#i guess but not reallu

[sorchasolas]

Hate Kal being called Sigmund Freud

Not because itd nessesarily incorrect, but because i FUCKING HATE Sigmund Freud. That guy was a freak.

[off-the-rails-raccoon]

What pet/kid would squeak if you squeeze them?

First and foremost: definitely Shroud, like its undeniable, but you would also be mauled afterwards to its debatable if it's really worth it.

Micheal would as well but he's probably gonna go tell on you and sic Tubbo on you.

Yogurt, because of course.

Friend I think would but I'm a little less certain for Mareep.

And finally, I feel like Edward (who is technically more of a roommate than kid/pet but he needs to be included in more) would make some weird noise that you can't translate into words but it would be similar enough to classify as a squeak.

[sharkdays]

as always heres my thoughts on the new ep (HZ025) spoilers!!! be careful

also im sick so if i make less sense then usual thats whu

this episode broke my fucking heart bro i got so much amethio content but at what cost.

terapagos still pissed as hell at amethio, i don;t think he's related to lucius (like not blood relatives) but i think it's possible he resembles/is the descendant of someone lucius/terapagos knew in terapagos' eyes.

also not to let out my film student but when diana and hamber had that confrontation hamber's face was half light half shadow and diana's was illuminated by the moon almost entirely and i started hollering. its fuckinnnn symbolism babey!!! love that shit its so good mwah

really interested to learn about their whole deal. AND diana just hopping on arcanine and just leaping out the window no hesitation??? shes so cool i love her. we need more badass older women in media methinks (i wonder how strong her arcanine is?)

also tbh i forgot all about onyx's garganacl so when the pokemon living in the castle were crystallized i freaked out for a second thinking it had to do something with terapagos/tera crystals and terrastalizing. i wonder if we'll see something like that later on, like the ones in area zero?

also um liko win onscreen this is soooo epic!!! shes so cool guys look at her go. roy as well!

speaking of onyx, i wonder if he was brought on the mission partly to serve as damage control for sango? she's a sore loser and aggressive in both attitude and battle style (literally used self destruct girl HUH) and he was consistently acting as a guard. we didnt get to see too much of them which i guess is expected but i really wonder how they compare to the other explorers.

ough. amethio. i've seen a few people mention his more ruthless battling here (he did try to blow away friede's phone (i think?) and was more aggressive with his attacks) but here it read to me as more like. desperation. he seems like he's scrambling for any sort of purchase he can find to complete his goal, especially with his expressions after he lost. it really makes me wonder why someone so young is knee deep into this, and what he's trying to prove if anything

also it could just be a coincidence but amethio's and friede's battle on the rooftop reallu reminded me of their first ever battle on the roof of liko's school. ANDDDD the contrast of the first episode being liko in the darkness of the night, unsure of what lie ahead vs this episode, where she is carried off to safety in the care of her friends into the early hours of dawn and amethio being left in the wake HELLO does any one hear me

anyways i need to wait for subs to really understand. i think i am going to take a nap now

[hupla222]

HZ009 Anniversary

Tee hee. What a wondeful day indeed. Happy Anniversary to one of my favorite episodes (tied with episode 43) and a very Happy Birthday to one of, if not, my favorite Horizons characters: Alex. What an absolutely adorable, handsome, bean this man is. Ever the supportive father, he's just a delight to watch on screen, this living embodiment of a Fidough.

I mean, who wouldn't love such an adorable, loveable, huggable, face like that. Isn't he just the best. I wish he got more screentime but I also understand that he is not an important character, at least not yet if they do have any plans for him.

I guess I should briefly talk about episode 9 as a whole now. I reallu like this episode. Yes because Alex is in it and has a lot of screentime, which is just peak lol, but also because Liko gets some wonderful development, getting the courage to speak her mind to the people she loves, even though they would have supported her regardless of her decision.

The problems she had in this episode really were her problems and not Alex problems. Like, he wasn't forcing her to do anything, he hadn't even brought it up to her yet. She just had to find her words to put her thoughts out there, something I relate to heavily. Its not that they aren't listening to you, its that you never said anything to hear.

And I find is hilarious in hindsight how hated this poor character was when he debuted because people were mad he wasn't Ash. Like, people so far as to call him abusive and manipulative. Like, in what way lol. He's nothing but kind to his daughter. The weird tension in the episode is supposed to feel off. This isn't what their relation is normally like. Poor Alex looks so confused and hurt the whole time.

[sga-owns-my-soul]

Hello ! I really need to learn more about "Rodney Raises Torren" and "Dangerous Sheppard" please 😁 (also, you already did so no need again but "Sheppard becomes the bad guy" Looks really interesting !)

Thanks in advance !

oooh yes okay so Rodney Raises Torren came from me thinking about what would have happened if teyla didn't survive childbirth (bc rodney's right- childbirth used to have an incredibly high mortality rate for mothers and babies) and that lead to 'oh well obviously teyla would make rodney promise to keep torren safe which would lead to rodney just. Adopting Torren' and that's what the fic is 😅 it's gonna be looooooong bc it's gonna follow the entire story of torren growing up and rodney (and ronon and john) raising him. it starts off VERY angsty and sad but it's gonna get super cute and soft

Dangerous Sheppard is a fic where an au sheppard comes to atlantis and immediately realizes that canon rodney is in love with his john and au sheppard takes advantage of rodney constantly. one night john sees sheppard leaving rodney's room and rodney has a look of pure disgust on his face which john assumes is disgust directed at him but reallu rodney just hates himself a little for letting things happen over and over again with the other sheppard. anyways this all comes to a head when the other sheppard grabs rodney and points a gun at him to make canon john mad and john just shoots him bc No One Is Allowed To Threaten Rodney

also so many people have commented on sheppard becomes to bad guy so i guess i need to actually start writing that fic 😅

[mangooospagetti]

I stand corrected apparently 6 hours as severely underestimating. Me when I am slightly inconvenienced and have a 2 day long autistic crashout in my future.

me when I autistic crash out whenever a plan falls through and then am unbearable for the next 6 hours

[sewer-freak]

hi :) i saw that you have the cat back- didn't you give that to what'shisface? are you two not friends anymore? i can be your friend if you want....

yea i did. he left it in my room with a note a while back whichvwas reallu fun to see and i definitely did not feel likr i was dying

and no i dont think we are friends any,ore he said he doesnt eant to see me snymore so that is pretty straight forward

i dont want any more friends. i rlly am done w people in general but thanks for offering, i guess. like i already didnt like people beforehand and after this its just like oh yea this is why i dont try because everone fuckign sucks so much

[dumb-doll-lips]

Id love to pound your pussy so hard in a way that you could feel my cock in your ass

I’m sorry I like don’t reallu get what you mean. And I guess more so not sure there a way I can figure to interrpt that that sounds good. Like lr sure on my g spot would be the other way and like actually be good. I dunno.

[hotchfiles]

hi this is just like....idk maybe a supportive message or ancedote about LIFE PATH CAREER STRESS THINGS which is that

like i never knew what i was going to do, or how to do it, and i was always a little envious of people growing up who "knew what they wanted" (ie: I'm gonna be a biologist or I'm going to cosmetology school). anyway, it took straight up like...maybe 5 years AFTER i graduated (with my associate degree cuz i still didn't know what i was doing) that i just sort of stumbled into my career path & now work in education, despite not going to college for it, or "planning" to work in education. and i love it. sometimes life is like so weird like that.

i have a friend who went to school for history/got his degree (slay) and he just like...works for local government as like a campaign manager (i actually don't know his job title), and i have another friend who decided that, in her mid 30s, to learn about being an arborist (tree doctor) and went and got all the certifications/classes for it and has aspirations about becoming a tree arborist who focuses on like natural remedies.

i guess this is just to say that yes its great to "have a plan" but plenty of us are out here with NO PLAN and figuring it out as we go and making changes based on who we are in the present moment

im sorry this got so long.

I NEEDED THIS SOOO BAD

like im pmsing so granted im being a bit dramatic but careers is such an stressful thinggggg

i went to law school bc my dad wanted me to and for a good while i tried to find myself there but i realized that i would neverrrr be able to deal with the high pressure of it and the pandemic hit the literal year i graduated so two years down the drain right there and now im just struggling finding something that will give me some stability and structure while also not burning me out bc of the adhd and its comforting to read stuff like this, really reallu!!! thank you so muchhhhh

also, education is such an important area!!!!! good for you!!!

[kingoftheu]

SO! Moon Girl Episode 1!

The Bad:

- a few times the Spiderverse pop ups got a little too much

- the music was offputting in some of the dramatic scenes, a little too lighthearted

- looking forward, a lot of the episodes seem to be "casey or lunelle gets a big head, learns a valueable lesson" worried that will cost the show some momentum

The Good:

- Lunella and her family are all very nice and very sweet

- Did a good job setting up various townies who I'm guessing will get some spotlight later on

- Felt like a vibrant NYC community reallu popped

- Casey is great, reminded me of Zulius from Centuarworld

- (If I had a nickel for every DTVA Jewish-Latina Best Friend I'd have 3 nickels. Which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened thrice)

- Lots of small touches of commentary (the fact that the Kosher and Halal joints get along is nice, the discussion about no one caring about the LES is a neat way to addess socioeconomic inequities without losing kids attention)

- The Villain was fun, and they even gave her some strong white Karen vibes.

- That poor coach.

- megan rapinoe!!!!

- the animation and soundtrack are fucking gorgerous I love it so much

Today's Legal Issue: Lunella's Parents are likely legally liable for damage Devil Dino causes.

[gyahyahyahayhahayahyahyahyahyaha]

らbeam himypnotist deeam .ecery time i closed my eues id see rhis jnterfeace fthat allowed me to "build stats while i slept". i woke uo anmillion times that night. ciz of the cat or smth bhut that interface jept showing uo. i didnt reallu get to look at the stats but it was like a selection of placards almost with their own paths and every time i tried to read one it just "leveled up" and before i could read it i would be woken up but the weirdest part is that to have the same dlconsistent dream in the same night after waking up that many fucking times.... thats like unfathomable to me cuz that never ever fucjing happens!!! but it did!!!! anyways at some point like after waking up and falling back asleep 7 or less or more timesi noticed this lil interface that ley me view the "developer's profile" of this "software/hardware" it was like a carrd or just readinf someones online bio on a social media site....literally the only thing i remmeber readinf was not their name or their age or any of that other shit. it was like the part where they get into the actual bio part. the first thing listed was "beam hypnotist" i dont fucking rmemeber anything else ciz i was hit so hard by that revelation cuz i understood what those memus and stats erre al about . it was like when someine finally figures out a mystery and the whole thing plays back to them with the extra contrext as they explain it. but i guess it was just like an insight flashbacknor whatver

they were shooting beams at me to make me stronger j guess... lol

this is a really weird dream to me cuz like literally nothing else happened a side frim that

[venomgender]

thinkinh abouy yoohankim role swap except i literally cannot imagine dokja as anythinh kther than looser nerd reader. like i Guess i could but then its a disserive to the other characters to makw THEM tye looser nerd reader. so reallu its yoohan role swap w dokja staying the same

[florencicle]

reallu long rant below tw for talkimg ab sex in general

i love my best friend to death. i do. i genuinely love her so much but today she just absolutely pressed my last button and i snapped and i feel bad about it but like. basically for context my best friend was like super popular in hs and ms and then there was always Me. like it was (let's call her L) it was "omg there's L!!" and then me trailing behind her. the only reason i wasn't a complete loser in high school was because she stood up for me to everyone who even dared talk shit or be mean to me. and like not to say that this was one of those really horrible friendships in the movies where the popular girl is always mean to her best friend - that's not the case at all. this girl is genuinely my platonic soulmate and she has saved my life on multiple occasions and she is the reason i am still here. i love her to death. but her popularity really just . bothers me ?? i guess. that sounds super like gross and jealous but i'm not jealous. i like my solitude. but she's always got people in her dms who want to date her and shes always in the talking stage with someone or like she's always getting hit on. she's talking to this guy who she REALLY likes and this other guy who she's kinda just like leading on and like it's so frustrating. even though i told her like hey man as someone who was JUST in that situation it kinda sucks you really shouldn't lead that boy on and she's like but it's just hard to open up to (original boy she likes) and it's ez to open up to this guy and so i want to keep him around as an option. and the boy has like no problem with this bcus ik him personally and like he's also talking to other girls at the same time so it's not really the whole like leading him on thing that bothers me. it's just like. idk it makes me feel kinda outcasted and insecure hwen it comes to talking about our romantic lives because she's always talking to someone she really likes and i'm either recuperating from a bad situation or i'm in a bad situation. i have never had a romantic relationship that has ever treated me like a human being. /srs. i think that's why i'm still caught up on this whole thing that just happened bcus for once in my life i felt like someone actually cared about me and actually liked me for me and treated me like i fucking mattered. it just is so alienating to me whenever she talks about it because i don't understand how she opens herself up for love so easily after rejections and bad situations. it's so so so hard for me to open up to friends, let alone someone i'm romantically interested in, and so i can just never relate to her. and i hate opening up, i do, zone wohld know, they've asked countless times for me to talk about my feelings and i just. Can't. so for her to just be like yeah i'll keep this guy around as an option u know just to be safe it's so ??? and upsetting bcus i don't get options. i get one person who i think i like and then i hesitantly open up and then boom. they do something shitty or they leave me and i'm left to pick up the pieces and there goes any chance of me opening up to anyone for the next 700 years. after i broke up with my ex last august it took me literally an entire year to let myself even think about the idea of a romantic relationship. my friend can just rebound so easily and i don't get it. i dont connect to people the way she does and whenever i connect to people there's just something so horribly wrong about me that makes them want to leave or that makes them treat me like garbage. and it's just. i'm almost 20 and ive never been on a real date and im still the v word and im so so so behind on everything. i cannot connect to people easily and it's even harder for me to make them stay and it's just. i wonder how she can do it and i can't and it's like. there's gotta be something wrong with me. i've done everything. i've changed my hair i got piercings i changed my style i put effort into my appearance and still nobody wants me (mitski ref) and the people who do want me end up hurting me. i just cannot for the LIFE of me understsnd what is so wrong about me.

oh my god i hit the maximum for a text block i didn't even know that was a thing. anyways. i've spent the last couple of days rotting in my room trying to figure out why i can't be a normal teenage girl and go on dates. i have to LIKE LIKE the person to even consider a date with them. i have to be practically in love to even consider having sex with them. i kissed a guy in july. we are good friends, we went to see lovejoy together like. that's my homie fr. we kissed and it wasn't a bad kiss but i wasn't attracted to him. i was sick to my stomach for weeks /srs. i genuinely was nauseous and ill and i felt gross for weeks because i just wasn't attracted to him. and it's like. my friends r out having sex and going on dates and i can't even consider sex with someone i don't like like. and they're like oh sex isn't even that such a big deal like once u have ur first time it's genuinely not special you don't need to give ur v card to a special person and it's like. it's not that. i could care less about sex and your first time being some sacred important thing or whatever, i just don't feel comfortable having sex with a total stranger. i was so opposed to the idea of even having sex with my ex because i wasn't attracted to him anymore towards the end and i just .. to me sex is such an intimate thing and it's so vulnerable and i hate being vulnerable that i would rather die a virgin than have sex with someone i met on tinder. and i don't get it. why can't i be normal?? why can't i just be normal and go on dates and let people in so easily?? i just genuinely want to be Normal and be okay with the idea of talking romantically to multiple people at once. i just want to be able to talk about my many different options wjth my friends instead of me sitting there like a fucking dweeb who's recovering from another hesrtbreak. like i don't understand how they can give themselves to multiple people at once because when i like someone i give them everything i have. i give every bit of effort that i have to make it work andnit just doesn't and i am always left heartbroken because i just can't be normal and be happy with the idea of talking to someone romantically and not expecting a relationship. why r we talking romantically if there's going to be no relationship. i don't get it. that doesn't make any sense to me. one time my best friend called me a serial monogamist and i think that's 1. really fucking funny and 2. it's just true. i don't see the point in fooling around and it's what's gotten me heartbroken so many times bcus im just seen as something to fool around with. a fun summer fling or someone to get them through the winter. i just . it's hard to believe that this has happened to me three fucking times already but it's because i keep putting myself in those situations. i keep putting myself in the position to be heartbroken because i can't be normal and want to have a fling. i dunno. it's all so stupid and i wish hookup culture didn't fucking exist and people weren't so shitty and i wish that i was actually loveable and capable of being given love. i deserve it. i do i know i do. i may be a bitch and a cunt but i've never done anytning Bad in my life. i deserve to be loved the way everyone else is being loved. i deserve it and yet i cant fuckimg receive it

[growling]

ep 3

for a moment I thought Kunikida was performing some really sus stuff on (TW: D*zai mention) Dazai but ah that's just his side. They should put me down

Atsushi changes lives. Every time I see him the world is bright and beatiful and I feel sane

"he's reallu not a bad person" pan to his little sister whom he fucks. it's VERY strongly implied. I can tell I have eyes and ears. Surprisingly I'm fine with this. It's just..... my bullshit tolerance is so high it just simply doesn't have an effect on me. I just accepted it tbh. I mean what's new.......

That being said! I do NOT want to be here currently. take it elsewhere. please. I'm not asking I'm begging and dreading unpausing

STOPPPPPPPPPPPPP FOR FOCKSSAKEEEEE

Hi Kunikida. Anyway, can't wait for the future episode in which Atsushi kills everybody in the agency and runs away with all their money I find it very hard to sympathize with any of them rn . i will wait chin on hands kicking my feet

d-word devil already harassing some poor retail worker woman mr electric disembovel this man

"dont bother asking for her help all the time"........ so it wasn't even the only time he did it????? ok mr electric have his organs torn out of his body

love how Atsushi IMMEDIATELY drops everything and bolts right up like a good little goon as soon as he hears of a "reward". the hustle is eternal

You could make him do anything as long as you promise any kind of monetary reward. look at him he's fucking hyperventilating

intro is back!!!!!! once again i feel like i need to say that again but I am DROOLING over that cunty looking ginger hair guy with the hat and gloves. Give him to me I will take good care of him and his arm skin flaps. Oh god. I think I hauve scurvy.

is Dazai just gonna be refusing to leave any woman alone for the remainder of the show or is it just this episode. Because right now I need to hurt him in some way. "would you be willing to join me in a double suicide" now that's just even more gross teruteru wannabe point and laugh and shoot and stab and punch and

Kunikida earning a lot in my eyes lately. you have still committed a slight against my guy Atsushi (which is unforgivable) but maybe you can even it out with even more slights against Dazai- HE'S ACTUALLY BEATING HIS ASS LMAO???????? +5 points to Kunikida aksdjfhghfuddfcndseyrh justice served balance restored

I love how my previously irrational hatred of Dazai just got actually severly validated this episode. I feel so correct for doing it before it got cool

"waaaaaahhh there's scary foreign poor people loitering around my company bplease I need evidence they're committing crimes to put them in jailllll" nvm fuck her too actually

ok ummmmmm one guess for Dazai's former job...... he got affiliated with the port mafia somehow?? Maybe killed people. Since he's looking like he doesn't wanna be here during this conversation. Hunch

I like the. scary murderbender vampire looking mafia boss guy. he's kinda cute like this .

also, the name Akutagawa sounded kinda familiar but idk if it's been said already in the former episodes or if I caught a whiff of him from some posts. Either way that's literally everything I know I am going into this anime literally like 99% blind except for some of the character's looks (theres this.... white-purple hair guy, dazai, an thats it) and Dazai Osamu's name

EVIL WOMAN MOMENT????? :333333

Banger theme

She's so cool I need her. not necessarily sexually I mean I could use a bodyguard or something to pull me out of oncoming traffic my cognitively impaired ass occassionally wanders onto blissfully unaware of anything that's happening around me. And then shoot people.

I FEEL BAD FOR LAUGHING BUT. SHE GOT HER!!!!!!!!! ONE DOWN WE DID IT BLONDE WOMAN WHOSE NAME I FORGOT INCEST IS NO MORE IT ENDED

*shrek 4 kid voice* do the tiger .

ginger hair guy's whose name i forgot's ability is fine too I guess. Love how many bullets the blonde woman just has loaded she looks so goofy spinning around like that .......

TWO DOWN!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE

Sorry I know this is serious but Atsushi's fucking face angle I'm sorry I can't

*shrek 4 kid voice* do the tiger .

banger theme back!!!!! or it was there the whole time?? can't remember that was whole minutes ago i can't reach that far

Akutagawa noooo please respect women do this for me :(((((((( you can hit me instead if you want please please PLEASE PLEAS

he looks like a vampire, and calls Atsushi a weretiger. match made in hell. I need to imagine them fucking unsafe insane nonconsensual style for a moment this won't take long we'll get back to it eventually let me just.......

THE HEAD ANGLE AGAIN

ok so he's a stand user. got it <- has not watched a single episode of jojo either

*shrek 4 kid voice* do the tiger .

ok Akutagawa. so your creature devours anything and everything. ok. one question. can you even control it or do you just pretend to?

YESSS LEG REMOVAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Should .... Should I be that happy about this??

womp womp

HE DID THE TIGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

aw goddamn it he gets to keep the leg ://///

The Tiger is stronger or at least equal in power as Akutagawa's creature???? inch resting

Stating this again, or for the first time, since I don't remember and don't wanna scroll up: I am sexually attracted to Akutagawa and want him to perform a live vivisection on me with zero anaesthetic.

rip Atsushi I guess . roll credits anime's over go home

(Akutagawa really coughs a lot hmmmmmm)

oh that wasn't Atsushi huh. ok. yay <3 thank you ginger hair guy whose name i forgot for managing to do something beneficial to society

thanks for helping Dazai I gue- OH MY FUCKING GOD STOPPPPPPPPPPPPP I'M GONNA KILL YOURSELF

Oh so it's for me money. they want the weretiger for a bounty. lol. lmao. go get that bag Akutagawa go get it!!!

I GUESSED IT HAHA!!!!!!!!! I'M SO INCREDIBLY SMART!!!!!!!!! DAZAI WAS IN THE PORT MAFIA >:))))))))

i'm not watching the outro again. the intro....... we'll see. maybe. and so that's it :33333 woohoo

you know what. you know what. watching bsd since I heard so much about it (mutual osmosis (hi)) yet absolutely nothing at the same time. like who the hells this dazai guy and whys he kinda..... anyway episode 1

so sad how atsushi died of starvation in the first 5 minutes. guess show's over....exit theatre.

"you should kill yourself NOW" the hell did this guy do be declared public enemy number one of all orphanages. how many did he burn

atsushi's out for fucking BLOOD i wanna see him fail cringely and die of an infection curled up under a juniper bush. why does he run like that

is that the. dazai jumpscare

i knew this man for like 2 minutes and i desire him carnally

jesus fucking christ i need his pussy so bad. i am going to fuck the screen. i need to do unspeakable things to/for this dazai guy

not even listening to whatever they're saying im just hyperventilating over the prettyboy before me i could treat you so good dazai. i don't care about your morals or potential atrocities dazai pPLEASE just let me fucking hit. pick me. pick me. PICK ME

supernatural detectives AGAIN?

he did the =D !!!!!!!!

i don't think im in the right headspace to watch this scene while dazai backshots on my mind rotting my brain preventing me from forming critical thoughts or acknowledging reality. good lord this scene that should have been m

i too love bullying children for their subpar grind and googoogaga mentality

he did the

..........ooo is he the tiger. I also believed his story was questionable never trust an orphan

furry

although on further inspection..... oh no im sensing some vivia similiarities in dazai which might DRASTICALLY decrease his attractiveness to me if it keeps up..............

"im not into hugging men" oh fuck off ill fucking make you im going to make you die a crack addict and drop your corpse in a pigpen go fuck yourself guess im not allowed to have anything huh. my way or the highway boy pick one. this show fucking sucks i hate you

nevertheless. i will carry on as usual

dazai kill yourself

i will fucking stab you beat you or hurt you in some way. i will destroy your life i will render you unable to look another man in the eye ever again

go fuck yourself. not like i care. i don't care stop i don't know what you're talking about i DO NOT care im not. im not. im gonna break that dazai fucknut's femurs in a cold cruel non-erotic way he's not even that pretty im over it. im over us.

im gonna fucking shred him

[citricacidprince]

Thinking about that one line in The Third Journal

Ya know the one

“Don't forget what happened to Icarus.”

“He didn't flap hard enough.”

Y'all don't understand that is such a raw line. After I read that I actually couldn't get it out of my head for about a week. It's just,,, it's such a powerful and revealing line all at once and I just,,,

Just,,, b ro-

[sunuism]

if u leave unsolicited comments on days old personal posts its a block