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we really need to start writing more fics about the botw champion’s being the threats they are. guys they are SOLDIERS. WARRIORS. they are not out here having little cutesy times ok? they are fucking killing shit. Link canonically killed a dude. they are the best of the best at what they do. show it. give these characters depth. don’t just make them their tropes.
like i want less people to just go ‘oh and then they killed an enemy camp anyway.’ like HOW my guy? i am BEGGING please give these characters more depth than what they were given on screen.
especially urbosa! shes not just mommy figure or wine aunt she is a LEADER of her people and a warrior show her acting like one. revali may be a prick but he IS the best warrior rito village has ever seen. he’s not shying away at blood or violence.
MIPHA. my god MIPHA BABY GIRL!! what did they do to you? made you into a uwu wify who is only here to be romantic conflict for other ships??? (and then get mad at you for it?) or only make you links girlfriend? SHE IS A PRINCESS AND A FIGHTER. just because she’s kind does NOT make her weak! she was chosen to piolet a divine beast. they aren’t going to let someone who isn’t capable do that. (SHARP TEETH AND CLAWS ALSO?????)
daruk is massive and strong enough he could probably rip a bokoblin apart with his bare hands, his weapon is there to make everyone else feel better.
like if were gonna write fics about needing to comfort or about anyone being squemish make it Zelda. have her realize she’s basically traveling with some of the most dangerous people in the country and having to figure out how she feels about it.
Like come ON y’all! Think of the fics we could be writing!!!
#thats not to say i haven’t read phenominal fics that have toyed with this concept#but man have i read a whole lot more of fics that havent#i’ll never forget that zelink fic i read that had insanely intricate fight scenes and treated battles like the bloodbaths they were#absolutely fucking stellar#(ginneke you also do a great job with describing fights and also a sense of realism to characters)#make these fuckers feel REAL#who gives a fuck about ‘being canon’??#canon abandoned them anyway#avenin talkls#avenin rants actually#botw#loz#botw champions#i meant to post to main blog but oh well lmao#i’ll just reblog it with the tags#breath of the wild#i feel passionate ok?
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I'm sorry for the OC brain rot on main....
(the lines are from a post about "tag yourself: awkward/unflirty Sims edition" and honestly? all my OCs are awkward/unflirty so ... yeah...)
#my characters#they (my OCs in general) are not mine if they don't pine and fail at romance#and the fact one of the options WAS actually ask an inappropriate question??? deacon coded if there was ever something deacon coded#i have so many stupid ideas for ymber having the worst comments that he THINKS would be flattering in his head and then he hears it out lou#and is like oh no that was awful im going to be abandoned for that and i deserve it oh wow dang that was so bad#both of them are trying so hard to be supportive and learn about the other and somehow its working?#no one else knows HOW it works but ok buddy#like i saw a mug in a coffee shop that i DESPERATELY want to draw in the modern au i have#with Oh handing it to Ymber saying AH HA found a mug I can gift Deacon the next time you fuck up with talking to him#and then doesn't buy it but is thinking about it and then later that day Ymber says something v blunt and non flattering#and Oh just ARE YOU KIDDING ME I DONT HAVE DEACONS GIFT BC YOU SAID YOUD TRY HARDER AT THIS#the mug in question said#congrats on your breakup we hated him#and there were sparkles around breakup#and it was so funny to me i just .... thinking about how much Oh would love to give it to deacon as a sorry my friend is so bad at this#i really wanna draw more of the sims fail options with the others in the plot but hey i can post it on my side blog and spare you all here#i was thinking about a fanart idea earlier this morning and completely forgot it by the time i sat down to draw#gomen gomen i was gonna try to not do ocs on main but.... alas....
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climbing out of my ts2 rabbit hole to find out that we're getting a ts1 hot date part 2: the remix typa expansion pack?
#inch resting.....#since it's dating focused it's kinda giving me an idea for a sim drop again#but ya didn't hear that from me ok#also kind of mind-boggling to me how i still gain followers on this blog despite semi-abandoning it in favor of playing ts2 full time lol#hi guy! prepare to be lowkey disappointed by the profound silence my blog will continue to have
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#tinytf#idw transformers#idw arcee#arcee#extra smol#stocking up my queue so that i don't have to log on every day until tumblr either rolls back the update or makes it toggleable#the current layout makes me feel like i'm in a small tunnel very deep underground and the exit is blocked#ok maybe i'm exaggerating a bit but it's still uncomfortable and hard to use#i'm not about to abandon this blog though#just will be checking the notifications less frequently
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important to understand that my approach to oc design and characterization depends explicitly on how i'm playing that specific game, like. a thing you should know about ilya is that he is the kind of person who will dive into the middle of a large pull ahead of the tank and pop all of his mitigation while screaming because i get distracted and do that. constantly.
... it's the siren's call of the big aoe damage noises, ok.
#mostly im thinking about these things because they're the easy things to think about#i am. very. very. bad. at like deeplore dives lmao#so bad!!!!!!! i'm here for the emotional complexity do Not ask me where this man lives i don't know#... i do know.#once it starts branching out into history and family lore and godforbid fucking cultural lore i am just#so dumb. i'm so dumb i was not designed for worldbuilding even if it's just the world of one weird little guy#v invested in other people's sandboxes because mine is very small and it's also just full of rocks.#anyway.#my partner: BABY MOOOOOOOOODE#me: it's okay my heal is up it'll be FINE#also increasingly play casters like melee dps so everybody gets to suffer that as well#ilya standing directly under a very large guy in his stupid leylines like MANAWARD'S UP IT'S FINE#.... i dont play blm as much now honestly because to contribute i have to be less stupid. and that's not fun.#i really. REALLY enjoy the big melee dps damage noises#they're across the board better than caster noises. so disappointing because in my heart i am On Fire#sam+pal noises are the best noises in the game#SPINNING#i'm thinking too hard about backstories and it's not going well lmao#grabbing this creature by the shoulders and shaking him violently like WHO ARE YOOOOOOOU#concussed probably his brain is just sloshing around in there#babg mode blogging#this is also why he's canonically A Guy Who Touches Things He Shouldn't#because i'm that guy.#i'm the guy who touches things.#this explains sehren also like she would not be who she is if i didnt play dragona age with wild hubris and abandon#.... it wasnt fun unless i was wildly underleveled in places i didnt belong ok#every if mc ive gotten invested in also
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Grieving over someone who isn’t gone is such a complicated feeling. Especially when they are your best friend. Especially when they want to leave you.
I still can interact with them today. I can see them with my own eyes, hear their voice with my ears, understand their deepest dreams because we just know each other.
But soon, I won’t be able to see them in person, the only way I can hear their voice will be through a phone, and now someone else will learn to understand them better than me. I will slowly be forgotten as someone else becomes their remembered.
And it hurts. But it happens. And I knew it was coming but I didn’t want it to happen so fast. It’s like when you know something is going to bite you but it hasn’t happened yet. You anticipate the pain so it’s like the pain is already there.
They’re still here but they’re already gone. They’re not gone forever just gone for now. You’re still a kid. They’re all grown up and they’re leaving you. It hurts.
#when I say ‘they want to leave you’ I don’t mean it in a negative way#I am not on bad terms with this person I keep talking about#we are very close and that’s never going to change#I mean it more in the sense of that they’re letting go because they’re ready to let go#it’s hard to explain#like they are ready to let me go because someone else is ready to take care of them now#which is hard because I’ve been their shoulder to lean on ever since I can remember#and now we won’t even be living in the same area anymore#I have a deep set fear of being forgotten and I also have abandonment issues#I’m just feeling like I’m being replaced but I feel guilty because what’s happening is making this person I love happier#they’re pursuing what’s best for them and it’s great!#but in adjusting to this strange sense of grief that my one constant in my life is changing#I don’t like change#I didn’t expect us to stay together forever but I didn’t think they would leave me so soon and be so ok with it#everyone I know is comfortable growing up and changing but I’m so uncomfortable with the idea that it’s hard for me to handle#everyone else is excited to turn into a butterfly and I’m scared if not being a caterpillar anymore#idk if any of that makes sense but writing my feelings really helps me process and feel better#sfw interaction only#sfw agere#sfw age regression#age regressor#age regression#agere blog#quizzyrambles#Quizzyvents
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Today apparently I will be fuelled by pure rage. Noted.
#so. so you remember a while ago there was that person who was using a bunch of ppls art for...#lets say. inappropriate. stuff without permission?#WELL. they found the (granted now kinda abandoned) vex ask blog i used to do#and sent in some. very not pg asks#which is like. its in the fuckin bio? no nsfw??? fuck off?????#anyway i vaguely recognised the name and couldnt quite place it so i went to go on the blog that asked it (the name had been changed a bit)#'this user is blocked' ... ok? so i view anyway bc im like oh why did i block u (no recollection im v stupid)... yeah.#they still dont seem to have learned to credit or ask permission AND THEYRE STILL USING SOME OF MY OLDER STUFF#and all the nasty shit using both corruption vex AND also oc shadow (!!! that wasnt there before) as well as everyone elses stuff#its still there.#so that on top of everything else this weekend? ayo. not it. ive been existing in a state of constant rage since friday
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middle/high school me didn't form parasocial relationships with celebrities they formed serial parasocial relationships with random lesbian 20-something bloggers with a penchant for being 24/7 haters on increasingly obscure platforms (often that they had abandoned years ago) and would stay up till like 4am every night reading their posts from like five years back and collecting the Lore
#if you look closely i may still not totally be over that tendency - [gunshots]#and it was hilarious id know ALL these details about their lives ok. from their old abandoned blog on wordpress dot com#and i would stalk them and try to find if they were still active somewhere#oh the stories#so first was the forums on fanfiction dot net. i would stalk them daily#and these people would overshare everything about their lives on the internet and id meticulously collect all the details and fantasize#about joining their group someday#and sometimes i would leave reviews on their stories and mention some detail i picked up and they'd be like wait how'd you know that -#and i would make up some shoddy excuse like i did not know every single detail about all their lives#they used to have so much drama too it was hilarious. like full out brawls and catfights#and then there was goodreads. i would get obsessed with a reviewer and stalk hundreds of their reviews#and slowly put together pieces of their life and personality i would never use#there was this one reviewer in particular called emma and she's probably like 25 now?? anyway she was my IDOL in eighth grade#and her entire brand was she loved leaving long rambly one star reviews#and then my blogging era. there were a few then but the most notable was this girl called elle#i know what university she studies at i know her birthday i know all her family drama her girlfriends which taylor swift songs she thinks#are the gayest and she doesn't even know i exist lol#anyway she was A HUGE ONE. she's still influenced such a huge part of my personality to date#and she recommended me so many of my all time favourite books and she was the reason i got into glee#anywayy i stalked her all the way onto tumblr and even summoned up the courage to send her an ask one time#she was the reason i realised i was sapphic actually. and the person who made me the obsessive sapphic media enthusiast i am today#i remember having the awakening at 4am reading her blog posts from years ago on my kindle and listening to all too well#which btw she considered the gayest song of all time so i naturally did too#and i got reallyyy into sapphic media after that#then there was this blogger who went by may#then of course i came on here 💀 and the rest is history#definitely had a bunch of those here too there was this woman named heather#and i was perennially stalking her blog she randomly left tumblr after falling in love with a guy#and making this dramatic post about how she had a burning red love with lots of women in her time but now her love with this guy was golden#noooooo i ran out of tags compulsory stop to my obsessive rant ig
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actually omg have u ever had a good scroll thru the old pwelverumandsun tumblr account? i loved it sm i think the last posts were advertising the free shows he did when crow was released but wow it was so lovely looking at all the posts and stuff. mount eerie enrichment time for sure. also i love love love his paintings and art and there were some poster designs on there that i dont think ive seen anywhere else! sry for rambling lol. but yeah
nono dont apologise for rambling about this , i love talking about his work sm lol. but yes i think i have looked through at least a bit of the blog! and also found geneviève's blog too through that, which was nice to see art and other small things on :''') i love her art so much. i really like her music too but her art really connects with me for whatever reasons, like i love it deeply, it makes me cry. also in general i kind of love scrolling through old blogs that aren't used anymore so maybe ill look again at the pwelverumandsun one again . especially for poster designs. i really like how he designs his posters and records and packaging, its all very nice and detailed and good blends of beautiful and practical and harshness with natural imagery n stuff. all very nice. also i like his scribbly inky writing. (also oh man i just realised theres some old merch designs he posted that i would kill for lol. some rly nice t shirts)
i rly like these tour posters (just off tw*tter, from more recently)
also just found this rooting around, its the book? that came with Mount Eerie pts 6 & 7 . i just like the font a lot. sm care and detail goes into all the records he makes its really cool. one day ill buy one but alas.. . . its expensive to get to here .
#asks#ok . this was nerd moments.#idk if u get his email newsletter but its nice and i recommend it. the sign-up things on the pwelverumand sun website#i think hes abandoned tw tter and uses it instead so thats nice bc i have also abandoned twiter#also idk if i should link geneviève's blog but its there if you look on pwelverumandsun n scroll a bit . links to music n stuff#maybe thats odd to feel like i shouldnt . i dont know#sometimes blogs feel very private when they arent used anymore
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i’m falling asleep and for once i’m not worried about my dreams it feels nice
#Baz said my dreams might be a sign that i have abandonment issues#I’m not sure what that means but ok#Falling asleep peacefully but only cuz i’m in lover’s arms#bret michaels rp#poison rp#rock star rp#80s rock rp#rp blog#rockstar rp#classic rock rp
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'nother big post of closed species guys i've designed since folks were nice abt the last one :)
mignyans (alien parasite crabs that infect a host and cause the thing-esque meat to manifest on their bodies):
^ free anniversary event design! they do a scavenger hunt every october for traits and it's always a good time
^design i did as a guest artist for the species! using the new mineral deposit trait that was added after the last anniversary event
^ this is one of my favorites i've ever done. i love you channel wvmb you will always be famous to me.
^ this one and the next one were designed based on premade crabs! this one's the same species as the first mignyan i ever designed
^ this one goes with the sun & moon one :) wizard & apprentice
^metalhead!! bloody remnants logo designed by my wonderful fiance
starlyngs (avian creatures that are personified stars i think? i'll be honest i'm less clear on the lore i just think they're neat):
^ shithead extraordinaire who is in trouble all the time for stealing & conning people out of valuables
^ freak.
#ibis art#i forgor what i tagged the last one of these i did#but if anyone wants to see all the beasts i've designed they're up on my toyhou.se same username as here#p much the only stuff on tumblr i've ever seen abt closed species is drama/vent blogs and i want to stay faaaar away from that#so i don't post much about these here but i like them a lot and they are fun to make#they feel like good creative exercises! ive seen a lot of people complain abt cs being too restrictive#and i've definitely had that experience in SOME cs... there's a few i abandoned bc design stuff was too strict#but you can find a lot of spaces that are much freer with design guidelines and working with those rules is really fun for me#i'd say rule of thumb is never join a species if they don't offer a free way to make your own and only make yr first one on a free myo#that way you don't lose money if anything Sucks and can hit the bricks no problem#i like to buy slots for mignyans bc i like making a lot & it supports my friend on the mod team#but i seriously sideeye any species without a free myo option or that puts time limits on free myos from events & the like#and anyway you can just make whatever you want forever and you don't have to make it part of a species. that's also always an option#ok tag ramble DONE ibis AWAYYYY
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Just have a thing to say: Let it be known that I will always return to Vaedar. It may take several months ( during those times that life just loves to do its thing ), but I will always return. Hope everyone’s been doing okay!
#this is my dragonlord bby ok i will never abandon him... have put wayyyyy too much work into him xD and still continue#even if am not here or RPing am always brainstorming the more i read ancient history and such#and yes i posted this on rhaegar i copy pasted idc#i am currently purposely keeping myself from tumblr because i have a FFXVI obsession and have URLs saved....#and don't wanna impulse make blogs for them so yes#tati ooc
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Desperately gripping on and trying to resist the urge to abandon this blog entirely !
#i have 2 (two) sideblogs that are keeping me on here and that is IT#because i have another tumblr account. (my oc blog) i can just turn that into my main#but i have 2 sideblogs. one an update blog for a pet sim and the other a fandom blog. and like. i love them#i love the urls#oh but hmm. it would be. easy. to just. remake them. they dont have rly any followers so im not losing much#hhhhngh#bc this is the longest ive owned a single blog active blog and it SHOWS. i fear what lurks#id have to rename my insta to. hmmm#but do i deactivate or abandon#bc on one hand. i dont want old stuff to like. still be alive. on the OTHER. i look though my blog Alot to find my own art n posts n stuff#and i cant do that. if deactivated#potato rambles n speaks#how old even was i when i made this blog?? i had to be 14 at LEAST. do you know how awful that is to think about#14 yr me had terrible opinions#and ooh i Know im gonna regret deleting it the second i need something or dont feel apathetic to one of the sideblogs that arent the main 2#but AAAAHHHHHH#EDIT: ok wait. i have something in my queue right now. that i need to queue again next year to. so. 2024. is when this blogs time can be up#but ough. i /could/ just do the last rb next year on the lake acc. but hmm#i need to look determined. i need to make it to the last year
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there's always that one mutual who disappears without a word and i often find myself wondering what's happened and why they're not posting anymore :(
#they were one of my favourite reader insert writing blogs for doctor who & they have several unfinsiehd wips#idk it just makes me sad to see an account i love be abandoned#i rlly hope the person who runs it is ok
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remembered that i have like 50 sideblogs... i should actually do something with those
#brought on by me thinking abt making a ffxiv sideblog now that i have the full game and my bunbun#OH SHIT I MEANT TO TAKE SCREENSHOTS--- it's ok. i dont have any glamours rn anyway.#just know that he is so beautiful#what was i talking about#SIDEBLOGS#i need to add more stuff to my queue for my drama blog.... i use my kpop sideblog semi-regularly bcs i dont bother w a complicated tagging#system there lol but yexie has a complicated tagging system.....#my vkei sideblog has been abandoned and i did nothing w the fashion/aesthetic/vibes sideblog either...#and then there's the ffxiv sideblog i kinda made as a joke bcs the url ringofendlesslight was available#i should turn that into a proper sideblog....#but not at 2am max#i took my melatonin too late i'll be here a bit longer#max.txt
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Would you guys hate me if I started fandom posting more often. I am so tired of creating a new blog for every interest I have
#I actively run 10+ blogs and have 20+ abandoned ones I don't need another one#not a question you WILL be seeing ducks. ok bye
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