#i feel like i study 24/7

[ellearts]

Im gonna have a mental breakdown because of school

[cecililiess]

no children

Nightmare belongs to Joku Cross belongs to Jakei

[slavicdolls4mangione]

luigi is so well spoken, so hungry for knowledge and i admire that so much about him, seeing all the books he’s read and rated on his goodreads genuinely makes me wanna get more into it myself

[sskk-manifesto]

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[thedailyvio]

Day 75 - 82

Concept for @enjoliquej

WIP Below:

[gwensy]

desperately need to start studying for my ged on a completely unrelated note i have never been more productive in literally every other area of my life

[kavehayati]

I cannot fathom the level of self importance some people must have to behave this way

[idon-twannabeperceived]

You know what? I love my body actually. Fuck everyone that ever made me believe that the best i could ever get to was maybe tolerate it.

[perrywrites]

PLEASEEEE can we get more Nagi??

YESH~ Of course you can cutie pies, just posted some, here's some more Nagi 🤭🤭🤭 hope you like it, I love writing about Nagi's creature-like thoughts sm guy just be learning about being a personTM like 😭😭😭

[sepiasys]

I'm so scares of the volunteer roles due to lack of confidence 🫠

So the food serving thingy has two roles: cooking/prepping food, and writing orders and keeping track of who got food.

The first I'm not very confident in but would like to try eventually. The second one is compared to another kind of volunteer role, which is greeting ppls at the food bank and maybe serving stuff if requested and just helping ppl out in front of the building/outside. It says strong customer service skills are necessary for the role as well as being able to work with a diverse amount of ppl 🥺

And I would wanna do that if it's similar to the other one if it'll help me out, since the food serving thing is only two other ppl helping out the manager. But I have no experience with customer service and my social skills are SHOT! Also de-escalation and understanding of trauma are mentioned as helpful for the role 🥲 Idk if I'm good with de-escalation, best I could do was my family and even then they RLLY liked to NOT LISTEN to me when I gave em advice to calm down (like separating physically while they were both pissed off--I swear mom was rlly immature about it when I was trying to help my bro because HE IS A CHILD!!). And trauma. I mean I have *experience* but do I know how to handle **others** with trauma? No, no not rlly 🥲

Hhhhhh telling myself I just need to jump into it. Doesn't help that I watched a bartending video thing. Sink or swim. I'm so scared of sinking ;-; I'm scared of if they see me as pathetic and useless despite it being a volunteer thing!!

Fuck I just need to like. Work on the days that they're not serving ppl, not open to the public. So 3 specific days. And then I need to go from that to working on days that ARE busy, but I'm still not interacting with the public public yet. And then I need to ease into working with the public via the front of house roles. And then I can do whatever I want at that point ig-

God I want to start doing stuff now but I can't because I haven't been told if I need to do anything specific 🥺 I have shifts scheduled for after the event, bc it's in a week, and that's for the one role I feel like is probably rlly easy? Probably? And I just. Hhhh. The most info I have actually comes from a training video for a semi-unrelated role, bc it shows what I assume is made/left by the role I signed up for?

Hhhhh a lot. A lot is going on rn. A lot of serious planning and preparation and I'm trying really hard to not be a tight little ball of rubber bands (incredibly stressed out) about it. But it's hard not to. Especially when half of my stress comes from my roommate(s).

Fuck I just. Need to wait. Because that's what EVERYONE says. That things take time. I just need to wait for the time to do these things. Wait.

As if that hasn't been detrimental to me my entire life.

[rhaenicentpilled]

It just hit me what I’ve been feeling for the past month(s)…DEPRESSION!

[lady-shadow-and-darkness]

"You're not going to study because you don't feel like it? Seriously? Because you don't feel like it?"

Yes.

[girlivealwaysbean]

sometimes i miss talking to that one person who didn't NEVER turned it into a competition about who has it worse and never told me well atleast you have [x]

[hana-no-seiiki]

Yandere! Husband who thinks of you every single moment of the day, spoils you rotten, makes sure you feel loved 24/7 with letters, gifts and his presence. Being married to you is a privilege and he makes sure he shows you that.

Who does the little things like making sure you never open any doors by yourself. “What the fuck do you think that ring of yours means? Get your hand off that handle!” proceeds to climb over the car to open the car door for you

who randomly squeezes your hands with a vulnerability you almost never see from him. muttering things such as, “i can’t even remember life before I met you.” or “i love you so much. leave me one day if you must, but know that i’ll never be the same without you.”

yandere! husband who always makes sure you take care of yourself, personally appointing days where you have to go the salon to get your hair or nails done. yandere! husband who always has a fun new date idea to keep things fresh in the relationship. yandere! husband who studies your body for hours on end so you’ll never have to look for satisfaction elsewhere.

so that you’ll never question why he’s changed so much. because he was never the man you married in the first place.

[drunkonimagination]

isn’t it magical when you’re talking with someone about something that’s burdening you and making you anxious and instead of receiving help and support you just pass your anxiety on to the said person and upset them /s

[camellia-thea]

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