#i hate this class. im interested to learn and the teacher is nice but i fucking hate him sometimes

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[coern]

I'm gonna make a schedule for tomorrow so I'm less stressed right now. then tomorrow I'm not gonna be able to follow the schedule THEN I'll get stressed but that's a problem for me in 12 hours

[arolesbianism]

Also holy shit it's so nice having a phone that doesn't die in like 2 hours like I was able to watch a video on it while I ate smth and it didn't immediately drop to 40% I can actually use my phone again yayyyyy

[zigmatism]

Letters to Brenda

I've been on break from daily sketches so have this little bit of writing I did for this piece!

marpenof 16

dear brenda

i hoap this lettir gets to you. leting you no im oke. i went too the mantans and im with hunters now. i hoap you are ding well at scool.

claide

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Nital 2

dear brenda

leting you no im still okey. i fott a wolf by myself. his clas wer very sharp.

i am sory that we got intoo a fite befor i left. i hop your okey in school.

claide

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Altreak 10

dear brenda

sorry for not riting. midwintir was bad wethir. the hunters let me stay in thair loje. 1 of them died from hipe hympr being too cold. im okey.

claide

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Chez 4

dear Brenda

taking a break from the cold. fond a town and im staing in a barn. The farmer dosnt know but i only take wat i need.

Claide

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Ches 14

Dear Brenda,

I met the farmer today. He's a lovely old man named Garius. He caught me writing a letter and graciously allowed me to stay in exchange for helping on the farm. He is also helping me learn to write– this letter is his transcription –with some flair– that I will study before I send it out.

I didn't really like learning to write in school, but the way Garius talks about it makes me more interested. He's been writing his own letters for a very long time. I like when people teach from experience.

I hope school is going well for you,

Love,

Your sister,

Claide Sharpe

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Murtil 4

Dear Brenda,

I've been working alot for Garius. I almost fergot to rite. I learned how to sharpen tools to get reddy for planting. I cut myself on a spade but I'm okay. I also chop wood but it's getting too warm for the fire place now.

Claide Sharpe

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Kythorn 11

Dear Brenda,

We finished planting and fixing up the fences. The horse is really old so it took a while but Garius didn't want to buy a new one. He got a new ax and let me keep the old one. I can probbly fix it with a new handle. He tried teeching me to cook but I don't like the stove. I can still cut up vegables and stuff.

Some angree peple came to the farm and Garius made me hide in the attick. I think they don't like me being here. Garius got them to leeve.

I hope the teachers are being nice to you. I know you won't bite them if they're meen.

Claide Sharpe

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Eleasis 1

Dear Brenda,

I'm still practissing my writing, but Garius needs a lot more help. He fell down really hard during the midsummer festivle, and I helped him move his bed downsters. I hope he gets better before harvest. I wanted to find him a healer but he wanted me to stay on the farm so he could keep teaching me. But he said I should visit you sometime but I don't want to visit unless you want to see me agin. I'll be here if you want to write back.

Love Claide Sharpe

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Marpenoth 4

Dear Brenda,

I hope you are well. Garius healed from his fall, but is still moving slowly. He asked to write for me again. We have almost finished the harvest and are getting prepared to sell it at the market. Garius has made sure I can go in disguise, but I wish I didn't have to– I hate wearing sunhats.

We got a very good crop, and Garius is excited that he may be able to buy some good lumber. He wants to fix up the farmhouse and build me my own room, but I'm probably going to do most of the lifting. I think he should spend it on getting better animals.

I hope you are doing well in school. I forget if there are classes in the summer.

Love,

Your sister,

Claide Sharpe.

P.S.

Brenda, I hope you can take some time out of your life to write to Claide. She is doing well on her own, and I am taking care of her as best I can, but I fear for her safety if I am no longer around. I will try to send her to you if that happens, though she seems to be reluctant.

You have an amazing sister. I hope you two can reconcile whatever separated you. I have been apart from my sons for nine years now. They occasionally send me gifts from whatever big city they are in, but I would love to see them face to face one more time. Don't let that opportunity pass you by.

Garius

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Marpenoth 10

Dear Brenda

We had a really fun time at the market. I got a brand new pocketnife with a saw and an ice pick, and a cool lether holder for my axe. Garius bought a big fresh steak that we ate with leftovers and also a new horse. This one is young but also really short. I don't know if it'll be good at pulling anything.

When we got home he took a bag of money and told me to hide it somewhere only I could reech. Maybe those angry people want to take it.

I really like fresh steak. We should eat fresh steak when I come see you.

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Nightal 1

Garius died in bed. I don't know if he was sick or old. He told me to get the money and horse and run. I almost got caught in the house by the angry people but I chopped down the beam we didn't finish and got away.

I'm not sure where I am. A group of traders let me stay at camp but I didn't want to go with them. I think I need to be alone. I sent this letter with them so I hope you find it.

I'm okay.

Love Claide.

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I don't know

Dear Brenda,

I'm okay. I'm outside a town but they don't seem nice. One of them tried to steal my bag when I went shopping, so next time I can only bring a little bit of gold in. I might just take stuff that they throw away. I don't like being near them.

I need to get stronger.

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Dear Brenda,

I lost an ear. I can still hear though. I just have a hard time balancing. I found a broken trading cart and was picking up leftovers when I got attacked by a big monster. It probably was the thing that broke the cart. Good thing the cart had a healing potion, but it also had a warming potion and I couldn't tell the difference so I'm sweating a lot right now.

It also had a couple weapons. I could only take a short sword and a dagger. I'll practice with them once I can balance again.

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Marpenoth 18

Dear Brenda,

I'm doing good. I got caught by an adventure party that kept me because they needed someone small to get into a cave. We got through and they gave me a cool dager. One of them is named Brumm, I think he's a dworf, and he told me about different kinds of weapons. I think my dagger is a flambear. 

They asked me to help them again, but I didn't like their bard so I stayed in town. I'm helping other people get into small spaces. The bartender lets me sleep in the spare closet. I only take food that people leave behind at the bar. I took a wetstone for my weapons but it's still in the same bilding so it's not stealing.

I'll be here for a while so you can send a letter back if you want.

Love Claide.

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Uktar 15

Dear Brenda,

I'm going to leave here. The party came back. The dwarf is missing and they want help finding him. They let me keep his battle ax until we find him. I will try to come back here when I'm done. I will be okay.

Love Claide

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Uktar 21

Dear Brenda,

We're in a big city. I almost got run over by a cart but the bard saved me, so I hate her less now. I still have to be in disguise but they got me a big scarf instead, which is a lot better than a sun hat. I wish Garius was here. Maybe his sons are here. I don't know what they look like.

I got to buy some throwing knives, but my party took them away because I missed one when practicing and broke a window. I'll have to get them back later.

What are you learning in school? I bet you're really good at reading and writing now. You could probably be a teacher there if you wanted.

Love Claide.

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Dear Brenda,

We're going into a mountain dungeon soon. There's big metal torches outside the doors. I hope there's not a lot more inside. I've gotten some practice with the battle axe, it's heavy but I can make it work. It's not very different from woodcutting. I won't be as good as the dwarf but I'll do my best.

Love Claide

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Dear Brenda,

We found the dwarf but he was actually a bad guy who wanted to use a magic gem to take over the mountain. I beat him because he forgot that fused dwarven steel is harder than tempered standard steel and I broke his sword. I guess cults make you dumb.

The party let me keep his stuff because they said I earned it. The armor doesn't fit me so I'm going to sell it here in town. After that I think I'll travel again. I don't like staying here anymore.

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Dear Brenda,

I'm back at our old home. There's not much there anymore, but all the grass is back and some of the flowers too. I tried fixing one of the huts but the wood was too rotten. Maybe we can fix it up together. Or maybe you don't want to go back. That's okay.

Love Claide.

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Dear Brenda,

I'm okay. I almost got eaten by a big thing that's like a dragon but in the water. I knocked out one of its fangs.

Love Claide.

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Dear Brenda,

I'm okay. I'm staying at a blacksmith's hut for a while. I don't like the forge but I'm in a corner far away from it so I can still watch the anvil. It's pretty cool. I want to make my own weapon some day.

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Dear Brenda,

I'm sorry I'm moving around a lot. I try to go back to places I've been but it's been a long time. I'm not good at keeping track by myself but I think it's been five winters.

Love Claide

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Dear Brenda,

I'm okay.

Love Claide.

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Tarsakh 4

Dear Brenda

I'm okay.

Love, Claide.

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Dear Brenda,

I lost my middle finger flipping off a bandit but I'm okay.

Love Claide.

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Dear Brenda,

I hope you're okay.

Love, Claide

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Dear Brenda,

I hope you're not still mad at me. I think I'm still mad at you, but I know that you just wanted us to be safe. I'm trying to take care of myself. I'm going to come visit the school soon. You don't have to meet me.

Love Claide

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"I'm sorry, dearie, your sister doesn't go to this school."

"Well maybe she graduated."

"I don't see any records of a Brenda Sharpe."

"Then what happened te her??"

"I couldn't tell ya. This school doesn't even accept goblins."

"But we were here! Maybe they just didn't want us on the records."

"Then I'm afraid there's not much I can do."

"What abou' all the letters I sent?"

"If someone isn't here we usually just destroy the mail."

"Why??!?"

"Jus' the way it is, love. Please leave if you're going to cause a scene."

"Ye said yer lookin for a goblin?"

"Aye. My sister. It was a long time ago but we both went to school here."

"Eyyyyy, I think I remember you two. You stayed in Sister Dannes' room, didn'tcha?"

"I think so. You're the janitor right?"

"Well I prefer 'custodian', but yep, that's me."

"Where's Sister Dannes?"

"She's resting in peace now, bless her. Hope she's getting all she deserves for her years of hard work."

"Where's Brenda?"

"I think she left a while ago. 'Bout a year after you did."

"Where did she go?"

"Not sure t'be honest. Probably to a different school."

"Why dinn she stay here?"

"Heh… well, I know you were the troublemaker, but she weren't particularly welcome here either. Dannes was the only one vouching for 'er."

"So she's at a new school somewhere."

"That'd be my guess."

"Thanks."

"Hey, wait a min'! You sure you don't wanna stick around and catch up?"

"No. I've wasted enough time."

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Dear Brenda,

I don't know where you are. I know why you didn't answer my letters now, but I'm still mad. I hope I won't be as mad when I see you, because right now I feel like stabbing you a lot of times. Maybe you feel the same way. I guess if we stab each other it's fine.

I don't even know if you're alive. I don't know where to send this. I'm going to look into more schools until I find you. Or find out what happened to you.

I don't know where to send this, so I guess I'll just keep it. Or throw it away.

I hope you're okay.

Love,

Your Sister,

Claide Sharpe.

[petewentzisblack1312]

question coming from also a third world supremacist (i think?) figuring out political ideology: how did you form yours?? i think i remember you saying you used to go off of empathy before forming a more solid worldview and i'd wanna know how to start that. apologies if i'm completely off base and you didn't say that in that case it's just nice to follow someone who's not from a first world country thank you for that

sorry this is quite meandering. i dont have a clear cut answer of a specific turning point, its just been a journey of learning ive been on as ive come of age. as for how to go about doing it yourself, id say to stay curious, but also stay skeptical. learn about the patterns that repeat in history- the way outsiders are blamed for problems, the way the world tends towards complicated answers, the fact that things are more often implicit than intentional- and be wary of them when you are confronted with an answer. remember that 'common sense' is not an edict passed on by god, its the culmination of a lot of decisions, some made with ulterior moments, so interrogate who benefits from you believing certain things that 'everyone knows'. and try to get some bearing on the theory behind certain philosophies and modes of thought. it could be a video essay, if you just need to get your foot in the door. my mentor is wary of documentaries and video essays because he thinks they can lie to you easily, but a book can do that too, especially if you think it cant! still, the audiovisual language is very easy to take at face value, and its more difficult to assess the legitimacy of a youtube video or documentary than it is with a book thats been cited by other authors a lot.

anyway, my own journey. i did in fact say my ideology is founded on empathy first and foremost. i was already pretty left leaning (but without a framework, just very 'live and let live') at that point but one of my teachers in secondary school (who ive known since my sister went to that same secondary school over 10 years prior) (hes the guy i call math dad occasionally) used the times allotted for christian education and christian family life education which were basically free periods during which were supervised by our homeroom teachers (though its not really supposed to be that) to teach the basics of anarchist philosophy (like what can or should be considered violence) to our class, and i was really engaged in that framework. there were only two people in the class who were interested in that myself included so he eventually stopped but hes always been something of a guide to my beliefs, and this introduced me to anarchism as a philosophy.

i have to say what radicalized me beyond just my love of my fellow human was curiosity. i wanted to know why the caribbean is poor. i wanted to know why certain people are mistreated. i wanted to understand racism. and it was a gradual process for me but eventually i learned that pretty much all real bigotries are systemic, but i didnt fully understand why those systems were in place until i started to understand the 'flaws' inherent to capitalism, or rather, the way its supposed to work. all these systemic injustices are in service of capitalism.

i was still quite imperial centric until fairly recently in my life though, id say like the past 5-7 years ive become more and more critical of modern empire and more disillusioned with its manifestation worldwide and as you might imagine especially in the caribbean. i hate tourism now, while it tends to be something both major parties invest in to some degree (its the liberal position). while im a little less superficially patriotic than the average st lucian, im very invested in our politics, though i find it difficult to navigate as a lay person for a myriad of reasons that frustrate me. as much as i have opinions on politics and policy, im not an economist or political scientist or commentator and have auditory processing issues that make it just hard enough to sit and watch parliamentary debates and things like that that i dont.

i would be remiss if i didnt shoutout the tumblr community for also informing my politics. ive been introduced to all sorts of people and all sorts of problems and all sorts of ideas by being on this website for as long as i have, and listening and learning and looking into things myself.

[leclerced]

What have I learnt today? I can write a formal letter better in English than in polish wich is kind of weird but okay. My English professor hates me (and vice versa I can’t wait for the moment I end my lessons with her and can finally stop being nice). Ppl around me are idiots but that’s not really new. Oh and one acquaintance of mine (from the lack of better wording) is fond of a boy from my class, but he’s taken and he’s said it to her face AND SHES STLL TRYING. To do what I’m not sure because he’s so not interested. It’s actually sad to look at her when I know it. So yeah a pretty eventful day I’d say hahh

How are u Cait? I hope you’re having a nice day<333

i bet u can even write a better formal essay in english than i can !! how much longer are u stuck learning from this teacher??

pls keep me updated on ur acquaintance that is so messy omfg.

im having a good day! at work and we are so busy but it means the day is going by quickly <3

[urlocalnonbinarybastardwrites]

hi! i’m not sure if your still doing the ship asks but if ur not just ignore my yapping 😋

i’m a girl, my pronouns are she/her and i’m straight

so appearance wise, i’ve got blonde hair that goes a little past my shoulders. my hair curls naturally but when it gets wet it gets crazy. my skin is tan and i’ve got SO many freckles. on my face and going all up my arms and down to my hands. my eyes are a blue/gray (i can never really tell if it’s one or the other). i’m short 💀 like 5”3. i don’t have any super distinguishing features except a little beauty spot under my right eye, a little bit below my lashes.

i’m glad that you asked for people not to use those letter personality things because i have no idea what they are. in terms of personality, id say ima chill person. i definitely feel instead of think, i try to be nice to everyone but if you do something fucked up then i won’t be mean i just won’t talk to you. i LOVE a girls girl. im a morning person and i like to be outside. im smart. i like to read and learn and school come pretty easy to me. i like asking questions about others more than talking about myself. if i was a character, my friends say i would be a mix of rory gilmore, charlie dalton, and ferb (phineas and ferb).

hobbies: reading (philosophy and history books are my favorite), surfing, photography, collage, rock climbing, drawing during math class (fuck math. i hate math with a passion), beach

fun facts: i’m really good at poker, i scaled my first rock wall when i was six, i run cross country, its easy to make me laugh, my favorite artist is the beatles, my favorite song is either kiss her you fool, or brazil (declan mckenna)

idk what else to put, i appreciate you for this!! i love reading the ships you do for other anons i like peeking into these random people’s lives.

🩵thanks

Your Fandom Ship: Sokka (Avatar The Last Airbender)

Explanation: appearance wise I think that he loves the way that you look I mean from your blonde hair to your face that’s just failed the freckles which he makes a lot of jokes about but I just think he loves it. I just really think that he would like your features. He thinks your eyes are gorgeous and would definitely joke about you being super short. I think he would like poking your beauty mark if you didn’t find that too annoying. He really likes your relaxed personality and it kind of contrast to his in sense of him being a little bit more chaotic and cocky. I feel like he would balance him out and just kind of remind him that he needs to sit back and chill sometimes. he’s also kind of sexist in the beginning and I feel like you’re the kind of person that would also like Suki kind of change his mind and turn him around about how women aren’t really that way, but just being your bad ass women loving self so I just yeah, I feel like he would definitely you would definitely be good for him in that sense. He’s not great with school or learning in general so I think he would be able to help him a lot with that with your kind of academic personality. You’re in luck because I also believe that soccer hates math with a passion and you guys could shit talk for hours on end together and make fun of your math teacher. He would love going rockclimbing with you and surfing with you as well. I think that he’s not very used to the idea of surfing because of where he grew up and kind of icy waters and when you introduce him to him, I can totally see him as being a surfer dude. I think he wouldn’t like reading himself, but if you read him an interesting section of your books, he would be fascinated. Maybe ask you some questions. anyway, I think he’s really goofy and kind of silly more comedic personality would contrast really well with your more serious academic one and I definitely love this dynamic and ship this duo 🧡🧡

[yoimo06]

09:26 am !! 18.04.24

First day of writing my thoughts feelings and experiences here and whatever else. I heard tumblr works well as a journal/blog so might as well.

Even though I'm honestly still not entirely sure how this platform works (especially not on the pc ver) we all learn as we go, don't we?

Anyhow. I gotta get back home from school.. can't believe I'm sick again! Man, it's all the girl's fault for not being able to keep their asses home when they're sick. I confronted one of the girls about it and she really said "You would've gotten mad at me for not coming to help with the project" (we are unfortunately working on a group contest together — a group of 6 girls) like, no girl, no one would. She was the one that got mad at another person from our group when THEY were sick and told them to come to school. Darn hypocrite.

I hate this damn problem doe. Its so stupid. There are ups to it though. For example, i didn't have to attend a bunch of classes which is cool but then again im falling behind w all the lessons and shit so thats not great.

I just want it to be over fast. Cant stand working w some of these people no more. Fake asf

Rn im taking a bath! My favourite thing to do ngl. Its so warm and nice and cosy. Outside, in the parking lot behind our house theres people setting up the farmers market. Ive always found it so endearing and nice!! I love farmers markets and even if i dont buy anything, just passing thru it is nice.

On another brighter than all the other notes!!! My boyfriend got accepted into Uni here!!! We'll be breaking long distance soon. Its all happening so fast but im so glad so so glad hes coming home soon. I miss him more than anything. He's also going to come visit in a week or so!! I cant wait

Next week our school has this thing called 'Green week' where we take a break from normal school activities to instead do other things related to nature n shit. In concept it sounds nice but our teachers always pick the most boring activities for us...that sucks. For example, we'll be going to the Botanical garden for 4 hours!!! That'd be cool and all but we all know the botanical garden like the back of our hands from how much we visited it.. Theres plenty of other things to see, im sure, but most teachers don't wanna bother with actual interesting stuff, unfortunately.

Another small something is that i have recently started playing Star Rail again! Its great!! I would say im doing quite well, advancing through the story and stuff... I still have to properly build my charas doe oops! Thing is, i came back for this new character called 'Boothill', truly a charming gentleman. Haha! I managed to farm around 100 wishes in a week with a bit of help from my boyfriend as well~ I will get Boothill guys trust!! I kinda gave in though and pulled for Aventurine as well ... and i got him. But theres around 40 days left to farm for Boothill so im sure ill be gucci!! Ill be pulling for both him and his lightcone... and hopefully more copies of him hehe~~~

Todays weather was kinda shitty. The weather has been shitty recently actually. Its so cold and it keeps raining even tho not too long ago it was all nice warm and sunny, like how spring should be! I miss the nice weather, i hope it comes back soon so i can wear my short skirts, long socks and cool graphic tees!

Hmm~ I might hop back on here later mayhaps mayhaps to write some more stuff but for now ill be signing off!

Byebye ~

[shojoboy]

arguments under cut

ceramics pros: ive always wanted to try this, i havent done ceramics since i was a kid

ceramics cons: 3 hour class thats twice a week, late at night, AND after work so I will be so so tired during it and i may end up just not giving a shit because of that. also its full (50% chance I could get in tho)

det. fiction pros: my fave teacher is teaching so bound to be fun, also i want to read more books this year & i generally enjoy analyzing fiction

det. fiction cons: i have no real interest in the mystery genre so i'm not sure how much I'll like the reading also i HATE writing essays

french pros: i am planning to go to France for a few weeks this summer to visit family so it would be nice to know some French and easier to learn it in a class

french cons: inconvenient hours + im not interested in learning the language expect for this one trip tbh

[ib-cas-project]

CAS october

Creativity

For my creativity project i decided to start farming little sea creature [to be exact Artemias and Triops Australiensis separately] I have a great passion for everything ocean related, especially whales (i couldn't farm them tho :c) My brine shrimps are doing very well and currently going on their 3rd generation. Triops on the other hand seem very weak and there is unfortunately only 3 of them. You ca see pictures of me adding oxygen to brine shrimps

Reflection: Well, it is a joy to take care of these little guys and it gives me a lot of satisfaction, so it was definitely worth doing. I learned quite a lot anout how to feed crustacens so they will grow healthy. I also learned to not trust my sister to ever feed my animals when im not home for the weekend.

here are some pictures of my brine shrimps(on the petri dish) and triops

feeding my triops

Activity

For activity i was planning to try aerial hoop gymnastics, but after going to my first class i realised that it might be not the best idea as few months ago i had an elbow joint injury and this sport has a lot of contact with hard metal hoops. Instead I decided to come back to sport i used to practice in elementary school (i sometimes went for training in high school but i was not persistent) - aerial silks(gymnastics with use of long sashes)

Reflection: I honestly am surprised about how much i missed aerial arts overall and how wasy it is to forget how hard things are ;) Although I exercise and stretch at home regularly, I still feel that I am far from the level of my classmates. I am a person who likes to do everything perfectly, so such activities are a challenge not only physically but also mentally. I go to training for 1.5 hours once a week, and I am surprised by how much enthusiasm I have when going there. I owe a large part of the fact that I did not get discouraged to the girls who went there with me, all of them, including the instructor, are very nice and create a pleasant atmosphere for exercising, I will definitely continue gymnastics.

that's some beginner excercise, I was not able to do much more

Service

For service i participate in Uniwerystet dzieci as a volunteer. I help organise the room for, I prepare materials, help the teachers conduct classes, check attendance lists and take care of children (there are one or two volunteers with me during classes and we have a group of about 20 children aged about 10 under my care, so it's quite a challenge) This week I helped with music classes at the sociology department of the University of Warsaw. I spend there around 6 hours as there are 4 to 5 blocks that last 1 hour

Reflection: It definitely was an interesting experience, very tiring and surprising. I did work with kinds that age before (i have two younger siblings and a lot of their friends ;)) but ever in that many of them. It was kind of touching to see them having fun, made me reflect on hwo much i wuld like to be a 9/10yo kid again and have fun like this. It was also interesting to take care of those children who for some reason did not like the classes and talk to them. Halfway through the class, one boy said he hated music, another started dancing and singing, which disturbed the others a bit, and yet another girl said she was dead because she couldn't hear her heart beating. Honestly, taking care and talking to children is very demanding. I am also very happy that there was another volunteer with me, it made it easier for me to cope with all the tasks and I had someone to talk to when nothing was happening. A very interesting way to meet new friends. When I left after finishing all my duties, I was exhausted and almost immediately went to sleep, but it was definitely worth it and I'm already registered for the next lectures :)

my volunteer panel where i sign up

i also got a cool shirt

[cicadangel]

4/24/23

ok hello i will update u on my life this is my digital diary after all!!!! i will be making little diary entries like this well i think you'll all want to see about my interesting life. anyway.

god im so fucking busy this week aaruughghg,, for model un i have to write 2 position papers, but i have the entire week including the weekend so i think i'll be ok for that. i finished my first one this afternoon, i'll start the research for the second one tomorrow maybe? i also have two calc tests on friday and i don't like the concepts bc i get them but only sometimes so. that'll be tough. also the apush exam is next week and i FEEL like im prepared but i have no idea?? i don't even know how to study for this one. wednesday is a half day so maybe i'll hang out with friends and study a bunch.

for some reason im going to a "youth ethics summit" tomorrow i do not know why i agreed to that but my fav teacher asked me and anything she puts me on im taking it you don't know what will lead to volunteer opportunities or internships. the summit is held at the local univeristy which has a super nice campus and i'll be taking courses there next year so it'll be cool to look around. i have no desire to go there for college but i think it'll still be cool. also i got an email about a research assistant internship i thought had totally fallen through?? so ig it's on so that's cool i can't wait for that one, also my friends are doing it.

school wise was meh since today's the first day back from april break. i zoned out during calc. english is evil i hate english class i hate my english teacher. lunch was chill i had indian food... then i had spanish i love spanish i love my teacher she's so funny so i like that. then i had apush we're super behind but idc bc i doubt anything on the test will be post 1980s, we learned about nixon today. then after that i met with a lady from the university about early college classes she was not helpful rly. then i went to model un after school that was alright. then i went home and worked on my paper yeah.... not a very exciting day. but just this week and then the next and then i don't really have to worry about school anymore, which is cool!! school doesn't get out until late june tho. i no longer think living is unbearable, which is usually how i feel during the spring, so that's pretty nice. i am crazy but the kind of the crazy that's not harmful just strange. today was boring but productive!! ok goodbye.

[pagesfromthevoid]

hii, im not sure if you write for severus snape but i did see a previous snape fic of yours and i was wondering if i could get a snape and professor!reader where theyve been secretly married for some time and a few students walk in on them kissing in his classroom?? and the next day everyone keeps asking the her(r) how she ended up married snape?? and she tells their story and everyones like "omg snape can be nice"?? totally fine if you dont want to write it but thanks a ton!!

Darling and Dear | s.s.

Severus Snape x fem!reader

Word Count: 1.6k

Author’s Note: And now for something completely different —Sorry it took a couple days! I’m not a huge Snape fan but this was super cute I couldn’t resist. Just took me a bit to get inspired to write. I hope you like it!

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“I was hoping we could have dinner in our room tonight,” she hummed as she went through her notes for the day’s lesson. “It’s our anniversary, after all. I think we could set up a lovely date.”

Severus was working on a potion, focused heavily on what he was doing. That didn’t mean he wasn’t listening, though. He always held onto every word she said. “I think that is manageable,” he offered as a response, dropping gillyweed into the cauldron and stirring it quickly.

She tiptoed over, trying to keep her heels from clicking against the stone floor. Severus hated the sound as of late —mostly because it was an indication that Dolores was nearby —and she’d gotten quite good at tiptoeing. He had told her many times he didn’t mind but she knew he was lying.

“You don’t need to do that, darling,” he drawled, glancing at her as she peered over his shoulder. “I can certainly distinguish between you and that toad.”

“I don’t want to bother you though.”

“Hovering is much more bothersome,” he countered, turning to face her. There was a faint smile on his lips though, which made her smile happily.

“You love when I hover; it means I’m learning something.”

He leaned in, pressing a kiss to her forehead gently. Neither heard the door to the potions classroom open, as they were caught up in their little moment. He whispered a quiet ‘happy anniversary’ to her just before pressing his lips to hers. She was eager to return it when there was a crash from behind them.

“Bloody hell!”

The professors pulled away from one another quickly, just as the Weasley twins took off running out of the classroom. Severus cursed under his breath, muttering about how he’d forgotten the two had detentions this morning.

“Oh dear. Today is going to be a long day, then, isn’t it?”

******

“Professor,” Ron asked, raising their hand. It certainly defeated the point, since he was calling out. “Since when are you and Snape snogging?”

“That’s not particularly any of your business, is it, Mr. Weasley? 5 points from Gryffindor,” she replied smoothly, returning to her desk to pick up her textbook. Harry elbowed him in annoyance. “Class, please turn to page 295 —we’re picking up in our Muggle Studies on their use of the automobile and it’s invention.”

The class groaned as papers and bags started to shuffle and fill the room. She flipped to her marked page, scanning over the notes she had in the margins. Being raised in both the wizarding world and the muggle world, she was an excellent choice for the muggle studies position. It had been Severus who recommended her to Dumbledore, and with the agreement that they wouldn’t be terribly public with their affection for one another, she was hired.

It had been a dream come true, really. She loved working at Hogwarts, even more so with her former teachers whom she held in such high regard. She liked to think she made muggle studies far more interesting than the previous professor, with her personal experiences and relation. Most of the kids enjoyed it; those who didn’t kept quiet, knowing well that she wouldn’t tolerate any sort of intolerance.

She began her lecture, explaining the use of steam engines and the switch to combustion engines. The kids were chatty, whispering to each other as she explained her points on the board. She turned to correct the behavior when Seamus Finnegan raised his hand suddenly, and she paused, nodding for him to speak.

“I don’t think any of us can focus, miss,” he admitted.

She raised a brow, crossing her arms over her chest. “And why is that, Mr. Finnegan?”

He glanced at his desk mate, who shook his head. But he continued. “Well, it’s just that…we’re trying to understand why Snape? Of all people?”

She took her glasses off, pinching the bridge of her nose gently. Knowing the kids well enough, they wouldn’t relent until she gave them even a little information. She would have to have Minerva speak with the twins about spreading gossip after dinner. Taking a moment to determine what to explain, she finally settled on the truth.

“Professor Snape and I have been married for six years, as of today,” she explained, leaning against the table in the front of her classroom.

The class’s reaction was very mixed. Some kids gasped in surprise, others gagged in disgust. A couple girls giggled in excitement and started whispering to one another. She just rolled her eyes and moved to sit on her desk, crossing her legs.

“We went to school together, though we weren’t friends in school. I didn’t particularly like him, actually. Though I didn’t particularly like anyone when I was a teenager; I grew up in the muggle world when I wasn’t at school, and I assumed all Slytherins just loathed me. That’s not true, though, now is it?”

She looked at her Slytherin students —Blaise Zabini, Pansy Parkinson and Theodore Nott specifically —who just shrugged indifferently. It was the reaction she expected, honestly.

“However, after the first Wizarding War, when many of my friends had passed away, I was in need of a job. I didn’t want to work at the Ministry, and I didn’t want to return to the muggle world. So I went to Hogsmeade to see if any of the shops were hiring. It was there, during a school trip, where I ran into Professor Snape —newly hired as the Potions master.”

The kids were intently listening —the most attention they’d ever paid to her, probably. Perhaps she didn’t need to tell them the whole story, but now that she was recalling it…well, she was quite happy to talk about it.

“I asked him how he was, and we sat and spoke while the students were meandering about. I ended up explaining that I wanted to teach, but the only opportunity I had would be in the muggle world. He then mentioned that the muggle studies professor intended to retire that year.

“I ended up working at Dervish and Banges for a year or so. It was during this time that Professor Snape would spend Hogsmeade trips with me. Sometimes he just stayed in the shop, other times I would take the afternoon off to spend with him. It just sort of worked out.”

Many of the boys seemed confused, thrown off that Severus was actually nice. It would be an overstatement to say her husband was nice. He wasn’t terribly nice; he was reserved and quiet. Polite, and loyal though. The rare nice moments were her favorite. It wasn’t that he was mean to her; he wasn’t by any means. But he reserved his niceties for special moments.

They were reserved for her, only.

“Dumbledore approached me to teach, and made us promise not to be terribly public with our affections. Of course, that wasn’t an issue for us.” The class gagged at the thought of them kissing again and she laughed. “Oh please. It’s not that bad; you’re 5th years. You can handle a bit of snogging.”

Hermione raised her hand next, turning bright red as she tried to word her question appropriately. “Aren’t you…are you not concerned he might be…”

It was the same question Remus Lupin had asked her when Severus proposed. Are you not concerned he’s a Deatheater? Of course she knew the truth; she knew what Severus was doing for their headmaster. And it never bothered her.

“No, Miss Granger. I’m by no means concerned, because he is not.”

The class was quiet, awkwardly staring at her.

“Whether you believe me or not, it’s not any of your concern.”

“Why didn’t you take his name?” Dean Thomas asked.

“I am rather fond of my name; I’ve had it all my life.”

“Is he nice to you?” Parvati Patil asked next, resting her chin in her palm.

“He’s lovely to me. I love him dearly.”

“Why is he so mean to us then?” Ron practically demanded, throwing his hands in the air as he fell back in his chair.

“I suppose you’ll need to ask him that.”

The class murmured amongst themselves for a moment when a knock rang through the room. Just as she prepared to welcome them, the man of the hour stepped inside. He peered around for a moment before he motioned for her to join him in the hall.

“Return to the text and read from where we left off, please.”

The class had all turned to watch her walk out, eyes glued to the door as she shut it gently behind her. There was a bright smile on her face as she greeted him, though her cheeks were tinted pink.

“I had to release my class early,” he murmured, leaning in some to keep their conversation private. “They are all very intrigued and I refused to deal with it.”

“Oh dear, you’re going to be incredibly annoyed then.”

He narrowed his eyes some, frowning deeply. “And why is that, darling?”

“I was just telling them how we fell so happily in love!” She let out a bright laugh, taking his hands gently. “I didn’t let them know how much of a softy you really are though, don’t worry. You’re still the terrifying potions master.”

Severus rolled his eyes but he squeezed her hands gently, a physical indication that he didn’t mind. “I’ll see you at dinner then.” He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead before turning to leave, cloak flowing behind him.

She turned to return to class, but stopped short as the students ran back to their desks. Rolling her eyes once more, she pushed the door open.

“You’re all losing house points for spying,” she announced.

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[zukuist]

𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞

200 followers special

includes: multiple characters (would add more tags but.. i reached 30 ;;)

your name is shortened to y/n, they/them pronouns

notes: thank you for 200 followers! this isn’t really going to be that long, but im just doing the characters i really like so ;; ALSO I MIGHT’VE GOTTEN KIRI’S ENTRY A LITTLE WRONG so ugh sorry ;;

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shouto todoroki

— THE OBSERVANT SIMP

from the start, he’s quite oblivious to certain things, (social ques, signs of romantic interest, etc.)

but when he’s observant with someone, then that totally means you’re special to him. does he realize how much he pays attention to you? hmm.. maybe?

he’s going to be the first one that notices you’re hungry, even if you don’t realize it yourself. he’s quick to grab a snack and break it open to you

same thing with being thirsty— if he notices that your water bottle is empty, he’ll quickly find the nearest vending machine and buy a bottle.

temperature is also no problem. he can immediately tell whenever someone’s cold; but he usually helps you first

too hot? he’s slowly putting down the room’s temperature

too cold? his left palm starts emitting some sort of heat in your direction, hoping it creates some sort of aid

if your shoelaces are undone, and/or he notices that there’s a button undone on your shirt— he’ll fix it for you

will ask to take your pictures on dates, and he’ll also help you pick out the best photo (not that any photo of you is short of any beauty)

in short— people will notice that he’s actually a big simp for you; because of how observant he is with you specifically.

katsuki bakugou

— THE TSUNDERE SIMP

just because he’s simping for you doesn’t mean he’ll treat you any differently. bakugou will be bakugou, and you eventually learn how to adapt to that.

but even so, his simp habits slip out sometimes.

when he’s cooking, he’ll accidentally make too much to eat, and he’ll coincidentally put the extras in another box and hand it to you

he’s a good student, even with studies. but would he say he’s a good teacher? hm. probably not

but if he notices you need help, he’ll sigh, feining annoyance as he decides to tutor y’all, because those ‘idiots’ are hopeless

rolls his eyes when he sees food on your cheek, but he’ll grab a tissue and wipe it off for you— claiming how you’re so messy.

he’ll act like he hates hearing your ‘annoying ass singing’ but he’ll lean against the doorway and listen to you rock out to whatever song you’re singing to.

denki will call him a simp for looking after you, and bakugou will just yell at him to “SHUT UP” >:T

he secretly likes taking care of you. his words aren’t the softest thing in the world, but his actions make up to it.

izuku midoriya

— THE DETAILED SIMP

as katsuki bakugou would call him; he is a nerd

he definitely meant that as an insult, but his input on detail makes it very useful in things like relationships

he remembers every detail of your quirk, your limits, potential secret moves.

it would’ve been stalker-ish, if it weren’t for the fact that deku does this out of admiration for his s/o

so if you so happen to collapse due to overusing your quirk— deku has a detailed plan on what to do. it’s almost scary.

he puts detail in a lot of things, anniversary gifts, birthday gifts, and so on.

deku’s also the type to plan things weeks before it actually happens. like.. planning out the perfect birthday gift

and with this, his memory is really good. so it’s very unlikely that he’ll just suddenly forget anniversaries and birthdays.

i hc deku as a bad cook, so he eats takeout food more than his homemade food

but he’s takes note of your allergies, your dislikes with food— and he finds himself mumbling small details to recall what you like

when you walk out in pretty/good outfits for dates

his face will break out into shades of red— suddenly rambling all the good details of your outfit, complimenting you while he’s at it

“y/n’s looks fantastic as always. i might die from their beauty”

if anyone calls him a simp, he’ll be really embarrassed about it. “me? a s-simp? is that a bad thing?”

just tell him it’s fine.

denki kaminari

— THE HYPEMAN SIMP

a big simp

like.. really big

he worships the ground you step on, and hypes up everything you do

y’all know when irene from red velvet literally breathed in north korea, and the crowd just

*claps*

yeah, that’s denki to you

it’s so blantly obvious that he’s simping over someone, and everyone’s just kinda used to it at this point

he’s just a big fanboy sometimes

whenever you’re sparring with someone, he’s always in the background like

“go s/o!!” 🤩

and he has tendencies to go a little easy on you like.. what’s he gonna do when you get electricuted??

but that doesn’t mean he’s never serious— nah.

there are times where he’s just a little bashful just being in your presence

sneaking glances your way, as he silently fanboys about you in general.

“s/o looks really good today. they always look good but !!”

when y’all weren’t together, the bakusquad was just tired of the constant romantic pining

it was really obvious that he was simping back then, and they’re not so sure as to how you didn’t say anything about it

mina always called him a simp

so yeah!! it was a big relief when you got together with him. he never makes you feel terrible, because he’s always your #1 hypeman.

eijirou kirishima

— THE HELPING SIMP (rip idk what to call this)

i didn’t really know what kinda name i went for this one but let me carry on

kiri upfront is very confident, and friendly. he never shows a mean side to anyone,

and there are rare cases of him being bashful

he’s kinda almost like a golden retriever? since he’s always nice and friendly to everyone

but then when you enter the room; he suddenly goes quiet, and he’s left alone with his rather loud thoughts about you

he didn’t really know how to properly approach you at first

but him being kiri, he’s still rather friendly to you (for now)

when he’s messing around, practically sharing one braincell with kami and sero

and then you suddenly walk in— he snaps out of his foolishness, and greet you with his very warm smile

“hey y/n!” he waves at you, and he hopes you don’t mention the teasing look on both kami and sero’s face

sometimes when he’s doing his close combat training, and he notices that he’s getting too close to you

he’ll be like “woah man, maybe we should move locations.” bc he doesn’t wanna hit you by accident ;;

kirishima prefers to not stand near you when his hair is all spiky. like he’s never conscious about it, until he’s around you

man poked sero with his hair before, and he doesn’t want to do that to you

kiri always looks at your hand, just to see if it’s occupied with something. his thoughts linger to what your hand might feel like

“their hand looks really.. soft. argh! i shouldn’t be thinking about these kind of things in public! im sorry y/n”

bakugou really only notices kirishima’s simping ways

bakugou always mentions the fact that kirishima goes really silent whenever you’re around—

and he’s secretly contemplating on having you around more so he can just shut up 。・°°・(＞_＜)・°°・。

moving aside all of that, kiri always carries your things.

you’ll beg him to give you at least one thing, and he’ll say no because it’s “not manly to let someone carry all of this.”

if you’re sad, he’s the first one to cheer you up— reassuring you that everything will be okay.

kiri’s just wants to be at your service at all times! it’s manly to help people, right?

hitoshi shinsou

— THE DISCREET SIMP

no one would be able to tell that he’s simping for someone

because unlike kaminari; he’s not like IM HITOSHI SHINSO AND IM ACTUALLY A SIMP

he’s a lot more discreet, and no one has really caught on, besides you and kaminari of course

he’s a lot less sarcastic with you, asking you about anything that’s happened instead of just being there

he prefers it to hear you talk. the way each word and syllable rolls off your tongue smoothly, and the way you use your hands to emphasize things

he’s amused.

oh and the way he looks at you? almost any normal person can sense the simp in him pop out (he’s so contained though)

he’s definitely the person that’ll get rid of any bug that’s terrifying you— even though he’d normally just leave it to them

he’ll do it, regardless if it’s the biggest fucking spider he’s ever seen, or the smallest spider

he’ll do it to make you feel safe.

he has these random spurs of compliments during the day

the source mainly comes from his staring habit

and they’re just so unexpected and out of the blue. hitoshi’s amused whenever he sees your reaction to his compliments

like.. you could be really frustrated about something, and he’ll just go “your eyes are pretty.” that’s his discreet method tO MAKE YOU TEMPORARILY DISTRACTED FROM THE ISSUE—

call him a simp, whatever. it’s true anyway so he doesn’t why should he be ashamed of it?

he’s discreet about it, since it’s your business and his business. but you can definitely feel his feelings loud and clear

neito monoma

— THE 180 SIMP

“i’m not a simp!”

[you enter the room]

*nervous laughter*

he had his last laugh, and he never thought he’d be this soft around someone.

especially if you’re from class 1-A like.. i became the thing i hated, ugh.

relentless teasing is amped but this is his way of making sure you remember him loud and clear

but he’ll never tease you in a condescending way— like how he torments the rest of class 1-A

that’s reserved for them 💅

always compliments you, that’s the first thing he does when he sees you—

and they’re never generic compliments either

“it’s nice to see you here, y/n! you make the world better day by day!”

“i’m still wondering what you’re doing in class 1-A, you’re much better than them!”

everyone secretly wonders how you got monoma to like you

monoma canonically likes pastels. spread the word

so sometimes, you’ll walk over to your desk— and you’ll just see this random pastel ornament sitting on your desk

you know who it’s from

whenever monoma starts becoming annoying, kendo will definitely use you as a weapon to make him shut up

he’ll be laughing at the expression on his face, thinking he’s absolutely winning at this

but the smile is wiped off his face when he hears “ok go on, i’ll tell y/n about your antics.”

“no, no! i’ll behave now, please don’t tell y/n.”

class 1-b literally use you as blackmail whenever monoma acts up, and it’s because of how different he is around you

like.. his personality takes a 180, (besides the obvious teasing) it’s alarming

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[just-some-random-blogger]

part 2 for the hottie-cutie! actually we dont use the percentage system in ig all the post-ussr countries (mb not the more european ones but im not sure). but ig 70% is just average here? ig its barely the B(?), in our system its 4/5. or ig 0-50% is like 2/5 (bc its forbidden to give 1/5 *clown emoji*), 50-70 or 75 is prob 3/5, and 90-100 is the highest mark. dk if its stupid of us but yes. id really not say that all russian students are very smart. but now i think that i didnt even knew filipino is based on tagalog... and that a lot of people are really arrogant bitches that would fight till the blood spills even if theyre wrong... but yeah not to be a hater or anything but... i still remember that trend on tiktok where american teens were like 'give me antidepressants and coke and imma explode russia in a sec' and then they cant find the hugest fucking country on the map... and im not even mentioning how they feel like their starbucks can help these sweet summer children to like... conquer, riot, attack... 'YOURE SAYING WHAT I LEARNED IN SCHOOL IN THE FUCKING PHILIPPINES IS WRONG AND THEY WERE LIKE YES' arrogant bitches TT 'i forgive them' its ok id hate them for you. 'that was a long rant' and i love every letter. im so happy for you! you seem so passionate about the sandman, its cute. delightful to read youre happy! and really delightful to see someone being so happy about something so... simple? just being happy. this world indeed needs some kindness. im so happy for your excitement TT take all the time you need, your happiness is the priority!! and gjdd as i was thinking about it, a recalled that in the very beginning of that your fic with daemon x niece reader where she doesnt need him, i felt SO strong about it being like... a half of that daemon idea i teased you... so like yeah. im waiting. but not asking you to speed up!! driving fast is dangerous, children. its a well-deserved rest (in a way). hope youll spend it great. 'just cos ur in the bible doesnt mean ur a saint' i know?? but HFJSDJS it sounds so... like a wity line from this stupid films with the worst, the most dangerous, the filthiest mafia boss and like... just y/n... yeah thats it. and in the night theyre making out and things are getting hotter and shes like omg no i need to finish reading the bible and he answers her with this WITTY line. sorry. just my association. never intended it to sound bad. 'my teacher was nice and me and my friends were nerds' ahajsj were so similar TT like mother like cat TT the only exception i was usually the one who read a book and told about its plot to others but still was the one to answer most of the questions. 'Under my Invisible Umbrella by Laurel Flores Fantauzzo. it’s a personal essay' omgomg it sounds interesting. like.. those books that are written by authors who lived in the country who started a war. SORRY for this comparison but for me it sounds like it. like smn whos seen as an enemy but there he is. its always fascinating to see yourself in a character/a book so im kinda.. glad for you. considering all it sounds strange but feeling a book is the experience to feel. 'ANYWAY im hot. (:' well true. thanks for the tiktok TT you really didnt need to do this but i appreciate your efforts sm TT thank you TT and yeeeah aemonds so funny TT and this guy is so accurately fanny TT yesterday (or the day before yesterday yes thats it) all my classmates and the other parallel class made that ver deputy SO angry *clown emoji* it was the experience to go through.. actually its not an uncommon thing bc i remember no day when she didnt scream at smn. but plugging the equipment? sounds like a good revenge. omg im so eager to know about the works of your national hero! im eager to learn anything youre willing to tell me! so i always wait for you, hottie-cutie! have a nice day/night! good luck with the classes or whatever plans you have! love you! take care<з

HELLO

im so annoyed with myself because i was almost done with answering you then i pressed cntl z and everything disappeared fml

now im going to be sad the entire time i type this fuck off tumblr why are you so glitchy

actually we dont use the percentage system in ig all the post-ussr countries (mb not the more european ones but im not sure). but ig 70% is just average here? ig its barely the B(?), in our system its 4/5. or ig 0-50% is like 2/5 (bc its forbidden to give 1/5 *clown emoji*), 50-70 or 75 is prob 3/5, and 90-100 is the highest mark. dk if its stupid of us but yes. id really not say that all russian students are very smart.

T_T rip T_T HAHAAH wait its still so funny to me that 70 is average i gasped when i read this the first time T_T asian countries be like that ig HAHHAHH. i mean there are A LOT OF DUMB FILIPINOS TOO SO /: its fine theres a bit of dumb in the world but its so weird to me that our grades are so high standard. /: asians HAHAHA

but now i think that i didnt even knew filipino is based on tagalog... and that a lot of people are really arrogant bitches that would fight till the blood spills even if theyre wrong...

well now you know. people who are overconfident are airheaded /:

but yeah not to be a hater or anything but... i still remember that trend on tiktok where american teens were like 'give me antidepressants and coke and imma explode russia in a sec' and then they cant find the hugest fucking country on the map...

STILL AS DISTURBING AS WHEN I REPLIED TO THIS THE FIRST TIME T_T these kids (boys especially) need to stop glorifying war i cant believe this was a trend T_T also the map thing is so true and i suck at geography but i could at least point to russia come one

also T_T although im annoyed i have to type this all over again, did you know russia is bigger than pluto. i love pluto lets talk about pluto more next time when im not frustrated with myself for fundamentally deleting my entire reply T_T

and im not even mentioning how they feel like their starbucks can help these sweet summer children to like... conquer, riot, attack...

L war this is why feminism is important, little boys think war is the only thing that is cool enough to be their hobby because its violent T_T

'YOURE SAYING WHAT I LEARNED IN SCHOOL IN THE FUCKING PHILIPPINES IS WRONG AND THEY WERE LIKE YES' arrogant bitches TT 'i forgive them' its ok id hate them for you.

DONT HATE ANYONE FOR ME T_T NEVER DO THAT FOR ANYONE

'that was a long rant' and i love every letter.

im so happy for you! you seem so passionate about the sandman, its cute. delightful to read youre happy! and really delightful to see someone being so happy about something so... simple? just being happy. this world indeed needs some kindness. im so happy for your excitement TT take all the time you need, your happiness is the priority!!

i did a whole rant about sandman but T_T next time. I REALLY WAS SO SUPER EXCITED ABOUT WHAT I WAS TELLING YOU AND I WANT TO TELL YOU BUT IM SO SLEEPY AND I DONT WANT TO PUT OFF REPLYING TO YOUR P2 T_T anyway i actually returned the books i borrowed the next day (which was yesterday) without reading them because my mom said it was too dark and i agree so i did BUT LSHAH I WENT TO THE LIBRARY TODAY AFTER CLASS AND READ THE MEGABIG ENCYLOPEDIA HARDBOUND SANDMAN COMIC with like 10 issues in it (which had everything in the series) AND I LOVED IT SO MUCH IT MADE ME LOVE DREAM SO MUCH MORE T_T

and gjdd as i was thinking about it, a recalled that in the very beginning of that your fic with daemon x niece reader where she doesnt need him, i felt SO strong about it being like... a half of that daemon idea i teased you... so like yeah. im waiting. but not asking you to speed up!! driving fast is dangerous, children. its a well-deserved rest (in a way). hope youll spend it great.

tell me about your daemon fic now IM SO CURIOUS NOW also as i said i zoomed read (and finished) that mega big comic book so im instead going to be writing sandman fics HAHAHH. i hope you liked my daemon x niece fic. i was surprised a lot of people seem to like it

'just cos ur in the bible doesnt mean ur a saint' i know?? but HFJSDJS it sounds so... like a wity line from this stupid films with the worst, the most dangerous, the filthiest mafia boss and like... just y/n... yeah thats it. and in the night theyre making out and things are getting hotter and shes like omg no i need to finish reading the bible and he answers her with this WITTY line. sorry. just my association. never intended it to sound bad.

HAAHH this doesnt sound bad it so funny actually. also I LOVE THIS CONCEPT i love me a good dirty mafia boss [quietly writes this idea down in my head]

'my teacher was nice and me and my friends were nerds' ahajsj were so similar TT like mother like cat TT the only exception i was usually the one who read a book and told about its plot to others but still was the one to answer most of the questions.

#twinlife u like me for real

'Under my Invisible Umbrella by Laurel Flores Fantauzzo. it’s a personal essay' omgomg it sounds interesting. like.. those books that are written by authors who lived in the country who started a war.

HAHAHHAHAAHHAA

SORRY for this comparison but for me it sounds like it.

HAHAHHAHAHA

like smn whos seen as an enemy but there he is. its always fascinating to see yourself in a character/a book so im kinda.. glad for you. considering all it sounds strange but feeling a book is the experience to feel.

i get what you mean. its fine dont apologize. and yes it is so very nice to see yourself portrayed in media

'ANYWAY im hot. (:' well true.

<3

thanks for the tiktok TT you really didnt need to do this but i appreciate your efforts sm TT thank you TT and yeeeah aemonds so funny TT and this guy is so accurately fanny TT

AT LEAST YOU SAW and found it funny <3

yesterday (or the day before yesterday yes thats it) all my classmates and the other parallel class made that ver deputy SO angry *clown emoji* it was the experience to go through.. actually its not an uncommon thing bc i remember no day when she didnt scream at smn.

T_T imagine living in russia and still being hotheaded. chill /:

but plugging the equipment? sounds like a good revenge.

T_T REAL HAHAHH

omg im so eager to know about the works of your national hero! im eager to learn anything youre willing to tell me!

T_T I dont mean to be that person but im too tired to go on FUCK TUMBLR I HAD A WHOLEASS ESSAY ABOUT PLUTO AND AN ANALYSIS ABOUT SANDMAN CHARACTERS AND I WAS TALKING ABOUT OUR NATIONAL HERO JOSE RIZAL but now its gone and i want to sleep next time baby i wont cntrl z it T_T

so i always wait for you, hottie-cutie!

thank you my love <3

have a nice day/night! good luck with the classes or whatever plans you have! love you! take care<з

good night baby <3 i hope you have a wonderful day <3 im going to sleep now

xxx

[emonaculate]

AOT Freshman v Senior Year headcanons (Eren, Armin, and Mikasa)

❥ AU: Highschool!AU

❥ Genre: Fluff

❥ Rating: Everyone can read

❥ Pairing: hinted at Eren x reader

❥ Warnings Include: Profanity, mentions of violence, manipulation, mention of weed, and slight angst

❥ Author Note: I'm making this an entire series for the main cast or my favorite characters from AOT

Eren Yeager

Freshman year

Extremely fucking loud for no reason

Runs to class and somehow always manages to be late

Tries to pay attention in class but due to his ADHD would always spaces tf out

Despite being loud, only talks to Mikasa and Armin

Smells like nothing but AXE body spray, its not even a bad smell, its just too much

That kid that takes P.E. TOO fucking serious

"Eren you know why you're in trouble right?"

"No."

"...You hit your classmate in the face with a ball."

"He could have dodged."

"Eren it was a basketball, you broke his nose and chipped his tooth."

"He shouldn't have gotten so close to me."

Im sorry but totally dresses like this

Constantly compared to his older brother.

"Yeager... Are you by any chance related to Zeke Yeager?"

"No way, your brother is THE Zeke Yeager?"

Makes a name for himself rather quickly

Listens to heavy rock/metal music

He loves My Chemical Romance and Three Day Grace.

Learned how to play the guitar just so he could play "Teenagers"

Forced Mikasa and Armin to also listen to the bands

They ended up all deciding on making a small little garage band; Miki on vocals and drums, Min on bass, and Eren as lead vocalist and electric guitar.

His style changed randomly but no one questioned it since his personality remained the same.

Senior year

180 personality

Completely mellowed tf out

Either he is in class on time or not showing up at all

Senioritis is strong within him

Works better when he is completely out of it

STONER

This mf always high as shit

Either you love him, hate him, or respect him there is no inbetween

MANBUN

Smart as hell but usually on the low

His music taste has changed a little

LOVES POLITICAL RAP

J.cole and Kendrick stan; it is not up for debate

His favorite songs are Neighbors by J.Cole and Alright by Kendrick

Listens to throwback RnB when high

Still godly at the guitar

Has a couple stick and poke tattoos; He has one behind his ear matching Min and Miki.

He has the sun, Armin has the ocean waves, Mikasa has the moon

PIERCINGS

A total of 8; 4 in his left and 2 in his right + the industrial

Has a tongue piercing

A two slices in his eyebrow but only got them as a dare

Most of them minus the industrial piercing was done at home because he has an abnormally high pain tolerance.

Dresses like this

Doesnt really play sports but is super good at soccer and basketball

He's actually good at most sports just refuses to join because why would he want to support a corrupted system??

Still more of a loner but has a rather nice friend group

Looks mean asf but is actually really nice

Goes the hardest for his friends

You fuck with them = you getting your shit rocked by him

100% the friend that hits you for forgetting to eat

Despite being hot as shit; never really has a girlfriend

Its only because hes oblivious or just not interested

Deathly scary when hes pissed

If you guys got beef; there is no talking

Its on sight bro

Be prepared to get beat the fuck up

A few things that makes him go from 0 to 100 is racism, mocking disabled people, and domestic violence

He's an activist

If you need help organizing a protest; he'll help and somehow manage to get people to come.

Basically a really good guy just hot headed as hell

Armin Arlert

Freshman Year

The kid who looked up those lame videos on how to survive highschool.

Panicked when it came to speaking in class

Stuttered like hell

AP CLASSES

He's way too advanced like could graduate early but refuses to so he can stay with his friends

Super sweet but extremely naive

People definitely took advantage of him.

"Hey Armin, my dog got in a car accident so I wasnt really focused in class, can you give me the homework answers?"

"Yeah sure its no problem."

Sends them a whole ass powerpoint on the entire lesson and teaches them better than the actual teacher.

Band nerd

Can play the Piano, Bass, and Trumpet

Listens to Mother Mother and Queen religiously

Only joined Eren's garage band after he agreed to watch Bohemian Rhapsody

Dresses like this

Moved in with Ren and Miki after he went through some shit with his family; he came out as bisexual after realizing he was attracted to one of his classmates.

Sometimes worries that Eren gets uncomfortable but relaxes after he remembers who Eren really is.

Wouldn't trade his friends for the world

Senior Year

His glow up took awhile because he didnt really feel the need to change

He was always rather cute; just shy and timid

VALEDICTORIAN

Slightly because he manipulated his runner up into become a burnout gifted kid lmao

Everyone has his Snapchat and Instagram so they can get help

Now he knows when people are using him and he still lets them; the only difference is you fuck with him and he can make you end up repeating the same grade.

Lets people copy his test and at the last minute pauses and erases all his answers before putting the correct ones.

No one has realized his plan.

His fashion sense changed a lot

Subconsciously tries to match Eren all the time

The only person that noticed was Mikasa; she thinks its cute

Is in love with Russian foreign exchange student, Annie.

He talks to her from time to time before gathering enough courage to ask her out

Doesnt realize how popular he is.

Oftentimes volunteers at the aquarium to study the ocean life as well as help out.

Helps plenty of organizations clean up the ocean.

A total of four piercings and the tattoo that matches his friends.

Two in his ears and nipple piercings.

It was a dare he sobbed through

Mikasa Ackerman

Freshman year

Basketcase

Follows Eren and Armin around

Super quiet

Doesn't really have much of a personality

She is cute though

Dresses like this

Like I said no real personality at all

Well except she was the girl who thought she was in a romance novel

Especially when Eren would get into a fight.

"Eren look at me... This isnt you."

"Mikasa move."

Most times it wouldnt work.

It was just cringy man...

Can play the violin, flute, piano, and cello

Only learned the drums so she could play with Eren and Armin

A secret pop stan

Loves Ariana Grande and Doja Cat

Thank god she manages to grow out of that yucky phase.

Senior Year

GOTH GF

Track, Gymnast, and female basketball player

She mellowed out as well and became her own person

Still heavily in love with Eren

Confessed to him during a karaoke session to the song Baby I by Ariana Grande; he didnt realize.

Sang her heart out and was a blushing mess but still got no where

Has deep down accepted that she may never be more than just his friend

Is okay with it and NOT toxic when he's crushing on someone else

Just wants him to be happy

Saw how he looked at some girl during a fundraiser to raise money for animal shelters and realized that he may never look at her like that.

Turned a guy down because Armin had a crush on him

The ultimate wing girl

Introduced Eren to her opponent after a track meet after realizing it was the girl from the fundraiser.

Dresses like this

Super sweet despite her look

However pick on her friends and you're fucked

CAN and WILL whoop your ass

The only person who can get Eren to not fight.

Pissed them both off at the same time and you're screwed

Has a total of three piercings

Her ears and nose

Loves her boys more than anything

Stays with Eren while her parents travel to help with natural disasters

Noticed that Armin's ideal type is Eren but never mentioned it because she knows Armin would overract

Very observant

Just wants the best for her friends even if she is the one who ends up happy

Eventually falls for the guy that asked her out junior year.

Still close to her boys because they come before anyone.

[souichieatr]

wanna be yours, ch2

suna x freader , foxy boy

where in which two opposites fall in love

a/n: for everyone who commented on the posts youve been added sorry i cant reply <//3 if you're interested in being in the taglist send me an ask, i was thinking of making a playlist for the au would anyone be interested? lmk !! sorry if there are any mistakes or if its bad this is my first writing <3

ch1. this voice im hearing rn? , hey bestie

word count: 2,090

the first song- The Ghost of You- my chemical romance

second song- I Bet on Losing dogs- mitski

third song- Crybaby- destroy boys

pocketing her phone after reading tendous message, she opens the door waving to a couple friends and offers friendly smile taking her seat. a pair of pale green eyes follow her. after yesterday suna did a little research about her y/n y/l/n the bassist and youngest in the band called 4u, she has quite a big following on twitter, she's really nice and interacts with the fans. looking at her now you can't imagine her on stage suna thought. breaking away from his thoughts as the teacher walks in. spouting for about what feels like hours and the students taking notes, finally lunch approaches. y/n jumps from her seat grabbing her case she walks to the third year hallway. waving to her friends they walk to her, tendou wrapping his arms around her “y/n!!!!!! i missed you” laughing as she hugged him back “tendou!!! i missed you toooo.” she turns to the grey haired male, “semisemi!!” she says giving him a hug, he rolls his eyes and hugs her back “and ushi!!” she turns to the brunette to which he pats her head “good afternoon y/n.” as they go to the lunch room to grab their lunch, they walk to one of the music rooms they usually occupy. a beep from her phone grabs her attention seeing her friend atsumu asking if him his twin and their friend can join for lunch, “hey guys you dont mind if atsumu and his friends come join us?” she says setting down her case against the wall. “nah you can invite them, atsumu is our biggest hype man” tendou says, grabbing his drum sticks from his back pocket. texting him its cool she goes to unzip her bass. “oh ms lady ive missed you” she says hugging the instrument, “i can't believe you two and always wanting to play, dont yall have any other hobby?” semi says, grabbing the schools given guitar setting the speaker up for y/n. tendou gives a scoff “semisemi dont act like you hate hearing us play i see you listening to our covers alllll the timeeeee” he says “yeah semi besides we have a concert soon and it wouldnt be bad to have an audience” y/n says walking to semi to connect her bass to the speaker when the door opens, entering is atsumu in the middle, osamu on his left, and a mystery guy in the back. setting her bass down running up to the blond “tsumu!!” giving him a hug “y/n!!” he hugs her back, she waves to osamu, who shes met on an occasion. looking towards the dark haired guy she walks up to him, noticing shes seen him somewhere. “youre suna right? we're in the same class?” she says giving him a hand and a awkward smile, nodding at her words. “hope its okay im here” he says taking her hand giving a slight shake. “nah dont worry its nice to have a different face, seeing tsumu is getting boring” turning around to the male. “what she means to say is we could use practice in front of new people” the grey haired male says giving a small laugh when tendou scoffs at him, both guys walking towards the small group. “this is semi and this is tendou” she says introducing them. when the introductions are over the two males go back to setting up, y/n walks the newcomers to the sitting area “here you guys can sit, im sure you all know ushijima” on hearing his name he looks up from his name giving a small head bow. they all sit “any recommendations tsumu?” y/n says walking to her bass making sure everything was good, looking towards the small group. “y/n you know my favorites” atsumu says stealing one of his brothers onigiri. y/n laughs and rolls her eyes, turning to tendou “anything you wanna try tori?” tendou looks at her with a smile “y/n lets show semi whatweve been working on” hearing this semi looked at them “what do you guys mean? what did you two do” y/n chuckles at the grey hairs doubtful expression “mr semisemi you know your favorite mcr song” when she sees him nod she continues “me and tori learned it” she says pushing him lightly. semi looked at her with wide eyes then at tendou, looking at semi tendou flicked his drum stick between his fingers with a nod. “wow semi cant believe you, we spent so much hours perfecting a my chemical romance for your sap self and he doesn't believe us y/nie i might

” tendou says fake sniffing. the little group in the back beyond confused, atsumu clearing his throat “have you three forgotten us already, wheres our show” ushijima nodding his head “yeah why are you guys being so vague” tendou snickers “dont worry you three and wakatoshi we have decided to play a new song or well cover i should say” “yeah and its semi’s favorite band you know the one that he wears on his shirts?” ushijima looking towards the girl after hearing her statement he nods. “okay can we play now ive been waiting to show my skills and get our lovely semi's opinion” y/n says removing her pick, both boys giving a ‘yeah’. finally tendou does the countdown. suna looks at all three of them with slight excitement in his stomach, ‘is this a new song im going to hear?’ before he could think of anything else, semi started playing a few chords by himself and y/n starting to add her own strums then tendou adding drums. sunas eyes widen at how well all the sounds blended together, freezing in his spot when semi started singing, when hitting the chorus y/n joins him. suna looking at her, he felt like he had been put in a trance, feeling like theres a spotlight on her when she starts nodding her head seeing her tongue sticking out when stringing the instrument. towards the end you can see y/n lose focus and her eye twitches, ending the song she sighs. “hey sorry about the end” waving to the guys to her left with a frown. hearing applause from the group the frown doesnt last long. “WHOOO!!!!! THAT WAS MY BESTIES GO SEMI! GO TENDOU! GO Y/N!!” atsumu gets up and yells. “that was so good what the hell that was yer first time too?” he says going up to the group, high-fiving y/n. “i mean me and tendou practiced together but semi basically has every song by them memorized but together? yeah our first.” tendou getting up to get his water that was next to ushijima. semi joining the fake blond and the girl, patting her on her back “that was a good first for us i can tell you and tendou worked hard, we're definitely adding it to the set list.” getting a laugh from both of them semi walks to the small group. “hey man that was really good, you have a nice voice” suna says as semi approaches, semi turned to him surprised “oh thank you im glad you enjoyed, do you listen to our stuff?” he says taking a seat next to him. “ive recently just started, i hope that doesnt sound too weird” the dark haired suddenly getting a little embarrassed, chuckling “its not weird i promise, well its good you listen to us or im sure it would've been awkward to just be here” nodding along to what he said. tendou going back to the drums “are you cowards tapping out now?” “COWARDS?!?!” y/n yells back turning around “i am no coward tendou satori i'll make you eat those words semi get over here” she said grabbing semis attention and shooing atsumu back to his seat. chuckling as he sat back down, turning to suna “howd ya like em? theyre good huh?” suna rolling his eyes “im not going to help inflate your ego tsumu” “yeah tsumu yer big ego is not cute” gasping to their remarks “you guys are so mean to me, i introduce you to nice music and even the artists and this is the thanks i get” before any could respond tendou starts clicking his sticks. starting this one is tendou with a slower sound, y/n entering second then semi with vocals. y/n leans down to mess with something by her foot turning a notch noises like static come out adding to the music, coming up fast she starts adding her vocals complimenting semis. pressing on the box she leans down as more noises come out. atsumu leans over to sunas ear “thats a pedal that holds other sounds and can help stretch other sounds” suna giving him a nod. towards the end y/n reaches down to the pedal again adding a distorted sound before adding her last bit of ‘oohs’ before the song ends. everyone clapping as the members stay still for s bit before y/n dramatically bows “youre so welcome lovely audience” she says blowing kisses to them, laughing at her atsumu jumps up and down pretending to be a crazy fan “oh y/n you were so go

od i love you y/n!!!” y/n laughing at him. “hey atsumu what about me!” tendou asks swinging his hand “howd i do?” “oh tendou you were so good, i love you too tendou!!!” he says swinging his arm back. tendou satisfied with his response nods his head, “and with that lets play one more i still want time to actually eat before we play again later.” “yeah lets try ‘crybaby’ we haven't done that in awhile” semi says getting in position.“remember y/n you do the verses” y/n nods clearing her throat “go tori” she says and tendou starts the counting again. starting the counting fast he gets one beat then y/n starts off with singing, swinging her bass back she grabs the mic. suna cracks a smile nodding his head a little as he remembers this song on their youtube, atsumu whistling when y/n dips down her mic as she sings, letting the boys have a solo in between verses she bobs her head. the last few seconds of the song she swings the instrument back as she steps on the pedal creating feedback, as semi goes to vocals she starts getting a solo with tendou playing, y/n leans forward and her and semi sing the rest of the song. after the last note they all look out of breath. clapping for them again letting them catch their breath, y/n starts laughing “i forget how hard that song is towards the end” laughing with her tendou nods “its literally the last 50 seconds that get the hardest” “alright lets clean up” semi says laughing at both of their bored looks they send him. finishing up they all go to the group whove are talking among themselves. sighing as she sits y/n takes the seat next to suna, “so howd you like the songs?” she says with a smile “they were good though i only recognized the last one” he replies, “tsumu told me you started listening to us recently so i thought or well semi thought wed show off a bit with our best song being that” she says with a smile grabbing her bottle. a small smile appears on his face “oh hey tsumu told me youre like really good in your classes and i really need help in history and since we have that group project coming up do you wanna pair up?” she says setting her bottle down grabbing a bag of chips. “yeah i dont mind as long as you actually do something and i can help you study if your grade is that bad” he says. “thatd actually help me out a lot i really appreciate it” she lets a breath out. after that the two spent all lunch just talking, the conversation coming easy for both of them. hearing the bell ring y/n hugs her friends and walks with suna to their class, pairing up in the project the teacher had given them in their period. after class before y/n rushed out she passed him her number with a wink “text me for the deets foxy boy.” ‘foxy boy? suna thought to himself shaking his head texting her with a simple ‘hey its suna’ and heading home.

facts !

during lunch when suna and y/n we're talking the followed each other on twitter

semi was really touched they learned the mcr song

the 4u concert is at a small venue but no one really cares about the other groups going there

osamu and atsumu almost started fighting over the onigiri until suna said something about ushijima being right there

atsumu was watching suna and y/n talking

osamu actually really enjoyed being there during lunch

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