#i fucking hate that this is becoming a vocal stim

[sordid-dog]

meow meow meow meow meow meow mewp mewp mewp mewp :3 mewp mewp mewp mewp mrrowww mowww mow!!!!

[cupioriot]

loser who almost just told his girlfriend "now thats thinking positive!!" whilst talking about A Serious Thing (being apart of wonka jr has rotted my brain)

[transgender-scout]

I’m going to throw myself out a window

[gilded-gheists]

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omg guys he’s in the bayou and there’s blood there’s blood in the bayou guys look guys blood in th

BLOOD IN THE BAYOU SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT

siblings :(

…ya like jazz?

[colacat53]

I fucking hate Cyn. "The flesh demands invitation" HAS BECOME A FUCKING VOCAL STIM

this is a joke btw, I love Cyn

[wilson-is-a-slut]

“because I had the misfortune of spilling your damn vicodin pills” in the worst australian accent you’ve ever heard has become a vocal stim for me and I fucking hate it

[yae-energy]

╰┈─✩ ˚ ‧ random thoughts : 2 ‧ ˚

✧˖° synopsis : more random hc’s cause why not (the manga is crushing my soul)

✧˖° cast and crew : yuta okkotsu, maki zenin

.ᐟ content warnings : cursing (cause when am i not)

⤑ .𖥔 ݁ ˖ authors note : idk yall i just wanted to post 😭 i got at least 3 more ideas i wanna do.

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yuta <3

- really good at math for absolutely no reason at all, mental math specifically cause istg this man is like a fucking calculator

- was a nightcore kid (BADDDDDDDLYYY)

- used to be a really big harry potter fan for a while

- loves musicals. like, LOVES musicals

- will say a lot of stuff ironically to the point where it actually becomes unironic and it annoys everybody to hell and back. but he genuinely cannot stop 😭

- vocal stims with the most annoying tiktok audios

- loves carrots and hummus and doesn’t like celery

- he love’s halloween and always matches costumes with inumaki

- his biggest pet peeves are gum popping and squeaky noises. like he will genuinely get so pissed off if he hears either of those things

- is really good at board games & card games, like he’ll really whoop your ass in some uno tbh (which is why no one plays with him) and pls don’t let him get his hands on them draw 4’s or it’s absolutely over for everybody. (and it’s even worse if they’re playing train. like he loses friends afterwards)

*before each turn he’s like “😬 sorry guyssss” (he’s in fact, not sorry)

*also is unnecessarily good at monopoly, like he racks up all the properties so quickly and everyone always thinks he’s cheating

- has really bad eczema (mainly gets it on his neck and it’s reallyyyyyy bad in the winter)

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maki <3

- lactose (and still consumes dairy but like…at what cost girlie ☹️)

*also has horrible indigestion

- likes strawberries but hates strawberry flavored things. do NOT give her no strawberry flavored NOTHING or she will fight you

- is a sparkling water enjoyer (inumaki and panda clown her for this everyday and have been since they met her)

- doesn’t like bananas, she has a visceral HATRED for them i tell you. nobody knows why either but that’s just the way it is.

- COFFEE LOVERRRR (loads that shit up with creamer and sugar)

- loves doing crossword puzzles (and puzzles in general)

- really good at chess and ESPECIALLY checkers (she’s just really good at most games tbh, she doesn’t know how either)

- her glasses are always dirty LMAO (same girlie, same)

- really likes baseball, like really really likes it 😭

- adding onto the coffee one: she is an ice coffee FANN. everytime she’s mad one of the second years brings her an iced coffee and she’s completely ok again.

- she’s a dnd girlieeee !!! and she plays with yuta and inumaki when they all have time

- hates reading anything because she just doesn’t feel like it (and she’s impatient) so she gets yuta to read it for her 😭

- is one of those people where if you ask her to do something she’ll instantly say no but do it anyways 💀

- really good at mimicking people’s voices and copying signatures (like it’s actually terrifying)

⤑ .𖥔 ݁ ˖ tags : @morosis-haze @jogeto @mypimpademia @zairene @planetlunaa @cosmiles @milesmolasses @chinieh @romiantic @stqrriichiigo

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⤑ .𖥔 ݁ ˖ closing notes : took wayyyyy longer than i needed to finish this ! (just the life of being an adhd girlie 😋‼️) but pt.2 to this will come out shortly

also notice how i cannot SHUT THE FUCKKK up about these two like they did NOT need to be this long, do i care though? not really !!

now i’m onto these fuck ass tags 🙄

anyhow, love y’all 🫶🏽

update as of posting : it did take me over a month to post this i won’t lie…mb 😭

- xoxo, yves <3

[skunkbert]

"minion or da bob fo today" is quickly becoming a vocal stim for me and i fucking hate it

[madcap-maggie]

That fucking Elvis "woah mama they put me in tha orb" audio's become my new vocal stim I love/hate it

[gemharvest]

i hate that this fucking meme has become a vocal stim* for me, because nobody ever fucking gets what I'm quoting so I just look fucking stupid.

[sw33t-oubliette]

ifucking hate vocal stims like can someone PLEASE explain why i cant stop Oh my god is that freddy fasbear ❓️ har har har har har harhar har har harrrr its becoming a fucking problem

[ask-cardi-c]

"Seestor *deep italian accent*" has become a new vocal stim and my roommates fucking hate it. Thank you <3

Ah, I am glad that you are picking up my way of speaking! Seestorrr.

[vinbee631]

you know what? ao3 is down and my wips are silently judging me so I'm gonna talk about Patton Sanders and my autistic headcanon for him

yep-

within the fander community, from what I've seen, Logan being autistic is the most common of the headcanons, Remus probably second, which, like, fair. ok? fair.

they both get overstimulated in social situations but Remus gets Louder and Logan shuts down, i see you, ok? I see Logan having comfort objects and Remus having vocal stims I see you!! and i do love these headcanons HOWEVER

Patton. Sanders. ok?

let me explain, hear me out, yada yada, let's fucking go-

if we take the time to closely examine Patton and his responses to social situations (which I did for the most part), there are a Lot of things to take into consideration with this headcanon. for the sake of why not, I am going to be focusing on my strongest arguments i guess? the events in Moving On, SVS, and SVS Redux.

Moving On displays Patton's almost desperation to preserve some of Thomas' fondest memories, to find comfort in the past instead of confronting the present.

oh, what's that? fear of change? fucking yes, write that down write that down !

additionally, going off of the trolley track I just set for myself, there are many, many moments in the series where jokes fly over Patton's head, dismissed because he's the most "innocent" side. yeah, no. more recent events have proved that Patton's emotional knowledge is like through the roof, and he may be silly goofy on purpose sometimes but I'm willing to bet you the exact 26 cents in my jeans pocket that it's the Autism (headcanon) and that the jokes are flying over his head, in a similar way to Logan

social cues are a motherfucker and patton has never agreed to conform to them literally ever, shouting things out in the middle of episodes, saying things that don't make sense to the others but make sense in his brain, etc.

i hate that I don't have specific examples but if you filled in my ramble with specific examples, good!!! you understand what I'm getting at and are helping prove my point, so thanks for that buddy!

ok fuck finally, the other main point I wanted to touch on was Patton's emotional responses in SVS and the Redux. mainly the fact that he's trying so desperately to figure out the morals of this situation, but that is nearly impossible when you're stuck in black-and-white thinking, like he and yeah ok also the other sides too i guess, are. another point towards my goal

basically, the point was, branch out! after I post this I'm gonna stare at a wip that features Patton with the same overwhelming sensory issues I have experienced and continue to experience, along with a moral dilemma also based on myself, as a treat.

and you can too, my friends.

Patton Sanders (handshake emoji cuz i'm writing this on my laptop) Autism

thank you for your time.

(also take with a grain of salt because I'm tired, self-diagnosed with a ton of research i would literally pay you to let me talk about, and this is fueled on nothing but my pure, unabashed, special interest. if there's something I've written that is potentially a super harmful stereotype or borderline offensive to the community, i encourage you to call me out because nobody's perfect but we can become better. have a good day! stay safe, stay informed <3)

[tricolorhichew]

quick I need your help what would zoetrope name himself in a group chat

more headcanon:

He is addicted to caffeine and cannot survive without Pipeline Punch. (I don't drink Monster so i literally just looked up the best monster flavor)

He forgets to take breaks n stuff when animating and has developed carpal tunnel syndrome.

He learned how to draw left handed so he could keep drawing without actually fixing the underlying issue.

Now he has carpal tunnel in both hands. This is why Zoetrope stretches everyday now lmao.

Autism

At one point he only drank ramen and monster energy.

He has a YouTube channel lmao

(the urge to say lmao at everything even if it isn't applicable. i swear to God i said it like once and now it's become a vocal stim i hate it)

YES SO TRUE ALL OF THESE

as for the group chat name thing I feel like he'd just have his real name but some devious bastard in the Minor Characters' Discord Server keeps fucking changing it to stupid shit

[enthblaze]

Good morning (or afternoon or evening or whatever but for me it's morning), here is an incoherent list of facts about Roselyn Althea Jones because I feel like gushing about her (list is subject to be added to):

- One of her go-to vocal stims is Baby Girl. The only way you are safe from being called Baby Girl by her is if you make it explicitly clear that you are uncomfortable with it.

- She is a Barbie girlie first and a person second. One of her most treasured childhood memories is finding a handwritten note from Barbie herself on top of the DVD cases with her most beloved Barbie movies, Princess and the Pauper (aka the Best Barbie Movie Ever) and Magic of the Pegasus (Barbie Comfort Movie number 1 of 4), with brand new DVDs inside because the old ones got so worn out they no longer played.

- She doesn't know what the fuck her gender is outside of the concept of pink.

- Her pronouns are she/her and pink/pinks! She usually uses she, but somedays prefers pink.

- She cried the first time she played Undertale. The first time the line "Despite everything, it's still you" came on screen, she had to physically put the controller down and put her head in her hands.

- She enjoys experimenting with eye makeup! She has yet to find a foundation that doesn't set off her sensory issues, let alone contour or concealer, so she's stuck with elaborate eyeshadow and eye art, which she's cool with.

- In a similar vein, she hates the feeling of Casey's facepaint. There's a super sick selfie of Rose and Casey with Casey's facepaint on, Rose's facepaint was photoshopped on. She despises the feeling of it, she can't even look at the containers for too long.

- She's autistic, and got diagnosed at fifteen.

- Pink owns several different pairs of rollerskates because they look pretty. Pink's better on rollerskates than pink is on the ice.

- She hates being cold.

- In addition to being a Barbie girlie, she's also an MCYT girlie! Her favorite youtubers are Shubble, LDShadowlady, and Markiplier.

- She is astoundingly good at learning languages.

- Pinks hair is long and curly and pink adores taking care of it. Seeing pinks curls be pretty and healthy makes pink happy stim from just a glance in a mirror.

- She jumpscares so. easily.

- She gets bitey, sometimes. Like she'll see a stray finger and the impulsive thoughts will win and she'll go *chomp*. *bite*. *attaka* even.

- *Slaps roof of car except its Rose and I accidentally knock her headphones off her head* This baby can hold So Much Rage In Her.

- Her brain is playing music At All Times and if she doesn't like the music her brain is providing her, she will blast different music through her headphones. It might be loud enough to give her hearing damage later down the line, but if she can't feel it rumbling through her bones than what the fuck is the point?

- Somehow, she has gotten several girls at school to crush on her without even trying. She has no idea how, and it drives Casey insane.

- When pinks emotions get really overwhelming, pinks magic will have what pinks family calls 'fits," in that she will inadvertently make things start to float and glow or pinks big emotion will literally be emanating off her.

- She hates eye contact.

- She and Casey have stupid nicknames for each other; Casey calls her Freckles, Rose calls him Bandana.

- Her most common nickname is either Rose or Ro.

- She once threatened to stab her brother if he made her fuck up her eyeliner.

- Pink and Casey have an elaborate handshake that ends with them bonking their heads together.

- Pink can do a *killer* winged eyeliner, but she has to use eyeliner pencils directly on her skin cause liquid eyeliner squicks her out, but she can handle liquid eyeliner *overtop* of pencil eyeliner.

- She once hotwired a motorcycle and stole it from the Purple Dragons, that thing has become her pride and joy and she keeps her stolen prize at her dad's mechanic shop because he's teaching her how to take care of it.

- Rose and Casey are known to unceremoniously and unexpectedly smacking the shit out of each other with pillows. The Cain Instinct is. So strong with these two.

- Casey is her favorite person.

- Despite what her grades may say, she does actually enjoy learning new things.

- Her best classes are dance, choir, and whatever language class she's taking (she's working on her third language credit).

- "You can't handle the uber instincts of my uber autism. Observe." *fails to flirt with her autistic crush*. /ref

- Her vocal range is fucking *insane*, she can go up to whistle notes and down to low tenor. Bass is where she has to draw the line tho :/

She's so baby girl, I love her sm <3

Also!! Food for thought!! What would Giovanni think of Rose? 👀 Or, whats your favorite little fact (or facts) about Vanni?

stop...if i didnt already love Rose before- THEN I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER NOW

omg SHES AN LDSHADOWLADY STAN?? QUEEN SHIT !!! LOVE HER FOR THAT

AND AUTISTIC??? pink and i are the same fr fr,,,like how did u make it possible to make a charactee so lovable?? i will give my life for pink

oh i am gladly taking all this info and shelving it for later, i love little details about characters, they make me so happie

as for Vanni...he's more so curious about her as to wary. Rose, i think, would intrigue him, but i think they'd be quite good friends

i will say tho, i think Van would be a bit intimidated at first lmao but then he'd find her pretty fun and honestly? they'd be a chaotic duo

Van doesn't often break out of his responsible "eldest brother" role but Rose would deffo get him to loosen up a little

AND FAVE FACT!!!

Van is semi-verbal !!! (projecting onto my boy fr) as he grew up, he got better at handling it and now often appears to communicate pretty well, but there's days where speaking is a little too hard and communicating comes to a standstill

as tots, the boys and Splinter learnt sign language to help Van during those days, and during the farmhouse arc, it became a common form of communication bcs Leo had to rest his throat as well

Casey & April also learnt sign language, simply bcs it would make their lives so much easier, and also bcs whispering during missions wasn't always the best way to go about things. being silent was an important part of being a ninja, after all

[slippery-minghus]

collapsed on my couch allowing myself to quietly whine vocal stim because i feel so awful and it does help just a little and i realized oh... i am profoundly lonely.

i might fall apart for real if i had someone to let me cry in their arms right now tho soooo

lonely is better

i can at least keep a shred of sanity this way

(kinda fucking starting to hate where this chapter in therapy is going. making it harder to ignore the gaping pit of lonely despair in my soul isn't actually going to make being around other people any safer sooooooo.... can we please put this shit back in the hole where i buried it??)

(and semi related but i was thinking earlier... how long it's been since i've had someone i could talk to about things that are more than surface level. someone i could tell, without being overwhelmed with guilt for burdening them with my bullshit, that i didn't sleep well last night. and tell them in more detail and with more feeling than the superficial gripe to my coworker who is impossible to hold a conversation with.

it's been like? 5 months? since i broke up with my ex but i think about him hardly once a month. this time last year we were having such an amazing time in disneyland. that trip was the highlight of our reunion. but i look back and our relationship and we never talked. we were always chattering about nothing, and i could never be away from my phone for long. but i couldn't talk openly with him. because of my own baggage and projection i'm sure. but he just felt so fragile to me. i couldn't rely on him for anything. enough that i don't think it was 100% my baggage projections. ...there's gotta be people out there who can handle someone as broken as m— i need to stop that thought there.

on monday my manager was filling in at the front desk with me and we don't get to talk much, but the way we fell right in to comfortable chitchat was so... refreshing. even though i think it's what's jostled up a lot of these old pains since. i've decidedly become very private at work because i can't talk comfortably to anyone, but monday afternoon? i was a--comparitively--open book. and it was so nice. to just talk. and not feel like i was being ignored or offering ammunition for shit talking. to not feel like i was failing the social interaction.

i want to say i wish i wasn't so lonely, but i don't think i'm ready for that. i hesitate to even phrase it as a state that will change. i'm terrified of people. fundamentally incompatible. incapable of providing for and meeting another person's needs. probably abusive because of that (anything less than total abdication of myself in service of the other person is...me being a cruel and self centered abuser. how could it not be, when it's me?). so it's easier to say that i wish being lonely would stop hurting so much.

the pain doesn't fix anything.)