to a prompt. This is your chance to finish (or start!) some wips, to distill a story idea to its sexy essence without worrying about plot or worldbuilding, to turn a DFF ask into a little scene, etc. etc. Once again, as long as itās J/D and porny we will take it!
More lore under the cut!
8. What is the desired porn-to-plot ratio?
As long as there is (a little, a hint of) fucking, weāll take it! If you feel like you need plot to make your story work better/more enjoyable for *you*, please inject as much as youād like.
9. How long should a fic submission be?
As long as tickles your pickle! You probably wonāt get a lot of fucking done under 500 words, but feel free to prove us wrong.
10. I want you to reblog my stuff but this event name is very cringe and I donāt want to mention it.
A. Fuck you! B. You can notify us in other ways of your desire to share your filthy disgusting porn (e.g. dms, mention us in a reply, carrier pigeon, etc.)
11. John/Dean is so very sexy, but Iām shy and I donāt want to post on main. (This is NOT Jensen Ackles, by the way.)
They are the sexiest! You can post your work anonymously on ao3 and send us a link. You can also create a new tumblr account using a new email address and use that to share your wonderful daddycestuous creations. (If need be, we can also discuss email submissions).
12. Can my fic/art be used for another event?
Sure! As long as it hasnāt been published before.
13. Is non-con allowed?
Yes, but please give some heads-up in the tags or in the beginning of the fic.
14. Is under-age allowed?
See above.
15. I really want to participate but the timing doesnāt work for me.
No worries! a) Remember, you have two weeks from today to post whatever your heart desires. b) The point of this event is that itās low stakes and there isnāt a lot of prep work required, which means theoretically we can have more than one round! If enough people want to participate again, we can definitely have a repeat later this summer/in the fall, etc. (Also, we always take late submissions!)
16. Who is the fucker behind the curtain?
Hi, itās @egipci! Please feel free to send me any questions here or on my main blog!
17. We havenāt talked before/we donāt follow each other/I donāt like you. Can I still participate?
(Un)lucky for you, I love J/D about 1000x more than you donāt like me. As long as I can reblog your work to this blog, I will!
18. Your graphics suck! Our eyes are bleeding! Are you making this shit on a toaster?
Actually, Iām making it on an DIY busted-up Walkman-cum-toaster. If you got some better nerd instruments and you want to put them to good use, hit me up!
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