#i feel bad that i really was about to just say ok and move on

[moon-fics]

hi hi hello apologies if u get a whole lotta notifs from me i’M OBSESESSASSEEDDD WITH YOUR WORK UGH SO SO GOOD got me giggling spending all-nighters readig your fics😭 saw that ur requests are open and what do u think of our sweet sweet bob reynolds and a flirty + really outgoing/extroverted reader? like life of the party bc dawg i am SOOO in love with shy boys as an extrovert makes my heart SOAR ugh love you!!!!!

PLEASE NOT THE ALL-NIGHTERS!!!! I never thought I'd have that honor!! I will write this with all my power!!

You don't know how Valentina managed to get everyone to agree to this. Truly, you cannot fathom what she had to pull to get the New Marvels to attend a gala. Yet, here you are in a gown talking to public officials and important people.

It's not that you mind it, because you're glad to be socializing with people outside the team. It's nice to meet people and not have them know about your shame room or your backstory. It's even better when there's free food involved as well.

You're talking to a group of people who you can't remember the names of, but you know one of them is a journalist. You do your best to instill confidence in them about the team and to keep their hopes up.

Out of the corner of your eye, you see Bob wearing a suit with his hair greased back. He looks extremely uncomfortable, and you're so glad he's been working on himself. Otherwise, this place would be a mess. However, he still has his limits and you're sure he's reaching it.

You excuse yourself and approach him. He's standing alone because as far as anyone here knows, he's not officially apart of the team.

"You doing ok, Bob?" You ask while stepping in front of him. He gives a shy smile while nodding his head awkwardly.

"Yeah, I just don't enjoy crowds." He answers. There's still a smile on his face even as he pulls at the collar of his jacket.

"Ok, well, you look like a wet cat. So, let's just fix some things," You say. You don't let him protest before you run your hand through his hair. You shake it out until it's no longer streaked back. Instead, it's parted in the middle again, just as it should be. "There we go," You hum.

"D-does it look better?" He asks with uncertainty. His cheeks are a light tint of pink that only you'd notice. It's adorable to see him like this, and you wish you had a camera. "I don't want to get anyone in trouble for looking bad."

"No one is going to get in trouble for how you look. That would be insane, and I'd honestly stomp on anyone's toes if they mentioned it." You assure him. He still looks like he's trying to hide a grimace. You quickly realize it's the coat that's causing the issue. It's tight around his body, and you know he prefers baggy clothes. "I'll take your coat," You suggest.

"What? No, you'd just be holding it the entire night." He says. You give him no room to argue and are already pulling it off his shoulders. The white shirt underneath is enough to keep his appearance. "S-stop!" He insists while trying to pull the coat back on.

"Listen, if it bothers you that much, I'll just wear it!" You huff.

"Wear it? Won't that look weird?" He asks. He aids you in pulling off the coat and lets you take it. You wrap it around your shoulders, and the warm material feels nice on your skin. He stares at you for a few seconds with his lips slightly parted. His eyes roam over you as if taking in your outfit for the first time.

"Got something to say?" You laugh. He snaps his eyes back to your face and gives a half smile. He's adorable, and you cannot stand it.

"N-no, you just look really nice," He mumbles while rubbing his nose with his sleeve nervously. He glances away from you and looks around the crowd. "Do you mind staying with me? I don't like being alone at functions." His voice is soft. His hands fidget with his sleeves, and he squints his eyes.

"Yeah, I'll stay," You agree. You move to stand next to him and get a glimpse of what he sees. As much as you like talking to people, you wish there was more to do. It's fancy, and the music playing sounds like something you'd hear on an elevator. You'd much prefer some more upbeat songs or at least a ball pit. "You look good, too." You comment.

He looks at you, and there's a twinkle in his eyes. "Uh, thanks. I didn't really know how to dress. I had borrowed it from Bucky," He admits quickly. You're surprised by that because the suit should be bigger on him, not smaller. "It's really old." He clarifies when he sees your confused expression.

"Well, next time we'll just stay home." You suggest. "Besides, I'm a little jealous other people get to see you in a suit," You tease.

He clears his throat and scratches the back of his neck. "Y-you are?" He wants confirmation that you aren't making fun of him.

"Oh yeah. I was practically drooling over you when you exited your room," You giggle. He catches on that you're flirting with him and tries his best to play along. Even while his heart is beating way faster than it should.

"Well, I'll, uh, have to take you as my date to one of these sometime," He tries to flirt back. He's certain he's not very good at it, but at least he's trying. "Unless that's not something you want to do. I could totally just wear a suit around the tower more often," He begins rambling.

You slide your hand into his and curl your fingers between his. "Or, you could just ask me out on a regular date," You suggest.

He nods and lets out a chuckle. "I could do that," He shrugs. There’s a moment of silence where you wait for him to ask. Instead, he keeps staring at you with a goofy smile. As if you just hung to stars.

“Are you going to or is this like a waiting situation?” You ask. His eyes widen and he covers her mouth with his free hand. He clearly thought that was him asking you out.

“No, no yeah! I just- I didn’t know if now was a good time or if that meant we were going to go on a date,” He scrambles over his words. “Would y-you like to go on a date… with me?” He asks.

“No, I think you took too long. You’re going to have to wait a week or two,” You tease. You can’t help the sly smile that spreads across your lips. He looks helpless at your statement and it’s almost too much to handle. “Yes, I’ll go out with you,” You confirm.

He lets out a sigh of relief and his body loses any tenseness. “I genuinely thought you were going to make me wait,” He laughs nervously. “I would have but I really wanted to do it sooner than later.”

“Yeah, well, I don’t want to wait that long either,” You nudge him playfully.

[jasper-unofficial]

ARCHER'S (UNHINGED) LOVE OUT LOUD 2025 (DAY 1) HIGHLIGHTS

pond seems to have passed the curse of contacts onto a bunch of people, but that also means he is finally rid of the curse himself, so i am (unfortunately for everyone else) just happy i could see his beautiful brown eyes the whole time.

very simply, as a known queer bully, i want to say that heterosexuality has no space at LOL. it is a BL-CPs-focused event for a reason. if you want to have men and women thrusting at each other on stage, do it somewhere else.

that said, hilariously enough, because all the background dancers during pondphuwin's "bad girls like you" were separated into guy-girl pairs, what pondphuwin had going on with all the choreography and making eyes at each other felt even gayer than it would have otherwise in contrast, so thanks for that i guess.

speaking of which, all the lyrics should be changed to be gay too. this is the boys love event. boys are supposed to be loving boys today. (and tomorrow).

pond and phuwin said they chose "bad girls like you" to show that they are mature now, which just means @ jojo tichakorn, pack up your pondphuwin suitcase, we are finally ready to go on a second adventure.

phuwin kind of jokingly said that his dancing can't compare to a boyband member like pond, but pond really praised him for how well he did during the performance 🥹🫶 (<- this reminds me of phuwin saying during one interview that it means a lot to him when pond compliments him on his dancing specifically).

the second song pondphuwin sang was from the pov of a person who doesn't express their love with words too often, which is extremely lore-accurate to phuwin and extremely lore-inaccurate to pond kgjkldfgjklfdg do with that what you will.

forcebook committed what i can only describe as an act of phycological terrorism today (/lh).

their first song was about friends who are in love with each other but are too afraid to confess. (ok, literal childhood friends forcebook?) it was fully choreographed too with some adorable moves. then they had a little chat, which demonstrated a speedrun from mutual pining friends to an old married couple. only to go back to the theme of the song, asking each other if they ever felt that way, and both saying yes.

BUT THAT'S NOT ALL! the second song came around, a good while later in terms of the concert, and it was ABOUT FRIENDS WHO ARE IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER BUT TOO AFRAID TO CONFESS. AGAIN. but this one was sad and full of yearning. it also ended with the lyrics "the more you feel like a close friend, the less i feel like i have the right to say..." followed by *huge pause, full of yearning* "...that i love you." *more yearning* *last second absolute bodyslam of a hug* *fades to black*

it was truly insane, i felt like i was on crack cocaine after their second performance.

joongdunk and firstkhaotung both did what you could potentially consider a little nod at THK, with joongdunk performing 'baby tee' in, indeed, baby tees (or crop tops, if you will, shout out style) and firstkhaotung performing a rock song, which just kind of gives THK.

speaking of firstkhaotung, there was this one kind of silly song about proposals with a couple of people, including them, and at one point first proposed to khaotung with a comically large ring. highlight of the day.

going back to joong, he got really emotional during the "goodbye" while thanking the fans and i'm pretty sure almost cried 🥺🤏

our only actual tears of the day, though, were jimmy's after jimmysea sang a break-up song, which clearly touched him 🥺

perthsanta were really sweet and it was very apparent they care about each other a lot throughout. during the "greetings", perth let santa talk during the entirety of perthsanta's allocated time because LOL is a new experience for santa. both songs they chose were rock songs, clearly because perth really loves rock. santa got a dance break and perth got a guitar solo moment during their first song. and perth got quite emotional during the "goodbye"!

on a crazier note, perth called santa "khun noo" (approx. young master) and santa called perth "daddy". live with this information.

earthmix had a domestic through song on stage, but worry not - they were fine right after and their second song was very sweet dflkgjdfkgjkfldg

them almost kissing at the end of the second song was crazy btw. i felt like i was intruding on a moment.

they are letting earth be silly again btw! and i love it! he is adorable.

speaking of silly, williamest's first performance was very "you are tripping on lsd", but in like a fun way.

winnysatang whipped their lavawave out early, because their first song was very royalty-coded.

gemfourth held hands and also sang a song that was a combination of their two solo songs, which i think was really cute.

fourth's new hairstyle looks fucking amazing btw!

we had a surprise appearance by aou my beloved!!! (worry not, next year he will be on the same stage but the whole time and with his partner, i am sure of it). JASP✦ER performed 'TAKE IT OFF' and then we had a JASP✦ER x LYKN collab which was incredible!!

and oh yeah, LYKN performed as guests!!

'SADISTIC' was performed by a bunch of people: interestingly enough, just pond and santa (no joong), phuwin, perth, and dunk nonetheless, as well as gemini, fourth, sea, force, and est. they did not dance, in fact all of them spent the entire performance flying around on harnesses and doing occasional backflips. i am personally starting a conspiracy theory that they were all going to dance, but then either ran out of time or some of the... less dance-inclined, let's say, participants couldn't nail the choreo. thus, everyone was sent flying instead.

in general, love that they expanded the theme to literally anything connected with the sky, so we got a lot of space-themed and different sky-themed motifs (day, evening, night, etc.), it was really cute!

both the "rocksphere" performances were iconic: the lines up of gem/prem/william/perth/pond/phuwin and sea/fourth/gem/pond/phuwin are both pristine, gem on the drums was awesome, perth leaning on william while playing the guitar was incredible, loooove the pink strap on pond's bass, AND the fact that they covered "secret" by perth warms my heart (it is an underrated bop).

altersphere was VERY dad rock, i am fascinated by dad rock in thai because i've literally never heard it in any other language but my mother tongue before - force/joong/first/mix/jimmy nailed it btw.

overall, i really enjoyed myself! i stick to my complaints about the heterosexuality of the background dancers, however, and urge everyone to remember this is very much a BL-based event. i am paying money out of my pocket to see boys love on stage (musical edition) and absolutely nothing else.

[tokyo-debonk]

Songs that sound like his love

Ough- ok hi I'm insane, here's the first part of this silly series of basically small doses of what kind of songs I think are on the guys' playlists for their partners/lovers. I was gonna start in order w Frosthiem only to get stuck looking for songs for Tohma-

I'm trying for like 4-6 songs per guy (Sho got kinda spoiled because there were too many songs that were just too good-) , without repeats but man some songs def could be shared and I might do repeats if I think it really really fits.

Anywayyyysss! Here's Vagastrom, hope you guys like it :)

Frosthiem | Jabberwock | Hotarubi | Sinostra | Obscurary | Mortkranken |

My Backpack 💛🖤

Riding Bonnie and missing my baby

• For The Hell Of It - Sawyer Hill

- "I will stay by your side tonight for the hell of it / Let you take all my time for the hell of it" -

- "Don't need your name, I need your heart" -

• Mona Lisa - Dominic Fike

- "Love is when you try to make it out alive / But you can't turn the radio down / And you can't think of anyone else" -

- "And you already know I'm a number away" -

• Shut Up and Drive - Rihanna

- "'Cause I'm 0 to 60 in three point five / Baby, you got the keys / Now shut up and drive" -

- "Come on now, whatcha waitin' for? / My engines ready to explode / So start me up and watch me go" -

• The Last of The Real Ones - Fall Out Boy

- "I know this whole damn city thinks it needs you / But not as much as I do" -

- "'Cause you're the last of a dying breed / Write our names in the wet concrete / I wonder if you're therapist knows everything about me" -

• Pierre - Ryn Weaver

- "Drank with the devil and forgot my name / Woke with somebody when the morning came / No one else there to shame me for my youth" -

- "He says he can't believe he found me / Wraps his arms around me" -

- Keep on telling you lies / Count down to the day they may come true / I'm counting down" -

• Could Have Been Me - The Struts

- "I wanna taste love and pain / Wanna feel pride and shame / I don't wanna take my time / don't wanna waste one line" -

- "Don't wanna live as an unsung melody / I'd rather listen to the silence telling me / I can't hear you, I won't fear you" -

- "Never look back and say / Could have been me" -

Sweetheart

Sunset drives with you

• Walking The Wire - Imagine Dragons

- "Oh, I'll take your hand when the thunder roars / And I'll hold you close, I'll stay the course" -

• The Heart Is A Muscle - Gang of Youths

- "I will not play this out discreetly, it is real and unashamed / I am human now and terrified, but I want it all the same / 'Cause I wanna overcome / And try to love someone." -

- "And I just ask you to be patient, if you'll have me still / 'Cause I wanna open up / And try to love someone" -

• It's Time - Imagine Dragons

- "From the bottom of the pit right to the top / Don't hold back" -

- "The city never sleeps at night / I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit / I'm just the same as I was" -

• Eastside - benny blanco, Halsey, Khalid

- "My love is yours if you're willing to take it / Give me your heart 'cause I ain't gonna break it"

• Save The Bullets, Baby! - Xana

- "My baby handles me so gentle / If I push will you pull a little tighter? / To you, I wanna be a little nicer, baby" -

- "You were holding my face in your hands on the train / I was thinking that I could take your name" -

- "I always think the world is ending / You say it's just beginning / You say it's just beginning" -

• Weak - AJR

- "One sip, bad for me / One hit, bad for me / One kiss, bad for me / But I give in so easily" -

Dumbfuck

You're lucky I like you 🙄

• buzz cut - lovelytheband, MisterWives

- "She's my future, forgive my past / So used to being cynical/ She's something like a miracle" -

- "Red flags turn to pixie dust / It doesn't matter, 'cause I don't care / And I think I'm fallin' for you" -

• No Lie - Sean Paul, Dua Lipa

- "Feel your eyes, they all over me / Don't be shy, take control of me" -

- " It's hypnotic, the way you move / Let me acknowledge the way you do / And I would not lie" -

• Kiss and Make Up - Dua Lipa, BLACKPINK

- "But this love's important / Don't wanna lose you this way" -

- "How about we leave this party? / 'Cause all I want is you up on me / Tired of hearing sorry / Kiss and make up" -

• LA Devotee - Panic! At the Disco

- "Swimming pools under desert skies / Drinking white wine under blushing lights / Just another LA devotee" -

• Drugs And Candy - All Time Low

- "You and me are like drugs and candy" -

- "The sweetness of you on my tongue / I breath you in, you fill my lungs" -

A/N: ough my phone ate some of the image quality for some reason, but I'm lazy so I'll fix it later. Anyways I hope y'all like this post because man these stupid little guys eat at my brain. Also I hc Leo low-key loves the look of graffiti/spray paint so he always drags Sho out to walls to make him paint out the ideas Leo's seen in Sho's sketchbook. I also hc Leo taught Alan how to make a playlist after Alan asked and approved an R&R permit as a thank you. Thanks for reading ❤️

-Ash

[saxandviolins77]

Transformers Skybound #19 and #20 spoilers below cut

ISSUE #19

I was going to talk about issue #19 last month, but what do you know? I had literally nothing of value to add, especially since I'm behind on Void Rivals (sorry, Kirkman) so I know shit about Quintessons in this continuity. Anyway, this story reads more like an intermission; not that this is bad, but there's nothing really meaty here. Well, I guess I have SOME thoughts, soooo.... Bullet point format...?

Ooooh yeah, the trait of Megatron having the need to have the upper hand even in situations where he is at another being's mercy is actually one of my favorite things about him (Movie.) I can't be the only person who thinks Megatron's autopreservation and fear (eh) of being controlled are actually important to his character, right? I'm a "Megatron was built by the Constructicons" believer, so take that as you will.

Evil Matrix of Control (that's the tyranny) AND good Matrix of Freedom ("freedom is the right of all YOU KNOW HOW THIS GOES).

Tank Megatron :(

Megatron loving his planet? Yessir!

Symbolic representation of forced suicide. Whatevs.

Isn't it ironic how Megatron gained his ability to control others through the loss of his own bodily autonomy and against his own volition? He's like, a tool, a tool you wieeeeld???? Yeah.

That was fun. (he says, with a blank look of indifference in his face.)

ISSUE #20

Ok, the one people are actually talking about.

You get your ass kicked for ten minutes and are already asking for him to kill you?? I could be charitable and pretend this is character writing, but like, no.

"WILL YOU PRAY FOR MEEEE WHEN I'M GOOOONE?? OR IS THIS THE ETERNAL DARK WITHOUT A DAAAAAWN?!"

Uh, I mean.

Wow, a Cybertronian getting captured by a human facility? Feeling bold today, aren't we?

Ok, jk jk, I really want to see Mags' PTSD explored. Hopefully.

JAZZ BACKSHOTS 🙌🙌🙌🙌

I liked this scene. I liked how DWJ didn't forget about the grief Spike must've been feeling. Or the grief he didn't have time to feel due to the... Giant robots.

I like Skybound Optimus. And I like how, despite being THAT guy, he still has moments of vulnerability and doubt (lots of it, actually).

Looks like someone was reading the tech specs/biographies before writing.

Brooooo, you can't just say that. Now we know they have a target on their backs.

Dada. Papa. Pops. Dad. Father.

Foreshadowing.... In the shadows! Wow.

Ohhh, we're gonna have an E.T. scene, right? Carly meets her old van, and Shredhead meets her. Bridge between Cybertronians and humans. (That's my pitch.)

Very convenient.

Did he bring Scavenger along too? Like, yk, Microbots. That's my HC.

SCRAPPER HAS A LINE OF DIALOGUE. WE WON. WE WON!!!

Foreshadowing or just a throwaway line? Place your bets.

Dude, you're adorable.

I haven't said this because I'm busy joshing around, but I really like this Megatron. He's very different from other incarnations of him, and I'm all for it. He's cold and calculating, but he clearly has a code of honor and actually cares for his subjects. I like him.

Also, one more Starscream abuse scene for the franchise.

they faces killing me why nobody gaf

Despite not being into this Starscream or his dynamic with Megatron. I can say that in the context of this universe and this issue, this scene was very well done and honestly kind of gut-wrenching.

I'm a little bit worried about Starscream's character from now on. Will he just dissipate into the background? 'Cause there's clearly no space for their common G1 Sunbow bickering.

Scrapper (thinking): "Fuck... Did I remember to turn the oven off back at the base?"

That's it?

DWJ has been building this shit up since issue fucking #8 for this cockblocking move? Not even a name drop? Like, I don't want to complain just so DWJ can pull the rug out from under my feet and make my chin DROP in the next few issues. But the only reaction I had from seeing this was a deeeeeep sigh of disappointment. Like, what a wet fart. I wouldn't mind it that much if he hadn't teased us for so long.

[helloanthy]

your shapes are so fluid and soft and dynamic—it inspires me so much and i hope to someday reach the same level of skill in my own art ; U ; can i ask what your inspirations are? specifically for your shape language, but any general insp that contributed to your style would be super cool to hear about! thank you for sharing your beautiful art with us!! 💘

aaa thank u thank u so much for ur kind message ! 🥹 im honored you think so highly of my art and that it inspires you. the best compliment anyone could give me is that my art inspired them to make art too. and its really validating whenever im told my art is fluid and dynamic because i try very hard to make it so … drawing for me is kinda like carving marble i lay the initial sketch which is incredibly blocky and i spend an absorbent of the time trying to chip away at the edges make something rigid seem natural … pensive. i hope im understanding what ur asking correctly, but to quote ikuhara in regards to my shape language: "I think it's more beautiful when the body silhouette has clear contrasts (laugh)." i think its because i'v always been greatly inspired by fashion illustration & fashion editorial photography. runway and editorial makeup included in these i feel like also inform how i render eyes (yassified 💀) i started out drawing clothes and mimicking 20th century and 90s fashion illustration when i was little. in the salon i was always excited whenever we got new magazines so i could look at the celebrity fashion and red carpet sections. i also liked looking at the hairstyle lookbooks. late 90s and early 2000s so a lot of big/spiky/gelled/sprayed hair. and iv always loved haute couture especially sculptural clothing in the realm of guo pei, robert wun, heaven gaia, miss sohee, thierry mugler, schiaparelli, and richard quinn but i dont know if any of these influences translate here since the houses i named are heavily textiled and avante garde ... i try not to spend too much time rendering clothes bc at a certain point it becomes laborious which im trying to avoid feeling …… but i love sharing good art and these r my favourite designers 🥴 maybe this explains my silhouettes tho ? shrug mm perhaps more noticeable influences in how i shape fabric & clothing with my art here though would be houses like vivienne westwood, simone rocha and shushu tong besides fashion illustration & photography as i got older i got reallyyy into reading shoujo manga and that informed a lot of my style development too. particularly works of arine tanemura, matsumoto natsumi, ai yazawa, shinohara chie. and individually, mangas like kodocha, beauty pop, say i love you, kamisama kiss, kyo koi o hajimemasu (i dont remember a lot of these works plots only the art really but PLEASE do not read this last one i remember its really. really bad lmao) hononary mention of rosario vampire, which is not a shoujo but the first manga i read and was extremely attached to the art style artists who's interpretation of shapes and movement that i aspire to are kris anka, rené gruau, sara pichelli, j.c. leyendecker, hua sanchuan, and hisashi eguchi lastly iv never thought about my shape language explicitly in technical terms so i thought itd be interesting to try and put it into words. if it helps. so to me its kinda like

but also stylistic inspiration and aspirations aside, half of it is just the way my hand instinctually likes to move tbh. for example i drew out quickly what kind of lines make me feel the best and theyr like this

another contributing factor is probably that i really really dont like how it feels drawing straight lines. i like how they look and i wish i could Do them but hand tremors aside before even i still felt drawing straight lines was stifling and tedious like doing math. i love making a line that feels like a running rabbit i feel like for me at least in my art there is a lot that gets lost between inspiration—interpretation—execution—reception but i hope that i explained all this ok. its hard to put things into words haha. thank u again for the lovely message 🥲💗

[goofysillywriter]

bleeding heart

Notes: hi hi first x reader fic im sharing, and it's with Rafayel, who I've been super normal about, shout out to my friend who really got me into l&ds. please, please know that if I don't respond to any comments left, I do see them I just get overwhelmed easily

!hurt/comfort, self-harm(hair pulling and hitting self)!

little summary: You and Rafayel get into an argument that hurtful words are shared, and you both hurt. It's ok(ish) in the end as you both seek the other out for forgiveness.

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You've known Rafayel to very much be the type of person to lay out why certain things upset him, sure sometimes it's in a roundabout way, but he doesn’t leave things to build up. Sometimes(all the time), you know when he is genuinely happy about something, just like knowing when he's truly hurt by something.

Which is why having two emotionally charged people that will pick fights isn't good. You and Rafayel are in an argument, one that has long since turn into just saying mean things to just hurt the other. This wasn't how you wanted to spend your day off but fuck it at this point really.

“Why can’t you just drop it? Or better yet forget all about it seeing as it's so easy to just forget about me.” Rafayel snaps. This kills the words in your throat. You can only stare at him before laughing bitterly.

“You know that's not how my memory works.” Is all you can really say as you watch Rafayel turn to storm off. The sound of a door being slammed shut is all it takes for everything to hit.

It's easy to be mad, but after that comes the hurt. But you don't hurt enough, it's your fault this all happened isn't it. You forgot about lunch, you forgot when you were supposed to meet up, all the times you forgot hit you. Some small part of you knows it's not your fault, lunch was forgotten because of a Wanderer, the meet up wasn't you were dealing with a flare up, however the rest of your brain just wanted to hurt.

Your hands find their way in your hair and you pull and hit. Not the healthiest of ways to deal with this but fuck. By now you’ve found comfort on the floor back against the wall as you fight everything in you to not slam your head back. It’d be so easy why not add more pain its only fair isnt it.

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Rafayel isn’t sure how much time passed but hes since calmed down. He knew as well he'd have to apologize to you for the things he said. Groaning he runs a hand over his face, he loved you so much but it's hard. Emotions are hard.

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You haven't moved from your spot, hands now laying on the floor. Your head hurt but what else is new, you force yourself to just stare at the ground as the soft sound of a door opening and closing can be heard. Pulling your knees close to your chest you rest your head against your knees. Like this will hide you away from the fact Rafayel is going to see you. Hide the fact that if he looks close enough you still have strains of hair you've pulled out. Hide the fact this whole thing triggered you to have an episode.

A twisted part of you wants to see him feel bad about it, while also relish in the self-loathing it'll bring you.

Instead of any words being said between you two, Rafayel simply takes a seat next to you. Not touching, but just close enough you know he's there. The sound of him softly humming is what fills that void now. Unsure of how long you both sit you uncurl yourself and lean against him, Rafayel pauses to take a quick glance at you before continuing his humming.

Hearing a soft apology is more than enough for you as you nod, slowly moving your hand to hold his own.

There's comfort in knowing that no matter what, you both will seek the other out to make amends.

[force-unforce]

0/2 on relationships lasting longer than a few months lol

[youngpettyqueen]

Julian and Odo should've had more what I like to call "my autism to your autism" moments

[deus-ex-mona]

i miss her…

[danielnelsen]

so if you romance and ascend astarion you can kick him in the balls when he tries to turn you and it’s just very funny, he’s so pissy about it. so much for the most powerful vampire of all time or whatever, he stamps around like a toddler and then leaves forever

[runningatypufullspeed]

WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS

WHITE.

AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,

ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason

[bangcakes]

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[sublux]

what an absolutely exhausting couple of years i’ve had. i hope 2025 has something good in it for me

[sovonight]

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[tittysuckersworld]

vent tw, if you have depression please please just dont interact-