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okay so… does anyone else see a very clear potential future storyline of adam coming back as a demon and after trying and failing to get revenge against charlie and co. end up as a guest at the hotel in a last ditch attempt to get back into heaven only to become a genuinely better being and happier than he ever was as an angel further blurring the lines between heaven and hell in terms of the morality of the people in them eventually fully cementing himself as a fan favorite himbo by like season 3 or is that just me????
#adam hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel#listen i know this is very specific#but it feels so obvious to me#and when i looked up if anyone else was thinking this would happen#everyone was just like ‘oh yeah adam is a 100% dead#i felt like i was actually going insane#so i’m probably way off#but incase i’m not#i wanted to write it down#so in three years if all of this v specific shit happens#including how the fandom would eventually react#i can point to this and be like ‘SEE’#and if it doesn’t i’ll just forget i wrote it#also alex brightman replacing alex brightman switching places is so funny to me#but that’s just a theory
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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
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i... wrote a smol fic (っ´▽`*)っ
also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn#chase young#xiaolin showdown#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn plop plop#well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long.#i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane#no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going#to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT#its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi#not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee#also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!!#ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso#Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM#but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW#so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn
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im the most normal person at the party
^ my reference picture to prove im not crazy. or to prove im extra crazy.
#everyone can have cute outfits. except pep who will not contact his moms for help buying clothes. i understand#adventure time#digital art#wizard city#adventure time fanart#distant lands#adventure time wizard city#im missing like. okay. i know exactly which wizards im missing and im actually sad about it#i almost forgot the beetle and shes my favorite. i forgot pot head even though shes ON my reference picture#and theres a bat girl on my reference pic too that didnt get in. cuz i forgor and then i had no room really. :(#and im sorry mustache and big chunk guy. i didnt include you then i felt bad actually. and crab head. and some others.#THESEA RE ALL TEH.BACKGROUND WIAZZRDS . FROM DISTANT LANDS. SORY. I WENT INSANE.#AND ILL GO INSANE AGAIN!
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did anyone else like. watch the gnome run finale and go "hey that was great" and then forget about it for a few months and then suddenly you remembered it and realized that this was one of the most impressive creative projects you've ever witnessed or was it just me
#wayneradiotv#wrtv#hlage#hlvrai#im joking mostly i loved that finale but it wasnt until recently that i realized that the ending had a LOT more going for it than i thought#it was easy to dismiss it as a joke because. lol funny cartoon pig says spooky thing can be taken as ironic but like. it fully isnt.#actually listening to the dialogue and putting two and two together made me feel a little insane. i felt like i was solving a puzzle#maybe it was just the timing of it all or maybe it was the previous humor of rtvs making me take it as a joke mostly#anyways i drew this a few weeks ago and the hype from the announcement made me want to clean it up a little so here u go
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tonight was the first time I:
1. gave/received a hickey
2. grabbed someone's ass
3. bit someone's lip
4. dry humped
5. sucked on titties
so overall it's been a big night for me
#this felt more like sex than the one time i actually had sex#im going insane over it#trans nsft#ftm bottom#ftm puppy#ftm sub#good boy#t4t nsft#mlm nsft#ftm t4t#t4t ns/fw#mlm sub#ftm ns/fw#lgbt nsft#ftm nsft#queer nsft#puppy sub#dumb puppy
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HOW HAS IT BEEN 10 YEARS SINCE MIXELS CAME OUT WTF
#mixels#burnard#digital art#fanart#10 YEARS OF MIXELS ALREADY??? WTF????#i am actually going insane#WHERE IS THE TIME GOING IT FELT LIKE JUST YESTERDAY IT TURNED 9#art
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My fave Booster look so far was when Superman died (I know, it wasn't a good time for him since he also lost his future suit and Ted was in a coma). He should wear crop tops all the time 🔥🥵
#jerry draws#booster gold#i have no words. i just saw long haired guy in a crop top and blacked out. next thing i know i was staring at those drawings#hands shaking. teeth grinding. mouth foaming. that was roughly how i felt. if only Ted was awake to see all amazing Booster fits#(he did awaken to the best crop top short shorts combo though. maybe that's what really awakened him though)#also i know booster doesn't look like booster on those drawings. he looks hot tho. and i like them any way#so i am hitting share button to hopefully infect someone with the brainrot. being down bad for a blonde guy is so embarrassing#visit this blog to watch me going insane in real time#and for next posts I will actually scan my sketchbook because taking and editing photos to look decend is tiring
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What’s your favourite situation to put pre divorce rosquez in.
honestly to the surprise of no one it is gay sex at laguna seca 2013. it is marc cutting vale on the corkscrew exactly the way vale did in 2009 and vale being slightly annoyed by it but mostly endeared. giddy. looking at marc and knowing he's maybe met his match but without all of the baggage and pressure and fear of actually knowing him. of loving him. the thrill of beginning. not yet sunset for him but late afternoon. TRULY like. looking at the press EXCITED about how good marc is and how he's exceeding expectations and how hes the NEW MODEL of vale and "it is not an exaggeration to say marc is the next valentino." it is recognizing marc is LIKE HIM with all of the FUN that implies before the bone deep dread of getting older knocks them of kilter.
and because of this marc is having the best weekend of his lifeeeee. he CUTS vale on track and WINS and vale CHOKES him in parc ferme as a JOKE and then goes to the press and. isnt even mad! EVERYONE gets mad at marc! and vale isntttttt... he says this is good! and that this is racing! and that marc is impressive! and just like HIM! which i have to imagine lights marc up from the inside outtttt... and then they go and hang out together at a party (CANONICALLY.) where. well i simply have to imagine marc pulls vale off to talk and kisses him. eager and clumsy. leaning up a little on his tiptoes. and after a second vale pulls back and laughs a little and shoots a knowing look around one eyebrow quirked marc thinks his heart is going to EXPLODE. and vale jokes that they should find somewhere more private. and then they do!!!!!
#marc under vale getting his pussy worked out for the first time at laguna sec 2013 truly like. this is the best hes ever felt.#he thinks of it now. OFTEN.#motogp#callie speaks#asks#rosquez#truly i think that party felt like the most insane foreplay of all time to marc and vale had no idea marc was gonna go for it.#like hes definitely flirting. knows marc is gagging for it. at NO point thinks it will actually happen.#surprised lazily pleased horny. and then the sex is five alarm bell insane.
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this nemesis ambition started out a little slow but I am getting closer to finding that bastard who killed my wife, and I’ll not rest a minute now that im far closer to on his trail
sorry got in character for a second
Anyways fun ambition so far very fucked up though
congratulations on joining the murder club anon!!!! depending on who you ask the name refers to either people who have murdered or people who have witnessed murder. usually both. actually extremely often both. it's a swell time you'll feel right at home (don't mind our collective skyglass knife collection in the back)
#im still not far into nemesis personally but im very much enjoying it#honestly in a weird way it feels like it's moving faster than HD did. which. is funny bc nemesis is like The gated behind item grinds quest#idk. HD was a fun slowburn where we adventured around gathering our rogues gallery before the action kicked in#nemesis on the other hand feels like im picking up halfway through a batman serial#fallen london#ask#it's WAY more fucked up right off the bat than HD was. honestly ive thought abt red honey for ages. that's so fucked up#and we LEAD with that?? Okay#definitely a horrors-filled ambition befitting caeru (the guy who's constantly going through horrors)#it really encourages you to get fucked up and freaky and in ur character's headspace at basically every step along the way#i only have HD to compare it too but HD was like. a lot more interpretative in comparison? at least to me. that's what it felt like#and i adore HD for that dont get me wrong here#HD just also waited until like. halfway through before it asked what the scoundrel actually Wanted out of its heart's desire#nemesis in comparison is right off the bat who died? who are you mourning? anguish. justice. there must be vengeance.#it's a delightfully different vibe!! i like it!!!#oh god sorry anon im doing the classic yin talking way too much in the tags thing again#i havent had much excuse to talk abt nemesis and what i think of it so far and of course its rp effects on caeru#but i do have a handful of thoughts on it#it's good. im liking it so far. it's starting very strong if nothing else. and i have no spoiler knowledge of what happens in the future#beyond the choice between rewards at the very end#and im SO curious how we'll get to that point. what horrors will we adventure through next? off we go to find out!#it's biggest glaring weakness so far is how horrendously grindy it is. and like. ive been warned and done my research ahead of time#im doing it on the same account im seeking. i knew what i was getting into. but also gots damn.#in comparison HD's 5-card lodgings and dreamgate feel like footnotes#anyway while im already way too deep into rambling did you know the honey trip gives you fate?? insane. why does it do that. hilarious even
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2023 Dutch Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(ft. Max Verstappen & Pierre Gasly)
#GUYS I AM SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY TODAY AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH#LETS GOOOOOO BACK ON THE PODIUM!!!!!!!!!#ive done enough live blogging that sums up my feelings hahaha so i should refrain here#i think that was def my fav race of the season(other than bahrain prob hehehe)#but god what a fantastic race!! yes i cried a bit#like everyone was overtaking and there was such good racing up and down the field and it felt so close#thank you to the rain!!!!!#i need a nando overtak count bcs my god he was actually insane this race#like that first lap double overtake?????? okay????? go off king!!!!!!!#but aaaahhhhh everyone was so happy for himmmmmmmm#like hugging him and chanting his name and cheering!! AS HE DESERVESSSSSSSS#the green background of the podium...it was foreshadowing#im still on my caffiene high from rb so im so sorry to all my mutuals for all the caps and screaming and tambling BUT IT IS A GREAT DAY#i kinda wanna clip some parts of his interview cause he was very cute and happy and silly today hehehe#fernando alonso#f1#formula one#formula 1#fa14#max verstappen#aston martin#pierre gasly#2023 dutch gp#2023 dutch grand prix#we do a little bit of f1
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on one hand i do like eduarent bc theyre an interesting dynamic between the subtly obsessive freak and the naive arrogant fool esp in regards to how they interact and play around each others mere presences but on the other hand i think makoto should be allowed to skin laurent and eat his innards raw with zero legal repercussions
#.txt#i should go back and reread that fic in which makoto seduces laurent and uses that to get close to him so he can fuckgin murder him#i lvoe laurent but i love makoto MORE andwhile s2 is my fave makoto by virtue of being the most interesting and engaging to watch#its insane to me that makoto didnt get to stab laurent even a little bit about it#that rant mustve felt so cathartic- scream out what hes thought for years towards a guy that ruined his mental and life for a dead woman#dorothy being alive doesnt actually like. Change that laurent did all that bc he thought she was dead and wanted revenge#destroyed makoto's relationship w his father also... ohhhh laurent you are going to burn for this i swear it#gp#great pretender
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undertale yellow. clutches head in anguish.
#[cherry on top]#undertale yellow spoilers#[..its still you]#anyways. finished my uty playthrough yesterday. oh my god.#^ that might be a bit of a surprise given that ive said like. nothing about it on here#but honestly i felt like positive-neutral about the game for most of it. like yeah it was good;#but nothing that drove me crazy. yknow? it was just an overall good game.#which is why i didnt really say anything about it#then it started picking up near the middle-end with the steamworks-#i enjoyed axis and guardener a lot; ceroba was a cool party member;#and the music in steamworks goes hard. one of my favorite tracks tbh#then there was the buildup to cerobas fight.#then i /got/ to cerobas fight and. crumples up into a ball AAUUUUUUUUUU#OH MY GODDDDDD#something about it made me shatter into a million tiny pieces.#a lot of things did actually. like how HARD IT WAS#i was stuck on her for OVER AN HOUR#BUT I DID IT. I DID IT LEGIT. IT WAS SO SATISFYING WHEN I FINALLY BEAT HER#god im just insane about ceroba rn. women who fuck up everything big time#and see no other option other than to dig their hole deeper because they sure as hell arent getting out of it#OH AND THE ENDING... BECAUSE OH MY GODDDD OF COURSE CLOVER WOULD DO THAT AHUGHHHHH#THEY'RE THE JUSTICE SOUL. THEY WANTED TO BRING MONSTERS TO JUSTICE AFTER ALL THEY FACED#OF FUCKING COURRSSSEEEEEEE AAAUUGHHHHH <- wail of anguish#KILLING AND MAIMING AND BITING.#SORRY. i needed to lose it for my mental health. quoting that one tiktok: 'im craeezay. im insaaane!'#for other tidbits i wanted to mention:#cerobas bossfight music went HARD. i fucking love the phase 3 transition especially with her yelling as the music starts;#that black hole attack can go fuck itself;#and if you were wondering how long it took me to beat uty. it was around 10-11 hours for a pacifist route.#anyways i totally need to play more games. that was fucking awesome and i need to experience more things like that
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anyone ever think about how kit is literally ty's best friend? like kit was the only one who ever showed that he truly cared about ty as a friend, that he accepted him exactly as he is. he's the only one who laughed with him, not at him and the one who understood that ty works differently than others and didn't view him as weird or strange because of it, but rather loved him for all of those things?
nope? just me? okay then
#and ty never thought that kit would leave bc their friendship just felt so different from all the others#like i bet when kit leaves ty remembers all the times people who claimed to be his friends turned away from him#and i know that kit leaving hit so much harder bc of it#like it actually broke ty in a completely different way#bc he was convinced that this time it was different and so special and-#oh no im making myself cry goodbye#side note: ofc ik livvy is ty's best friend <3 but she is also his sister so it's different from other friendships#i hope i made this clear! like ofc SHE gets ty in a completely different emotional way (they make me so freaking sad </3)#but others who have claimed to be his friends have hurt him so badly until ✨kit✨ came along :(#thats what i call friends-to-lovers <3#god pls dont let them be parted for much longer#i am going insane#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit x ty#kitty#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tda#twp#tsc
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Actual footage of me going batshit insane from reading chapter 16 of "My Fawn" by NattTheCat:
Im not fucking kidding, im currently working rn and i had to jump up and down fucking punching the goddamn air holy shitttttttttt and the ending oh my staaarrrsssss i can't fucking wait for the next update
#I CANR#IM OUT OF BREATH LIKE#ODKEODORJEIE#ITS WRITTEN SO WELL TOO#LIKE ISTFG IT FELT LIKE IM WATCHING AN ACTUAL CLIMACTIC BATTLE IN A MOVIE#I WAS ON THE EDGE KF MY FUCKING SEAT HOLDING MY BREATH#EVERYBODY SHOWER THIS FIC WITH LOVE AND GO INSANE WITH ME#bloopnik rambles#fic recs#radioapple#appleradio#duckiedeer#alastor the radio demon#alastor#hazbin hotel#alastor hazbin hotel#lucifer hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel alastor#ao3#archive of our own#ao3 fanfic
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Realized now that the first time Dusknoir unhinged his stomach mouth wasn’t during the stoneship fight but ACTUALLY right before the betrayal???
NO WONDER HERO AND PARTNER WERE SO AFRAID.
#I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WAS THE ‘’READY-TO-GRAB’’ MOTION THAT SHOCKED THEM BUT NO.#NOT ONLY THAT. BUT THE REST OF THE TOWN ONLY REACT WHEN THEY’RE ACTUALLY GRABBED.#<<<(which makes me wonder if Dusknoir whispered ‘Or is it?’ to these two oh my fucking god.)#(probably not but that would be so raw)#listen to me. LISTEN TO ME.#HE WAS NOTHING BUT KIND (DECEPTIVELY AT TIMES) UP UNTIL THAT POINT.#HE NEVER DID THAT BEFORE. NOT EVEN AT TEAM SKULL.#SO HERO AND PARTNER GENUINELY GOT SCARED#GWAAAH I LOVE NOTICING DETAILS LIKE THAT#NOT SURE HOW I MISSED THIS THE FIRST TIME#but GOD does it add onto the fear those two felt. him going from genuinely helpful and sweet to showing his true colors#FUCKKK I WANT TO REDRAW THIS SCENE AGAINN#anyways going insane over this ghost at 2am#pmd eos spoilers
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