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Recently, I "split" from my previous f/o's... for two reasons..
1. (The most obvious reason) I'm devoted to just one man now. I don't want anyone else.
2. (The most predominant reason) I wasn't comfortable selfshipping within fandoms anymore. I don't want to mention the fandoms specifically as I don't want people to be targeted, but I was never morally accepted. I was just generally made to feel stupid about selfshipping, or I was being competed with (stupidly). I found that I came across some very bitter people, and it really took a toll on me. I just didn't want to put myself out there anymore.. It's also another reason why I've narrowed down what fandoms I associate with. And frankly that's only one now..
I spent a month away, December last year, because of this. I was in a very rough state due to the way I was being treated online, but thankfully enough, I was pulled through it by brightly reigniting that fire Dempsey and I already have. He is my one and only š©·
I've met some amazing people where I am now. I think that just needed to be said. I am grateful for the people who have encouraged me to step beyond just writing on this blog. I feel like I'm finally able to be myself without restraint š©·š©·
#i felt this needed to be said#i feel so content now honestly#like ive finally come to see who my real mutals are#im actually so so happy here :333#feel like a whole new me#not hcs
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This is your friendly reminder that Elphaba is alluded to being trans in the book <3
Edit: been informed that she was implied to be intersex, actually ā sry, its been 10 years and I am overdue for a reread haha
#is there a reason I drew her like that? yeah. Iām gay. next question#anyway with the influx of Gelphie shippers I felt this needed to be said again#wicked#Gelphie#elphaba thropp#life and times of the wicked witch of the west#the life and times of the wicked witch of the west#tlatotwwotw#damn thatās a long title#wicked book#wicked fanart#wicked 2024
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Amatonormativity has destroyed so many people's understanding and acceptance of themselves, and it's heartbreaking.
Yes, it is normal to be in your 20s, 30s, or older and not have lost your virginity, had a first kiss, or a partner. It is normal to say that you aren't ready for those things, too! It is normal if your life doesn't follow the "college graduate -> engagement -> buying a home -> 2.5 kids and a dog" trajectory that so many people have idealized.
So many people associate maturity with losing your virginity, or having a first kiss, or a serious relationship, and I think that's a dangerous association. Maturity isn't gained through those things, and you don't have to have those experiences to be considered "mature" or "grown." It is not a bad thing to go at your pace. Nobody else can live your life but you. If you end up having those experiences, that's great! But it should be done because you want to experience them, not because you feel "broken" and "immature" without them.
#amatonormativity#ask to tag (genuine)#i honestly *wish* conversations like this were things i was exposed to when i was younger...#...maybe then i'd've felt less of a need to surpress my aromanticism and asexuality...#...the feeling of brokenness still trails behind me sometimes because so many of us are taught that this all WILL happen...#...we WILL fall in love. we WILL have a nuclear family. we WILL be satisfied with this...#...and that this is the IDEAL for cishet patriarchal structures...#...and that /any/ deviation to the SLIGHTEST degree is that fault of the *individual*. who WOULDN'T want this life?#there's this idea like i said that maturity is gained as you almost... adhere to expectations...#...and that's genuinely dangerous to associate maturity with that and i hope you can fill in those gaps because it can get dark fast
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Time embraces Death
close ups and lineart under the cut !! this took over five hours...
#IM SO PROUD OF THIS#i started this the second cleo said they felt lost without scott in wild life#these two destroy me#mcyt#chosen soulmates#widow duo#they need a proper duo name tbh...#witchcraft smp#wcsmp#zombiecleo#scott smajor#smajor1995#wcsmp scott#wcsmp cleo#trafficblr#zombie cleo#they also need a qpr ship name... im thinking like. majorrot or something#time and death#what incredible symbolism they have#i could gush about them for hours#also hiya scott if you see this one#lmfao#my art
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CHOCCY!!!! First off, your art is so stunning. š¤© Iām often rendered speechless, just so you know. Okay, now that thatās out of the way š¤£š¤£š¤£, do you take requests? Because I would absolutely LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER if you drew older Seb with glasses. Please š please please please. (If not, itās totally cool, and you can ignore me haha š.)
THANK U GIRLš„¹šši told u forever ago that i was gonna draw this but omg idk why this was so hard for me...i was planning to do a full sheet of him wearing glasses BUT IT JUST ALL LOOKED/FELT WRONG...this was the only doodle that was salvaged šš
idk drawing seb with glasses was like putting socks on a cat for me BAHAHA
we'll just give them to damien instead šš®āšØ
#damien is shalotts MC btwš„°felt the need to clarify bc an anon just asked BAHHAA#my most recent adult seb sheet was originally a response to this ask and it was supposed to be a bunch of him wearing glasses#but then i got fed up bc i hated them all and said ok nvm guess this is just normal glasses-less adult seb now LMAO#ask#choccyart
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Normal boy spotted.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen wing#wen remnants#Wen ning#This scene felt like a bit of a fever dream. We have (with little to no comedic exaggeration):#1) WWX whistling and somehow summoning not one but several horses to his side.#2) meeting the surviving Wen sect members who insist on not leaving Wen Ning behind.#Only for it to cut back to Wen Ning ripping a guy in half. (Not pictured here. I tried so hard but I could not make it look good).#Personally I feel like we moved on way too fast from the horse thing. Where did they come from? WWX couldn't have brought them.#He *just* found out there were more people left behind.#So...are the from the Jing sect? Are these disloyal horses? Or does WWX have incredible animal charisma skills?#It feels a bit like a DND player asked to call in some horses and the DM said 'Sure if you roll well enough' and it was a natural 20.#Maybe this is just my own envy cutting through. God damn I wish I could whistle and summon a horse to my side whenever I needed to.#I know I should not be so hung up on the horses. But my brain is cooked. I have been so sick.#The kind of sickness that makes it hard to breathe. Or think. Or have any energy at all.#I wish I had good commentary to write here. I just...really want a nap. And for October to restart to make up for all the lost time.#Thank you all for being so kind and patient once again. It truly means a lot.
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Letter from Isobel (AND AYLIN!)
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3 spoilers#aylin x isobel#dame aylin#aylin#bg3 aylin#isobel thorm#isobel#bg3 isobel#justanotherignot#has anyone actually gotten this?#because i had to do some tiny brain gymnastics to make it appear in my game#anyway this is fucking adorable#they sound married#i love that aylin felt the need to add the postscript even if it's just to repeat what isobel already said#aylin talks in all caps and she writes in all caps#and apparently she and isobel are doing a spinoff#the moon lesbians are detectives now
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Moments in Charles Leclerc that are so insane I wish I made it up but can't, because this stuff can only happen to him
- When his watch got stolen and he decided to CHASE the guy with his custom ferrari 488 pista
- When his former girlfriend got locked out of the apartment and he wasn't answering his phone so she had to subscribe to his Twitch channel to tell him to open the door (please watch his former streams I beg)
- When he crashed Niki Lauda's 1974 ferrari during the Monaco historic grand Prix (his luck I swear)
- Every Monaco Grand Prix ever (the infamous charles leclerc curse)
- When he went to dinner with a guy, posted the picture on Instagram and it turns out it was an international criminal wanted by the Interpol
- He went to a restaurant once, handed his car to the valet and the car was out of fuel
- When he went for a run, took some photos with fans and this couple started to fight in front of him
- When he didn't realized his tiktok likes were open to the public (it was mostly fan edits of himself, baby goats, babies but mostly fan videos about himself)
- Recently, he dropped his airpods in the airport floor and decided to use this gigantic clamp to get it back
- Or just his babygirl esque nature (i love him <3)
- He accepted a ride from two strangers just because he couldn't find a cab (Arthur was also in the car!!!)
(Also, feel free to add more, please, and every time he does something so charles, i will uptade the list)
#he's so dumb i love him#idk felt the need to tell you bitches how much i love this idiot of a man#also because i saw the video of him catching the airpods and said it out loud 'stuff that could only happen with charles'#anyway this man isnt real and i love this stories so much like its so unhinged#also guys if anyone knows who did this edit please let me know i got from twitter a long tkme ago and idk who made it#charles leclerc you will always be famous#f1#charles leclerc#scuderia ferrari
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The first time disciple Shen Yuan/Shen Qingqiu meets Liu Qingge, it is during a Bai Zhan peak raid. And what ends up happening is that Shen Qingqiu gets kicked in the jaw with such force he feels his teeth clack together unpleasantly. And frustrated with his situation, the system, and quite frankly a ton of other little things that have been building up over the course of the last few weeks, he feels something snap in the back of his mind like that of a rubber band after being stretched too far.
What ends up happening is that Shen Qingqiu turns and locks onto the very first figure he can see that is dressed in grey-and-white like a homing missile, and then with the force of a twin-tailed mountain tiger, lunges towards said figure with an equally menacing snarl.
He ends up taking the Bai Zhan peak disciple by utter surprise, and they both collide into the ground in a tangle of angry yelling and limbs. What ends up happening is that Liu Qingge gets the subsequent wind knocked out of him and pinned into the dirt by a Qing Jing peak disciple who is filled with the might and fury of a scholar having their peaceful afternoon interrupted and a once-grown-man re-experiencing puberty.
It is with that might and fury that Liu Qingge meets the wild, frenzied eyes of Shen Qingqiu, with his lips pulled back into a truly ferocious scowl. Shen Qingqiu hisses out, with such force it makes his voice rasp, as if he might as well sink his teeth into Liu Qingge's throat and rip it out; "Get the fuck off my mountain."
Liu Qingge is so shocked by -- well, quite a many things, but most importantly the fact that he has been pinned, and the way the sun is bouncing off this boy's face, -- that his brain needs five seconds to reboot. It's five seconds too long, because by the time he registers what just happened, Shen Yuan has clambered off him and disappeared. Gone and thrown himself into the closest dust cloud scuffling in order to unleash the rest of his fury on the other Bai Zhan Peak kids.
Qing Jing Peak experiences an unfortunate uptick in Bai Zhan disciple visits -- specifically of the Liu Qingge variety. Specifically Liu Qingge, actually. Who very much wants to find the boy that managed to get one over on him and demand a rematch. (Or maybe kiss him.)
#*stares at sy* i still think he deserves to go a little feral. as a treat. like. just a small snapping. not a big one. just a lil one#svsss#scum villain#scum villain self saving system#svsss au#shen qingqiu#liushen#shen yuan#he has a lot of restraint. lets break it! *said in the same tone as that angsty teenager ai voice from sister location*#me: do i call him shen yuan or shen qingqiu??? he is technically sqq but a lot of the disciple aus i see call him shen yuan....#me: fuck it i'm sticking with SQQ. they're both technically the same thing as far as im aware#this idea sprang into my mind like the mulan hun daisies. and i felt the need to write it down. this is so going in my disciple sy fic#shen yuan has a lot of restraint :) what better way to let loose all that pent up aggression than a bai zhan peak raid! he's kinda looking#forward to the next one. that was actually pretty cathartic. :) BZP disciples feel a sudden shiver crawling down their backs#the increase of bai zhan visits qian cao peak gets from bite-related injuries is in no way related to this decision. none at all.#sqq covered in bruises and scrapes: woo! that was actually kinda cathartic. i feel much better now after that. and a little guilty#meanwhile lqg: *going through a gay awakening* i.-- ??? boys? ???? boy? boy. mhm.#sqq usually avoids getting swept into fights during BZP raids. not this time! and now bzp is going to Pay For It Dearly.
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Disgustingly messy and crusty sketch dump but I couldn't get my own terrible theory out of my head and ended up making a bunch of sketches about it. Also at the end a bonus dickbats and Damian doodle bc I was reading an issue of their Batman and Robin run (IDs in Alt)
#dc comics#dc#batfamily#batman#damian wayne#stephanie brown#tim drake#dick grayson#cassandra cain#duke thomas#anyway. zdarsky run sure is something huh?#its still so funny to me that half of 148 was leaked a few days before like someone has it OUT for that book over at bleeding cool ig#i don't necessarily think this theory will come true I'm just imagining how stupid it would be if it did#I'm not super happy with the dialogue in the cass+duke+dick comic but i felt my og dialogue might've read too fanon#mainly just bc cass' last sentence was originally shorter/just ellipses and duke said smthin like ''wait? villain arc?''#which you could easily find in wayne family adventures. even tho it would've been appropriate for this situation š#now the dialogue just sounds kind of generic (esp cass') and it's BOTHERING ME AUGHH. this is the comic book fandom panopticon /j#anyway Bruce is in the retirement home in this scenario /j#me n my friends were talking over discord and came up w the cursed scenario that jason is tims robin in this (apart of the 'redemption' arc#-that he's been nail gunned with in this run. god this run is so weird when it comes to jason. like it doesn't outright dislike him-#-like it clearly does damian and (more obviously) cass steph and duke) but the tone of everything w jason is still bizarre#god. anyway yeah i didn't draw him but please picture grown man tank Jason in the robin undies (ala tt 03 but dare i say better)#also the dick being silly sketch was bc the issue i was reading had damian refer to dick as 'jolly'#specifically like ''unreasonably jolly'' or something like that (god i love when ppl find dicks cheerfulness deeply unsettling hehehe)#and i thought it was so funny. bc damian met dick when we has going through his ''bruce is dead'' depression-#-and STILL thought that dick was extremely unserious. he sees happy dick and is like ''what is wrong w you. genuinely''#but at the same time he loves it#i need to stop reading their batman and robin run so scatteredly (or i can just reread nightwing must die...always a possibility)#anyway yeah š bad sketches be upon you#mine
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the kind of chemistry these two have is very entertaining
#again. relistening to the black sea arc and these two were so fun from the very beginning. i love their conversations and bickering hehehe#that's the problem i have with watching something in ongoing. i forget literally everything that happens in the previous episode#i need to take notes or something i don't know....#because chip and igneous had a lot of fun moments that i totally forgot about and i was so confused when chip proposed to him#bc to me it felt 'out of nowhere'. they still do only know each other for 2 days so that point stands. but they're not complete strangers#jrwi riptide#jrwi chip#jrwi igneous#jrwi flint and steel#my art#sketch#also igneous isšbigš#grizzly said he was around 6ft and in my mind it immediately translates to 'a lot bigger than 6ft'
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yea
#i had posted this everywhere and it occurred to me that i hadnt on tumblr. which seems like a crime#keith kogane#vld keith#vld lance#vld fanart#lance mcclain#voltron#klance#can i rant for a bit#grabs the microphone Id like to thank this huge step on my voltron healing journey to my mom#who said 'oh its that show that made you cry in frustration! the kitties!'#and i said 'yes mother i was 15'#i dont think ive ever felt so. like. bullied? i dont wanna say ridiculed but#by a shows' producer#not since fucking BBC SHERLOCK#and i dont mean oh of course it wasnt gonna be canon. Of cours it wasnt I dont mean that#what i didnt need was getting baited left and right#the show milked the shit out of. lets be real here. young queer kids and then turned around and pointed and laughed when they gained hope on#their silly red blue ship to get canon#bc lets be real if anything queer was gonna happen. ambiguous non binary pidge was already there#two skinny attractive teen boys is like low hanging fruit. diet rep#but it wasnt even abt that. at least i truly never thought klance was srly gonna b canon. i HOPED. but like. i never shipped 4 canon anyway#i LIKED voltron. i loved lotor. i had always been a multishipper allur//ce was rkly cute i couldve dug that#if they hadnt spent the last season looking miserable AND THEN DYING#tf u mean our female lead died TF U MEAN THE LATINO MC BECAME A FARMER? w the forever marks of his dead gf on his face? Are you joking rn???#anyway. hit me up for more voltron opinions i got tons#(mic drop)
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if bofur has a million fans, i'm one of them. if bofur has ten fans, i'm one of them. if bofur has one fan, it's me. if bofur has no fans, i'm dead.
#bofur#erebor#the hobbit#the hobbit bofur#tolkien#thorin's company#sorry i just felt this needed to be said#bofur ilysm#middle earth
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My recent take on anders is that i refuse to let his story be solely a tragic one, i want it to be hopeful and if it takes disreguarding all the content the writers have made since the game then so be it
Yes im biased because I romance him whenever I can but to me the story of a man who's lived through oppression, deciding to heal and assist his people and attempt to rally others to their cause (despite how aggressively apathetic they can be) and when there is no other choice decides to take matters in his hands and truly do what must be done is more hopeful than tragic. Yes it's tragic that he decides to sort of martyr himself but it can also be hope for the liberation of mages, that they CAN be freed even if they have to fight that freedom out of their oppressors' hands. Maybe it is only hopeful if you allow him to live, or better yet if you run away with him, and yes there is inherent tragedy to his story but i hate to disreguard the hope that lies within any symbol of resistance
#anders#loml#someone else has said this before but i felt the need to express it too#resistance will never ever be tragic or negative to me#no matter how peaceful or violent
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Wouldnāt it be so fucking funny if we finally get to meet Steveās parents in s5 and theyāre likeā¦typical suburban parents
After making them mostly monsters in fanfic like guys fffff half the time we make them emotionally abusive and/or neglectful, the other half physically, and then like if youāre on the dark web then 3% of the time they work for the lab and Steveās like a failed numberā¦
For like, the vibes ya know
ā¦But then we actually meet them and itās a pudgy office dad with glasses married to an āI can be cool >:(ā mom.
-āSteve, I thought you said your mom doesnāt trust your dadā¦looks like they love each other?ā
Steve: ā???wym, of course they love each other. But obviously she doesnāt trust dad on trips cuz he got lost in a Texas airport once, duh.ā
-āok, what about when you said heād kill you if he found out you drink?ā
Steve: āYeah??? Iām literally underaged and if he found out Iāve been watering down his $200 liquor heād be so pissed šā
Like, TO BE FAIR Steveās dad telling him to get a summer job to figure out the value of money or whatever is pretty typical like baby boy didnāt work in high school š and heās like pouting and huffing about in scoops
He has a fancy car that his parents trust him to drive and take care of
And him not wanting to work for his dad is valid of him like imagine his dad is trying to be supportive like āif you ever need a job son you can come work with me :)ā
and steve would hate that cuz to him it would feel like he didnāt deserve it or work for it, working for his dad feels like it means he failed to make something of himself
And like Steveās not a bad kid, heās a teenager who just hates his first job cuz customer service sucks, does stupid kid shit like drink and go to parties, and feels like he missed his chance to makes something of himself that he and his parents can be proud of just because heās a little behind than the rest of his peers
I relate to that so hard
Like bro said he was having a party at his house and it was just likeā¦4 people he invited with a six pack. No music or anything just chillin on lawn chairs and shooting the shit
Even his home is in warm colors š
But we love the angst š¤ the drama š¤ and torturing our favorite character
#Texas airports are huge#steve harrington headcanon#steve harrington#I too was a teen who felt like a failure because I had everything#I had a supportive family#and I got rejected from ALL but one university#who said I needed to do a math course in summer if I accepted cuz I fucking suck at math#I felt so anger at myself and my older brother was like donāt worry about money or a job just try your best#and if it doesnāt work out weāre here :)#and itās like I KNOW but I need to prove to myself that Im capable do it on my own#anyways#this turned into a projecting postā¦#my bad guys#bee speaks#steddie#harringrove#stancy#stoncy#platonic stobin
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Yukio doesn't realize rin was lonely because he was key contributor to said loneliness
#Uweh#Rin does this too so just as a disclaimer so we're not dog piling on yukio#But one of yukios biggest communication issues is that hes fundamentally wrong about rin#'Rin had it easy cuz he got to live a normal life i was alone' not realizing that rin was also alone#He was so focused on making sure things stayed the same that he didnt realize things had already changed#One of yukios biggest character conflicts is also that he has internalized ableism#Just kidding....kind of#Hes terrified of becoming the monster that he perceives his brother to be#Anyway#Someone on another post said that yukio prolly does know rin was lonely and felt vindicated by that#Probably so deep he doesnt actually know he feels that way but its probably a 'serves you right'#Yukio doesnt have friends but he doesnt NEED them hes an adult and his brother is a child for wanting them#Kids who dont act right cant complain when they get abandoned#Thats a line directly from aono kun#Yall thought i was lying i wasnt#To summarize yukio though rin was normal cuz his family couls actually be his family#Their father actually acted like his dad whereas with yukio he was an authority figure#But in reality his family spent all their time with yukio praising yukio and rin got abandoned emotionally#Hes a troublemaker he cant rely on anyone cuz all he'll ever be is a villain at least his family is safe#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura#okumura twins
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