#i feel hideous
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the last morning I will ever struggle through hungover
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My doctor-friend called me overweight and said I should go on ozempic, and it honestly sucks how much it's put me in a downer. When medical professionals say it, it just hurts me more.
#vent#weight#weight loss#doctor#fat#overweight#i feel hideous#medical#just fuck#depressed#anxious#he's right but fuck him to hell#ed#food#body image#size#diet culture#hurt#upset#ozempic#weight loss drugs#saxenda#meds#eating disorders
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I feel so stupid for sobbing over not being "good enough"
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"If the original novel had given this thing more than ten words of description, there was no way he wouldn’t have remembered!"
#svsss#shen qingqiu#zhuzhi lang#sqq#zzl#is this a ship? do they have a ship tag?#anyway i'm just feeling slightly obsessed with the dynamic of:#ZZL: i am a strange hideous creature [derogatory] vs SQQ: that's a strange hideous creature [affectionate]#@mikkeneko thank you! i'm glad you like his design! bc man am i ever having fun drawing this snake boy#expect more in the future#my art#you know when it comes to mdzs/tgcf i'm pretty solidly ''yes i like the main ship no i refuse to entertain any variations on it''#whereas so far in svsss i'm team ''throw 'em all in a blender hit puree and see what comes flying out''#specifically i think sqq deserves an unwitting harem and i will rotate every bizarre dynamic that spins off that in my head#zhushen
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human al
#honestly dont know what to feel with this one#like- i like it....#but its also foking hideous#went through the 5 stages of grief ngl#had me almost ripping my hair out cuz I AM NOT satisfied with this#AT ALL#but i didn't want to delete it cuz this sketch went through war before i gave up#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin fanart#alastor#alastor fanart#human alastor#radio demon#radio demon fanart#my artwork#my art#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin x reader#alastor x reader
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Queen never CRY 💜
#Im obsessed with this diva#I’m actually exhausted rn but I had to finish this#mouthwashing#daisuke#swansea#curly#jiggletits#This is my favorite name of his ngl#Or jinglebells#I hate hate HATE drawing the pattern on daisukes shirt so I simply did not#I feel like I’ve been forgetting how to draw faces ngl; at least with actual structure#Jorts does NOT look like himself this is hideous#I swear I can draw but yipes I’m going through a lot rn
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Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple and how “ability users” (opposite to “normal people”) learning to accept themselves through the acceptance of their own abilities is a queer metaphor of acceptance of own's sexual orientation and gender: an essay by me
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#About: Dead Apple. Watched this a while ago with a friend and it was a lot of fun!!!#If you're reading this: thank you so much for hanging out with me I had such a good time (ㅅ´ ˘ )♡#Next to general considerations: wow they were right that Bungou Stray Dogs movie sure can Bungou Stray Dogs#It's always nice to see the detailed animation and elaborate backgrounds of movies. The animation quality compared to the manga is–#definitely noticeable and it's nice to see. That said... I still like the season 2 art style more? And I'm speaking strictly of art style.#The s2 one looks more soft and smooth while the da one is so much more rough.#The plot is... Very bsd-esque I don't think there's anything to add.#In my opinion Kyouka's arc is the one that turned out best tbh. I really like her narrative development and personal growth in this movie.#I like the complexity of her state of mind. how full of contradiction she is. I especially appreciate the recurring small changes of–#expression that indicate how she thinks differently from Atsushi even if she doesn't voice them. The fight between her cynicism and her–#kind nature. It's all very interesting.#Atsushi's development is interesting too. Although all the open questions about his ability we still have kind of leave me frustrated#I don't feel very strongly about Akutagawa in this movie? I mean‚ he's there. The ss/kk scenes are always great and in character and a joy–#to witness no matter what they do. He just doesn't shine particularly? Or at least personally I dont find the “proving my strength against–#myself” narrative arc to be particularly interesting. Imo it was a lot better flashed out in the da stage play! With the complexity that–#the dialogues with Chuuya added to the character. Dazai attacking him. And especially Aktgw understanding that Rashomon wasn't testing Aktg#but rather only expressing that unstoppable rage that is also Aktgw's own. About that I checked out the play and I really liked it!!#I only watched highlights (aka: ss/kk and chuu/aku scenes) but there's some stuff I really like. I like the conflict between Aktgw and–#Chuuya and how Chuuya messes up with Aktgw at first maliciously and then amiably. It's interesting how Atsushi himself observes that Kyouka#and Akutagawa get along. And especially the sskk almost-handholding and Atsushi saying Akutagawa has a nice profile were cute akjdhbsawhjb#Next. Da really is shipping paradise (╥﹏╥) Sorry but... It is. oda/zai. daz/atsu. ss/kk. s/kk. fuku/mori. chuu/aku. It really has everythin#and the moments are so good!!!! What else. Wish we'd see more of Tsujimura. And Christie. And women in general tbh.#Also��‚‚‚‚ Atsushi's tiger form in this movie is ATROCIOUS. I've said it before but it's crazy how a franchises that relies so heavily on–#fanservice came up with something this hideous. Man the movie overall was pretty but Atsushi sure wasn't. Firmly stand by the belief–#that only Akutagawa would find that form attractive.#Oh last note. honestly if we're ready to accept a movie where an antidote has effect AFTER the person has effectively died then we really–#can't complain about any kind of insanity the manga brings up#random rambles
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<3 happy v-day from ashace
I LIKE TO THINK THAT TYE ONOY TIME ASHI CAN REALLY DRESS UP IS WHENEVER ACE INVS HER TO TEND TO THE HEDGEHOGS W HIM…… so she slays because RARE OCCASION TO DRESS UP and Ace is whatever about it 🫶 till he realizes that the v-day date he’s got planned starts off w hedgehog duty and he’s don’t got any slay pink clothes and so <3 cay-kun comes to the rescue
#acey’s fit is hideous but I think it slays in its own way <3#I THINK THEYRE SO CUTE THO……#he thinks it can’t be THAT bad but ashi laughs WAY too much at his getup and suddenly he feels a little embarrassed#it’s okie tho cuz she loves fedoras and leopard print#ashipiko draws ♪#ashace#ashi tamadai#ace trappola#twst#twst oc x canon#twst oc#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#disney twst#twst yuu#twst fanart#twst ace#twst yume#cater diamond
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Redraw :)
Abyss group photo
Iykyk um please don’t find the old one
#princezam#mapicc#pentar#JumperWho#baconnwaffles0#lifesteal fanart#redrawn bc I actually hate it so fucking much#this is a challenge by my friend to draw an entire drawing with only one brush#pretty cool#fun challenge#I don’t wanna post the old one#the old is on twt tho and in mapicc’s vid#honestly I didn’t care that much until I saw the mapicc video and it’s actually hideous#the better one can be on tumblr#I wasn’t gonna post it but like seeing the video I just can’t#kinda rushed so it’s a bit wonky#don’t feel like fixing it tho#anyways I’m done ranting#illi
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I made myself a cookie! I mean, I already am Cookie, but now I am a cookie-
Also just decided to make myself work in the cake shop because I like baking and I do have experience with working with kids-
#very plain design but ya know. it's me.#my art#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#cookie run oc#kinda?? technically???#more like a#cookiesona#but ya know :>#I'm feeling horrible right now but thank goodness I can do this thing called pretending#and none of you can see my hideous facceeee
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if you're still taking requests, maybe yin yu? thanks!
Hi hello thank you for your request! Here you go yin yu the sad boy the depressed fellow who lives in my pocket
#heaven official's blessing#yin yu#tgcf#we actually have two yin yu requests so mb ill think about his design more#next time#for some reason his mask is hideous#idk what i feel about this#but he is fun to draw#requests
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they should invent a kind of breaking out that doesnt make you feel like the most horrid disgusting untouchable creature to ever shamble on two legs
#these arent things id think or say of another person but when its me i feel so hideous its the worst#PMS is the actual devil
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oldies
#i feel so ugly#i feel hideous right now idk give me love please#my face#selfie#chubby girls#alternative kawaii#soft#pale#purple aesthetic#purple hair bitches UNITE
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Hi Becca! I would literally die for you blog. It’s my go to any time I need some good self care😉. You’re incredibly talented!
But I’ve had this idea bouncing around in my head. It boils down to just Bucky and cock warming. Like the reader is on him begging for more but he is just having way to much fun playing with their clit to start moving. Making them cum on him with out thrusting once.
Just an idea I thought you might like. I love you work, have a great day!!
I'm really glad you've been enjoying my stuff so much!! That's so sweet!💗 and I keep getting told I can get ✨filthier✨ so I'd love to mess with this is little bit
Because I love the thought of Bucky making you start off with a dildo that's just a little bit smaller in size than he is. Maybe one of those dildos with a suction cup on the bottom so it's stuck on a wooden chair.
"Good girl, take it all." He encourages, kneeling between your legs, watching your cunt greedily swallow the toy. It's a sight he doesn't often get to see and he's really not sure why he doesn't make a point of watching it more often.
You whine quietly, feeling the toy bottom out. Your ass makes contact with the cool, varnished wood beneath you and you can't help but roll your hips a little, enjoying the feeling of the tip rubbing against your velvety walls.
"If I wanted you to fuck yourself on that, I'd tell you to. Did I tell you to?" Bucky's voice has a sharp edge that almost knocks you out of your daze.
"N-no... But-" You begin, trying to justify your movement but he cuts you off.
"No. So don't. I want you to keep your cunt stuffed and take what I give you." He watches up at you as he presses your knees apart, keeping his eyes on your face until he can't bare it anymore.
You gasp quietly at the feeling of his hot breath on your exposed, slick sex and there's nothing you can do but whimper at the feeling of his tongue gently grazing your clit.
Fuck, it's good. It's not long before he's licking you like he's starving, lapping and sucking gently on your clit before forcing your legs wider apart to lick your arousal from the base of the toy.
"Bucky, please. Please let me move." You didn't mean to sound so pathetic but with each lick, you get closer and closer to an orgasm you won't be able to stop. An orgasm you've been warned you're not allowed to have.
You're almost surprised he takes pity on you, giving you permission to get off the toy. He removes it from the chair and sits down in it's place, offering his cock as a replacement.
You sit back down as you had earlier with your back to his chest but you can't help but feel amazed at how much better his dick feels. He's slightly bigger and while that's nice, nothing beats the way he throbs inside you and the hot, breathy groans against your ear at the feeling of your body taking all of him.
"Such a good girl." He smirks against your neck, littering your skin with kisses between his soft praises. You feel one of his hands on your chin, gently directing you to look to your right, over in the direction of the full length mirror.
The reflection you're looking at makes your walls flutter involuntarily because fuck, you really are stuffed full of his cock and he's making sure you're not able to fully enjoy it yet.
With one hand still holding your head in place, making sure you keep watching, Bucky's free hand trails down between your legs, flicking and rubbing your clit again.
"Oh f-fuck." You whine, watching Bucky's smirk widen. You can't sit still. You just can't. You want to grind your hips and take what you need and in that moment, his pleasure and all the instructions he's given you come second. You need to get off, consequences be damned.
"Don't even fucking think about it." He warns, delivering one harsh slap to your clit. It's not overly hard but it's enough to shock you. "You know you're not allowed to cum. I want to feel this pretty pussy dripping first. Don't worry though. Once you're wet and messy enough, I'll fuck you stupid on the carpet, right in front of the mirror. Want you to watch yourself cum so hard you forget your own name."
#asks answered <3#anon#becca writes spice#Bucky Barnes x reader smut#Bucky Barnes smut#I was so close to writing this with Steve instead of a toy#I had the first class of the year for my LLM last thursday besties#and my lecturer called me 'Rachel' at one point#I couldn't help but laugh#I was DREADING that class#who schedules a class from 10am to 4pm??#that's hideous#But I went early and I got chatting to my lecturer#I'd never met her before and we were the only two in the room#so I was honest when she asked how I was feeling about the semester#cause I was ANXIOUS but she was lovely about it#and by the end of the class I'd made a few friends 🥺#so my big panic on Wednesday night was all for nothing#will I learn anything from that?? Probably not.#I'll still be terrified the night before my next class for no reason
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WOE RANDOMNESS BE UPON YE!!!!!! MORE ART COMING SOON!!! *cue manical laughter*
Context about murder chicken in this video (timestap at 6:47 - 6:56)
Man I love the stance I give her (plot twist: she's the hidden boss lol)
#this is tugs#cmon narroz! GO! TELL THEM HOW YOU FEEL!!!#zorculillie#lunarfeat’s art#tugs zorran#tugs hercules#tugs humanized#tugs lillie#tugs billy shoepack#ignore the hideous braids (i'm never good with them)#tugs sunshine#*glancing over the distance*#oh what is this? It's me going insane from the wips I accumulated#at least I had fun with Billy lol#bigg city port
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#the quality is shit#but whatever#i feel bad for putting misa in the annoying category but i literally didn't know where else to put her#sorry queen <3#also did i chose the most hideous picture of light on purpose? yes#death note#l lawliet#light yagami#misa amane#death note mello#mihael keehl#death note matt#mail jeevas#ryuk death note#near death note#nate river#beyond birthday#hope that at least someone finds this funny •_•
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