#i drew youuuuu :3

[bills-library]

Hey there, Bill Cipher.

What happens if I open the Book? Do you suffocate? Or not

- From Demon Coin (The coolest Coin in all of BFDI kind)

A LITTLE WARNING WOULDVE BEEN NICE?!?

[good-beans]

hi i'd like to know about your transfem fuuta thoughts please. if that's ok

"if that's ok" as if I haven't been rotating transfem fuuta in my mind for a long time and dying for an excuse to post something 👀👀👀 Thank you so much Ah!! I was able to format my little ideas and headcanons into an actual write-up, I just love this concept so much! All the big murderous twists in the series and I’ll never get over it is what it is...

So, as much as I enjoy headcanons about some big revelation moment, I think that Fuuta Terminally Online Kajiyama has been very aware of his identity for a while. He just never really got the motivation to do anything about it. He knows he's not completely satisfied with his gender, but isn't constantly suffering over it, so he thinks telling people/transitioning would be way too much of a hassle at that point in his life. He also struggles with people taking him seriously given his height, attitude, etc -- unconsciously he's also worried it will only make matters worse in that area.

He wouldn't dare say anything to his parents, and wants to avoid hassle with his friends. People paint them as judgy incels sometimes, but if they were really calling out ‘bad guys’ online, I always got the vibe they were those annoying type of progressives who will harass people for not being accepting in the perfect correct way, you know? They'd be outwardly supportive but there's still a level of high expectations and performance that comes with it, and so deep down Fuuta understands there'd be a "hassle," but can't really define why.

I mentioned in another hc post that Fuuta and his sister have a silent supportive relationship. I feel like she's the one person in his life who knows everything and is super accepting -- this is understood even though neither have said anything out loud. (When he was younger, she definitely forced him into skirts, dresses, and accessories "to check something for her beautician work.") She's noticed all the times he's picked a female avatar in games, or cosplayed in ambiguous outfits.

Then, Milgram. Thinking his life will be over soon anyway, he opens up to a few of the prisoners about himself. Their unexpected openness keeps it on his mind more often than before. Still, nothing changes. Through some rocky verdicts, he's declared innocent and released.

Back in the real world, he's pretty fucked up from the whole ordeal, and starts off extremely isolated. He's in touch with his family, but distant. He maintains contact with some of the other released prisoners, but it starts off only over the phone. He changes schools or maybe drops out completely. Having deleted all online accounts after the incident, he gets to work setting up a new online presence. He was planning on using an alias anyways, and goes with something gender neutral. "To be extra safe that no one guesses it's me," he tells himself.

Letting his hair grow out begins as an accident -- just a side effect of never going out or minding his appearance. One day he realizes how long he's let it go and grabs some scissors to cut it. He makes a comment in his chat, and someone begs him to send a picture first. He goes to take it, but is suddenly disgusted and ashamed of his self-neglect. He's forced to make himself selfie presentable first: brushing his hair and throwing on something clean real quick. When he goes to take the picture, he realizes it looks good. It feels good. He puts the scissors away.

Soon, the prisoners/some new online friends coax Fuuta to hang out more. That's when she decides to reintroduce herself into society as someone new. She ventures out with the name of a favorite video game character. (I'm going to continue saying Fuuta because I genuinely can't name a single popular character from games she'd play, but just picture the most painfully obvious one you can. The kind you hear and go "oh okay. You play X too much, huh." And please send me your thoughts so I can work them into my own personal canon 👀) 

She doesn't have any hatred towards her deadname, it's more the pain of association: she remembers it said accusingly from the mouths of ex-friends. She remembers that name being called a murderer. She's not trying to deny/run from that past, she just wants to be someone better. Well, some days it is her way of running away, but most of the time it's a healthy separation from the past.

Encouraged by the positive reception and abundance of privacy in her isolation, she finally starts to explore her appearance more. Mikoto left behind some earrings during a visit -- she pierces her ears herself and tries them on. (If she doesn't like them, the holes will just heal, right? She's not weak, she can take a little pain...) Yuno/Mahiru stayed over once, and left a bit of makeup in the bathroom. She tries that on too. With a beautician in the family, this self-styling comes very easily. Fuuta's cowardly tendencies have her torn between embarrassment and her typical 'fuck you' attitude that she can do whatever she wants.

You know when you solve a tiny problem and suddenly you're smacked with how much of a huge problem it actually was? Fuuta never believed she had any issues before, but all of the sudden she's happier. Every day is easier. She has more friends. True friends. She does better with school/work. Her personality is still fiery, but it's more passion than irritability now. Self-hatred she didn't recognize starts melting away. She smiles more. She laughs more. She has plans for her future. She's excited about her future. 

(Shameless art plug hehe, before I had the timeline nailed down I did a little drawing of that selfie Fuuta takes when she realizes she's satisfied with this appearance, and now has newfound motivation to move forward in life.)

Over time she experiments with other elements of transitioning, and maybe changes her name to something a bit more subtle lol.

Unfortunately, I don't think it would go over well with her parents, but she never much cared for their opinions, anyway. One day a bit in the future, she bumps into her old friends in the street. Once recovering from panic, she's pleasantly surprised that they don't recognize her. Fuuta thought her appearance/fashion wasn't that different, but to fair, the friends figured they'd remember a stunning redhead with a very noticeable eye injury if they'd met before...

And just a few quick prisoner reactions (because in my heart they're all making it out ;--;):

Yuno has similar relationship as Fuuta's sister, offering immense help without unnecessary words. She's Fuuta’s go-to contact for trying new things and asking questions. 

When Mahiru first finds out, she goes a bit overboard with a makeover attempt. She and Muu provide their most frilly, glimmering outfits. They paint her nails and do makeup. They style her hair. This obviously turns out to be way too much, earning them a Fuuta-typical rant. Still, she's secretly moved by their enthusiasm and kindness. 

After that, designer Mikoto tries his hand at helping. Fuuta had been really worried the two of them would lose their guys nights out and relaxed friendship, but their relationship never changes.

Shidou is very accepting and very awkward. He's trying!! He gets excited, sending her all this information and help for medically transitioning.

Fuuta invites Kazui to their first pride parade <3

Though there's no return address on the package, Fuuta receives a gift of miscellaneous earrings and piercings in the mail with a note that they'd suit her well…

[tempe-brennans]

i hate living here

[we-dont-talk-about-potato-nonono]

🏍️💖🏍️thankyou🏍️💖🏍️

✨ Art Request ✨

@we-dont-talk-about-potato-nonono 's OCs: Yin & John

With a lil bonus doodle because I'll always take an opportunity to try (and fail) to draw a motorcycle

[charlott2n]

hiiii i drew this for you: https://ibb.co/XXv46y7 (i also gave you the charlotte's web tag heee hee heee)

feel free to use it for whatever. i'm just an anonymous admirer and fellow deer furry :3

WHAT THIS IS SO COOLL 😭😭 I LOVE YOUUUUU THANK YOUU 🥺

[kristanlayne]

Hello! Hope you’re doing well!

May I request a drawing of Terra Branford from Final Fantasy 6 (3), if you can? I absolutely love that game, and I really love your FF drawings!

Hi sweetpea!! I was so excited for this ask, no one besides my best friend and my family knows how much I adore Terra! My little bean stayed on my Dissidia Opera Omnia team and she actually was part of the inspiration for my main OC Eloho. I got too happy and drew this so fast lmao. Also, I’m so glad you enjoy my FF art, I really love that franchise so much. THANK YOUUUUU FOR THE REQUEST!!

Alt version (without the white fade) below:

[reluctanttrabbit]

[VANWEEK DAY 3: time, time travel au]

we're switching it up with this one!!!!!! heres movie vanessa!!!

originally i was gonna write a one-shot for this prompt but something in me just. didnt wanna. so i chose a drawing instead bc i felt like this would convey my idea for it better! tfw you see your younger self before all the tragedy...... awkward! O_o

something something one day ness is cleaning out the ballpit and falls in back to when the mci took place and now shes posing as a worker to protect the kids and stop her dad!!

vanessa afton how i loveee youuuuu

@vanweek2024

closeup of ness just bc i like how i drew her :3

[regret-with-a-u]

OH MY FUCKING GOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One of my greatest friend Sin, drew a commission for my fic KJSNFSJFNSJKKJF IT LOOKS SO FUCKING GOOD

LOOK AT THIS! LOOK AT MY BOYS!!

SIN BABY, I WUV YOUUUUU! - Their tumblr handle: @serials1nner

The fic in question - The Wolf Who Cried Blood

Reincarnation OBKK AU with Kakashi having very interesting hate/love relationship with an art piece in a museum. He can never catch a break <3

[alienssstufff]

im not into jrwi or anything but i seriously enjoy those designs you posted... the fishy eyes!!!! your character designs are always sooooo creative and fun :3

thank youuuuu ^_^ the fish eye thing was a detail I like kept with me allll the way back when i first drew them I fell in luv with it he HAD to keep them (same with the sea-foam hair)

[pansy-picnics]

I love love LOVE that your Rapunzel has tattoos!!! They are so artistic!!! and so HER! What kind of tattoos do Eugene and Cass have? I think I saw some flowers and maybe a moon and sun but is that all?

!!! THANK YOUUUUU OMFGGGG YOU GET IT!!!! :33333 if anyone gives rapunzel access to tattoos and/or hair dye she will actually lose her goddamn MIND. I like to think lady caine hooked her up with her tattoo artist in like. the middle of a battle. i feel like that’s a very tts type gag.

AS FOR CASS AND EUGENE’S TATTOOS IVE HONESTLY BEEN HOPING FOR A CHANCE TO TALK ABT THESE FOR A WHILE….please excuse my HORRIBLE rendition of them i scribbled this in like 30 minutes. one day i’ll draw proper refs for cass and eugene but today is Not that day

first of all THEY HAVE MATCHING DESIGNS!!!! rapunzel drew out all of their tattoos and she made these two specifically to represent them as a trio….the birds being. self explanatory of course and the sun, moon, and earth representing rapunzel cass and eugene respectively….:3 this also was meant to kinda match the twins mobile i designed for my fic. These ones in particular are SOOO important to me

i’ve never shown cass’ properly since they’re on her back but one of eugene’s is visible here….along with the sun and moon you mentioned, the sun crest and the brotherhood symbol…..:3

AND CASS’ FLOWERS ARE MY FAVORITE ONE UNIRONICALLY BC IT HAS. Quite a bit more background to it. there’s also a sword wrapped in the vines thats BARELY visible in either of the pieces it’s shown in so i made it more clear in my doodle.

this one kinda has two different meanings…..you’ll have to excuse the fact that it’s COMPLETELY inaccurate bc i designed it from memory and i’ll finalize it eventually but this is meant to vaguely represent the fictional “minne” flowers mentioned in “rapunzel: day one”- which. Idk how well known this is but the meaning of minne historically is i shit you not, “chivalrous love”, or “a kind of romantic love between a knight and a noblewoman” and there is NOOOO FUCKING WAY THAT WAS A COINCIDENCE THEY KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING

THE SECOND ONE is just something i made up but the real world flowers that i’ve always associated with minne bc of their similarities are forget me nots…. which. the symbolism and name of i think are VERY fitting with cass’ character. she just really wants to be important and like. Remembered fondly by people methinks. like she’s afraid of one day disappearing and (in her eyes) there being no point or reason for her existence in the first place.

these are the only ones i have set in stone for NOW but most of my tattoo hcs for rapunzel came from just. Drawing her a bunch and adding new ones every time so i think they’ll probably acquire some new ones as time goes on, especially since i still need to actually finalize the ones they do have……but Yeah idk. i’m insane.

[sturnioz]

♯┆reblog trend/tag game .ᐟ ★ tagged by. @pearlzier thank youuuuu love you sm <3

★ what you had for breakfast three days ago .ᐟ probably toast or tea or something i do not remember

★ the last message you sent someone .ᐟ "fuck that was fast" lol

★ favourite brainrot word/trend .ᐟ idk if this counts anymore but the josh hutcherson whistle shit made me fucking piss

★ favourite safari animal .ᐟ cheetahs !!

★ most fine actor/actress .ᐟ drew starkey & jensen ackles

★ dark, white or milk chocolate .ᐟ all chocolate hate to see my lactose intolerant ass coming

★ favourite roblox game .ᐟ i haven't played in sooo long but i used to be addicted to short creepy stories, bloxy bingo (i dont fuck around with bingo) and tycoon shit.. i wanna play dti tho, i havent played it yet

★ how you feel about australia .ᐟ i wanna visit so bad but the spiders there make me want to kms.

no pressure tags. @mercurydarlingg @bernardsbendystraws @issysh3ll @mattslolita @mattscoquette @muwapsturniolo

[solar-tl-27]

OH HEY WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT I’M BACK

Yall never get regular posts from me omg you guys I’M SO SORRYYYY

but but but but but ya’ll wont believe it

I have been… DOING ART?! youuuuu heard that right folks i me MYSELF AM d-doing art.

Ok soooo i got a few updates

Life is still incredibly hectic i swear i feel like one of those fanfic writers tha5 post like

Hey sorry it took 8 years i was in a coma! But thankfully that’s not… entirely the case?

I’m on the list for an appointment to see if i have adhd because hearing my friends who are diagnosed and medicated talk about literally MY EXACT ISSUES AND IT HELPING i was like… damm maybe it is the good ol case of audhd … so hopefully hopefully i can get something to help with that!

Uhhh in other news I’m saving for a laptop so i can get into video editing and idk make some animation memes and animatics!

But ofcourse

Ofcourse

I promised art let’s not dwindle any more!

First of all we have some art i did for my story quest for the moon (i did blur out a bit just cuz well idk my audience that well so i’ll be bluring it even though it takes away a bit of context)

Then another piece for that series and then… omg.. no way is that?! Is it?!

Hehe surprise let’s get into the first art!

3 GOT ANOTHER REDESIGN AND MIGUELS’S FIRST FULL ART

Welcome welcome to my sweet sweet sweet baby angel boy Three that’s right he’s been on my mind again so i drew him… kinda like a splash art? If he was in a gacha game very cute very demure (if that meme’s old already… no it’s not)

And then we have THE VILLAIN of quest for the moon

Miguel also our main character ash in the corner hiiii ash

Miguel is basically like the mentor that’s secretly just try to steal your powers type he’s very much an opportunist and i love to draw him and loooove to hate him! This piece is basically foreshadowing extravaganza that will… eventually be clear i swear I promise I PROMISE but for now enjoy the piece it took sooo long

Next art!

This is still a work in progress it’s not done yet but I’m incredibly proud of it soooooo I’m showing it anyway and then we’ll get into the surprise

MEET MY SON ALEXANDER

ohhh my goodness after being in art block for so long it feels so nice to just get a solid redes out i’m soooo happy with how he’s turning out AA that’s my son MY BOY one of my oldest oc’s from so so so so long ago and fun fact i drew both pieces with the exact same brush heheheh the headshot next to him is his brother phoenix

Ok NOW FOR THE SURPRISE

Guess what! That’s right i have actually ACTUALLY started finding my way into the new project reignited

That’s right we got a MAIN CAST now

Now obviously some are.. easy to find the original inspiration for but they won’t be that similar to the redesigns they used to be no no no

Welcome the new crew of project reignited!

Muse, Plume, Thea, Orianne & caelusss

Muse is the main character a human boy who is just trying his best who gets swooped up into helping a dragon girl save her kingdom and the magical dimension while also fighting to preserve his home town!

Plume a dragon girl (plume, bloom you get the gist) who somehow ended up on earth is now tasked to find help to save her people and mother while also discovering the beauty of earth

Thea the daughter of an urban development company ceo and the love interest of muse (did i get myself this invested into a ship that i made it canon here… yes.) she’s a frail girl but is forced to step in as her fathers ideas turn from helpful to greedy and destructive

Orianne Thea and Muse’s friend and the more motherly of the group but faced with difficult circumstances and changes in her life can cause her to lash out as her life is completely steered of its course by magic and her dad remarrying.

Caelus! Muse’s closest friend a pretty chill guy that works at an icecream parlour during the week and helps his family with their market food stand in the weekend, he really wants to be a culinary chef but doesn’t know if he can truly achieve his goals in his hometown.

That’s the gang this will from now on be an original concept and no longer a winx rewrite yes winx will be an inspiration for this work but i do not intend to go the fairy route nor make the world building as big as i had made it in my rewrite… what you will see is me taking my rewritten work as a basis for this story considering i have basically rewritten my version of domino, zenith and solaria from scratch sooooo SWEET BABY BOY CRYOS MY BABY will be making a return later on in this story he’s mine he’s my son my boy i can do with his character whatever i pleaseeee ok ty

That’s the update that’s the post thank you all for enjoying my content and my terrible upload schedule life had beeeeeen hectic ty ty hope ya’ll stay for more and if this was your first post of mine you saw…. Check out my other work pls and thank u

Oki

BYEEEEE

[mahikamihan]

I remember why your flowers reminded me of smth! It’s this drawing I made when UIED came out, I used the language of flowers and then drew this it was a bit awkward but fun nonetheless :3 I either never posted it or deleted a long time ago so here gift to you, someone who also appreciates flowers

oh my gosh, these look amazing!!!! they look so detailed too :O thank youuuuu ^-^ i also love the way you drew dream's mc skin as a hoodie+joggers combo, XD that made me smile!!

[lizpaige]

Happy Birthday, friend!! My gift is some headcanons:

Adam's favorite food is Spam; long after he's made a successful name for himself and makes more money to fill the Barns' fridge with expensive organic food, he still reaches for the Spam when he needs a comfort meal.

After a throwaway bet with Henry during a Superbowl party, Ronan becomes a closet, unironic football fan. Though, if we're being honest, most of his interest comes from sanctioned homoerotic violence. His team is the Baltimore Ravens.

On Saturday mornings, before setting out to start farm chores, Ronan will put on cartoons for Opal, as Saturday morning cartoons were a tradition for he and his brothers growing up. After watching a rerun all about Father's Day, Opal draws a card each for Ronan and Adam. They don't celebrate Father's Day, it doesn't become a tradition, but once or twice Adam will have a friend ask him about the card he has on the bulletin board in his dorm room. Surprisingly, Adam doesn't get itchy when he replies his daughter drew it.

hi anon!! 💕 thank you so much! i love all of these haha

Ronan would def try implementing a flag football thing at Lynch family holidays. Probs just turns into a Lynch bros wrestling match in the dirt with everyone else shrugging their shoulders and going in for dinner or something. But you're right, maybe Ronan just likes to watch football 👀

Ugh Opal headcanons are my weakness she's such a feral little cutie but she has Ronan's big emotions too so this just melted my heart!!! thank youuuuu <3

[casually-salad]

HI so i just wanted to tell you that i just bingeread all of your infection au at 2 in the morning and it is no joke the most awesome thing i’ve ever seen maybe? Seriously I am so obsessed with it it is criminal that you don’t have more of a following

also. where is cheese sandwich. is he safe is he alright

HIIIIII THANK YOUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really appreciate it <3<3<3<3<3 i wont say too much but cheese is cheesey peesey, he is chilling with a apple flavored margarita with boneless, hes recently made friends with a stallion whos name if i say will totally give up where he is and i wanna keep that a surprise................. but i promise i didnt forget about him i NEED to put weird al into situations

also i drew you a skitty, she is one of my favorite pokemon ever my trainersona wears a skitty hat that i have to make irl at some point or i might die. that is the most pokemon ever. one of the best

also sick blinkies on your pinned post

[rius-cave]

OKOK- I absolutely LOVE the way you drew Adam with Emily, the love in his eyes and smile, UGHHHHHHH I CAN'T GET ENOUGH-

(Adam still has a chokehold on my heart and I love him so muchhhh 😭😭😭)

THANK YOUUUUU my buddy only showed me a couple of pictures of them together and I was DOWN BAD ToT I had to sketch something very quick and I needed it to be soft <3