#i guessssss lmao

[contagiousrhythminmybrain]

Jieli & Shangque || Love Between Fairy and Devil (2022)

[squarebracketsmileyface]

Okay more stuff because I meant to do writing today and got like halfway through reading what I already had and then got distracted by minecraft

Writing is hardddddddddddddddddd why did I decide to be a fic writer???

Anyway, more Jay and Tim I guess, but a tiny bit of angstttt, vaguely

[wanderingpages]

no bcz i get how hard writing smut is😭 ESPECIALLY WITH FLOWERY writing i posted this one jurdan smut one shot and i was concentrating so hard on making it flowery and shit sjsj

Lol when I stopped being flowery, I felt so free 😭😭😭 I said I’m using the word “cunt” ok his cock is hard!! Her pussy is wet !!! Idk what a velvet wrapped steel is!!! idc anymore!!! They’re not making love they’re fucking 😤😤!!

[secrettreestuffidk]

whoa damn

jus tood up. turs out haf cuppa vodka (metric)

Will Do It To Ya

[wickedhawtwexler]

i acquired some soggy chips from my deli today. all is right with the world ladies

[starspaceace]

did the 4th raid 2nd try. queued into the 3rd one again bc i wanted a drop and joined one 42 minutes in progress. we did clear the first time so thats nice

2nd raid is fun. 3rd is fine i did it once and got it second try and ran it a 2nd time because i needed a different drop and literally spent 30 minutes in there and had a vote abandon bc the healers could heal through it

[unnamedly]

MY HEADCANONS FOR TDAC (main cast) CHARACTERS LGBTQ+ WISE cause although I don't find it important per se it still effects the way I look at the characters.

Going in alphabetical order:

Bubble- I don't necessarily see them as anything? If that makes sense. Like just unlabeled on everything, but not even calling themself 'unlabeled'. Bubble is Bubble.

Caine- AROACE. THERE NO WAY BRO ISN'T. My headcanon started immediately when I saw his face with the Moon. The absolute look of fear. That is an ace man if I've ever seen one. "Let's get outta here before the moon starts getting frisky!! o.0 " His desire to keep everything as pg as possible?? I dunno, he just gives me ace vibes ong. AND THEN- I just personally can't see him as being romantically into anyone. Like just an example, the scene in the restaurant. Typically in scenes like that in the media it's portrayed as a romantic evening/date. BUT IT WASN'T. It was him with his fucked up dog 😭 COMING BACK AFTER THE NEW EPISODE?? THAT MAN IS AROACE!!!!

Gangle- That is a nonbinary person if I've ever seen one. Demigirl perhaps?? Either way, I'm jealous of the androgyny that mfka has. I'm not too sure sexuality wise, as a multishipper. (I honestly j consume most tadc media so I'm not sure if that counts as being a multishipper lol) I would like to think that they use she/they pronouns and is maybe pansexual. (:

Jax- I was dreading doing bro. I wanna say cis man?? But I can also see agender using he/him. Gender just isn't something that concerns him. His only concern is being a little bitch. LMAO. And sexuality wise?? He's definitely got some queer flair to him. So imo Imma just say queer. :3 Like he knew he was gay to some extent?? And just stuck with the label. ALSO ADDING ON AFTER THE NEW EP, in my opinion he doesn’t have any interest in figuring out gender or sexuality, he only likes being an absolute bitch LMAO. I like him though so I GUESSSSSS it’s okay. Maybe.

Kinger- OKAY. SO. HE'S CISHET. AN ALLY. BUT CISHET. I personally hate when fandoms see a weak and/or smaller man and immediately label him as trans and/or queer. CAUSE BRO, MEN CAN BE MALEWIVES LET THEM BE!!! He's definitely the typa man to be called babygirl. Like imagine Jerma or Paul Dano, a silly cishet man who is in fact babygirl.

Pomni- BISEXUAL WOMAN. Bros got the bi-haircut. That's my only reasoning./hj But seriously?? As a bi person myself leaning toward my gender?? I can genuinely see that for her. It's canon, trust/j

Ragatha- SAPPHIC. THIS WOMAN LOVEEEESSSSSS KISSING OTHER WOMEN!!!! She loves women so much. It’s always a good day to be gay if your Ragatha.

Zooble- Non-binary. (Duh lol) But I���d like to say sexuality wise they lean more towards women. Zooble loves kissing women. Not as much as Ragatha, but hey, it’s the thought that counts.

[lil-laylaa]

how do yall feel about selfshipping................. owo this is kinda /j for now i guessssss cuz idk if id actually ship my ponysona with twilight lmao but i find the idea rly cute.. an alien stardust pony girl x an obsessive nerd pony girl who wants to know everything about her.... oooohhhhh but its /j for now

[prismaticpichu]

what hasn’t been asked yet… h, k, x?

You got it!!! 💕

~

How would you describe your style? ~ I’d say it’s a messy meld of a whole bunch of different styles!!! No two of my fics really ever sound the same- and that’s bc I’m still very much in a learning phase of my writing career, always playing around with different techniques to see which one I like best! I’m constantly evolving and constantly changing <333 (or maybe I just don’t know what my style is period 🤣🤣)

What's the angstiest idea you've ever come up with? ~ It’s an unwritten idea, but Brain has definitely thought of a Groundhog Day fic wherein Sephiroth relives the Nibelheim incident over and over and over and over again until he regains his sanity. The fic includes Sephiroth murdering Zack, murdering Cloud, murdering Cloud again- pretty much doing whatever it takes to break the cycle- only to find himself awake in the inn bed all over again. It’s a pretty brutal ride lol, but does shed some of its angst in the end as Sephiroth gradually regains his sense of self <333

A character you enjoy making suffer ~ OOFERS xD That’s a toughie!! I guessssss that award would have to go to Sephiroth by default lmao, just for the sheer existence of fics like Apparitions & Candle in the Rain alone- which include Sephiroth being scared shitless out of the library and being brutally possessed respectively <33 xD

[mummer]

Where are you from where poland is seen like that? In my family circle poland is a good holiday destination for a family with kids cause it is cheap compared to many euro lands lol

west coast canada! so i guessssss it’s because europe is super far to fly to, and there are only a couple of cities in western europe we get direct flights to due to the distance (london, paris, etc), and the flights will be expensive no matter where you go… so people might think, if you’re going to go to europe, why not go to the “nicer”/more expensive cities since you’re paying a lot anyway. Also to be frank a lot of people are incurious about the rest of the world and if it’s not a touristy or well known destination they just will have no interest lmao i feel like the only association people here have with poland is literally world war 2

[cybervom1t]

60, 74

60). What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?

- okay okay okay so was a senior in high school dating a guy that was i wanna say 32?? 33?? it’s a complicated story but basically i was dating this girl that was dating this guy and we were in this funky 3way relationship idk shit was wild. there’s so many layers to this but i don’t want to freak anyone out lmao

74). What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

- god i hate to be that guy but i genuinely genuinely genuinely do not care about looks tbh, i can find anybody and everyone attractive!!! i guessssss if i had to pick tho i’d say something like? a big nose. i love love love people with big noses, always have and always will <3

[herowithoutacause]

Your turn!! :3 Askin about 1, 8, 14, and 19 from the end of year ask meme

Thank you! LOVE doin' these and it's been a LONG while since the last one graced my dash :D

Going with "Master of the Universe" by Angus McSix for this. It came out at a meaningful time and it was SO nice to hear Thomas Winkler was still making music (plus it's a BANGER)

8. I guessssss I'd probably go with Control for this year, was pleasantly surprised by how much I enjoyed it and LOVED how much of an Alan Wake 1.5 it ended up being. Didn't play a ton of new games this year, sadly xD

14. Probably Gideon the Ninth! Was exceptionally well-written, loved how intricate the plot ended up being and it had SUCH a good ending that made me VERY distraught (though less sad after finishing Harrow the Ninth lol).

19. I'm excited for FIRST WHOLE YEAR IN THE NEW PLACE and hopefully lots more opportunities to travel around and see friends! Also new tattoo in new year is gonna happen lmao.

[gerec]

I don't know if you saw this but you're the only person I can remember who knows what dragon age is

Okay full disclosure I am a die hard DA fan and I really didn't like DA3 - I never even finished the game once lol. (I've played DA:Origins multiple times and DA2 literally too many times to count). I guessssss...if you squint, stand upside down on your head and do a twirl MAYBE there are sorta similiarities kinda??? But Magneto is MAGNETO to me and Solas is just kinda ehh and i'm already tired of DA4 and all the Solas only promo and it hasn't even come out yet LMAO.

[childofaura]

I’m still kind of working up to that part, lol. Sometimes I tend to backtrack to the beginning to go over how everything plays out and it means progress is slow. I guessssss if I were to think about it, there would be no helmet… or maybe the helmet is what causes the mindless behavior, I’ll keep thinking on it. I really don’t want to sacrifice Marnie’s arc, but I’d maybe also have it play out differently; maybe she’d be an ally unit and she’d be locked in a different room on the map fighting Zephia while the main team works to snap Veyle out of it. Zephia would be overpowered as a unit so Marnie fighting her as a green unit would whittle her health down for the player to manage (Also Zephia’s AI would stay solely preoccupied with Marnie’s unit); this would also trigger a cutscene where Zephia demands and then begs Marnie to stand down, then finally killing her in a rage when she refuses. I never minded that Zephia killed Marnie for disobeying her in the story, but I do wish there was more of an emotional sense of betrayal that Zephia showed when she did it, like she had somewhat with Mauvier.

Also regarding Yunaka, she’s not a bad character, but boy it made me sad when her dislikes in her journal entry said she dislikes animals. The animal lover in me was pretty offended, lmao.

Not to drop in another ask after the recent one but looking at your last post regarding how you want to change Engage’s story….

What are some of the things you want to rewrite and/or change in FE Engage?

I wanted to get to my computer before I answered this one, because I have a LOT to say on it.

I've basically been re-imagining most of Engage's story from the ground up, changing a lot of things to either make the story make have a little more meaning at some parts, or just to satisfy some personal itches I had with the game. I've been doing my best to think of things that would make the story more enjoyable to me overall, though sadly some of it would erase Veyle's established development (but also it would kind of just go down a different path?), and I'm trying to do my damndest to hold onto Hortensia's character arc, lol. So it'd be a LOT of things to change in Engage's story.

I spent nearly an hour typing stuff up but decided to remove it because I MAY want to do a comic someday. But bottom line is mostly this:

Alear and Veyle would be established as Fell Dragons right off the bat in the game. They would also actually transform into dragons (none of that "uwu I hate my dragon form" just because they didn't want to design more dragons. We were cheated of Dragon Alear, Veyle, and Zephia!). The designs would be reminiscent of swans (since Veyle's outfit gives off swan vibes), with Veyle being based off of a white swan and Alear being based off of a black swan. Also Zephia would have a dragon form as well, something along the lines of a vampire bat. Because they're established as Fell Dragons, instead of being worshiped by everyone, they're distrusted and scorned by most of the cast (in varying degrees from mild to more severe), with most of the story having Alear and Veyle needing to earn the trust of the other characters.

Their meeting with Lumera would be drastically changed: Instead of Lumera meeting Alear in the mountains, Alear would have tried to kill Lumera to appease Sombron, but Veyle tags along and is captured by guards, and Alear gives up their fight with Lumera to plead for Veyle to be released. Lumera is moved by this and orders the guards to release the both of them, where she takes them to a separate room alone and makes tea for them. She spends the night talking to them and learning about how Sombron uses them as tools, they bond, and then she lets them go. Sombron is angered by their failure and goes to kill them; Alear, in a panic, defies Sombron and fights him, but Veyle also tries to protect Alear and is injured in the process. So Alear takes Veyle back to Lumera, having nowhere else to go, and Lumera manages to heal Veyle and offers them refuge in her castle. Thus begins Lumera, Alear, and Veyle's bonding, and at some point she adopts the two as her own children. The Sombron attacking Alear at the castle would probably play out the same, but instead Lumera, after giving her Divine Blood to save Alear, would tell Veyle to take Alear and hide somewhere safe, also entrusting them with Marth's Emblem.

For the game's beginning, Alear would have their memories of what had occurred intact (because no more protag amnesia, please), and instead of the Somniel, would wake up in a small isolated cottage where Veyle's been watching over them this whole time (which means Veyle would be with you from Chapter 1). Also a drastic change: instead of starting the game off with Vander, Framme, and Clanne, you'd start off with Mauvier who finds Veyle and Alear alone several years before Alear wakes up, becomes friends with Veyle, and opts to stay to take care of the both of them (this is actually a ruse ordered by Zephia who finds out where Veyle and Alear are hiding, but this is still kind and compassionate Mauvier so he genuinely bonds with Veyle during this time). Once Alear wakes up, this is when they decide to return to Lumera to show her Alear has awoken.

The whole rewrite is still a big work in progress, but to summarize some other changes:

The order in which the kingdoms are visited would be different. Instead of Firene, Brodia, Elusia, Solm: Firene would be first (Instead of Alfred meeting you at the castle, you'd first meet Celine on the way to Firene who asks for your help, and Alfred would be at the castle attempting to defend his mother). Then Elusia, which would be the first and only kingdom that actually worships you as Fell Dragons (However Ivy and Hortensia don't quite join you yet); however this would be for ulterior motives as King Hyacinth wants to use you to counterattack and conquer Brodia as revenge. The war between Brodia and Elusia would still play out, but with Brodia on the antagonistic side instead; however, when Hyacinth tells Alear and Veyle to execute Diamant, they refuse (also gaining Diamant's trust for him to be recruited later).

Sombron's return and Hyacinth's death are still played out the same, but instead of Veyle having a dual personality, Sombron executes his influence over her to simply make her an empty, emotionless drone. With this, both Mauvier and Veyle are removed from your party (as Mauvier would be revealed to be one of the Hounds), and instead of your current party running away, it's just Alear (of course with a MUCH ADJUSTED level design), but after a few turns your party comes in to save the day, with a new alliance from the Brodian and Elusian characters.

Additionally, Yunaka, Lindon, and Seadall would be recruited in paralogues like Jean. There'd be two separate types of paralogues; ones to recruit the new characters, and memory paralogues that explain Alear's Fell Dragon origins. The Emblem battles would be done away with entirely.

I haven't gotten much further than that because there's a LOT of nitty-gritty story stuff I've been reworking in my head, but this is the best that I can summarize of my rewriting. Actually typing it out is VERY messy for me, lol.

[sibmakesart]

[wanderingpages]

So we not talking about rockstar cardans mf nipple piercing orrrrrrrrrr

Hahaha I like that every once in a while someone will find something to be like “wait a minute, hold on”