#i got too autistic on main
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anthonynotgreen · 4 months ago
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Me chatting before Italian class: because the Divine Comedy was so influential to Italian culture that it almost single-handedly made the Tuscan dialect the foundation of modern Italian-
Classmate: you know you're blushing right now
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brown-little-robin · 3 months ago
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it's not good for the job search to have a fundamental, bone-deep certainty that the world will always punish an honest attempt >:|
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taamlok · 2 months ago
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I need to talk about this scene and how much it means to me as an autistic person. The things Taash describes are so, so painfully relatable to me. But really what gets me about this scene is Rook's dialogue. To be able to say me too, that I have to mask and imitating what "normal" people do in order to get by? That this is a practiced skill, and sometimes it's hard to employ? I have never, EVER seen that part of myself represented so authentically. I've had this exact conversation with my therapist during my diagnosis process. I've had this conversation with my parents, my siblings, my friends. I know the sting of when the mask slips and people you care about don't like what's underneath.
To be able to play as a character who experiences that, not as a headcanon but as a real conversation I can have in-game? For Rook to be able to connect with someone not in spite of this feeling but because of it? And for Taash to smile and say "you don't have to do that with me"... that just means everything. I'm so grateful for this character.
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oh-meow-swirls · 9 months ago
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i think this was funnier in my head.
#puppy draws#yo-kai watch#katie forester#jibanyan#whisper#whisper ykw#usapyon#hailey anne thomas#as a diagnosed autistic person i can confirm that the autism evaluation results#just being a picture of the autism creature with text saying you have the tism is accurate#i don't even remember how this idea came to me i think i was just overly tired this morning and then this happened#also ignore the fact that i refuse to accept nate as being canon protagonist katie is like way better sorry besties <3#that's like 80% a joke. every main yo-kai watch character is my blorbo and nate is included in that#i just also prefer katie. playing 3 and rewatching the anime + reading the manga did endear me to nate more though#i like how he's average but also totally bisexual. no i will not elaborate#why do my tags always get so derailed. uhhhh back to autism. hailey is so fucking autistic ngl#there's like at least five different instances in 3 of her just completely failing to read the room#she's totally hyperfixated on sailor cuties and next harmeowny#she has adhd vibes too i think but. the tism is very strong#i can't decide my favorite part of this between the “yippee!! you have the tism” image and jibanyan asking what autism is#he doesn't know because he has autism by default through being a cat he didn't need a diagnosis#i feel like all of them are autistic tbh but that's probably just me projecting. i totally gave katie autism in the rewrite though#i wasn't even trying to i just don't know what neurotypicals are like because i got that autistic rizz. and adhd rizz. mostly the adhd#i am definitely also autistic but i think my adhd effects me a lot more in day-to-day life#since i usually just interact with my moms who know i'm autistic and are also both neurodivergent#and people online. most of who are autistic because it's mostly on tumblr and this is the autism website#yo-kai watch more like yo-gay watchtism amirite-#oh also very amused by hailey just poofing into existence in the second picture. as you do
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petyou · 5 months ago
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i have to talk to a psychiatrist friday and im so nervous……..
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technikki · 2 years ago
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carrying your friends around is a love language <3
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elboxitracio · 4 months ago
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Now why would my dad, this cishet construction worker pushing 60 who spend his life watching only action movies and the occasional comedy movie, suddenly got VERY into mostly romantic K-dramas ??
#the sudden shift in his interest in media is so funny to witness#I've watched a bunch with him. so far:#the one where the main guy is italian. vicenzo? it was hilarious but why did they spend an entire ep dedidacted to homophobia#sweet home. first season excellent the other two. well. no comments#ummm what else. my fav ones were extraordinary attorney woo the writing was soso good and accurate rep of autistic ppl#according to what I've read from autistic people who watched it#also the glory!!!! that one was also crazy good i loved how her revenge was never framed as a bad thing#OH and another one i loved was the kingdom. the final episodes all being a long zombie fighting sequence and the prince and his people being#progressively caked with blood. poetic cinema etc etc#uhh i also watched a short romance one with him I can't recall very well. kind of mystical? about a sorcerer that had like. a shop or smth#two more period pieces: mr queen which was also excellent!! it surprised me bc i thought it'd be comedy only? the genuine gayness of it all!#and v well written as well! a modern guy who was a misogynist echanges bodies with a queen of the past and he not only learns to what's like#to be a woman but also realizes he's bi as he falls for the king? and cries when he goes back to the future bc they broke apart??#who did it like them!!! mr queen tv show your gay subtext was too strong they had to kill you!!!#I'm currently watching the king's affection which is also like pretty gay? we'll see#anyways back to my dad i was like oh (abt the king's affection) this is a period piece right? looks interesting and he was like actually#*puffes chest* it's set in the joseon era 😌 he was SO proud of correcting me sjsjsjd#nacido para ser kpoper condenado a ser un hombre cishet maquinista de grua de casi 60#woa this post got. long lmao#z
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animangalover-writes · 1 year ago
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Maybe I am autistic and maybe one of my special interests is the Zelda franchise.
(I literally will not shut up about it once I get going. I've been doing this since I was like 5.)
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beeg-bark · 11 months ago
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dude listen girls who will uhh shotgun you their weed and uhhh sneak up behind you and put a blade to your throat and and uhhh do the thing where they pull you in with their legs so you have a fanfic like moment, you guys WISH you could have the day i've just had
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badolmen · 1 year ago
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Wrote out a big long phone call rant to have with my mother later because as much as I hate it she is my closest irl spiritual confidant 👍 here’s hoping her response to ‘hey I’ve been spiritually depressed and disconnected for like 8 months and for some reason these last two weeks advocating for Palestine has me feeling alive and burning with divine passion and love in a way I’ve never felt before in my life’ isn’t like. ‘Talk to your psyche abt your meds hun’
#ra speaks#personal#religion#oh god these tags got out of hand. look away I’m rambly today.#outing myself as deeply spiritual and devout on main oops#‘aren’t you gay and trans and -‘ listen Israel the person received that name after literally wrestling with gd in the desert#I’m allowed to put my faith leaders in a spiritual headlock for past and present crimes while I live my joyful life#maybe a physical headlock too. I’m down to body slam some wueerphobic racist pos who claim to be faithful while never exercising such faith#also lmao of the idea of a queer leftist being deeply spiritual makes you uncomfortable…bro everything about me makes ppl uncomfortable#I’m bi gender I consider myself a trans gay man and a nonbinary dyke at the same time. I’m disabled and ugly and autistic. im not palatable#accept the inherent apparent contradictory nature of the varied human experience and move on.#sorry thought about that post complaining abt observant jews being excluded from the conversations about queer jews like#you don’t have to get it. you don’t have to think it’s real! but it’s real to me! it’s important to me!#so are you gonna be my transphobic uncle and call me sick and deluded the same way he talks about trans people?#or are you gonna keep your mouth shut accept that you don’t have to understand someone to respect them and move on with your life.#anyways uh. here’s hoping I don’t lose my voice or start crying like I did while typing the script up.#vocational woes
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gamemakerm · 10 months ago
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the book i have been proofing for work might be the first proofing project i give up on before the end of the book
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kittenchancorruptionarc · 8 months ago
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Mister Fox..have you ever thought you may have the..tism...just, maybe, a little bit of the silliness..
…What the HELL do you mean by the “tism”? Is this another insult?!
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luckylunatix · 9 months ago
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An OC I designed a while back, as part of an idea for an OC universe of sorts based around toony aesthetics, like the kind seen in old cartoons.
His name is Tourmaline (he/they), an alien who's very inquisitive and loves to explore new places, but is also a bit ditzy and bimbo-ish. Generally very sweet, but can trip over himself trying to acclimate to the customs and cultures of new environments. He's named after the gemstone tourmaline, specifically watermelon tourmaline, due to its green/pink color scheme. Those "pigtails" of his are actually antennae, but his are big enough that he feels the need to tie them back; they're also always seen at a sort of cheated angle. He technically has a mouth, but it's only visible when necessary.
(I have another OC who's part of this same concept who I haven't drawn yet, but I'm planning on doing it sometime this month as a bit of a Pride Month thing.)
Some of his inspirations, in terms of design/personality:
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zincbot · 10 months ago
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the hits stop coming and they don't stop coming
#every time i think i can't feel worse i discover a new blow#TO BE FAIR. IT'S PROBABLY NOT EVEN THAT BAD#i'm just like. really sensitive or something annoying like that#the worst part is that usually when i'm feeling low i can hinge my feelings on smth like 'if this happens that means everything will be okay#but then sometimes. it happens. and i still feel like the world is ending. so that didn't work now what do i do#ugh i didn't even feel this bad when i was like in the hospital a few months ago and it's literally just like. (in summary)#2 people i love are mad at me. i did really poorly in my exams and might lose my gpa. my car (highly attached) is breaking down and i need#get a new one#i start a new job tomorrow and i heard bad things about it from my classmates who started before me#+ i have serious doubts in my ability to dress neatly and well with all my shitty poorman clothes#+ i started breaking out#+ i just noticed i lost a bunch of weight likely from my hospital stay and i dunno how to get that back#+ my doctor said i'm not likely to get full mobility back at this point and it's upsetting me#also my spare tires are missing#ugh i'll be fine. i'll be fine i'll be fine i'll be fine. i'll be fine#i'm good at dealing BUT ONLY WITH SOME OF THESE. i can deal with the car and the job and the health. but interpersonal shit?#which is the thing upsetting me the most? wow surprise surprise local autist doesn't do people good#UGH anyway sorry for complaints on main i just feel like i got too many straws rn#it's 10:30pm i'm sure i'll feel better in the morning (ignoring the fact that i've been feeling almost exactly like this for days)#ugh. it's fine. i'll deal. only way out is through or whatever
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dropoutfailure · 1 year ago
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Mishka has that incest autism where he disregards social norms and wants to fuck his dad, because he knows and trusts him and finds him hot, who even cares what anyone thinks. going outside and developing a connection with some total stranger is too stressful. and futile. nobody can measure up to his dad anyway. very not worth the effort.
smh, why is he like this 😔 I ask, while writing him and projecting weird shit onto him to get it out get it out out OUT of my fucking head
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anachr0nismm · 1 year ago
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When my brain actually comes up with a good idea for my mechsona FUCKK
#okay so I’m still not sure about the mech#I want to to be all sans something#because guys I’m so autistic about Brian my mechsona needs to be like him I’m sorry#then we can be girlfriends with understanding each others mechs and shit#anyways#thinking all sans blood because it would be cool and I could do some horror shit with that#not too sure#anyways I got the backstory and name down hehe#vamps name is chefbot Jeremiah I KNOW ITS LIKE DRUMBOT BRIAN LET ME BE AUTISTIC THIS IS FOR ME AND ONLY ME#it’s so my daydreams can be more concrete I don’t actually think I’ll ever do anything with her but idk#anywayssss#so basically rot was shot in the head because my main mech was brain before Carmilla decided to get a little silly with it#oh also this is while there’s only nastya and jonny#and yknow shit goes wrong because she didn’t account for my disabilities and with the changes i have like the Uhm what’s it called#autistic regression#and pain gets worse#so basically what happened to me in real life after covid but I just got mechanised instead#but yeah I am with them for a bit#not the most stable mech in the world but none of them are#I struggle a lot with my disabilities and never dying and travelling so much#and then we visit a planet#the first one I go and explore and I get stuck somewhere like in a forest#I’m in water oh shit wait I started using third person pronouns and went to first uhmmm#anyways DECAYS in like a little pond in a forest stuck by like branches or something#and Carmilla nastya and jonny just leave because they assume bat just went off because they couldn’t find bat#and then thousands of years go by blah blah blah#and then the mechs (now without Carmilla and with the full crew) find me again somehow#and jonny and nastya recognise me and have like an oh shit moment#and then I join them and they help me get back to normal#bear growls
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