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CW: sh1rtless sorry um im sorry
Im so sorry guys, im so freaky :') i just learned anatomy and turned out like this...
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I hate myself please dont attack me and at least i already did put the content warning and don't want you to be uncomfortable, sorry.
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yeah so this was insane
#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov#and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm#everyone’s like wtf except for percy#and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid#and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like#‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all#which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt#and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt#and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it#so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way#that’s gotta mean a lot to percy#also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability#allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about#feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame#and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL#and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him#like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it#also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer#jason grace#percy jackson#pjo#ashla.txt
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For my birthday... read my webcomic! It's literally free! (Unless you want books. Those are not free)
It's beautiful, it's gentle, it's funny, they're canonically t4t and gay... And it's about time traveling vampires solving supernatural mysteries!
I've spent thousands of hours writing and drawing it, and it's really good! I'm not biased!
It's on hiatus right now and coming back in 2 months, so it's the perfect time to get caught up
#i felt weird putting this in there so I didnt but I've also received recognition for excellence in writing#and was nominated as a fan favorite on webtoon canvas...#so like not only do i work super hard but its just really good!#im not ashamed of claiming that i think my work is well done. if i didn't think i was doing a good job why would i do it#buuuut. something about being like please read my comic im literally so good at comics feels weird to me#even though i think that. in my brain#i dont want to imply that there is some objective or tangible goodness to my work simply for receiving some accolades#its nothing other than some accolades. whether or not someone likes it is up to them#so i guess to me it just feels superfluous#but genuinely I love my comics...#i re read them all the time. and i enjoy them!#theres things i would change and probably will change when i go to print#but i did what I could with the time and energy I had#and when it comes back... oh boy.#my friends have agreed its the best stuff ive ever written. it's literally so good...#im so excited to share.#still not fully ready to officially commit to the return date#but i am gunning for it!#webcomics#webtoon#time and time again#its my birthday!#idk wtf to tag this as. im 27 now...#read my comic#LOL
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Maybe I should do. Linktober? A bit? I would post egg carvings on some days



Egg carvings! :D it's an area of art I do a lot and would want to grow in... it's wierd tho ':D I hollow eggshells and engrave on them or carve them into shapes... I did this one quick today for examples
If yall want me to do it a bit I will... and that top photo would count for day one- mirror. The reflection setting in the sksw final boss is so cool to me and also I love drawing lightning, tho this isn't my favourite egg I've ever done. Anyways. I could do some days? What do y'all think?
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Edit: well I guess I'm doing it then! Happy October yall, this should be fun :D
#loz#zelda#smoll art#skyward sword#sksw#linktober#<even using that tag feels wierd#but I'm trying to post art and stuff on here#even if my art is odd hehe#this egg cracked and broke right after I finished photos. I dropped it I felt so ashamed.#perils of the craft lol#but it’s really fun! it’s delicate work. and it’s an area of craft I can safely say I’m good at. I’m an egg artist lol#egg carving is actually a super old art that I’m very passionate about and have worked on for years#haven’t shown y’all that before tho *nervous*#this egg didn’t take long. just triforce and silent princess flower and mirror boss battle thingy#I wanted to show yall some example sketches#I also would maybe engrave on glass a bit some days#I count the third poll option as a positive maybe#let me know what you think because I can’t do decisions
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GAMING IS MY SON AND IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HIM IM GONNA KILL EVERYONE IN THIS ROOM AND THEN MYSELF!!

LOOK AT HIM HES SO CUTE
i still have hope in getting the other boys too



its ok they can be a band or smth.. at least then gaming wouldn’t have to be so disappointed in people not hiring him bc he’s just having fun with his boys…
#it took me soooo long to realize his name can also be 'gaming' and idk if i should be ashamed or proud lol#his hashtag is gonna get real funny real quick#is it actually an intentional business decision made by hyv#no way this was accidental#anyway im disappointed in his hair design but i stopped feeling much since all genshin charas always have the ugliest hairstyles#also him being another bennett just not as unlucky#he works so hard and still tries to achieve his artistic dream at the same time#but people just smile and ignore him…PAY THE DUDE!!!#ALSO ALSO.. chiaki 2.0 and they better add all other ryuseitai next#i just can get over how energetic and cool genshin concept designs are when the game keeps slapping us with a downgraded version every time#not to say current designs aren’t energetic or cool.. just not as much lol (still salty about red xiao and those flying nahidas)#now i know why they still not doing an art book yet.. they’re ashamed to admit of the amounts of good designs they never use#AND I LOVE GENSHIN DESIGNS honest (otherwise why would i keep doing fanart of this game and this game only for 3 years)#sorry i dont post all of them.... i have issues#but i cant help but feel robbed when i see these designs knowing what they could’ve been#and it’s in no way hyv’s fault *glance at leakers* and the new designs are getting crazier and cooler but#please for the love of god hyv stop with the mullets PLEASE!!!#gaming#ga-ming#gaming genshin#genshin impact
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people who act like messy, sketch and doodle are negative descriptors for art shuuush they are my most beloved and beautiful friends
#the very backbone of my art style tbh#also if someone IS using these words to diminish their work#then please don't scold them about it!!! just say the art is nice. that simple#i remember in my early years feeling ashamed/really stupid because calling my work 'a doodle' would get more attention than the art itself#and while people meant well it never encouraged me to be told 'shut up this isnt a doodle' by several people at once phhss#anyways sorry everytime i see popular qrts on twitter like 'YOU CALL THIS A SKETCH!??' i get flashbacks lol#also these are just beautiful words to describe art!! hearts over my head at the very sound
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yeah you say “cringe is dead” but do you still apologize about reblogging stuff related to your “cringy” interests? kill the mindset that you are somehow not included in that statement or we’re never actually going to change anything
#i have never been in a fandom that apologizes for liking the source media as much as the homestuck fandom does#like jesus christ STOP it’s not cute actually#we’re on tumblr. we’re literally on tumblr and you still feel the need to be like ‘omg so so sorry for reblogging this hs post teehee’#if people unfollow you for it who cares. who. cares.#also not only is it 1) perpetuating a toxic culture of shame and 2) annoying#it’s highly disrespectful to the creator of the media#someone poured their heart and soul into the anime or book or album that you’re so ashamed of liking#by APOLOGIZING for liking something just because other people like to mock it you’re agreeing that this thing that you supposedly love#is defective. less than. worthy of mockery#i mean not only is that spineless as hell it’s like. imagine being a creator and knowing that not even your fans respect your work#so yeah. stop apologizing for liking the things you like. either express that affinity freely or shut the fuck up entirely#hm. im madder about this than i thought i was. lol.#op
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buy me coffee 👉👈
i absolutely hate doing this........ but i've stumbled upon a financial crisis recently because our dad has left us (me and my family) for another woman and he was the only source of income to the family lol i am in law school and my sister is in highschool and well i am struggling to find a job until i graduate (bc rn no local cafe or shop wants an employee) and my mother makes $300 a month (of which we pay $180 for the monthly bills) so we are rn barely surviving!!!! it will be all good !!! staying positive and all!!! but um i could really use a liittle teeeny tiny bit of help until i find a paying job to support my family 😭
#i feel ashamed to admit that we have quite literally been eating trash like whatever leftover food people throw away#and it's been on for 2 months now#my dad is an ass it's iNSANE#i am trying to idk do something so i don't have to sell my stuff like my phone or my laptop esp bc i need those for school lol#hence why im selling kpop albums#but yeah....#i feel SO STUPID AND SO ASHAMED DOING THIS#but i am shooting my shot#trying out anything ... at this point#even just boosting this post means AND HELPS! a lot 💖#thank you! 💖🩵#cora.txt
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What if the devs or just someone who works for Digital Extremes finds this blog and sends in a confession?
#nah but overexaggerated gif reactions aside#they're absolutely welcome to do so and feel free to make them aware of it; i just hope they know this blog allows confessions of the more#let's say 'unhinged' variety for the sake of this showing up in the tags lol#digital extremes if you see this uhhhh hi i guess lol you found this cursed blog; i would say im sorry but#I've been told not to over apologize so I'll be like goosebumps and say viewer beware you're in for a scare xD#I feel like as a creator of a series you know people are gonna r 34 your series' adult characters tbh so its fine and im not ashamed#warframe confession#warframe#soulframe confession#soulframe#dark sector confession#dark sector#since i used a gif from it to react lol plus its a DE property#genuinely wasn't sure how to tag this one#was gonna just react with the excalibur umbra gif bcuz it felt like a funny response but wanted to go the extra mile and include the others#I don't think they'd be legally allowed to say much about this blog besides 'yeah we've seen it in search results' bcuz of headcanons#and copyright stuff that's happened in the past with a show or book or something where they can't acknowledge they've seen an idea#bcuz someone was like 'hey you took my idea' and tried to get into a legal battle over it so now authors and such can't really say they've#seen an idea or whatever even if you send it in or they happen across it#mod rose
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i’ve seen + heard people say that they thought norman bates was creepy from the beginning of the movie but that’s not my interpretation at all, i think now that that everyone knows the plot of psycho as pop culture trivia, it’s impossible to watch psycho the way it was meant to be seen (hitchcock basically changed how movies were shown in theaters so that audiences would see the whole movie from beginning to end and wouldn’t see the plot twist first, for the sake of suspense! now there’s not the same kind of suspense because every single person in the audience knows who the killer is). i think there’s clear foreshadowing and the whole vibe of the motel is creepy, but norman himself, while a bit awkward, i think comes across as endearing and kind but extremely lonely. obviously as certain things are revealed, he gets creepier, but imo the truly bad thing that he does consciously is cover up his “mother’s” crimes but ofc he has to try to protect her. none of what happens in the movie is premeditated or malicious or even intentional on his part. he’s not even a good liar. idk i really think you’re supposed to see his narrative alignment with marion and feel sympathy for how completely trapped he is in his life, while also being scared of him, at first as someone potentially predatory, then as an accomplice to murder, then as a murderer himself. but not until AFTER his conversation with marion!!
#i think this is also why i have trouble with the bates motel version of his character#i think he’s written to be a little bit too weird and rigid#like he hardly has any personality unless he’s feeling an extreme emotion#i think it’s getting better as the show progresses to be fair#but there’s a lot in this show that i’m like. how does this connect to psycho lmao#but what i do really appreciate in the tv series is how strong his white knight complex is#and how totally misguided it is lol#and i think they do a great job of writing a version of norma bates who norman wouldn’t be able to lose#and show what made her so wonderful and why their relationship was so close#while also highlighting the flaws and tensions in that relationship#and why she would become so erratic and domineering and violent in norman’s mind when he dissociates#because it’s hard to reconcile the version of her that he thinks of as crazy and unstable with the version that is his favorite person#they’re just constantly accusing each other of being crazy and then being ashamed of themselves for saying that and taking it back#anyway uhhh. i love my boy. i love MY interpretation of my boy#i think there’s so much going on beyond ‘he dresses like his dead mom and kills people’#and i think people make it hard to talk about the main themes of the movie because they have a preconceived notion of what the movie is#not that that’s not a big part of the movie but like. it colors people’s interpretation of the character before they even watch the movie#psycho
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look at hims dancy legs
#there was a very friendly border collie that he was feeling a bit worried about#a few weeks ago he turned a blind corner and rushed up to say hi to two cattle dogs#on leash#and they were not appreciative#one snapped at him and he screamed and ran back#and then was very weary and sad for the rest of the walk#the owners were very very sweet and also a little unaware that their dogs were being spicy lol#but they had every right to be angry that a giant red idiot sped round a corner and crashed into them#luckily they laughed it off#whereas i was a shaking mess and very ashamed of my child's behaviour#anyway i was like great here comes the fear reactivity towards other dogs#but thankfully it has dulled his enthusiasm without creating reactivity#he now cautiously assesses other dogs before greeting and honestly its much more pleasant#thank you scary cattle dog#it was miller checking in to make sure the red dog isn't a total flunk#sprig#dogs
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whenever people say "sorry for my new hyperfixation:(( i'm making a new sideblog for it now sorry guys!!!" i'm like BE ANNOYING ON MAIN!!!! DO IT!!!!!! BE FREE!!!! IF PEOPLE DON'T ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND YOUR INTERESTS FUCK EM!!!!!!!"
#obviously do what you want tho if you WANT to make a sideblog then RESPECT!!!!#but i don't think you should feel ashamed for having a shift in interests lol#it's part of being human and growing up and ect
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tonight I was reminded that I am known and still loved regardless.
#I have been feeling so unloved lol#but I shared something so personal#something I am so afraid and ashamed of#and it wasn’t the end of the world and my friend wasn’t surprised#and it’s like everything feels a little less severe
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WHSTATSTS @pieflavouredartz )SOMR OF MY GOATS) REBL9GRD TWO OF MY POSTS OMGG HIII I WAS SO SHY TO RESPOND ABOUT IT LAST DAYS LOL

#yes i likr kiraboss too but i dont draw them so often as toruboss! and i didntpost them before bc idk i was also shy#i feel kiraboss community so big for me and#i want mainly to apport to my main otp (that is toruboss) and at first i was kind of ashamed at how my kiraboss post got support#and i considered to delete it LOL but now that you liked it im NOT going to do it <3 IM SO HAPPY#i like to talk ab kiraboss n toruboss with my friend and we personally have a mega lore and inside jokes for it#so i made kirabossweek and quietly shared it only to her so... i was also so impressed w your kirabossweek art too#i was like damn how do they do that thats amazing !! HEHE#I MEAN.. IS A BIT EMBARASSING HAVING TWO OTPS WHO HAVE THE SAME CHARACTER (THAT IS NOT YOUR MAIN FAV CHARACTER)#like wdym diavolo is in a relationship with two morioh guys#Anyway O H I FORGOT THSNK FOR MAKE ME KNOW YOU LIKE THESE DETAILS ABOUT MY ART !#i like drawing noses a lot#AHHALSO#toruvolo was a consideration i had when i was choosing the name for this ship#but i didnt really liked it (i mean idc how it is called but i wanted to choose something i liked more)#at fisrt i didnt wsnted to use toruboss bc i felt like i was copying kiraboss lmao (and i kinda did) sorry but anyway#im very hsppy#cosmigonónn#to make sure to save this#💜#WHY I WROTE A LOT
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When Tony asks Peter why he does what he does and he says the iconic line:
“When you can do the things that I can, but you don’t…and then the bad things happen…they happen because of you.”
Fourteen-ish year old Peter Parker, in one sentence, with so much ease, made the simplest case for why Tony arguing on the side of the accords is entirely for his own self interest.
If “the bad things happen” and Tony makes his own decision not to interfere then he will inevitably feel guilty.
Signing the accords means handing over the responsibility of deciding when he will or will not interfere. In his mind, this means he can no longer be held accountable when “the bad things happen”
#after peter says that…tony looks down like he’s a little ashamed#and I only JUST realized how much that little sentence should make tony feel that way#i have seen this movie so many times and I cannot believe that i have never made this connection untill now#also this makes me more angry that tony made peter fight on his side without telling what he was fighting for#okay…one more civil war post i swear#dont hold me to that lol#captain america civil war#tony stark#iron man#peter parker#spider-man#kate's post
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how do you think dean feels about aging? obviously we know he never expected to live very long, so when he does i’m sure he’s thankful as hell!! but things like wrinkles, hearing loss, bad eyes, other disabilities that come with age — how do you think he takes it? especially when he was such a physical POWERHOUSE in his prime.
AHH GOOD QUESTION THANK YOU!!!
In general, yeah, every day is a gift because he never would've thought he'd live this long, especially not to see retirement. It wouldn't hit him until his birthday, when he's now in his forties, mid-forties, his fifties, mid-fifties, and so on. Watching his kids get older too would really make him feel old.
But looks-wise, Dean is largely in denial, as we see here
(courtesy of arcanespillo)
I don't think that would change lmao. I think it would take someone else pointing something out to make him feel conscious about it. Like the "What's a dad bod?" moment that one episode (it's escaping me rn I can picture it clear as day). But I think generally he's confident enough in his looks that it doesn't bother him. Especially since he's in a loving, committed relationship.
His body degrading would be much more disheartening (as you've seen in my ficlet about his bad knees) Like, he loves his new quiet retirement life. He still works out regularly and stays in shape in case he does need to fight, so he definitely could be worse-off if he wasn't exercising, but he still lived a really hardcore lifestyle and that did some damage. I think losing his hearing and eyesight would be difficult but losing his mobility would hit him like a truck. At first, he just powers through (to his own detriment later on when he's sore for the next day or two) and he learns the hard way he's better off taking it easier in the first place. But that takes a mental toll as well. It's hard, adjusting to this new normal and letting go of things he used to do, letting go of how his body used to be. He really beats himself up for it. But he has a good support system in his partner who accommodates his needs and they figure everything out together 💖
#I kept this vague to appeal to a wider audience but of course me personally I'm imagining him married to Jo#in my ficlet Jo reminds him his body has been put through a lot over the years saving people and that's nothing to be ashamed of#and reminds him that he wouldn't call Baby old. she's classic. she needs more maintenance than she did in her prime#but she's still just as good (I'm paraphrasing it sounds better in the fic lol)#and he can't argue with that logic even though he still feels old#dean winchester#supernatural#spn#spn headcanon#dean headcanon#dean winchester headcanon#supernatural headcanon#dean headcanons#spn headcanons#supernatural headcanons#disablednatural
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