#i find myself still singing it

[slavhew]

And I just have to tell you that I

Love you so much these days,

[lurakha]

FAR CRY 5 (∞)

[oh-katsuki]

yk when someone dies and you just have to... sit with it.. and you're like... how do i tell people something is wrong. how do i tell people who never met them or knew them or spoke to them that something happened. and it feels selfish somehow to even talk about it out loud but at the same time for some reason you feel like you have to. like somehow you're telling a lie or being disrespectful or being self-indulgent. when the reality is that you just don't want to be alone in grief. but they didn't know them and even after saying something, you're alone anyway.

[dramatic-dolphin]

going on car trips as a kid was so funny bc for a long time my dad only had a quimby cd for some reason, so we'd listen to it in the car. and i'd be like "dad, what does 'a schizoid mickey mouse' mean?" and he'd think about it and then go "i have no idea." 👍

[wyfy-meltdown]

Uhhhh vent post tw for eating disorder, depression, medication, suicide, and what not

Welp I think I'm going to turn the random spare account into a vent account because:

Currently not in public school due to the funky fresh nosdive my physical and mental health has taken

My anti-deppressants aren't working, meaning I have to go off them and switch to a new kind and I don't know how that'll effect me

My eating disorder is really annoying and fuckin me up real bad because I'm aware that I'm unhealthy thin but also the thought of being over 90 pounds makes me panic so I'm kinda just in limbo and I keep not eating and aaaaaaa

My face is super fucked up because I clawed the shit out of it during a mental breakdown and now I hate my appearance even more

My cats health is bad and there's nothing I can do about it because my family is barely able to buy groceries and so my cat might die which is especially bad because my mental health hinges on him, and if he dies I won't last long in my current mental state

The "old reliable" coping mechanisms are no longer working so I'm pretty fucked because I can't feel better no matter what I do

I keep having trauma flashbacks and reliving trauma in my nightmares

And my mom still won't take me to see a mental health professional despite literally having all the time and resources to do so. She is aware that I am suicidal and have expressed that to her many times, but still won't take me to a professional despite all the mental insanity. She's trying to help me herself, but she really can't on her own: it's VERY apparent I have some serious mental illnesses that need to be dealt with.

So ueah I'm losing my mind over here but I'm just going to vent on a sideblog and maybe try singing

[chromxena]

joined a local choir and ah, singing with other people is just so fun and nice and beautiful <3

[mellotronmkll]

Wverytime I sit down at a computer to make music I get so scared

[chevvy-yates]

what annoys me recently is getting messages from bots with their stupid links.

Dude, u think I'm this dumb to click on your fake shit? They can't even write appropriately.

Fucking Hell Site here.

all bots and porn shit and gdi I can't post male nipples wthout having to bother if its okay or not.

[galacticlamps]

I just wanted to apologize to my classic whotuals for all the dead boy detectives spamming, but it's also important to me that you guys know two things:

a) I've become aware that a lot of what appeals to me about dead boy detectives is, on a kind of conceptual/thematic level, the same stuff that I love about my favorite eras of dr who, and 6b in particular

And I tell you this not as an advertising tactic but as a genuine PSA for anyone following me because:

b) Being me & having realized this, I know I'm definitely gonna wind up posting some unnecessarily long-winded analysis/comparison, pop it in the main tags for the sake of organization on my own blog, and subsequently confuse a hell of a lot of people there who either have no idea what I'm talking about or simply don't view either piece of media in the same light as I do to begin with

So I just wanted to reassure everyone that at least you're not suffering alone, as I will soon be inflicting the reverse bait-and-switch upon others!

That's all! continue w ur scrolling <3

[cuteniaarts]

Completely outside of my usual drawing niche, but yesterday I was talking to my sister and she showed me an old drawing I made for her in 2021 that I had deleted and completely forgot about. There was a period of time when my sister was absolutely OBSESSED with Wings of Fire, so I drew a humanisation (I can barely draw humans, man, I would actually combust if asked to draw a dragon) of a pre-canon younger version of one of her favourite characters, Peril, who I also have a soft spot for because, you guessed it, I found a way to link her to my main obsession :’) And when I saw that old piece, I just knew I had to redraw it

+ The original, low quality bc I screenshotted my sister filming her tablet screen over video call, under the cut to save myself some embarrassment 😅

[looking-to-rattle-the-stars]

mmm thinking about how i feel a little bit like howl when i take my girlfriends hand sometimes lol i’ve noticed i will often walk behind her and grab one of her hands and then adjust to be at her side keeping my other hand on her shoulder! and often if we are walking and holding hands and either enter a place or are walking up/down something i tend to raise her hand up lightly so that she may lead and/or break apart if need be,, wonderful pretty girlfriend…

[reikunrei]

Dried Up Youthful Fame (Version:Free) by OLDCODEX from Free! The Final Stroke - Part 2

[dismalzelenka]

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[theyellowhue]

i love Jeff Satur a normal amount *im trying to

[hellhoundlair]

venting sorry. i get emotional thinking of the media both me and my dad loved growing up and the father daughter bonds that were the highlights of those movies and tv shows to him and i feel like i failed