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#i hate it here /nm#sassy speaks#fr#flight rising#edit i'm not even searching for genes just colors sex and element#i have like 10 projects that i'm all ready to finish i just need the dragon itself 😭😭😭
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genuine question, what do you mean by babying danse?
I like him quite a lot and seen a considerable amount of content, but I might've just not noticed?? what you're talking about specifically
What I mean is people basically pulling the "he's my baby boy he'd never do anything wrong" shit. And the way people talk about him (calling him a "himbo", and as said "baby boy", saying he's just a sad guy who's misunderstood, etc) reads deeply as infantilization especially considering. As said. He's a grown man who literally upholds fascist ideals and only left the Brotherhood because he'd literally die otherwise
I'm not saying people aren't allowed to explore a softer side of him or theorize how a redemption arc for him would go. But the way I often see him (mis)characterized as being a stupid, gentle, "doesn't know what he's doing is wrong :(" type of guy REEKS of "autistic people are basically like children and don't know if they're doing something bad", especially since I've seen people on multiple platforms claim him and Maxon are "son and father figure" despite him being older than Maxon, just because he's subservient to him and they're vaguely friends
(But since fans read him as autistic OBVIOUSLY that means Maxon is like a caretaker for this poor misguided soul and not literally his boss and commander /sarcasm)
Like. If you haven't seen this stuff, good for you. But basically every time I've seen a post about him that isn't tearing into him for being a BOS member is basically like what I mentioned in one degree or another. If you actually look at the way people talk about him, it becomes obvious
Plus, you notice this when it's not just one character this happens to. I've seen it happen with Arcade (thankfully that's died down in recent years), Preston, and currently Maximus from the show. Just an endless cycle of people denying autonomy from characters who are read as awkward and/or autistic
(I'm sure other people would have more examples on hand. So if you do, feel free to reblog this and add them)
#maybe its just something from older fandom leeching back in but regardless i hate it#idk what examples you wanted me to give. i dont screenshot a post every time it annoys me#/nm im just annoyed about the general subject matter#but like. as said i dont delve tags here but occasionally i scroll to the fy feed and see this shit#plus tiktok shows me those posts as well#ask#vinny rambles#fallout 4#paladin danse
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Murder drones ? more like
tickle . dronez .
#softie draws#tickle fluff#murder drones tickles#you'll#you'll never guess what crossed my mind recently#i hate it here /lhj#please don't tag this as Nuzi btw#the ship makes me. ... uncomfortable....#/nm
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I can feel myself growing more and more fixated on Sachirou... Someone save me omg
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#What IS it with me getting obsessed over characters with a small(er) fanbase#AND WITH PRACTICALLY NO MERCH#first daichi and now him#I think I just have a thing for hunks LMAO#I HATE IT HERE WTFFF#/nsrs /nm#oh im feral#going insane#hirugami sachirou#haikyuu
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ok funny thought i had so yk how i mentioned i hc that jevil's so fat that his pecs are guy boobs, and you liked the idea and said it was funny what if he decided to wear a bra, but was wearing it wrong, but didn't know that, so he was like "GEE, GEE, NO WONDER WHY GIRLS ARE SO CRANKY, CRANKY!"
i'm sorry i had to draw this.
tbh it would be so fkin funny-
(also would agree on his opinion tbh even if i wanted a top surgery right now but welp.)
#jevil#deltarune#jevil deltarune#jevil the jester#deltarune jevil#dr jevil#jevil kin#art#fanart#q&a#BRO WEARING THE BRA IN THE WRONG WAY NAW#idk if i'm allowed to talk about this here-/nm#auh fat fuck jesters i hate them.......#that question was funny
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HOLY FUCKING SHIT BARRETT LEDDY IS VOICING IN COOKIE RUN- THE MINUTE BLACK SAPPHIRE COOKIE STARTED SPEAKING I FUCKING KNEW IT WAS LEDDY IVE HEARD THOSE JACOB HORSE COMERCIALS SO MANY TIMES THAT VOICE IS INGRAINED INTO MY BRAIN!!!!!!!!!
#I FEEL LIKE IM GOING INSANE#EVERY TIME HE TALKS IM JUST GONNA HEAR FUCKING JACOB HORSE I HATE IT HERE /j /nm#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#black sapphire cookie#barrett leddy#drawfee#jacob horse
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I mean. Technically I post it but…
Boop! :3c
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It's not even analysis I'm afraid, I'm just rambling over here haha
But cute! Thanks for showing me
#jay rambles.txt#jay gets asks.txt#did you know mobile tumbrl hates urls btw? /nm I hate it here#<- mobile only user because my body hates sitting upright
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Ngl I've been having a gender crisis again on top of all the stuff that's happened with my dad, I think I still identify as male/masculine idk 🗿
Same with my ace/aro spectrum placement ☝️🗿
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#comet rambles#putting in queue to deploy later#parent loss tw#just in case by association n implications ☝️🗿/nm+gen#when i get stuff set up with my checking account i was already thinking of getting a new chest binder once our personal issues with finance#has been figured out definitely#i dont wanna say much n jinx stuff so ill leave it at that#personal#gender shit is hard n i really think i may be a he/they or he/him still#or if not then closeted butch lesbian idk#most signs point to male gender identity leaning though 😔👍#also my social battery is outta wack but i needed to get this out so i apologize to anyone who i have yet to respond to/gen+nm 🥹#like i genuinely still feel as though ive been born in the wrong body and i tried to accept my feminity and it went well!!#like i started embracing my femininity the past few years and now i think im over it because it feels like i just attempted to try#and be something i wasn't if that makes any sense#i hate being referred to as she/her or as a girl even if i understand some people will still see me as fem despite my personal identity etc#its not that i hate my femininity its just i feel anything but female while still enjoying traditionally fem stuff at times#hope this makes sense#🗿👍#still ace/aro though just cant figure out if i only enjoy the thought of romance (cupiosexual/romantic) or if i feel comfy in one#i know im sex repulsed though thats for certain#as of lately chris Redfield and Albert Wesker have become two of my transition goals and idk what to do about this lmfao#i wish i was kidding#but im not 😭#sitting here like EVA shinji with his head in his hands in the damn chair image/lh#also wanna be a rootin tootin goth cowboy 🥰#if it turns out im like a comphet butch/nb lesbian im gonna shit myself though/lh+nm
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the term objectum has always made me uncomfortable - in my whole hearted opinion, i think it's just another term for objectophilia (which people have gotten very mad at me for thinking). but i fall under the term myself, and feel attraction towards my comfort item, a nail clipper. idk what to do or how to express myself without also feeling nervous and uncomfortable
Hm. To be honest I am unsure how to help you well. Just use the term you like the most and try to ignore/block people who bug you while also letting others use the term they want? I guess that's what'd I do. I'm not any specialist at this at all I don't know why come to me with this of all people
#I use contradicting labels when it comes to my identity so I guess I know whats it like having people be annoyed with how I choose to id#just do your thing#also /nm but whats it about me that makes people come to me for advice and all#NOT THAT I HATE IT OR ANYTHING but im really not good at this stuff at all#mannnn im just here to reblog buildings and computers I dont knowwww#email recieved
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TW; BLOOD ( FAKE ) & VIOLENCE VERY IMPLIED
me when an 18+ blog INTERACTS with me( whos a minor ):
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#korvins out of pocket thoughts#they are on purpose triggering my intrusive thoughts istg#LIKE YOU HAVE “minors dont interact” BUT YOU INTERACT WITH THEM !!!???#that sounds TO ME like a MAP/pedo ngl#i hate having these thoughts & im so close to being rude to them#LIKE CHECK HOW OLD IS SOMEONE BEFORE INTERACTING WITH THEM NOT EVERYONE HERE IS ADULT YOU IDIOT#/lh /nm#the lost boys#the lost boys 1987#tlb 1987#tlb#lost boys
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Btw those comics aren’t anti-Nikusa propaganda. I still love her and it was just a silly idea I tossed around in my head at, like, 3am hdhdjsjfj
#i’ve already seen way too many comments both on here and ig about hating nikusa and stuff along that line jdhdjdk /nm#like y’all i still love her. it was just a silly idea i had hdjdjsk#snek talks
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@funtime918 CREST YAPPING IN THE TAGS
Everyone's version of NM has him drink some fancy ass wine, but I look at your NM, and....
I honestly think he'd just cease to exist if he consumed alchohol ever
You’d be completely correct xggxgxhxhxgxg
Ok listen I LOVE fancy wine drinking Nightmare, he’s my lil guy
But people miss out on “this bitch can’t handle alcohol” he’d get wasted and his autistic ass would NOT handle the taste hcchgjgjjg
Dramatics aside, I really love to think Nightmare doesn’t drink alcohol at all, he has work to be done, and 3 subordinates to keep an eye on, he has no time or space to be wasted
That being said, may I suggest green tea as Nightmare’s go to drink?
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#ME WITH CREST REAL [my nm variant]#i’m so ill about crest rn so i’m yapping in the notes sorry#i like to think he like. he had alcohol when he was younger. because it’s the 1500s-1600s everyone’s drinking and he wants to be Cool#but as other beverages became more popular he switched to those. and he just hated alcohol from there on#in current day he drinks black coffee once a day and jasmine tea at least twice a day. bro has an ADDICTION to tea#his sister on the other hand. she drinks wine for the aesthetic lol#she likes being the weird wine aunt /silly#nashdoesntshutup#nash talks#crest#my ocs#crescent#celeste#<- she’s mentioned so she gets put here#nashdoesstuff#utmv stuffs!!#hi i am so sorry op i am just eternally insane for my ocs. BSJSHDJDBDB
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Now that I’m back in Hot Soup weather I miss the dry desert heat soooo much
#80-90 degrees in NM is sooo much nicer than 80-90 degrees here#i feel like i’m in a hot bowl of soup i hate it#and it’s not even close to august yet—it’s just gonna get worse from here#ship makes a personal post
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Aftwr over 10 years this position is finally getting a raise. To $12.
Oh, but they're cutting hours.
I fucking hate it here.
#nm we literally do not have hours to cut#but yeah#beem trying to leave on and off for years#can't EVER get a call back#dozens of apps and i got 2 calls#one was a less than 20 hr job to do customer service registers stocking zoning AND cleaning the bathrooms for $9#the other was a 40 hr position that the manager called to say corporate had changed to less than 12 hrs a week was i still interested?#i viscerally hate it here
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this is so agonizing for me like in all the fanfics theyre so happy but its like they wouldnt be oh my goodness
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i have to say i'm sooooo deeply obsessed with any mention of a dinner table in fanon cause based on what i know. canonically none of these people would like each other so i have to imagine what nightmare has to do to get the gang to eat together lmfao
#undertale#utmv#nightmare sans#horror sans#killer sans#dust sans#bad sanses#i hate that word. sanses. that's like if a word was bad.#<- og post tags#okay but like this made me think of the collection of words 'bad sanses' in an entirely new meaning and now i must go off in the tags#like we think of it as a group name. just 'bad sanses' as a cumulative group that consist of nm and dust/murder and killer and horror#and whoever else they add-#BUT and hear me out here....#what if its now just a throwaway term? like take 'bad' and 'sanses' and make the bad part describing sanses. the sanses are BAD.#these sanses are specifically the bad ones and now we can use that term on just these sanses because they are BAD sanses#they have killed and stole and tormented and so much more#so these are THE BAD sanses. and now imagine if the star sanses use this term at anyone who is just inherently bad and a sans and BOOM#heres a fanfiction idea or an au idea or a headcanon or whatnot#my brain spins these little goobers in my head all the time oh my goodness
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IM GETTING NOSTALGIC FOR ANIMAL JAM.... i miss all my old critters man. i miss bug father specifically i wanna draw him so bad
#benjitalk#jamblr#is jamblr even alive anymore#actually speaking about jamblr if youve been here for a long. long time you MAY remember the old comics i did with him (< bug father#i should see if i still have those on my old PC#mayhaps repost them....#please talk to me about animal jam btw. please. i have so many memories i wanna relate to people about#last time i drew for animal jam was in like 2018? MAYBE 2019? back when google+ was still up. lol.#i logged onto my account just like 20 minutes ago and i still.. had 3k tickets from the summer carnival event#i dont even know if that event still EXISTS#im tempted to buy like a month of memebership just so i can re-make my old characters#still hate the fact becoming a nm makes all ur animals lose their swag btw#bug father... hes nakey... he doesnt have his SON... hes just father now.......
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