#i have an appt in 10 mins

[softnow]

coming to u live and overstimulated at the tattoo convention

[queer-crusader]

The struggle of being SO CLOSE to getting your hair cut to above shoulder length again soon except right now it's long enough that you feel So Fucking Gender the way it's tied back

[floofyfluff]

we're in this phase III trial of this thing that is soooooooo cool and i want to talk about it sooooo bad but 1. no. 2. no one will understand me if i do. 3. no.

but its so wild to watch disease processes go from totally untreatable to like. one time novel solution. in half of a lifetime. like from "not only do we not know why this is happening or how to stop it but i can tell you that you're just going to go blind," to "well if you come in and get this done every x weeks actually you will preserve most of your vision" to "actually maybe we can just do this one procedure and the thing that robbed 25% of your family of the ability to read by age 75 will simply not be a problem for you"

[full---ofstarlight]

i have such a stupid brain that i forgot my psych appoint and now theyre charging me 150 bucks and its my own damn fault but like do they not see how taht doesnt help my stupid brain that already hates me :))))))

[geneticcatalyst]

physical therapy is great until. theres Tasks,

[honexjams]

everyone who's disabled one way or another and simply has to keep going to work no matter how devistating it is on your body and/or mind, I see you and I love you. that shit is so rough and you're an absolute trooper for keepin it pushin

[broke-on-books]

FINALLY got my eye appt after *checks calendar* 4 YEARS. (you will not BELIEVE who needs glasses btw)

[kummatty]

I can see the appeal of redeyes ... even tho I believe it's antithetical to the act of slumber and even tho I must've looked positively unwell squirming around to find comfortable positions to sleep in, it was so spacious to have the full day yesterday and not even feel the looming flight and I slept the whole time, even if unpleasantly, which made the trip feel quick

[clubolive]

WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I EAT THESE GODDAMN PICKLES THAT CLAIM THEY HAVE NO BRINE I ALWAYS SPILL PICKLE JUICE ON MYSELF BC I FORGET THAT DESPITE THE FACT THEY SAY NO BRINE ADDED. THERES ALWAYS FUCKING BRINE.

[virtualmosshroom]

I have so many things to do this month coming up and not enough finances or the physical capabilities to deal with it all. I’m suddenly so overwhelmed bc I know how hard it’s going to all be. My regular gp is no longer gonna be an option for me bc he’s now only available in the evening (I rely on public transport) for a couple days out of the month and is now charging $120 per 10 min appt so now i have to find someone new 🥲

i have a haircut booked for next week ($75), my follow up appt to renew my plant medicine scripts ($60$), and am finally seeing a psychologist again ($120 per fortnightly session)

[star-bribery]

:( I don't wanna have to reschedule this a 2nd time

[fjordfolk]

no but for real this time

that said spartys having her tooth extraction on monday and i have Nerves

[ed3nzsq]

i gained sm weight (i rlly hope its water weight) im such a pig ahhh. i hate my mum. krrrrrr

i have 10 days. 10 days to loose 4kg which is indeed possible if i stop eating like the pig i am and start behaving an@!

so here is my plan:

350kcal max (i think im going to fast the day before the appt yk weigh ins etc.)

daily cardio for ATLEAST 10 min period or not

pilates every 2nd day for ATLEAST 15 min (im skinny fat ENOUGH)

5.000 stepps MINIMUM goal is 10k

IT IS POSSIBLEE

[studentbyday]

D-49 DAYS TO FREEDOM

gah so intermittent sleep last night -> turns off alarm at 8 and goes back to bed -> wakes up at 10 with a shock, but hey at least i'm well rested. 😅👍🏻 also...i have a feeling that weighted cardio is the only thing that makes me tired enough to sleep (why tho?? 🤷🏻‍♀️). like there was that one day i biked for 30 mins and i fell asleep so easily and the other day i biked for 10 or so mins and fell asleep easier than last night.

learning:

finished mol bio sections 3-5 (except notes on reversible termination sequencing bc i have a lot of questions i'm waiting for a reply on and someone please tell me why they make it so confusing with all the new and unexplained jargon to sift through and unspoken reasons for why certain things are done?? 😩)

still left to do:

mol bio sections 6-7 (not for this past week but this week)

biochem sections 4-7

watch ninja nerd videos on the remaining biochem sections to review

watch biochem module 4 review

mol bio quiz

biochem hw

biochem term paper

3 psyc ch from last week

2 psyc ch for this week

psyc lab

self-care:

did physio exercises (tho i didn't do all of them bc i think i hurt myself doing one of them and don't wanna put myself in that position again b4 i heal [hopefully soon so that the next appt isn't a waste of time 🤞🏻])

[oldbaton]

I have a dick appt in like 10 mins but im also EXISTENTIALLY exhausted but i also need to stretch a hole. You see the issue

[voidsumbrella]

argh. okay. so if i don't eat past 10pm tonight i can get up at 530/leave at 6/22 min drive/arrive at the test center when they open at 630. they're pretty quick, so i should be able to get out before 7, which lets me get back home before 730 so i can grab my wife and rabbit and leave at 730/drive 1 hr 45 mins to get to the vet at least a few minutes before 930, which is when my telehealth appt with the dr who ordered the bloodwork is. bennie takes latte in 10 mins early for his appointment at 940, i have my appointment in the car, and join them in 15-20 mins when that finishes up.

this, of course, hinges entirely on me being able to 1) go to bed early so i can 2) wake up early and 3) be out of the door on time, all of which i am not technically incapable of but historically suck shit at. but anxiety about being A Disappointment is a powerful motivator, so who knows.