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Thinking about my TMA OC... A motorcycle butch that just so happens to be an avatar of the lonely :-)
Little doodles.... Rambling + thoughts under the cut (yeah I can't draw helmets lol eave me alooone I had no referencesssss)
I want her to be very much like. Kind motorcyclist. Just looking to give some guy a ride. they never remember her face or her name and she never stops driving, but eventually the road theyre driving on just goes on, and on. And everything is so loud and cold and they want to scream and they want to go but their limbs feel like lead and. And at some point she dropped them off, but they're begging her to take them for another ride. somewhere back home. their original destination. and when she's not there for them when they turn around they'll have become so lost that theres nothing there.
Which of course sounds nice and all but I really want there to be more to her than Depressing Motorcycle Ride yk
Alongside that, however, she's a lady who goes out to bars to find people predisposed to loneliness and romance them and flirt with them until theyre alone with her, and just ghosting them into the lonely in the middle of a makeout session. Hello? hi? Getting quite literally lost in someones eyes because they're too desperate for connection to realise theyre slipping away, and once no one in the world exists but her then they stsrt to dissapear too. Okay? Okay. in anycase, I was struck by the sort of Time Dilation-like trance you get from driving motorcycles for long periods of time. Everything just passes by in a blur yk. you know you can see people you know you can feel the rain on your back, but the wind and the mist just kind of glide over you and it's peaceful....
I have suuuch a visceral vision of a statement giver describing her cigarette smoke. It would have filled them with warmth, It should have put fire in their blood, sparks in their brain— but it just seeped cold until their bones ached for something to anchor onto. The chilling mist brushing their nape like a lover. And its suffocating and its so, so frigid and they feel so alone in her touch, but what else is there? Next thing they know even SHES not there and theyre wandering through the lonely just looking for something to hold but their haaaands keep passinggg through everythingggg and im just. WOUGH
One of the more important and reoccurring details of her are her smiley face keychain and her leather biker jacket with "YOU HAVE NO ONE BUT YOURSELF" etched on the back. Mostly unimportant but I just wanted you all to know. Hehe
#shes the epitome of a life-changing conversation you had while drunk and you couldnt even remember the persons name or what you said back#its embarrassing its suffocating its so so melancholic. and youll never see them again#really want to encapsulate the lonliness of strangers in the night yk#at some point ill write a transcript-style statement both from her and one of her victims. soon#its alienating its a cold ending and its utterly unsatisfying. ah shit its another metaphor for heartbreak#i like her a loooot i havent come up with a name for her though which is funny#tma oc#the magnus archives#tma#tma oc art#original character#art cabinet
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soundwave and his weird ahh husband who always somehow managed to get into his quaters without waking him up
#The most diabolical post i have ever written#but then again i have written worse#transformers#tf#soundwave#shockwave#tf soundwave#tf shockwave#wavewave#shocksound#soundshock#soundwave x shockwave#shockwave x soundwave#someone needs to tell shockwave to knock on the door next time#and not randomly coming in and sneakily sleep with him#i ran out of ideas to draw srry#i had to draw this after finally getting a random idea#more of a doodle but hey who doesn't like goofy ass doodles?#i feel like im doodling more than drawing#but at least it counts as drawing???#idk as long as i am happy and having fun with drawing wavewave all the time then yeah#it is drawing
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playing with my rose design.......... maybe not so much yurification happening here as much as an attempt to detwinkify
#idk if you squint you can still see her as a yaoi protagonist probably#maybe thats my special skill#homestuck#rose lalonde#art#doodling#bed time now#idk WHAT im going to do with kanaya probably only tweak her design a bit cuz i do rly like how i draw her for the most part??#but i am feeling this rose more than my prior roses
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act 4 :(
@chipper-smol and i came to a realization
#THID FUCKING GAAAAAAAMMMMEEEEE#i have more i wanna draw but my hands not working orz.. maybe ill get around to it later idk#i finally FINALLY managed to get inside that star room.. my own clone!! now neither of us will be virgins!!!!#i dont have anything to go off of but when the journal mentions making another 'me' it reminds me of loop saying theyre like a mirror#theyre always able to read siffrins mind without actually reading their mind (or so they say) but maybe it could just be tone matching???#or smth like that.. idk if these two things are connected though so maybe its more like subtext#i hope im not the only one who made the childrens hospital joke when it came around to color lore part 2#im also getting the sinking feeling of watching siffrin toe his way near the deep end like bro is so so close to losing it#i feel like if i knew nothing abt the game beforehand and why siffrin is looping in the first place my feelings abt this would be different#cuz id be pretty angry too if ive been stuck in a loop long enough to feel like everyone around me is pretending nothings wrong#than the fact that i have decided not to disclose im in a time loop and that everyone is living this day for the first time#although i also get hes doing this for a reason and when u believe in the universe i guess it also comes with sunk cost fallacy#'this is the path the universe led me down before i even knew what i wanted so all i can do is double down' THATS THE FATALISM TALKING#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#isat act 4 spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sona#puppysona#friends#chipper#doodles
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some misc Barn & Wally doodles from the past week or so <3 i heart them
#i read 'barnaby bites wally out of affection' exactly Once and it imprinted in my brain forever#its so damn cute... what the fuck... who authorized that....#one thing about me: yes i Will exaggerate size differences. no im Not sorry#listen one thing i love more than the big guy & their lil buddy dynamic#is big guy & their lil buddy 'rough-housing'#where it looks vicious but the big guy is actually being so so gentle and careful <3#it kills me every time!!!#AND THESE TWO ARE PERFECT FOR BOTH BABEYYYYYY#the bestiessssss themmmmm them them them#i have so many thoughts / feelings about them and many of them Directly Conflict <3#scribble salad#welcome home#wait when. when did i start drawing barnaby so damn much#every other scribble is Him#uh oh! looks like hes Blorbo!!!#anyhow sometimes i sit on doodles for Days and Days#until it occurs to me that hey. i can post these#i havent been scribbling much bc ive been chipping away at comms when i have the free time to do Art#the only non-comm stuff have been silly warmups riperoni#BUT! AHA! last week's me (early this week???) was in their Barnaby & Wally feels!!!#providing current me with Crumbs to post!
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What a funny looking little fella that definitely doesn't have any ulterior motives by gaining your trust and absolute loyalty :]
#sonic the hedgehog#gravity falls#yes yes hes missing an eye and ear and his neck#no reason besides I didnt feel like drawing it and than deciding it was silly enough to not bother after all :D#also I thought I cooked with making his tails look like the...tails of a suit vest haha#tried to make him more shaped cuz triangles but eeeh#can you tell Im not one for character design-#miles tails prower#tails the fox#bill cypher#me does arts#actually finished doodl
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something silly and badly formatted
#a doodley#long post#sorry... i usually just draw freely on canvas then try to fit the drawings into wherever they fit once im done#but i like working with the space i have available and squeezing everything in...doesnt make for the best reading format tho#there's like 5 different art styles here and they all suck. my copium is i wanted to do this quickly#instead of spending so long on each drawing#but whenever i do this i just end up feeling bad about how Bad my little quick doodles are LOL#whatever !#i wanna say i promise i can draw better than this but that might not be true#im embarrassed by how long this post is 😭 i might edit it to all be under a read more. im Shy.#comic
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Nightcord Miku
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#vocaloid#hatsune miku#project sekai#nightcord miku#this was supposed to just be a doodle then this spawned on my screen#the colors feel like a good KEI drawing which is allways good#im suprized i never done like a full illustration of nightcord miku like ive drawn her but never something like this#i try so hard to make super crazy poses 95% of the time so im suprized i made something nice with her just standing there#it fits her character way more to be standing there than anything else to be fair lol
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#rgg#crossover#persona 4#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 2#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 2#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#daigo dojima#koichi adachi#tohru adachi#ryotaro dojima#snap sketches#area man draws his old faves for the first time in years more at 5#im cringe and free#not cringe enough to put more effort into these but i just needed to get thes out there cause these are so dumb#this wasnt even the main thing i wanted to doodle today i just figured id do em real quick while i have time lol#it feels so illegal drawing ryotaro shorter than someone when ive always drawn him as the tallest back then.. lol#never drew him next to kanji. evidently. anyway
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in honor of the Sam BA 🫡📣 idk what to do with myself
#rising from the dead for sam collins? you bet!#what the fuck. what the fuck . w#oh my god#do you feel me? oh my god#it deserves more than doodles. can i draw stuff from the ba like legally idk#okau ill drink waterand stop tagging this so much#redacted audio#redacted asmr#brainz oc tag#digital art#fanart#art#artists on tumblr#digital artist#redacted darlin#redacted sam#im rlly sick rn it just felt too important not to post something to commemorate i love sam so much
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MORE WOLFWOODS?!!!!?!?!!?????
#wolfwood#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun#trigun stampede#trigun maximum#tristamp#trimax#here’s some of my personal design notes for them#tristamp ww is more softer/rounder than trimax#his hair is very messy n i just think adding splashes of color and graphics like outlines n halftones to my tristamp doodles makes it seem—#more modern in a way ig??? ya get me???#anyways trimax ww is just. SUPER SHAPED. lots of sharp edges!!! so fun!!!!!#i like to think his hair is usually yknow spiky n compact into its shapes until he gets unhinged to which it slowly becomes disheveled—#and messy and softer. Like if his hair lost its gel that was keeping it together or something. anyways his eyes are normally black until—#he starts feeling extreme emotions so they turn white auaghwwg i just admire nightow’s way of drawing ww he is just !!!!! so cool!!!!!!#ww is just very fun to draw in general im so glad i got into trigun bc of him ehehehejgeeh#i forgot to mention i draw each of them with different brushes to get different textures n stuff idk if it was noticable#da gallery
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sooooo ive been wanting to redesign me a little bit. i feel like since i made my other fury ocs thunder lost a bit of his unique charm i likde about him before, and my favourite feature about him (the star ears) kind of blended in with the rest of him so he just looked like a normal nightfury, especially now that ive kinda grown out of drawing him with goggles..SO i wanted to freshen him up a little. im still unsure.... i think i like this . if i think of anything more fun or cool to add to him that doesnt change too much i might
#i might give him a bandana like the old days#funny the bandana has been a me sona thing since like 2021 lol#i think he would look cute in one#maybe collar+bandana combo#HE STILL HAS HIS HOODIE BTW#of course#i might even change the designs of his accesories but idk#also he still has his goggles. maybe one day ill completely remove them but im just drawing him with them less#because he registers more as a night fury to me without them and it makes me feel more gender#also i have not drawn him in his thunderstorm colours in SO LONG but he still has that too#im going to redo his ref once im fully set on this new design#i might have to give him a bandana because it is so much more gender than a collar#my art#doodles#oc: thunder
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I love the way you drew Sam and Max in your art style! I hope you do more tk art of them (no pressure though draw what you want)
there is nothing id rather draw for you anon!!!! i LOVE making art of these two <3333333333
(dont worry, sam's got a sneaky way of escaping)
(ns//fw and/or fetish blogs please dni🙏🙏)
#tickle art#my art#SMAX!!!!!!!!!!#see i promised you all id draw them :p#i went through a phase in like 2021 (and again in 2022) where like. ALL i drew was art of sam getting wrecked#havent drawn these guys in ages tho!!!!!!!!! thanks for giving me an opportunity theyre genuinely some of my fave guys to doodle ever :3#max is fine at the end btw hes just being a Drama Queen#sorry for the empty space around the images btw. i considered cropping it but i honestly just didnt feel like it lol#anyway#sam and max tickle#ler!max#lee!sam#thanks for the req anon!!!!!!!!!!!!!#snm is one of the 3 things im super into rn (the other two things being rick n morty and adventure time)#sooo......if you wanna see more of these guys or any of the guys from those listed fandoms then i would be down B)))#i mean i take reqs for anything in my fandom doc. im just more likely to do them if im super into them lol#like i have reqs for dh///mis stuff thats been sitting in my inbox for months#but i answered this in less than 24 hours#SORRY i have adhd blehh
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i also have unaddressed therian feelings… sometimes i feel like a creature looking out from a human’s body yk
i get what u mean..!! im still trying to understand it too, but im happy to finally have a word that describes the feeling. i cant say for sure what will help u come to terms with your feelings, but i think its good to find people who will listen and take it seriously ^_^
#thank u for sharing your thoughts btw!! youre definitely not alone. a lot of things are starting to make sense for me now lol#i appreciate furry art and i think the community is fascinating but i dont see myself connected to it and i think this is probably why#i think.. there is definitely an overlap between therianthropy and the furry community and thats why they seem to go hand in hand#and im sure there are therians who also identify as furries. but the difference i think is somewhere in the approach#furries are more involved with costumes and characters but with therianthropy its like seeing an animal as part of you innately#like whenever i shake my foot i always somehow imagine it as a dog tail wagging.. and sometimes for a small moment my#mouth feels wider and full of sharp teeth when i yawn. its hard to describe but for me its like an out of body experience#i thought this just meant i have a doglike personality which. isnt wrong but well. i guess it runs a little deeper than that lol#this might also explain why ive been drawing the same dog creature for weeks and couldnt explain why#yapping#therian#art#doodles
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happy mother's day lmfao
bonus (the girls are fightiiing):
#and thus eddie caused a category 5 neighborhood disaster bc he tried to flirt via sandwich questions#which is a totally valid way to flirt. Totally.#what's more romantic than being able to bring people their favorite sandwiches without having to ask#idk im not a romantic. almost wrote tomantic. i dont like tomatoes either#welcome home#scribble salad#welcome home fanart#welcome home puppet show#in all honesty during last night's festive breakdown i had the doodled Thought above#and scribbled it in my phone notes#it feels good to not only have an Idea but to also Get It Out#yaknow? i dont get that often#brain usually has half a thought then fizzles out and decides to go lay down for a full week#also here's a niche concept that is incredibly funny to me:#a neighbor swearing and wally immediately being like NO!!! THE RATINGS!!!!#he has to snipe them before they can get the full word out. how sad :'{#alsoX2 special thanks to these doodles for keeping me awake#i had decided not to sleep when i drew this and i can't fall asleep before ten otherwise ill wake up 4 hours later wide awake#with no hope of getting back to sleep#and another s/o to barnaby for being incredibly pleasant to draw. he does not fight me like the others do
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Okay I saw more of your art and had to come back (if it’s okay)
Maybe this time….King Marty? Like in a kings outfit with the septor
and crown and stuff? Idk
no problem at all! i'm just happy you enjoy :D
anyone with any remote knowledge of historical dress from any vague period or region please avert your eyes.
#im having a real doc brown crude model moment here over the fit LMAO.#marty mcfly#bttf fanart#bttf#back to the future#not Exactly what you asked for? i could not bear to draw the fancy stick alas. and it's more of a prince vibe than a king vibe#bc if this guy held any sort of significant position of power something would combust#ik it's a silly doodle but of course i gotta make up some context bc that's part of the fun. YAP SESSION WARNING#i was thinking that doc and marty were dicking around somewhere in a place and period of time with a monarchy. for Science#and for one reason or another he ends up getting mistaken for royalty or something. may or may not be related to how straight his teeth are#so they drag his ass back to the palace and marty has No Fucking Clue what's happening. meanwhile doc is on the verge of a stroke#i think it would be really funny if some princess got infatuated with marty and now he has the plot of the first movie on his hands again#except instead of him ceasing to exist it's like. the entire history of a country#so doc's trying to get him out of there and marty's trying to let this chick down gently bc he doesn't want her to like. kill him or smth#and also there's probably a tannen thrown in there too bc why the hell not#i don't even like royalty aus that much for this fandom but somehow i've got a decent amount of thoughts about this LMAO.#you asked for a silly doodle and somehow it came with a whole fic idea too. whoops#anyone want to take this idea and run with it feel free to#kit does an art#kit yap session#<- bc of the sheer amount of tag on this
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