#i felt like i was actually going insane
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okay so… does anyone else see a very clear potential future storyline of adam coming back as a demon and after trying and failing to get revenge against charlie and co. end up as a guest at the hotel in a last ditch attempt to get back into heaven only to become a genuinely better being and happier than he ever was as an angel further blurring the lines between heaven and hell in terms of the morality of the people in them eventually fully cementing himself as a fan favorite himbo by like season 3 or is that just me????
#adam hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel#listen i know this is very specific#but it feels so obvious to me#and when i looked up if anyone else was thinking this would happen#everyone was just like ‘oh yeah adam is a 100% dead#i felt like i was actually going insane#so i’m probably way off#but incase i’m not#i wanted to write it down#so in three years if all of this v specific shit happens#including how the fandom would eventually react#i can point to this and be like ‘SEE’#and if it doesn’t i’ll just forget i wrote it#also alex brightman replacing alex brightman switching places is so funny to me#but that’s just a theory
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"Wow...I know how much you hate musicals."
#symbrock#venom the last dance#venom 3 spoilers#Venom being genuinely surprised by Eddie agreeing to do something he hates#“we have no secrets”#bruh#i bet that symbiote felt the depression vibrating off Eddie so bad its cells started splintering apart#but I also felt like this was the symbiote trying to cheer Eddie up by being silly like it did in LTBC with the breakfast#Eddie's just such an espresso-depresso because his whole life went to shit and he's craving the love he thought he lost#dumbass doesn't realize he's had it all along#the unfiltered love this symbiote has for its host is actually so pure#goodnight i'm going insane over these two
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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
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im the most normal person at the party
^ my reference picture to prove im not crazy. or to prove im extra crazy.
#everyone can have cute outfits. except pep who will not contact his moms for help buying clothes. i understand#adventure time#digital art#wizard city#adventure time fanart#distant lands#adventure time wizard city#im missing like. okay. i know exactly which wizards im missing and im actually sad about it#i almost forgot the beetle and shes my favorite. i forgot pot head even though shes ON my reference picture#and theres a bat girl on my reference pic too that didnt get in. cuz i forgor and then i had no room really. :(#and im sorry mustache and big chunk guy. i didnt include you then i felt bad actually. and crab head. and some others.#THESEA RE ALL TEH.BACKGROUND WIAZZRDS . FROM DISTANT LANDS. SORY. I WENT INSANE.#AND ILL GO INSANE AGAIN!
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did anyone else like. watch the gnome run finale and go "hey that was great" and then forget about it for a few months and then suddenly you remembered it and realized that this was one of the most impressive creative projects you've ever witnessed or was it just me
#wayneradiotv#wrtv#hlage#hlvrai#im joking mostly i loved that finale but it wasnt until recently that i realized that the ending had a LOT more going for it than i thought#it was easy to dismiss it as a joke because. lol funny cartoon pig says spooky thing can be taken as ironic but like. it fully isnt.#actually listening to the dialogue and putting two and two together made me feel a little insane. i felt like i was solving a puzzle#maybe it was just the timing of it all or maybe it was the previous humor of rtvs making me take it as a joke mostly#anyways i drew this a few weeks ago and the hype from the announcement made me want to clean it up a little so here u go
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posted this on twt but god. i have talked a lot about how insane phi's character is to me but it's just. i will never get over how for most of both vlr and ztd she's relatively cold and unemotional but ztd has moments where she just. breaks. i.e. the shoot:live option of fire where she literally breaks down crying and can barely get a sentence out even BEFORE diana kills herself. or in the final decision when she fucking YELLS at delta and kicks him in the face not even out of reasons like with dio but out of sheer anger for everything he's put her though. like IDK. i fold easily for the "unemotional character is pushed to their breaking point and shows MUCH more emotion than usual" trope but its so fucking interesting. phi i love you we will get you therapy
#zero escape#ztd#zero time dilemma#zero escape phi#trevor.txt#phiposting#that scene in fire makes me even more insane bc she is fucking crying while talking about how her life didnt even matter at all like :(#spike chunsoft wanted me to die specifically there jesus christ#its fukcing heartbreakinggg. i will die#ztd spoilers#actually adding onto this on that like. cqd end 2 phi remembers all of this. sbe remembers dying she remembers being pushed to her limit#she remembers sigma and diana dying and probably remembers being the rad6 patient zero#girl who is going to have so much trauma in the true timeline. good lord#not that rhe rest of the cast wont but im phipilled#also edit. not that she doesnt go through it in vlr. but with ztd its like. More fucked up#in vlr the most i can think of her going through it is luna end after everyone dies + when sigma just abandons her in that route#or the sheer amount of pain sigma's betrayal caused her saying it “felt like a part of [her] died” like oughgghg okay.#shes so :(
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and now I'm thinking about idolish7 and how it really said 'okay so we admit that seven main characters is a lot and a bit much to start us off with at once' at the beginning and then really just made us invested in their characters within a few episodes anyway
#they were really insane for that#like we got invested by the sheer power of tsumugi falling in love with them already#but then they actually had stories and every character got spotlighted in some way#and the writers just flexed that yeah you CAN write seven protagonists after all#and even though riku is the centre and tsumugi is the protag self insert i dont think anyone of the i7 crew felt like a side character#nor that riku felt like the main main character#idolish7#fandom spamdom#note's notes#apparently im just going feral over old obsessions now#but i7 giftweek is coming up and i was thinking about them again
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tonight was the first time I:
1. gave/received a hickey
2. grabbed someone's ass
3. bit someone's lip
4. dry humped
5. sucked on titties
so overall it's been a big night for me
#this felt more like sex than the one time i actually had sex#im going insane over it#trans nsft#ftm bottom#ftm puppy#ftm sub#good boy#t4t nsft#mlm nsft#ftm t4t#t4t ns/fw#mlm sub#ftm ns/fw#lgbt nsft#ftm nsft#queer nsft#puppy sub#dumb puppy
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HOW HAS IT BEEN 10 YEARS SINCE MIXELS CAME OUT WTF
#mixels#burnard#digital art#fanart#10 YEARS OF MIXELS ALREADY??? WTF????#i am actually going insane#WHERE IS THE TIME GOING IT FELT LIKE JUST YESTERDAY IT TURNED 9#art
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Well, at least Fukuzawa got his wish granted, I guess.... he's finally inside Fukuchi <3
#bungou stray dogs#bsd spoilers#bsd 120.5#please laugh i know i made myself laugh.... if only to keep from crying lol#the oocification of Fukuzawa will be studied in the history books for years to come#that's not my fukuzawa...... that's his discount twin fucksack#because his dick is so far up the ass of his dead pathetic dumbass crusty ex boyfriend it's not even funny#he is dickriding that fucker HARD#and here i thought the FANDOM woobified fukuchi out the wazoo. but oh my god no fukuzawa himself has them all beat this chapter#man is coco for cocopuffs and babying that grown-ass man like he's 5#it's truly pathetic and depressing to see i'm just beyond words#'you deceived him by keeping quiet the issues that would plague a union of mankind' NO??? LITERALLY ANYONE WITH A BRAIN WOULD KNOW#THAT THAT WOULD NEVER FUCKING WORK???? THAT IT'S THE STUPIDEST MOST NAIVE PLAN AND VIEW OF THE WORLD IMAGINABLE????#WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS IS A TODDLER INSTEAD OF A GROWN-ASS SOLDIER WITH YEARS OF MILITARY EXPERIENCE#Fyodor feels like the only one at this point that hasn't truly lost the plot in all this...... the only one with a goddamn brain#I HATE THAT I HAVE TO AGREE WITH HIM!!!!!!!!! I HATE THAT IT FELT SO CATHARTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!#and i hate even more that the series clearly doesn't want us to agree with him and instead believe that fukuzawa is still right#even though he was spouting the most naive braindead bullshit imaginable that early series Fukuzawa would NEVER SAY#WHAT ABOUT YOUR CHILDREN BRO??? WHY DO YOU CARE MORE ABOUT DEFENDING THE HONOR OF THAT CRUSTY MF THAN#THE SAFETY OF YOUR KIDS????#WHERE DID ALL YOUR INTELLIGENCE GO#i fucking hated the writing ever since fukuchi's plan/motives were first revealed and it was played completely straight (and gay lol)#but to hear fukuzawa actually come out and defend that ridiculous bs is just.......... again i have no words#it's insane. what happened. what happened to you fukuzawa. all i can do is laugh it's so sad it's so stupid. I WAS CRINGING SO BAD.#and was so glad when he finally died so he finally SHUT THE FUCK UP. i hate it here. i miss when BSD was good so bad man 😭😭😭#it would be one thing if it felt like he's so deep in grief that he's completely deluded himself that fukuchi was right and had pure motive#and wasn't an idiotic piece of shit himself just like fyodor#but nah again it just feels like we're supposed to side with him lmao even though fyodor was exactly right in everything he said#when your villain sounds more intelligent/correct than your hero and that's not an intentional writing choice..... that's not good bros!!!#anyway may your stupidity be purified in the soul of your dead bf fukuzawa 🙏 and we get the true you back
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on one hand i do like eduarent bc theyre an interesting dynamic between the subtly obsessive freak and the naive arrogant fool esp in regards to how they interact and play around each others mere presences but on the other hand i think makoto should be allowed to skin laurent and eat his innards raw with zero legal repercussions
#.txt#i should go back and reread that fic in which makoto seduces laurent and uses that to get close to him so he can fuckgin murder him#i lvoe laurent but i love makoto MORE andwhile s2 is my fave makoto by virtue of being the most interesting and engaging to watch#its insane to me that makoto didnt get to stab laurent even a little bit about it#that rant mustve felt so cathartic- scream out what hes thought for years towards a guy that ruined his mental and life for a dead woman#dorothy being alive doesnt actually like. Change that laurent did all that bc he thought she was dead and wanted revenge#destroyed makoto's relationship w his father also... ohhhh laurent you are going to burn for this i swear it#gp#great pretender
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My fave Booster look so far was when Superman died (I know, it wasn't a good time for him since he also lost his future suit and Ted was in a coma). He should wear crop tops all the time 🔥🥵
#jerry draws#booster gold#i have no words. i just saw long haired guy in a crop top and blacked out. next thing i know i was staring at those drawings#hands shaking. teeth grinding. mouth foaming. that was roughly how i felt. if only Ted was awake to see all amazing Booster fits#(he did awaken to the best crop top short shorts combo though. maybe that's what really awakened him though)#also i know booster doesn't look like booster on those drawings. he looks hot tho. and i like them any way#so i am hitting share button to hopefully infect someone with the brainrot. being down bad for a blonde guy is so embarrassing#visit this blog to watch me going insane in real time#and for next posts I will actually scan my sketchbook because taking and editing photos to look decend is tiring
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What’s your favourite situation to put pre divorce rosquez in.
honestly to the surprise of no one it is gay sex at laguna seca 2013. it is marc cutting vale on the corkscrew exactly the way vale did in 2009 and vale being slightly annoyed by it but mostly endeared. giddy. looking at marc and knowing he's maybe met his match but without all of the baggage and pressure and fear of actually knowing him. of loving him. the thrill of beginning. not yet sunset for him but late afternoon. TRULY like. looking at the press EXCITED about how good marc is and how he's exceeding expectations and how hes the NEW MODEL of vale and "it is not an exaggeration to say marc is the next valentino." it is recognizing marc is LIKE HIM with all of the FUN that implies before the bone deep dread of getting older knocks them of kilter.
and because of this marc is having the best weekend of his lifeeeee. he CUTS vale on track and WINS and vale CHOKES him in parc ferme as a JOKE and then goes to the press and. isnt even mad! EVERYONE gets mad at marc! and vale isntttttt... he says this is good! and that this is racing! and that marc is impressive! and just like HIM! which i have to imagine lights marc up from the inside outtttt... and then they go and hang out together at a party (CANONICALLY.) where. well i simply have to imagine marc pulls vale off to talk and kisses him. eager and clumsy. leaning up a little on his tiptoes. and after a second vale pulls back and laughs a little and shoots a knowing look around one eyebrow quirked marc thinks his heart is going to EXPLODE. and vale jokes that they should find somewhere more private. and then they do!!!!!
#marc under vale getting his pussy worked out for the first time at laguna sec 2013 truly like. this is the best hes ever felt.#he thinks of it now. OFTEN.#motogp#callie speaks#asks#rosquez#truly i think that party felt like the most insane foreplay of all time to marc and vale had no idea marc was gonna go for it.#like hes definitely flirting. knows marc is gagging for it. at NO point thinks it will actually happen.#surprised lazily pleased horny. and then the sex is five alarm bell insane.
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this nemesis ambition started out a little slow but I am getting closer to finding that bastard who killed my wife, and I’ll not rest a minute now that im far closer to on his trail
sorry got in character for a second
Anyways fun ambition so far very fucked up though
congratulations on joining the murder club anon!!!! depending on who you ask the name refers to either people who have murdered or people who have witnessed murder. usually both. actually extremely often both. it's a swell time you'll feel right at home (don't mind our collective skyglass knife collection in the back)
#im still not far into nemesis personally but im very much enjoying it#honestly in a weird way it feels like it's moving faster than HD did. which. is funny bc nemesis is like The gated behind item grinds quest#idk. HD was a fun slowburn where we adventured around gathering our rogues gallery before the action kicked in#nemesis on the other hand feels like im picking up halfway through a batman serial#fallen london#ask#it's WAY more fucked up right off the bat than HD was. honestly ive thought abt red honey for ages. that's so fucked up#and we LEAD with that?? Okay#definitely a horrors-filled ambition befitting caeru (the guy who's constantly going through horrors)#it really encourages you to get fucked up and freaky and in ur character's headspace at basically every step along the way#i only have HD to compare it too but HD was like. a lot more interpretative in comparison? at least to me. that's what it felt like#and i adore HD for that dont get me wrong here#HD just also waited until like. halfway through before it asked what the scoundrel actually Wanted out of its heart's desire#nemesis in comparison is right off the bat who died? who are you mourning? anguish. justice. there must be vengeance.#it's a delightfully different vibe!! i like it!!!#oh god sorry anon im doing the classic yin talking way too much in the tags thing again#i havent had much excuse to talk abt nemesis and what i think of it so far and of course its rp effects on caeru#but i do have a handful of thoughts on it#it's good. im liking it so far. it's starting very strong if nothing else. and i have no spoiler knowledge of what happens in the future#beyond the choice between rewards at the very end#and im SO curious how we'll get to that point. what horrors will we adventure through next? off we go to find out!#it's biggest glaring weakness so far is how horrendously grindy it is. and like. ive been warned and done my research ahead of time#im doing it on the same account im seeking. i knew what i was getting into. but also gots damn.#in comparison HD's 5-card lodgings and dreamgate feel like footnotes#anyway while im already way too deep into rambling did you know the honey trip gives you fate?? insane. why does it do that. hilarious even
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Drew space and then made it gay (and sad for me at least)
#art#artists on tumblr#jaloparker art#hermitblr#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#helsknight#helsknight fanart#oc art#outer space#original character#jayvik vibes#teehee#anything is jayvik if you try hard enough#also yes i watched arcane#i am a hollow shell of the man i once was#anyway#something something together in every universe except this one#idk ive just been emotional lately and also felt like scribbling on the canvas so boom sad space drawing#i went into this drawing going “ill draw space it should be easy”#it was not.#theres like 5 scrapped versions of this.. and none of it involved the actual characters#the character silhouettes were insanely easy compared to everything else 💀
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2023 Dutch Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(ft. Max Verstappen & Pierre Gasly)
#GUYS I AM SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY TODAY AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH#LETS GOOOOOO BACK ON THE PODIUM!!!!!!!!!#ive done enough live blogging that sums up my feelings hahaha so i should refrain here#i think that was def my fav race of the season(other than bahrain prob hehehe)#but god what a fantastic race!! yes i cried a bit#like everyone was overtaking and there was such good racing up and down the field and it felt so close#thank you to the rain!!!!!#i need a nando overtak count bcs my god he was actually insane this race#like that first lap double overtake?????? okay????? go off king!!!!!!!#but aaaahhhhh everyone was so happy for himmmmmmmm#like hugging him and chanting his name and cheering!! AS HE DESERVESSSSSSSS#the green background of the podium...it was foreshadowing#im still on my caffiene high from rb so im so sorry to all my mutuals for all the caps and screaming and tambling BUT IT IS A GREAT DAY#i kinda wanna clip some parts of his interview cause he was very cute and happy and silly today hehehe#fernando alonso#f1#formula one#formula 1#fa14#max verstappen#aston martin#pierre gasly#2023 dutch gp#2023 dutch grand prix#we do a little bit of f1
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