#i hatemyself too

[vurlient]

the brobecks is so real rn

[jarchivussy]

JUST CAME UP WITH A KAI N MORGAN PARALLWL.... WAUGH

[gorgeouslypink]

BITCH OHMFG I ACCTUALLY WOKE UP IN THE VOID STATE!!!!@!!!!

No because I was deadass depressed yesterday because of all the success stories but I still hadn't enter3d but then I was like fuck it I did the reprogramming exercise again because it helps me live in the end and then last night I did the parallel reality thing and fell asleep and I woke up in the fucking void state!!!

I honestly can't believe it and it was so easy too, I fucking hatemyself for wasting all this time but it's okay because I achieved my goal 😌 thank you so much pink,.You're a blessing in this community 🙏 ❤️

I'm so proud of you and don't be frustrated over wasted time because now you've entered!! Congratulations and I wish you all the best!! 💗

[horrorlesbians]

i really like your blog but sometimes i have the urge to send mean asks bc u need a reality check but its terrible....youre so beautiful and have lots of swag its sucks that all that shit in ur life told u that youre ugly but theyre wrong...tbh i think you need more friends who tell you youre hot maybe then you wouldnt constantly post about how ugly and unloveable you are bc thats such bullshit like cmon now. a sexy dyke will pick u up one day but the broken barbie vibe isnt as sexy as some peoplemake itout to be bro . please im begging you to find some confidance within yourself you WILL make crazy sexy fucked up films and you WILL be the object of obsession of someone super sexy but first u gotta stop crying about fake news (u beingugly) on tumblr and i do know mental illness and body imagw are serious things i struggle too so honestly i kinda hatemyself for sending you this its out of line and also the first time ive ever sent something like this (im a hatemail virgin) but also u did sign up to the 'weird personal rude asks' website?

anyway im very sorry for saying this but it was either this or i unfollow and like i said i really like ur blog cause ur cool (tldr hating urself is only sexy in moderation) (hope this doesnt hurt your feelings) (sorry again)

I am genuinely speechless

[bpdpostinnnng]

Distractions can only last so long, at least when that's how you fill up all your time and escape every little thought in your brain I watched a movie I managed to make it through the entire movie before it started up again after its just a matter of finding a new distraction fast enough this disorder sucks Theres always this little voice in my mind "what if you messed everything up" "What if they hate you" "what if you mean nothing" "What if nothings ever going to be okay" "What if you are too awful" I hate that voice hopefully once they figure out a good treatment plan for my chronic illness they can finally go back to a treatment plan for my other disorders I don't want me being like this to be the thing that pushes away who I care about most I wish I could talk about how Im feeling to people I wish I could share my thoughts feelings and fears I hardly feel like I can though when I'm not in a crisis the minute I get the chance to speak I shut down I never manage to say a word I wish I could I wish I wasn't so trapped in my head when there's someone I want to let in if I could just beam my thoughts right out of my brain they wouldn't ever have to worry about anything but I cant and I hatemyself for how much of me I feel is locked inside They are the person who knows me best though im sure they understand what this is like anyways

[einjungeohneglueck]

The Urge....

Every time something happens and my heart is about to explode.

"It wouldn't matter"... then it really matters!

But it's OK. It was just me.

Isn't she beautiful? The blade. Golden cuts for Golden Scars. 🙂

[ghostpiloted]

hi i really want mains so if anyone is interested (though i doubt most people will be lmao) feel free to give this a like and i will hit you up in ims and love you very much

[itsaeonian]

I bet Soldier Boy is vaccinated

[3mola]

TWO KIDS ROOM vol. 3

[pollyponders]

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[mypokepal]

Hi, could you match me up with a Pokémon partner? I’m an INTP Aquarius gal who likes singing, gaming, and taking walks. I’m shy and I don’t like being around people, but I adore caring for animals. I’m very loving and prefer talking through actions instead of words. I really enjoy physical affection like hugging and cuddling. I dont mind battling but I prefer breeding or collecting Pokémon. I love cold weather and if I lived anywhere, it would be either Snowbelle City or Lumiose City in Kalos.

Oh!! A Snowbelle City lover!! I think Sinnoh would definitely be the best region for you and I definitely see you working in a Pokemon Daycare. 

I have the perfect partner for you! Let me introduce you to…

Lairon! I think Lairon would be perfect for you because…

(1) People will find it hard to believe that this tough, steel tank is one of the most playful and goofy Pokemon out there! Lairon loves annoying its trainer with asking for pets, cuddles and kisses. Start working on building up your muscles because this absolute boulder loves a running hug. With that being said, Lairon is quite selective with who it shows affection to so know that Lairon chooses and wants to be your partner. And it’s not because Lairon hates other trainers or Pokemon but because it doesn’t really know how to display its affection or emotions properly so it prefers to just keep it all inside. 

(2) I think opening a daycare with Lairon as your right hand would be such a great idea for a magnitude of reasons! Lairon is naturally very protective of its territory and of the ones it keeps close to its heart. So not only will Lairon be your daycares bodyguard but it will ensure the safety of every single Pokemon and employee there. You and Lairon both care so deeply for those in need and together I see you guys tending to newly hatched Pokemon, testing indoor playgrounds to make sure they’re safe and breaking apart fights that may occur between two baby Pokemon over a toy. Don’t be surprised when you find it hard to get a hold of Lairon during a busy day because every single Pokemon will want to play with Lairon and Lairon is too much of a sucker to say no. 

(3) Being both introverts, you and Lairon will have a pretty deep bond where communication can be made through simple eye contact or facial expressions. On top of making sure all the Pokemon in the daycare are looked over, Lairon will constantly be checking up on you! It will be draping a blanket over you when you fall asleep at your desk after a long day of work, pushing its meal towards so you can eat more, or getting the day started earlier so you can sleep in. Lairon is your biggest cheerleader and will be nudging your legs forward whenever you are hesitant to do something or talk to someone. With Lairon wanting nothing but the best for you, I think you will find yourself growing a lot as a person by wanting to be a good role model with Lairon as well. 

Other Pokemon Considered: Metagross, Meowstic, Torterra 

[mydepressedanxiety-blog]

I don't want to be the girl who

-thinks of suicide

-self harm

-wears a jumper in the summer

-hates her body

-don't want to eat

-never good and skinny enough

-get judged by everyone

-fake smiles

-feels insecure all the time

-keeps everything bottled up

-pretends everything is okay

But guess what...

I'm that girl

And I'm fucking hate it

[battling-my-demons]

So I'm a useless adult. I set my alarm like usual. I went to sleep and woke up at 3:30 p.m. I forgot to turn my volume up on my phone. Because of that, my alarm didn't go off and I missed several calls. I slept half the day. There is no excuse for how embarrassing that is. When people ask why I slept the whole day, what do I say besides I'm lazy because I am 😅🙃.

[rlconasty]

Oof

[ctpatown]

i feel so unvalid

[einjungeohneglueck]

“I found an old picture of you, it made me smile because it reminded me of you and me, of what we could have been. But then I cried because it never happened. I miss you but also don't miss you.”

You killed me. Me and my Mind. You treated me so badly that i got Mental Health Issues and filled me with self hatress. I always give myself the fault when something doesn't work out as planned.

Just because you liked playing with my feelings.