#i hate myself 😢😢😢
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Pokemon journey
The fifth badge has been secured, but not without a cost.
I’m afraid Neji the Meditite fell in battle, exactly like the character he was named after. A sacrifice to protect a Pokemon i refused to lose (Sasuke the Luxio)
#Taryn plays Pokemon#you can hate me it’s ok#i hate myself 😢😢😢#Neji deserved better#but Shisui came in clutch and secured the win#cuz Sasuke was a poisoned bastard who couldn’t help at all
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Do what you want with me
Just tell me when you're done
#When it doubt... Get the song lyrics out. Hehehe#Not getting along with my body rn (still 🙄) but I am gonna still try to post the stuff I do take even if I hate me in them 😅#My brain is mostly irrational therefore I cannot trust it regarding opinions on myself.#At least i have fun lingerie#I need to buy some cooling pads for the fluffy babies. They don't sleep well in the warm nights 😴😢#Anywhore! Have some very blue lingerie ✨#cheeky#satans knitwear#alt pinup#pinup girl#pretty lingerie#Floral lingerie#Spotify
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Absolutely ridiculous that I have to be responsible for and take care of myself when I’m sick 😤 someone bring me tea and medicine and cuddle me back to sleep 🥲
#mine#text post#I’m about to become really annoying#bc I hate taking care of myself when I’m sick#I should just get to lay on the couch and have someone take care of me 😢
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"Time for a proper Hogwarts welcome, haha"
I love Tori's face 😂
She's thinking "'Gne gne, a proper Hogwarts welcome gne gne' che faccia da culo! I'll teach him a lesson 😤
#hogwarts legacy#tori lewis#sebastian sallow#Faccia da culo mean ass face 🙃because Sebastian is such a douche#Although after that Tori thought “He could be my bestie with Natty!”#Then it happened what happened and they will hate each other for a while#Then friends againnn#But first a little bit of drama!#God I just want more time for myself so I can continue the fanfiction!#Pls send energies i am going to start my shift 😢
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i cant keep it hidden any longer
#i get nervousss n shit about gettin character voices all wrong#i spent all of yesterday worryin about if theyd say each others first names or last names or WHAT ! idkkk#i didnt write any more than this But i rlly rlly want to#basing this over the exact types of convos me n my friend have When i watch her play granny#i say dumb shit like ooohhh shes gonna get you Or why are you so mean to this old lady😢😢😢 to rile her up🤭 cos its funny#and then when i run out of things to say i start asking shitty would you rather questions like Would you rather make out with granny#or springtrap. would u rather have to be angel dust Hazbin hotel(she HATES him) or Pinkypills william afton (also HATES)#idk how id write that for these guys. ik theres gotta be a way though#my rambles#homestuck#writing feels more vulnerable than just my silly ass drawins Cos its lettin ppl peek in2 how i think n perceive shit . its intimidatinggg#but im posting it anyways !! ill fight off the urge to delete it the best i can#sayin all this Meanwhile it’s just a few lines from a pesterlog emulator LMAO . i take myself too seriously w stuff like this#rhas my problem i think . joviality come to me NOW! i am lighthearted and carefree about rhis#yaaaayayayaaayy!!!!#FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW. GRANNY IS A SHITTY MOBILE PUZZLE HORROR GAME. THE OG !!!#all the shit like Piggy on roblox. thats copying granny 😤😤😤😡😡😡#my drabbles
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making love to other people, telling each other it’s all good
#wowww#sorry wheatley is such a loser i hate him#😢😢😢😢😢 ITS SO SADDDDD#whatever#i do thid to myself#rickley#rickley fanart#rickrackpaddywack
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i need to stop trying to be so hyperaware of if im hurting others to the point that i hurt myself by making myself smaller and smaller every day
#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖#don’t get me wrong i think it’s great to be thoughtful#but i put myself in such a box all in the name of people pleasing for ppl who will never even know i’m doing it……#u can’t anticipate everyone’s moves and reactions and then be upset when they don’t do the same for u#i know my behavior only breeds resentment and half the time i’m not even right but. sigh#i just want everyone to be happy always but i also don’t want to hate myself or make my own happiness inconsequential ->#<- because im so determined not to disturb anyone else#it’s no way to live . . . 😢
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#holidays have not been what i hoped for so far 😔😔#well the first week was good but then i got sick 😭#and it's been so awful#having a cough is literally the worst i couldn't sleep it was so bad#and i couldn't even enjoy doing anything really because you can't properly focus on the thing bc ur coughing non stop#i hate it sm#and today it was gone all day only that now it is back altough not as bad as before but still#it always gets worse in the evening#like help i just want this to end#what made it even worse i had real plans to study and now i barely got anything done 😭😭#and now i'm scared for exams bc i couldn't follow the plan altough i still have more than 2 and 3 weeks left#in my mind i already think i'm gonna do badly bc i need to study more i'm afraid#and i'm also upset at myself even though it's not my fault i got sick but i keep thinking i still could have done more ughh#to make it even worse i coudn't play tennis for a whole week and i was so looking forward to playing everyday (and improving) 😢😢#i couldn't do any sports or see anyone i miss it sm#i hope at least in the new year i can do stuff again 🥺#it was just the worst cold/flu and idk why whenever i get it it's that extreme 😵💫#or idk is it normal that you can't sleep bc of it ... i just don't wanna get sick again ever lmao it's the worst#i guess christmas was still nice it wasn't that bad then and it was a lovely day with my family :)#and our tree was really pretty this year and i'm really happy with my gifts and also those i gifted 🥰#the week before was good i did play lots of tennis and i went on a christmas market with uni friend and to vienna for a trip with my mom ^^#but maybe it was too much sometimes i wonder if i do something wrong or if it is just bad luck like i did train a lot#and i played a tennis match for my club and won against a higher ranked opponent so yay 😁#and i played really well i feel like i once again really improved my level :)) but i did play kinda sick already so maybe that was rly bad😅#maybe i should stop doing that 😅 but i didn't know it's gonna get this bad i just had the worst headache and sore throat#well ig i should have known but i also always feel like i have to play and i love matches and like my team needs me?#who else would have won that? i'm one of the best at my team and the others who are rly good weren't there that day so i felt responsible 😅#honestly my mom possibly she is also quite good but it would have been close and i wasn't sure so i played 😅#but i have done this too often by now... playing sick i really can't help myself 🤦♀️
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Imagine having a birthday in the abyss…
Sorry for the most depressing thought but that’s exactly how I feel when my inside out 2 drawings aren’t viewed much. And probably how I feel most of the time on tumblr. Little ghost me, sitting in the abyss that I call tumblr.
Artists out there on this app make inside Out 2 art and the emotions and their emotions (no I’m probably not talking about ocs) and have ranging from 50-80 to a few thousand likes and my IO2 art as of late, don’t gather much…
Maybe it’s that busy time of the year again.
#zenmom#vent post#will delete later#I had that thought the afternoon before my birthday💀#inside out 2#and it doesn’t help that I’m feeling down because those people have more views than I do😢#and that I’ve lost my motivation for drawing#I hate myself for being so slow to catch on the trend
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ダミア��
#heueuhehe this is my stupid ass fucking persona i hate her#shes supposed to look like me but naw she looks like how i wanna look BUYDWEUBE#or maybe because im ugly as fuck irl😢#oc art#moe#moe art#kawaiicore#kawaii#oc#ocs#lil doodle#doodle#doodles#idk what to tag so i gotta ad many shit because i hate no tags#it just looks too distracting with no tags💀#art#doll#mannequin#idk shes a mannequin#her name is on the title (damian🏎️🏎️ i hate myself)#UEUEUE SHE HAS THE FUCKIJG CEDDIE THE LIL PRINCE HAIRCUT I FUCKING HATE MY HAIR SO MUCH#MY MOM LITERALLY ASKED A BARBER TO MAKE MY HAIR LOOK LIKR THAT😡😡 wa at least i don’t got blonde hair BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE WORSE#digitl art#my art#oc artwork#????#cutecore#my sona#my persona#Damian Himari
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The passive kill myself thoughts and feelings are just gonna be all day though huh
#i HATE my period bitch i will kill myself#i wont but i will like i feel it#im not even too sad its literally just#passive constant thoughts 😢😢😢#some call these intrusive i guess LKFKAODJSNS
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on the note of month daily challenges😁😁.... please drive carefully and mindfully. i am a bit upset tonight because getting back home i nearly crashed because a car in front of the car i was in stopped suddenly in the middle of a harsh turn at high speed??? we had to stop suddenly as well to not crash and now my neck hurts tons!!!! so i cant finish my daily drawing of today😢
I will pick it up tomorrow morning if i feel better if not... I will be annoyed but i will find a way. please drive with care... otherwise you risk putting 31 pieces of fanart for the most important game in history🥺 (joke at the end, but really😭 drive mindfully)
#i talk!!!#GRRRRRRRRR IM UPSET IM SORRY#i cant even stand for a while had to make myself instant noodles because i cannot stand the idea of standing because it makes my neck hurt#this better not be an issue tomorrow morning or ill have to take pill😢#i hate taking pills im sorry i dont like how they make my body behave
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[ 12:04 AM ] — LOVIN YURA URAGA !!
NOTE: i love uraga so much it hurts omg 💔 idc if this flops i just needed to feed into my delusions because theres no yura uruga x reader on any platforms and if i dont receive any i think i might go clinically insane
Uraga intertwines the cold fingers of his metallic arm with yours, gaze locked onto you. He mutters your name softly, then leans in, finding it suitable to put his face in the crook of your neck. He inhales your scent, he feels the warmth of your skin. "(name)," he murmurs again, voice muffled. It tickles you slightly, the vibration of his words against you flesh. He doesn't have to call for you, your attention's already on him.
"Uraga," you reply with his name, free hand threading itself through the locks of his hair.
There's a comfortable silence.
Uraga decides to break it.
"When I get enough money, i'll make sure we'll live a great life. We'll even start a small shop. You, me, and my little brother."
Your eyes soften at his plans. You feel his heart beating, his chest against yours. You can't seem to find the words to speak, so you just squeeze his hand tighter.
"Baron!"
You slightly jump from the sudden purr of Baron, floating, hovering behind a nearby tree. The corners of your mouth tug into a grin as you lean further against a tree bark.
"And Baron, don't forget Baron. You, me, your little brother, and Baron." you say with a light laugh.
Uraga chuckles, and then he pulls himself off you to study your face. His black mask had been abandoned on the grass so you could see the way his lips twitch, curling into a smile. "Hey." he calls, mechanical hand leaving yours to touch your face.
His eyes glimmer as you tug at his shoulders and pull him for a kiss, sweet and affectionate. You hear Baron share his opinion about this with a "Baron,"
As the kiss ends, Uraga sighs, "I love you."
He's lovesick, really.
"I love you too," you grin, going for another kiss that he gladly accepts.
#ashrodisiac#𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ ashrodisiac#your daemon#your daemon x reader#yura uraga x reader#yura x reader#yura uraga#uraga x reader#your daemon yura uraga#guys i love him#like so much#plz#i need him#💔#💔💔💔#yura uraga please kiss me#please#😢#i need yura uraga to kiss me#OMG I PUT YOUR DAMEON ISHTSEAD OF MY.#I HATE MYSELF#my daemon#my daemon x reader
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IM TWEAKING elder gay and ur like 30
#lord knows I can’t stay away from arguments abt defending myself from ppl rude on my art bc I hate how artist get treated as image machines#and not ppl. and what do I get but called a baby fajet 😢🧚♀️
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i can never go further than flat colors, eeeEeEEEEEE!!! 😢😢
#solarballs human#fanart#art#solarballs#uranus#planethumans#planet uranus#flat colors#didgital art#I hate myself#I can't draw goooood#😢#Whatever
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little nightmares is scary strong… two little guys all alone in a big world … They speak not a word 2 each other besides like. little whimpers yet they love!!!!. an inhospitable and desolate forest of hostility set ablaze with a single spark of companionship ^_^ a beating heart in the chest of a corpse, a lively daffodil growing from the rot of roadkill . their bond rends heads from shoulders, tha sky from the earth And in between they kindle their own glowing salvation out of the warmth that they find in each other!!!!!
#sorry 4 waxing poetic on main😢😣🙏#my rambles#little nightmares#i FUCKING LOVE the Found Family in apocalypse trope#six did not betray mono i will DIE on that hill. im not even gonna get into it though#mono betrayed her first👹👹👹👹even if he didnt know it . even if he didnt know he was hurting her!!!! RRREAGHHGHHAARREAAA!!!!!#I LOVE mono so much tho dont take those emojis like i hate him i almost like him more than six#me : im not gonna get into it. also me 15 seconds later: im getting into it#its ok i caught myself in time#iots just. SO HARD being right about everything …..siiigghhhh#this is also about low and alone!!!!
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