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My tmnt au fan iteration thingyyyy ^3^ I think they should be explodedNOW!!!!!!!!!
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt fandom#tmnt leonardo#tmnt raphael#tmnt donatello#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt april o'neil#tmnt casey jones#tmnt splinter#tmnt fan iteration#tmnt au#tmnt fan adaption#they r all silly guys >_<#tmnt fanart#IM SO CRINGEEEE /pos#miku mikey came to me in a dream…#fanart#doodles#lalalalala I feel joy and whimsy!!!!#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2012#tmnt 87#rise of tmnt#tottmnt#my art <3
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sketchbook stuff from april I realise I never posted
also some assorted dgr things because I'm not posting on my art blog for a while
#sadao#usami#ryuji#sorry i genuinely do not feel safe or comfortable in this fandom because literally everyone is so. genuinely mean#dgr fans love to say 'this fandom is CRAZY haha but im not like that haha cringeeee' and then be the meanest people youve ever been around#like thats cool guys i feel distinctly uncomfortable postint abt my special interest because of you weird and rude u guys r about everything#thank u tho#sorru rambling#mine
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IM GOING TO FUCKING KRILL MYSELF
you will never hear from me again after this goodbye cruel world
#mfw my favorite character dies#guess who’s on marineford#one piece#one piece spoilers#marineford#OH MY FUCKING GOD#AAAAHHGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH#nah because why am i actually full on sobbing over this I FEEL SO CRINGEEEE#sam talks
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Would anyone be willing to proofread one of the chapters of A Match Into Water? I wrote it differently, and although it is done, idk if the new style works. I just wanna make sure it's not weird or bad-
#she talks#i swear i wont ask this again#im just psycing myself out#i feel#im sorry if this is cringeeee of me
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made another drawing of evelyn! (hand drawn this time) its kinda cringe tho but i tried to do an imagery of her inside the little headspace she was in before she got revived! Also with herself in human form hehe,,,,,
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is this anything
#purrs#my art#starting to get into.. you know. drawing and listening to music. and thinking about how my life has deteriorated massively since march 2018#and also since march 2020 ♥️ high school me was so correct and normal and awesome and she had immaculate taste and so much potential. why am#i 24. and why am i musicless and artless and cut off from every creative thing and feeling that stimulated my brain and my world. cringeeee!#<- girl who has been experiencing something like derealization for over a year and has not written poetry in that long and cannot feel joy 💖#pick up the elements of your depression nest queen your crown is falling 😍#pepe#memini#brighton and bat are in here too but im not tagging them bc / and if im implying what im implying about them in this comic no im not ♥️
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putting ceekay in front of james roach and pretending i have no shame
#NOO THEYRE NOT CRINGEEEE#at least theres no reason to assume theyre cringe from the one picture#i also wished hed asked in like a week im working on something with much nicer drawings#i was still learning csp!!!#eslove looks good. ceekay looks mostly good. teriea doesnt i feel really bad i just completely bombed her. i totally could have done better#loweya is like. small. LOL#simons spouting
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had an adhd test today and immediately dumped a lot of information about my life to this psycho-pedagogue (i hope that word has an english translation) (she was the one giving me the test) who ive never met before but she's my brother's doctor and that means she will probably not forget about the struggles i revealed to her. which are embarrassing by the way. oh well.
#THIS IS SO FRICKING CRINGEEEE AND EMBARRASSINGGGG BECAUSE I STRUGGLE WITH THE MOST STUPID OF THINGS#BUT ALSO I ACT VERY NORMAL . I AM NORMAL#SO LIKE#I TOLD HER IM AT THIS AMBIGUOUS POINT THAT IM NORMAL ENOUGH BUT ALSO I DONT FEEL LIKE IT WHEN I. SOCIALIZE. GO OUT TO THE WORLD YKNOW#ON GOOD ENOUGH DAYS I FEEL NORMAL BUT THEN I REMEMBER#THE NOT SO GOOD DAYS#AND UH#YEAH#HELP ME I TYPED ALL OF THIS IN CAPS#MAYBE I WAS BORN lazy and a bit sillyyyyyyyyyyy#yeah#whatever i guess it doesnt matter i can deal with this for the rest of my life#this is the consequences of giving free ipad and pc access to ur toddlers. dont do that please
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my work trying so hard to get everyone to play golf fr...it's not me babes
#most boring sport of all time?? why would i do that#the campus has a golf course and makes the kids learn#cringeeee#rip all these cute rich kids learning the worst sport of all time as mandatory fun#the only cool sports they do here are skiing and lacrosse#they dont even have a lot of the normal big sports#my lunch break update was delayed bc my boss cried and that didnt feel update worthy#anyway staff gets free access to the gold course and they keep trying to put together a teacher golfing league.....#everyone keeps inviting me to it like no thanks!#no thanks :)#i keep saying this but no thanks for real#it's a no from me#golf not gold lol*#this has been a shitpost
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im looking thru my art and u can usually tell what's going on in my head if u know the context clues of uuhh who I know and recently I've been toooooo sad I should go back to being gay and whimsical
#i associate everyone i know with a homestuck character#like my bf is dave and im john and my sister is jane and so on and so forth#when im sad i am dirk and the roles switch to different characters depending on how i feel so the more i draw dirk its like an indicator#that i am a little sad the more i draw john the more whimsical and in a good headspace i am#this is sooooo cringeeee but it's how I cope#vent#personal#its not like WHENEVER i deaw dirk i am upset because he is one of my FAVORITE characters EVER WRITTEN so theres even MORE context that#i think only i know cuz idk how I'd explain it#oh and if i draw davekat i am 1000% just being gay and btw i am always katkat
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Getting in a relationship and being open with my feelings?? Cringeeee (I’m so fucking lonely and I’m scared of getting my heartbroken and I don’t know how to talk to boys)
#this is a girlblog#coquette#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girlblogging#girlhood#just girly posts#just girly things#just girly thoughts#lana del rey#lizzy grant#i’m just a girl#girl rage#girl rotting#i’m going insane#i’m so lonely#female rage#female hysteria#femcel#sylvia plath#girl interrupted#this is what makes us girls#sadgirl#im so scared#hell is a teenage girl#sophia coppola#the virgin suicides
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⋆ I love you - Park wonbin ⋆
Synopsis- you're dating a very popular celebrity which causes you to get hate since you're a "nobody" but wonbin is determined to show you and the world just how much he loves you.
Pairing- celebrity bf!wonbin x non celeb fem!reader ______________________________________________
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user you look so good
hong_seunghan :)
user3 I'm obsessed with him
user8 can I bag you?
user6 he don't wan't you
user8 he don't want you either
user12 y'all fighting like he wants either of yall
jane5 how's that's shit ass company?
user4 Jane your so real for that
user1 I just wanna know what they're so interested in on hani's phone?
park_wonbin cat video's
user1 OMG wonbin replied to me
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yourusername late night study sesh and a lil music
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danielle exams?
yourusername always lol
danielle this is why I'm not a med student
user7 your so beautiful
user0 being a med student sucks
user72 are you single?
yourusername if you look at my bio you can tell I'm not.
phamhanni we should've studied together
yourusername you know you don't study
phamhanni do too
user1 who is she she's really pretty?
user3 just a random
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park_wonbin the boys 🖤
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user1 my visual kings
user3 I LOVE YOU GUYS ♥️
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user55 obsessed with these men
user2 잘 생긴 남자들
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shotaro.saki 🖤
user87 my favorites
user21 oppa be my boyfriend?
user55 girl GTFO
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phamhanni Hawaii was fun!!
yourusername let's do it again soon
user98 still with this mystery man?
yourusername always.
user98 cute ig
yourcousin I still wanna meet him it's been 2 years.
yourusername soon I promise
yourcousin you better keep your word lol
user25 cute pics!
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User77 the boy looks familiar
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park_wonbin late night studio sesh 🎧
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hong_seunghan best feeling
user4 what you working on?
user1 cooking up new music?
user99 new album when?
user8 another song with his beautiful vocals pls!!
user2 can't wait
user I just know the new song is gonna be good
user55 !!!
user84 haniii
user21 this is random but wonder what his coffee order is?
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yourusername late night coffee date p.s he's a cutie!
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yourusername 😘
danielle I hate being single :(
yourusername I'll find someone for youu
danielle no thank you I actually enjoy it
phamhanni when's the wedding?
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minjeong._. so glad I introduced y'all
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aeriiii 🤮 couple (y'all so cute)
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Dispatch Riize Wonbin spotted on multiple dates with a non-celeb lady what are your opinions on this?
user3 noooo he really has a girlfriend :(
user12 so happy for him if this is true!!
user8 oppa seriously she looks disgusting
User938 your literally disgusting
user99 the dates looks so cuteee
user6 I'm disappointed in him for dating her
user38 embarrassing behavior
user4 I can't really tell the photos are so blurry I can't see the guys face that well but if he is dating congratulations 👏🏻
user last pic is the cutest
user272 I don't believe it you can't even see the guy plus wonbin wouldn't like that girl
user76 your embarrassing yourself
user838 she's not even pretty
user4 you just mad it ain't you
User12 literally like grow up
user90 these comments by some people are nasty
User636 I know it's really sad to see
User042 I kinda hope it's true I love to see idols dating.
@onlyhyunjin. Do not steal, copy, plagiarize, or translate my work, especially without my consent.
#park wonbin#wonbin#wonbin riize#riize wonbin#wonbin x reader#wonbin imagines#park wonbin x reader#park wonbin imagines#wonbin smau#riize#kpop smau#seunghancore
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hope you feel better soon!
do you have any headcanons on how do the batkids name their Spotify playlists?
Ohhh! I have like a few ideas
Names the batboys would give their playlists
Dick Grayson
So I bet Dick has like this pop playlist that's super light hearted and fun to listen the total opposite of the others. Im pretty sure he'd use some nice quote or word for the playlist like "You'll never know if you never try" or something like that. (Jason will probably say 'cringeeee' to it tho)
Jason Todd
You better prepare for the most depressing, angry playlist of all time. Like this man will have any rock, electric pop and punk or rap song he can find. (I can see him actually putting the music super loud just to piss off Bruce, but then later put it more quiet because of Alfred). I see him naming his playlist: f@ck the world. Or something like it.
Tim Drake
This sleepyhead will have the most depressing music ever. I know I said it with Jason, but Jesus Christ. This is a whole nother level. And I see him also putting a few fun and energetic songs in so he can keep working on his work and doesn't actually fall asleep. I see him putting the name "Work playlist." As name.
Damian Wayne
Oh dear. Classical music. Very much. Just like Alfred. It makes him calm and feel at peace. I see him actually when no ones around tapping his foot along the rhythm of the music but if someone catches him of course he'll deny it!
His name of playlist would just be boring and straightforward "Classical music" or if anyone uses his playlist "My music taste is better then yours"
#dc universe#batfam#damian wayne#jason todd#red hood#tim drake#dick grayson#dc#spotify#robin#nightwing#red robin#music
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alright closing umineko for the night!! i had a great time with it so far!! i really like the writing style, and for the most part its actually a lot less dense than i was expecting. I thought it might be some house of leaves stuff but no this is pretty easy to read, at least so far! im rlly glad for that like it doesn't feel too simple, not too complicated, its good!
current character thoughts run down, though i've barely started so i dont know much yet: ginzo: he sucks he totally sucks and im convinced that he made some kidna deal w/ beatrice in order to take advantage of the earthquake and war and such. not entirely convinced hes not about to just murder the whole family bcs he seems like he would do that. krauss: also sucks. just a real dick, but in like. he's a standard asshole really. natsuhi: much in the same vien, but she's got that matriach of the family thing going on i hope will b explored more <3 jessica: she's neat i like her! looking forward to more on her. Eva: i was digging for her a while and then i saw how she treated shannon and it went out the window hideyoshi: ive yet to expirence a thought on this man George: he's very tropey in a good way and i enjoy he's friendly guy swag. looking forward to it inevitably falling to pieces rudolf: DICK!! kyrie: girl leave your husband. i can treat u better <3, im glad she has some decency but my mind aint set on her yet battler: HES SO CRINGEEEE <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 sometimes he does genuinely offput me but mostly he's just stupid <3 rosa: be a bit nicer to ur daughter, but beyond that shes chill i think. no big thoughts here. i do like her dynamic in relation to the rest of the siblings so far maria: MARIA MY DARLING MY DEAREST SHES SO SWEET AND SILLY AND CLEARLY OMINOUS I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT DARK MAGICS OVERTAKE HER OR WHATEVER <333 maria for whatever the fuck she wants 2024 love her so much no crazy thoughts on the head butler or doctor but i think in a different world the butler and ginzo had crazy gay sex shannon: shes soooo sweetie <3 suspiciously so this game wants me to like her so bad and i do <3. i am aware of one key spoilery fact about shannon uncovered in some content warnings i recieved, but its kinda fun seeing the set up for that! everyone be nicer to my girl kanon: hes suspcious but overly so and i wonder what his deal is. i also think all the servants need to be treated better this fucking furnature stuff <3 its awful i love it narratively gohda: i think he would kill someone with very little hesitation. i wanna try that panna cotta. kumasawa: shes like a grandma to me <333 i like her!!
i havent met beatrice yet but im looking forward to it she looks super neat.
i also apperciate how slow burn this is, a few hours in and very little has happened yet it's nice. there's already a lot building but like. nothing big yet it's nice. i like it. it feels like it's moving at exactly the pace it wants to and i enjoy it a lot. the sound design is also rlly good. the music is really nice a couple times i got distracted and just listened to it in the bg. the sfx r nice too.
i do not regret my sprite choice i like these designs they're fun, but i do think maria looks a little off for her alleged age of 9, but it's easy to ignore after a min or two.ironically when i was loading the game and saw her on the steam page it def aligned better, but at the cost battler to my eyes is now yassified. he cant be a pretty boy to me he's too lame.
voice acting is great everyones putting fucking everyting into it and i enjoy that. fully commited to the enviroment and its great.
where i left off: everyone just finished having lunch! kumasawa covered for shannon not knowing the red sauce's ingredients. that's all for now! not sure when ill paly more, probably tomorrow, but its been good!! good game so far i like this setg up!! im also eagar to get more into the murder and violence and witch stuff but like, it does a good joib of setting up the characters so i dont feel impatient, and unlike a lot of games w/ murder n mystery that get right into it i kinda find it refreshing how slow this one is to start its like we all know itll get there so the tension of everyone being relatively calm is great.
anyway, umineko day 1: it was good =D
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{Too Little ❤️🩹 Too Late}
Summary: In which Alex accidentally spills his guts to his best friend�� his newly engaged best friend ❤️🩹
Word Count: ~3.4k ❤️🩹
Category: Angsty-ish/Fluff ❤️🩹
Trope: Friends to Lovers/Love Confession (part one?); GN reader (alluded afab like twice) ❤️🩹
Warnings: Not much I don't think, cheating (not Alex), some swearing, mostly they/them usage (sorry if I missed changing any, I decided to change it halfway through), usage of pet names (love, sweetheart, darling), usage of Y/N (just once I think), possibly cringe writing, grammatical errors, my first fic- (feel free to tell me if there's anything else)❤️🩹
A/N: I'm sorry if this is cringeeee- this is my first fic I'm actually posting to the world so constructive criticism is welcome- if this goes well I may start regularly posting idk but enjoy -🌈 Rainbow❤️🩹
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🎼 You had been engaged for one week. One terrible exhausting week. Your boyfriend, now fiancé, was late home tonight… again. You'd been having your suspicions about him for a while but did nothing, I mean you had suspicions but no proof. So why blow up something good when accusations were unfounded… right?
Well that was until now-
“I'm sorry that you had to hear it from me,” the sweet apologetic voice says, “I want you to know that I had no idea he had a girlfriend or anything and I'm so sorry, I feel like a fucking idiot, and terrible person.” you listen to the poor girl on the other side, shuffling through the photos from the manila envelope you found in the mail today.
“Yep, those suspicions were founded then” you think as you see a picture of your fiancé with not one but three different girls in different photos. How one has the time to trick not only one person but four into thinking you’re in a committed monogamous relationship is baffling. The girl on the other side of the phone is one of those girls just like you. Apparently she had gotten your number from someone and felt so guilty she needed to call you to apologise.
“No sweetheart, you did nothing wrong, he was the one in the wrong. I'm sorry that he has deceived both of us. And thank you for reaching out, truly it means more than you could know,” she apologises again saying she's done with him and how much of a fool she feels.
“Oh trust me, I feel even more a fool, he proposed to me last week, and I said yes even though I had a feeling he was stepping out,” you sigh, you really were a fool.
You say your goodbyes to each other as you hear a key click into the lock and the door open. You take a deep breath and prepare to see your soon to be ex-fiancé walk down the narrow hall into the living room but instead you hear the call of your best friend.
“Darling? Are you home? You didn't answer my messages so I just came over,” he calls as he pads through the hall looking for you.
“Oh there you are love,” he heaves slightly with a bit of relief, as if your hour of not communicating led him to believe you were in peril.
Alex Turner, front man of the Arctic Monkeys, media proclaimed sex-god and unbelievably attractive man. To you it was all funny, you remember him as the cute boy in your maths class in university who was nervous to ask you to pass around the flyers to their next gig.
He made you feel welcome and comfortable in a new place, you'd foolishly decided you wanted to go to school in a new place— one far away from home and across the pond felt far enough to you. You were wholly unprepared to be in the world alone and in a foreign place but when that nervous boy in your freshman maths class walked up to you to give you a stack of flyers to his next show you felt welcome.
After he had introduced himself he warmed to you quickly and when he handed you a small stack of papers he'd told you to “Invite any of your other pretty American friends, we could really use more of those at our shows.” You blushed at his comment and when you'd told him you were utterly alone in the world he told you “That’s alright, you're pretty enough alone, you'd more than make up for the lack of pretty faces in the crowd,” and before he turned a heel and left the room he also told you “oh, and you just made your first friend here, so you're not so totally alone anymore,” he then flashed a cheeky grin and disappeared out the door leaving you utterly charmed in a full body flush.
When you showed up at the pub they were playing it was the first time in a while you didn't feel alone. You felt like you belonged, a feeling you didn't even have back home. That night was the night you also met your fiancé.
You stop yourself, “Nope— ex-fiancé as of tonight.” you think.
But that was years ago, and now that little indie band you used to hand out flyers for on campus is now internationally known. The boys had just finished another tour and you felt like a proud mother. It made your heart swell to see them so happy doing what they love everyday but you were glad they were home. You'd missed them dearly, especially Alex.
You really wished that he’d come at a better time though, you had to plan what you were gonna do when your fiancé got home. How you were gonna break the news to him that you were now broken up. You wished you could confide in Alex what your fiancé had done but you feared what he’d say. Your mind raced with anxiety and anger.
It seems you'd zoned our because when you tuned back into it Alex was calling your name, “Are you alright love?” he asks you concern crossing his face, “you kinda spaced out there, is everything okay?”
“Hm? Yeah, everything is fine Alex,” you let out a bit more aggressively then you had wanted, “I just got a lot on my mind you try to soothe, Alex had quickly picked up on your tonal slip up and poor cover-up.
“Sure,” he says skeptically, elongating the “E.”
You roll your eyes at him and you move to go to the kitchen, “What do you want Alex? I'm kinda in the middle of something and I gotta get dinner ready before—”
“I can come back at a better time? I'm sorry I let myself in, you weren't answering my messages and I got a bit worried,” he gives you his puppy eyes, trying to apologise for his intrusion but you weren't mad at him you were mad at your fiancé, your cheating, lying fiancé who was gonna be home soon.
You sigh, “I'm sorry Alex, I'm going through something right now,” you rub your temple as a tension headache starts to form. All of this was too much.
Alex steps towards you and wraps you in his arms, “It's alright love, do you want to talk about it?”
You shake your head “no” and bury your face in his neck. He smooths one hand down your back and the other in your hair instantly relaxing you, “Well when you’re ready I’m here you know. I’ll always be here for you.”
Goodness did he know you. The hug, asking if you wanna talk, everything about him puts you at ease. He was perfect, and his perfection only made the fact that your fiancé was cheating on you sting even more. You deserved better than a person who cheats and lies.
You nod affirmingly and reluctantly pull away, “Thanks love, but I really should get started with dinner, I’d ask you to stay but you know…” you trail off.
“Ironic” you think, that your fiancé was worried about Alex when he was the one stepping out on you. Projection much?
Alex’s shoulders dip, “Yeah, I know love,” he sighs, he looks troubled.
Your brow furrows in question and concern, “Alex?” you ask.
“Yeah love?” he asks right back.
“Are you okay?” you question him, just as he knew you, you knew him.
To any other person they may not have picked up on his mannerisms. The way his eyebrows have been furrowed the entire time he’s been here, a small crease forming between them. Or how he keeps fiddling with the pull on the zip of his leather jacket. Or how his dishevelled hair is even messier than usual. Or even the quiet storm that rages behind his eyes. You know he’s troubled with something but it was up to him to share that. You weren’t going to force him just as he didn’t force you.
It was nice to be understood like that, on a deep level that not a word needed to be exchanged to know the other. In a way that’s why you and Alex were best friends and why you were closer to him than any of the other boys. And if you let yourself think about it even closer than you and the person you had agreed to marry…
He clears his throat, “Yeah, yeah I’m alright love, no need to worry about me, yep, I’m alright,” he clears his throat again and runs his hands through his hair, “anyway I’m going to get going, see ya later darling.”
He was out the door before you could even blink.
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🎼 I take the slick steps down to the street and get in the car waiting for me. I don’t even bother to try and avoid the pelting rain. It felt kinda nice letting the heavy rain sting my skin as I dip into the car, shutting the door.
“So, did you tell them?”
“Couldn’t,” I shrug.
“Really? After everything you did just to get here? The PI, the pining, the waiting, the songs, the—”
“I get it Matt,” I grit out, “they’re more to me than someone to hang off my arm and you know that. It was just the wrong time. I couldn’t do it.”
“I do mate, but you gotta act, how’re they gonna know if you don’t tell them anything?”
“Too little too late, I told you that last week.”
“You think they’re gonna stay with him after all he’s done? I doubt it. Y/N would be very stupid to say no to you, so it’s a good thing they are smart. They know their worth.”
“Just take me home,” I was done trying to argue, I’d lost them years ago, far before they got engaged.
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🎼 It was even later than you expected for your fiance to get home. So late in fact that most of your stuff was already packed away in your car. You didn’t know what you were going to do or where you were going. All you did know was that you were going to confront the cheating bastard and leave him behind.
You sat on the loveseat in your cramped living room waiting for your fiance to walk in. You had heard the door open and close along with shuffling. You just sat and waited patiently for him to walk into the room wasting no more effort on him.
“Babe? Where are you? I totally got swamped at work, I’m sorry.”
You couldn’t help but scoff, even before you knew about his infidelity you hardly believed his stories about being swamped at work. You just assumed he wanted to hang out with his friends, and of course when you were most insecure, you thought he might be cheating yet each time you asked and he reassured you, you believed him. At your sound your fiance finally walks into the living room.
“There you are, did you make dinner? I’m sorry I’m late.” He leans down to where you are on the loveseat to kiss you but you swerve him, his lips landing on your cheek instead, “Huh? Is something wrong babe?”
You scoff again and get to your feet, “Is there something wrong?” you mock, childish you know but surely you deserve to be a bit childish after everything you’ve been submitted to.
His face screws up in confusion and he steps back from you, “Seriously? What’s your problem? Are you on your period or something?”
His words make your stomach turn, “Seriously? You can’t even have an original retort? And for your information, you are my problem,” you spit back, and cross the room toward the hall and front entrance.
“W-what?” he sputters, “I don’t understand, how am I your problem?”
You throw the envelope to him and it lands at his feet, “That is why you are my problem,” he moves to pick up the envelope as you put on your coat and pick up your keys at the front door.
Somehow his face gets even more screwed up, “Huh? Wh–? It’s not what it looks like! Where did you get these? Baby I can expl—” you stop him with a hand, making him pause.
“I don’t care to hear what you have to say, and whoever sent them did me a favour. Goodbye and fuck you.”
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🎼 You pulled into the drive not knowing how or when you decided to come here. Something in you just said it was right and as you turned off the engine to your car you looked up at the windows of the modest but beautiful home of Alex.
You sighed and willed yourself out of your car. You weren't scared if Alex would let you in or anything but you were nervous about everything that came after getting inside. What would Alex say to you about devoting so much of your life to a scumbag? To you it was probably one of the only things you couldn't predict about your best friend. You knew Alex didn’t care for your ex-fiance and you never really knew why but for the sake of yourself you typically just tried to avoid the topic of relationships when you were together. It made you wonder about Alex’s relationships now, I mean since you never really spoke of yours he never spoke of his. What you knew of his partners came from the media and what he told you in passing. Your thinking also made you wonder what Alex was like in a relationship.
You shook your head, clearing your thoughts as the rain picked up again. You quickly moved up the drive to the stairs as the rain soaked you to the bone. You climbed the few steps and gave a firm but not aggressive knock to the door. When there was no answer you knocked again a bit firmer. When still no answer you sighed and used your key. You knew he was home by the lights on inside but you didn’t like using your key unless need be.
You let yourself in, stripping off your soaked coat at the door along with your shoes. You’re grateful for the warmth inside the house contrasting your shivering frame. SIghing you grab the throw blanket from the back of the couch in the living room and wander to go find Alex. You assume he’s in his home studio. It’s sound proof in there so the chances he heard you are slim. You make your way there and as you do you hear Alex and what sounds like his drunken ramblings through the studio door left slightly ajar.
It’s not the first time you’ve heard said drunken ramblings and you roll your eyes at his ridiculousness. As you move closer to the door you can just make out a few words or what you assume are words as most of it is a slurred jumbled mess of sounds that vaguely resemble words. You’re just at the door when you hear Alex sigh and say your name. You freeze— had he seen you? Surely not, he hadn’t answered the door and you hadn’t made much fuss at the door. And as you listen further you’re sure he hadn’t heard you.
“They’re just so pretty, it’s like they’re made of sunshine and starlight,” he drunkenly slurs. You’re wide-eyed at that accusation, surely he wasn’t speaking about you— right?
“But I’m just a fool, a spineless fool to fall for me best friend and one engaged at that! Oh, Alexander, truly what a fool you are! To pine for a person taken before you could get the courage to ask them out and to spend years trying to recreate what you have with anyone else is embarrassing. All the times you tried to tell them such and floundered miserably; just like today. Oh, the time you’ve wasted on a person you can even have! And doesn’t it hurt to know that the bastard has been cheating on that beautiful soul and you’re to do nothing more. Ugh!” you hear a crash on the other side of the door, possibly a glass thrown but you were more preoccupied by the confession. The words bounced around in your head as you tried to make sense of them. You were so preoccupied in fact you hadn’t noticed the heavy foot fall heading right toward you.
“Oi and you’ve made a right mess of yourself haven’t ya? You certainly aren’t fit for a person worthy of more than the world or universe could ever conjure. A person wh—” he pauses as he flings the door open and collides with you in the dark hall.
You’re knocked back a bit but quickly steadied by Alex’s hands on your shoulders. His touch grounding yet electrifying and you jump back to reality. Both wide-eyed and painfully aware you stare at each other in the darkened hall, the only source of light the ambered glow of the lamp in the studio behind Alex.
“D–darling?” he stutters out nervously, “when did you get here? Are ya alright, you’re soaked! You’re gonna get a cold like that, here let me get you something dry to wear,” he tries to manoeuvre you out of the way but you stand firm.
“Alex?” you query and he tries to move you once again but you stand solid.
You shrug his hands away, “Alex? Is— is what you just said true? I mean— how— how did you know about the cheating? Do you really like me? When? How? What? I—” now that your head is catching up to everything you just heard a million questions flicker through your mind for Alex and even more for yourself.
“Do I like him? And if I did what would I do? Oh god am I blushing? I feel like I’m on fire! Did he say he wanted to tell me? TODAY? Is that why he got all squirrely this afternoon? Did he send the photos? How did he find out? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?”
Alex steps back and pulls at his hair seemingly having just as many conflicting emotions run across his mind, “Oh god darling, you weren’t supposed to hear that. I— I— oh god,” he collapses on the couch in his studio, head falling into his hands as he mutters on about how he just ruined everything.
You cross the room to sit in the matching armchair across from where he’s sitting, avoiding bits of glass that seem to have been the cup he threw at the wall by the door earlier.
You look at him and ask again, “Alex,” you plead, “do you like me?” You’re not certain what you want his answer to be but you’re desperate to know.
He goes silent for a moment and lets out a sigh. He runs his hands through his hair, his dishevelled look becoming even messier, “Would you hate me if I said yes?” he asked right back, sounding so insecure. It was like you were back in that class and he was that nervous boy trying to introduce himself.
And you could help but love that boy.
“I wouldn’t,” you smiled, “in fact,” you implored further, “I think I might say I like him too.”
Your words make his eyes snap to yours, “Really?” he asks, looking at you bewildered and unbelieving.
You nod and bite back an idiodic smile, “I think so… I mean if I think about it, who wouldn't love a man like you?”
“But, you’re engaged and—”
“Not anymore and that doesn’t matter anymore,” you interject, “I think we both have a lot of things to catch up on and lots to discuss,” you stand and put out your hand for Alex, “come on, it’s gonna be a long night.”
He smiles and takes your hand.
Maybe it wasn’t too late after all.
A/N (pt two): This ended up way longer than I expected (I am very long winded in real life as well 😅) I also wrote much of this while watching Tangled on repeat (Eugene is so baby) ANYWAY I hope you at least mildly enjoyed this I feel like it’s too cringe but I am done trying to edit this 😭 Feel free to interact as you please I am going to disappear into the void now
-🌈 Rainbow❤️🩹
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im sorry utah nation. I played videos game instead of working on an episode,, orz
on an unrelated note, I wanted to ask: does anyone have any tumblr themes or ways to make posts chronological? We have roughly 150 episodes of UtahLIVE, and although most of them can be read out of order, there is a timeline (plus it would be more convenient for new readers. Ive gotten a lot of asks about topics or scenarios that have already been answered). If there are any tutorials/themes/tips let me know via DMs or ask box!
additionally:
LETS GOOOOO!!! This is insane! 4000 people... thats roughly twice the size of the student body at my school. I dont know how many of you guys are porn bots, but im still going to take this W. I feel like I should do something special? People usually do community events for milestones I think so if you have ideas let me know?? Otherwise I’ll have something fun to post in the next week.
+ some quick q&a below
avoiding potential lawsuits 🙏
I know this one is meant for Wilbur, but alas thats just how I draw eyes. Sorry my art style gave your fave character cataracts. yeah its permanent. no sorry we cant fix it. um. insurance doesnt cover the surgery so hes like that forever. yeah. sorry
(i do like to mess with how I draw eyes, but the white color is a stylistic choice)
its a psycho-competitive relationship that can be construed to be romantic (but it's not explicit). obviously
anon im holding your hand so tenderly and lovingly. it means a lot that people like my art! more than I can say, which is why ive been trying to figure out how to answer this ask for the past like... two+ weeks since you sent it in! Im probably gonna hold off on sharing my other accounts for a few reasons (there might be some people who already know my other blogs which is fine idc welcome to my twisted mind etc im just not going to advertise them here). My main blog is basically a spam blog where I dont tag anything. I dont really post original art and my fandom art is few and far between. 90% of my work just goes in discord DMs or servers 💀 I think the main reason though-and this may or may not make sense to some of you-is that I don’t want your opinion of me to change how you view the story. This is a super specific example, but for all my fic readers out there: have you ever joined an authors server, and then after meeting them you feel a bit odd about the fic since the creator isnt exactly the person you thought them to be (not necessarily in a good or bad way)? That’s exactly what I don’t want happening with this blog. Basically: Nooo what if you find out about me as a person and realize im cringeeee aaaaa [image of the werewolf transformation (you know the one)] That being said, we’ll see how things go, I guess! At the very least, I’ll probably put my socials out when I’m done here (we got a ways to go before that happens though, so dont even start to worry about that) that was a lot of text for one answer. yeesh 😬 sorry about that
#utahlive#4th wall break#im a creep. im a weirdo#it is crazy as hell to see blogs and artists I really admire following this account#(image of the guy at the party) they dont know we're mutuals#also for the tntduo romantic ask; the implied answer there is that its up to you#I do have my own interpretation and canon but I know not everyone agrees so Im not gonna make it obvious one way or another#sorry for so many non-answer posts the past few days
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