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Carry On Through the Ages 2024 Masterlist
COTTA is a Simon Snow fandom event where content creators celebrate their love of history along with their love of Snowbaz. We had open posting this past week, and I am so excited to see the incredible content everyone came up with!
Here's a handy list of contributions:
Fanfiction:
(You can also view our collection over at AO3 here)
"give them hope, give them strength, give them life" by @wellbelesbian (Tumblr post) Rated M, Chapters 2/2 posted, late 20th century AU.
A look into Simon and Baz's life through the years. Set after Shoulder To Shoulder, Hand To Hand (from COTTA 2023).
"Fin de siècle" by @ninemagicks (Tumblr post) Rated T, Chapters 1/5 posted, a turn-of-the-20th-century AU.
It's 1900, and as one century is set to be put to rest, its successor seems destined for a treacherous start. T. Basilton Grimm-Pitch, famed Book Keeper, spends his days repairing magickal texts infected by a rampaging spell-chewing malaise. When he receives a knock at the door late one night, he allows a stranger to slip into his life whom it might prove difficult to ever be rid of... ...Simon Snow, naturally, is no ordinary customer. He couldn't tell you the last book he read if his life depended on it, for one thing. The other thing is that he's really a thief, and one on a mission. No magickal bookshop or much-maligned Book Keeper is safe...
"The Bishop's Escape" by @run-for-chamo-miles (Tumblr post) Rated M, Chapter 1/1 posted, medieval era AU
Simon and Baz find a connection. Then, they try to hold onto it. Baz has to battle the conformist voices in his head, and Simon needs some time before he’s ready to open up about his past.
"My Favorite Things" by @run-for-chamo-miles (Tumblr post) Rated T, Chapter 1/1 posted, 1960's AU
1965; Simon gets Baz tickets to a show at ABC Theatre.
"In Truth" by @fiend-for-culture (Tumblr post) Rated M, Chapters 2/12 posted, Regency era AU
A Regency Era AU in which the long absent Tyrannus Basilton makes a reappearance in society at the start of London's Social Season much to the thrill and torment of his former roommate one Simon Snow.
Fanart:
“Spit it out Pitch, I know you’re plotting something!” by @alexalexinii (Film Noir)
"An old photograph" by @ic3que3n (inspired by a vintage photograph)
"Hostis Humani Generis" by @lamentable-comedy (Pirates!)
"Soda Jerk" by @rimeswithpurple (Norman Rockwell inspired, 1950's)
"A Prophesied Rivalry" by @iamamythologicalcreature (Ancient Egyptian AU, collab with @monbons)
"Baz and the Prophecy" by @monbons (Ancient Egyptian AU, collab with @iamamythologicalcreature)
Thank you everyone for a truly phenomenal event!
And a huge thank you to @bazzybelle for creating this fandom event in the first place. Thank you so much for trusting me with this <3
See you again next year for COTTA 2025!
(If I missed anything in this list, please let me know! And if you submit something after this goes up, lmk and I'll edit your entry in. Cheers!)
#carry on through the ages#cotta 2024#historical au#historical fanfiction#snowbaz#historical fanart#the simon snow trilogy#simon snow series#simon snow#baz pitch#fandom fest#masterlist
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I feel like a loud minority of buddie fans have just poisoned the well of 911 fandom for me forever. I admittedly did NOT process this most recent episode well.
I LIKED Tommy. Every time I think about how he was established as a guy who was mean because he was afraid, who got to start over again, who came out when he was older and regained the 118 while just looking for community — and he’s alone again. I get upset. I think something about that character and that aspect of the story line just hit me far too close to home. I can’t be rational about it.
So I kind of need to step back. I’m done with 911 for now. I kind of don’t even want to read fic. I’m sure I’ll come back to it eventually but I can’t now.
I’m sorry for the multishippers and decent buddie people who have been nice. But the toxicity is too much. The bullies are too much. This week my capacity for handling them is too low.
So I need to just not. I had been sharing my thoughts on the 911 IG but the mean trolls came out and it’s making ME mean which I don’t like. So I’m baking away.
Someone let me know if Tim Minear ever gets his shit sorted out but otherwise I’m out.
I haven’t even contributed to the fandom in a sizable way so this sort of like, announcement isn’t necessary, I just needed to write through the whole this to process why I’m still feeling so sad and mad about a stupid tv show DAYS later.
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since i am a deranged individual who just finished season 8 here is my timestamped House whump list for your convenience
And some moments I missed in the first list:
#house md#whump#gregory house#truly he's been through hell and back for our viewing pleasure#feel free to let me know if i missed something#this is my contribution to this fandom#someone had to do it
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i think it's a crime that we only have 71 tamsand works in ao3 when they have so much potential
#to all the writers who contributed by posting their stories#know that each and every one of you is incredible#for those who would like to write something for them but for some reason don't#know that I will be an avid reader if you feel comfortable p#posting the fic at some point#if i had writing skills i'd be contributing to the fandom too but i'm an honest disaster#tamsand#acotar#rhysand#tamlin#ao3 fanfic
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"I've connected the dots"
"You didn't connect shit."
"I connected them."
#genshin impact meme#honkai star rail meme#I'm starting to sense a pattern between some of my favorite hoyoverse characters#or it's the sleep deprivation#anyway hello gi and hsr fandoms have my first low quality contribution for the moment#something something history doesn't repeat itself but it does rhyme#something something it's the Focalor the Oceanid to Focalor the God to Furina the Fontaine#the Peruere the Orphan of the House of Hearth to Knave the 4th Harbinger to Arlecchino the Father (or vice versa)#and the Kakavasha to No.35 to Aventurine of Stratagems and the Ten Stonehearts parallels coming to me in a flash of divine inspiration#or insanity#either works#how Furina was the main actress of the grandest and most painful of operas in existence for 500 years#how Arlecchino is a role in Commedia Dell’arte how one of her first proper appearances is on stage and how she took on the 'role' of Father#how Aventurine himself put on and set up a dramatic performance in Penacony just so his plan would succeed#and how he keeps the act up just so he can survive in the dog eat dog world that is the IPC#how both Aventurine's and Furina's performances ended with a 'death' (technically their own)#how Aventurine had to bury Kakavasha in the sands of Sigonia-IV and Arlecchino had to burned away Peruere after defeating Crucabena#how they both take on the role of the person who once hurt them but don't quite follow the same beat to the old song#the Fontaine Opera and the Masked Fools and the theme of the Harbingers#I don't know I'm sleep deprived maybe I'll write something more coherent based on this once I'm more awake#genshin furina#furina#genshin arlecchino#honkai star rail aventurine#hsr aventurine#ah yes#Actually Free From Their Role (Furina) - Not Free From Their Role (Aventurine) - Embraced the Role (Arlecchino)#can't forget that spectrum. Gotta love how Aventurine is technically smack dab in the middle
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Fell Bullet Heathcliff ...
#found out my PC has gif making software today and I now have far too much power ...#I had a clip with the full animation because that somehow fit the gif time limit but I wanted something a bit shorter#but now I can make gifs for Corrosions and E.G.O for posts ~!#which is very exciting#I may go through and make gifs of all the E.G.O thus far ... that can be my contribution to the fandom /lh /hj#I honestly don't know if anyone's made gifs of all the E.G.O tbh ... I just know it helped me calm down after being something upset me#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#scattered pages
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"proship" "antiship" how about you try being "pro" this Beautiful Green Earth and "anti" this Accursed Webbed Site
#how to tell fandom discourse has rotted someone's brain into a decayed husk 101: they use these terms unironically#I hate it I hate it I hate them so fucking much beating these terms back with a stick they're stupid and reductive#and also you just sound fucking ridiculous and I roll my eyes to high heaven when I see it in your dni and I can't take it seriously#and I lose any respect I ever had for you especially when YOU'RE taking it seriously and I'm mocking you and and and-#if y'all ever catch me saying this shit unironically you guys need to take me out back and shoot me#anyway. go outside. touch grass. get a job. contribute to your local community or something idfk just better yourself <3
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I see a lot of people have made covers of the snippet of Everybody's Waiting (the new JO track)
I may do it too but at the same time I am hesitant given that I am 90% sure they won't see it (since everything else I'd ever made have never been noticed by them - Bojan's big share yesterday included) and if by chance it is getting seen I am not sure how I'd feel having the first thing noticed by them be just another cover
I am probably overthinking things again
#so here's the t in the tags (aka me ranting)#I have not felt great about my art or my contribution to the joker out and käärijä fandom recently#I have honestly felt like an art block is coming#the few things I have been able to create just doesn't feel good to me#and I don't get the same satisfaction of sharing it either#Ik I should be grateful for whatever faves and views it gets but I cannot help but feel underappreciated#which in turn doesn't make me feel motivated to make more#the last few days I have actually been more drawn to playing my guitar and writing songs than creating artwork#so that is what I've been doing#in that regard creating a little cover would maybe be fun#and yet I fear I'd fall into the same trap as with the art#that now I might make something to share with the fandom it has stakes#and in the end the stakes will be too high since I cannot help but compare what I make#and so I will lose interest in making music as well#honestly I feel kind of lost#I have had days I just stop working for half an hour to several hours#falling down an unproductive rabbit hole where I just stare out into the blue or at a youtube video#I don't want to be here#I want to love what I do and love sharing it with you again#but after a pretty productive and somewhat decent january#I now feel meh about it all#thank you for reading my tag novel#I will go now#micahs thoughts#micahs foolery
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it's so funny how I've seen multiple jazzllocer shippers say something like "I'm the biggest jazzllocer fan (because there's no one else to take this spot)" like I swear I've seen at least a few people say smth to that effect or something that implies it and I'm just like . guys . guys we can't ALL be the #1 jazzllocer shipper that's just not how it works
#lucasings#jzlcr has a funny phenomenon going on bc it's such a small ship that the few fans there r hadn't been able to find each other really#nowadays I have my trusty discord people to talk about jazzllocer#I'm very happy actually that I managed to find a bunch of other ppl who also like jazzllocer a lot#like when I made a forum post for a while it was mostly just me talking#and sometimes 1-2 ppl would chime in#but MOSTLY me . I had to start the conversations#and it's slowly becoming lesser and other ppl r contributing more and more ideas even when I'm not around#makes me happy#so nowadays jzlcr fans have that little space if they wanna talk abt the ship#but before that ? I don't think they really had any sort of group or even communication#like if I search for jazzllocer stuff on the jp side of the fandom#I always see the same group of people talking to each other abt jazzllocer#they have their own little community there#we had none for a while until I kickstarted the battler#all of the jazzllocer shippers just existed in parallel to one another#I think some might have like . been active on and off in the fandom too or aren't active in the fandom anymore#and by the time shipper A stopped talking abt mairuma/jzlcr shipper B had just joined or something like that#that'd explain why I found multiple of those kinds of posts
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Keep seeing people complain about fandom not doing in-depth media analysis and only interacting with the content through shipping. But I never see them do in-depth media analysis? Only ever complaining.
Maybe you’ve failed to curate your internet experience so that it includes in-depth media analysis. Maybe you just don’t like shipping and people who ship characters? I don’t know. All I know is that you aren’t doing the media analysis yourself. You want other people to do it for you. But people don’t engage in fandom to please other people. And certainly not lazy people like you, who want others to do the hard work so you can look at it.
#media analysis#fandom#shipping#fun fact: if you want something to be done then do it yourself#cannot stand people who complain but do nothing to contribute to the environment they want to see#channelled m'aiq the liar for this post#my words left me but i had to get this thought out there
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decided to measure against different versions of Yuan (through ep10):
*Adult Yuan versions = before and after NYC
background on this stat i'm tracking (whether Qian is using I/me or Ge when he's referring to himself in direct conversation with Yuan)
i need to figure out another angle to look at this data (or maybe not, i think i'm just overthinking at this point), but i just wanted to note that in that last conversation at the bottom of the stairs Qian did not use "ge" once. sometimes the "ge" comes out naturally, other times he seems to deliberately use it to deflect and avoid confronting his own feelings about Yuan, but in that conversation he used "I/me" 17 times and not one single "ge"
*missed one "ge" in ep1, now corrected
#unknown the series#關於未知的我們#definitely interesting#i don't even know if this was deliberate or not#or just a happy accident#anyway...i'll update one more time in 2 weeks and call this little project done#i just wish i had more data to work with#i'm much better at analyzing massive datasets#i don't think i'll have anything else to add for the last 2 eps#the translations have been solid as of late#no more taiwanese bl in the near future that i might possibly have a tiny something to contribute#that makes me sad#i've had so much fun being kinda active in fandom again#thanks everyone for being so kind and welcoming#this one translates#this one rambles
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#I made a second account to start fic writing on here and man it feels good to contribute to fandom#my second fic took off in a way I didn’t expect#and it makes me so happy that people enjoy it#but I also feel this pressure to produce#which I don’t like#I liked my first two because they were genuine ideas I had#and the second one was so well received#it felt great#but I do only want to put out work that I actually feel good about#instead of just making something for the sake of posting something#man I thought this would feel more like an outlet#so I have to consciously make the effort to keep it as one
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HxH Men Throwing Down with their S/O's Plushies
Synopsis: How hxh men react to your plushie collection, and if they'd fight them when you're not there.
An: I'm tired of all the fine men being ignored in the HxH fandom. Here's a Valentine's Day special of some of my favorites who are always overlooked for the most white bread, cardboard personality, toxic men.*cough cough* adult trio* cough cough*
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Leorio 🩺
100% fights your plushies
Without a doubt he throws down with them when you're not there. Even when you're in the room he's throwing hands.
And it is personal 😤
You've caught him on several occasions saying- "Think you can sleep next to my girl/man and get away with it?!? You homewrecker!!!!”
It's honestly really funny to see him put one of your giant bears in a headlock.
But you have to stop him before he tears it because those things are expensive goddamit.
“Leave him alone. I've had him for about ten years and I doubt you could find me another one. So drop him,” you lecture.
And he begrudgingly drops your big teddy bear. But not before complaining that you love it more than him.
All pouty and upset until you kiss his cheek and reassure him.
“Babe, they're not alive. You have absolutely no competition for my heart.”
He knows that, but they're everywhere. Watching him with their beady little eyes from their place on your bed.
Which reminds me-
He piledrives your little plushies when you're not in the room.
If he had it his way, they'd all be locked away somewhere.
But because he loves you with his whole heart, he moves them away from your side of the bed to his.
What? Those little bastards thought they'd get to sleep next to you when he's home? Not a chance!
He hates them for the attention you give them, but he also contributes to your collection.
Whenever he's got funds to spare, he'll bring you home a new addition.
With the condition that you give him twice as many cuddles ☝️
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Ging 🎣
He's a little less aggressive than Leorio, but he still fights your plushies.
And he fights with the intent to win.
Which more often than not leads them to getting ruined.
Tackles the absolute hell out of your big plushies. Then he'll jab it's stomach a few times.
“Getting a little too comfortable on my side, Jeremiah?”
If they're on the bed, they're on the floor when you get back.
Doesn't really do it for jealousy, but because he thinks your reaction is funny.
He'll throw one of the smaller ones off and you let out the most offended gasp.
“You stop that right now! You're gonna get him dirty! And I can't put him in the washer!”
He comes up with excuses too, just to see how much you'll let him get away with.
“That one was looking at me funny.” “You've got a place on your bed for each and every one of those little shittlings, but absolutely no room for me. It's not fair.” “I didn't get you that one, so it's under the bed where it belongs.”
The answer: you let him get away with a lot. You secretly think it's cute, but it's annoying how filthy he gets them.
He also steals them from time to time.
Totally not because he likes having something of you when he's away. What? You're crazy 🙄🙄🙄
He'll complain, but he'll always get you replacements for the ones he damages. He'll even get you the jumbo versions of the little ones.
Just because he loves you, despite his lackluster way of showing it.
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Morel 🚬
He's pretty respectful about it
Does not fight them.
But, every man has his weakness.
So there are times when he'll pick one of the smaller ones up and inspect it. Right before he squeezes it completely in his hand.
Why does he do it? Just because.
They're like little stress balls
And it's during one of these moments of weakness that you catch him.
“You're choking out my poor frog! Let him go before his eye pops out!”
And he laughs. He thinks it's sweet how much you love these things.
Even if you've got them on shelves and they stare into his soul at night.
He makes it a habit not to smoke or use his ability in front of them.
They hold too much sentimental value to you. And the last thing he wants is for you to get upset.
But the squishing? It doesn't stop.
It's like they're begging to be smooshed.
And you never fail to get after him every time.
“Quit abusing my babies!” You scold before taking back your stuffed rabbit.
He lets you have another bed to put all your plushies on.
He's a big man 😤😤😤 He can't afford space to share with them. He also likes to sleep next to his partner undisturbed, thank you 😤.
Also contributes to your collection.
And we're not talking every once and a while.
He's got that hunter money, so if you see something you want, it's yours
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Knov 👔
Arguably the most mature of the bunch
Your precious little babies are safe from him
It doesn't even cross his mind to fight them
That being said, your plushies aren't allowed on the bed at all ☹️
“I refuse to have my sleeping space occupied by that thing.” He said, gesturing to a very well loved seal plush. One of its eyes missing.
“What’s wrong with Samuel?”
“Look at it. The poor thing's traumatized. And you're gonna end up choking on its stuffing.”
They aren't even allowed in the bedroom on shelves.
However☝️, he does end up doing something special for you because of how much you adore your plushies.
He lets you dedicate one entire room to your collection. Buy a little bed for you to put them on. Even gets special shelves installed for you.
That's their room and theirs alone.
Also encourages you to get more now that you have ample space for them.
Every trip/mission he leaves for, he always makes sure to bring you something back.
Whether it be one of the huge bears or a little keychain plush, he gets it for you.
Definitely not a man afraid to spend on his S/O and their interest.
He also doesn't bat an eye at the attention you give them.
They mean a lot to you, but so does he judging by the way you're always ready to compromise
That and the way you cuddle closer to him at night and say-
“You're a whole lot better than even my softest of plushies.”
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Knuckle 🐕
On a bad day, it's on sight.
Always the bigger ones too
“What're you looking at?” And then he'll wrestle whatever poor plush caught his eye first.
But he feels incredibly bad about it afterwards
Picking up your little dinosaur nugget plush with tears in his eyes.
“I'm so sorry. You're mother's/father's gonna kill me for this.”
Even goes as far as to stitch up any little holes if he damaged them.
What can I say? He's a total softie
Like many of the men on here, he does contribute to your collection.
But you also inadvertently make him start his own 💀
You'll buy one for yourself and because it needs a friend, you buy another.
Only to gift it to him because ‘They’re dating like us.’ 🥺
That's how it starts.
You start buying plushies in pairs.
One for you and one for him.
It never fails to make Knuckle cry.
“Babe really? You didn't have to.”
And he's cradling the little dog plush you got him with such care. Like it's the most delicate thing in the world.
He, of course, makes sure to get another set to pay you back.
Plushies in the bed?
100%
No complaints here.
Even memorizes the names of all of them.
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Kurapika ⛓️
He simply does not have the energy to fight your plushies
He comes home tired and drained, understandably. And the first thing he does is collapse on the bed, right on top of them.
Doesn't think twice about it. In fact, he likes the extra cushion they provide.
And you don't mind all that much either. Kurapika does a lot. He's been through a lot.
If he wants to rest right on top of your plushies, he's more than welcome.
However, when he's not completely exhausted, he's mean to them ☹️
He'll push off the ones on his side of the bed to make space for himself. And he will not pick them up
Or he'll hide the one you usually snuggle with at night so he can cuddle you himself.
He just wants your warmth after a long day. Is that so much to ask for?
“Kurapika, have you seen my octopus plush anywhere?”
And he'll look away guiltily before mumbling a ‘No. Can't say that I have.’
But he always puts it back when he knows he'll be gone for a while.
He knows it brings you comfort, and who is he to take that away from you.
He does get pouty when you give them extra attention.
“I've been gone for a month and you're too busy cleaning that thing to greet me.” He complains.
Only for you to get up and wrap your arms around him. Giving his cheek a smooch before saying-
“You know you're precious to me. But I wouldn't be so busy cleaning my baby if you'd stop leaving him on the floor.”
He makes it up to you everytime by getting you another one.
He always makes sure to pick you something up when he comes back from searching for his clan's eyes.
A little thank you for always waiting for him and giving endless patience.
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Kite 🪁
Another man whom your plushies are safe from
He's supportive of your collection, but all he asks is that they don't take up the entire bed.
If they do, he's a little mean about it and organizes them all on your side.
That's about as far as he goes with messing with them.
He definitely builds you shelves to keep them in
Again, the less of them in the bed, the more space you two have.
He thinks it's cute how much you care about them, and likes to indulge you by asking how you got them.
He listens to each and every story you have and why each plush is special to you.
Safe to say, this man does not get jealous
A piece of fluff with stuffing is the last thing he's worried about
That being said, he contributes less frequently to your collection than the other men on this list
He limits them to special occasions like your birthday or an anniversary.
Why?
He wants to make sure each one is attached to a special moment so you hold them just as dear as your other ones.
An import memory that you're able to hold onto
He's also careful around your plushies.
He doesn't wanna get them dirty or accidentally tear them because of how much they mean to you.
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Wing 👓
This man right here is a 10/10
The absolute sweetest man
The thought doesn't even cross his mind to throw down with your plushies
In fact, he prides himself on taking care of them while you're out
Dusting them off, reorganizing them, stitching up any little holes he sees
Also someone who goes out of his way to memorize all their names.
Knows each one by heart because he always listens intently when you talk about them
Your big dinosaur?
That's Chungus.
The little raccoon?
Sylvester.
You want the plushies in bed?
Of course! Each one has their own special place. And he makes sure there's enough space for the both of you.
If he's got money to spare, he's definitely gonna get you something.
You don't even have to ask, he's already bringing you home a little duck plush that Zushi thought you'd like. What can he say? The kid adores you
This man doesn't get jealous whatsoever
In fact, you're the one who ends up getting pouty because he's taking fantastic care of your plushies.
“Honey, I want cuddles.” You whine.
And he's cleaning off one of your bears with a damp rag.
“In a minute, dearest. You got him dirty last night.”
But as soon as he's done, you've got his full attention
He just knows how much you love those things and wants you to be able to cherish them for as long as possible.
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY 💕💕💕💕
#hxh#hunter x hunter#hxh x reader#hunter x hunter x reader#hxh x y/n#hunter x hunter x y/n#x reader#leorio x reader#ging x reader#morel x reader#knuckle x reader#knov x reader#kurapika x reader#kite x reader#wing x reader#knuckle bine#morel mackernasey#ging freecss#leorio paladiknight#hxh valentine's day
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between the bars •。ꪆৎ ˚⋅
followed by: once more to see you and slow like honey
fandom: gravity falls
ship: ford pines x reader
warnings: brief mention of boners, making out, angst
summary:
being engaged to the world’s smartest idiot feels like navigating a storm while he’s engrossed in his portal research. you wonder if there’s anything you can do to help him.
Three months.
Ninety-one sleepless, tormented days.
That’s how long you’ve watched Ford, once so full of life, become a shell of himself.
Each day seems to blend into the next, weighed down by the crushing demands of his portal. His bright eyes have lost their spark, replaced by a weary, distant look that suggests he is fighting a constant battle with exhaustion. He’s always buried in his research, disappearing into a maze of endless calculations and theories, only coming up to ask for coffee, food, or help with his measurements. Each interaction is a reminder of the distance that has grown between you, making you ache for the vibrant person he is beneath all the work. It allows you to realize something.
Stanford is an incredibly stubborn man.
You count your breaths, letting the full force of Ford’s distance fill you. Once a day, only in the evening, you allow yourself to feel abandoned, lost, and alone—but only here, only in the evening, before Stanford trudges upstairs for his third pot of coffee. Afterwards, you must set these feelings aside, for there is still so much work to be done, so much still at stake.
Stanford lets you handle all the paper calculations and complex math for the portal, trusting you with the intricate details crucial to his project. Yet, despite your role, he keeps you from seeing the fruits of your labor. You are barred from the basement, the place where the results of your hard work come to life. This exclusion only deepens your sense of isolation and frustration, as you toil endlessly without ever truly understanding the impact of your efforts. The distance between what you contribute and what you’re allowed to see only reinforces the feeling of being a cog in a machine, valued for your skills but denied any real connection to the end result.
Beyond the kitchen door, you can hear your lab mates arguing. The last light of day was leaking through the fissures of the window shutters, changing shape as they paced outside, their shadows stretching to where you sit, hidden, not yet prepared to face them. Though you could not make out their words, you could detect the urgency in their voices. You pressed your palms against your eyes and sighed, then rolled up the loose sleeves of Stanford’s (now your) sweater.
With a harsh, abrupt grunt, akin to the percussive crack of a twig beneath a boot, your fiancé wrenched the splintered door open, slamming it shut with a resounding thud. You were jolted from your thoughts, having been lost in your own reverie as the unexpected noise shattered your concentration. As he stood there, his face etched with a mixture of anger and exhaustion, you could see the deep lines of fatigue and frustration carved into his features. He muttered a stream of incoherent curses under his breath, his visible irritation and weariness painting a stark picture of his emotional state.
Softly, you encouraged him. “Ford, what is it?”
He didn’t answer; he only stood, looking at you as if he might scream.
“It’s Fiddleford!” Stanford growled. “He’s speaking nonsense! Trying to propose that only bad can come from the portal we spent months on! Your calculations, my handiwork and experience? All down the drain because McGucket is scared? It’s ridiculous! I should’ve never trusted him. It seems I can trust no one with my work these days!”
His words caught you between places: you stare down at the ring that graced your finger, the tea kettle whistling, trails of steam emitting behind you, leaving you in between your selves.
“No one?” you repeat, but did not elaborate further. You did not want to be cruel to him, but now that he had insulted you (now, of all times, when you were working so hard to understand him), it was difficult to resist lashing out at him.
Ford paused, words caught between his teeth as you stood in silence. “[Y/n]… my love.” Regret crept into his voice, daring to color his words with a warmth you were sure was genuine—but rather than comfort, it only wounded you. “Of course I can trust you. This portal… It wouldn’t be possible without your work.”
It broke you—or broke what feeble grip you had on yourself, the reserves of strength you used to keep your grief and despair in check all spent.
“My work,” you spat out, almost hissing the words through clenched teeth. You threw the kettle off the stove and pivoted to confront him, closing the distance between you with two broad, angry strides. Pointing a finger at him, you seethed, “Is that all the trust you have? Just your precious portal? Ford, when was the last time you actually talked to me? I can't deal with this anymore! I followed you all the way to Gravity Falls, to the middle of nowhere, and you barely let me see the full scope of my work. Always holed up in the basement.”
Your palm remains red from the heat of the kettle’s handle, but that does not burn as bad as the heat of your fiancé’s abandonment. And still, stupidly, in spite of it all, you wanted to trust Ford. To believe that there was a reason, an explanation for all the half-truths and deceptions. You want to protect him. You want your answers. You want to see him: not a passing nod of acknowledgment, or a pat on the back as you walk past him, or a fragment of him in a dream, but his skin in the flesh, and you loathe yourself for how badly you want it… but you turn that loathing outward, funneling it through the anger, and set the air around you crackling with fury.
As you glared at him, a profound sense of abandonment and worthlessness enveloped you like a shroud. It felt as though you had been reduced to nothing more than a glorified calculator in Ford’s eyes—a mere instrument, a cog in the vast machinery of his ambitions, used and discarded with no regard for your own significance. The weight of your perceived insignificance bore down on you, each moment in his shadow a reminder of how fleeting and unimportant your role had become. The very essence of your being seemed to diminish with every unacknowledged contribution, leaving you to wrestle with the crushing realization that your efforts and sacrifices had been eclipsed by his relentless pursuit, barely noted and even less appreciated.
Stanford’s eyes met yours, narrowing ever so slightly as he took in the gravity of the moment. He measured the tension between you, a flicker of regret crossing his features as he struggled to comprehend the full extent of your pain. The silence stretched on, thick with unspoken remorse, before he finally cleared his throat, his voice betraying a hint of sorrow for the hurt he had caused and the realization of how far he had let things go.
“I'm sorry, [Y/n].” Stanford reached out to hold your waist—and did you imagine it, or did you lean into that touch, pressing your body to the warmth of his open palms? You swallowed. Softly, he asked you, “Do you want me to go?”
You shook your head, more as an excuse to look away from him than anything—now that you had reprimanded him, you realized just how close he was, and your hair fell in front of your eyes, offering you a moment of reprieve. It was difficult having him so near; when your rage subsided, you were left with a profound sense of abandonment and a wounded heart. In a voice tinged with desperation and hurt, you asked, “Why can’t you just let me help you, Ford?”
As the words left your lips, you found yourself instinctively moving closer, your breath mingling with his. The proximity heightened the tension between you, the unspoken emotions crackling in the air. Your lips nearly brushed his as you whispered, the vulnerability in your voice blending with an undeniable, charged intimacy.
“[Y/n],” he begs, but he keeps his hands around your waist. “It’s dangerous…” But even as he speaks, his head is falling towards yours, his mouth ajar and questing, breath ragged.
You lift your hand from the collar of Stanford’s lab coat to hold his face, running your thumb tenderly over the stubble that graced his sharp jawline.
“I’m just as capable as Fiddleford,” you whisper, only inches between you now, so close that you can feel his breath on your neck as you speak the words. “Let me prove myself to you.”
Ford shudders. When his eyes meet yours again, they read something within them—perhaps some hidden fate or doom—and then, he remains. He holds you in his eyes like he is weighing you, or trying to carry a piece of you away with him. With a weary sigh, he lifts his hands to frame your face instead, tracing your cheek with his thumb. He leans forward—you dare not breathe—and presses his lips to your brow, just below the line of your hair. You can feel the soft warmth of his breath against the top of your head. Your eyes sting with tears; you will your body not to shake.
“I know you’re incredibly intelligent, but what Fiddleford saw in that portal… it ruined him. I don’t want the same fate for you.” He pleads, raising a hand of his own as if to pry yours from his face, but it trembles instead, then covers yours, holding the warmth of your palm to his cheek. “It is not that simple.”
“It can be,” you insist, as you lower your other hand to rest above his frantic, pounding heart. “It is.”
The space between the two of you is shrinking before you know whether you or Ford had moved first. Then your palm was carding through the tangled brown hair at the back of his head, drawing him closer as you kiss. When your mouths first met, Ford flinched, as though he might retreat… but he parted his lips for you, and your knees weaken at the taste of his tongue. You clutched his lab coat; his hands danced across your waist to the small of your back and held you against him. His heat rose against you; you could feel him through his slacks, insistent against your thigh—
“I’m sorry,” Stanford whispers, his lips brushing against yours before he pulls away. He turns abruptly and exits the room. Without another word, he heads straight for the basement, leaving you standing there, your heart aching with the weight of unsaid confessions and unfulfilled desires. The intensity of the moment lingers in the air, a palpable reminder of the emotional distance that remains between you.
The way he looked at you was too much; so much unspoken between the two of you, so much you wish to tell him, confess to him: how he always makes you feel safe. That this whole research project, the calculations and all, had only ever been bearable because he had let you be by his side. That his presence is more valuable to you than anything; that you had treasured every moment spent with him. That you’re worried for him.
That you felt like he was in danger, and you were running out of time.
#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines x reader#stanford pines x reader#angst#lime#longing#ford is kind of an asshole#gravity falls x reader
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Fan content takes so much love and effort to put together - please don't demean that by using AI 'cause you're too impatient to get something out.
And if your excuse is finance-related, either don't include it (in the case of fanart), learn how to do it yourself (you should always be learning how to edit your own work, especially as a writer), or find someone who's willing to do it for free/out of the goodness of their hearts (both re: editing (which can always be assisted by feedback from beta-readers), and re: fanart).
Please don't chase us out of these spaces just 'cause it'd benefit/be more convenient for you to use AI. Fandom is supposed to be about community, and that isn't something that can be sustained long-term if those of us who partake (as writers, artists, editors, etc.) in it are just gonna be pushed out of our roles by AI - which is often trained on the work we put so much time and effort into crafting - pumping out mediocre bullshit at a rate we could never hope to compete with.
Ai fanart
why have a i just encountered two Agathario stories in ao3 using ai fanart within them(by the same author) 😃
Please don’t tell me this is going to become a common occurrence and that other people also have seen it happening
(ai art looks shit, commission some from an actual artist. Hell there’s probably people that would do it for free)
#uh#. . .#whoops?#kinda hijacked the post#but i had something to say#and wanted to contribute#so i hope what i said was okay#and that (maybe?) someone else agrees?#fandom
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A lot of female protag books I've seen in recent years aren't really fandom worthy? At least not fanfic worthy, not sure about the rest of fandom. I notice it's often a very explosive boom of popularity, and there is a lot of buzz but almost no fanfics for the books, movie or show at all. They're power fantasies? But they don't serve anything else that really captivates people to stick around and write.
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Harry Potter blinded everyone to the fact that books very rarely get big fic fandoms. Yeah, there are a few exceptions, but it's just not something I would expect with 99% of books that are fandom-bait.
The reason is simple and has nothing to do with the books' content: One printing of a novel might be like 20k. A bestseller sold 5k in a week. An unpopular tv show "no one" liked had a million viewers per episode.
There's a real survivorship bias in talking about what generates a fic fandom. We can work backwards and say what generally doesn't generate one, but having all of the traits of the big fandoms' canons tells you nothing about whether this other thing will get a fic fandom.
Here are the top few book fandom sections on FFN:
Harry Potter (847K)
Twilight (222K)
Percy Jackson and the Olympians (80.5K)
Lord of the Rings (58.3K)
Hunger Games (46.4K)
Warriors (27.1K)
Mortal Instruments (17.5K)
Maximum Ride (17K)
Hobbit (13.1K)
Phantom of the Opera (12.8K)
Chronicles of Narnia (12.8K)
Gossip Girl (10.4K)
A song of Ice and Fire (10.1K)
Outsiders (9.9K)
Vampire Academy (8.7K)
Divergent Trilogy (8.4K)
Song of the Lioness (8.0K)
Inheritance Cycle (6.3K)
Look at how those numbers plummet and look at how many of these things have major, popular adaptations with a bajillion viewers.
People are always like "But Twilight...", but the existence of a few freak outliers doesn't mean other books are going to generate that kind of fic or twimoms or people turning Forks into a theme park.
So these recent books' content might contribute to them not taking off in this particular way, but lack of fic doesn't really need an explanation.
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