#i feel embarrassed even being on here

[fairiesthrum]

i need to put some of y’all writers in a lab, dissect your brain, and drink its juices cause wtf ain’t no way y’all are writing on this app for FREE

[crystallizsch]

despite twst being a "villain" game

i love it when i see how certain characters speak to certain people. like how people just relate to their struggles/personalities/etc.

there’s riddle coming to terms that not everything has to be perfect, unlearning from what he has been taught growing up that not everything has to be followed to the letter;

ace who is gungho and earnest about what he believes in and has the natural inclination to defend those he grows to genuinely care about;

deuce always striving to improve himself despite setbacks and being aware of his own shortcomings;

leona who acts like he’s given up from being cast aside his entire life and coming to terms to the fact that there are people that do look to him as a leader, as someone who’s worth something;

floyd who unapologetically just does what he wants, choosing to do things that interests him at the moment;

kalim choosing to be happy and kind always, living life everyday to the fullest knowing what he’s gone through;

jamil with the expectations and obligations to essentially "perform" and do things for others more than for himself, especially when he has the potential to shine by himself with his own abilities;

vil rejecting gender norms and restrictions, while still being confident in his own masculinity, and also wanting other people to bring out their best and truest potential even though he may be strict about it;

rook being able to pick out so meticulously the beauty in everything and everyone whenever no one else is able to;

idia with his introverted yet very passionate energy towards things he cares about;

silver with his love and dedication for those he considers his family;

malleus with his loneliness and bringing out his genuine self with someone he's able to consider a friend;

i know some of these sound pretty surface-level but these are the ones that just came to mind at the moment, these are not my full-on thoughts on each of them

my point overall is i just really love seeing when there’s a character that REALLY speaks to someone that doesn’t particularly speak to me because it gives me a whole new perspective on characters i initially didn’t care about or didn’t like and makes me appreciate them more

also it just shows how how these characters are different enough in that sense so that there are characters for everyone to love and relate to 🥺💕

i could gush more about relationship dynamics as well but this is getting long enough hfdsfjsljlks anyways i would love to see others’ own takes and why a particular character(s) relates to them or why they just like them in general 👉👈 i want to spread some good vibes 💖 but anyways idk these are just my thoughts 🤧

[ghostdnfie]

me to dream stans having to see/put up with shit from morons (spineless ccs and their fans) vs me to said spineless ccs and their fans

[mrmeepsmadmind]

i love my bitch wife 🩵 somebody make an edit of soundwave to BRAT.. and my LIFE. is YOURS!!!!!

[candyheartedchy]

So uh… I might end up with a live action f/o…

[mysticalcats]

ok fellas this post is really different from my other stuff so i'm putting it under the cut for people who don't care and also because i'm slightly embarrassed

ok so. is it unusual for a girl to want to have a deep voice and a flat chest and a more square face and also feel slightly jealous of men and want to sound like them and look like them

and also is it unusual to want to be all that, but also simultaneously not be very bothered very much by how you look right now or by being referred to with she/her except for sometimes when you think about it too much. because i usually don't think about it except for sometimes where i suddenly just get really sad about being a girl or i'll always have this faint feeling that i am just unhappy about it

and also is it unusual to try to ignore it and go about your life being unbothered by it even though deep down it does kinda bother you but you can't really. like. say anything to anyone because your family won't react well and neither will your friends because they'll think it's weird and uncomfortable. i feel afraid to ever feel this way because i know the people in my life won't react well to it

so like. genuine question please lmk wtf is goin on because i'm unsure if it's normal and i've felt like this for a long time and it's confusing me and i don't even know what i'm going to do with the information once i know i'm just sort of lost LMAO

[daily-hanamura]

[nohoperadio]

I'd probably sum up my current broad strokes "how I feel about my life" as something like: the essentials are pretty stable, but beyond that the prospects for flourishing seem pretty bleak. I can't get into the weeds of it without this becoming a different and higher-effort kind of post, but for most of the things (big and medium-sized) you'd put forward as metrics of a good life--and by that I don't mean "social expectations", I'm talking about metrics I would personally endorse--I don't really have anything to show for, and more importantly it's difficult to tell a plausible story of how the next few years might go where that changes any, unless that story involves substantial transformations of long-standing components of my character. The current phase of my life started in January of 2023 when I became single and moved out on my own for the first time (both events unambiguously very good things with almost no attendant downside), and for a while I had this excited feeling like I had a chance to start everything over and do life right, or at least start moving in that direction. And then the first year went by and I just mostly felt like I wasted it, and it's increasingly hard to see me ending this year not feeling like I wasted this one, and at some point this turns into the more general feeling that my whole life is just kind of a sad waste.

And I don't want to lose sight of the fact that this state of affairs is a goddamned miracle relatively speaking. "Nothing is on fire but happiness seems maybe permanently out of reach" is a massive improvement over ten years ago when everything was on fire for years in a row and I had no ability to cope with anything and the only realistic thoughts I could frame about the future were about when I would kill myself. That wasn't good! Right now looks pretty good next to that.

And the thing is, that's not a thing I'm just saying to myself to try to grasp some silver lining, I really do experience my current state of "not cripplingly depressed" as something miraculous and precious--at the exact same time as I experience it as a sad waste of life. It's like the emotional equivalent of that thing where you have one cold hand and one warm hand and you put them both in lukewarm water and it feels like two different temperatures. It's really weird.

[milkbreadtoast]

(random) ngl before i started learning korean i felt like the worst failure of a korean but now i feel like the best failure of a korean (/j) HAHA

like im struggling to speak but least im speaking..!! I feel like I've restored an essential piece of myself that was missing...

[phagodyke]

the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

[capricioussun]

I am. about to hit 1k which. I lost track of. Uh. Is there anything anyone would like to see as a thanks/celebration of the milestone?

[bright-and-burning]

this weekend was the kind of psychological experiment they rewrite ethics codes to prevent

[cacw]

I think online mutual culture is killing some of you

[dandyshucks]

i Love pkmn but i love it as a worldbuild. when i play the game its just bc i like exploring the world and the critters. and i feel like everyone else who likes pkmn are all ppl who Love the games and competitive parts of it. so i feel a little embarrassed about not being a game-lover and competition-lover... i simply enjoy the world and the silly creatures 😭😭

[purpurussy]

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[nobodybetterlookatme]

How do you ask someone out with plausible deniability lmao like do you just ask them to dinner or something or is that too obvious ahskamskls