#I got to tour the campus today and its a nice place so Im hesitantly excited | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

arolesbianism · 1 year ago

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Also holy shit it's so nice having a phone that doesn't die in like 2 hours like I was able to watch a video on it while I ate smth and it didn't immediately drop to 40% I can actually use my phone again yayyyyy

#rat rambles #and I can finally ditch that stupid fucking bluetooth charging disk I hate it SO much #oh also for some context on why I got my phone it was a mix of a birthday gift and a starting college celebration gift #and I dont think Ive actually mentioned the college thing before? so uh ya thats kinda happening #and by kinda I mean Im only dipping my toes in with two community college classes #a japanese class and a 3d animation class since those are both things Im interested in #I got to tour the campus today and its a nice place so Im hesitantly excited #because I genuinely do wanna take these classes and its like. smth for me to actually go out and do yknow?#but its also yknow. school.#ofc its not as bad since its only two days a week and I only have to be there by like 3 pm #so I am excited just also a bit nervous still #hopefully itll go well tho! I heard that the japanese teacher is well liked at least so thats smth #oh but I am not looking forward to rolling the dice with the other students in my japanese class #I have a History with attracting the worst flavors of anime kids for my entire life I am gonna have to be on high alert dhmdyd #especially since Im genuinely just interested in learning japanese cause it appeals to me as a language I do not wanna deal with this #Ive had enough ppl first convo tell me abt how much they love yaoi I will cry if I have to keep playing nice with these ppl </3 #hopefully theyll just be normal tho #it would be cool if I could make some like. actual irl friends #I am struggling to fight against my general school pessomism but I wanna believe Ill meet some nice ppl #I could really Really use some irl friends who I could actually go out and like. do stuff with.#bonus points if theyre fellow queer ppl (fellow aros especially pls pls pls pspspsps)#not gonna hold my breath on that last part tho Ive met like. a aro person and I didnt even talk to them abt aro stuff much #I actually think we followed eachother on here for a while on my old main but idk if they remember me #but ya things are certainly abt to happen rn today was a good day and Im hoping things will keep going well #again I cant help but struggle with being optimistic abt anything relating to school but I am still managing to be excited for now #lets pray that my 3d animation class will use smth that my laptop can run </3

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