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the trojans social media au (pt. 36): EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU @kevindavidday FOR LEAVING ME INSPIRED WITH THE JEREJEAN MESSAGES bc i wasnt sure what i wanted to do and if i wanted jean to confront jeremy about using his words and then she connected it with kevjean and i was SOLD also thank you for listening to me when i’m talking about the au and throwing silly ideas your way hehe
also the last tweet about andrew breaking riko’s arm is credited to @tardisscreechsound who came w this idea in my chats hehe!! thank you omg 🫂🩷
#the trojans social media au#IS THIS ESTABLISHED JEREJEAN???#YOU BET IT IS#too many screenshots i have to include kevin’s reaction another time#i just hope i dont forget LMAOO#welp i hope yall enjoy this bc i fear me establishing jerejean i’m ending the au soon#what who said that?#lets discuss it another time tho#((i might even be lying i have to think really hard about this))#jeremy knox#jean moreau#jerejean#derek thompson#shawn anderson#cody winter#min cai#haoyu liu#cat alvarez#catalina alvarez#laila dermott#nabil mahmoud#tony jones#antonio jones#renee walker#andrew minyard#neil josten#all for the game#aftg#the sunshine court#tsc
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I can't take it anymore
#P5#persona 5#p5 spoilers#it makes me sad how this gets overshadowed by the royal stuff even if i adore that stuff too#there's not enough love for the yaldie fight and this cutscene. and what it represents. like this scene makes me insane#in fact i see it get slandered...I thought Yaldie was a decent final boss. What are ya'll actually on#Joker's awakening up to the vanilla ending will always be canon for me#but im a p5 vanilla truther so i might be biased#I'm a sucker for Persona's power of friendship nonsense I fear#i cry at this scene every time i love it so muchhh#merry christmas
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I actually really love that we see Helena's palpable hesitation about going back to the severed floor. We know that this has all been a publicity thing for her and it's about helping Lumon, so she's really invested in the outcome, but like. from her POV, she's literally letting someone who actively hates her and everything she stands for, and also has a proven willingness to hurt herself if it means hurting Helena, who now knows who she is and her significance to Lumon, pilot her body for 8 hours every day in an environment where they've repeatedly failed to control her. If I were her, I'd be genuinely surprised to wake up with my limbs intact.
You already questioned why on earth she'd come back after Helly's suicide attempt, and the identity reveal explains the reasoning, but on a human level that's still a wild thing to have to think about. This person (who is you but also isn't) almost succeeded in killing you, and like a week later you let them pilot your body again like nothing happened. How could you not be terrified?
#they might play this as like disgust at being an innie or fear of failure or whatever later on but that's how it seemed to me at least rn#like dont get me wrong what helena is doing/supporting is evil this isnt me feeling bad for her im just glad they're actually showing the#reality of how that would feel on a human level and adding that dimensionality to her character. like the mark and gemma thing was more#immediately striking to me psychologically but i feel like the helly helena dynamic has such rich potential. you see how intense and#headstrong helly is and you have to wonder a bit about what she's like on the outside and where this fire comes from and then you see#outside her and its like. oh. of course. there's the exact same intensity and energy its just projected the opposite way. of course someone#like helena would refuse to cooperate and be ready to burn this place down and even end her own life to get at the person who stuck her her#its like the most literal version of the 'the things you hate most in other people often reflect what you fear being/dislike about yourself#idea except in this case you literally share a body with that person#idk there's just a lot there#helly r#severance#severance season 2#helena eagan
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I do get it if I had a beautiful butch I would start fighting off all other girls who liked her and then lobotomize myself so she could live in my brain too. harrow's motivations are so sympathetic even though her methods are. Well.
#i've worked on myself to be less uhhh. intense. and to understand that people have varying lifestyles#and not everyone is a hermit who speaks only to people whose souls they have bonded with and who live in their head#and people like to kiss lots of people! at a time even.#however i fear that will never be me. and at heart i will always feel like an attack dog if my girl wants to be with someone else#saw a post on here the other day that was like#'people should really examine why they even think who else the person they're with might be fucking is their business it's so controlling'#first of all some of us don't want an sti but secondly this is me after having worked on myself#i'm nosy as hell of course i want to know! i want to know about the other person's life!#off topic off topic. as always reaching the end of gtn and harrow and i are on the same page in this instance
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if you are over the age of 26 and bring this to a psychiatrist you will leave with an autism diagnosis btw
#life hack for the autistic girlies who can’t afford to get tested just to have a psychiatrist invalidate them and make assumptions based on#stereotypes: just bring in the phoodles#for legal reasons this is a joke#not the dig at the fucked up mess that is diagnosing autism and also healthcare in general but that’s a different post#anyway this post is#/j but also as someone with a psych degree and who is currently in a mental health counseling masters program that is my actual#semi-professional interpretation of this lmao#/lh#disclaimer not armchair diagnosing a stranger#i don’t ever make posts like this because ethical obligation not to armchair diagnose but DAN ASKED ME TO#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#yeet my deet#yeet my deenp#danandphilgames#d&p#might delete this because i have a fear that any post of mine i don’t want them to see will end up in a fucking phan twitter vid#dip and pip#dnp described
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hungry
william "case" calderon x f!reader x adler
summary: messy drabble inspired by this ask, where i can absolutely imagine a threeway with case and adler <3
tags/cw: nsfw, mdni, fem!reader, dubcon (at first), threesome, oral (giving and receiving), groping mention, light spitroasting, established case x reader, case 'shares' reader, adler is a sicko who hates seeing other bitches have what he wants, copious use of the word "pretty" wc: 1k
a/n: a snippet i might write more to if i can be bothered. unedited, messy, and sloppy as the head i'm gonna give them both. i just needed to get this idea out of my mind before it drove me insane. i still feel shy posting smut and i only had enough steam for just a drabble so sorry if it's uhhhhh not good,,,
It’s like being pulled in two completely different directions- greedy hands groping in all places, guttural grunting against your ear and into your neck, cornered by two wild animals, rabid and snarling. By no means are they ignorant of your needs, but it does get lost in the white haze of bliss as they both selfishly chase their own pleasure into you.
Hungry, is the only word that comes to mind when you let them take you, share you, like a wounded lamb torn between two wolves; the glint in Case’s eye evident of some faraway fantasy of his being fulfilled as he watches you get ruined by somebody else, someone with hands just as dirty- if not dirtier- as his; the foggy look in Adler’s indicative of a kind of possessiveness that you could practically feel burning into you whenever he glowered at you across a room, worse whenever you were with Case. Always a wretched dog, starving for what isn’t his. Never liking to seeing someone with a shiny toy he isn’t allowed to sink his teeth into. It was all inevitable, that it would happen like this. Only really a matter of when.
You’re wide-eyed and helpless when Case presses you down into the mattress, a firm hand on your tummy, pinning you like a moth as your legs kick and flail around his hips. Your head spills back so sweetly when you hear Adler’s heavy footsteps behind you- or, at least Case thinks so, his pretty girl- hair dangling in tangled tresses off the edge of the bed as you watch, upside-down, as Adler leisurely saunters over to you, unbuckling his belt.
The image of yourself laid bare upon the bed reflects in his glasses, your own doe-eyed expression mocking you with your shameless submission. You catch the flit of a smirk tug at Adler’s mouth as he tilts his head down at you. You don’t need to see his eyes to know he’s looking at you- like, really looking at you, raking down your figure and eating this picture of you up, not knowing if this first time seeing you this way might also be the last. Case is being such a good sport, sharing you like this. Adler wouldn’t want it to go to waste rushing himself, being unappreciative. You’re just too pretty- he’s wondered what you’d look like under those clothes for weeks.
You see in that same reflection Case’s body close over yours, mouthing over your breasts, down your abdomen, kissing- ow, biting- between your thighs, before he takes your legs and slings them limply over his shoulders. You go to crane your neck back down to watch as he pushes his face into your cunt but Adler’s hand from behind you finds its way down the column of your throat, uncharacteristically careful as he coaxes your head back, and tucks his thumb under your jaw to turn your face to the side. You gaze upward, so sweet and silly as your mouth parts in shock, hearing the sound of him smacking his cock against your hollowed cheek before you see him doing it- if you had any protest at all it’d go unheard with how he tuts at you anyway, so condescending when he nudges the head against your pouting lips and crooning about how that mouth’s too pretty not to take it for me, sweetheart.
You cry out as Case’s tongue licks a thick, languid stripe over your clit, and Adler uses your gasping mouth to push his cock inside. You’d already been drooling nonsense when they’d groped you in the hallway, bullying you into pliant submission, all your babbling please don’t and someone will hear and you’re being too rough only serving to make your mouth nice and hot and wet for when he fucks it. And he groans, so appreciative of you, of that pretty mouth your girl’s got, Case, and he fucks it slow, just to show you how much he likes it. Savouring every inch he feeds you, that your tongue curls up eagerly to taste. The thick intrusion, nearly too much to bear, has you gagging almost immediately, reflexively jerking your head back to breathe, but Adler’s hand slides into your hair and keeps you still, steady, insisting it’s easier that way. Relax, he murmurs dryly. You barely hear him over the sound of Case’s starved moaning as he eats you out.
But when Case gets too impatient, his own need stifling, he clambers over you, slots himself between your thighs clumsily, jostling you around enough to push your throat up further on Adler’s length; it hits the back of your throat with a shrill cry and you all but weep when Case slides into you, trembling hands grasping his shoulders as he fills you to the hilt in one careless thrust.
Between your pathetic noises you hear Adler laugh, a snide and condescending chuckle as his hand brushes your hair back from your face, mutterings of how precious you look taking it all so well. You never thought you’d feel so enamoured by his praise, when it’s uttered so mockingly. So different from Case’s, who gasps between sucking your tits, that you’re so perfect, baby, so fucking sweet. A swell of pride as you slacken your throat, earning a broken moan from Adler when you swallow him deeper. Doesn’t much matter that you choke and gag and spring tears to your eyes at the pressure- somehow even the asphyxiation feels like a reward, evidence of your effort. Case is slack-jawed as he fucks you, slow and languid, airy and mindless with eyes fixed on your sweat-sodden face as you take Adler so willingly, so obedient. In his delirium, hypnotised at the sight of you blissed out and skewered between them both, he draws a thumb up to stroke your cheek, to feel where Adler stuffs the hollow of it.
Perfect girl.
#not my proudest or neatest work but idc this was haunting me#i don't wanna call it unfinished since i was happy to stop it where i did bc my Thoughts tm kinda ended there#but i might write more if the mood takes me 👉👈#i have thoughts about case thumbing where adler's pp is in reader's mouth but i fear they will hang me in the square for voicing it........#also didn't mean to make this so adler focused but sue me . im obsessed w him unfortunately#also didn't mean to make this dubcon ish but....... whoops!!#drabbles#thoughts#cod fic#cod x reader#call of duty fic#call of duty x reader#william case calderon#adler#russell adler#cod case#bo6 case#case calderon#william case calderon x reader#case x reader#adler x reader#russell adler x reader#bo6 x reader#case x reader x adler#william case calderon x reader x adler#cod bo6#call of duty black ops 6#call of duty#my writing
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most wonderful girl named mold
#deliart#some might remember her from when i used to post on my personal twt#my sisters bunny whomst i consider my own. my childhood pet#she recently passed. she ended up being 12 which admittedly is very impressive for a rabbit#but she was so youthful and energetic that it came as a surprise still#no one did it like her. tried to kill me for a salami sandwich one time. kept trying to trip me when i was 14.#going outside first time in her life she just scented a dead toad immediately?? and every single strand of grass. all cats feared her#objectively the best animal to pet. no residue incredibly soft and actually had the scent of fresh rain.#and she enjoyed cuddles so much . youd think no animal has it all but she did#anyway its time to finish some artworks that have been lying around since foreverrrr
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Obviously normally a gacha game will never make drastic changes to their characters, and Simeon has the 'appeal' of being marketed as an angel, but I just don't like how they are trying to make him an angel again? Like he wants to be an angel because of Raphael/Luke now, not because of any real attachement to the CR. Hell, even If he were to made It back to being a archangel, he would just be Michael's errant boy, he would still be demoted, and every problem he had with the CR before being turned in a human would still be there, he would be in square one again I guess.
Like even If I don't like human!Simeon, in the Devilgram Coffee Someday, he talks about how he dreams of opening a cafetería and how he never thought an angel could 'dream of something like that' (this being in the NB timeline, a obvious reference of him opening the Angel's Halo in OGS3) Is he just suposse to abandone his dream like that? To return to the Celestial Realm just for the sake of Raphael & Luke? I do wonder... Is there really a life for Simeon in the Celestial Realm?
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#post0400#still in L58 but I guess this is what I think now#if it were for me: I would make Simeon temporally a demon. stuff happens#and maybe something happens that makes life in the CR more tolerable for him and he returns to being an angel#or maybe he doesn't turn into a demon. but he remains human and stuff happens and blah blah blah#like I understand not wanting to left alone both luke & raphael but there must be a middle ground around here#between Raphael fears of being alone & Simeon life in the CR not being shit#anyways incoherent rant of the day. since NB story is ending I will be making short post with my thoughts#Simeon storyline might be left inconcluse so it's not like it matters anyways
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good grief not having time to draw messes me up. nothing feels real i dont know who i am im fading away (its been 2 weeks)
#job searching and interviews took me out#but i got the job i was really hoping for!!#and i'll be able to condense full time hours across 3 days and get 4 off!! the absolute dream!!#4 days dedicated to my real job: Becoming Human (drawing hunk and clunk fanart)#i want to draw tonight but none of my WIPs are inspiring me#might have to do another comic in ms paint but i should really confront my fear of layers#its just i always end up with 500+ layers trying to improve my crappy lineart until it ends up stiff and feelingless#i havent played the psychological horror game Layers of Fear but i imagine its about that
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I love you smile lines and worry lines and grey and white hair and wrinkles and purple spiderweb veins and the process of aging and living in a body that is standing the test of times. I love you experiences that make you wiser and stories that make you laugh, and every little process that happens to get to the point where you have so many memories because you have the fortune to be here and be so radiant
#positivity#pro aging#also i hate you 'anti aging' scams that capitalize on fear of aging. death by 1000000 papercuts for ye#saw a hair video where they restored the salt-and-pepper colour in an older clients hair and it looked SO GOOD at the end#i love when people throw in the towel and embrace their aging however that looks#it isn't productive to shame people who are ashamed of aging and i just want to. celebrate aging#in a world that simultaneously venerates youth and adulthood and hates BOTH you need to find some sense of freedom#as a Young Adult(tm) please please PLEASE older folks seeing this/following me know that i look up to you#older folks i need you to know that your worth NEVER diminished when you added a new number on your birthday cake#and your body and mind and soul NEVER lost worth because it started to creak a little at the joints#and i might be wrong about this because i'm still young but it can be SO tempted to miss your youth when you feel like...#...you've somehow LOST part of yourself by growing older. and so much of aging is about change and some things don't stay the same...#...and that IS scary and i will never once fault somebody for that. but please don't fall into the trap that because you've aged that...#...you somehow have forever lost fundamental pieces of Who You Are and you could never come back from that...#...for your own sake and sanity you deserve to find comfort and solice and understanding in who you still are...#...because you are still - at the core - the same. you can never take this away from yourself#and i know this might ring hollow because i just don't get what it's like to be older#but i have looked at my elders and felt awe at their age and their experiences#and i know what that is like and it's awesome. i just wish more older people knew that so many of us look at you with awe...#...and - if you can believe it - some of us ENVY your age or experiences or even body#i'm watching an 'older' content creator (older by internet standards 🙄) and i envy him for how eventful his life was#i envy that he experienced a different world - one that i have only heard about from my dad because i was too young to remember it#and i admire this person for their wisdom and thoughts because they've come from his experiences living in a Different World#it's that type of stuff that makes me unafraid to keep on living#inspired by following somebody like. twice my age posting about their excitement abiut growing older and !!!!!!! YEAHHHHHH#didn't realize they were closer to my dad's age but that's so cool???????????
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Jing Yuan said let me teach you how to make out sloppy style (jk… maybe)
corruption fic snippet bc I love making him a little menace with his naive crush. bashing my head into the drywall bc I want him to kiss me freaky too
#mii wip#jing yuan#jing yuan x reader#miss ella has me going feral after the ask#I fear this might end up 3k+#wip Wednesday or whatever
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Most Sherlock Holmes adaptations I've seen tend to place their Final Problem towards the mid point of the series (or even a bit earlier) - it's also in my opinion the best way of going about it, so you have time enough for the characters to adjust after the reunion but they know each other well enough for the events of Fina to be devastating.
Sherlock & Co is done with 20 of the adventures. How many are there? Fifty-something? Almost sixty? Let's say we'll be entering mid-point territory after the 25th story.
So let's pretend for a moment that we have 5 more stories until The Final Problem. Ok.
Estimating an adventure at 3 episodes each, that would mean little over 3 months - maybe 3 and a half? Starting, of course, from the end of Sign of Four, which will be somewhere in December.
So let's say 3, maybe 4 months into 2025. That would be, what? Late march, early april?
Early april?
John having to tell the listeners that Sherlock is dead, in early april?
Quick calendar search reveals what I was praying it would - the 1st of april will be on a Tuesday next year.
So what I'm saying
What I'm saying is Sherlock &Co has the opportunity to do the funniest fucking thing
#fyi I don't mean John pranks us about Sherlock dying#i mean it's just the first Tuesday after sherlock “dies” so that's just when he happens to tell the listeners#maybe he's not even aware of the date#and is surprised to see the reactions are less “oh my god oh no” and more “haha good one” or “funny but actually don't joke about that”#ahhh and then he'd have to double down either on the 2nd or next Tuesday and explain again that his best friend is actually dead#oh that would hurt but it would also be absolutely hilarious#for us who know Sherlock's not actually dead#anywayy#for the record i don't actually think they'll do fina as early as april#(but wouldn't it be funny)#They might do it at the actual midpoint#after the 29th story so let's say june/ july#Hoping they don't place it too late cuz then we won't have enough time to see how it affects all of them#Even if it's around the 3/4 point i think I'd be a bit bummed#Also midpoint is a good place to take a break#Of course fear nr 1 is leaving it for the very end and making empt the last episode#and the reason why the podcast ends is “look what happened if it wasn't for the podcast maybe Moriarty wouldn't have noticed Sherlock”#Like a “it's becoming too dangerous” thing#but that's the evil timeline (not us!!!)#Honestly if it were me I'd make fina the midpoint.... then hiatus...... return...... second half......#and then get another big dangerous villain for the last few eps#Maybe one of them (sherlock) almost gets killed (again) and that's why john decides that#it's been swell but we're ending the podcast cause apparently we're putting (too big of) a target on our backs#Almost lost sherlock again the risks outweigh the benefits etc etc#Of course they'll keep solving crimes together just stop broadcasting them to the world#And that's how I'd do it! :D#God i can't be trusted with tags#If you read this far I love you#sherlock & co#theories
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do you think lighter would be compatible with an s/o that doesn’t want kids? personally, i don’t really like kids and i basically have zero maternal instincts. with lighters past and all, i feel like he would be fine with not having kids because he still needs to deal with his own trauma before taking care of another life, though on the flip side, having a child might be healthy for him to make him move on. i think lighter would be happy with whatever, either starting a little family or spending the rest of his life with just his s/o
i think that lighter would be fine with anything too! i personally am afraid of child birth, ppd and everything that comes with pregnancy so i think that he would be more than understandable if you don’t want to have children. it’s a big responsibility and even though i know he’d be a great dad, he knows that it isn’t all sunshine and rainbows.
if we’re talking no children family with lighter, expect owning a cat or dog, whichever one you want. he seems to be very willing to own a pet so it’ll be pampered the same as if it were a child. i think he’s the kind to follow what you wanna do. whether that is having kids or not, that isn’t a deciding factor to being with you.
#lumiresponds ˚✧₊⁎☆#lighter zzz#zzz lighter#lighter lorenz#lighter x you#i think for me#i’d end up adopting if i really wanted to raise a child#but i don’t plan to anytime soon#just focusing on daydreaming about lighter teehee#theoretically maybe i might consider it if its him#but i think there are loads of fears that i have#that make me not want to#like i KNOW this man is whipped for you without even thinking of family#he just wants to be with you and thats it#whatever that happens while you’re together#you’ll both figure it out#but he is so respectful and understanding and loving
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fellas we're once again wrestling with imperfect vs. perfect contrition and why imperfect contrition with a firm resolution to not sin again and promptly receive the Sacrament of Reconciliation doesn't save
#I get that it doesn't but !!!! I don't like it and I think its bad and I'm mad at God#it's definitely not because I only have imperfect contrition and get afraid to die#but like if its a gift from God#so much more of a gift perfect contrition is#but if cooperating with grace only results in imperfect contrition#why is it still damnable#his ways higher than my ways i know the line#this didnt save my other tags ahh!!!#but take this example from movie recently#man is a lapsed catholic#hes murdered people etc. very many grave sins#he has a terrifying near death experience and in the hospital asks to have a Priest come#because he wants to confess his sins#he ends up being denied one and murdered himself#to me (vibes) hes motivated by genuine belief and fear (imperfect) but hes also made#TANGIBLE STEPS to try and receive the Sacrament#he clearly wants to be reconciled and is trying#and the most we can hope for him is the same extraordinary salvation we hope a muslim has or an atheist?#intuitively that seems wrong idk#also moots i just realized this might be scandalous etc. I'm trying to religious submission of mind and will#pls tell me if i ought to delete and i will#also tbf on some level I would get the extraordinary salvation is all we can hope for bc of the efficacy of the Sacraments#EXCEPT for baptism by desire#and specifically the fact that motivation to be baptized does not come into consideration#you die before you can be baptized when you've expressed a desire and are trying to be baptized?#saved. no questions asked.#thats what makes this tough for me
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Thank you for posting so much aroace Ten stuff. This fandom keeps painting him as a "Casanova" and it always made me feel kinda... gaslit? (Idk if I'm using the right word for this, English isn't my first language.) Anyways, thanks for making me feel a bit more seen.
you're so welcome anon !! i think with ten he isn't a character most people would immediately point at and go "oh he's obviously aroace" but the aspec coding is still obviously There and his character can be read in a way that really heavily resonates with certain ace/aro experiences that don't really get a lot of light (cuz aspec identities are still pretty heavily underrepresented). it's funny like w/ ten instead of aspec traits being used as a shorthand to make the character be less human it's like. he is a very human incarnation of the doctor and him being an alien/semi-immortal serves to highlight the tragedy of how he can't have (or feels like he can't have) long term connection and devotion to someone like the humans he loves. which is like. accidental metaphor for aspec ppl who want a kind of intimacy that is usually only afforded to romantic/sexual relationships
#i stopped following the tenth doctor tag a while ago because a few of the takes there were bothering me lol#it's not a big deal but it's just. wow you guys see this character so differently from me haha. get me out of here#dr who#10 era#aspec doc tag#side note if we are comparing ten to other dt characters rtd would've at some point had in mind when writing him#i could actually die on the hill of ten being more like hamlet than he is like casanova (especially towards the end of his era)#it's the destructive grief and the madness and the isolation#and being caught between your suicidal ideation vs your much greater fear of what might come after dying#so you're kind of just hitting wall after wall all the time
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do u think either charles or erik had trouble coming to terms with their love for one another?? like religious guilt, internalized homophobia, etc.
Many such cases really �� not hard to imagine them dealin with that …
#snap chats#erik might depend tho. depends on when he realizes hes in love with charles#before going Full Magneto i can imagine SOME internalized guilt but post prob not#under the whole ‘why be ashamed of what i am in ANY regard’ and all that#charles def probably has a worse time dealing with feelings of guilt#tho thats just charles in general being in love with someone i fear fjOWDJAKS#i cant imagine gender has anything to do with it tho. just charles Being Charles#hang on im sitting here thinking about it now#i think charles and erik wouldnt DOUBT the love they have for each other just- again depending on what era of erik this is- may be hesitant#magneto erik reads more as Bitterly in love with charles do you know what i mean#like ‘i love you and its painful i love you because of how incompatible we are now’ type shit#charles got that tired divorced-but-still-in-love dad energy about him towards magneto#fuck i was supposed to talk about their First Feelings Of Love im so off topic djOAZJSJ#my brain refuses to think of them younger than their thirties im so sorry let me try again#yeah no i could see them both accept the fact they have feelinfs about each other but for one reason or another not act on it#esp if they were with gab at the time. Oops. its kinda awkward now#in THAT RESPECT THEN i can see charles feeling conflicted and a little guilty#ditto on eriks part if he acknowledges charles’ feelings for gab#but without gab in the picture? i could see charles making a move and not being so ashamed of himself#maybe. after some time together i do see charles making the first move#would erik reciprocate and admit his feelings in that moment ? maybe not. give him like. a day or two tho diOEDJSJ#i typed all that bullshit for nothing sorry i put the answer at rhe very bottom we know how i am at this point#see now i just imagine charles talking to erik about accepting his queerness and erik getting snooty#like No Erik Im Not Saying This So You’ll Date Me I’m Saying This So You Love Yourself or something to that tune#and charles is truthful in that hes all about helping others accept themselves. and thats exactly why erik falls harder in love with him 😔#and then they make out sloppy style the end
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