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EVERYTHING WITH YOU
A/N: this short little fic was based on one single tag from @harrysblackcoat lol
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SUMMARY:Â The wedding vibes have Harry wonder what he wants from the future when it comes to you.
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The Sun has sunk behind the winery, the string lights above the tables and dancefloor are shining along with the stars that are hanging on the clear sky. The band is relentlessly playing song after song, not letting the guests rest even for a minute. The bartenders are eagerly making the orders, not letting anyone stay thirsty.Â
Harry is sitting at his seat, nursing his own drink while talking with some guests. Itâs your sisterâs wedding, so he doesnât know many people, but most guests obviously have recognized him upon arriving at the ceremony earlier. Heâs been patiently and kindly chatting with everyone who is bold enough to come up to him.Â
But right now he is having a hard time focusing on the conversation he was pulled into, because his attention keeps wandering towards the dance floor.Â
There you are, in your flowy lilac dress thatâs been chosen by your sister for all bridesmaids, but thereâs no doubt you look the most fantastic in it if you ask Harry. Youâve ditched your heels a while ago, so youâre dancing around barefoot, your hair is a bit dishevelled by now, but still very elegant and dreamy in his opinion.Â
He canât get enough of you. The way you move your hips to the rhythm, how you smile at everyone and he loves it when you get so excited about a song that you start jumping. He feels like he is watching a movie he never wants to end.Â
At one point youâre surrounded by a couple of little girls and you dance with them happily, twirling and lifting them up, making them laugh from excitement, itâs easily the most adorable sight Harry has seen in a while. He loves seeing you with kids, youâre definitely in your element when you get to make them laugh and it always makes Harry wonderâŚ
When you spot him staring at you shamelessly, you dance your way through the dancefloor towards him, making him laugh with your silliest dance moves.Â
âHey handsome, want to dance?â you ask, wiggling your eyebrows at him.
âNot turning that down,â he grins as he excuses himself from the table and taking your hand he lets you pull back to the dancefloor.
Once you secure a spot youâre quick to curl your arms around his neck and his hands grab you by your waist as you start moving to the music. Harry didnât like dancing that much when you started dating a year ago, he would just let you go wild with your girlfriends whenever you were out somewhere while he stayed by the table, but slowly, step by step you made him join you more and more often until he kind of became fond of dancing with you. What you donât know is that what he loves the most about it is that others are seeing you with him and it fills him with pride, knowing he is seen with the most beautiful woman in the room.Â
The band changes up the mood a little with a slower song, mostly couples stay on the dance floor and the newlyweds are swaying in the middle. Harry smiles when you pull him closer and lay your head to his shoulder as he tightens his arms around your figure. He knows the song thatâs playing, so he starts humming the melody in your ear and it makes you smile.Â
Lifting your head up at one point you steal a quick kiss, then your gaze wanders over to your sister and her husband. She looks so happy and so in love, itâs amazing to see your sister like this and you know her husband will treat her right.Â
Harry follows your gaze, but his thoughts are a bit different.Â
âI can see us like that,â he tells you.
âDancing?â you chuckle softly. âWe are dancing right now.â
Harry shakes his head with a small smile and then it seems like he hesitates before speaking up again.Â
âI mean married. I can see us married.â
His words surprise you. Itâs not like you havenât thought about it before, you have, quite often, but you havenât really discussed it before. It wasnât a topic you were avoiding, it just never came up, so his confession came a bit out of the blue.Â
Harry, seeing your reaction, thinks he might have said something he shouldnât have.Â
âDo you?â he asks, seemingly flushed and worried he shouldnât have said that. âItâs okay if you donât, you donât have toââ
You cut off his rambling with a kiss and you instantly feel his muscles relax under your touch, his arms tightening around you. When you pull back you give him a bright smile.
âI can see everything with you, Harry.â
The relief is visible on his face as a warm smile stretches across his lips. He doesnât say a word, just rests his forehead against yours and you keep swaying to the music.Â
Thank you for reading, please like and reblog if you enjoyed and buy me a coffee if you want to support me!
#harry#styles#harry styles#harry styles fanfiction#harry styles fanfic#harry styles oneshot#harry styles one shot#harry styles fluff#harry styles x you#harry styles x y/n#harry styles x reader#harry styles blurb
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It is like clockworkâŚ
When ever the sub fandoms feel like they are sinking they start rising out of their depths and start trying to troll and convince anyone who will listen that they are right and we are wrong.
What started them on their march and got them crankyâŚ.lets see oh yes

And this

JAKOLAâŚ(JECKY)hehehe
This ship to me never left the dock, letâs just say if it did it has well and truly sunk by now. Nic and her friends are loud, whether it be JD dancing in a Pink Cowboy hat, staring lovingly in the eyes at Doug, or the fact that his mates call him twink and princess, the Jakolas still seem to think that they are in love. đ¤ I guess will only believe what tabloid trash tells them from misinterpreted pap pics. It is funny Doug posted the below pic for Jakeâs pic with a love heart and no one said it was a hard launch. đ


ANTLuke đ¤Ž
I can stomach JD as Nic seems to be happy around him and it actually looks like she enjoys his company as a friend. But bug girl is a different story. I have yet to see any real evidence of him being happy in her presence. Through out the whole of last year the games and troll like behaviour with the fandom she did not do herself any favours.
After the SAG awards it was clear the difference in Luke.

There are other pics but you know I donât like looking at her, but you get the idea. We know she was around most of last year from Feb to June. She came to Premier 1 uninvited, ruined Premier 2 with pap walk. In Milan it was caught on camera that she clearly walks off on Luke when he was struggling and he held Hollyâs hand. She seems to walk off on Luke a bit. Look familiar

After the follow by Nic bug đ untagged her last pic on her IG that linked her to Luke and Nic started cleaning up her JD tags.
This week, no this month has been the biggest since the world tour. You will not see Lukolas go to subfandom pages to try and convince them that we are right because we know we are. When you have as many morsels and crumbs as we do there is no doubt.(At least in my mind)

If an Anon ask comes in spreading venom and are proudly Jakola and Antluke on your blog take comfort in the fact that they are just trying to convince themselves. They probably have not to many people left on the sinking ship.
I am excited about what we have seen from our two favourite people and know they are happy.
Remember block out the adjacent support noise.
Oh and as always if you need a fanfic rec let me know. đđđ
Sail on đ˘
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I normally try not to weigh in too much on the actors themselves, but fandom is being hysterical (not in the funny way) as usual after The Boys promo video with J2 and Misha.
Here are some facts:
Jensen went to Kripke and asked if he had anything for him after SPN ended. Kripke helped him craft his audition until it would be acceptable for the other producers. We know this happened because Jensen told us, and he talked about it multiple times. There is nothing wrong with him going to Kripke for work. This is networking, and itâs what actors should do.
Jared never once publicly asked to be on The Boys. At most, he answered fan questions when asked what kind of character heâd like to play, but he never actually hinted he wanted a part. In articles, when asked if heâd join, Jared essentially said he was too busy filming Walke, in a polite way. Also fact, Kripke has hinted at wanting Jared on The Boys before Walker was cancelled, and he did so publically. Then when Walker was cancelled, Kripke really ramped up the public pitches to get Jared on the show, and was publicly psyched when Jared finally agreed. Jared never, publicly at least, even asked or hinted at wanting to be on The Boys, never mind begged.
Misha hinted multiple times publicly, including tagging Kripke on social media directly, that heâd like to be on the show. Kripke never said anything publicly, as far as Iâm aware, about wanting or trying to get Misha on the show prior to the announcement from yesterday. When he talked about getting the biggest SPN PokĂŠmon, it was when Jared finally signed on. When he talked about breaking the internet again, it was in reference to a J2 reunion on screen. When he talked about reuniting the SPN trio, it was in reference to JA, JP and JDM, not Misha. Was Kripke always planning to include Misha once he finally got Jared? Maybe. Is it possible he wasnât going to bother with Misha until or unless he got Jared too? Yes. He could have hired Misha on at any time before and never did. Misha definitely publicly begged to be on the show, and Kripke never said anything in return to, or regarding, him being on the show until now. Kripke probably only brought him on because he thought of something funny/gross/trolling to do with J2 and him on screen.
Ultimately, I would have preferred not to have Misha in The Boys because when I finally get to see J2 on screen together, I didnât really want him there, too. It feels like trying to shoehorn Castiel in with the brothers again from forced SPN scenes. But, Iâve also lost interest in the show itself, so Iâll probably pick and choose what moments I bother to watch anyway.
That being said, The Boys has a whole cast beyond Jensen being a regular in Season 5, never mind it being a giant J2 reunion that will take up a bunch of screen time. So, adding Misha to the mix isnât exactly robbing fans of long and significant J2 moments on screen. (Though Iâd still be happy for him not to be in their scenes at all).
Honestly, Kripke probably wanted Jared so bad, at least in part, so he could bank on free publicity in social media from Jared and J2 fans. He already had the Jensen fans on board. Similarly, he probably decided to add Misha for the same reason. Happy or not about his addition, people are talking about it on many social media platforms, this bring free attention yo the show.
Kripke just wants publicity.
What I want is to get out of this is at least one solid (hopefully more), Misha-less moment between J2 on screen.
But people are really losing their shit over what might amount to like 5 minutes of screen time from Jared and/or Misha. Jensenâs Soldier Boy isnât even one of the main cast members, even either him being a regular this season, so I doubt there will be a lot of room to expand on a character for Jared (never mind Misha) and then interacting, on a show thatâs on its final season and has many storylines to wrap up.
Anyway, in conclusion, only one member of J2M begged for a part in The Boys, and Kripke is using all of them to generate buzz. Simple as that.
#The Boys#The Boys Season 5#SPN Cast on The Boys#jared padalecki#jensen ackles#Misha Critical#mildly#SPN Fandom BS
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I wish more anti endos wouldnât ostracize, belittle, and shame pro endo systems who are traumagenic.
Like just because our views donât align doesnât mean I want to be hostile towards them or want to exclude them from DID/OSDD/CDD spaces.
Pro endos who have dissociative disorders are people too. Theyâre traumatized too. Just because theyâre misguided or have a poor or different understanding of dissociative disorders doesnât mean we should be kicking them out of our spaces and make them feel unwelcome.
Idk. Like. It just makes me feel yucky, even as an anti endo, scrolling my disorder tags and seeing how many people just. Vehemently hate and exclude and belittle pro endo systems even in the tags that weâre supposed to be able to share with them. Because I understand that pro endos are often trauma survivors themselves. And just because we have different beliefs doesnât mean they should be harassed, excluded, and bullied out of the spaces online which are for them to connect with others who share their disorder.
I just wish that trauma-formed systems could look after each other instead of fighting tooth and nail all the time. Like. Itâs okay if we have different beliefs. Iâm still gonna respect them and welcome them in my spaces even if we have different ideas on what multiplicity is.
this feels like a pro endo take, but I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. I sort of understand what you're coming from, but need I remind you that being pro endo is ableist? That supporting people who actively hurt our community isn't a good thing. In the same way you don't want pro-radqueers in the mogai community because they support people who hurt it, we don't want pro endos in the system community because they support people who hurt it. Sure they're still systems, but they're not trustworthy. Maybe they're confused, but that does not mean we should have to suffer. A majority of pro endos get very aggressive when you bring up that scientifically endos cannot exist, and therefore it makes it very hard to co-exist with them since they insist on shoving their "beliefs / ideas" (as you put it) in our faces. Maybe you don't see supporting endos as a serious thing, but to a majority of us it is a betrayal to the community. We should not be expected to interact with ableists. I'm not going to look after those who believe I am a "sysmed" and a "bigot" for believing in science.
There is so much more I can say about this, but for now I'll leave it at that. I don't care if you find it "icky" I will NEVER let pro-endos interact with me.
#((sorry if this is aggressive#I am angry))#|| Vito#endos dni#anti endo#did system#did#system#actually did#plural#alters#endos fuck off#did osdd
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What Jinx's arc in season 2 should've been imo
#her truly finding herself and writing her own story which is not dictated by how others see her or what they want her to do *chef's kiss*#also she's low-key shadow coded ngl#idk if i should tag this as arcane critical because uhh. i doubt many people will understand what i'm talking about lol#arcane#jinx arcane#arcane season 2
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feeling horrifically lonely on a saturday night once again
#my mum keeps talking about my birthday and how i should do something with my friends#and it's so embarrassing i don't know how to explain to her that i like. only have two friends and we don't see eachother outside of school#and the one i do see outside of school has like way more friends than just me and just goes on their phone for most of the time#and online stuff too i always see people say like#ohh i don't have many close friends irl but i have my online friends#but i don't even have that#i don't think i've ever actually been really important to someone#other than like my parents but they don't know like anything about me at all. things would be so much easier if i was how they thought i am#it's like it's impossible for me to get close with anyone#i feel like i'm just begging people to talk to me#i get like this every year around my birthday i wish i could just skip it#it just feels like a reminder of how shit i am at getting people to care about me beyond like. surface level#sorry for kind of venting in this but like i doubt anyone will read all the tags and i don't really have anywhere to talk#ramblings
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I hate that whenever there's a gay ship, people immediately het-ify it. people are so obsessed with making one the "man" and one the "woman" when that's completely unnecessary, because they are both the man or the woman. It's extremely annoying. these people will completely mischaracterize a character to fit into their stupid little het roles they force on them.
for example, you don't need to make one man the "wife" and feminized him to the extreme and fit him in a traditional "woman" role so the other man can be the big strong masculine manly man. they can both be masculine or both be feminine or both be both at the same time! they do NOT need to be gendered opposites to fit het roles. crazy, I know! it's like no one considers it a possibility! or sees how good it can be to have them be equals without gendered nonsense.
when there's a gay relationship, you have the perfect opportunity for the couple to stand on equal ground. they get to be equals who are just as strong and just as soft as each other. there's no faulty power dynamics where one is above the other (because let's face it, society unfortunately deems masculinity > femininity). one doesn't need to protect the other. they can protect themsleves, fight aide by side as equals. one doesn't do all the housework. they share that duty equally. one isn't weak and pretty, while they other strong and manly. they both are strong and pretty, or masculine and weak at the same time.
equal relationships are amazing and need to be explored more and appreciated. there can be more understanding and working together. i'm bad at explaining what I mean, but I prefer these equal relationships over forcing them into opposite roles to mirror het relationships, which are usually extremely unbalanced and unequal. especially because these not het relationships! so why must they look like one? they can and should look different! so why does literally every shipper and writer out there make them so het coded?
I don't understand why people do this. do they actually believe all romantic relationships must mimic het ones to exist and thrive and purposely force that on them? or have they genuinely just not fathamed that they can be different and dont need to follow the expected het standards?
I wonder, it feels like no one actually knows how non-het relationships are meant to be and how they could work, since het ones are always forced down our throats since birth. it becomes The Standard that everyone thinks they must follow. maybe it's all people know since they don't see any other possibilities. their preferred dynamics for their ships are what we are taught and nothing different, because they don't know it can be different. i also think people might be obsessed with that whole "opposites attract" trope. but that opposite doesn't have to be the traditional het-fueld feminine vs masculine or wife vs husband characteristics. it can be other personality things like one is loud and one is quiet, one is dumb and one is overly smart, one is rich and one poor, etc. it doesn't have to be masculine vs feminine!
BREAK OUT OF THE HET NORMS!!!!! TEAR DOWN HETERONORMATIVITY!!!!!!!!! FREE THE GAYS
(disclaimer, not saying masculine vs feminine ships are all bad/shouldn't be done ever. but it doesn't need to be 100% of the time either đ
can't think of one ship people dont do this with lol)
#cant even say its only het shippers because lgbt shippers do it too#i enjoy the ships i see more as equals. like cynonari and xingyue for example#first ones that came to mine lol#everyone feminizes the shit out of nari calling him cynos wide constantly but they're both strong leader types with a soft side#wife*#THEYRE SO EQUAL???? AND THAT MAKES THEIR RELATIONSHIP SO STRONG????#then xingyue is funny because ive seen people frame BOTH yingxing and dan feng as the âwife�� at different times. proof theyre equals!#maybe not proof lmao but you cant say the arrogant craftsman and proud dragon arent equals who get along super well#they arent het opposites at all imo. not even close#i just really enjoy balanced equals over unbalanced opposites. because the feminine is always seen as lesser and weaker than the masculine#and that always bothers me a lot lmao#im probably the minority here. im giving benefit of the doubt that people just never thought about it and do what theyre taught#but if everyone actually orefers this and its on purpose.......please reconsider đ¤Ł#prefers*#lee text#lee rambles#gay#lgbtq#gay ships#one relationship i felt was presented as equals (from best of my memory) was korrasami#they balance each other out and i see them as equals. one doesn't lead over the other. they're both leaders in their own ways. and carers#one reason i dont date is because most people are ovsessed with this unbalance opposite gender roles thing and i cant stand it lmao#obsessed* am tired of tag typos i miss until after i hit enter hfhfhdhdjdjsjs#this was long and rambly but i suddenly had many feelings and needed to say them#*
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whenever people want to hate on d4dj why do they jump straight on "It's queerphobic bc..." as if it doesn't have the best queer rep of any rhythm game out there.
1757 words about queer representation in D4DJ and other rhythm/gacha games below cut
Like there are actual valid reasons to not like d4dj. There's definitely an issue with sexualising the high schoolers, I've made posts talking about it before. But at the same time, if you as someone who plays other of the major gacha/rhythm games is going to say that, you should probably address that SIF, bandori (and maybe enstars? it's been a while since I played) have some dodgy cards as well. Admittedly these cards are mainly old whereas D4DJ is still producing these, but you shouldn't act like your preferred game is perfect either.
But especially saying that D4DJ is queerphobic is so weird. To say that just proves you have no idea what actually happens in the game, and you're just taking screenshots out of context.
Firstly hayakoko. Okay so in the flashback where they get together they said "but we're both girls". Yeah, it's a cliche line that screams 'written by a hetero person', but within the context of the story it's not that bad if a little cringe. Neither Hayate or Kokoa had liked a girl before they started dating, this is literally stated on screen: Hayate says that she was a little surprised to realise that she had a crush on Kokoa. They're baby gay at this point in time. I think Kokoa's an interesting one to point out as well, because she's the one who said the line in the first place, and even after she admits that she likes Kokoa as well and they start dating, the True Love Kiss side story shows her being insecure about PDA in school. It reads a lot like she's had a very heteronormative upbringing, which is very common for queer people. It's probably more common in Japan where they still don't have equal rights for queer people (they don't have marriage equality, same-sex couples can't marry, the exception being if one is trans and hasn't legally changed their gender. and after they're married they can't legally change their gender). Not to mention she goes to catholic school, and as far as I know there's some issues there. So I don't see anything wrong with Kokoa not wanting to be out publicly, and being a bit insecure when she and Hayate confess. You gotta remember they are 15 as well (and ~14 when they started dating). Their relationship isn't going to be perfect, and that's normal.
And then Aoi and her gender presentation. Aoi has always been a very masculine presenting character, and is explicitly GNC, so I can understand that some people were disappointed with her wearing long hair and a ballgown in the Aoi & Haruna Relations event. But the anger some people hold towards this. Come on, how badly can you miss the point? Aoi's gender presentation has been a part of her character since her initial card story. She says she actually used to dress more feminine and have long hair in high school, but decided to change her look because she thought she suited the shorter hair. She also mentions that when she presented fem, she would be told she looked like a cross dresser, which obviously offended her. It's not hard to see that Aoi just wants to be seen as Aoi. It's not about how she presents her gender, she's still Aoi no matter how she dresses - Tsubaki mentions this in the A&H Relations. Nothing was retconned or de-canonised when Aoi wore hair extensions and a dress, it wasn't a sudden unnecessary change. The event explores the fact she wants to try different looks outside of her usual 'princely' one, but she's a bit of a people pleaser and is unsure about it because people associate Aoi with "androgynous good looks". There was no pressure from anyone to be feminine, there was actually pressure the other way. She wore a dress and had long hair for one (1) event, and 2 illustrations. Her most recent card has her in trousers with short hair again. Like you don't have to pounce on it being erasure because Aoi wanted to dress more feminine one time. She doesn't hate being GNC now, she's not permanently feminine now - Aoi being GNC is a part of who she is. Aoi being fluid with her gender expression is a part of her queerness and I don't get how you can miss the point so badly to call it erasure.
D4DJ is genuinely one of if not the best mainstream gacha/rhythm game for queer rep. There's so much more than just this: Tsubaki and Aoi are canonically in love with each other and there was even an attempted confession (they got interrupted), KyoShino have implied romantic feelings, same with NagiHiiro and RinMuni (mainly from Muni's side). Haruna was pretty much confirmed as lesbian during the A&H relations, and has had crushes on two separate characters. Saori's sapphic as well (there's one or two implications that she's bisexual). Having Hayate and Kokoa in a relationship opens the doors to more ships becoming canon in the future. The only negative representation I can think of in this game is Noa, so if you really want to go out of your way to say D4DJ is queerphobic, there you go. Noa likes cute thing, cute girls, and flanderisation took hold quickly to the point of her being creepily obsessed with the ri4 girls and a few others, and literally stalking them. Yikes. Her writing is improving though, especially in All Mix where she just occasionally comments on how cute they are without taking it too far, and they actually let her have other personality traits expressed that had pretty much been forgotten.
My point here is that if you're going to say D4DJ is bad rep or homophobic, you're admitting that your game is worse for representation. I'm not saying that the games in the "Big 3" (proseka/bandori/enstars) are bad by any means (idk about enstars actually I didn't play for very long), but D4DJ has definitely taken some big steps in queer representation that those games are seemingly too scared to make. Having a canon sapphic couple is a game like this is a huge deal, I'm not even sure if it's been done before. And before anyone says "but anhane and minoharu went on a double date in Buddy Funny Spend Time", neither of those pairs are stated or even fucking implied to be in a relationship outside of that event. It kinda just happens in one event, and even then it's still a bit vague on whether either of the couples are actually dating in the event. It's definitely heavily implied that anhane/minoharu have mutual romantic feelings, so they are arguably canon in that sense, just not in an established relationship sense. Bandori has done this as well with PareChu, have them go on dates and be clearly romantically interested in each other, only to never actually be a couple (I know tsumutsumu and reochi have called parechu an official couple, but that's word of saint paul rather than word of god, so take this how you will). Hayakoko is HUGE for this genre, and could mean good things in the future of other rhythm games (especially other Bushiroad ones).
--Break here where I went on a tangent about non-D4DJ queercoding--
Outside of schroedingers dating, both bandori and proseka have characters who are implied/canonically queer. I'll make this short because this is getting really long now and I apologise to anyone who's still reading.
For bandori, Arisa has a crush on Kasumi, Kaoru can be considered as canonically lesbian just from how she's presented, YukiLisa has a lot of implications for romantic feelings, as do MocaRan. Himari is also an interesting case, as she could be read as bisexual or comphet lesbian, it's never really made clear (at least as far as I know, I stopped playing bandori a while ago, and am not up-to-date on story, so anyone who's still reading feel free to add to this or correct me). There's probably some stuff missing here as well.
As for proseka, it actually has quite a lot of queercoding. I already touched on anhane and minoharu earlier, but Kohane and Minori are both heavily implied to be lesbian, An as well (although there's like one or two hints that she could be bi. I can cite them if needed). Mizuki is canonically transfeminine (their gender is unconfirmed), and they have been shown to be attracted to women. ShizuAiri and AkiToya have a lot of romantic implications in their relationships, EmuNene has gradually been getting more and more actually (Amidst a Dream). Ena is implied wlw and Rui is implied mlm okay I think I got everything tangent over.
--End of break--
Regardless of my criticisms, all of the games I've mentioned definitely show how much queer rep has grown and become a lot better in the last decade or so. While not focused on the rhythm game, the first generation of Love Live (2010-16) queerbaited* a fair amount. To give one example, there's an 'interview' with Honoka from 2015 where she heavily implies that she's straight, despite having ship tease with other female characters. Compare that to what we have 8 years later, and you can definitely see improvement. However I think it still needs to be addressed that what we have isn't perfect, and it probably will take while to get to a point where we can have more openly queer characters/couples, especially considering Japan as a country (and american/else localisation teams). But I think more people need to recognise how important D4DJ is for queer representation within this genre. It's really not common to have queer romance and gender presentation be directly addressed and frequently shown, and not just for the sake of making money.
I'm bad at ending essays.
* Queerbaiting - intentionally and maliciously leading a queer audience to believe they will receive representation which is then not provided. Whether the rhythm games mentioned do this or not is... debatable? It's done for the money which ticks the intentionally malicious box, queer people aren't for capitalising on. But a good amount of the time it's done to bait straight people who like yuri/yaoi. I do think it's queerbait though like heavily ship teasing a couple and then throwing in a line to imply one of them is straight definitely queerbaiting. april edit: it took me over a month to realise that there were words missing in that last sentence sorry about that. hi anyone who's reading this in the future
#this was going to be in the tags aside from the first sentence. good thing i changed my mind after 3 tags huh?#i love analysing queer rep it's really interesting#obviously I don't know everything and I have no authority over anything#and i'm no way saying i do. i just find looking at representation and a bit of history and culture interesting#(also im not sapphic so if anything is wrong here - please correct me or add!! it'd be much appreciated!)#i doubt many people will see this but still#d4dj#don't ask how long i spent writing this#oh also im not counting rev/star. this is abt rhythm games (censored so it doesn't show up in tags)#mine#rambles
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Hitting a canonically cis male character with the trans lesbian beam is fun

Jacklyn krauser (the only thing that changes about her is that she's a woman and likes women... That las plagas HRT hits different/j)
#goobie snoobery#jack krauser#this is pretty self indulgent bc i doubt many people would actually like this#gonna give her a girlfriend too#funny thing is i drew leon on the page before this so now she gets to eternally torment him#also tagging her as jack Krauser bc otherwise no one would know who shes supposed to be probably#gotta dead name her to let people know who she is sad day#jacklyn krauser#gonna use this tag for her as well the jack one is only to get people to see it
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@lulughoul my ship may have been sunk but I'm sinking with it. If anyone wants to pay me a visit you can find me at the bottom of the ocean.
...I am already getting overtaken by marine organisms.
#canon can't stop me#it may bring me pain#but I've become emotionally attached#I can't let go anymore that chance bypassed me many months ago#part of the ship part of the crew and all that#I'm stuck#heelp#I jest#but as my mother always said; there's a truth to every joke#ay that aside#I saw you liked the tags I left on that association post#ââ ( â˘Íâ á´â â˘Í)â ă#(tis a happy dance)#your pasta saltiness reminds me of my sister. she refused to eat it for years because my parents made it so often#I'm very happy to hear that you think I'm understanding; that's important to me#and I /do/ love listening to people's autistic rambles hehehe#seeing folks be passionate about their interests is awesome; the more intense the better#also happy to know you like talking to me but I wasn't doubting that anymore at this point haha#I enjoy talking to you too#and yess my interest in monsters aside from mh got across >:)#and mythical creatures!#these things are some of the longest standing interests I have#they mean so much to me#so yeah your tags brought me joy as well#rätposting#dracugoona#it is not the end...#not on my blog at least#I will continue to be unwell about them#now with a twinge of pain added to the mix :D
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Btw if anyone has any like... SIMPLE requests throughout the duration of Pride, I may consider them. I'm already working on one for someone in the discord, so I wouldn't start any others til that's finished probably, but. I do enjoy hearing what the people crave, so...
#it's ninjastar stuff- what I'm working on. like a panel edit. Scotty's nearly completely lined i just realized I've created my own hell by +#+assuming i will be able to draw roxie at least somewhat in the proper style I need to here đ#so pray for me....#ooc#txt#just make sure your ask is worded in a way that i know it's a request and not rp stuff? should be easy but idk. if you have Doubts slap...+#+idk. a star â or somethin somewhere in there#or just address me lol#edit: this is fine to rb btw idk how many people will be seeing this since i wont be tossing it in the fandom tags
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All the time, I hear about how there are people filtering Cersei through the lens of "poor misunderstood woobified victim who was trying her best and never actually did anything bad" and. WHERE ARE THEY?? WHERE ARE THESE PEOPLE?????
BECAUSE THIS HAS VERY MUCH NOT BEEN MY EXPERIENCE
#like I have no doubt that they exist somewhere#but I have never seen them!#90% of what I see is 'I hate her because she's a one-dimensional bitch and here are all of the horrible things I think she deserves'#I always wonder if these people are talking about me even though it would make no sense for them to even know I exist#(<-girl who notably does not often tag her cersei posts)#but. me saying 'here's where I think she was coming from' or 'sometimes she'll say something and I'll go 'yeah I get it' ' or 'there is#something very visceral and real and compelling and relatable about her' is not. me saying that she is a good person lol.#I have on several if not many occasions specifically mentioned how she is not A Good Person⢠and that#I understand if her flaws make people uncomfortable.#(but I also talk about how I don't understand what makes her uniquely awful compared to other popular characters across various#franchises so I. again. DO wonder if the 'people excuse everything she did ever and think she's Goodâ˘' comments refer to me sometimes)#ANYWAY. the point is that people have sympathy for horrible actions when they come from anyone else but not from her hmmm gee I wonder why#people will try to be 'objective' and 'narratively-focused' in character evaluation unless it's her
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@pizzee Thank you for the tagging me to join in on the TV show tag game! I have the exact opposite problem to you in that I watch way too many shows. There's so many I've watched in the last few months alone that I've absolutely loved (Andor, Severance, Poker Face, The Sandman, The Last of Us, Vox Machina, etc etc) but for this I think I'll stick with the ones that I've connected to and cherished the most of the years. It wasn't required or even asked for but all of you are getting Backstory⢠for these whether you like it or not. Anyway, in no particular order, here they are:
Moon Knight: Wow, I like the show that is now my defining personality trait? Shocker. But, no, seriously, I don't think I've latched onto a show or group of characters so quickly in my life, or so intensely before. This show has (as of posting this) made me write almost 200k worth of fic about it. I got bloody Discord because of this show because the brainrot was so intense. I am part of a fandom community for really the first time in my life because of this show. It's no exaggeration to say that this show has had a huge impact on me; the dinosaurs got off easy in comparison.
Lucifer: I started watching this show when Season 2 premiered way back in 2016 and I was there watching it up until the end. It was silly and emotional and heartwarming and campy, and the characters were amazing (do I own shirts that Ella Lopez wore in the show? Yes, yes I do.) and the music was excellent. This show loved the heck out of metaphors, and I am not immune to that. Or Tom Ellis.
The Owl House: I used to be obsessed with owls when I was younger (the 'Owls of Ga'Hoole' movie was my jam, andâI'm sorry Zack Snyder directed that??? What the fâahem, sorry, as I was saying:), and while that particular interest faded over the years, I do remember I was drawn to this show because of the name, and then the premise, and then the characters (Hunter gets a gold star for making me go "argh this guy is annoying" to "I would die for him" within a span of two appearances), and then so, so many things. I've loved a lot of cartoons, many of which deserve a spot on this list, but this one just hits so many of the right notes for me. I will die mad that Disney robbed us of a full season 3, but I will always cherish what we got.
Adventure Time: The first show I ever binged in full, and essentially what kickstarted my career as a Tumblrite (my logo was Marceline for many a yearâif you find my *gag* Wattpad account it'll still be there). I still have doodles for this show from when I was 14 (many of which were Bubbline, which was also my first ship). I am the silly little Tumblr fool I am today because of this show.
Avengers: Earths Mightiest Heroes: I used to watch this show on TV as a kid, random episodes here and there, never enough to truly understand what was going on but enough to know the characters. It was how I first came to know Marvel, long before I even liked superheroes, and it was the reason I watched 'The Avengers', which in turn was the reason I went and saw 'Age of Ultron' (the first MCU movie I ever saw at the cinema) and then, well, the rest is history. But it all started here, with this show. (Also, let's be real, the theme song slaps.)
Doctor Who: specifically the Eleventh and Twelfth Doctor's seasons, though I love Ten's as well (even if 'Midnight' and the following Library episodesâepisodes I now adoreâscared me off from the show for almost 7 years). I might have also been a little in love with Clara. This show has made me sob with true and utter grief (musical motifs that will make you cry without warning and other secrets your Doctor won't tell you!) and also made me feel like I'm taking acid. It's got the range darling.
Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood: I've watched this whole thing three times. It's justâŚIt's good. It's really good. The world, the characters, the animation/visuals, the god damn narrative. I'm still in awe of how masterful this anime was. I aspire to this level of multilayered, intelligent storytelling⌠and also the level of comedy. It too has the range. And god I love when shows can do that well.
Bee and Puppycat: I used to watch the YouTube series for this (along with 'Bravest Warriors' and a bunch of other Cartoon Hangover shorts) as a tween and it's just a very fond, cosy memory for me. And now there's the Netflix version and it's been wonderful to not only get more of what was already there, but more to the story in general. My childhood self is being tucked into bed and wrapped in a blanket, content in the knowledge that things left unfinished are not always over.
That really is the tip of the iceberg of all the shows I've loved over the years but we'd be here for a month of Sundays if I went on about all them, so I'll take my leave now and pass on the baton. I'm going to tag @yellowocaballero, @mockspector, @theophagism and @aster-o1d. Have fun! :3
#tag game#tv shows#my stuff#nothing makes you realise just how many tv shows you've consumed until you have to narrow it down to eight#i'm sure there are many i've forgotten that i'll probably remember tomorrow and go shit they deserved to be on the list but whatever#i like to consume stories i will not apologise#(i've literally watched three whole shows in the last two weeks alone all of which i've really enjoyed)#you guys should just be glad I didn't start listing my favourite episodes for each of these shows#the desire to be mysterious and vague versus the insatiable urge to talk about things i like with people who might also like the thing#guess which one keeps winning?#hint: you had to scroll to read this entire post#anyway none of these are particularly niche shows so i have no doubt some of you have watched these which hey! cool! i like your taste#and you probably really like found family huh?#yeah i see you
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i wish i cared about m/m so i had more ship options for this show but alas there are only 3 women and 2 of them are sisters and the other is in a marriage i could never break up
#tss tag#i like polyamorous drew and/or past!drew/miranda#abbey/doyle is interesting but i need to revisit an oc for her for the rest of the time#and i don't really think abbey/drew would work much for what i would want it to be esp in that timeline#if you want to count in pachacutec i have an oc who's her dead wife aj;lljsdlkfjskld#but anyway then there's just miranda and unfortunately she interacts with beeman most of the time so <3#as a miranda girlie who wants her to get laid it's either that or a robot she no doubt put together for that purpose#(or several ocs who i forgot about / am making now but miranda/beeman is too ingrained in my brain development)#anyway not to reaffirm those weird 'ugh why can't people just like a show without shipping :////' people j;lsdlkfjskdflj#i love tss for so many other reasons i just ALSO like shipping and i ALSO like these characters and that includes their relationships#and i sadly am just not as invested in most of the guys on their own#so i just see all these really cool ships behind glass that i will never actually get attached to the ways i wish i could jslkdf;kljsf#i do have Thoughts about munya/argost but it's one of those exceptions i ride in from friends' interests into being able to Get#anywayyy i also just remembered someone who used to ship miranda/epsilon and at the time i didnt get it but now im like hmm. wait.
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The world is set on prescriptivism and... it doesn't jive with me
#I could elaborate on what I mean; but I don't see much point when it's not like anyone's even gonna see this#and I just kinda doubt that anything I'd have to say here would be all that insightful anyway#but I just find myself a descriptivist living in a world full of prescriptivists#which maybe that sounds silly; but I promise I mean something specific with it#and a lot of what I mean boils down to the concept that almost everyone seems to 'know' the right way to go about this or that#where as me... the more I live the more I find everyone's path is unique; and the stuff that worked for me isn't a good fit for everyone#and on the inverse; things that make me miserable might be exactly what someone else needs#every solution needs to be custom tailored to fit the person who uses it; that's what I find#(you can make some general guesses or nudges; but you're going to need to treat the patient; not the chart)#(ie; you're gonna need to actually engage with the specific person and figure out what works; not just toss generalisims at them)#so that's my stance; I don't try and say how things should be (when it comes to people) I just try and see how they are and go from there#...that's not how much of anyone else tends to view things; so I find anyway#everyone always has infinite advice about how you can do exactly what they think would fix your situation#and it comes from a place of caring; doesn't it? they say do this cause they're convinced that's what you need to do#but... both for me and for others I find it's rarely that simple; if it was that easy they'd have already done it#it's like my last therapist; all these ideas about what I needed to do (that were dumb; but had a kernel of sense in them)#(things like his suggestion I play pvp in a game with bad pvp and also I hate pvp)#(when the better suggestion was to group more; because the point was to get out of my comfort zone in low risk ways)#but he had all these ideas and it felt like he got very frustrated when I wasn't moving forward; so... I quit seeing him#and... turns out what I needed to move forward was to wait like a year or two for a big shake up#where I finally had the chance to leverage things into owning my house... and then I could actually act again#like right now I may be stuck; but not like then; I actually do have many ways forward that I can try and work on things#(and... I slowly try to... I'm not why people seem so convinced that I haven't thought of trying to move forward...)#(I just suck and it takes me a long time... way longer than I'd like... but I do try and keep moving forward)#eh... why do I even bother writing shit like this?#mm tag so i can find things later
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