#i hate it here /nm

[bumpscosity]

[nukacourier]

genuine question, what do you mean by babying danse?

I like him quite a lot and seen a considerable amount of content, but I might've just not noticed?? what you're talking about specifically

What I mean is people basically pulling the "he's my baby boy he'd never do anything wrong" shit. And the way people talk about him (calling him a "himbo", and as said "baby boy", saying he's just a sad guy who's misunderstood, etc) reads deeply as infantilization especially considering. As said. He's a grown man who literally upholds fascist ideals and only left the Brotherhood because he'd literally die otherwise

I'm not saying people aren't allowed to explore a softer side of him or theorize how a redemption arc for him would go. But the way I often see him (mis)characterized as being a stupid, gentle, "doesn't know what he's doing is wrong :(" type of guy REEKS of "autistic people are basically like children and don't know if they're doing something bad", especially since I've seen people on multiple platforms claim him and Maxon are "son and father figure" despite him being older than Maxon, just because he's subservient to him and they're vaguely friends

(But since fans read him as autistic OBVIOUSLY that means Maxon is like a caretaker for this poor misguided soul and not literally his boss and commander /sarcasm)

Like. If you haven't seen this stuff, good for you. But basically every time I've seen a post about him that isn't tearing into him for being a BOS member is basically like what I mentioned in one degree or another. If you actually look at the way people talk about him, it becomes obvious

Plus, you notice this when it's not just one character this happens to. I've seen it happen with Arcade (thankfully that's died down in recent years), Preston, and currently Maximus from the show. Just an endless cycle of people denying autonomy from characters who are read as awkward and/or autistic

(I'm sure other people would have more examples on hand. So if you do, feel free to reblog this and add them)

[valentine-letter]

Murder drones ? more like

tickle . dronez .

[displacedbias]

Are they joining this year's gala? :>

you bet they are!!!!!!!!!

[Open for gala interactions! Both writing and art >:3c]

[stunie]

it looks like i’ve fallen in love with myself out of all the characters so far (???!!!!! : o)

[bendy113]

ok funny thought i had so yk how i mentioned i hc that jevil's so fat that his pecs are guy boobs, and you liked the idea and said it was funny what if he decided to wear a bra, but was wearing it wrong, but didn't know that, so he was like "GEE, GEE, NO WONDER WHY GIRLS ARE SO CRANKY, CRANKY!"

i'm sorry i had to draw this.

tbh it would be so fkin funny-

(also would agree on his opinion tbh even if i wanted a top surgery right now but welp.)

[unfunnyaceartist]

Vent post ahead that may change your view on me and that may sound dramatic (NOT DIRECTED AT ANYONE, THIS IS JUST IN GENERAL) Mostly just to get out my feelings. I only ask that if you look, to be kind and understanding and patient. Also the tags are silly and id appreciate if you read em. id appreciate if you didnt ask me anything on it

I feel toxic sometimes because i can get so jealous i borderline gatekeep things and I always feel so bad because its never intentional but then I end up hating myself because I know its unhealthy and irrational but I cant help it, and I know im so lucky and have a lot in many senses of the word, but at times it feels like they can be taking everything, because when I like someone or something, they tend to matter a fuck-ton to me. Im sorry to anyone ive lashed out at a bit for them wanting what I have, I really am. Its not coming from a place of hostility, rather a place of trauma responses and hyperfixation that stem from my adhd and autism but like when I try something and it goes great, and then someone else is like "OOH thats awesome I wanna do that too" It feels almost like when Im finally happy or excited or proud to have something, someone comes and takes it. Usually Ill play it off as a joke, but in reality, its complete honesty that im trying to soften so I dont upset anyone, especially when its over fiction or a person, because I do NOT own them and I know that, but it bothers me when someone swoops in to do the exact same things or even one-up especially when its really soon after me, and since my self worth is already abysmal, it just makes me feel worse, like I should be lucky to have what I do to begin with, but I feel the need to hold it close to me and protect it so I dont lose things that make me really happy.

Recently Ive even started reverse gatekeeping in response to others, where ill just tell myself I cant or dont deserve to have anything special because I'm not, and only others can enjoy this. But thats why people making me ship content makes me so happy. Its dumb to get jealous over others selfshipping with a character I like. Its dumb to get upset over someone I know copying or taking heavy inspiration from one of my ideas. Its dumb to get possessive over someone else trying to befriend my new awesome friends or wife/wives. I rarely selfship anymore due to my reverse gatekeeping and instead serve the others who simp or enjoy content. I provide since I feel I cant take. It makes me happy and distracts me. But the moment someone else does something similar to what is my toxic coping mechanism for my toxic coping mechanism, it only hurts worse. Thats why sometimes, for example, I get a bit snappy when someone else provides gummybunny (that and also shipping jealousy sometimes). Thats why I get snappy when I make a friend someone else super cool and then another person comes in and wants to befriend them (No darken, this wasnt directed at you, its happened more than once with more than one person but I know how you tend to assume). I LOVE giving but I hate sharing, because all my life whenever I shared, I lost something.

Introduce a friend to a friend? They leave me behind for eachother. Let someone wear my fitbit because they wanted to feel "rich"? It got stolen. Give money to someone in a "rough spot" who promised to repay me somehow? Never saw them again. I was always so trusting and understanding, and I always made excuses for others. Always so naive and gullible. So much so, in fact, that in elementary I kept letting my bullies pretend to be my friends when they claimed they changed, and let them destroy any ounce of worth I had whatsoever. Things that make me happy I CHERISH because of all the things ive lost and all my experiences. Ive never been hit, not once, but the abuse all my life came emotionally and mentally, and I only recently realized through therapy. Now its hard to trust people in certain situations. Sorry for my probably hard to follow and melodramatic rant.

sorry im dumb haha

[triglycercule]

i love characters with barely elaborated on personalities and traits and all that. dust sans??? absolute perfection i can do whatever the fuck i want with him. headcanon anything i want as long as it fits the framework that askdusttale has given me. nightmare??? his one main trait is that he's bad do you know how amazingly vague that is. i have even MORE freedom with him than anyone else. there are various different types of bad guy and i can make nightmare all of them and none simultaneously because he's simply not all that elaborated on. once i lose that creative freedom i lose all will to do anything with characters

[shiraishi--kanade]

I mean. Technically I post it but…

Boop! :3c

https://www.tumblr.com/noname-nonartist/751885632481247232/

It's not even analysis I'm afraid, I'm just rambling over here haha

But cute! Thanks for showing me

[comet-wire]

Ngl I've been having a gender crisis again on top of all the stuff that's happened with my dad, I think I still identify as male/masculine idk 🗿

Same with my ace/aro spectrum placement ☝️🗿

[objektum]

the term objectum has always made me uncomfortable - in my whole hearted opinion, i think it's just another term for objectophilia (which people have gotten very mad at me for thinking). but i fall under the term myself, and feel attraction towards my comfort item, a nail clipper. idk what to do or how to express myself without also feeling nervous and uncomfortable

Hm. To be honest I am unsure how to help you well. Just use the term you like the most and try to ignore/block people who bug you while also letting others use the term they want? I guess that's what'd I do. I'm not any specialist at this at all I don't know why come to me with this of all people

[lazywerebat]

TW; BLOOD ( FAKE ) & VIOLENCE VERY IMPLIED

me when an 18+ blog INTERACTS with me( whos a minor ):

[taterswithranch]

Btw those comics aren’t anti-Nikusa propaganda. I still love her and it was just a silly idea I tossed around in my head at, like, 3am hdhdjsjfj

[warcrimesimulator]

western rightoids and libshits on pro-ukrainian twt when ukrainian leftists have leftist opinions [surprised pikachu face]

"i'm really not a fan of my country training and arming russian nazis who could potentially commit war crimes" isn't some kind of extreme statement but thank you for displaying that you're not capable of literally any critical thinking and would rather just resort to accusing ukrainians of being russian when you disagree with them.

[noxtivagus]

zzz gna nap ><

[1cehunter]

this is so agonizing for me like in all the fanfics theyre so happy but its like they wouldnt be oh my goodness

i have to say i'm sooooo deeply obsessed with any mention of a dinner table in fanon cause based on what i know. canonically none of these people would like each other so i have to imagine what nightmare has to do to get the gang to eat together lmfao