#i had... so much fun drawing this- i drew this in class and i sincerely hoped no one saw me drawing the bulge in their outfits-
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channnel · 11 months ago
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Did anyone ask for the brothers in a bunny suit!? Specifically Jules!?
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eminsunnytoons123 · 5 months ago
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Class of 3000: back to the SING!
What are they? Vampires or medusas, or both? 🧛🏾🧛🏽‍♀️🧛🏽‍♂️🐍
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Ever since I have became interested in class of 3000 like A LOT on the very start of May this year and I have even created my OWN reboot and even my OCs/characters for the reboot that will keep the characters some Company and since I dragged some of my loved ones in my tumblr family to be interested in class of 3000 And since I met some class of 3000 fans here on tumblr And discord, heres my another three co3k OCs I have thought about today =^_^=
And this is also a treat for @ducktopia90264 @nightkit92 @iggyguyy @classywinnerpeace @ghostytoastynights @dackychansworldofhoshino @alegriasweetblossom @itzbluecl0udd And all my other loved ones in my tumblr family that love me and support my work and always Bring me sincere Joy And happiness, and I'll always love them all and support them And even always Bring them sincere Joy And happiness =^///////^= 🧡❤️🩵🩷💙💜💛
Now, these three as ya can see, clearly resemble Sunny, Mila and Cheddar man, except the fact that theyre actually a rock band called "The Vampiric Medusas" and theyre actually hybrids between medusas and vampires, And I really had so much fun drawing them And coloring them and I really love how I Drew them =^.^= And, there will be a episode with these three called: "The fangs or stones?" =^_^=
Now, heres their bios:
Aelius' bio - he is an sassy yet sometimes arrogant Guy who is the leader of the rock band "The Vampiric Medusas", he even plays the electric guitar along with Barbara, and Aelius really resembles Sunny because of his looks except for some more details and his clothing. Even if he is a vampire-medusa, he prefers red wine and blueberry juice. And, he is with Gouda gentlemen, but he sometimes has a crush on Barbara aswell, they may be in a polyamourous relationship.
Aelius' headcanon voice actor - Ernie Hudson (And his voice claim is Attius from Infinity train)
Barbara's bio - She is an flirty, sassy and even sarcastic vampiress-medusa lady who is a electric bass player just like Aelius, and she really resembles Mila except for some details on her, And ofcourse her fangs and two snakes in her hair. She prefers Strawberry juice and any red drink except for Blood. She often has a crush on Aelius, but, She, Aelius and Gouda gentlemen are all three in a somehow polyamourous relationship.
Barbara's headcanon voice actress - Melique Berger (And her voice claim is Wilhamena from Ok K.O! Lets be heroes)
Gouda gentlemen's bio - or also known as "Alexander", he is the tallest one in the band but only a bit taller than Aelius and Barbara, he is a sassy yet con-artistic drum player in the band that often pulls his shady and con-artistic tricks on everyone, and he really resembles Cheddar man. He even specializes in selling gouda that sometimes smells like red wine or blood, and he even specializes in fixing teeth/fangs. And he has a love interest in both Aelius and Barbara.
Gouda gentlemen's headcanon voice actor - Cle Bennett (And his voice claim is Chef from total drama rama)
Note: BTW, electricity didnt Got turned off Today in my Street luckily ^////^;
I hope y'all will like these =^//////^= 🧛🏾💙🧛🏽‍♀️❤️🧛🏽‍♂️💚
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avocodas · 2 years ago
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I am DONE
Hello yall😭 I missed you and i missed the tumblr fandom so much.
As yall know i had a tough year aka the graduate year.. after all the hard work to sustain and lift up my Computer Science breath techniques, i want to announce
I AM DONE AND HAPPILY GRADUATING✨🧚🏼‍♀️
It feels like a dream😂 one that i am afraid to wake up from.. I can’t believe I finished 4 years in this hellish country in studying a major that i hated but found the route to combine it with my passion 🙏❤️
Which came to be
VIRTUAL REALITY GAMES
My BS thesis was to create a VR meditation experience targeting anxious and overwhelmed college students. I loved the VR technology and i wanted to do my senior project with it instead of the cliche websites and image detectors projects .
In my university we never got to learn game development, so i had to learn all the technical things by myself without a team, mentor, or even a laptop or a VR headset🥲
I felt alone, i climbed up to my university to work in the lab even on holidays to learn about unity, VR design, 3D modeling..etc and of course deducting an objective research about mindfulness and breathing techniques
Oh right.. BTW..
here i’ll borrow@demonslayedher ‘s pun
My ✨research ✨ was fully inspired by Demon Slayer.
The idea of superpowers with breathing techniques sounded odd to me when i first watched the show, i was like “ Are the industry really out of ideas for superpowers’ sources and causes?” .
And as I understood the show, and my gym class’s teacher integrated meditation to our curriculum and stressed that we need to learn to breath properly, because we live in a rushing world that we forgot how to even breath and take out the tense from our souls.
This was one hell of a senior project, it got me separated from gym, tumblr, and even drawing😭but i am grateful i found that my passion could be reflected in my degree and find amazing chances to grow as a storyteller.
If you read my tags in my posts, I always always make my art with a story in it. Each piece I’ve made there is a story that i often summarizes in the tags. That’s why most of you feel the sincerity ( and fun) in my art.
I want to thank two people that I thank God daily for their existence
To The GD instructor, who we met by chance, introduced me to VR by chance, but she willingly cheered me all along my journey 💖
And Huge Thanks to Buriko! Her blog, closet play, cooking attempts, and her spontaneous arts’ posts notifications, drew a smile on my face in the midst of dark and hopeless moments where I thought I could never be happy again @demonslayedher. 💖🤍
Welp, here we go for new journeys!
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maze-of-my-design · 2 years ago
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In grade 10 (or, as of writing this, last year) i had a physics teacher who told us how one of her students drew her a little Kirby doodle on an assignment and she mentioned how it made her day.
So because of that, i started drawing some of my favorite pokémon on the empty spaces of the assignments i wanted to send. Some were big and tall. Some were very teensy. Nevertheless, i had fun drawing every single doodle i gave her. I'm not kidding when i say those little doodles were the thing I looked forward the most to do in her assignments, they were so fun and so elaborate (and may i remind you, this was my Physics teacher! Physics!!). They felt oddly personal to me; it was like sharing a part of my mind with her.
Eventually, she came to our class to tell us she had found a better job and was about to leave the school when i got the idea to draw one last thing for her. One thing lead to another and the next day I'm waiting for her to drop by with a colored piece of her with a Lurantis and a Chandelure. I gave the drawing to her, and she loved it so much she took a picture of us, me holding the drawing, and posted it to her Instagram with Mewtwo's famous quote being the caption.
She never said anything about the little doodles though, but i sincerely hope they made her smile at the very least. They sure did make me smile, at least.
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dreamerstreamer · 4 years ago
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Driver’s License
Pairing: Dream / Clay x f!reader
Summary: [High School!AU] You’ve had a crush on Clay ever since he was first assigned to be your lab partner, and you finally muster up the courage to confess your feelings to him. But sometimes, not everything goes the way you hope it does.
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A/N: this was requested by an anon who wanted some angst inspired by olivia rodrigo’s driver’s license! i hope i captured the right mood with the setting and story, and i sincerely hope you enjoy! <3
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You glanced down at your phone, your thumb pressing on the power button before the screen flickered to life. The time flashed back at you in a white, clean font, and you chewed on your lip, your toes curling in your shoes.
There were only seven minutes until the bell—he was going to be late, wasn’t he?
Sighing, you picked up your phone and pushed your thumb against the home button, opening up your text messages. You scrolled down the list of contacts that stared back at you, your thumb hovering the one name that sent your head spinning in a flurry of pink hearts and white stars.
Clay.
Of all the people to have a crush on, of course it just had to be him. After all, how could you not fall for him? He was tall, cute, funny, and, well—he was a dream come true. It was almost like the universe had just set you up to fall, and really, you had no one to blame but yourself. It wasn’t like he liked you back, either. He was the cool, fun quarterback that was friends with everyone, while your only claim to fame was that you were his lab partner.
Should I text him? you wondered, fidgeting your fingers. I feel like I should text him. I know we’re technically just lab partners, but we’ve texted about other things, too. It wouldn’t be weird if I just asked him where he was, ri—
“Hey, you.”
You whipped your head up, immediately shutting your phone with one hand as your eyes wide went wide, your heart tripping in your chest. Standing by the desk next to you, Clay waved, amusement flickering across his face at your shocked expression.
“Hi, Clay,” you said, suddenly feeling breathless all at once. You could already feel the warmth blossoming in your chest, as his eyes locked onto yours. You really were too gone for your own good.
Sliding into his seat, he flashed you a bright grin as he dropped his bag onto the space beside him. “What’s up? Anything exciting happen to you?”
You turned away from your notebook with a soft smile. “Not really.” Trying to force down the heat crawling up your neck, you wagged a finger at him, a teasing lilt seeping into your words. “But you, my friend, are actually early—for once.” You shot him a thumbs up, winking. “Congratulations.”
Unzipping his backpack, Clay rolled his eyes at you, something like amusement flirting across his face. “Look,” he said, rummaging through his bag, “not all of us can be as early as you.”
Your lips twitched, and you leaned back in your chair, crossing your arms over your chest with a triumphant look. “Well, I’ll have you know that I drove myself here today.”
He froze, his hand pausing as he looked up to blink at you with wide, fascinated eyes. “You did?” A grin slowly spread across his face, and he pulled out a notebook before setting his bag back down on the ground. “Does that mean what I think it does?”
You nodded your head eagerly, electricity buzzing up your skin as you pulled out your wallet from behind you. “It sure does!” Flipping it open, you held out a small, plastic card towards his face with a giddy smile. “I got my license.”
In an instant, he was cheering, his eyes as wide as saucers as he clapped his hands in celebration. You had half the mind to be embarrassed that more than just a few people were looking at you now, but you were far more focused on Clay. “Woah, congrats!” he said, lifting a hand tentatively toward you. “Can I...?”
You nodded, watching as he gently pulled your license from your fingers. He turned it over in his hands once, his lips curling up into a crooked grin before he tapped at your photo. “Look at you,” he said, mirth dancing through his emerald gaze. “They got your good side.”
You raised a brow at him, holding your palm out toward him. “Are you saying I have a bad side?”
Clay shook his head, sliding the card back between your fingers and your hands brushing. A spark ran up your fingertips at the touch, sending a dizzying surge of heat rushing into your chest. “Nah. Every side is your good side.”
Your breath hitched in your throat as he turned back to his desk, his gaze leaving yours. Your fingers curled tighter around your license, and you swallowed. How could he say something like that so casually? It was so unfair. You already liked him enough, and then he just had to go and say something like that. Of course. Stupid, dumb, handsome Clay. It was not your fault he was so... attractive. Totally.
After a long moment, your fingers curled a fraction tighter around your license, the plastic digging into your skin as you softly said, “Thanks.”
He waved a hand at you, his eyes curving into crescent moons. “Anytime.”
Your stomach tightened into a knot in your gut, tingling elation shooting through you and wrapping around your lungs. Tucking your license back into one of the wallet flaps, you watched as he flipped his notebook open to a blank page, quickly scribbling the date in the corner of the paper with a focused gaze. With a reluctant sigh, you tore your eyes away from him to look back at your own paper, pretending to write something down that wasn’t just his name. It was almost embarrassing how easily you could just stare and get lost in everything he did. You never thought you would be one of those people, yet here you were.
“Hey, by the way,” he suddenly said, his voice making you jump while his eyes flickered to meet yours, “do you happen to have any plans for Friday?”
Catching your breath, your pencil stopped in its tracks on the page. Friday? You furrowed your brows, the cogs in your head churning before you slowly nodded. “I think so.” A grimace tugged at your lips, and you held back a quiet groan. “I’ve got a project due on Monday that I need to get done, but I can’t work on it until Friday, so...” You gestured vaguely. “You know.”
There was a moment of silence, and Clay’s lips curled into a slight frown. “Oh,” he said. “I see.”
You could have sworn you saw disappointment flit through his face, but it was gone in an instant. Leaning toward him, your eyebrows knit together in concern. “Hey,” you murmured softly, “is something wrong?”
In a flash, he was smiling again, and you couldn’t tell he had been frowning even a split second earlier. “No, no, I was just curious, that’s all.” He raised his hand toward you, tapping a finger against your nose. “Don’t you worry your pretty little head about it.”
Your cheeks burst with warmth, his eyes brightening at the way your lips curled. Reeling back, you raised your chin at him, huffing. “Hey, this pretty little head is the one saving you from a C in chemistry, right now.”
He chuckled, his arm dropping back down to his side as he leaned back in his seat. “You sure are, and I hope you knows how much that means to me.”
Your heart came to a screeching halt in your chest. All at once, it felt like all the oxygen had been sucked from the room. Did he... could he—?
“Good morning, everyone.”
You jumped at the sound of your chemistry teacher’s voice, your hand tightening around your pencil as you watched him send your class a smile. “I hope you all had a good weekend. Today, we’ll be...”
Soon enough, you were already tuning him out, your mind drifting back to Clay’s words.
I hope you knows how much that means to me.
Something soft and fuzzy rolled over in your stomach, and you felt hope bubbling up in your throat.
Maybe your crush wasn’t as one-sided as you thought it was.
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You dashed through the halls, your backpack bouncing against your shoulder as you weaved in between groups of friends leaning against the lockers and couples holding hands as they walked. You stifled a curse as you dodged someone’s arm, grumbling to yourself as you finally pushed past the doors that led outside. Couldn’t people learn to just not stand in the middle of the hall? People needed to get places—people like you.
Inhaling the fresh, spring air, you bounded across the dewy grass toward the familiar picnic table underneath the school’s willow tree. It was the only spot on school grounds that actually had enough shade to keep your head from overheating in the simmering Florida sun, so naturally, it became your and Wilbur’s go-to spot for lunch.
As the bench drew nearer, you felt your face brighten, spotting Wilbur already sitting in his usual spot, his beanie askew atop his head. The two of you were unlikely friends, to say the least, but after having spent years living next to each other, you were more than proud to call him your best friend, even if he did make you want to smack him more often than not.
Wilbur offered you a brief wave as you finally reached the bench, tugging open his sandwich bag with his other hand. Above you, the willow tree swayed, the branches and leaves scattering sunlight across his face. “Hey, how was chem—”
“Today, our hands touched when I showed him my license,” you blurted, not even pausing for breath.
Wilbur blinked at you once, stunned for a brief moment. Then, a groan flew from his lips, and he pressed two fingers to his temple, grimacing. “[Y/N],” he said, drawing out the syllables of your name, “I can’t keep doing this.”
You blinked as you sat down in the space across from him, dropping your bag onto the seat with a thud. “Keep doing what?”
He didn’t miss a beat. “Keep listening to you endlessly pine over Clay without doing anything about it.” At your bewildered expression, he sighed, taking another bite of his sandwich as he pushed his glasses up further onto his face. “It’s been, what? Four months, at this point?”
“Five,” you said immediately.
He stared at you. “Five,” he repeated. When you nodded, his frown deepened. “You do realize how bad that sounds, right?”
A wave of embarrassment crashed over you, and you curled back into yourself,  grumbling, “Let me live my life.”
“Not like this, I won’t.” Wilbur leaned over the table with a firm look, pointing his finger at you. “You need to ask him out.”
Your eyes widened at his words, and you felt your jaw drop open in disbelief. “No way,” you said, slapping your hands onto the table. “Absolutely not. I am not doing... that.”
You could practically see Wilbur’s impatience wearing thin, his mouth pressing into a thin line. “[Y/N]. C’mon. You like him—it’s so obvious.”
You opened your mouth to shoot back, then shook your head, closing it—Wilbur knew you too well to even try. “Probably, but not to Clay. To him, I’m just his lab partner.”
“His cute lab partner,” he pointed out, lifting a finger. “Who is also pretty, and smart, and funny, and interesting and—”
The smile was stretching across your face before you could stop it, and you whined, feeling your chest grow warm with genuine appreciation. “Stop, please.”
Wilbur’s lips split into a teasing grin, and he poked a finger to your side. “You know I’m only calling it like I see it.”
When you glowered at him, he only laughed, brushing a stray lock of hair out of his face. Scoffing, you reached your arm toward him. “Well, if it’s only as much as you’re seeing it,” you said, “I guess I’ll just have to take these, then.”
Before he could react, your hand had wrapped around the side of his glasses, and you were pulling them off his face in a whirl. He jumped at the sudden change, and you watched as he fumbled with his sandwich, gaping at you as he whipped around. “Hey, give those back!”
You leaned back, sticking your tongue out at him as you held them above and behind your head. “Not until you stop.”
Now, it was his turn to glare at you, and he clenched his jaw with a long exhale. “Fine,” he said, focusing his attention back to his lunch. “I guess I just won’t tell you what’s happening on Friday, then.”
His glasses went limp in your hand, and your voice dropped down to a meek whisper. “There’s something happening on Friday?”
Wilbur only shrugged, humming softly. “Maybe, maybe not.”
Resting your elbows on top of the table, you pursed your lips, leaning forward to scan his face. “Will,” you said, your tone firm and demanding, “please tell me. Clay asked me if I was free on Friday and now I regret telling him no—you can’t just leave me hanging like this.”
Wilbur lifted his head to meet your gaze, a look of pure shock and disbelief shooting across his face. “He asked you if you were free and you said no?” He paused for a moment, then sighed for what must have been the millionth time. “Maybe you’re a bigger idiot than I thought.”
You scowled, but didn’t say anything. Instead, you lifted your head to slide his glasses across the table toward him. “Here,” you said, the tiniest tinge of desperation soaking into your voice, “I’ll even give these back.”
He raised his eyebrows at you, picking up his glasses with a soft whistle. “That was easier than I thought,” he murmured, ignoring the glare you shot him. Sliding his glasses back onto his face with practiced ease, he turned his attention back to you with a gleam in his eye. “Fine then, I’ll tell you.”
You held your breath as he leaned forward, opening his mouth. “There’s a football game on Friday,” he said, “and Chrissy’s throwing a party for after the game.”
You stared at him, then frowned, confusion swirling in your eyes. “Chrissy?” you parroted.
Wilbur nodded. “Yes, Chrissy.”
Your eyebrows knitted together. While you didn’t really know Chrissy yourself, you most definitely knew of her. That was the case for a lot of people in your school. After all, how could you not know Chrissy? She was the head cheerleader and practically the face of the school. With shiny, golden hair and a dazzling smile that put the sun to shame, it was basically impossible to miss her—you’d have to be blind to.
On one hand, you wanted to believe she was stuck-up and catty like all the cheerleaders you saw in movies, but deep down, you knew you had no right to make that judgement. People said she was nice, and you had never spoken to her yourself, so who were you to stereotype her? But on the other....
“What does Chrissy have anything to do with this?” you blurted, your eyes scanning his face for even a hint of something more. “We’re talking about Clay, not her.”
Wilbur only stared blankly at you, his eye twitching in agony. “How you pass your classes and still manage to be this dense is beyond me.”
You let out a groan, hanging your head in your hands. “Wilbur, you know I’m stupid. Now, will you please just get to the point?”
Wilbur dragged a hand over the bottom half of his face, sucking in a deep breath before lifting a hand toward you. “Chrissy is the cheer captain, [Y/N]. Clay is the quarterback. It’s an after-game party. He’s definitely going to be there.”
Silence washed over the two of you, and for an excruciatingly long minute, you simply stared at him, the dots slowly connecting in your head to form a full picture. After a few moments, Wilbur sighed again and looked away, giving you some time to think. Your head spun with thoughts of Friday, Clay, and your project, and you watched distractedly as Wilbur shoved the last bit of his sandwich into his mouth, chewing while you eyed him up and down.
A party, huh? you thought to yourself. Maybe, just maybe...
Just like that, something suddenly snapped inside you, and you felt your chest swell with determination. You could not believe you were about to do this.
“Wilbur,” you said, calm and slow, “this changes everything.” When he silently cocked a brow at you, you tightened your jaw. “We’re going to that football game, then we’re going to Chrissy’s party.”
He nodded, only half-listening as he stuffed his now empty sandwich bag into his pocket. “Sure, yeah, good for yo—wait.“ He froze, and you almost let yourself feel a sliver of pride as he gaped at you. “You said we.”
You ignored the sense of slow, sinking horror settling into your gut as you swallowed, squeezing your hands into tight fists. “Yeah—we. Because I’m going to need the moral support.”
Wilbur blinked once. Twice. Then, a slow grin began to spread across his face, and you could already tell you were about to regret telling him that. “Does this mean you’re gonna—?”
You swallowed thickly, your throat bobbing as you threw back your shoulders and nodded, firm and true. “I’m going to confess to Clay.”
Wilbur was on his feet in an instant, his hand shooting forward to clap you on the shoulder. “Attagirl!” Pulling back, he crossed his arms over his chest, smiling eagerly. “Sure then, I’ll come with. But you’re driving.”
You furrowed your brows at him, pulling yourself up until you were also standing. “You know I’ve only had my license for, like, half a week.”
He slung his arm over your shoulder, his lips twitching at the way you stumbled at his sudden movement. “That’s all the more reason to celebrate. Let’s go get ice cream.”
You gaped, somehow even more confused than before. “Celebrate? What are we celebrating? My driver’s license?”
Reaching down, Wilbur patted your head, grinning brightly. “You’ve made a step forward to finally being less of a wimp. That’s something.”
You sent him another glare, but shoved your hand into your pocket nonetheless. A few moments of rummaging later, you pulled out your parents’ car keys with a defeated sigh. “You’re lucky I like ice cream. But don’t blame me if I crash the car.”
“Hey,” he said, unwrapping his arm from its spot on your shoulder to pick up his bag, “even if you do, at least that way I’ll miss my stats test tomorrow.”
You gasped, frowning at him as you smacked his arm. “That’s a terrible thing to say.”
Slinging his backpack over his shoulder, he simply hummed at you, his eyes gleaming in the sunlight. “Sometimes, the truth hurts,” he said, “and you just have to accept it.”
You opened your mouth to respond, but he waved a hand, gesturing to your backpack. “Enough of the melodrama, though—get your stuff. I want ice cream.”
With a sigh, you rolled your eyes at him again, leaning down to grab your backpack with one hand and your keys with the other. As the two of you began to make your way across the field, squinting past the blinding sunlight, you felt your heart flutter in anticipation.
Friday—you could wait for Friday.
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The roaring applause was absolutely deafening around you as the football slammed into the grass, claps and shouts ringing across the bleachers like nothing you’ve heard before. On the other side of the field, you watched as the cheerleaders shook their pom-poms, Chrissy landing a flip in front of the crowd with a stunning grin. With a slight wince, you grimaced, your eyes flickering to the scoreboard. Your team was losing 24 to 37, but from the way everyone was yelling, you’d have thought they had just won a war. Did they just get a point, or...?
“You don’t know anything about football, do you?”
You whirled around, tearing your eyes away from the scoreboard to find Wilbur sitting beside you with a bucket of popcorn sitting on his lap. You frowned at his unimpressed look, resolve etched into your features. “I know things. Like, um—” You paused for a second. “Like, Clay is the quarterback.”
A sardonic smile stretched across his face, and he cocked his head at you. “That’s great,” he drawled. “But do you know what a quarterback does?”
You stiffened, digging your thumb into the palm of your hand. “Plays football?” you offered sheepishly.
Wilbur deadpanned, picking at a stray thread on his mustard yellow sweater. “You’re hopeless.”
You let out a whine, burying your face in your hands to at least try to ignore the aching warmth creeping onto your cheeks, a prickle of anxiety creeping up your spine. “I’m trying, okay?”
A hand settled onto your shoulder, familiar and warm. “I know, I know,” he murmured, sounding reassuring for once, “and I’m proud of you for that.”
You lifted your head, your wide eyes meeting his earnest ones. “Really?”
He smiled. “Really. But,” he added, something flashing in his gaze, “as your best friend, it is also my responsibility to clown you at every given opportunity.”
You pushed his arm off your shoulder with a pout. “You’re right, but I hate that you’re right.”
With a chuckle, he stuck his hand into the bucket on his lap, tossing a piece of popcorn into his mouth. “Look,” he said, casting a worried glance at you, “I’m just trying to lighten the mood a little—you look like you’re stressed out of your mind.”
Your voice came out louder than you would have liked, your nails digging into your palms. “Because I am! I am, okay? He...” You trailed off for a moment, searching for the right words. “...he means a lot to me, and I really like him.”
Wilbur’s gaze grew soft, his hold on the popcorn bucket growing loose. “I know you do.” He paused for a moment, then nudged your shoulder with his. “Tell you what,” he began, “if we win the game, you tell him, but if we lose, we can just go home.”
You stared at him, the weight on your shoulders suddenly feeling a lot less heavy. “Seriously?”
He nodded, his lips quirking. “Yes. I don’t want to push you into doing something you’ll regret.”
You turned back to the scoreboard once more, your gaze darting back and forth between the 24 on the sign and the grass. Down below, you caught a glimpse of a uniform with the number one plastered across the back dashing across the field as the crowd cheered. The gears in your head whirred, and you felt your gut churn. Did you really want to leave and give up, now? Were you really okay with that?
Memories of emerald green eyes and loud peals of laughter flashed across your mind, and you felt your chest grow hot.
“Okay,” you breathed, quiet yet firm. “Okay, I think I—”
You stopped, squeezing your eyes shut for a moment. Sucking in another breath, your eyelids shot open and you swallowed. “I can do this.” Your eyes flitted to Wilbur’s. “Yeah?” You nodded to yourself. “Yeah.”
Wilbur sucked on the inside of his cheek, his fingers nervously tapping on the side of the popcorn bucket. “We can still go home, it’s okay. We can leave now if you wa—”
You shook your head, and his words fell quiet. “No,” you sighed, feeling both nervous and relieved. “No. I’m gonna do it.”
His fingers stopped, surprise seeping into his expression. “You are?”
You watched as the football soared across the air, spinning in a perfect spiral. Something inside you flipped, and you found the words leaving your mouth before you could stop them.
“I am.”
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Flashing lights scattered broken rays of rainbows across the ceiling, moving bodies jumping and dancing against one another as their eyes glimmered with excitement. Some pop song you were pretty sure you had heard on the radio that morning was blasting through the speakers, making the floor shake beneath your feet. You blinked down at your shoes, feeling your arms tingle at your side with discomfort.
“I kind of regret doing this.”
Beside you, Wilbur let out a long sigh, shaking his head as he poured himself another glass of... whatever he had been drinking. “I literally told you we could leave earlier.”
Your hand trembled at your side, your thumb pressing against your side as you shuffled back and forth anxiously. “Do not remind me, please. I’m already on the verge of losing my mind right about now.”
Wilbur glanced down at you, taking in your shaking lip and nervous expression, then smiled, bending over slightly so that he was eye-level with you. “Hey,” he said softly, his voice still reaching your ear despite the deafening music, “you’ve got this, okay?” He pushed his cup toward you, gently tapping your arm with it. “I’m still here for you, even if goes badly. Remember that.”
The sting crawling up your spine grew a little fainter at his words, and you bit your lip, shooting him a sheepish smile. “Thanks. I’ll, um, find you later?”
Reaching his hand up, he ruffled your hair with a reassuring smile. “Of course. Go on, now.” Patting your back one last time, he bumped his side into yours playfully, pushing you forward. “You can do it.”
You pursed your lips one last time, willing the butterflies in your stomach to die down before turning on your heel and making your way through the house. You could do this—yeah, you definitely could! What was the worst that could happen?
You stepped past wild movements and braying laughter, weaving your way through the maze that was Chrissy’s house as your eyes swept over the bustling crowd. You never knew Chrissy lived in such a nice place, but really, you weren’t all that surprised, and you weren’t really complaining. After all, it was a nice party, and more than a great place to celebrate your school’s victory.
Although you would wished that it wasn’t as big as it was, if only so you could actually find Clay.
As you slowly pushed against the torrent of mingling people, your mind began to wander. I wonder if I look okay. Does my hair still look alright after Wilbur messed with it? He better not have ruined it. Or maybe Clay would find it cute? Your face burned, and you shook your head to yourself, muttering under your breath. You weren’t sure anymore, but you could tell that the nerves were starting to get to you.
You found your pushing into the kitchen, nearly toppling over someone’s leg as the dangling lights came into view. Reaching forward, you grabbed onto the counter to balance yourself, blood pumping in your ears. Were parties always this crazy, or was everyone just high off the adrenaline from the game? You couldn’t tell.
It was then that a voice called out over the deafening music echoing in your ears. “Yo, [Y/N]!”
You whirled at the sound of your name, your eyes scanning the kitchen for the owner’s voice before landing on a familiar face leaning up against the counter. “Sapnap?” you said, eyes widening as you walked over.
Sapnap flashed you a welcoming smile, raising his cup to his lips to take a small sip. “Hey,” he said, his voice somehow sailing across the blaring bass, “it’s good to see you. I feel like you never come to parties.”
You nodded, tucking some hair behind your ear as you offered him a sheepish smile, shrugging. “Just thought it would be nice to spend some a night out for once, you get me?” It was right when Sapnap nodded that you gasped, clapping your hands together. “Oh, by the way, have you seen Clay?”
Sapnap paused, fiddling with his cup. “Clay? I’m pretty sure he was with Chrissy out in the backyard.”
He jutted his head toward the glass, sliding door on the opposite side of the room, and you sent him a grateful grin. “Awesome, thanks.” Raising your hand in a wave, you turned. “See you around!”
He raised his cup in return, smiling back at you. “See ya.”
Your anxiety had blossomed into excitement now, a grin tugging at your lips as you leapt around the dining table and grabbed the door handle, sliding it open with a grunt. Stepping outside, you heard the splashing of the pool and bursts of giggles echo around you, washing the dim, evening clouds with a pale, swimming glow. Like the rest of her house, Chrissy’s backyard was big—bigger than you’d have thought. With a pool and a gazebo to boot, you were shocked by how unsurprised you were.
Sapnap said he was out here last time he saw him, you thought, wiping your damp palms on your bottoms. Your heart raged against your rib cage, beating wildly as you sucked in a deep breath. I guess it’s now or nothing.
Plastering a smile to your face, you lifted your head, taking a step forward only for your eyes to catch on someone moving in the gazebo.
Your heart stopped.
Tucked away under the gazebo’s arching roof, there sat Clay, his arm wrapped around Chrissy’s waist as he gazed at her with warm, fond eyes. He dipped his head down to whisper something into her ear, and you could only watch as she giggled, tilting his head down to press her lips against his in a soft, sweet peck.
Your lungs were constricted in your chest, and you suddenly felt like you couldn’t breathe. Every breath you took felt like a weight of bricks had been set into your bones, your vision hyper focusing on the sight lying a few feet away from you.
Her hands in his. His eyes focused on her. The sound of her laughter, light and pure. The flash of his smile, loving and kind.
He... Clay... and Chrissy...?
It was almost as you had ducked your head into the pool, everyone’s voices sounding murky and unfamiliar. Beside you, you could vaguely make out the conversation of two girls chatting away with one another, their smiles bright and gazes eager.
“Hey,” one murmured, “do you know how long Clay and Chrissy have been together?”
The other paused. “I think he asked her out after they won the game, right when everyone was coming over. Romantic, right?”
There was a gasp. “Really? That’s so cute. They’re perfect together, aren’t they? Head cheerleader with the quarterback—” A dramatic sigh. “—it’s like a movie or something.”
You heard a noise of affirmation. “And they’re both so nice. Like, gosh, no wonder they ended up together.”
You swallowed the lump that had formed in your throat, your eardrums ringing inside your head. The world suddenly felt like it was a million miles away, like you were hearing everything through a tunnel as you stumbled your way back toward the house. Voices chatted around you and bodies jostled you as you walked, but all you could think about was the thought of Clay’s lips pressed to Chrissy’s, the image burned to the back of your eyelids.
Wilbur, you thought through the jumbled mess of your thoughts. I need to find Wilbur. Where is he?
Someone laughed beside you—it sounded too much like Clay. Everything was too loud, too bright. You were going to be sick.
Just then, a swathe of mustard yellow caught your attention from the corner of your eye, and in an instant, you were turning on your heel, pushing past strangers and acquaintances alike with only one goal in mind. Wilbur was taking to someone you recognized as Eret, the British transfer student from a little while back. They looked like they were getting along well, what with the way Wilbur was smiling, but right now, you couldn’t wait another second to get your best friend’s attention.
The moment you reached him, your hand was already gripping onto his arm, tugging at him. “Wilbur,” you said shakily, feeling like your knees were about to give out, “we need to leave. Right now.”
Wilbur turned, the bright lights making his eyes gleam in the dimness. “Oh, [Y/N], how’d it g—” His smile fell from his face the second his eyes met yours, worry flooding his features. “What happened?”
Your throat felt tight as you curled your fingers tighter into his sweater, the fabric bunching up in your hand. “Wilbur, please.”
His eyes lingered on you for a moment longer, then he nodded, his gaze softening. “Okay.” Turning, he sent a quick wave to Eret, muttering some excuse before dipping his head closer to you and placing his hand on the small of your back. “I’ll drive,” he murmured. “Where to?”
You felt your heart squeeze in your chest, a small, tight noise leaving you as your lips struggled to form a sentence. “I don’t know—my house... yours... the park?” You clung to his arm like an anchor, half-feeling like you would drift off into the endless sea without him. “Just... anywhere but here.”
Wilbur scanned your face, his fingers twitching against your backside before he nodded, nudging you forward ever so slightly. “Park it is.”
You were only vaguely aware of being pulled away from the party, walking down the front steps of the house and into the passenger seat of the car as Wilbur turned on the ignition. Your vision grew blurry as you felt hot tears begin to stream down your cheeks, the world outside the car windows turning into a hazy mess of colour and shadows. Inside your chest, you felt the shards of your heart dig against your lungs. Heartbroken didn’t even begin to describe the anguish you felt.
At least you weren’t the one driving.
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You kicked your legs back and forth on the squeaky swing set, the loud creaking digging into your skull like a thought you couldn’t shake. Your insides felt heavy underneath your skin, and you felt the back of your eyes burn with unshed tears.
“Did you want to talk about it?”
Your eyes slowly lifted to meet Wilbur’s, who was standing in front of you, his face contorted in concern as he quietly waited for you to respond. “I...” you began softy, swallowing. “I’m not sure.”
He simply watched you for a moment, then nodded, murmuring a soft, “That’s okay.”
In the distance, you could see a lamppost flickering in the darkness, the light fading in and out of view like it was just barely grappling to stay afloat. A wave of sadness rolled over you at the sight, although you couldn’t name why, as you found yourself opening your mouth, the words tumbling from your lips in incoherent sentences.
“It’s just... I just... I, um. I—” You stopped, letting your eyes fall shut before you managed to whisper, “He was with Chrissy, you know?”
Wilbur froze, his eyes slowly widening as he took in your words. “He was?”
You nodded your head, something cold and broken rattling in your chest at the movement. “Yeah.”
Fury flashed across his face like a wildfire, and he crouched down before you, his jaw clenched tightly. “Even after he asked you if you had plans...” He scowled, cursing under his breath. “What a prick.”
You let out a soft laugh, but it felt forced, the smile immediately slipping off your face the moment you closed your mouth. “He was all over her, you could tell,” you whispered, clutching your arms tighter around yourself. “He was looking at her like... I dunno, like she had done something wonderful, like she was the greatest thing in the world.”
The back of your eyelids stung, and you sucked in a shuddering breath. The hollow hole in the pit of your stomach suddenly didn’t feel so empty anymore as something cold and sad began to pool around your lungs as you continued. “And like, gosh, just... you were right when you said the truth hurts, Will.” Beside you, you saw him since, his expression blurry from the tears starting to fill your eyes. “It hurts. A lot. It really, really does.”
Your hand clutched at the fabric covering your heart, almost as if you were trying to cradle the shattered pieces. “I know I can’t control his feelings, and I shouldn’t have expected anything,” you whispered, “but I just felt like we had something, you know? Like we could have been something. But now it’s all—”
Your voice suddenly cracked, your sentences cut off by an empty, choked out sob. Hot, wet droplets spilled down your cheeks, and you squeezed your eyes shut, your sides trembling. In an instant, Wilbur’s arms wrapped around you, and you felt him tug you into his chest, your head resting against his shoulder while you whimpered.
“Oh, [Y/N]...” he whispered, his hand stroking against your back.
You hiccuped against him, shaking like a leaf as you buried your face into his sweater. “I’m sorry for roping you into this—I really thought I had a chance, but what was I thinking? She’s Chrissy, and I’m just...” You sobbed. “I’m just...”
All of a sudden, Wilbur pulled you back from him, his hands gripping onto your shoulders tightly as his eyes bore into yours. “You’re you.”
Your breath hitched in your throat, your eyes going wide. Wh-What?
Before you, Wilbur’s fingers dug sternly into your shoulders, his stare unwavering as he spoke clearly and true. “Look,” he said, “I can’t tell you what he was thinking, and I can’t tell you why he did that. But...” He paused for a moment, and you watched his face soften as his tone grew warm.
“I can tell you that he just passed up the best girl in the whole, wide world.”
You felt tears prick your eyes once more, but this time they didn’t burn. “Y-You’re just saying that,” you whined, reaching a hand up to wipe at your eyes.
He shook you gently in his arms, prodding you with his hands. “I’m not, I promise, even if I do think you’re my loser best friend.”
When you laughed this time, it didn’t feel nearly as heavy as it did before. You caught a glimpse of his smile as you pressed the sleeve of your shirt against your eyes, soaking up your tears. “Thanks, Wilbur,” you whispered as you sent him a smile—a real one. “Really.”
He grinned at you, dropping his hands from your shoulders. “Anytime, [Y/N]. Now,” he said, rising to his feet, “how do you feel about getting ice cream?”
You blinked at him, taking in the sight of his glimmering eyes in the light of the shining moon. “Please don’t tell me you’re calling this a celebration.”
He shook his head, but you caught the way his lips twitched in amusement. “No. Sometimes you just get ice cream because it makes you feel better.” He stretched his hand out toward you. “Here.”
You slipped your fingers between his, letting him pull you up from the creaky swing set with a slight huff. Once you let go, you held your palm up toward him, waiting. “I’ll drive.”
He cocked his head at you, slowly pulling your keys out of the pockets of his jeans. “Are you sure? You don’t have to.”
You shook your head at him, picking the keys up from his palm. “It’s alright.” Tossing them once in your palm, you flashed him a grin. “Hey, if I crash the car, I won’t have to hand in that assignment on Monday.”
Wilbur blinked at you once, then twice. Then, he burst into laughter, clutching at his chest as he keeled over, wiping a tear from his eye as he smacked your arm with his. “You know what?” he gasped between breaths as he stood upright once more. “I’ll pay for ice cream, this time.”
A cheer tore itself from your lips, and you pumped your fist in the air as you went racing down the hill toward your car parked by the sidewalk, the wind whipping at your face. Behind you, you could hear Wilbur shout your name as he chased after you, his voice echoing into the cool, dark night.
Maybe things weren’t as bad as you thought. Clay was happy, and while you weren’t quite there yet yourself, you knew that one day, you would be, too.
After all, while the truth may hurt, it wasn’t all bad, either.
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helnjk · 4 years ago
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All I’ve Ever Known - G.W.
George Weasley x fem!reader
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last of my oneshots for my showtunes fic list, based on the song All I’ve Ever Known from the musical Hadestown! i’ve had so much fun with this series of fics, i hope you guys have enjoyed reading them xx 
Word Count: 2.8k 
Summary: george finds her extremely intriguing, the way she spends her days drawing and creating art. maybe one day he’ll pluck up the courage to talk to her. 
Warnings: mentions of food, mentions of bullying/exclusivity, stereotypical slytherin biases
lyrics are bold and italicized 
I was alone so long 
I didn’t even know that I was lonely
Y/N sat by herself at the end of the Slytherin table, pushing what was left of her meal around her plate. She could hear the different conversations flowing around her, the ones including her fellow housemates moreso, but as usual she wasn’t involved in any of them.
She could hear Malfoy sneering to his little crew about something or other that Potter did to irritate him that day. She could hear Adrian Pucey discussing the latest Quidditch plays they had used at training that day. She could hear a couple of first years anxiously discussing the topic of their exams the next day. 
All around her were signs of companionship and community, yet she was left utterly alone. She wasn’t stupid. She knew why she had been outcasted from her house the moment she got sorted. 
“Isn’t she muggleborn?” 
“What a disgrace to Slytherin.”
“The Sorting Hat’s made a mistake with that one.” 
Over the years, she had gotten used to how those in her house treated her–holding her at arm’s length. She had spent many nights in her first year crying herself to sleep because of how all-consuming the loneliness had been, but now at her seventh year, she was numb to it all. 
She knew who she was: A talented muggleborn witch and a proud Slytherin. She didn’t need validation from anyone else. And anyways, most of her time was spent out on the grounds with her sketchpad or in the Room of Requirement painting. 
Loud laughs from the Gryffindor table spurred her out of her thoughts. The Weasley twins had pranked their younger brother, and it seemed like their younger sister was an accomplice to the crime as well. The rest of the red and gold house was watching on amusedly, no doubt accustomed to similar situations. 
The Weasleys were a well known family at Hogwarts. How could they not be? With their fiery red hair and their big personalities, it was a given that they caught the attention of almost every student. 
Y/N admired how they just fit right in with their house, their second family. Of course, a lot of it had to do with the fact that they were so comfortable with the Hat’s placement. Their whole family was sorted into Gryffindor, she could remember, albeit slightly foggily, the older Weasley siblings in leadership roles when she was younger. 
Her eyes lingered on George’s laughing figure for a second longer than the rest of them. She was always intrigued by the younger twin. They seldom had classes together, but from what she could gather, he was just as observant and perceptive as he was mischievous and quick witted.  
As bodies began to take their leave from the Great Hall, a rough shove to the shoulder nearly made Y/N fall onto the floor. Her eyes snapped up to the offender and she saw the unbecoming sneer of Malfoy. Crabbe and Goyle were snickering not so quietly behind him as he stared down at her. 
“Whoops,” he jeered, “Sorry to disrupt your staring at the blood traitors and gryffindorks. Maybe you’d be better off with the lot of them.” 
With a huff, Y/N gathered her things and strode out of the hall without so much as a second look behind her.  
It's like I’d known you all along
I knew you before we met
And I don’t even know you yet
All I know is you're someone I have always known
She was drawing again, George noted.
It always baffled him how she was always alone. Usually students at Hogwarts drifted about their days in groups or pairs; it was rare to see someone spend most of their time by themselves. Growing up with 6 siblings, and having a twin, George was so used to the chaos and noise that came with it that he couldn’t picture what it was like to go about your day solo.  
His eyes drifted towards her figure sitting on a blanket out in the grounds. She was blissfully unaware of her surroundings, or more to the point, the person staring at her like a bloody idiot. The weather was slowly transitioning from autumn into winter, and he could tell that she was trying to milk the last few warm days. 
It was no secret to him that she preferred to sketch out in the sunny grounds, but Hogwarts being situated in the Scottish countryside made it so that her window of opportunity to do so was limited.
He was so focused on how her brows furrowed in concentration and how her lips pursed ever so slightly when she made a mistake, that he didn’t notice Fred’s many deep sighs. This caused his twin to take one final deep breath and exhale as loudly as possible. 
“What’s got your wand in a knot then?” George asked, taking his eyes off of Y/N and turning to face his brother. 
“Finally noticed that I exist, have you?” teased Fred. 
“Oi, just get on with whatever you want to say!” 
He merely laughed, “If you want to talk to the snake, just do it!” 
George had the audacity to act as if he didn’t know what Fred meant, “What in Merlin’s name are you on about?” 
“Don’t be daft,” Fred smacked him lightly on the back of the head, “You’ve been pining after that Slytherin bird for months, just go and talk to her already!”
“Was I that obvious?” 
With a frustrated groan, Fred shoved his twin in the direction of the girl. George stumbled for a second and checked to see if she had seen, she hadn’t. He sent a glare at the redhead over his shoulder, before dusting off his trousers and donning a confident facade. 
As he strode across the courtyard, his hands grew increasingly clammy and his heart began to beat erratically in his chest. There was no turning back now, though, as he approached the girl. 
His shadow blocked the sun from Y/N’s notebook and she looked up, not expecting anyone to get so close to her. 
“Erm, hello,” George waved awkwardly as he towered over her figure.
She blinked a few times before replying, “Hello. Can I help you with something?” 
“Mind if I join you?” 
George’s question rang through the still air for a moment as Y/N processed what he had just asked. No one had ever wanted to keep her company as she drew before, she wasn’t quite sure how to react. Just before the moment turned even more awkward than it already was, she gave him a swift nod. 
The tall, lanky redhead folded his legs beneath him as he made himself comfortable on the path of grass next to her. He had to stop himself from grinning too wide, “I’ve seen you around, you know.” 
She merely raised a confused eyebrow in his direction. 
“Not-not like I’ve been stalking you!” he stammered, rubbing the back of his neck and feeling his ears turn hot, “I’ve just noticed you like to draw out here, especially when the weather’s warm.” 
“Oh,” she mumbled, brushing her hair behind her ear. 
“I’m sorry, did I make you uncomfortable?” 
George’s gaze on hers was so sincere, she kicked herself internally for not saying the right thing to him, “No you’re not! Don’t worry. I’m just not used to people paying much attention to what I do. I mean, I’m not that interesting.” 
She felt small under his analytic gaze, but something in her kept her from looking away. 
“Well I think you’re plenty interesting from what I’ve seen,” He shrugged nonchalantly, “Tell me about your drawings!” 
He had said the magic words and the pair of them dove into a conversation. Y/N couldn’t contain her excitement, as she rarely had the opportunity to speak about something she was so passionate about. 
“These look bloody brilliant,” George murmured in awe as he flipped through the pages of her notebook.  
Y/N’s face warmed at the compliment, “Thanks.” 
All I’ve ever known is how to hold my own 
But now I wanna hold you too
For nearly every day after their first encounter, George made it a point to talk to Y/N. Whether it be along the hallways on the way to class, during meals (he would take her hand and drag her to the Gryffindor tables, much to her bemusement), or out on the grounds while she drew. 
Most of the time, he would talk and talk and talk as she listened quietly. A soft smile would always grace her lips as she observed him and how he spoke so highly of his family and how he was so excited for the shop he would be opening with his brother. The tone of his voice and his large grins always made her feel included in whatever it was that he talked about.
“Hello love,” George smiled down at her before plopping down on the soft grass to her right, “Reckon we’re on the last few days of good weather.”
His eyes raised skywards as the overcast clouds floated above them, hers did the same. 
“It’s alright,” she shrugged, sending him a small smile, “We’ve made the most of it, I think.”  
The pair sat in relative silence, as silent as it could be with one of the Weasley twins, as Y/N built up the courage to show George what she had made for him. With a deep breath, she plucked something from her school bag that lay strewn across the grass and held the parchment to her chest.
“George?” 
“Yeah, Y/N?” his eyes trained on her nervous figure and his eyebrows furrowed in confusion, “Everything alright?” 
She nodded her head swiftly, “Yeah everything’s perfect! I just wanted to show you something that I made.” 
Slowly, she smoothed out the parchment in front of them. She observed George quietly as he took in the sketch she had made. His eyes scanned it over once, twice, three times before they met hers again. 
“Is this…” He mumbled, taking the sketch into his hands to look closer.
“You’ve just been so excited about your joke shop that I–I made a logo for you guys,” she smiled sheepishly, “It’s pretty bare bones, but I wanted you to see it. I won’t take offence if you don’t like it!” 
George stared at her, mouth slightly agape. This was one of the sweetest things anyone had ever done for him, and she did it out of the kindness of her heart. Without a second thought, he threw his arms around her and quickly pulled her to his chest. Y/N let out a little ‘oof’ as she collided with him, heat spreading throughout her body. She was thankful that she was basically smushed on his chest, at least then he couldn’t tell how flustered she got at his display of affection. 
“So d’you like it?” she asked shyly, looking up at him. 
“I bloody love it!” 
Y/N let out a breath that she didn’t know she was holding, the pair of them grinning at each other. 
Later in the day, George all but dragged Y/N into the Gryffindor common room in search of Fred. His brother was sat on one of the couches by the fireplace, chatting idly with Lee. The sound of parchment hitting him square in the chest rang through the relatively empty room. 
Fred’s hands immediately held onto whatever George had placed on him, and his eyes lit with joy as he realized what he was looking at. 
“Bloody hell!” he exclaimed, “Is this what I think it is?” 
George took a seat next to his brother, his hand tugging Y/N along to take the seat beside him, “Yep. Our Y/N here has made us a logo for Wheezes.” 
“This is brilliant, Y/N! Thank you!” 
For the second time that day, she found herself wrapped up in the arms of a Weasley twin. Slightly used to it, she just laughed the show of affection off and patted Fred slightly on the back. 
“Happy to help,” she smiled. 
As the seasons turned from autumn to winter, Y/N found herself spending more and more time with the red headed twins. She found their enthusiasm for their joke shop infectious, always chipping in with ideas of her own for products, or sketching up prototypes for them to look at. 
Slowly, her days were filled with laughter and warmth. 
It was a little jarring at first, spending so much time with people who actually cared about her, people who wanted to hear what she said and see what she created. It surprised her, really, how quickly she had become accustomed to being around them. 
After a while, though, she found herself wanting to spend as much time as possible with George. She lived for the routine that they had formed, spending most of their breaks and meals together. 
It struck her on a seemingly ordinary day, the realization that she was falling for him. 
Y/N and George were at a far corner in the library, discussing how the product designs she made could be tweaked a little. He was hunched over the parchment, tracing his fingers over the soft lines of charcoal on the parchment, smudging it just a tad bit and getting some of the pigment on him.
“I love the way you drew…” 
George had said something or other about the design, but Y/N couldn’t focus on anything except the way his arm flexed as he spoke. From the corner of her eye, she kept glancing at him, noticing how the glow of candlelight cast soft shadows on his face. The freckles on his cheeks seemed to dance in the flickering light, and looking at the constellations on his face made her breath hitch in her throat. 
She couldn’t quite place why her heart was raging in her chest, as if she hadn’t spent most of her days with the red headed boy anyway. 
And then it hit her. 
Her eyebrows shot up at the sudden awareness of her feelings for George. Oh sweet Merlin and Morgana, she thought. 
You take me in your arms
And suddenly there’s sunlight all around me
“George!” 
Y/N’s voice rang through the relatively empty hallway as she raced to meet her friend. The friend that she might have been in love with. The friend that she spent hours and hours of her day with, trying to ignore the bubble of feelings that wanted so badly to burst in her chest. 
The redhead who was on his way back up to his common room paused mid-step as he heard her voice. He spun on his heel, turning just in time for him to see her barreling towards him, waving a piece of parchment above her head. 
When she nearly collided head on with him, he instinctively wrapped his arms around her waist and steadied her, “Woah there, Y/N. There’s no need to try and kill me.”
She huffed, catching her breath slightly, “Sorry, I’m just so excited!” 
“Are you going to tell me what you’re excited about, or?” he teased, cocking his head to the side. 
With a grin on her face, she shoved the piece of parchment she was holding into George’s hands, “I just figured out how the general design of the Wonder Witch products should look like! See here there’s a–”
“Godric I love you.”
Both bodies froze at the statement. George immediately felt his whole body get hot, no doubt tinging his cheeks and the tips of his ears red. Y/N’s mouth was slightly agape, her mind whirring with all kinds of thoughts as she tried to comprehend what had just come out of George’s mouth. 
“What?” she asked, unable to form a proper sentence. 
George took a deep breath, there was no going back now, “Erm, yeah. I fancy the hell out of you, Y/N. That wasn’t the way I would’ve preferred to tell you but, I do–I do love you, yeah.” 
“Oh, Georgie,” Y/N whispered. 
Taking her answer as a rejection, he nervously rubbed the back of his neck, “It’s alright that you don’t feel the same way, I don’t want this to ruin–”
Instead of replying, she threw her arms around his neck and pulled him in a hug, “I love you too, you silly boy.” 
The nerves got the better of her, and her words were slightly muffled as she whispered them into his chest. 
“Come again?” 
“I love you too, George!” 
A wide grin spread across his face as he looked at the girl in his arms. He felt like he could fly with how happy he was. Everything he needed was right in front of him, and he would hold her close for as long as he could. 
General taglist: @expectoevans​ @george-fabian-weasley​ @gxthsanrio​ @slytherinscribbles​ @harpyloon​ @nuttytani​ @mesmerisedangel​ @amourtentiaa​ @hufflepuff5972
Weasley twins taglist: @whizboingies​ @pineapplesandpinas​ @papapapadumb​ @mrs-g-weasley​ @a-castle-of--glass​ @hey-there-angels​
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serenityseventeen · 4 years ago
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Love & Letter: To The Thirteen Boys I've Loved Before
The Fourth Letter
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To: Wen Junhui
From: Y/N
Jun, how are you doing lately?
I'm always wondering that now that you're gone. I want to text you or call you but it'll be awkward since before you left, we decided to break up. I want to call and hear your voice, laugh at your jokes, I miss it all.
I'm sure it's better for the both of us that we cut off contact, but how can I forget you, my first boyfriend that I'm still in love with? I think you're the first person I've ever loved so deeply like this. I know that I'm in love with you.
During the little over half a year that we dated, I learned so many things about love. It was phenomenal, beautiful, and such a good feeling.
I'm always wondering, if we weren't teens in high school, if we were adults, would our relationship be different? Would we have ended differently? Because if we were adults, maybe you wouldn't have to leave back to China. Even now, I'm wondering, in the future, can we cross paths again? Give our love another chance?
But I know that by that time, we would be completely different people and maybe not even attracted to each other anymore. Who knows, you may find someone in China that you love better than me.
If you didn't have to go, maybe we could have had a longer relationship. Why must we have to be apart when we're so in love? You're my first boyfriend ever and I can't be more grateful to you. You were the best first boyfriend I could ever ask for.
This letter to you, it's not a confession, only a little bit. I just want to write this letter to remember you, my first boyfriend, and thank you now that it would be too awkward to do it over text or call.
You're my first boyfriend and when you came into my life, it felt like someone above heard my prayers. At that time when you slipped into my life, I'll confess that I was trying to fall out of love with someone else. Thanks to you, I was able to do that.
Should we both thank Mr. Koo for pairing us up for the 2-month project? I mean, thanks to him, I was able to fall in love with someone like you.
I remember how awkward it was for both of us introverts to speak with each other. You introduced yourself and I introduced myself and then we didn't talk for like five minutes. I still remember how heavily my heart pounded while waiting for you to speak. To this day, I don't know why you giggled first, but it was attractive and cute. Maybe I'm just so madly in love with you that I find your everything to be perfect and cute.
When we began talking to each other, I was surprised at how unique you were. Trust me, Junhui, you're nothing like anyone I've met before. Out of the guys I've ever met, you're the weirdest! But that's a good thing, because of that charm, I fell even harder for you. It's your charm, Jun.
It was just your way of thinking that was unique. You were able to come up with the most unique jokes I've ever heard and your humor always cracked me up as well. I still remember that first day when we were working on the project, you drew a small sun with a smiley face at the corner of my paper. It was so cute.
Soon, I realized that most of the time during class, we were just busy joking with each other and wasting time. You shared stories about your little brother and always made me laugh somehow. Each time I laughed because of you, my heart fluttered. Each time you laughed because of me, I would feel a rush of excitement and my heart would be pounding so fast.
When you started coming over to my house to work in hopes of getting more progress, that's when our relationship progressed. It was weird to have you around at my house because we just talked so much instead of getting work done. Sometimes, the responsibility would hit me and I would remind us to get to work, in which you would chuckle and reply, “Oh right, what are we doing, fooling around?”
Every time you said something along those lines, it made me smile because you were just so cute. I was slowly drowning myself into your charms. This unique personality of yours was drawing me in.
Aside from your dorkiness, when you get to work, you work hard. Sometimes I was distracted by how you looked when you were focused.
Thank you for asking me out that day at the bus stop. I was sending you home. I know I told you it was because I felt bad for leaving you alone and it really was because I felt bad, but it was also because I wanted to be around you longer.
When we reached the empty bus stop and you waited for the bus, you told me after some hesitation, abruptly, while chuckling softly, “I like you, Y/N. Should we date?”
At that time, my heart and mind were racing, that's why I replied stupidly to your confession and said “Isn't it too fast...?”
Gosh, I was so dumb! It wasn't fast at all and the pace was actually good. We took two weeks getting to know each other, it was about time that you asked me out, right? I mean, I liked you back then too, so I hope you don't think those dates we went on captured my heart because that's not the case at all! I've liked you before your confession.
However, thanks to my dumb reply, you took me on many dates. It was my first time going on dates like that with just one other person. A date like the ones in the movies.
The first date being at the carnival that was open in town. I had so much fun there! Plus, I still have that photo of us with the face paint in my photo gallery. I don't want to delete it because it holds so many memories. Maybe someday, I'll print our couple pictures and tape them on the back of this letter. Plus, the cat ears looked so cute on us.
For the first time, I felt like I was on a real date, and it was with you. I'm grateful that I was able to participate in so many different games with you. I still have the small duck you won for me. Those games are all a total scam but you still insisted and managed to win it for me. At that moment, I felt your sincerity at the bottom of my heart.
I also remember our date at the PC cafe. Gosh, you have the weirdest taste in games, you know that!? Usually, men like playing shooter games but you and I trained a cat to fly and had multiple races. The loser would then have to get a flick on the forehead, even though we both went easy on each other. That brought me a lot of joy too even though it was simple.
For our last date, before we started dating, I just want to confess, I lied about being able to stay out late. My dad didn't figure out I was with you though. I just really wanted to see the movie so I went to watch it with you. That was the location of our first kiss together.
After the movie, I was stretching my back outside the movie theatre. I don't know what you were looking at but if you were looking at me, I'm sorry I looked so ugly while stretching. It was almost 9 PM, two hours past the time I can stay out.
I can remember the scene clearly. I was just about to tie my hair while talking about the movie when you suddenly took my face with your cold hands and kissed me with your warm lips. Your hand on my warm neck was sending chills down my spine. I still didn't know how to kiss then and just going with the flow, I found myself enjoying kissing you a lot. My heart was racing and I remember how hard I clenched onto your khaki jacket. I'm giggling now thinking about it.
I did learn how to kiss better because of you though, Jun. After we started dating, sometimes when my dad left to get us some fruit, you would sneak some kisses onto my lips in the meanwhile instead of working. You're so playful too. Playful and sweet.
Sometimes, you don't know how much you mean to me, Jun. I mean, I'm still a bit upset that you didn't tell me you were moving back to China in the middle of summer break. However, I'm glad that you told me before you moved and just didn't disappear suddenly. Because you told me, I could love you with all of my teenage heart and give you all of me. I was able to convince my father to allow me to spend more hours with you, whether it was goofing around, working hard, or just kissing and hugging. Thank you for that, because I was able to prepare myself. I loved it whenever we were just sitting, our legs crisscrossed, and my arms around your neck with your hands clasped around my waist while we kissed sweetly.
I also love your hair, Jun. It was so soft and flowy that I could ruffle it all day. Your hand too, whenever they clasped with mine, I would always feel a sense of warmth.
When the move ticked closer, I was beginning to grow more nervous. I didn't want you to leave but I knew it wasn't your choice. Did you dread the day as well?
I wonder if we could have broken that long-distance relationship curse. We loved each other after all. I thought that I would be able to handle it as long as I could still hear your voice and text you. I thought long and hard about it, wondering if a breakup was necessary. But then, without even trying, I know that we will eventually drift apart. We're still teens and it's my first time having a boyfriend, how was I supposed to know what to do?
I remember the day before you left, you told me that you loved me and that you were sorry that all you could give me was memories. I'm still believing that every word you said was genuine.
You cared for me when I was sick. I remember how you rushed to check up on me after school when you heard that I was absent because I was sick. Most of the time I was sleeping but I can still remember how gently you caressed my hair and stroked my cheeks.
You showed me unconditional love, even when I was telling you that I wasn't proud of myself. You cheered me on with your bright personality.
I'm glad I said those words too. “I love you.”
Even though we may just seem like kids to others, I truly loved you, Junhui. The day when we broke up at the airport, I did not want you to see me cry. You always told me to cry if I wanted to but I didn't want you to see me cry.
When you said “Well, I guess that's it for us. Thank you, Y/N, for being mine for a while. I love you a lot and I'll always treasure the memories we made” as you left, waving and smiling painfully, I was going to cry, but I just smiled and waved after telling you that I loved you too and that this breakup was unfortunate.
When you stopped your suitcase and ran back to me one more time to hug me, I was about to burst into tears. You said your final goodbye and then went back to your suitcase. To be honest, I wanted to hold you longer. I didn't want you to leave, I wanted to hold you back so that you could stay with me.
After you left, I ran into my dad's car and cried.
I cried a lot and my dad didn't even do anything to stop me. He knew you were my first boyfriend and having to end my relationship with you so sadly made his heart ache too I bet. I'm glad my dad let me cry though. I think he understood what I was going through.
I miss you a lot, Jun. I still think about you a lot. Sometimes I look back on the place where we worked on our project and I can almost see the scenes of us sitting there, laughing, talking, hugging, cuddling, kissing. I was really sad after you left. I'm still getting over it. I'm still remembering when I wake up some days and realize that you're not here with me anymore and that you're in a different time zone, a different country, a different place.
A month has passed since you left. I have a month of summer left to spend to move on.
I hope you're having a good time, staying healthy, being happy where you belong. I will always remember you. I don't want to forget you, Junhui. You mean a lot to me.
I miss you, Jun. I'm thankful to you too.
I love you, Jun.
If only we fell in love at a different time, perhaps in the future when we are adults, capable of our emotions, capable of thinking, capable of our own lives, capable of loving. If you didn't have to move... If you didn't have to leave... I'm sure I'd still have you beside me. Yet, I can't even tell what the present holds, who am I to assume the future?
All I can do is reminisce now. I really miss you, Jun. I'll move on soon enough. Are you trying to move on too? Do you miss me as much as I miss you?
If only we were given more time.
Yours truly,
Y/N
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6/20/21 - 1:03 am
a/n: I listened to ‘Silent Boarding Gate’ while making this one because that song is so beautiful and just makes me feel like I'm reminiscing about a past love that is now gone. I almost cry every time. It's such a beautiful song, guys...
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nsfwsportsanimebabes · 4 years ago
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Opposites Do Attract
Description:  “a scenario where tsukki is in love with a person who is completely opposite of him and she is cute and shy and all”
Requested: Yep Yep! This was a fun one to write. I adore Tsukishima. So whatever it is I am writing for him, I am going to enjoy doing so 110,000% Absolutely rambled on and ended up writing wayyy more than I anticipated.   Hope you all enjoy! ~Admin Crow  💚
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It started off rocky. Let’s be honest, Tsukishima Kei isn’t the nicest person up front. He’s blunt, he can be a total asshole sometimes, saying what’s on his mind without a care in the world who it affects. 
So when you first met it wasn’t all ‘rainbows and butterflies and perfection.’ No, it was you accidentally bumping into him, causing his brand new headphones to fall to the floor with a crash and Tsukki going off thinking it was Hinata who had ran into him. His words of anger flying out of his mouth faster than they ever had, but were immediately cut off when he saw you standing there, tears in your eyes and the apology dead on your lips. He didn’t even get the chance to apologize before you had turned and ran off, fighting off tears at the harsh words he had directed at you for an accident. 
Despite that first interaction, it definitely led down a different path than expected. Both of you finding wanting to find ways to apologize to the other. Tsukki grumbling at the idea of having to apologize, I mean it wasn’t HIS fault you weren’t looking where you were going. Nor was it your fault that Hinata had been buzzing around him constantly that he assumed it was the little orange haired tangerine. But the idea of apologizing in general had been difficult for him to accept. 
You on the other hand, were worried you had broken his headphones and just waited for him to unleash his anger again, demanding you buy him a new pair. So to hopefully prevent that from happening, you decided to purchase a gift card for him that he could use on his music however he wanted. 
The next day you had snuck it into his locker with a sticky note attached to it saying sorry with a cute little chibi drawing apologizing. You tried not to be super obvious about it all day, peeking looks at him during class to see if he seemed different after getting your gift. 
When Tsukki did find your gift he was honestly surprised. You had no reason to buy him a gift, but because you had bought him one, he definitely had to say something to you now. So at lunch, he swallowed his pride and saught you out. 
You weren’t difficult to find. Not when your closest friend happened to be Yachi, which oddly made sense to Tsukki considering you and Yachi seemed to have similar interests and personalities. 
“You didn’t have to buy me a gift. My headphones are fine.”
The sound of Tsukki’s voice coming out of nowhere had startled both you and Yachi. Yachi immediately relaxed and said hello to him, while his gaze remained fixed on you. 
Blushing you anxiously played with a strand of hair and quietly responded “I felt bad about knocking them onto the ground and wanted to make up for it somehow..I hope the gift will make up for it!” 
The sincerity in your voice and the cute way your face turned light pink with a blush caused Tsukki to share the feeling, a blush rising to his face in response. “L-like I said, you didn’t have to buy it for me...but it will go to good use so thanks.” he responded quickly, before darting off to the other side of the cafeteria where he could process what just happened. Not wanting to stick around to be confronted by Yachi asking out loud why he had run off like he did.
After that interaction Tsukki couldn’t get you out of his head. Had you always been that cute? He didn’t really pay that much attention to others in his class, and up until then, you were included in that. And when Yachi started inviting you to hang out with her more and more, including inviting her to volleyball practices, Tsukki’s thoughts seemed to almost revolve around Volleyball, sometimes school, but mostly you. 
It became obvious to some of the upperclassmen that Tsukki had developed a crush on the cute, shy first year that had started coming to practices almost daily. And it was even clearer to them that you had a crush back. But if they didn’t do something to help out, it was obvious that the two of you would remain oblivious to each other’s feelings. So a few weeks into this oblivious pining between you two, they decided to take action. 
It was the end of practice on a Saturday morning. You had plans with Yachi and Hinata to go to the mall after practice. So you were in your f/c t-shirt dress and a cute pair of shoes. Your hair done in a way that complimented your look. You had even put on a tiny bit of make up that made you look even cuter when you blushed. Tsukki had clearly noticed your outfit and it was obvious that he was distracted. And because of that, Sugawara Koushi had decided enough was enough. 
When the boys where in the locker room after cleaning up from practice, Suga nudged Daichi before throwing an arm over the tall first year, bringing him down slightly to his own height. Suga grinned at the first year “So Tsukishima, tell us, what do you think of F/N-chan’s outfit today? She looked super cute in that dress right? And how she did her hair?” 
Tsukki fought the urge to blush and groan at the same time. On the one hand, it was pretty obvious he thought you looked adorable. On the other, there was no way Suga was asking out of the kindness of his heart. Tsukki adjusted his glasses to hide the blush fighting to rise before clearing his throat “I mean it’s not like we haven’t seen her in street clothes before. So what makes what she is wearing today any different?” There. That was a neutral enough remark that it should be accepted. 
Of course, Suga was only setting the trap with his comment. No way was he walking away today without Tsukki at least attempting to talk to you about his obvious feelings. “Well I think you should tell her that you think she looks cute.”
Sputtering Tsukki gave his senpai an incredulous look, obviously caught off guard at the jab at his growing feelings for the girl. “No way. Whatever you are trying to get at it’s not going to work. Besides, we are total opposites so it would never work anyway.” 
Tsukki thought with shutting it down by bringing up that comment, he would be left alone by his pushy vice captain. But no, that comment only drew a devilish grin from the silver haired setter before he turned to the other first years. “Hey Hinata, you are hanging out with F/N today right? Make sure to tell her that  Koushi Senpai thinks she looks super adorable today okay?” 
Tsukki’s eyebrow twitched at the response Hinata gave, but mostly at the thought that Hinata would be the one telling F/N that Sugawara thought she looked cute. Koushi senpai? Since when were they on first name basis...?
To top it all off, Daichi’s laugh from behind Tsukki caught his attention and drew him out of his quickly rising questions. Causing him to turn and look at the captain. “You know Tsukishima. In some cases, opposites do attract, so I think you should take that chance to talk to her. I bet she would really enjoy it.” he added with a wink before opening the clubroom door, breaking the silence of the secret conversations going on in the club locker room. 
Tsukki let out a sigh. Not because he was annoyed. But because they were right. And he knew they wouldn’t stop badgering him until he talked to you. Which to be honest, sounded more and more like a good idea the longer he thought about it.  
Grabbing his bag, Tsukki tossed it over his shoulder while telling Yamaguchi not to wait for him today. He had an adorable, shy, and extremely cute girl to go find and attempt to talk to. Who knows? Daichi and Suga could be right. Opposites could attract, but he wouldn’t know if he didn’t try now would he?
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getnight · 4 years ago
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So, hi, here is the part of my big fic about sons of Mike&Rachel and Harvey&Donna. It's just a little piece. Actually, Chris and Tyler (their sons) are my Original characters, but... I like them) And, yeah, we haven't Marvey at Canon, so i did their children in love. They are cute, I think🌚 Soooo... Maybe you'll be interested. Yeah.
Christopher caught up with Tyler in a few seconds, yanking off his hood and grabbing him lightly by the neck with his forearm. The boy flinched, leaned back and tried to pull his arm away, and when he failed, he tried to fall with his attacker to the side of the road. At that moment, Chris let go.
— Hey, Tyle, take it easy. This is me, — He steadied Tyler from falling and stood beside him, brushing him off.
— You... why did you do that? — Tyler frowned, pulling the headphones out of his ears and pinching a lollipop to his cheek.
— Why are you so cute? You're a formidable genius, but you love lollipops and you frown like you're five instead of fifteen.
— I'm not cute, keep your high energy endorphins with yourself, — Tyler pulled up his hood, turned around, and was about to continue walking when Chris literally dived in front of him, blocking the way.
They faced each other. Chris was literally a centimeter taller, but he had rather broad shoulders, which made him look much bigger than Tyler.
— Hey,— Christopher whispered.
— What? — Tyler replied.
Chris smiled fondly as he pulled back his hood.
— That's better. I love your hair, — he hesitated for a second, then gently took Tyler's hand, the other gently pulling the candy out of Ross' mouth and tugging at his wrist, pulling him into a soft, chaste kiss that Tyler happily responded to. Christopher's other hand went to the back of the boy's head, and he felt long fingers on his waist. When they finally parted, Chris said:
— Good morning, Tyle, — and he smiled sincerely, expecting something like that in return: "Don't call me that”.
— Good morning, Topha, — and the kind of smile that only Tyler Harvey Ross could give. Sincere and pure. The one that no one but those closest to her had ever seen. The one that opened the veil of a brilliant, sullen guy.
The nickname "Topha" seemed strange to Chris. It was indeed a derivative of his name, Christopher, but how Tyler came up with it... no one ever found out. Parents said that as a child, baby Ross could not pronounce Chris ' full name and called him "Topha". And so it turned out. Since then, Tyler only calls his boyfriend that when no one is looking.
Tyler pulled the hood up again. His clothes were no different from what he always wore. Black ripped jeans, a huge black hoodie, and... something had changed that day.
— I'm not going to ask about the paint stain, or what wall you painted on the way here, but do I really see your badge? — Chris stared at the rainbow-colored iron circle attached to the left side of Tyler's chest.
— Exactly one year, three hundred and sixty five days, eight thousand seven hundred and sixty-six hours, five million two hundred and fifty-six thousand minutes ago, I first realized that I was in love with you, — Tyler said calmly.
Christopher choked and blushed. No, no, no, no. Damn, why is he so bad with emotions?
— I'm sorry, I… — Specter whispered, and suddenly felt a warm hand on his cheek.
Tyler looked at him, not affectionately, not solicitously, just calmly.
— It's all right. I know we'll be working on your emotional range, — he said.
— God, — Chris suddenly smiled, — How do you do that? How can you so easily talk about your feelings and understand them, but absolutely not be able to communicate with people? — he abruptly hoisted the thin Tyler onto his shoulder, running ahead of him down the road.
At first there were attempts to resist and shouts that they would be seen, but then the guy just hung on Chris ' back.
— You took my lollipop, by the way, — he mumbled.
— Is that the only thing that bothers you? Christopher laughed.
— No, the fact that you laugh for some reason means that you experience joy, happiness, euphoria, fun or…
The schoolhouse loomed up ahead, and Chris lowered his boyfriend to the ground.
— Here, just shut up, highactivity sociopath, — he said, handing Tyler a lollipop he'd taken from his backpack. Yes, he always had such a supply. It was the most important thing in his things. What Chris checked every day before he left for school. Ever since he had the pocket money. That is, from the age of nine.
Tyler's face lit up with a childlike smile, and he took the candy, opened it, put it in his mouth, and said through it:
— You can't blame my love of Sherlock.
— I'm not blameing.
Tyler's entire room was covered with posters, quote sheets, DVD boxes taped to tape, and other decorations. By the way, the love of watching movies on DVD was instilled in Tyler by Chris ' father.
Christopher never disapproved of posters and things like that, no. Conversely. He thought it was extremely cute. In his room, despite the fact that he had both favorite movies and favorite bands, there was not a single poster. Somehow, he had never been attracted to such a way of designing a room.
A couple in love walked towards the school, holding hands. Tyler, who was always more open with Chris, chatted about how he'd tried to curl his hair again over the weekend, which he did often, and he liked it. Chris, always a sociable bully-athlete in front of everyone and a little modest, relaxed and allowing himself to revel in his mind, not strength, and the mind of the person he talks to, in front of Tyler, listened carefully to his boyfriend, once saying that he wanted to make Tyler's curls himself one day.
Closer to the school, they uncoupled their hands. At school, they are just childhood best friends, close brothers. There may be rumors that will quickly reach the teachers, and from them to the parents. Both Chris and Tyler agreed to hide it from the families at all costs. They didn't know what the reaction and consequences would be, so the longer their relationship was kept secret, the better.
— I have literature, — Tyler said, pulling his hood up again and searching for something in his backpack.
— Math, — Chris said.
— Here. I drew it yesterday. Will you watch it? Tyler waved his hand, closed his backpack, and walked away, putting in his headphones.
Christopher hated painting, drawing, and galleries. But there was one exception. The exception who bore the name was Tyler Harvey Ross. His boyfriend was an incredible artist, he drew a lot of different sketches, gradually a whole pile formed in his desk drawer. These drawings were never shown to anyone other than Chris. Moreover, Specter suspected that even he did not know all of Tyler's works.
— Chris! — a voice called out.
Christopher turned.
— Let's go to class, buddy — said the guy who flew up.
— Where are you going in such a hurry, Jim? Christopher chuckled.
Jim was one of the guys on the football team.
Jim ruffled Chris ' red hair.
— Come on.
They entered the classroom,where there were already quite a few people. Christopher walked past a girl who was eating grapes and brazenly stole one of the berries.
—Thank you, — he chuckled.
The girl said nothing. Everyone is used to it. Chris Specter is a real badass.
The teacher appeared and the bell rang.
When everyone had calmed down, and the rowdy teammates and friends were deep in math, a topic that he and Tyler had gone through with Uncle Mike a year ago, Chris pulled out a drawing, unfolding it.
It was their portrait. Him and Tyler. Just a sketch, not even painted, but Christopher just couldn't look away. The two of them were standing on the pavement of New York City, high-rise buildings behind them, and a car was driving in the foreground. Chris was hanging up the Topha Coffee sign on the stairs. The building he hung it on says "Open," and there are all kinds of cakes and other desserts in the windows. Inside, there are a couple of tables and a counter. On the sides of the picture are depicted tree branches with birds. Tylee himself was standing a little apart from his boyfriend, his index finger outstretched, apparently instructing him on how to hang up the sign. Tyler's self-portrait was perfect. It was the coal-black hair with the little curls, the ice-blue eyes (the eyes of both of them were the only color spots in the drawing), the thick eyebrows, the lean body hidden under a large apron that Chris found charming, wide nose and sharp cheekbones.
Christopher seemed to be busy with the sign, and Tyler was busy with putting it up, but their eyes were only on each other. And there was life in those eyes, real life. Frozen, yes. But it's real. Perhaps such a picture was their dream. Chris wanted to move to New York, and Tyler wanted to open his own cozy little coffee shop with his paintings hanging on the walls.
A couple of times Specter asked his boyfriend if his genius mind would not be bored in such a routine. Tiley just smiled and shook his head. Then Chris realized that the teenager himself did not know. He wants a simple quiet happiness, but at the same time not to lose his mind and genius. He's afraid of society, shuns it, finds it boring and disturbing, but he wants to see people smile when they drink his freshly made coffee or try a piece of that apple pie that Edith Ross, Tyler's great-grandmother, then Uncle Mike, and now Tyler himself, baked. He rushes around, not knowing where to put himself and what to do.
Maybe they should just finish school first and enjoy their youth. And then… Then they will definitely come up with how it will be. They will tell their parents about their relationship, go to university, and who knows what will happen next. We'll see. That was Chris ' opinion.
The bell rang in the hallway, dismissing all the students for recess. Christopher carefully folded the drawing and put it in his pocket. They'll meet at dinner, they always do. And this day will be no exception.
That's what Christopher thought as he walked out of the math room with his friends in his arms. But perhaps this day will be something that will soon change their entire lives and views on her, their family and each other.
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drabbles-of-writing · 4 years ago
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Never Getting Rid of Me
This is part of my Emperor AU
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Masterpost
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Luz had quickly learned that being the Emperor’s Coven was a lot more boring when Amity wasn’t around.
Sure, the witch didn’t really seem to like her, but that’s how the best friendships start! Enemies to friends. The classic trope that everyone was a sucker for.
Training with Amity was fun. Luz could watch what the witch did and learn from her when Lilith’s explanations...didn’t really work well with Luz.
She’d been given a staff so she didn’t have to rely on glyphs, which was nice, but the staff was very unpredictable. And she wasn’t fond of the weird sensation she got every time she tried to use bigger spells.
Luz had learned her light spell fairly quickly. Lilith had been the one to show her, and Luz had obsessively been using the light glyph ever since, even carving it into her Emperor Covens mask.
But that was it, for the spells she knew how to write down. And Lilith insisted that learning magic with a staff was more important, even though Amity had explained that both of them weren’t nearly good enough at magic on their own to have a staff yet.
The witch, however, would never say this to Lilith, or anyone in the Coven, for that matter.
Which meant Lilith would often train Luz one on one, though that wasn’t very often. The coven leader was always busy, leaving little time for Luz. Which meant the human would often find herself wandering the Emperor’s Castle or bugging Amity.
When she could find Amity.
Unlike Luz, Amity didn’t live at the Emperor’s Castle. And she didn’t even show up all the time, and rarely all day.
Leaving a very, very boring day ahead of the human.
So, really, could you blame Luz for sneaking out?
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Luz had ditched her Emperor’s Coven getup, deciding instead to flip up her hood and wander through Bonesborough. Walking around looking like a guard would definitely get her noticed.
“I wonder if anyone has free-magic samples. Are those a thing?” Luz wondered aloud, kicking at the rocks in the dirt path. “I hope they’re a thing. Or I’m never gonna learn anything,” She muttered.
“You can do it! You can!”
Luz paused, looking around in confusion.
“Mysterious words of encouragement?” Luz wondered, turning and walking towards the words had come from.
Luz pushed aside the bushes, revealing a clearing. In that clearing was a large pot on a wheelbarrow type thing. Sitting beside said wheelbarrow was, to Luz’s amazement, a witch.
“Little witch girl!” Luz gasped.
“You can do it.” The girl repeated, standing up and beginning to pace. 
“Even if you get a bad grade, it's not a reflection of you as a witch. And my parents are right. There are better opportunities on this track--”
Her foot stepped on a flower in the clearing and the witch gasped, stepping back and kneeling down.
“Oh no! I’m so sorry, little friend.” The witch said, running a hand along the crushed flower.
The witch drew a circle over the flower and Luz leaned forward, watching curiously.
Small glowing green lights fell onto the flower and it slowly rose again, blooming just as beautifully, if not more, than before.
“Whoa,” Luz breathed.
While the Emperor’s Coven was known to have all kinds of magic, Luz had never really witnessed plant magic. Lilith preferred to use illusions for training, and Amity specialized in abominations.
Needless to say, plant magic quickly caught Luz’s eye.
The witch flicked her ear and looked up, and Luz heard it a second later. The sound of a creaky wheelbarrow approaching.
Luz had to bite back exclaiming out loud when she saw who had arrived, sitting on her wheelbarrows cauldron in that way you know was purposeful.
“Amity?” Luz whispered instead, ducking further down into the bushes.
The wheelbarrow stopped before the witch, and Amity turned her head. She was showcasing her smug look, as Luz liked to call it.
“Willow,” Amity said with fake cheerfulness, closing her book with one hand.  
“Wow, you’re so unnoticeable, I almost rolled into ya.” She chuckled, hopping down off her cauldron and leaning against it.
The flower crumbled and withered.
“Hi, Amity.” Willow greeted bitterly, standing to her feet.
“Shouldn’t you get to class early?” Amity asked. “You know, to prep your--”
Willow’s cauldron suddenly shook, catching the attention of the two girls. It turned and toppled over, spilling purple goop everywhere. Even an eyeball, to Luz’s mild disgust.
“Oh, Willow,” Amity tsked, looking down at the abomination before shaking her head in mock sympathy. “You don’t have anything to show, do you?
Well, this was some witch drama Luz wasn’t expecting.
She was used to Amity being passive aggressive, it wasn’t anything new. If anything, it was a warning to tone it down before she tried to chuck you into a wall with her abomination.
But this just seemed...condescending.
Amity sighed as Willow pulled up her hood, embarrassed.
“This is why people called you Half-a-Witch Willow,” Amity said, sounding too sweet to be sincere.
Amity’s cauldron shook with a growl and Amity walked over to it with a smile.
“Oh, looks like someone wants to say something to you.” She said, taking off the lid to her cauldron and standing in front of it.
“Abomination, rise.” She commanded with a snap.
Luz had seen her magic before. It was nothing new. Which meant she knew that the snap Amity had added was absolutely for show.
Her abomination flopped out of the cauldron, groaning as it lifted one of its hands.
Willow stiffened and shut her eyes as the abomination pressed a finger to her forehead, drawing a messy star.
“You’re...a...star,” The abomination groaned.
“Aw, it’s like mine.” Amity cooed, flicking the gold star on her uniform saying top student. “Only much smaller and meaningless.”
Luz frowned and wiggled her head out further to continue watching.
“As top student,” Amity continued. “It’s my duty to tell you to keep at it. Even you could get a passing grade someday.” She said, slinging an arm around the witches shoulders.
“Abomination, cower.” Amity commanded, and the abomination dropped back into it’s cauldron.
Amity placed the lid back on and lifted up the wheelbarrow, giving Willow a smirk.
“See you class, superstar!” Amity called, pushing the wheelbarrow further down the path.
Willow muttered under her breath and wiped off the mucky star on her forehead, flipping her hood back down.
“‘See you in class, superstar!’” Willow repeated in a high, mocking tone. “Ugh, I hate when she does that!”
Luz glanced away for a moment before slipping out from the bushes, keeping her hood up.
“Um, excuse me?”
Willow yelped and whirled around, a spiky vine springing from the dirt and tangling around Luz’s leg.
Luz yelped as she fell over before getting dragged forward, kicking as she tried to grip the dirt.
The vine released her just as suddenly as it had grabbed her, vanishing back into the ground as Willow rushed over, panic evident.
“Oh no, no, no! I’m so, so sorry!” The witch said, crouching and offering a hand. “You startled me and well--”
“No, no, it’s okay!” Luz insisted, waving her hands. “I shouldn’t have snuck up on ya like that. I just wanted to apologize, about Amity.” She said, accepting Willow’s offered hand and getting up.
“Come again?” Willow raised a brow.
“She’s not like that usually, I swear.” Luz continued. “She’s usually a lot more...of the ignoring type.”
��Uh, have you met Amity?” Willow asked disbelievingly. “She’s always like that.”
“She is?” Luz blinked, looking back in the direction she had left in. “Huh, she was always a lot more reserved in her dislike of me.”
“I’m sorry, who are you?” Willow tilted her head. “Are you, like, a friend of Amity’s?”
“Not yet I’m not!” Luz said cheerfully. “I’m working on it. Anyway, I’m Luz.” She said, offering a hand.
“Willow,” The witch said slowly, shaking her hand. 
She looked over Luz for a moment and paused, staring at the side of her head.
“Whoa,” She breathed. “So...circly.”
Luz, up until that moment, had not realized her hood had fallen back in her scuffle with the vines.
She yelped and frantically pulled her hood back up, pulling the strings to tighten it.
“It’s a medical condition!” She said quickly. “A, uh, a very rare condition that makes my ears all weird. It’s not contagious, I promise.”
“You’re human!” Willow exclaimed excitedly. “This is amazing!”
Luz blinked, slowly releasing her hold on her hoodies strings.
“What’s a human doing on the Boiling Isles?” Willow asked, walking around Luz. “How did you even get here?”
The sound of bells ended her excitement, and she visibly deflated.
“Oh,” Willow said, stepping back. “I’m sorry, I can’t stay. I need to disappoint my teacher,” She muttered, walking to her tipped-over cauldron and setting it back in place.
“Hey, hang on,” Luz said, coming up beside the witch. “You said teacher, right? Is there a school here?” She asked, her interest growing.
“Yeah, Hexside,” Willow nodded. “Didn’t you say you knew Amity? How could you not know about Hexside?”
“Amity doesn’t talk much about what she does outside of training.” Luz shrugged. “But that’s besides the point! You’re telling me there's a school for magic?”
“Yeah, but it’s not really...all that great to me.” Willow said solemnly, glancing away. “My parents put me on the abomination track.”
“What? But you're so good at plant magic!” Luz said. “Like what you did with that flower and those vines? That was awesome!”
“Thank you, human.” Willow said sincerely, though it didn’t seem to really boost her mood. 
“But being good at plant magic won’t help my grades in abomination class. I can’t even get one to stay together.” She sighed, gesturing towards the pile of purple goop spread out on the ground.
Luz frowned, looking down at the goop and thinking.
On one hand, she really wanted to see what a real school for magic looked like. Maybe she could even learn something from it when Lilith wasn’t around!
On the other hand, they definitely wouldn’t let in a human. And she felt a little bad about the predicament of Willow, even if Amity’s behavior confused her.
She suddenly perked up, an idea having formed in a flash.
“Hey, wait. I know how we can both get what we want.” She said, scooping up some of the goo as Willow looked over her in confusion.
“Make me your abomination!” She said, slapping some goo on herself. “I’ve seen Amity’s abominations before, they’re really just chunks of stuff that talk funny. And I accomplish both of those requirements!” She said.
“I can get you a good grade, and I get to see Hexside! I always wanted to see what really goes down in a magic school.” She said gleefully, already bouncing on her heels at the thought.
“Well…” Willow hummed, looking back at her cauldron and then Luz. “Alright, wouldn’t hurt to try.”
“Yes!” Luz pumped a fist in the air. “This is a great idea! Up top!” She said, raising her hand.
Willow stared at her hand in confusion before sheepishly reaching up and shaking it.
“That works too,” Luz shrugged, her enthusiasm never wavering. “This is a great idea.”
,
In hindsight, Luz probably should’ve lathered on more goop.
Or probably shouldn’t have volunteered to be an abomination in the same class as Amity. 
Luz leapt out of the cauldron upon Willow’s command, making a grand show with her best lopsided face.
Among the impressed expressions of the other students, one stood out the most.
Amity was stared at Luz, eyes wide and mouth hung, agape.
Luz quickly averted her gaze, as if not looking at Amity would somehow mean the witch couldn’t recognize her.
“You have got to be kidding me,” Amity growled among the murmuring of the other students.
“Abomination, bow.” Willow commanded, also avoiding Amity’s furious glare.
Luz did her best to make her limbs look heavy as she took a bow, adding a ‘blah!’ to make it more believable.
“Impressive, but does it speak?” The teacher asked.
Luz looked around frantically before standing beside Willow.
“Uh, I may be your abomination, but you’re my a-mom-ination.” She said, giving Willow a sloppy hug.
The class awed, save for Amity, who was practically smoking with anger.
“‘A-mom-ination! Splendid!” The teacher laughed. “Wonderful work, Willow. A plus!” He said, withdrawing a marker and writing the score on Luz’s forehead.
Luz and Willow shared the same excited looks with each other.
“Teacher,” Amity said, sitting up. 
Luz fearfully glanced at Amity, already going through multiple escape routes as the class all turned to look at her.
“Yes, Amity?” The teacher said patiently.
“That’s…” Amity paused, seeming to think on her words for a moment before letting out a loud sigh and looking down. “I mean, I’m ready to show my abomination now, if you’re ready.” She said, sounding strained.
“Right, of course, Amity. Come right on up.” The teacher nodded.
Luz quickly scrambled back into the pot, closing the lid over herself as Willow wheeled her back by her desk, passing Amity along the way.
Peeking through the cracks of the lid, Luz could see Amity give Willow a side-eye that made even her shiver.
But despite that, Amity didn’t say a word about the obvious non-abomination in the room.
Luz didn’t know it was possible to be so worried by silence.
,
“Wonderful work today, Willow.” The teacher said, making the witch pause. “It appears we have a new top student.”
Amity paused from where she was exiting the classroom, whirling around to stare wide-eyed at the teacher.
The teacher reached over and plucked the star off of Amity’s uniform. Amity stumbled over her words and reached for the star, but the teacher was already walking over to Willow to give it to her.
“But that wasn’t…” Amity bit her tongue and stopped herself just in time, teeth clenched.
“I, uh, thank you, sir.” Willow nodded, giving the teacher a shy smile.
The teacher nodded to her before his abomination turned and he was brought back to the class, where more students were already beginning to file in.
Willow turned away from watching the teacher leave and yelped, jumping back when she saw Amity had suddenly appeared at her side, arms crossed and eyes narrowed.
“Am-Amity!” Willow stuttered. “When did you get th--”
“Luz!” Amity snapped, her ears pressed back. “Get out of the pot. Now.”
Luz slowly, very slowly, lifted up the lid, peeking out. She gave a nervous smile and a small wave.
“Heh, hi, Amity.” She said quietly.
“What are you doing?” Amity hissed. “You're not even enrolled here!”
“Huh, you really do know each other.” Willow murmured, surprised.
“Helping out,” Luz said happily, pointing with her thumb towards Willow. “Since you clearly weren’t.”
“I’m not obligated to help out a failing witch!” Amity snapped, making Willow cringe back in shame. “And neither are you! You should be back with Lilith!”
“Lilith couldn’t train me today, anyway,” Luz protested, poking her head further out of the cauldron. 
“And why didn’t you tell me that you went to a school that taught magic?” She demanded. “This place is amazing!”
“Because I knew you’d sneak in if you knew.” Amity growled, pointing an accusing finger at the human. “And I was right! You’re going to get everyone in trouble.”
“Hey, hey, it’s just for today.” Willow said, standing between the two to try and diffuse the situation. “After this, Luz can go home.”
“Until the next time she gets curious, that is.” Amity crossed her arms. “Luz couldn’t stay put if her life depended on it.” “Hey!”
“Why are you so defensive about this, anyway?” Willow questioned. “I understand the star thing,” She said, looking down at the one pinned on her uniform. “But you could’ve reported us. Why didn’t you?”
Amity made a weird strangled noise. She quickly looked between the two girls, who were both watching her with interest.
“Because Luz is a human,” She relented through gritted teeth. “If Principal Bump found out, he could report it to the Emperor’s Coven, and then Luz would be in even more trouble.”
Technically, that was true. Only with very different context.
“Aw, you care.” Luz grinned. “I knew I could make it through to you,”
“Shut it!” Amity snapped, a faint blush on her face. “Next time, I won’t be so lenient.” She warned. “So don’t make a habit of it.”
“You got it, Blight.” Luz mock-saluted. “Does this mean I can stay for the day?”
Amity opened her mouth to retort before pausing. She slowly shut her mouth again, face scrunched up.
“Don’t cause any more trouble,” She said finally. “I’ll let you have this for today,” She said to Willow, looking her over. “But when Luz is gone, that top student rank is mine. You hear me?”
“Crystal clear,” Willow nodded timidly.
“Hey, who knows,” Luz spoke up, giving the witch a determined look. “Maybe Lilith will let me enroll someday.” “Yeah, good luck.” Amity scoffed. “I’ve got more classes to go to. You continue on with...whatever you're doing.”
“Thanks for the good wishes!” Luz teased. “See ya, Amity.”
Amity muttered under her breath and stormed off, arms still crossed as she nearly bowled over a smaller student, vanishing down the corner.
Luz and Willow stared at where she had left for a few moments. Luz looked just as cheerful as ever, but Willow...looked even more confused.
“Wow,” Willow finally said. “I’ve never seen Amity let anything like this go. Are you sure you aren’t friends already?”
“Not officially,” Luz shrugged. “I think we’re in the ‘I hate you but put up with you’ phase.”
“Uh huh,” Willow said slowly. “And you really want to be friends with that?” She asked, picking up the wheelbarrow and beginning to make her way down the hallway.
“I’m sure she’s nicer than she seems,” Luz said stubbornly. “Kinda like Hecate in book four. All villains have a secret origin story that can lead to a redemption arc.” She said matter-of-factly.
“I have no idea what you're talking about, but sure.” Willow sighed. “I just hope you can keep your promise to stay out of trouble today.” “Pfft, of course I can!” Luz said casually. “How hard can it be?”
,
Apparently, really, really hard.
In barely an hour, Luz had somehow managed to gain more suspicions, almost get cut open by Principal Bump, anger a griffin somehow, cause massive vines to get entangled throughout the whole school, and get physically thrown out of a window.
And that’s where Willow and Gus had found her, lying face-down in a pile of shrubbery a few meters from the open first-story window.
,
“I honestly don’t know how you’ve survived this long.” Willow sighed, standing over the human.
“Could’ve been worse,” Luz muffled into the ground, raising her head. “Sorry for causing a mess with you two.” She said, getting to her feet and brushing herself off.
“Yeah, I hope Principal Bump doesn’t realize we left yet.” Gus said, looking nervously back to the school.
“Think Amity’s gonna be mad at you?” Willow worried.
“Oh, yeah,” Luz cringed. “Amity’s gonna be--”
“Luz!”
The three spun around, spotting Amity storming over, looking ready to murder.
“I swear I didn’t mean to!” Luz raised her hands, taking a step back.
“You moron! I told you to do one thing!” Amity snapped, grabbing Luz’s wrist and pulling her back.
“Please don’t tell Lilith,” Luz begged as Amity grabbed her shoulder, turning the human as her eyes raked over her, checking for any injuries.
Willow and Gus noticed this and gave each other surprised glances.
“At this point, she’s bound to find out on her own,” Amity grumbled, grabbing Luz’s chin and sharply turning her head. “You didn’t get more brain damage than you already have, right?”
“Uh, I don’t think so?” Luz muffled, finding it hard to talk in Amity’s sharp grasp.
“I’ll take it.” Amity sighed, tilting Luz’s head up, still looking her over. “You are lucky that the worst you got was a couple of--”
Her eyes finally drifted to the two witches behind Luz.
She stared at them blanky for a solid few seconds.
Then it sunk in.
Amity’s eyes went wide and her face lit up with a bright flush. She released Luz and jerked back, blurting something incomprehensible as Luz moved her jaw, stretching it out.
“When did you get there?” Amity demanded, a bit louder than necessary.
“Uh, we were always here?” Gus said, confusedly looking around.
“O-oh,” Amity blinked, regarding everything but the people in front of her with great interest.
“Well, Hexside was a bust,” Luz sighed, glancing over at the school building, unbothered.
“Did you at least have fun while it lasted?” Willow asked, unsure.
“Mmm, yeah,” Luz nodded, smiling. “Hexside is way different than what I imagined, but a good kind of different.”
“Great, because we need to hurry back in before Principal Bump gets us in more trouble.” Gus said, nervously pointing towards the building.
“Oh! Right,” Willow said. “We’ll come find you later. Where should we meet you?” She asked the human.
“Uh,” Luz blanched, desperately thinking of any place that wasn’t the castle and outing herself as one of the Emperor’s Coven.
“She’s usually by the edges of the marketplace,” Amity answered for her, having calmed down and leaned against a tree like she hadn’t embarrassed herself earlier. “Over where those old books are sold.”
“Right, right! Yeah, I go by there a lot.” Luz agreed quickly, nodding her head.
“Okay, see you there,” Willow said, already being dragged off by Gus. “I’ll just have to check in with my parents later. Bye, Luz!” “Bye, guys!” Luz waved.
“Amity!” Gus called, pausing at the steps. “Aren’t you coming?”
“My classes are basically over,” Amity shrugged, refusing to look over at him. “I’ve got things to do, anyway.”
Willow frowned and looked between Luz and Amity like she was calculating something. But Gus had dragged her into the school before she could figure out whatever she was confused on.
The two had barely been gone for more than a second before Luz felt a punch connecting with her shoulder, making her yelp. 
She stumbled to the side and turned, seeing Amity had somehow come up beside her without her noticing. Luz rubbed at her arm, wincing.
“Yeah, that’s fair.” Luz mumbled.
“You are constantly testing my patience.” Amity growled.
“I know,” Luz whined, still holding her arm. “But I appreciate your patient enough to put up with me.” She said, giving a lopsided smile.
Amity studied Luz for a moment before huffing and crossing her arms.
“Let’s just get back to the Emperor’s Castle before Lilith finds out about what you did.” She said, already beginning to walk down the path leading away from the school.
“Right, of course.” Luz nodded, hurrying after the witch and walking beside her.
Almost immediately, it was quiet. Too quiet. 
Luz knew that Amity knew that Luz was never this quiet unless something was off.
She caught the witch glancing over at her multiple times.
Well, someone had to break the silence.
,
“So,” Luz said, holding her hands behind her back as she kicked at a rock in her path. “How come you act differently at school?”
“Come again?” Amity raised a brow.
“It’s just, at the Emperor’s Coven, you're the cool and suave trainee.” Luz said, missing the way Amity’s cheeks faintly glowed. 
“You're tired and constantly either doing what you're told or giving orders. Sure, you're not perfect, no offence, but I always thought you were pretty cool.” Luz mumbled, head turned down.
Amity kept her eyes on Luz for a few moments, surprise evident, as was her blush.
“But…?”
“Here at Hexside...you're more...well, passive aggressive. Again, no offence.” Luz said quickly.
“You taunted Willow for being bad at abominations, you were showing off your own abominations, and still, you let Willow show me around Hexside.” Luz said, thinking back on the events of the day.
“The Amity I know would stick to herself and do the best without trying to show off purposefully. And you would’ve reported me instantly.” Luz said, finally looking over at the witch.
“What changed?”
Amity met her gaze, visibly swallowing. She looked away, watching her feet as she thought.
“Hexside is different from training.” Amity finally said. 
“In Hexside, I’m around other kids who expect something from me. Sure, the Emperor’s Coven also expects things from me, but they’re different things. And, well, there aren’t as many people I worry about in the castle…” She said quietly, turning her head away.
“Like who?” Luz blinked. “Lilith?”
“She’s, erm, she’s one of them.” Amity said, giving Luz a shy glance.
Amity? Being shy? You can hardly blame Luz for her interest being piqued.
“And?” Luz said, tipping her head.
“I…” Amity coughed into her fist. “Well, you’re not like the kids at Hexside.” She mumbled, refusing to look over at the human.
“Your, er, weird. But you don’t mind. You think anything magic is ‘cool.’ You don’t expect anything grand from me. I guess I just...I don’t have to worry as much about my status with you and Lilith, you know?”
Luz stared at the girl, mulling over her words in her head.
Amity...liked training with her?
“Huh,” Luz said, and Amity finally met her gaze, almost looking terrified to do so.
“Guess my charm really is that good.” Luz said, a wide, teasing grin breaking out onto her face.
Amity sagged instantly, becoming annoyed in record time.
What did she have to worry about? This was Luz, after all.
“I regret saying anything,” Amity groaned, hurrying her steps. “Why did I say anything?” She added in a quieter tone.
“No, no, it was sweet!” Luz insisted, rushing after her. “I just wasn’t expecting it. I thought you just didn’t like me.”
“So did I,” Amity muttered under her breath.
“What was that?”
“Nothing!” Amity snapped, fangs flashing. “Can we just hurry up? You’ve got your new friends to meet later.”
“Aren’t you coming with?” Luz questioned, already sounding disappointed.
“No, because they’re not my friends.” Amity said, sharply pushing down any twinges of guilt. “I already have friends at school.”
“You have friends?” Luz gasped.
“Wh--of course I do! Why in the world are you so surprised?” Amity demanded.
“I dunno, you never talked about them.” Luz said with a shrug. “And you kinda struck me as the loner type.”
“Now you just make me sound sad.” Amity deadpanned.
“...Does this mean I’ll get to meet your friends?” 
“Absolutely not,”
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hi! i i was wondering if you could write a damian wayne x reader where they are soulmates and he rejects her at first but dick finds out and fluff ensues
Hell yeah you can!
It was a fun day at school. All of the theatre kids put on a play while the sports kids played sports I guess, I spent the entire time chilling by myself. It was how I liked it. I spent the entire day drawing which obviously felt like heaven that was until he came around. Damian showed up in the art room I know he like to draw as well so I didn’t say anything against it. But then when I slightly got bored I decided to draw on my arm. I drew a little rose that Grew into a tree I thought it looks nice personally. When I looked up though, Damien was watching me with this disgusted look on as I obviously I thought he was just judging me because I was writing on my own. But then I looked onto his arm and they’re sat the exact same drawings. Shit. I wanted to talk to him about it but he just stood up and ran. Rude. Every day I saw him in the art room and I tried and tried and tried to talk to him. He never even let me get a single word in. One day I cornered him in the art room
“ we need to talk”
“ about what tch”
I quickly picked up my pencil and draw little smile on my wrist. It appeared on his quickly.
“That”
“Honestly I don’t want to be your soulmate either. but we need to talk about it”
He stood up from where he was sitting and gave me the most terrifying glare I have ever seen.
“ you don’t get it though, I’m never going to fall in love with a loser like you. You can’t be my soulmate because my soulmate would actually be good at something not mediocre at drawing”
He then marched out of The art room, leaving me there to just sit in sorrow. How can anyone be that rude. Let alone someone who I’m supposed to fall in love with and someone who I’m supposed to spend the rest my life with. I decided then and there that I would never conform to society is ideal soulmate. I didn’t need someone to be happy. Especially someone who makes me feel like shit. Months go by And every time I see Damien in the hallways I just give him a scoff. I just hope one day he’ll feel as bad as how I felt in that moment. no one in their right mind to get to treat someone like that and get away with it.
Art class was hard because Damian was in my class and Miss worked out they were trouble is between us. She took it upon herself to “fix” us. One day she decided that she would start a project. You had to paint someone you admired. And it was in pairs. So obviously she paired me with the asshole.
“ Who inspires that cold dead heart of yours?” Harsh. I know. But my parents had raised me to believe your soulmate is someone who makes you feel happy and get here. If it none of those boxes harsh. I know. But my parents had raised me to believe your soulmate is someone who makes you feel happy and giddy. Damian fit none of those boxes.
“my heart is very much beating, thank you and I guess Robin.”
Blah!
“Yeah I guess, I definitely prefer Nightwing though, oh! but Red Robin is awesome!” His face goes to pure disgust at the mention of Red Robin.
“Drake would never let me forget it. I’d rather do Nightwing”
At least we came to an agreement? Yano he’s not that ba-
“ oh and stop with the drawing on yourself. I don’t need that on me”
Nope. I take it back he is a 10/10 butthole. I take out my pen and start drawing red robin all over my arms.
“ fine, keep drawing. Just no Red Robin.” I can make this arrangement work out. Missed calls out to everyone, that we have five minutes and it would be best if we work a bit at home.
“My house or yours?”
“Tch, my Manor. obviously”
TIME SKIPPY!
After school ended I started heading over to where Damian was waiting. He offered me a ride begrudgingly. To which I accepted. I expected to be riding home in a simple car. But I did not expect a freaking limo. We get into the car and Damian calls to the driver.
“Pennyworth! This is my partner I was telling you about, We will be working on our project at the home today” pennyworth? That’s a weird name. Maybe it’s his last name.
“ good evening Miss/Mr L/N my name is Alfred pennyworth. You may call me Alfred” I gave Alfred a small smile and thank him for the ride.
“You can you call me Y/N!” We went through most of the ride in complete silence. The only noise was the rare chatter between Alfred and Damian. When we pulled up to Damian’s house immediately recognised it as the Wayne Manor! I forgot he was a Wayne sometimes. He just acts so different to his father. We walk up to the door and hear gunshots. Obviously this scares me a little bit so I asked Damian what it was.
“That’s just Todd. You don’t need to be afraid of him” He says in a comforting voice? When we open the door I recognised Dick Grayson immediately. He may or may not of been my childhood crush, you’ll never know.
“ Grayson. This is my partner L/N. We will be working on a project from 4 to 8 pm. I expect no disturbances throughout this period of time.”Oh so he’s like that at home as well. Dick Grayson turns to me.
“Hi! And what is your name?”
“Y/n! I didn’t know you’d be here!” Out Walks Tim Drake. A distant friend of a friend.
“ honestly, I didn’t even know I’d be here until period four. It’s nice to see you Tim”
Tim then sees my arm Which still is covered with Red Robin
“ you are a fan of Red Robin?” He had an unnatural smile on. Like it looked like pure amusement mixed with doubt and a hint of sleep deprivation.
“Ye-“ before I could finish the sentence Damian grabs my arm and starts leading me to his room I think. Or the art room.
Dick’s POV
I noticed it when Damian grabbed their arm. I noticed the red robin drawn all over his arm too. Oh man. That explains when he came home awkward and semi Upset. I know he has a crush on them maybe they doesn’t have a crush on him. He would come home every day and just talk non-stop about them. Then one day he just stopped. He said at the start of that day that he would finally talk to them. And yet nothing happened. I turned to Tim to ask him
“Did you see what was on his arm?”
“Obviously, how could I ever miss this opportunity. He has red robin written all over his arm and drawn. I’m gonna have to thank Y/n”. After smacking him lightly. I go and try to find out what happened from Alfred. Tim goes back to his lair And does whatever he does when he’s hiding. I had to convince Jason to stop shooting so that Y/N would not think we are under attack. After a lot of digging and talking to everyone including Bruce and my lovely Barbara. I found out what happened. As the great big brother I am I had to get involved. I made a few calls and within minutes I had everything I needed.
“Damian! Y/n! Come downstairs we’re gonna watch a movie!” Obviously I picked out the most romantic movie we owned. It wasn’t really romantic but was the best thing we had.
“Grayson! We are working on the project! We are not watching a movie.” Okay time for plan b. I quickly run up the stairs and slam open the door. It turns out they were doing more than making a project. They were making a painting of me. There’s nothing more romantic than painting me. Well I think I still need to help out a bit. So I leave the movie there for them and ask if Y/N wanted to stay the night.
“I can’t, sorry, my mother would never agree.”
Y/n’s pov
I didn’t want to stay over because, my mother is a murderous people who does not like the idea of staying over boys house and I guess that’s the only reason. I mean Damien‘s bad but we have great conversations. Like before Dick came in we were having a fun conversation about why we admired night wing. Dick looked sad but he left.
“ anyway. Why do you not like Robin?”
“It’s not like I don’t like Robin. I just think he’s just a bit scary you know?” He nods.
“ why do you not like red robin?” This lit a fire in his eyes.
“ where do I get started. First of all he is incompetent, he thinks he’s great but he’s very shit.”
“Reminds me of you”
“ do not compare us”
“ or what?” He just laughs and as he was about to answer. Dick kicks open the door and starts talking about how he convinced my mother to let me stay over. I mean He probably could convince anyone anything. If he came up to me one day and said that the joker was actually Batman I’d immediately believe him.
I agree to stay over. And as I turned around I heard the door slam shut again. Sounds like dick had left. Damian looks at me with a sincere look.
“I want to apologise. I panicked and in the heat of the moment I said things I didn’t mean. One. I’d be honoured if you are my soulmate. Two. I don’t think your mediocre at drawing.”
Can’t say I expected that. But I don’t think he expected though was for me to forgive him.
“ Damian. I really like you and I think we could definitely work out as soulmates. If you are willing to try?” He smiles. this is the first time I’ve ever seen them smile and we have been in class together for almost 3 years.
“ can I, can I kiss you?”
I nod and lean into the kiss. Before our lips could touch though. Loud gunshots rock through the building again.
“Dam Todd.”
“ so I take it that the Waynes aren’t a normal family?”
“Nope” Tim says falling out of the ceiling.
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werejusttouchingeachother · 5 years ago
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SEOUL 2018 [August 10th, 4:27PM]
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Chapter 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 T/W: angst - mentions of abuse, depression, suicide, cursing Words: 4171
It was almost two months later when you finally met Baekhyun again after the night he left New York. He’d been at the dorms and you’d felt more terrified than you had been when you first launched your boutique.
Manager had ushered you inside quickly, immediately making you feel awkward as your eyes met Junmyeon and Sehun who were sitting on the couch and watching something on the television.
“Y/N,” Junmyeon called your name in surprise as he quickly stood up, wide eyes exchanging glances with Manager behind you. “I didn’t know you were coming.”
“I don’t think anyone did, Hyung,” Sehun mutters, giving you a small smile. “Hi, Noona. It’s been a long time. I missed you.”
You smile fondly at that, tense shoulders loosening at his contagious warmth. “I missed you too, Sehun.”
“I’m mad at you, though.” He crossed his arms. “You never called. Or responded to my texts.”
You flinched, expecting this accusation from the youngest member who’d always had the most fun teasing you and who you knew would take your silent treatment the hardest—not when you’d spent days and nights sending each other funny memes and pictures of dogs with bad haircuts almost on a daily basis only to suddenly ghost him.
“Yeah, I just…” you trail off and shake your head, knowing excuses were in vain. “I’m sorry. I should have replied.”
Sehun blinks at your sincere apology, not having expected it and his face clouds over with worry at your seriousness.
“Sehun,” Jun says, nudging him. “You can catch up with her later.” He gives you a meaningful look as he asks, “Y/N, aren’t you here to—?”
“Yeah, I’ll go check,” Manager says, turning to your left in the direction of the rooms. You grab his arm to stop him.
“Does he…?” You trail off and Manager hesitates before nodding.
“I told him that you landed here today morning.” He pauses before saying, “I think he’s expecting you.”
You waited in the hallway then as all the members slowly filed out of their rooms, giving you polite formal smiles (Jongin, Yixing and Jongdae), wary looks (Minseok and Kyungsoo) or blatantly ignored your presence (Chanyeol).
You didn’t say anything. If any of them knew what had exactly happened, you were sure that it had to be Chanyeol.
All of them joined Junmyeon and Sehun in the hall, the farthest room from Baekhyun’s to give you as much privacy as they could within a dormitory. Bowing your head in thanks, you walk past Manager and head for the right door at the end of the hallway.
Taking a deep breath, you raise your hand and knock gently on the door. You can hear the silence of the usually noisy dorm and it doesn’t help the way your heart is pounding against your rib-cage, your stomach twisting with anxiety.
The door opens then and your breath catches as your eyes fall on Baekhyun.
His hair is dishevelled and his clothes are drabby, hanging off him in a way that you knew all too-well that he had been wearing them for a while. His cheeks are hollow and your eyes run over his clothes, growing frustrated when you realise they’re too large to figure out whether he’d lost weight.
“You haven’t been eating,” Baekhyun says, his tone flat and your eyes fly back up to his face in surprise. You feel your skin rise with goosebumps at hearing his voice after so long and your eyes sting with unshed tears that you have to forcibly blink back.
“I…” You clear your throat before raising an eyebrow at him. “Neither have you. Your face has grown thinner.”
“What is this, a competition?” He rolls his eyes, stepping away to let you in.
“If it is, nobody is winning!” You hear Sehun shout from the hall, making you roll your eyes.
“Sehun, shut up!” Baekhyun yells as he closes the door behind him. You bite your lip as you look around the familiar room that was almost a home to you at one point—a point that seemed entirely too long ago now.
“Did you wear lipstick? Or did you chew it all off?” Baekhyun asks, pointing out your usual nervous habit and your gaze shifts back to him as he sits in his gaming chair, opposite the bed that looked unusually tidy.
He hasn’t been sleeping.  
“Did you sleep at all this past week?” You shoot back, crossing your arms as you sit down on the bed and cock your head at the neatly made sheets. “Or leave that seat? How long have you been gaming in those clothes?”
“Why do you care?” Baekhyun snaps and you sigh, leaning back as you square your shoulders and remind yourself not to follow his childish antics.
“I didn’t come here to fight, Baek,” you start, trying to gather your thoughts. “I—”
“Y/N.” His voice is sharp enough that you stop, eyebrows rising as he inhales deeply before saying, “If you’re here to break up, just leave. I haven’t processed a lot since New York but I’m not numb enough that I can sit here and listen to you end everything. Being here in Korea must be killing you anyway so just leave and I’ll consider it the end. Let’s not make this any harder than it—”
“Shut the fuck up, Baekhyun,” you snap, eyes narrowed in disbelief as you gape at him. “Is that what you want to do? New York to be our last conversation? Just leave a two-years-long relationship like this?” You shake your head, holding up your hand to stop whatever he was going to say as you interrupted, “I’ll leave soon, don’t worry. As soon as I’m done telling you what I have to tell you.”
He falls silent, eyes watching you carefully and you take a breath before starting. “I told you something that night two months ago. Before you said that I shouldn’t be feeling that way. Something about my childhood. Do you remember?”
Baekhyun nods slowly. “You said that you’ve never been enough for your parents from when you were young. And I made you feel like that again, yeah, that’s burned into my memory, don’t worry.”
You shake your head, shooting him a look. “That first part, yes. The second part, no. This is what I flew out here to tell you, face-to-face. What I should have told you that night.”
Your teeth sink into your bottom lip as you take a second to muster the courage to say what you’re going to say. Baekhyun immediately notices your hesitation, his eyes clouding with worry at the obvious storm raging inside your mind right now.
It almost makes you smile—the fact that he could still read you like an open book. Despite all the pain, all the misunderstanding, all the conflicting emotions that were stirred up amongst both of you, he still worried about you, your thoughts, your nervous habits and your weight.
“My parents came from well-reputed families,” you started, leaning back against the wall. “It was an arranged marriage, a union that was more of a business deal than that of love. They weren’t chaebols or anything but they were well-off and had a long uninterrupted line of sons on my father’s side that always took over the business and carried it forward.”
Baekhyun’s face falls at this, already knowing where this was headed as you continued, “They wanted a boy. When I was born, it was more of a shock than anything. They tried a lot for a second child but my mother had some health issues and there were complications. So they were stuck with me and I was… never enough. I did everything they wanted me to do, always obeying their insane rules and never had any fun the way other kids did. I used to draw a lot from when I was a kid and they would rip my drawings apart, throw my colours away. I’d get into trouble if I didn’t do the homework or scored anything less than hundred on tests. I used to cry at school and my teacher told me that they do it because they love me, because they care. That most parents are strict so the kids will grow to be really smart.”
“So I studied hard. Began to buy separate notebooks to draw in and hide them where they wouldn’t find them. I lived by the rules they made, all through middle school and high school—it was always hell, I was always wishing to get away. I never even dared to like someone as a teenager because I feared what would happen at home if they found out. I didn’t have any friends because they discouraged it, said it was a distraction. They’d decided on the day of my birth that since I couldn’t take over the business, I’d follow the highest position for a woman—medicine. Their words, not mine. So then, I joined medical school and when I had to draw more bodies and organs than the clothes that went on it, I snapped. I had a phase where I stopped attending classes, where I failed all the exams and almost got suspended. It was a highly prestigious school so they called in my parents and they paid heftily to keep me at school, promising that I’d make up for it.”
You pause then, lowering your head and taking a breath since the next thing was particularly difficult to voice out loud.
“That was the second time my father hit me,” you say in a hoarse voice, clearing your throat before continuing, “The first time was in elementary when they found my doodles for the first time on my books. The teacher had sent a note to them, suggesting to join an art class because I drew more than I wrote notes and they beat me till I was black and blue. They told me that art was for idiots, that things like drawing, writing, acting and singing would never get me anywhere in life. After that was when I started my preparation for medical school. After I failed that too, I thought they would understand then or at least try. But they beat me again. And I thought I’d kill myself so, I ran away from home.”
You glance at him, smiling slightly. “That time we were at Tokyo, you were so surprised when I didn’t want to take pictures together under the cherry blossom trees. It’s not because I was cold that night—it’s because cherry blossoms always reminds me of that night I ran out in Korea. They were all I could see when I looked up and they were so pretty that it felt like they were mocking me. That was the first time I wished I could look up at the sky and see the Eiffel Tower, wish that I could be at Paris where I could draw freely and just live for myself.”
“And that’s when I realised that I was going to kill myself when I hadn’t ever lived. Not once, not even for a day, had I lived for myself. It was always for my parents and they never even appreciated my efforts or tried to understand me.”
You look up then, smiling although you couldn’t see him because your eyes were tearing up. “The only time that I lived was when I designed. I had nothing to lose. There was no one to please so I thought I’d fully meet the criteria of such a worthless disappointing child. I started dreaming about Paris and my boutique—I started dreaming of skies where I could look up and see the Eiffel.”
Baekhyun’s expression is unreadable but you continue, “You know the rest from here. I lied about going for classes and instead worked many part-time jobs. I saved up just enough money for one of the cheapest flights to Paris but it wasn’t enough, of course not. I got kicked out of school and I didn’t wait to get kicked out of home too—I used all the money I’d saved to move out instead and started working at Korea. Three years later, about the time all my friends were graduating from college, I finally had enough to go to Paris. For seven months, I struggled and starved and almost died because of how poor I was before my designs finally caught the eye of someone who saw my potential. I became his apprentice.”
You take a deep breath and grabbed the pillow from his bed, hugging it in your lap because your hands were shaking.
“I have a lot of issues with my parents, Baekhyun,” you state aloud, looking at him. “My childhood was traumatic for me and there’s a lot that I’ve been suppressing from when I was a kid. I’m insecure when people show me affection because I’m not used to receiving it, I have anxieties about whether they will leave so I think I should leave first because I always tend to think I don’t deserve whatever love I get. Seoyeon is a clear example of that as my only friend—the only one I’ve trusted enough to get close to me.”
“I moved out of the apartment after you left.” His eyebrows rise at this and you explain, “It felt lonelier when you were gone. It was too big and memories kept haunting me, I was always going crazy with my own thoughts so I decided to move into a smaller place.”
You paused then, inhaling softly as you felt your shoulders lighten like you’d just lifted a burden, one that had been weighing down on you for almost all your life. Feeling your heart race slightly because of the next thing you were going to say, you mentally prepared yourself for all the negative possibilities before continuing.
“I’m going for therapy,” you declare, watching his eyes widen in surprise at this. “Seoyeon told me that if I never deal with my past, it’s always going to affect any relationship that I have. I started almost as soon as you left and all these things I told you, Baekhyun, they’re-they’re just the surface of it. You know that I hate coming back to Korea even though you didn’t know exactly why. Same with the cherry blossom trees. There’s a lot more that I can’t tell you, a lot that I can only tell my therapist because it’s difficult for me to admit it openly, even to myself. But at the same time, these are the things I should have talked to you about, like you told me that night at New York. I let my insecurities get to my head and projected it onto you which was unfair.”
You place the pillow back and stand up then, looking down at him.
“I understand and accept everything you said that night,” you state, Baekhyun gazing up at you unblinkingly. "We don’t have to go public. We never do. I don’t care about that and I don’t think I ever did. The party that night, the way everyone was so welcoming… it made me question if I was even worth standing around such people. If I was worthy of your love and care.”
“And that is not your fault, Baekhyun,” you clearly enunciate, knowing he was going to interrupt with the opposite statement. “Those are just my fears stemming from my shitty childhood. Apparently my first instinct when shown love is to fight and then flee. But I know now that it’s not a matter of worth—you’ve only loved and cared for me, unconditionally, even when I’ve been closed off and so difficult.”
“I…” You trail off, heavy emotion weighing down on your chest suddenly and making you choke on your words as you hoarsely say, “I’ve only known darkness, Baekhyun, so when you shone down on me with all your light, I got blinded. I was an idiot and I fucked up something that was beautiful and the best thing that ever happened to me. But I can see clearer now for the first time in my life and I know better. And I know that I love you. So much that I am even willing to be mysterious Mrs. Byun X forever. No one has to know about us or me and I couldn’t care less.”
You take a breath then, meeting his gaze. “I’m opening the door again, Baek. And I’m giving you the same option I did last time except now, I can promise you that I do not care about being hidden and I also promise to try and fight my demons from wrecking what we have. If we have it again.”
Baekhyun blinks at you, pouty lips parted open as he gapes at you like a fish and you nod, stepping to the door slowly.
“You don’t have to answer right now,” you reassure him, forcing yourself to smile even though you were beyond terrified. “I know it’s a lot to take at once. Manager has the address of my hotel and I’m staying for a week. Or you can just text me, if you don’t want to see me. He has my number too.”
Baekhyun doesn’t say a word and you feel your heart crack slightly in your chest as you nod, biting down on your lip and turn to the door.
Swallowing heavily, you mutter, “Goodbye, Bae—”
You’re spun around by a death grip on your arm then, eyes widening as you look up at Baekhyun standing right in front of you.
“No,” he said, shaking his head as he dragged you back to the bed. He placed his hands on your shoulders and pushed you down forcibly, ordering, “Sit.”
“How can you leave like that?” Baekhyun asked, disbelief colouring his tone. “I didn’t even speak yet.”
You blink at his glare, stammering, “I mean-I just-I didn’t want you to feel pressured—”
“Y/N, it’s been two fucking months,” he snorts, shooting you a look. He retrieves his hands from your shoulders and lowers himself to the floor at your feet.
“You know that you can just sit beside me?” You ask, glaring down at him as a sudden memory flashes vividly in your mind. “Or back on that seat across from me?”
He shrugs as he sits cross-legged, looking up at you. The room’s light was right behind you and it shone down right on his face that made it look like he had stars in his eyes and you wondered if it was bright enough to hurt him.
“I want to look at you,” he says quietly.
“You’re sitting the same way you did that night,” you remind him softly, biting down on your lip.
His eyebrows furrow in confusion before he realises, eyes softening as he takes your hand from your lap slowly.
“I’m not leaving this time,” Baekhyun assured you gently, giving you a small smile as he played with your fingers. He raises his other hand to your face and tugged your lower lip loose from your teeth, shaking his head at you and giving you a warning look, the way he always used to whenever you kept gnawing at your lips.
He sits back and gives you a cheeky smile then. “Technically, I can’t. You came here to the dorms so I don’t really have anywhere to go from here—”
“I missed you,” you blurted, unable to stop yourself. His smile freezes at your words and you blink back the tears gathering furiously as you corrected in a softer tone, “I miss you.”
“Me too,” he murmurs, intertwining your fingers together. He grips your hand tightly and seems to struggle as he forces the next words out, “I’m sorry that I wasn’t there for you. Therapy and dealing with everything from your past can’t have been easy. I should have been there, I shouldn’t have left—”
“Baek, no,” you grab his hand holding yours with your other hand, shaking your head vehemently at him. “It’s good that you did. I needed to get my shit together—about me, about us. I needed to do it, it was time.”
He looks into your eyes, voice meek as he asks, “Are you okay?”
You start to nod and he tightens his grip on your hand again as he repeats, “No, Y/N. Really… are you okay?”
You pause, swallowing slightly as you look down at both your hands. “It’s… a lot. There’s a lot that I’m remembering and reliving that I don’t want to. But that’s how I can make peace with it, how I can stop—” You take a shaky breath, choking as you finish, “—stop hurting myself. And stop myself from hurting you.”
“Oh, god, Y/N.” Baekhyun lets go of your hands then, wrapping his arms around your shoulders. You still at the sudden unexpected embrace and he pulls you down from the bed onto his lap, hugging you tightly to him.
Your entire body seems frozen as you find yourself on the floor with him, his arms clutching you tightly to him.
“Baek,” you whisper, practically trembling in his arms when you feel his warmth singe into your skin. He is as warm as you remember him and when his scent, your instant comforter, flooded your nose after missing it for what felt like forever—you’re almost ready to cry.
He pulls away to look at you, shaking his head as he whispers, “Please don’t cry, baby, it kills me.”
His hands cup your face and you close your eyes, leaning into his touch as you sigh softly. You open your eyes and almost melt when you see the way he’s staring at you.
It reminded you of Paris—the way he looked at you every night when he said ‘goodbye’ at the door of your hotel room, a gaze that lingered and that you were reluctant to break away from.
Despite saying it already, you repeat, “I miss—”
Baekhyun closes the gap between your mouths, his plush lips pressing against yours tenderly as he held your face in his hands. You closed your eyes, responding instantly while your hands fist into the front of his shirt, clutching him tightly as if you were afraid he’d slip away.
He kisses you back just as fervently, holding you gently as if he didn’t want to break you. The kiss tastes as sweet as the first, your heart thudding against your chest and butterflies erupting in your stomach as if it was your first time.
You pull away to breathe with your eyes still closed and he presses his forehead against yours, feeling your breaths intermingle. Your eyelids flutter open and his thumb wipes a stray tear that had streaked down your cheek.
“I missed you too,” he breathes, pressing another kiss to your mouth. He lingers before pulling away, lowering his hands from your face as his eyes meet yours with determination before muttering, “Fuck it.”
You blink. “What?”
“Fuck it. I love you. We’ll make it through this, through everything—my job, your past, everything. We walked into this thinking our biggest problem would be the distance and we’ve overcome that. It’s… it’s fine. I can’t lose you again, Y/N. These two months have been hell, I’ve just been going crazy in here.” Baekhyun takes in a shaky breath, grabbing your hands from his chest and staring at your joined fingers. “Hyungnim told me that you needed some space and I thought it was over so I broke down but then he told me to wait, that you just needed some time. I thought you’d made your decision and the reason you weren’t reaching out was because you didn’t want to… be with me anymore.”
You shake your head and lean forward, kissing him. “That’s not… you know I can’t leave you, Baekhyun.”
“Then don’t.”
You smile, nodding slightly. “I won’t.” You hesitate, biting your lower lip as you ask timidly, “Does this mean that you’re walking in through the open door again?”
He smiles then, cheeks puffing and eyes shining as he replies, “Well, you know what they say. Love is an open door.”
“Literally betrayed her and left her to die but okay, Hans,” you tease and he rolls his eyes.
“Fine.” He grins, releasing your hands and wrapping his arms around your middle, pulling you into his chest. “Then… oh, right. Paris. Love is your open arms.”
You roll your eyes teasingly, snorting, “Always so cheesy.”
“Shut up, you love it.” Baekhyun drops a kiss on the top of your head and you close your eyes, smiling at how much you’d missed the gesture—genuinely smiling with your heart feeling full for the first time in months. Your veins that had gone numb after so much time apart finally felt alive, filling with the ethereal golden rays as he basked you in his contagious warmth.
Your sunshine.
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bellakitse · 5 years ago
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Of cute beagles and decidedly cuter owners
For @gra-sonas who had this excellent post and let me use it. I hope this is fluffy enough for you, hon!
Michael, Rosa, Kyle, and Jenna just moved into a new place that doesn't allow pets, luckily across the street is the cutest beagle ever. Rosa is ready to plan a dog-nap, Michael suggests writing a note to the owner instead.
All Rosa wants is to play with Buffy, while all Michael wants is Buffy's owner.
Michael arrives home sometime after six p.m., the hallway of the modest townhouse he and his roommates moved into, still has boxes lying around. They've been in the two-story home for three weeks now. But with work and school, no one has found the time to finish unpacking. Michael has his new teaching post at the university while he works on his doctorate. Kyle has medical school. Jenna, a rookie cop, works crazy hours, and Rosa, their resident artist, has been using all her waking hours to work on a set of pieces she hopes will end up in the city’s next art exhibit. None of them have been particularly motivated to put boxes away, but Michael is starting to think he’s going to have to say something soon, or there’s a chance the boxes will become part of the décor.
“Guerin!” Jenna greets from the kitchen as he makes it into the living room. “Thai or Chinese for dinner?”
“Whatever Valenti doesn’t want,” he calls back out to her, smirking when he hears the man in question curse at him from the kitchen. He hears a chuckle and turns to find Rosa in her favorite spot of the house, the big bay windows. It was the selling point for Rosa when they decided to rent the place together.
“You have to start getting along with him eventually, Michael,” she says, not looking up from her sketching pad.
“Do I have to?” Michael questions as he drops his bag on the couch and walks over to her, lifting her legs to sit down. He leans over to sneak a peek at what she’s working on to find the drawing of a beagle.
“It would help,” Rosa says, a smirk on her face. “We did sign a one-year lease, you’re stuck until then.”
“Cute dog,” he points at her work, instead of acknowledging her comment.
“It belongs to the neighbor across the street, I saw them this morning,” she explains with a smile that turns into a frown moments later. “It sucks that we can’t have a pet here.”
Michael nods; he’s heard all three of his roommates complain about it. Their landlord had killed their hopes for a pet before they signed on the dotted line of their lease.
“I love that expression,” Michael points at the drawing, the beagle has an impressive resting bitch face.
Rosa laughs, nodding in agreement. “I only saw them for a second, but that face is memorable. I had to stop myself from running across the street to beg the owner to let me play with his dog, probably would have freaked the guy out.”
Michael chuckles at the comment, Rosa is the more impulsive one of them all, he could totally picture her on a puppy-high scaring some poor guy into thinking that he was going to get robbed for his dog.
“We just moved in, Rosa, can we maybe wait a few weeks before scaring off the neighbors?” he teases, laughing when she gives him an unimpressed look.
“You’re supposed to be the fun one, Michael,” Rosa pouts. “Kyle and Jenna are the strict, boring ones. You should be helping me plan a dog-nap.”
Michael opens his mouth, only to be interrupted by Kyle and Jenna walking into the living room.
“What’s this about a dog-napping?” Kyle questions, coming to sit down on the couch. Jenna sits next to him, leaning into his space. Her hair is messed up, and her lipstick smudged off, some of it transferred to Kyle’s white polo.
Michael and Rosa look at them, and then at each other, wrinkling their noses in distaste. This is what they get for moving in with a couple who can’t keep their hands off each other.
“Whatever you did in our kitchen, I hope you disinfected it,” Rosa comments still making a face. Michael nods in agreement, a part of him a little jealous of what Kyle and Jenna have. He wants someone to make out with in the kitchen, someone to smile at him the way Jenna and Kyle smile at each other. Something real, like what they have.
Kyle blushes under Rosa’s judging look, but Jenna just rolls her eyes, running her hand through Kyle's hair to settle him.
“Dog-napping, Rosa?” she questions, getting back on track.
“Oh!” Rosa lightens up at the mention, and Michael is starting to worry about just how serious she is. “The beagle across the street, it’s precious.”
“I saw it the other day,” Kyle says with a smile of his own. “Very cute dog.”
“Very cute owner, too,” Jenna comments, tugging on Kyle’s hair when he pouts, it says more than Michael needs to know about their relationship.
“True,” Rosa agrees after a moment, thinking about it. “But not so cute that I’m not totally willing to steal his dog.”
“We haven’t even been here a month,” Michael speaks before Rosa can really get going. “Let’s not commit a crime just yet.”
Rosa exhales loudly like she thinks he’s the biggest party-pooper ever, for not encouraging the stealing of an animal. “What do you suggest then? Because I need to cuddle that dog, bad.”
Michael thinks for a moment before his eyes light up with an idea. He pulls Rosa’s sketch pad and pencil out of her lap. “We can write the owner a note asking if we can meet his dog,” Michael suggests, quickly composing the letter when no one says no. “Dog people understand crazy dog love.”
“Tell them they have the best dog,” Rosa instructs him.
“Ask what treats it likes,” Kyle chips in, getting into it.
“We can take it for a walk if they’re too busy,” Jenna adds, just as excited.
He finishes the note, signing it with all their names and adding Rosa’s drawing. “There. I’ll drop it off in the morning,” he says satisfied, the others nod seemingly pleased themselves. “Now, about dinner…”
*
Michael doesn’t think about it the next day, he tapes the note to their neighbor’s front door and goes to the university where he spends the day teaching freshmen in his Engineering Physics class. It’s only when he gets back home and finds Rosa practically vibrating with excitement that he even remembers about their neighbor and their dog.
“They wrote back, Michael!” she shouts as soon as he walks through the door, waving a piece of paper in the air.
“Who?”
“Buffy Manes!” Rosa exclaims, rolling her eyes at him when he doesn’t answer. “That’s the beagle’s name, look they left a note.”
Michael takes the piece of paper, instantly charmed by the paw print on the back.
It starts:
‘To my new friends, Michael, Rosa, Kyle and Jenna’
Thank you for your nice letter! It made my tail wag all night. The drawing was so good, whoever drew it is very talented, a perfect likeness.
My name is Buffy Manes, and I’m 4-years-old. I love treats of any kind. I love playing catch, -tennis balls are my favorite- and digging holes.
I am the bestest girl! Thank you for noticing, my dad tells me that every day.
I would very much like to meet my new friends, so I’m giving you my dad’s number, call any time.
Sincerely,
Buffy and Alex Manes
505-718-2035
 “Okay,” Michael starts, a smile tugging at his face. “This is seriously fucking cute.”
“She liked my drawing,” Rosa says happily, which Michael finds hilarious. “And her name is Buffy, how adorable is that? If it’s for Buffy, the vampire slayer, this Alex guy is my new best friend. He has the cutest dog and good taste in 90’s tv shows, we need to call them, now.”
“What about Kyle and Jenna?”
Rosa waves his question away. “They went on a date,” she says, tugging at his shirt impatiently. “Let’s call.”
“Okay, okay,” he laughs as he pulls out his phone and dials the number, ringing a few times before someone picks up.
“Manes,” greets a deep voice that makes Michael stand up straighter as it sends a shiver up his spine. That is a very nice voice.
“Um, hi, Alex?” he starts, suddenly nervous. “This is Michael, your neighbor from across the street, my roommates and I left you a note about your dog, Buffy?”
“Right,” Alex says, letting out a soft chuckle. “With the drawing, it was really good.”
“Thanks,” Michael says, grunting when Rosa pokes him. “That was Rosa, she’s the artist, and she’s in love with your dog.”
“You’re not?” Alex questions, sounding a little offended.
“I’m actually the only one of my roommates that hasn’t seen Buffy,” he admits, as Alex makes an amused noise. “But I’m sure she’s great, her letter was perfect. Did it take long to teach her how to write?”
Alex laughs, making Michael feel pleased and oddly proud. “No, she’s a genius, it took no time at all.”
“Well you should be very proud,” he jokes getting another laugh out of Alex. “So anyway, we were hoping that we could arrange that meet-up with Buffy, and you, of course, any time you want,” he rushes to say, ignoring the way Rosa is looking at him.
“We’re home now,” Alex starts, a little hesitant. “If you want to come over.”
“Now?” Michael questions to which Rosa starts nodding vigorously. “It would just be Rosa and me, Kyle and Jenna are out, is that okay?”
“Yeah,” Alex breathes, sounding more at ease. “That’s probably better actually, I don’t do great with a lot of people. We’ll meet you two outside in 10?”
“Okay,” Michael says quickly. “See you guys in a few, thanks.”
“Not a problem, Michael,” Alex says before hanging up. He decides then and there that he likes the way Alex says his name.
“Were you really flirting with a stranger over the phone?” Rosa questions incredulously.
“No!” Michael denies, blushing when Rosa raises an eyebrow at him. “Maybe?”
Rosa shakes her head at him, amused more than anything else. “Keep your head in the game Guerin, we are in it for the dog. Let’s go.”
Michael follows Rosa out of their home, she’s practically shaking by the time they cross the street and open Alex’s gate.
“Don’t freak them out,” he warns. “Alex said he’s not the best with people.”
“I’ll behave,” she promises just as their neighbor’s door opens.
A robust beagle comes out first, followed by what has to be the most beautiful man Michael has ever seen. He has tousled dark hair, big deep brown eyes, cheekbones that could cut glass, and full pink lips quirked up into a hesitant smile. The rest of him is perfect too, strong shoulders and arms, wrapped in a soft-looking grey Henley, and he’s in a pair of black jeans that hug his legs nicely. As he takes a step forward, Michael notices the crutch in his left hand.
“Michael, Rosa?” he questions as he comes down two short steps, standing before them.
“Hi,” Michael breathes, if possible, Alex is even more gorgeous up close, especially when he smiles at Michael.
“Hi,” he greets back at him, before looking at Rosa to give her a smile of her own. “Well, you didn’t come to see me,” he says, looking down at his dog, who is standing faithfully at his side, waiting. “This is Buffy.”
Buffy looks up at him at her name.
“They’re here for you, baby girl,” he speaks to her. “Greet.”
The moment Alex says the command, Buffy leaves his side, making her way toward Rosa as she gets down to her knees to pet her. Buffy’s tail starts wagging excitedly the second Rosa starts to pet her.
“Who’s a good girl,” Rosa coos at Buffy. “You are, you’re such a good girl, so sweet.”
“She’s a therapy dog,” Alex tells them with a proud look on his face as he watches his dog. Michael bends down too, letting Buffy sniff his hand first, chuckling when she starts to lick it.
“She’s very friendly,” Michael comments, looking up at Alex, his breath catching when he finds Alex’s eyes on him.
Alex nods, his expression soft. “She likes to make friends.”
“We can be her friends,” Rosa says quickly, as she rubs the top of Buffy’s head, looking back at Alex. “Her name? Is it because of the show?”
“Yeah, when my friend Maria and I picked her at the shelter, she said that Buffy would slay my demons,” Alex says with a slight laugh. “It stuck, so I named her Buffy.”
Michael bites down on his lip as he stands up, he does it to keep from asking what Alex’s demons are, wanting to know everything about him.
The rest of the visit, they’re on Alex’s porch. Rosa plays with Buffy, while Michael stares at Alex like an idiot as he tells them cute anecdotes about his dog. He shares a little bit about himself with them, each tidbit Michael stores away for later. He learns that Alex was in the Air Force until he got hurt. Alex knocks on his leg, which Buffy responds by leaving the belly rubs Rosa is giving her to press her small head against her owner’s leg. The gesture obviously meant to comfort him, which going by the smile on Alex’s face it does. He still does military work but as a private contractor and mostly from home and has had Buffy since his enlistment ended, and he hasn’t been in town too long, only a few months.
“I don’t really know much around here,” he comments with a shrug. “The base, the market, and the dog park, but that’s pretty much it.”
“I can show you around,” Michael blurts out before he can stop himself, he feels himself go hot as he feels Rosa’s eyes burn into the side of his face. He knows the second they’re alone; she’s going to mock the hell out of him.
Alex starts to smile only to look over at Rosa. “Umm,” Alex begins nervously, and Michael realizes with surprising clarity that Alex thinks they’re together.
Luckily Rosa seems to notice too, jumping in before he can make a fool of himself. “You guys should go,” she says with a grin. “This loser barely goes out himself, it’s just home and the university for him. Sad, really.”
“You’re just as bad as me,” he argues, trying to defend himself. “When’s the last time you went out?”
“Last week,” Rosa says smugly. “I met up with that hot blonde who modeled for me a few weeks ago, she showed me her portfolio,” she continues, waggling her eyebrows which makes Alex laugh. “You guys could go get a bite, and I can stay and hang with Buffy.”
Alex smirks at her, his eyes dancing with amusement. “That’s really what you’re after, isn’t it?”
“I’ll be honest, you can turn out to be Dahmer and eat Guerin,” Rosa says bluntly, ignoring him when he makes a noise of protest. “I’m cool as long as I get to keep playing with your dog.”
Alex looks at her, letting out a low whistle.
“As you can see, I need better friends,” Michael says, shooting Rosa a glare. “Do you want to go get something to eat?”
Alex bites down on his bottom lip, and it takes everything in Michael not to lean in and do it for him. “Now?”
Michael nods. “No time like the present.”
Alex smiles softly at him, there is a slight rosy color on his cheeks that makes Michael’s heart skip a beat. “Okay, let me get my wallet.”
“And I get to watch Buffy?” Rosa asks hopefully, as he stands. “I’ll take real good care of her, give you picture updates and everything.”
Alex looks at Rosa for a moment before nodding, his amusement obvious. “Sure, she’s really mellow, so I don’t see it being a problem if you really want to watch her.”
“Alex, you’re my new best friend,” Rosa says with a serious expression on her face.
“I’m sure that would mean more to him if you hadn’t just offered your current best friend up to be eaten,” Michael grumbles at her.
Alex laughs as he heads inside.
“This is where you say thank you,” Rosa whispers at him.
Michael frowns at her.”You did nothing,” he answers, getting a snort back.
“I just wing-womaned the shit out of this,” Rosa gripes. “You were just staring at him like a smitten idiot.”
Michael hates that he can’t argue with the truth, and in a fit of childishness, sticks his tongue out at her.
“Mature,” Rosa laughs as Alex comes back.
He gives them a curious look as he closes his door, leash in hand. “We usually go for a walk at seven,” he says, handing Rosa the leash after attaching it to Buffy. “She likes the park two blocks away.”
Rosa nods as she starts walking towards the gate with Buffy. He and Alex follow behind them, crossing the street back to their place where his truck is parked.
“We’ll go for a lovely walk, don’t worry,” Rosa promises.
Alex kneels down to rub Buffy under her chin, getting a lick for his troubles.
“Be good Buffy, I’ll be back soon,” he says tenderly before pressing a kiss on the top of her head, it makes something inside Michael flutter behind his ribcage.
Standing back to his feet, he walks over to Michael, giving him a charmed look when Michael opens the door of his truck for him.
“Have fun you two,” Rosa tells them as Michael puts the car in drive. She picks up Buffy and heads inside.
“You just made her night,” he tells Alex as he starts to drive downtown.
“I’m glad,” Alex answers, flashing him a smile. “You said in your note that you guys can’t have pets?”
“Grumpy landlord,” Michael explains.
Alex makes a face. “That really sucks. I got lucky, my landlady didn’t seem big on pets either, I wasn’t even going to interview for the place, but I brought Buffy with me and explained that she’s my therapy dog and I guess Buffy won her over. It’s hard resisting her face.”
“Probably hard resisting yours too,” Michael blurts out, already cringing before the words are completely out of his mouth. He keeps his eyes on the road to avoid looking at Alex, but after a moment of silence, he can’t help but sneak a peek at him. There’s a shy smile on Alex’s face, and his eyes are welcoming as he looks back at Michael, making him feel more confident to continue. “It’s a very nice face.”
Alex’s smile grows until he’s laughing softly, shaking his head at Michael's boldness. “You have a very nice face too, Michael.”
Michael grins to himself, his heart beating faster with excitement. He parks the car outside his favorite Mexican restaurant. “Hope you like tacos,” he says as he gets out, going around the car to Alex’s door.
“Are you even allowed to live in New Mexico if you don’t like tacos?” he questions, passing Michael his crutch. He gets out, and Michael reaches out his hand at his waist to steady him, his body responding instantly when Alex lets out a small gasp at his touch.
Michael lifts his eyes to Alex’s face, finding his gaze already on him, eyes wide, lips slightly parted, and Mickael knows Alex just felt the same spark he did at their touch. He steps in closer, crowding Alex in the door, his pulse spiking when Alex’s eyes drift down to his mouth.
“Proposal,” he starts, his voice low.
Alex hums softly, his body seemed to sway, brushing against his, his eyes half-closed.
“We turn this into a date,” Michael suggests, smiling at the surprised but happy look Alex gives him.
“How does it differ?” Alex questions with a teasing glint in his eyes.
Michael squeezes the side of Alex, where his hand still rests. “I get to kiss you at the end of the night,” he answers, inhaling sharply when Alex closes the small space between them, brushing his lips against Michael’s.
Alex takes his crutch and Michael’s hand leading him into the restaurant.
“You should text Rosa,” he throws over his shoulder, giving Michael’s hand a squeeze.
“Why?” Michael asks, still a little dazed from the touch of Alex’s lips.
A couple of hours is too fast to fall in love, right?
Alex turns back to him, a beautiful smile on his even more beautiful face, and Michael decides that, no, a couple of hours is more than enough time to fall in love with Alex Manes.
“To tell her that starting tonight, she’s going to have plenty of opportunities to borrow Buffy if I get to borrow her roommate.”
Michael grins, pulling out his phone even as he pulls Alex back into another kiss, this one deeper and longer as he takes his time, enjoying the taste and the sounds Alex makes. Rosa will be pleased with the arrangement, and he’s good with it too.
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saltycharacters · 5 years ago
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Alright well since this is the last day of the decade, and that's how long I've been alive (born 2000), I wanted to do SOMETHING so uuuh I'm gonna show off the characters I'm the most proud of making!
-Stonks: I'm really proud of her design, she was made during my first day of college (during my statistics class) and in a way represents my introduction to the next step of my life, so I'm very fond of her for that. I also like her story and personality, as she's written as a generally sweet, nervous nerd who's head over heals over a girl in her office while still having a few secrets she has to keep under wraps, as her horrible town corrupts anyone that lives in it. Also her name is a meme and I love that too
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-Goby Powehi: Again I'm all about design and I enjoy hers a whole lot. She was roughly based off a pervious character which was inspired by an old fakemon, from back when I made over 200 in elementary (and started my passion for character design). So she has some pretty special origins. She's also the star of her own story and one of my favorites, as well as having a fun personality and secrets as well, although easily uncovered. Plus she has awesome powers and sci-fi/fantasy origins that I enjoy writing
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-CeeCee: I could argue that ALL of the ocs that managed to get popular through my flipnotes are my favorites, not necissarily because of design/story but because they achieved a level of recognition and love I've always wanted for my characters. My ocs mean a lot to me and have contributed to my happiness throughout my whole life, so I feel like a proud parent when others love them as much as I do. CeeCee is the prime example of this, as she's arguably my most popular character/animation. I don't draw her much because I like to focus on all of my characters and she already gets more attention than anyone else, but she still holds a very special place in my heart. Overall, she's helped me achieve what I thought I could not, and it's amazing to think how I almost sold her as an adopt, years ago, and this would have never happened.
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-All of the Fruit Citizens: This may be a bit of a cop-out, but it's true. Although I have a select few that I prefer over the others, all of my Fruit Citizens have designs and stories I'm very proud of. The entire premise itself is one of my most complete and developed stories yet, and has elements I really enjoy working with. Even if I haven't done anything other than draw characters, this is the closest to starting a project I've ever gotten, something I've wanted to do so badly for all of my life but haven't been able to due to my adhd and lack of time. I really completed 48 fully colored refs for this one thing and I haven't felt this productive since my flipnote days. I can't express how happy and proud I am for how well it's been received, and I hope people continue to ask me about it as I develop it more. Also I accedentally made 5 new fruit citizens so expect more refs lmaooo
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-Cavity: Not to toot my own horn but out of all of my designs I consider this one of the most clever/coolest. I love the combination of a geode with a hoodie, and using the crystal motif to also give them the apperance of a rabbit. I'm still working on their story, and this image could be better, but for the design alone Cavity has become one of my favorites.
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-Uri: He has always been a comfort character to me. I don't know why, but I always felt like I could relate to Uri the most, even though we're vastly different. I suspect I latch onto bold male characters because thats what I want to be at times, and to this day I find comfort in his confidence and ability to create his own world and circumstances just by being himself. He's more like a close friend than a character at this point, and I always return to him when I'm out of ideas. He's changed a lot over the 7 years I've had him, both in personality and apperance, and even now his design and story is being worked on, but there's no denying that he holds a special place in my heart.
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-Mokaro: I consider him my first real character ever, so it's easy to see his significance. I think I created him back in 2012, as a keronian inspired off of my animal jam outfit, and although now he's a human there's still elements to him that have never changed. He's been there for me through thick and thin, he has a lot of personality and story to work with, his design needs a little polishing but overall suits me fine, and like Uri, he's a comfort character so I really treasure everything about him. His significance to my lore is also immeasurable. To say he's special would be an understatment; he really is one of a kind, and it'd be wrong for me not to include him in this character highlight.
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-Captain Dark Kitty: This one is self explanatory. She's the official mascot of my work and just as recognized as CeeCee, being the face of my flipnotes for many years. I drew myself as her for most of my middle school and highschool years and considered her my avatar until recently. She was everything I wanted to be: hardcore, red eyes, black hair, cool outfit, literally part cat. As I grew up though, my dream apperance deviated from hers- especially when my preferences stopped including any semblance of femininity. Now I just draw myself as a cartoon version of myself, and instead made CDK her own character. She still has a place as my mascot and will continue her role as one of the most important characters in my roster.
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-Bail: He's the closest thing I've had to a consistently favorite character and I love him so much. I love writing his personality and story and drawing him and everything else, there's very little I can say honestly other than he's very special to me and I'll probably never think otherwise.
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-Honorable mentions (or as many as I could fit at least):
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So for the next decade, I sincerely hope I can continue making characters and content I can be proud of and maybe even make something really big and cool at some point! Thank you all so much for staying with me, see you next year!!
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the-foxes-fangs · 6 years ago
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What Goes Around Comes Around
Mitsuhide in the modern world as requested by @otomediary​ who is a total doll <3 
Warnings: implied nsfw
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The thing he had noticed after the rain had stopped that first night was that there was a constant low buzz everywhere, like the noise of cicadas from a long distance, but with no end. He had no trouble blocking it out after a few hours, though he’d never tell her how unsettling the total lack of silence had been at the beginning when he was trying to sleep. 
But then there were so many things that could capture one’s attention in her world that it seemed a wonder anyone ever slept at all. He had learned to focus on her steady breathing in the night like a lullaby. She watched him closely at first, almost fearfully, as if he might not take her world in stride. 
There were times when he was startled awake in the dark at the ungodly wail of a siren or the rattle of a train, but he soon adjusted. Setting up a household with her had actually been fun, carrying boxes and furniture up flights of stairs with Sasuke, to whom he found himself irritatingly indebted for his forged documents and general guide to survival in the modern age. 
“You pay for water?” He had asked upon overhearing her talking to a worker about it. “Water that comes out of the ground and falls out of the sky? That water?” 
“We pay for everything. We practically pay to breathe.” She had answered with a fond shake of her head. 
Western style clothes were another kind of adjustment, given that he felt damn near naked with nothing more between himself and the world than a thin cotton shirt and a pair of pants that could only be described as concealing nothing. It was one thing to pack his matchlock and sword away, though getting used to moving around without them at his hip took some doing, but clothes he couldn’t so much as hide a small knife in were another thing altogether. 
But that was mitigated by the flash of hot desire in her eyes when she looked at him, which he returned upon seeing her in what she considered regular dress. 
“You look--” she had inhaled sharply and cleared her throat, sweeping her eyes over him boldly, “really good. I mean, you always looked good but...” 
“What a delightful expression on your face,” he had answered, gliding toward her where she sat, her bare legs tucked prettily under her, neck and shoulders scandalously bare halfway down her breast, the rest of her covered just enough to be make him wonder how long it would take to peel off those clothes. 
“Want to show me the proper way to get undressed, little mouse?” He had whispered as he leaned over her, pleased to watch the flush travel up from her chest to her face. 
He spent weeks poring over books, absorbing as much of history as he could, trying to draw a coherent thread through the centuries. It amused him that every book on the subject seemed to take it for granted that history could only have happened the way it had, when nothing had been clear or certain at the time. 
When he wasn’t reading, he wandered the city while she worked, watching people go about their lives, feeling strange walking through the small pockets that had been preserved from a time closer to his own, listening to the language of tourists whose origins he couldn’t even begin to guess. 
He had even found work thanks to Sasuke again, teaching the kind of arts that he had never considered himself particularly skilled in before-- archery, which, to Ieyasu’s chagrin he had all but abandoned in favor of the gun, and tea ceremony, for which his general irreverence had once been a thorn in Hideyoshi’s side.
His calligraphy was sufficient though not as elegant as Masamune’s, but taken out of context it was more than good enough to keep his lessons in high demand. 
It made them feel far closer than they were, he could all but hear their laughter and criticism, as if they were wandering in and out of his manor again. He couldn’t say that he was particularly homesick, but it was pleasant to bring them back to life, if only in his mind. 
He had come home one evening, and how strange it was to think of having a home that wasn’t in constant danger, and found her in a bright mood, fairly sparkling with excitement where she stood working at her laptop. 
“And what’s got you all in a lather?” He asked, and he sauntered over to wrap his arms around her from behind and kiss the top of her head. 
“I found a great deal for golden week-- a seaside resort down south. It will be nice for both of us to get out of the city, and” she said and spun around to offer him a dazzling smile, “you finally get to take a flight!” 
“Why, I’m not sure I’m prepared to leave the ground. What if I have to hide my head in your lap?” He asked, teasingly as he lifted her onto the counter and she hooked her legs around his hips. 
“You’re vastly overestimating the space in economy class seats is the answer to that.” She answered with a wink, as she draped her arms over his shoulders and grinned up at him with an honest affection that he had never gotten used to from the day they had met, and probably never would. He bent to kiss her and hooked his arms around her, carrying her toward the bedroom with a satisfied laugh. 
She was more nervous than he was the day of their departure, and he reminded her to breathe several times as they sailed through security, his documents passing without a hitch. He’d have to bring Sasuke a bottle of something particularly nice for that. 
They waited to board their flight by the window and though he kept a deliberately neutral expression, he couldn’t deny that he was excited. He had learned what there was to learn about the mechanics of flight, but there would always be something slightly magical about it for him. 
They boarded and settled in, and she took his hand as he stared out the window at his side, still slightly struggling to imagine himself actually leaving the ground. 
“Are you nervous?” She asked him softly. 
“Me? Not even slightly. I was just thinking that if you’d try to tell me about this back then, I would’ve thought you were possessed.” 
“Charming,” she said dryly, and held his hand more tightly as the engines roared to life. 
“Are you nervous?” He asked, studying her. 
“Not exactly. I get a little airsick though.” She said, looking a little green as they began to move. “But never mind that, I’ll be fine.”
He lifted her hand and kissed it gently. “Then I should thank you for putting yourself through something unpleasant for my sake.” 
“Well you’ve been itching to fly since you got here, and what’s a little nausea compared to getting to watch you see the tops of the clouds for the first time?” She answered with a pained but sincere smile. 
 He exhaled in surprise at the curious sensation of being pushed back into his seat as they took off, rising at a dizzying speed. He exhaled softly as they cleared the cloud cover, which rolled out beneath them like a scene from a dream. 
“Good god I hope nobody teaches you to play poker.” She said, smiling despite looking rather ashen. 
He tore his eyes away from the view and drew her wrist toward him. “Too late for that, I’m afraid. I’ve already taken one of our neighbors for thousands.” He shot back, deadpan. She raised an eyebrow at him but a wave of sickness interrupted whatever she had intended to say.   
“This might help, or at least it does with seasickness.” He said as he pressed his fingertips into a pressure point at the junction between her wrist and hand. 
“That...” she trailed off and looked at him in surprise, “actually seems to be helping. Thank you.” 
He smiled and kissed her forehead, and turned to look out at the clouds again, fingers steady on her wrist. It was a short few hours until they began to descend, which seemed just dangerous enough to be fun. She looked considerably better as they disembarked.
The humid heat made the breeze off the glittering blue sea even more refreshing as they left the taxi at their inn, which looked slightly shabby but pleasant enough. 
“Oh no.” She said as they went in, greeted with a knowing leer by the innkeeper. She handled the paperwork as he watched a handful of women heading down a dim hall in the company of several seedy looking men. 
“Goodness, my little seamstress, I never knew you had this kind of thing in mind.” He whispered as they made their way to the elevator, her face growing more red by the moment. 
“I am going to make my co-worker pay in blood for suggesting this place.” She muttered, eyes fixed ahead, resolutely avoiding his gaze.
“Sex and violence? You do know how to keep things fresh.” He teased as they stepped inside. He put a protective arm around her as an older man looked her up and down with a predatory grin before catching his eye and noticing the murder in it. The blood drained from his face as he stepped by them and left them alone to make their way to their room. 
“Oh dear god,” she mumbled as she sat reluctantly on the bed, some obvious noises coming from the adjacent room. 
He snickered at her as he began to unpack their things, and cocked his head at the silence as it fell. “Well that was brief.” He said, and flashed her a grin. 
“I want to sink into the floor and disappear.” She said, staring out into the distance with a look of horror that he found amusing. 
“Do you really? Because I propose we give them a little competition.” He said as he grabbed her by the waist to tumble onto the bed. 
“I shudder to think of where these sheets have been.” She said, but she smiled at him just the same. 
“Oh I promise you we’ve shared worse.” He purred into her ear with a kiss that drew out a shuddering sigh. 
“You’re incorrigible.” She answered, running her fingers through his hair as she relaxed under his touch. 
“Mmhmm. But that’s why you love me.” 
“Is that why? I’m not sure, you’d better remind me.” She replied, drawing him in for a hungry kiss. 
They managed to disentangle themselves and dress in time to find a place to eat with a beautiful view of the sun sinking into the sea, and walked along the beach arm in arm. 
“Nothing phases you, does it?” She asked with amusement as the waves washed across their feet. 
“Oh, this will give me years of material to tease you with.” He answered, as he tucked a strand of windblown hair out of her face.
“You know how they say ‘what goes around comes around?’ that applies to you too, you irrepressible fox.” She shot back with a glint in her eye that left him wondering as she took his hand in hers and they made their way back to their room. 
He was in a pleasantly exhausted sleep when a distant rattle in the early morning light roused him as it picked up to an otherworldly shriek, followed by an ear splitting sound like the largest loudest gun in the world being fired. He grabbed her instinctively, only to be greeted by a sleepy giggle in the ringing silence. 
“Dare I ask what’s so funny?” He muttered, noticing her trying to repress further laughter.
“Just that it took an actual sonic boom to startle you. I wasn’t sure it would be enough.” She answered with a yawn, still looking decidedly amused. 
“Shall I take this as an invitation to startle you? Because if so, you’ve come unarmed to face the artillery.” He said, glaring at her in mock fury to cover his own amusement as his pounding heart slowed.
“No! I owed you for all the times you made me squeak--” 
He cut her off by tickling her, adding “like a little mouse?”
“Do your worst! You can’t erase that split second look of confusion from my memory!” She said, gasping and laughing as she writhed in his hands. 
“You’re going to have do a lot to persuade me to call a truce.” He muttered as he pulled her close with a low laugh.
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africanization101 · 6 years ago
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Dear A.,You've used the metaphor of life today as a realtime softcore IR flick a couple of times recently. A persuasive analogy! My fave instance: I often encounter on my local jaunts a lithe little teen blonde snowbunny, who is NEVER seen without the close company of A PAIR of strapping black boys. Whatever her 'story,' I'm sure it has many happy endings! Have you been enjoying your own personal irl IR soap opera lately too? Sincerely, Tori Reid
Was that a sly prod for me to write about some of my more exciting interracial observations--a kind of literary (extra-)marital aid? Sure, let’s spice things up a bit in here. I’m actually curious how my audience will take to this compared to my usual content.
I should preface this by saying that my Euro town used to be a sea of unbearable whiteness up until the refugee situation a couple of years ago. Things have sped up quite rapidly since then and knowing the contrast between just a few years ago and now makes this all the more exciting.
Something more basic to start things off with then. There’s a dark-blond white woman in my extended neighborhood, probably around 30 at this point, and though I don’t see her around that often, whenever I do, she’s wearing some combination of tight jeans, leggings, tank top and deep-cut v-neck shirt; it’s safe to say that this is her idea of a casual outfit. And she does have the curves to make it work, especially booty-wise.
Definitely a looker, but I never saw her with a boyfriend or anything like that ... until about 2 years ago, when she was sauntering down the street holding the hand of a tall, African and handsome man who definitely complemented her well. Then I lost sight of her again for a bit, figured she had moved, but oh no; some time last year, I spot the same couple pushing a baby stroller. That sure didn’t take long.
Now the thing about women post-pregnancy is that they often understandably don’t feel like dialing up the sexiness for a while because they have other worries. Not this one though. She was still strutting her stuff for her Black beau in her typically revealing attire and we can only hope this was meant to encourage him to keep up the good work on the baby-making front!
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The next story requires a little context. I’m sad to report that my general area is frequently the site of what one might call “racism rallies”. I still go and check them out sometimes, but once you’ve seen one, you’ve seen them all: a bunch of middle-aged to old white men whining about immigrants in some shape or form. Every now and then, “civil society” will feel pressured enough by this to put on a counter-event to signal to the world that racists don’t speak for everyone. Usually these things feature some kind of music or art show and they draw a much younger and more diverse crowd. And one of those events is the backdrop to our next story.
They called it “Reggae against Racism” or something slightly cheesy like that and as you can guess, it featured a reggae show interspersed with some social commentary. The crowd was mostly under 40 with a lot of younger people who looked like college students. There were slightly more women than men present and a certain contingent of young migrants/refugees had found their way there as well.
The college-aged women were extremely interested in the non-white men there, chatting them up in English (obviously not the native language here) and being noticeably fascinated by their stories. There was a good deal of affectionate touching going on, visibly welcomed by both parties, which quickly escalated to intimate dancing on the open-air lot they had rented for the event. It looked like some whiteboi students were also having a bit of more awkward fun with some of the braided Black girls that absolutely need to show up for any reggae festival to feel complete.
At some point it was time for another speech, delivered by a very emotional white woman in dreadlocks. After some warmly received remarks about how racism is bad, she got all excited and closed her speech with: “And I’m SO SO happy to see all the brave people of color who made it here today, thank you so much, we’re all super inspired by you!!”
And I guess that was the queue to go all-in, because after a good round of applause and woo-ing, the music continued and affectionate dancing turned into fairly primal grinding and twerking. As far as these girls were concerned, their dusky dance partners were their heroes for the day and they weren’t going to let any jealous friends cut in. Of course the usual kissing, butt-squeezing and so forth was happening on the sidelines as well.
As the event drew to a close, a lot of tipsy female students left with those newfound paramours they most likely hadn’t arrived with earlier in the day. Sometimes curious middle-class girls just need an opportunity, right?
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I obviously don’t know if there’s any relation between the young people who showed up at the reggae festival and the old white dudes at the racism rallies, but given how much time I have wasted listening to their boring speeches about ~European culture~, I find it most satisfying to imagine that while they were preparing the angry talk for next week’s white male masturbation event, their sweet little darlings were grinding up to the refugees that trigger them so much.
Who knows, maybe they’ll mellow out once they get a brown grandchild. Or maybe their daughters will drop them some other hints that’ll make it too awkward for daddy to be racist anymore. One can only hope!
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