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cent-scratchnsniff · 2 days ago

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my pain

#library of ruina #angela lor #angela library of ruina #the way lor handles talking abt pain and just in general hurt in various forms coming from various ways and how people respond to it is so #very comforting. its nothing very profound but i never interacted with media that expressed and said it in such a way.#the main feeling that wanted to have a doodle done was the idea of. what if im just faking it. or that the pain i experience is universal #and im one of the only few that just cant handle it.that what pain im experiencing is just something others can deal with and im complainin #about it for no reason. just being loud or wanting attention and intruding or bothering with how i feel. when its not even anything special #or to worry about. but even then. its still effecting me. its still pain. regardless if someone else is also in pain. its still pain. its #still distress. its not as if not wanting to be alone or have attention is a bad thing. people want to have others by their side. to not be #isolated or feel alienated. why is it bad if it ends up just being for attention anyways? its not as if wanting to be seen or heard is bad #or inherently horrible. and i never really found the words or thoughts to properly articulate that before. and its so.. nice. so see it #i like how angela and other characters are able to get mad and snippish and upset. i dont know. i suppose i never really had fully learned #or saw that people can get mad? and it just be able to be expressed? that when hurt or distressed someone is able to show that. and have it #be another aspect of them rather than something souly encompassing the entirety of their character. like yeah people can get upset or get #irritated or distressed or express their pains and its not something that is having to be looked at all the time. that someone isnt just #devolved to only that. even if they do get mad theyre able to temper it or acknowledge it as another aspect rather than something to scorn #or primarily look down upon for being 'bad' or 'wrong'.#guess i also need to have more faith in people. that theyll hear my words and be understanding. rather than assume the worst #mostly personal i suppose. but ANGELA!!!! i always want to draw her skirt longer than it actually is. i originally was under the impression #it was to around her calves actually. no it is above the knees. will i adhere to that? probably not. same with the hair situation .#i like longer hair. and to draw longer hair. it will not be on model. its more fun that way i thonk #good heavens the scattered brain is very scatter brain currently. hope any of this actually makes sense

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lmadsadness · 4 months ago

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soundwave and his weird ahh husband who always somehow managed to get into his quaters without waking him up

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rosemarytrash · 9 months ago

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playing with my rose design.......... maybe not so much yurification happening here as much as an attempt to detwinkify

#idk if you squint you can still see her as a yaoi protagonist probably #maybe thats my special skill #homestuck #rose lalonde #art #doodling #bed time now #idk WHAT im going to do with kanaya probably only tweak her design a bit cuz i do rly like how i draw her for the most part??#but i am feeling this rose more than my prior roses

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puppppppppy · 4 months ago

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act 4 :(

@chipper-smol and i came to a realization

#THID FUCKING GAAAAAAAMMMMEEEEE #i have more i wanna draw but my hands not working orz.. maybe ill get around to it later idk #i finally FINALLY managed to get inside that star room.. my own clone!! now neither of us will be virgins!!!!#i dont have anything to go off of but when the journal mentions making another 'me' it reminds me of loop saying theyre like a mirror #theyre always able to read siffrins mind without actually reading their mind (or so they say) but maybe it could just be tone matching???#or smth like that.. idk if these two things are connected though so maybe its more like subtext #i hope im not the only one who made the childrens hospital joke when it came around to color lore part 2 #im also getting the sinking feeling of watching siffrin toe his way near the deep end like bro is so so close to losing it #i feel like if i knew nothing abt the game beforehand and why siffrin is looping in the first place my feelings abt this would be different #cuz id be pretty angry too if ive been stuck in a loop long enough to feel like everyone around me is pretending nothings wrong #than the fact that i have decided not to disclose im in a time loop and that everyone is living this day for the first time #although i also get hes doing this for a reason and when u believe in the universe i guess it also comes with sunk cost fallacy #'this is the path the universe led me down before i even knew what i wanted so all i can do is double down' THATS THE FATALISM TALKING #puppy plays isat #in stars and time #isat #isat spoilers #isat act 3 spoilers #isat act 4 spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #sona #puppysona #friends #chipper #doodles

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arachnidsgrippysocks · 1 month ago

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this is the referance lolmao

#bis - art #artists on tumblr #digital art #doodles #homestuck #doll strider #dash strider #dirk strider #transfem dirk strider #lil hal #hal strider #shitpost #i didnt want to draw more than two cans of soda im sorry for making her so weak idfk #i wanna try and post more of my doodles again cuz like most of my stuff now is personal or shit idk if tum8lr citizens would like #feeling cute may go crazy and queue up a doodle rampage to feed the masses for a few days........

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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🧙‍♀️🐈‍⬛

#xmen #avengers #xmen comics #avengers comics #wanda maximoff #scarlet witch #francesca the cat #ORGANIC FRANCESCA POSTING FROM SNAP ??more likely than you think..#snap sketches #did i doodle this just so i could rant in my tags. maybe.#i will talk about this doodle first tho ... cause i still like to ramble bout my own stuff....#uhhh i just wanted to draw wanda :) and fran :) yeah thats it jvAELKJEKLAJ #thought itd be cutesy ... they can be friends ... if mags will be apprehensive about the cat wanda will be the exact opposite #its only natural ..... ok Unrelated Vent/Ramble Time #i was very mad when i started drawing this but ive mellowed out considerably... still i love complaining..#ill delete my venty ranty tags in the morn .. for now i need my piece read .. or at least out there for my sanity ..#anyways tldr we all know i hate my mom and i very much do not like using 'hate' so lightly when i hate I Hate #like you know the hate speech from I Have No Mouth yeah literally me. literally me about my mom #most days i tolerate her because she barely exists in the same room as i for more than thirty seconds #but tonight. Ugh. note to self remember to never ask her for anything again. as is what ive said for years..#what a fool i was to think that would ever change. THAT in of itself is whatever yk her being irritating when it comes to. Being A Parent #but then she had the gall to start talking about my dad like oh my god see NOW im getting mad again #nothing makes me angrier than her talking about my dad like. UGH ill cap it there so i dont catch on fire somehow #also ill feel compelled to drop three novel's worth of lore and i dont have tags for that. also this is just supposed to be a cute doodlejV #i had plans to draw something else that was cutesy but then i got mad and couldnt focus on it #so now we're here... in any case bye bye. ill try to continue that other idea..#then i wanna focus on another thing.... if i make any progress on That afterwards it'll be a miracle

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skunkes · 1 year ago

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something silly and badly formatted

#a doodley #long post #sorry... i usually just draw freely on canvas then try to fit the drawings into wherever they fit once im done #but i like working with the space i have available and squeezing everything in...doesnt make for the best reading format tho #there's like 5 different art styles here and they all suck. my copium is i wanted to do this quickly #instead of spending so long on each drawing #but whenever i do this i just end up feeling bad about how Bad my little quick doodles are LOL #whatever !#i wanna say i promise i can draw better than this but that might not be true #im embarrassed by how long this post is 😭 i might edit it to all be under a read more. im Shy.#comic

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the-dragon-girl-27 · 7 months ago

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Nightcord Miku

speedraw

#vocaloid #hatsune miku #project sekai #nightcord miku #this was supposed to just be a doodle then this spawned on my screen #the colors feel like a good KEI drawing which is allways good #im suprized i never done like a full illustration of nightcord miku like ive drawn her but never something like this #i try so hard to make super crazy poses 95% of the time so im suprized i made something nice with her just standing there #it fits her character way more to be standing there than anything else to be fair lol

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months ago

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cute-brainz · 11 months ago

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in honor of the Sam BA 🫡📣 idk what to do with myself

#rising from the dead for sam collins? you bet!#what the fuck. what the fuck . w #oh my god #do you feel me? oh my god #it deserves more than doodles. can i draw stuff from the ba like legally idk #okau ill drink waterand stop tagging this so much #redacted audio #redacted asmr #brainz oc tag #digital art #fanart #art #artists on tumblr #digital artist #redacted darlin #redacted sam #im rlly sick rn it just felt too important not to post something to commemorate i love sam so much

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dreamsy990 · 2 months ago

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hi i wanted to draw my own au so have a snippet of scene i rewrote like 12 times and will likely rewrite again

#was thinking about captioning this with uhhh the written version of the scene in my drafts #but its mostly just dialogue #so youre not missing much #i hope i convey the emotion well through expression #sigh part of the reason im hesitant about making this au a comic instead of a fic is that like. most of what ive written for it is prose-#-that doesnt translate that well visually?#a lot of the storytelling for this au i think is told better with narration #so if/when i ever like. share the whole story #it will likely just be a fic #but i suck at sharing unfinished writing on tumblr so what i post here is mostly scenes i wrote turned into comics #<- partially to gauge interest! i like knowing if people care about what im making #but also partially just because i REALLY like this au. its super self indulgent #i know i only draw angsty shit for it but i swear its about friendship ok. like half of what ive written is really sweet #.the other half is actually angst BUT THATS IRRELEVANT. ok normal tags now #doodles #ghost roxas au #roxas #sora #kingdom hearts #hmm i dont think this one translated as well as it couldve. its meant to be a sort of slow build to outright anger #bc its like. soras confusion + frustration finally building to the point hes yelling #but it feels sort of sudden here so idk. could also be that theres no context to this #roxas' reaction too reads a bit differently than i wrote it as (more angry than like. ptsd response for lack of a better descriptor)#WHATEVER WHATEVER DONE RAMBLING IN THE TAGS I HOPE YOU LIKE THE ART

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minalots · 2 years ago

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MORE WOLFWOODS?!!!!?!?!!?????

#wolfwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #trigun #trigun stampede #trigun maximum #tristamp #trimax #here’s some of my personal design notes for them #tristamp ww is more softer/rounder than trimax #his hair is very messy n i just think adding splashes of color and graphics like outlines n halftones to my tristamp doodles makes it seem—#more modern in a way ig??? ya get me???#anyways trimax ww is just. SUPER SHAPED. lots of sharp edges!!! so fun!!!!!#i like to think his hair is usually yknow spiky n compact into its shapes until he gets unhinged to which it slowly becomes disheveled—#and messy and softer. Like if his hair lost its gel that was keeping it together or something. anyways his eyes are normally black until—#he starts feeling extreme emotions so they turn white auaghwwg i just admire nightow’s way of drawing ww he is just !!!!! so cool!!!!!!#ww is just very fun to draw in general im so glad i got into trigun bc of him ehehehejgeeh #i forgot to mention i draw each of them with different brushes to get different textures n stuff idk if it was noticable #da gallery

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samuraiviolets · 1 month ago

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sorrow

#voltron #vld #vld fanart #keith kogane #viollcje fishta #if anyone asks me if this is going to be self ship fanart...yeah it will be this is my self insert btw LIKE LOL .#anyways i cant wait to draw more of these two so stay tuned 4 them cause ill be developing my self insert's story and give him a purpose #somewhere in the whole voltron plot idk.#viollcje is one year younger than him btw and he is a silly little goth sooo yea ^_^.#this is just a quick piece cause i cba to add more details.. i just needed to draw something quick if it looks bad so im really sorryyyyyy #for this please forgive me for the shitty quality and the lazy designs here i just cba to do it at all like. LMAO #also im so so sorry if the japanese text looks so shitty i intended this to look like a doodle so sorry for the crusty ass quality here.#anyways if i feel like it. im gonna post animations and more art of the sillies. anyways LIKE LOL. byeeeeeeeee ^_^#mk i also fixed his mouth cause it looked so weird in the first rendition like so sorry it should be ok now i think hmmmm....

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puppppppppy · 10 months ago

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i also have unaddressed therian feelings… sometimes i feel like a creature looking out from a human’s body yk

i get what u mean..!! im still trying to understand it too, but im happy to finally have a word that describes the feeling. i cant say for sure what will help u come to terms with your feelings, but i think its good to find people who will listen and take it seriously ^_^

#thank u for sharing your thoughts btw!! youre definitely not alone. a lot of things are starting to make sense for me now lol #i appreciate furry art and i think the community is fascinating but i dont see myself connected to it and i think this is probably why #i think.. there is definitely an overlap between therianthropy and the furry community and thats why they seem to go hand in hand #and im sure there are therians who also identify as furries. but the difference i think is somewhere in the approach #furries are more involved with costumes and characters but with therianthropy its like seeing an animal as part of you innately #like whenever i shake my foot i always somehow imagine it as a dog tail wagging.. and sometimes for a small moment my #mouth feels wider and full of sharp teeth when i yawn. its hard to describe but for me its like an out of body experience #i thought this just meant i have a doglike personality which. isnt wrong but well. i guess it runs a little deeper than that lol #this might also explain why ive been drawing the same dog creature for weeks and couldnt explain why #yapping #therian #art #doodles

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cloudysfluffs · 1 year ago

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I love the way you drew Sam and Max in your art style! I hope you do more tk art of them (no pressure though draw what you want)

there is nothing id rather draw for you anon!!!! i LOVE making art of these two <3333333333