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Quick words before work
Supermen AU
This one was suggested by @onereyofstarlight ::hugs her tight::
I'm feeling crappy this morning with brain pain and a day of work ahead of me, so have some words ::hugs the lot of you::
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This far out the sun was much smaller and he could feel it.
The harshness of space crawled across his skin as the solar wind blew through his hair. His earthly clothes had flaked off before he passed Mars and despite his fury, there was a spark of ever grateful directed at his adopted grandmother as his underwear stayed intact.
But the spark wasn’t enough to burn off his reasons for being out here. He almost wished it was, but there were some things that cut too deep.
Some humans…
A rock tumbled by and he slammed it with a fist.
It shattered against his fingernails.
Some humans were so kind. Dad, Grandma, Alan…
But then some were just horrid.
Johnny was the most troubled of them all. Krypton had left its mark, despite Scott’s best efforts. His brother struggled with nightmares and often kept to himself, happy to play with his telescopes.
But to fit in with Earth society, Scott had to drag his brother out into the world.
Jon had no trouble with learning. Of all of them, Jon took to Earth education the most, Kryptonian or not, he soaked up knowledge like a sponge and enjoyed it.
But people were cruel and Jon was different. Not only in his interests, but his lack of the need to socialise and the quirks brought on by past trauma.
So when his past wasn’t haunting him, his present took over.
Scott had the fear that one day Jon would just crack and leave Earth for good. Take off into the darkness and escape to a place Scott could not find and they would lose him.
A spinning ball off rock tumbled into his path and he ploughed through it, blasting fragments across space and creating thousands of mini-asteroids. Some spun off into darkness, others collided with the nearest dwarf planet size chunk of space rock.
He watched one piece turn end over end before idly zapping it to dust with a sharp flash of red from his eyes.
Part of him wished he could do the same to the bullies who made Jon’s life hell.
He and his three brothers were virtually invulnerable on Earth. Nothing could physically injure them…nothing they had encountered so far. But there were different types of hurt and words were more powerful than any weapon.
Sometimes.
Another asteroid disintegrated under his fist.
TBC?
#thunderbirds are go#thunderbirds#thunderbirds fanfiction#scott tracy#supermen au#nuttyfic#I feel like crap#but I'll live#I'll just winge about it along the way
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#just an anxious mess rambling#mentally i am unwell#bad coping mechanisms#i feel like crap#drinking away the pain#it was either alcohol or sh again#i went for the less destructive one#depression memes#sh meme#bad coping mechanism meme#memes are how i cope#i wish to self-destruct#self-destructive memes#that therapy appointment feels so far away#my life is falling apart#if i attempt again the ambulance wont get here on time#so i will try my best to cope other ways#alcohol numbs everything for a bit#i cant even fucking make myself dinner without being in agony#it hurts just to exist#it's like a constant reminder sign that i shouldn't be alive#if i drink enough i wont remember to be depressed and I'll actually manage to sleep for more than an hour#sami talks too much
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I feel like a strong frickin woman today. I've got my 3rd IUD of this year, because the other two fell out after three weeks. Third times a charm right?
I can't believe they still don't use some kind of pain relief for this shit. Going through that pain one time is lot, let alone three times...
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Happy Batman day!
A sketch is all I can muster today
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There's something crazy about working 6 days a week and on your day off you just sleep all afternoon 🥱😪
It's been almost a week since I wrote anything and I wish today had been the day, but I was just too tired.
I want vacation
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Broke my leg one year ago yesterday, and as of today Loki has had structural epilepsy for one year, and Saturday will be the second anniversary of my friend’s murder. What a fun time.
#migraine yesterday might have been trauma induced#personal#i feel like crap#and prednisone probably isn’t helping
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i am, the sickies
So there probably won't be any comics for a while
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neck pain is so bad that it’s triggering a headache
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pulling an all nighter to fix my bitch ass sleep schedule let’s fucking gooooi
#jeezy talks#i feel like crap#but I’ll just drink a case of sweet tea tomorrow and eat a donut I’ll#be fine
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Turns out my mother really didn’t accept me after all, I sent her a message explaining transmasculinety better and how I was a boy and later today she wanted to talk to me about it.
She told me that shes going to call me whatever she wants to call me and told me to just “be me” which I am and she also said that talking about my gender and sexuality is “adult stuff”
She also said it was the phones fault and some other stuff, the rest of the conversation went ok but now I feel like crap knowing the person I love the most probably will never ever see me as a guy
I want to die, I want to hurt myself
#trans#transgender#transmasc#transmaculine#trans male#i feel like shit#i feel like crap#i want to diiieeee#i want to disappear#i want to kms
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Hi everyone.
I'm back but I got sick cuz somebody coughed on me at school. (I know, yuck) I will work on some fics but I am mostly going to be napping to recover.
Hope everyone has been doing well.
#hi#i feel like crap#sickness#lol im down with the sickness#haha...#im tired#✨headaches✨#stuffy nose#noodle arms
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the likelihood of me reaching the end of my shift today is diminished by the minute
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If any of you have anything nice to say to me it'd be cool, because I just failed my exam and feel like a Worthless Failure Of A Neurodivergent Disaster Child™ next to my successful little sister who's an Award-Winning Child™
#i feel like crap#i feel like complete shit#is this a call for attention?#sure#let it be that#I don't care#I need some love rn#and no hate for my sister because I love her and will come after you if you say one bad word
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please please dont send your child to school sick i now have a fever
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ahhhh
my throat hurts like a biiiiiichhhhhhh
when I talk I sound like when you have a soda can and blow into it and it makes the “vrrrrrrrrr brrrr” sound
I have drugs (cough drops) but they ain’t doin crap
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I have decided there’s nothing worse than studying and being stressed for the biggest exam of my life while simultaneously being sick with a cold :(
#oliver talks#I feel like crap#im so exhausted why does being sick make you feel so tired and crumby?#and suddenly feel homesick and just wanna run away and never look back
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