#i feel grateful rn
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um hello👋 gay people in my phone i hope you all had a good day😁 and laughed🤣 just a little bit🤏. let’s all be friends and hang out and just be girls together anywho going to slumberland🙏💤
and not to sound insane but sept is suicide awareness month and i am very glad everyone is still here and alive and not a tree or in the sea just yet. you’re all worth knowing, night night<3
#got a little deep but#i feel grateful rn#i’m glad i get to know people#and make little friendship webs and hang out in them like hammocks or something#this is very cool#you all are cool#jupjup talks ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀#<33#night#PSSSSSSSSS#i saw bottoms today it was. fucking amazing#the whole cast is mwah mwah mwah ugh 10/10#alright goodnight 👍 😊#💤 😴 🥱
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it’s suguru and his love for sleepy drunks against the whole entire world
#this image came to me suddenly and has notttt left my brain#he thinks you are sooooo cute :3c#maybe i’ll elaborate tmrw … it’s 3:00 am here i need to sleep#will continue catching up on my tbr tmrw 🙂↕️#my mutuals are so talented their writing makes me so happy :’3 feeling verh grateful rn#i haven’t given myself neaaarly enough time to read fics in a good while :<#that needs to change asap#anyway … goodnight dash <33#sleep tight !!!!!#ari noises ✩
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[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]
Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?
[ Transcript continued ↓ ]*
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Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.
Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!
Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.
* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.
#Pactw#QSMP#Pac#March 18 2024#As much as I love keeping people updated about Pac / the other Portuguese-speaking creators#I think I might not make as many transcribed posts for their clips anymore#I just don't think I'm qualified enough to be transcribing things for a language I don't know#like yeah we have the Qlobal Translator and Aypierre's translators to rely on#And I'm always upfront when I'm not 100% sure about a translation#but I've been thinking about it a lot and it kinda makes me feel a bit icky. Idk.#I might be overthinking this but I just I don't want to spread around translations I'm not super confident about#esp. since I know a lot of people cite my clips in analysis posts or link them to other people as resources#and 90% of the time I'm like ''Hell yeah I love seeing people getting a lot of use out of the archive''#but sometimes I get a bit anxious like ''Did I do a good enough job translating this''#''Am I ruining someone's entire perception of a conversation or character because I left one word out or mistranslated something?''#And like I said that's normally not a HUGE concern since if I'm not certain about a translation I just won't post a clip. but you know#idk it might just be the anxiety talking but I really really don't want to spread bad info#Happy to hear other folks' perspective#I'm really grateful for people like Bell and Pix and others who translate clips and I always try to reblog those#but we don't have a ton of people posting clips & translating things on Tumblr since we're so English-centric#which is part of the reason WHY I like sharing clips of the non-English-speaking CCs#but at the same time I want to do an accurate job representing what they're saying#Maybe I'll just start posting things and give a TLDR context of what they're talking about but not a transcript#that way native-speakers can hop in and add translations if that's something they're comfortable doing#and if not then well. at least I'm not sharing something that isn't super accurate#idk I'm just thinking out loud a bit in the tags#But I'm open to hearing other people's thoughts on the matter#Anyways giant rant aside. q!Pac is NOT doing ok rn
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I want to know your LU headcanons!
ohHO i will absolutely tell you tysm for asking!! i’ve been wanting to talk abt them for ages but just never got around to it ig ahjdkcka
Time’s actually like 32 and is just really committed to the bit of being ancient
Sky is horrific at making new friends. he grew up with the same small group of people, so he never learned how to make friends with complete strangers because there simply wasn’t the need to. so, when he first starts traveling with the chain, he makes little wooden charms for them because he isn’t entirely sure how else to get close with them. Zelda always enjoyed his woodcarvings, so maybe they will too??
as a result, the entire chain has little trinkets made by Sky. on Legend’s bag there’s charms hanging off the straps, and Twilight wears his as necklaces (both because it looks cool as fuck and it helps the shadow crystal stand out less). yes Wind has specifically commissioned him to make something for Aryll
yeah yeah bunny Legend but consider: the mermaid suit (which I like to think is more of a curse bc get fished pink man <3) giving him some marine animal qualities as well. no matter what tho that bitch is an Ariel kinnie, they’re collecting all the shiny shit they can find
Sky is obsessed with doing puzzles the Right and Proper way, meanwhile Wild cheeses absolutely everything he can
Wind believes in all of those classic pirate superstitions
the witches in Legend’s era adore him. Grandma Syrup dotes on him, Maple is like a teasing older sister, and Irene is like a teasing younger sister. this is where he learned most of his magic skills from, and he takes all potentially enchanted or cursed items to them to check out. he’ll never admit it, but Legend finds lots of comfort in all of them, as they’re one of the few people who’ve stayed in his life this long.
Wild’s a pretty good medic!! during his adventure, he very quickly realized how dangerous infection is, so they learned about a lot of home remedies and medicinal herbs, as well as how to tend to a wound from other travelers at stables and inns. he didn’t really get a choice in learning, considering how he probably got stung or bit by painful insects or accidentally brushed up against painful plants a lot during the early days of their adventure, and thus showed up to stables covered in rashes and hives and such, causing every decent person in the area to flock to them and try to help. their Hyrule is very sweet, okay?
they’re not the only one who’s well acquainted with medicinal herbs, though! while I think all of them would have a basic understanding, Time, Hyrule, Warriors, and Wind would know a lot. dw i’m elaborating
Time quite literally grew up in the forest, was raised by a tree, and had actual forest spirits for siblings—he knows his plants. he and Saria would peel willow bark and collect dandelions together
I like to think that Hyrule being half-fae makes him very sensitive to all magic-based auras, including that of plants, so they’re very good at picking out the healing herbs, even if they’re not quite sure what they’re called
listen ok hear me out about Warriors. young Time was appalled that he knew jackshit about nature and forcefully taught him. also, before modern medicine, medicinal plants were used all the fucking time on the battle field. yarrow, an herb that stops bleeding and prevents infection, is called soldiers’ woundwort because of this. i mention this because he was probably concerned about the health and safety of his troops, so he learned what the medics were doing and using.
Wind grew up on a small, tight-knit island, realistically they would’ve had to have learned how to use the things around them to their fullest advantage. that being said, his knowledge is sort of useless outside of his own era, aside from what he was taught in the war. ok i’m done talking about medicinal herbs now i promise sorry it’s a hobby of mine ahhsjdka
Legend’s terrified of dogs. in Link’s Awakening, the dogs are literally balls on chains with huge mouths full of sharp teeth (basically just Chain Chomps). if you want to get angsty with it: it comes from guard dogs being sent after him on his first adventure. he became a lot less scared to more he spent time with BowBow (the ball and chain dog) but, when he woke up, he got the belief that he could only be safe around a dog in his dreams. he’s pretty damn uncomfortable around Wolfie at first, but after lots of time and learning to trust Twilight, he’s able to slowly overcome his fear. sort of. mostly just with Wolfie. he still hates staying at stables in Wild’s Hyrule.
if Wild doesn’t want to explain/source something he’ll just say it came to him via divine intervention. Sky believes it every single time
I was thinking about Legend’s story a while ago and realized it was kind of similar to Joan of Arc’s so take that as you will. idk if this even counts as a headcanon but i’m putting it here
Warriors and Twilight are really close friends because they both understand the struggles of wrangling dirt worshipping nature freaks. anytime Twilight (lovingly) complains about Wild, Wars will counter with whatever asinine feral child antics young Time got up to and suddenly Twi will feel very blessed and lucky
whenever Four sees someone with their hair in a high ponytail he subconsciously thinks they’re very smart and respectable because Dot always wears her hair in a high ponytail
Hyrule is completely fine with not sleeping on a bedroll. they like the dirt, actually. let them sleep in the dirt.
Legend uses apples in his red potions, both to increase their potency and to make them taste better. he also learned how to enchant apples to be healing on their own so sometimes when someone’s hurt he’ll just shove an apple in their face
uhh so ik this is a lot but this isn’t even close to of all my headcanons so yeah there’s that lmao
#i saved y’all from my angstier headcanons btw. and also my magic system headcanons. be grateful /lh#i also restricted myself from telling y’all the queer headcanons bc there’s so many ppl posting theirs rn that i don’t rlly feel the need to#i have so many thoughts abt these guys it’s almost humiliating#linked universe#lu#linkeduniverse#lu headcanons#linked universe headcanons#sorry for any typos or if things are worded weirdly i ran out of my adhd meds and also lost my glasses so#i’m trying my best ok#ALSO AGAIN TY STORMY FOR ASKING <333#i do rlly appreciate it tyyy <3
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It's okay to be angry at your body, especially when it's disabled or in pain or anything. In fact, it's imperative that you allow yourself to feel these "negative" feelings so that you may get it out of your system, at least temporarily.
#disability#hate that the way my body naturally developed is causing pain i hate it#like my body compensates (usually) for the differences it has but it only compensates to a certain extent#i'm grateful that it has yes but also... it's still painful and it makes me fearful that it only gets much worse after this#this was inspired by disability but it doesn't solely apply. i don't think this is a unique experience to one type of person ig#not feeling in a place of good will rn and grrrrr
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jjk ends in 5 chapters... wow.. :"))
#for the past week I've been in a constant state of fear and anxiety over this manga and the last week's chapter really did for me...#but now that I know that the manga ends in 5 chapters... I can finally calm down#Im not even feeling disappointed (at least rn) which I thought would be the case after hearing the news...#but oddly enough I only smiled to myself and felt a sense of relief#seeing how the story is quickly wrapping up and not knowing how long we have left till the end was more anxiety inducing than I thought#but now that I know makes me feel a bit more at ease weirdly??#endings suck in general and as a rule I don't expect stories to have a satisfying ending and that's how I've always felt about jjk#gege actually surprise me in more ways than I thought and his story gave me a lot more than a I could have a asked for#whatever he planned for the ending I hope it'll leave him satisfy and happy#I am beyond grateful to gege for giving us this special story#jujutsu kaisen will always have an important place in my heart#thank you gege akutami <3#jjk
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Not to be all soppy but Polin’s love story will always be my favourite and the first piece of media I’ve consumed that made me believe in love and believe that I, hopefully one day, will find it after never (and still have yet to be *cries*) noticed. I’m just genuinely so grateful for them 😭
#and so grateful that it was Nicola and Luke who played them#I can’t imagine anyone else#apologies#im in my feels rn#lol#polin#bridgerton
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It happened… idk how. But it happened.
900 people who like my posts enough to follow me and see more… I’m truly honored.
In this case, I’d specifically like to thank @velvetwyrme for mentioning me in their amazing art, as that was what gave my blog the boost to finally reach this milestone. In the grand scheme of the internet, 900 might not appear to be much, but that’s a full auditorium of people. And whether or not some of these account are even active, it’s still a very big amount. Even when I feel like I haven’t posted anything substantial enough in months to even really earn it :,) haha
So really. Thank you all so much. As someone who struggles with being herself and embracing my interests and who I am, seeing so many people who want to see and even share in what I talk about means so much to me.
I can’t thank everyone enough ❤️
#relic answers#I will not lie imposter syndrome is being a very big bitch to me rn :’)#but to say that I’m grateful is an understatement#i legitimately could not have done so many things without you guys#whether you want to stay or ever feel like you want to go#from the bottom of my heart: thank you#I know this sentimentality is something more meant for like the 1000 follower milestone or something#but idk. I’m feeling sensitive tonight haha
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my sweet angel etta passed on today after surviving for four years after spine surgery. she was sweet yet feisty and her personality was easy to fall in love with. thank you for so many incredible years baby. 💕 you will be greatly missed.
#I am absolutely falling apart. I have so much love and I don’t know where to put it all#she’s been with me for 15 years. through so much. I’ve almost thrown up like 10 times today and the grief comes in waves#I cannot tell you how devasted I am. there is not a word that describes how I’m feel rn#I’m so grateful to have had her in my life despite the physical hardships she faced. love you forever my sweet angel#personal
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Does anyone have any tips to help stop yourself from comparing your artwork to others, or equating your value as an artist with likes and reblogs?
I've struggled with this for a while and it's getting old, I don't know how to just shrug it off. Any genuine advice would be nice
#its just bygging me bc i know rationally they dont matter i knoe they dont#but i still feel it in my bones that im not good enough because my work doesnt circulate on platforms#i paint for fun and then i post and i get these feelings and theyre so goddamn annoying#i know to just keep posting anyway and try to enjoy the ride but my Depression Brain is such an asshole#i wish it would be quiet#i never used to feel this way either until likes and reposts/reblogs became so integral to social media#on top of needing commissions to get by while looking for work and attending school soon#idk maybe this is just a vent and ik no one can Fix it that simply#i guess im just speaking 2 the void rn and maybe others feel the same#*bugging#and i really am so grateful just to know anyone likes it or comments on it and reading feedback really really means so much#but i feel like unless im pumping out specific fandom stuff that doesnt really happen#but the negative thoughts and feelings can b rly strong sometimes and im just tired#im sure this is a depression thing too#hoping i can get into therapy thru school but it depends on finances as everything else in this world does 🫠#ill keep going tho#and please if you are someone who does comment or reblog and say something about the work please do not ever stop#it means so much to me and others im positive it does#i see you and i appreciate you so so much#thank you and thank you to anyone who reads or comments some ideas
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just said goodbye to the therapist i've been seeing for the past four years and the only therapist i've ever trusted and i am SO emotional rn, mostly in a good way. it was really special to be able to just talk about everything from the past four years and hear her perspective on exactly how much i've grown. there were so many ways i was hurting so much when i was 18 that i had forgotten about. and she reminded me about how at our first session i said that i didn't think it would be possible for me to have a future at all and then here i am, living out all the dreams of my younger self. i almost started fucking CRYING. she said that she was so honored by the trust i had placed into her, knowing all my institutionalization trauma and it turns out she knew i was lying to her for like the first six months i saw her LMFAO but that she thought it would be worth it if she could prove to me that i could trust her. she read things about disability justice and anticarceral psych inbetween sessions so she could better figure out how to support me and never once threatened to call the cops. idk i just appreciate how much she was there for me over the past four years and it truly feels like the end of an era. just. wow. SO Many emotions
#personal#i feel really good about stopping therapy and i think it was right and she thinks so too#but woah. it's wild to think this person has seen me almost every week for four years. well we switched to every month#the last year.#but she knows SO Much about me and then now i might not ever talk to her again. which is fucking wild!!! it's wild!!!#turns out i was one of her first patients and she usually didn't take 18 year olds but bc her practice was so new she was like sure yeah#and then stuck with me bc she was like no this one is special#sorry im just an emotional mess rn. in a good way#so proud of myself. and grateful for everyone who got me to this point
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Man I’m having such a hard time writing. When I was writing fanfic all the comments I’d get really kept me going (and the comments I get on my original work send me into orbit with how much I love them!!) but without that same influx of people showing interest I’m all in my head like is this not good enough? What if my ideas suck actually? And I keep gettin roadblocked by my own brain telling me that what I’m writing isn’t worth it q-p
#rant#I also get nervous about voicing my negative thoughts anywhere l#I’m so worried about someone thinking I’m ungrateful#how lucky am I to have even one person who enjoys my stuff and I’ve got dozens!!#but here I am complaining#:(#makes me feel ungrateful#even though every single person that sends an ask or writes a comment lives in my brain forwver and I am SO grateful#just wanted to vent a lil#bc I’m feeling a little wrung out rn
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#i have a gfm linked above if anyone wants to share or help#i don’t want to bring a lot of attention to this even though i really should#i don’t want to make a big spectical of it when things could be way worse for me#i know i shouldn’t compare because it still sucks what im going through but i know it could be worse#i feel guilty about it and i can’t place why#i haven’t had a lot of job leads and i’m very scared for my future rn#i’m trying my best to remain positive but it’s hard when i’m in a never ending nightmare that i can’t wake up from#if you can donate thank you#if you can’t please share#i appreciate anything and everything and i’m grateful for those who have supported me thus far
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you know I have really had a hard time in recent years and arguably every years… and today.
Today. I woke up with NO PAIN. 0 pain. Nothing at all. No nausea, no cramps, no uncomfortable bloating/constipation, no excessive anxiety, no ceaseless despair, no depression numbness, no headache, no unexplainable abdominal pain, no suffering, no PAIN. NONE. 0!!!!!
I just woke up.
I forgot how fucking NICE that is!!!! I’ve been on cloud fucking nine all day just because I didn’t start the day in misery!!!! I don’t think I realized until today how fucking awful my default existence has been in the last few years!!!! If it wasn’t physical agony it was mental agony if it wasn’t mental agony it was emotional agony and most days it was all!!!!!
This peace won’t be forever and it’s one stellar day out of many awful ones and I’m not cured nor will I ever be but by god I’ve been tough and I’ve been strong and I’m only realizing today HOW tough and strong
#starlight personal#it’s not an exaggeration to say that I haven’t woken up This Fine in at least two years#like I’ve been hoping and trying so hard and hoping and hoping for so long and like… it’s getting better#I’m doing better and I’m managing better and I’ve come really far#and I want to be proud of that for a minute and grateful that I’m on an upward trend rn#life is ebb and flow and things will get hard again but I’m trying to appreciate when things aren’t#like GOSH it’s so fucking nice to not feel sick at all what the hell do some ppl just feel like this all the time????
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In this moment…
I am so full of LOVE!
I am so grateful for all my LOVED ONES!
I am feeling ever so WONDERFUL!
I want to give big big HUGS!
I want to scream and shout out of HAPPINESS!
#lowkey feeling like an idol rn with how much hope and love I want to spread#idk why I’m feeling so so so SO happy rn 😭😭#today wasn’t even an unusually happy day 😭#I just feel so loved and supported right now 😭😭😭#AUUUGGGHHHH I’M LEGIT SO HAPPY AND GRATEFUL FOR EVERYONE 😭😭#happy vent#idk what to tag this
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#everything’s fine and I’m fine I’m just saying this to say it rn#I don’t know what I would choose to do if he WAS still alive and I COULD still report officially#but a large part of me is really really glad that that mayor is dead. and I don’t ever have to hear him or see him at events or feel his#unusually long weird fingernails and iron grip while telling me to smile for pictures ever again#a part of me would love to confront him#but most of me is just glad he’s gone and can’t scare me or make life hell for my parents ever again#he never should’ve gotten away with all the things he did for so many years. but he did.#now that we’re here in the present. it’s a gift to get to move on from it knowing he’s not still out there at least#he was a gross greedy person with police and government power and never should’ve had those positions for so many decades like he did#but that being said. he can’t ever speak to or touch me again.#I’m not grateful now. I wasn’t grateful then after he stopped pretending either. but I’m glad I get to walk away and never live near#any subdivision or building or anything else with his name or picture#ever again. and he’s never able to touch another child ever. good riddance. you gross greedy poor excuse for a public servant.#now I’m gonna go try to write some of what I’ve learned into a fic to help my future self and others#who do you think came out on top at the end of the day mayor L?#I came out of this with friends and kindness and gentleness and healthy rage. you died just as greedy and fake and paranoid as you lived.#I hope you got better towards the end. for your wife and family’s sake.#I get to protect others from people like you for the rest of my life. and I’ll win.#because I deserve it and every current kid deserves it too.#shh katie
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