#i hate this fuckass country
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post 1975 indian history is the most depressing shit I've ever been hyperfixated on in my life can someone please sedate me
#I can't do this anymore#I hate this fuckass country#I wish all religion died#you know that ask asking me to rank the pms. I take it back everyone after lbs sucked ass#anyway can you tell im trying to finish the fuckass 950 page book again#the way I devoured the first half in two weeks and after indira gandhi came in around page 400#I've been thadavafying with it for 2.5 years#I hate everyone#I will finish this book by tomorrow. I can't do this anymore#I hate it here. why did we get here. I miss nehru
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womp womp
#to delete#i hate this fuckass country#I hate that I so strongly feel the need to disappear into the ether#I hate that I know the answer to this feeling is reaching out but if I feel like a burden that makes it worse#I hate that my mental state is apparently so fragile that something that should be expected fucks me up this much#I hate that I’m so tired of feeling useless that I overburden myself to the point of exhaustion#I hate that I unfairly compare myself to everyone around me#I hate that I can’t even write. that’s literally all I’m good for#I hate that I can’t just set aside my issues and work and instead start spiralling at the slightest inconvenience#I hate that I can’t do anything right. what’s up with that#surely out of a whole 23 years SOMETHING should have gone right but I am not convinced#I hate that at 23 I’ve never been in a relationship. for a hopeless romantic this is DEVASTATING 💀#I hate that there’s so much evil in this country that I don’t even know how to protect my friends from.#I hate that people can’t be trusted to make the right decisions#I hate that I’m essentially powerless to do anything in the face of this#I hate that I truly mean nothing. gotten real tired of saying it’s cool and fun bc it’s NOT#I’m exhausted. someone take me out back pls
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Damn they didn't even give us till midnight. And of course I get teased with an edit of my glorious king Jayce 😭😞
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life is not worth living if i can't smoke a joint with a weird black woman
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I hope everyone whos walked behind me today has acknowledged the fact ive just been staring at rivals magneto for the past hour
#snap chats#new title at school ‘guy with the kirby geadphones and nice outfits and looks at pictures of magneto and professor x all day’#a friend invaded my Magneto Staring timr and assaulted my ears she was SO MEAN TO ME TODAY#she always mean to me tbh ….. she thinks im a weirdo for being an introvert like girl i cannot physically make you understand my brain#i asked the universe to be nice to me today and instead i get called an unlovable cat that’ll get returned to the shelter after a day OK#ALSO I TOLD HER I WAS 23 NEXT MONTH AND SHE SAID TWINK DEATH?????#THATS NOT. i was so appalled. what is she talking about im not ……. ok……….#had to delicately remind her she’ll be 23 soon too like Girl 💀💀💀💀💀#and then i told her i wad filipino and she was like ‘oh are you onea those whove never been to your home country’#ok well Miss Ma’am i regret to inform you the us of a IS my home country#its so lame tho cause all my sibs got to go to the philippines before i was born 😭😭😭😭 this family HATES ME#‘like idk just the way you talk….’ we TALK THE SAME. YOU AND I ARE ON THE EAST COAST /WHAT/#‘snap was this just an excuse to rant’ NO. i jus wanted to say i wanna play rivals ……. also eriks very handsome in that game….#but like we know that i can only repeat myself so many times …#anyway ima finish this fuckass lunch so i can actually finish my shit so i can MAYBE. look at magneto in-game BYE
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Constantly and wildly bouncing from “gun control would solve a lot of our violence problems in the US” and “queer people, women and minorities need to arm themselves NOW”
#Kat’s meow#on one hand hell yeah Luigi mangione on the other hand children are dying#I hate thiss fuckass country
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"Toxic yaoi fan" but can't even conceive mildly socially disapprovable yuri. Ok 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
#socially disapprovable in Your fuckass country no less but whateverrrr#having l/v thoughts again and. i'm sorry boo i know firsthand a situation just like theirs irl and no one gaf. why Should they gaf even#not that it should matter (''you can do whatever you want forever'' - The Fiction) but this is such a non-issue even irl. lol#both the age gap and the ''incest''#they hate each other's father said fathers don't see the other's daughter as his own and said daughters have met once. akskfnficjgjhvjvjvkv#YOU CAN'T EVEN USE THE ''oh but they're still blood related'' EXCUSE BC THEY'RE NOT. LIKE COME ON#loonavia#helluva boss#series#mytext
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breezy i don’t need to be reminded
#god i hate everything in the world i deserved to be there more than anyone else in that venue idgaf. i hate my stupid baka life and living#on the other side of the country this is never happening again 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 and if it does itll be in fuckass la#r.txt
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ive lost count of how many times this exam has made me cry and it doesnt even start until next week i am gonna kill myself i hate med school i hate college i hate my university i need it to end
#THEY CANT TEACH FOR SHIT#CANT WRITE A FUCKING PAPER#CANT TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY SO THEY REFUSE TO LET US SEE OUR MISTAKES#CANT RESPECT OUR TIME#ALL THEY DO IS TAKE OUR FUCKING MONEY#AND WRITE THEIR NAME ON MY DEGREE#if i had known that being a doctor would mean id have to go to this FUCKASS university#id have picked a different career (and i tried to !!!!!)#i am gonna be bitter about this until i die i dont care if it rots me and me alone#i hope everyone responsible for manipulating 18 year old me into agreeing to this suffers#17 days. 17 more days and i'll be done with third year#jesus fucking christ i need it to be over so fucking bad#i dont hate college i hate MY college#and i hate living in this country#and i hate my family for everything they did#i cant even separate them from how much i hate college because theyre the reason im here doing my degree alone#in a place without even half the quality of education as where i was SUPPOSED to go to college#i cant be normal i cant stop being bitter and i hate them i hate them so fucking bad#from rain#hashtag med school chronicles
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never let me and shiloh world build again .
#we’re trying to make a fuckass backwards in terms of modern countries Marion#and the FIRST words out of her mouth were ‘let’s make the men the pregnant ones’#LMFSOAOOOOAOO#misogynist society? More like misandrist. apparently#you guys couldn’t even imagine the stupid shit we came up with#NAVAL MINE AROUND THE CAPITAL!!!!!#-> this is all to say I do not actually hate men that much… it was just an incredibly funny excerise#‘all the government are woman besides likeone guy for Representation’#crepe rambles
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I’m so frustrated rn I want to bite someone so bad I hated college okay but I spent four years in a town I hated where I had one friend putting my personal life on hold working towards a degree in a major that I hated bc I was pressured and tbh I pressured myself to stick it out then I spent a year, a full year, living w my parents while our family was falling apart trying to get an entry level job and being told essentially (and once, literally) that I was a silly little girl trying to get a job that actually pays me right out of college even though I had already done several internships while in college but apparently four years of experience are required for getting a job that is supposed to give you four years of experience and the four years I spent learning the trade don’t fucking count so now I have a degree in PR with no experience and I have experience in animal care with no education so I can’t move up in either department and the only thing I’ll ever be qualified for is doggy daycare which is fun and all but pays me jackSHIT and I’m going to be scraping by and groveling to my parents for money forever and ever and everyone in my snooty middle class family is like weren’t you going to be a journalist? whenever they see me like having a minimum wage job is as good as having no job at all to them and they act like I didn’t try! I tried so fucking hard and I wasted so much of my life trying when I shouldn’t have been fucking bothered
#i want to work at the zoo there’s a really good zoo near me and the positions listed pay good#but i am in no way qualified so i’m trying to take some extra college courses and maybe apply as a nature camp counselor this summer#but i’m so afraid that it will just be more of me trying and wasting my time only to be rejected#i just want financial security and to maybe get a cat god i hate this fucking country and i hate this fuckass week#sorry for the bpd jumpscare post everyone i just needed to vent
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Agreed with everything and lightly separate point
I just wish I didn't have to fucking pay at an atm to get said cash, my bank isn't close enough to drive to easily (especially bc currently our cars p messed up) so it's hard to get a hold of cash in any real way. This is halfway a call for "god please if you have ideas please lmk" and also just offering that perspective of "hey cash is inaccessible to some people which has been done purposely"
having cash is like having secret money. like whos gonna find out i’m buying tacos with this crisp $20 bill??? not my bank account, that’s for sure
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i'meating crackers til i turn. 19
#i'm s o desperate. hello. i need money to function everyday. that or the lord can tak e me already#my phone is still broken...can't access any of my e-wallets...is not done wthe process of setting up a bank account.....college sucks ass..#which btw fuck u. why do most e-wallets have to be available on mobile only#can't follow thru w/applying on the online jobs i've been planning & preparing to apply to...mental health in shambles....college SUCKS ASS#need 2 repeat that 1. but as a joke actually i'm having fun i just hate some things about it rn#living in this fuckass pitiful suffering country that god has abandoned......wthis fuckass stupid system...getting fucked by this clowny#ass government that has literal performing clowns unfit to wield power doing nothing but. well. be so. fuck. literally evil atp god. can't#wrap my head around all this selfishness and greed. why. millions of ur ppl are starving. suffering. whyyyyy#january i thought u would be kind :( i begged u to be kinddd :(((((#ok i really am repeating my '23 blogging experience of running in here everytime i feel negative......siiiiiigh#ik things would get better. eventually. mybe it's an issue of right timing fuckin whatever.#just wish u don't have to be stuck on a limbo waiting for hope to arrive sometimes when u've ran out of things to do. or the energy to do#more. ykno. but whatever. WHAtever#catdrain
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retaking 3 exams in a day because uni said "hey lol since u paid late we will be deleting ur exams process! also, get a zero. also, no, that zero will be permanent. fuck you".
#college#university#studyblur#fucking hell man exams might be the death of me#i just... need to make it... until friday...#and when friday arrives... i will jump off a (remembers suicide is bad) trampoline. wee.#FUCK i truly hate everything these days#and worst of all??? ahaha. for the next elections in my country. im in the elective count table. hahaha. ha.#screaming and tearing my hair out FUCKKKKKK#AND MY FIRST EXAMS I DID SO WELL! THE FIRST TIME I DID THEM!!!#I GOT TWO 100S AND THE OTHER ONE WASNT GRADED YET#banging my head against the wall#screaming#considering dropping out. considering not doing it because it would be a waste of money and i have done two almost three years already#considering um frying myself. maybe serving myself on a plate? adding some salt?#not kms#i feel like crying and frustrated but cant cry#this is the straw that broke the camel's back#(in spanish it sounds more meaningful. la gota que derramó el vaso INDEED this shit is OVER)#and electricity cuts countrywide... wah...#considering??? no dropping out. no not dropping out. but a third mysterious thing.#considering begging someone to beat the shit out of my university administrator + fuckass hipster teacher
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Just me venting abt life
I seriously am so sick of people who don't even know me- somehow attempting to terrorize the living hell out of my daily life. It's 12am and this loser stalker knocked on the door loudly just to get a reaction out of the people I live with. I cannot stress this enough, the police are utterly useless because this dude has already been given multiple warnings to not step on the street I live on and he just gets to waltz up and down the street with no consequences other than a slap on the wrist, and not even.
#like idk man maybe he should be taken in or something before he really does something else.#it's so frustrating because stalking should already be taken seriously right? but this stupid cringe backwards fuckass country is so damn#lame they don't even protect you on that level#a stalker who goes out of their own way to disturb the life of people(s) is already enough of an offense but I guess those three complaints#against said stalker isn't good enough for the pigs because nothing has been done other than a “don't go down that street ever.”#wow I'm shocked that didn't work. it's almost like you need to take action against someone like this who would STALK someone just to be#malicious and spiteful#I hate america so much god#*aren't good enough#Ya know I should've put that all under the post but oh well#im not thinking clearly rn
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