#i dont wanna go too into detail but AAAAGAHHHHHHAGAHAHHAHAAHAHGSGAGEGGWAHAHAAUAHAJA
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loveliest forest, missed u lots! which was ur y/n moment ure talking abt? yes im back on my nosy bs ... LMAO <3
AAAGEHSGAGA i feel like this is way too tmi but ill answer it very vaguely under the cut
boinked in a closet for 3 hours
#saying boinked because its easier on my brain than saying the actual words#Might faint#i dont wanna go too into detail but AAAAGAHHHHHHAGAHAHHAHAAHAHGSGAGEGGWAHAHAAUAHAJA#thags all#forests mailbox#bein fr everything my bf does makes me feel like y/n lol but#AHHHH#i lov him so much
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WOW OKAY
Asdfjfks all I did was look at some concept art and think “oh I bet that place would exist in the Devildom” and now all I wanna do is destroy my hands and mind with trying to come up with locations in the Devildom that are outside the main city ahahaaa (๑꒪̇⌄꒪̇๑)
In my head there’s a ton of weird structures littered around the place outside of the main city area we spend our time in because surely throughout the thousands of years, there’s been places abandoned and left to decay while the realm gets… Developed? Modernized? Centralized? Over time. One headcanon I have is that the city-like part of the realm only really started getting put together during the later part of the Demon King’s reign and started flourishing when Diavolo took over. There’s ruins here and there, some still recognizable and some mysterious because it’s just been that long since they’ve been left to the wilds.
Lmao guess what my other game fixation is because all of the art I was looking at is from the same game
There’s gotta be a lot of hidden areas we never see but are there. Remnants of previous areas, groups that did things in their own without the realm’s ruler… like there’s such a crazy assortment of creatures there that it can’t possibly just be that one place that’s populated, right? Isn’t the reaper’s cave in the Devildom or something? I haven’t gotten to that part yet, but just the idea of something THAT important sitting somewhere in hell is so ahdkdhaaja
Is this an excuse to also draw some crazy gnarled trees? Maybe. The Devildom used to be an endless forest apparently. Part of me wants to take that idea and go nuts.
I also really wanna imagine what the other parts of the city look like. It can’t all look like the one street we get to see as a background + the Jobs part of the game. At least one of the parks HAS to look something like this:
Maybe I’m super biased and have a different view of the Devildom but like??? These were what I was looking at and now I’m inspired ( •́દ•̩̥̀ ) Can’t make anything close to this level yet but I really wanna get back on the road to getting there and if I can use this fucking game to fuel my imagination I absolutely will!!
Cannot believe that this shitty game is what’s fueling a majority of the art I’ve been making and planning to make
#this is like… a special kind of brainrot????#doesnt help that i am SUCH a sucker for lore and world building like#the fact that OM doesnt have enough drives me so up the wall#we dont even have the fucking floor plan for the HoL!!!#i would kill for some detailed explanation of RAD too#OR A MAP!! OF THE DEVILDOM!!!!#obey me#obey me headcanons#god i still have so much else i wanna draw aside from this idea#i think about the fact that the devildom used to be nothing but endless forest a lot#also that there is an actual end to the city part of it#anyway yeah all this concept art is from gw2 and thats another game i have a lot of Thoughts and Words about#anyway going off of that; the maguuma jungle at night would def be what devildom forests are like#minus the mordrem#ref#art ideas
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Mind if I ask who the mun’s favorite and least favorite genshin characters are in game? Can be playable or non playable whichever you have in mind!
small ramblings (and my least favourites) under the cut, i talk too much as usual XD
i actually main zhongli, ningguang n beidou mostly (once i manage to get my primogems from maxed out friendship levels XD) n i also love their characters a lot. diona really grew on me n i use her quite a bit too. madam ping has a special place in my heart too, n for some reason i really like guoba HAHAHAHAH it cant aim for nuts but i still love it :,,3
honestly i dont really have characters that i dislike (pallad n albert are exceptions cos everyone kinda hates them with good reason so), each character is endearing/ interesting in their own way, but since we're talking about least favourites
my least favs are kaeya and diluc seperately (cos when they're together they become a lot more interesting, funny and tolerable HAHAHAH). i disliked kaeya as a joke at first but the more i listen to him in the quests the more i started to genuinely disliked him because of how he sounds like he perpetually has a shit eating grin (at least for the english VO) which makes even the simplest of statements sound super suspicious coming from him. not to mention half if not all his battle lines are snide comments that doubles as taunts. like i know hes an interesting character n i enjoy the depth he has, n he definitely has deeper ties to the over arching plot, but i also really want to punch his face every time he opens his mouth.
as for diluc (who came home n i excessively bully), the game was trying too hard to sell diluc as genshins version of batman (super cool, super competent, super vigilante, super edgy) in the story quests so i immediately disliked him. dude has 3 fully animated battle cutscenes showing off how badass he is that are too long n borderline unnecessary unless u really so badly want ur audience to get the hint that this guy is The Shit.
also when i saw his voicelines........ dude never grew out of his emo edgy phase ever n its. very cringe. (his voiceline when it rains is "if only the rain could cleanse the sins of the world" or something like that n every single time i hear it i just. sigh) as a character i think hes okay, except the parts where he talks about his idea of justice like the cool jaded vigilante that he is supposed to be. i also think mihoyo did his model dirty cos mihoyo is allergic to muscles n guy is supposed to have muscles he wields a greatsword with relative ease
i guess hes useful cos spiral abyss really favours pyro so hes one of the few i raised up to 90. i still shit on him endlessly tho
#zhonglisop#its very rare i have a completely non idv post but well. here we go#thank u so much for this ask by the way#i kinda wanted to draw something but i didnt really want to work on idv stuff for some reason#so when i got this it was perfect n i got a bit carried away#i was going to draw kaeya n diluc too just for fun but i got carried away with my mains XD#i can never seem to draw ningguang right. she doesnt look the way i want to draw her but she always ends up like that#zhongli as well actually. kinda dont really like the anime proportions in game but i also dont want to give him the#cheekbone treatment HAHAHAHA i think im overusing it XD#then again i havent really drawn him a lot so i havent really experimented with how i want him to look in my art#i say i got carried away because i ended up detailing their outfits. i think i spent the most time on the details really#mihoyos designs in general are very intricate. very pleasing to look at. an utter bitch to draw#i also kinda wanted to try something different with my art style but uh i guess that didnt quite happen#i kinda wanna do some style studies but. i have stuff on that drains most of my time n energy so guess not XD#i should really get to replies tho............... im running out of drafts..............
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i just worked 6 hours nonstop on a drawing and already wanna start a whole new one please someone needs to tell me no
#i just am itching to draw 24/7 it seems#i legit JUST finished#but#i have dfhgfh so many reference pics i wanna make..... fckdf#mine#i put so much time and detail into that one too i dont think i cd again without going blind but man#man man man man#im in a drawin mood#and george is just so pretty#......hm
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im really happy with how consistent im managing to get their faces and bodies even in draft sketches like the storyboards too , i used some of the initial art to check proportions against after the fact to see how i did while i was resizing the drafts to print out and i got So Close basically every time :'3
achievements this year: can draw Limk and Zel reasonably consistently and im happy with them easy peasy 👌
gotta take the little wins
#its 4:30am so im rambling#i wanna sleep but its so hot and sticky :(#im gonna take tomorrow to do commission work a bit before i go back to comic stuff#the last 2 and a bit pages are gonna be easy to sketch up properly theres way less clutter and big work#i mean theres a lot of Creature Stuff but i can cope with that#i didnt count the total number of panels yet lol i should do that#should i do a title card ?? i dont know .. i dunno what id title this one .. the others could be easier to name but eh#eeehhhhhh i dunno we'll see how i feel#there are other details i would include too but itd probably make it a bit too messy for my tastes ??#the question would be whether to show Zelda having visible trouble moving well after being incorporeal for a century but its short#the only time this would really apply would be one zoomed out wide shot#i dont really know what to do ... i could just leave it at that or have it be a bit odd looking lol#i might just leave it and put this in the footnote#ahhhh visual storytelling i love it :)#no i actually do i just luv overthinking stuff gkshfksbfsj#rory's ramblings
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ebegging again please read
hi i’m sorry i keep making so many posts asking for donations but we are so desperate to get out of our current living situation and there’s been complications with the apartment we thought we were going to get and 1) we may not get it and 2) if we do it turns out we won’t have enough money to pay the pet deposit and stuff so like. yada yada i can’t work for multiple reasons and am not on disability yet (i am willing to go into further detail in dms or a different post) and my fiance is trying to find work but we are both very depressed and tired and stressed and broke and i’m about to go spend my last $20 in my checking acct on medications that i have been putting off picking up cuz i have no money and i don’t want to break into my savings for funds that i’ve been trying to keep for apartment stuff
my paypal is here (paypal.me/bmezzo69) and my venmo is $bmezzo please consider donating any amount of money if you can. my last donations post got over a hundred notes but no actual donations and i’m really at my last fucking rope and have genuinely no one irl i can turn to
#donations#donations post#mutual aid#i can go into detail about what kinda shit is happening right now and has been happening but i dont wanna make the post too long i think#that was the problem with the last post#signal boost
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My dear Tumblr, what are your opinions on my pog pot
#please remember I’m not a ceremic artist and this is my first ever time I made a tea pot#Dont critique me too hard if you’re gonna pls#but yeah gargoyl teapot#accidentally made it pog#so now the name of the piece is the pog pot but I’m not going to write that down since wtf would the examiner think?!?#but I am proud of this. it is a pretty good first attempt at ceremic (I’ve done tests but nothing as big or detailed as this)#fuck man this took me like I wanna say 15 hours to make#my art
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normalize asking people to clarify or explain something. wanting to understand is not annoying.
#i am guilty of not hearing someone clearly and then answering something random or vague or noncommittal bc im embarrassed to ask again#but i have made much progress towards being able to go ‘wait im confused’ when someone says something and its not just a casual conversation#idk it was such a hard thing for me to do when i was younger#and ive always thought one of my weaknesses in a work environment is bugging a superior too much bc i want to know all the details#and make sure im doing everything correctly#or rather. the urge to ask all the questions. Which i dont actually ask most of the time /because/ i dont wanna bug them#i also worry that it’ll come across as me not being able to make executive decisions#but yeah im trying to figure that one out#what am i talking about?#oh yeah#ASK FOR EXPLANATION IF YOU WANT IT PEOPLE#ironic bc i tend to overexplain myself from the get-go#possibly and probably bc im overcompensating and trying to remove that situation of discomfort for people i talk to#works most of the time but not all the time!!! Which is annoying bc it takes a lot of energy but whatever#i guess explanations of my personal like and innermost thoughts/feelings are now ‘served by request only’
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wait whats this about paper mario 👀
Check out this tag if you like! sometime last fall/winter I watched a playthru of Paper Mario Origami King and I really fell in love with the office supplies villains. idk what came over me but I got all these ideas on how they can get gijinka’d. i started caring so much that i even came up with a little story of “they were once a family of hard working siblings before the origami king made them into his lackeys which kind of tore the family apart”.
picture unrelated, it’s just my most recent doodle of alia. I should have a design for the other monsters i missed soon. I think I have two left...?
#furry#fursona#alia#fae dragon#asks#it might just be rubber band and hole punch i’m missing#i have sillhouettes in my mind but i dont wanna think too hard unless theres details i dont wanna miss#augh i have to go to work but menwei is sitting on me...#ma’am i love you but please dont have me as a place for u to lick urself#cmon i gotta go make rent so i can keep living with u#AUGH she’s FARTING on me!!!!#I love her so much silly old lady kitty
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Stranded at work from a thunderstorm, waiting it out, and i have Nail Injuries ❤🎶 bc I was dumb and did a bunch of unpacking boxes in storage while my nails. R on the longer side.
Ow
#speculation nation#injury ment/#stop reading if u dont wanna hear the details cause i wanna talk about them#anyways i bent the nail of my right thumb out and thankfully it didnt break or anything#but it Hurt. ouchie.#but the even worse one is my left pointer finger#im not even completely sure what happened but the nail got tugged on i guess as i was opening a box#and it managed to Split The Skin.#i didnt even notice it at first bc it didnt hurt. but i noticed. Blood! on my hands. and on the box i was dealing with#and it was just like Oh No. and i rushed 2 the sink to clean it#once the water hit the pain did too and OW.... the alcohol swab hurt even more lmfao#slapped a bandaid over it and it doesnt hurt so much rn#but yea at this point ive been here for over 7 hours and i wanna go Home 😭 but im stuck waiting out the storm#i think. i wanna sleep when i get home. bc man lmao.
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A super self indulgent commission from @flowerthornsart of me and Blood, one of @plaguenevermore's ocs that I just love too much-
#commission#blood#friend's oc#i am just so deeply in love with blood to the point where he gas become a MASSIVE comfort character of mine#who would have thought that one of my friend's ocs would be my comfort character#like MMMMMMMHHHH#there are a lot of reasons i dont talk about blood a lot on here and i really dont wanna go into the details#I just love him WAY TOO MUCH#like to the level where I would MURDER if someone hurt him#ANGEL WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME#otp: someday
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being trans adds so much extra annoyingness to like... having people know im queer. like bro i am the LEAST subtle fruit on the tree but people dont always know that bc they think im a giiiirlllllllllll.... blehhhhhh why does it have to add soany LAYERS..... i just want people to look at me and the way i stand and the way i speak and be like "yep. thats definitely a queer person" instead im just a weird little creature that exists in gender limbo to most people and they get confused when i dont act as drearily and emo as i tend to dress and so if i want people to KNOW know i have to TELL them and LAY OUT THE DETAILS and ughhhhhh i hate it... cant u all just automatically clock me as a trans mlm and move on ???? ughhhhhh
#i dont wanna come out i dont wanna have to go thru the hassle and the anxiety and the explaining ughhhh#but i gotta bc i cant exactly keep exosting with one foot firmly in the closet just letting everyone assume im probably a lesbian or smth..#bc like yeah everyyyybodyyyy knows im queer in some way.. like i said im not subtle#but nobody really KNOWS ykno? they dont know the details or the specifics bc.. its not obvious at first glance#blehhhhhhhhh ok ok im gonna come out soon i promise i WILL i just... need to figure out how im gonna deliver that news...#ive seriously considered writing a note/letter or sending out a group text bc i know face to face suuuuucks#i get so nervous and when i get too nervous sometimes i go nonverbal which makes the actual telling very difficult!!!
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How many asks do you have rn? lmao I don't want to overwhelm you with asks
u h around ~20 ish rn? I'm a little behind but tbh!! I have a few queued up and I'll just keep pumping em out as I go!!
#don't feel bad about sending asks lmao!! i like having a bunch of options in my inbox#might take a while to get to your ask bc#i wanna make sure i put enough detail#besides y'all are vv patient and always give my posts a bunch of love so!! im probably not gonna close asks#unless i know im gonna be away for a few days or smth#bc i dont wanna get THAT BEHINDMSDNSMDNSD#BUT NAH ABSOLUTELY GO FOR IT ANON#especially if its for Rare Characters <3 sndmsnd i love brett and reagan but the rest of the gang needs love too!!!#ID BEST BE SEEING YOUR LOVELY ASK IN MY INBOX STAT <3#asks
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hey guys so i am in a WORLD of stress rn because of some school related stuff../neg if anyone wants to send asks talking about literally anything as a distraction that would be great
#dont wanna go into too many details but#something rlly unfair just happened and now i have to deal with like an inhuman amount of work on my plate#which is not gonna happen#my mood drop tomorrow is going to be really bad and i've been doing so well lately so it really sucks :(#still kinda in shock atm processing it ig#but idk man :( cant do this#shutupmary#my post#negative#delete later
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kinda wanna share some thoughts about cyberpunk since i think i’m going to finish it soon, but idk....
#personal#i dont wanna go into too many details#im sure people already made posts like that about the game
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I got in a zone today where I was tryna sort out all my OCs and in turn I accidentally started remembering a bunch of half abandoned older OCs of mine and then I remembered THIS guy HIS NAME was like Your Pal or something and he was like an apparition that only appears to help calm you down when ur becoming the joker or something and I made him when I was in my grade 11 English class but I couldn't focus my eyes for some reason so when I looked at a poster about some sportball club or something that was hung on the wall and the text looked like a guy's face (two circle eyes attached to circle mouth corners and like a toothy grin and thick square eyebrows and he had curly hair)
I forgot about him im sorry My Pal................I can't believe I had abandoned my boy
#art#sketch#ocs#oc art#traditional art#coloured pencil#apparently at that time i was on two different medications? that i dont remember at all?? so maybe thats why i couldnt focus my eyes lol#anyway im covered in sticky notes about my 10000000000 ocs now#actually wait lemme count all the ones i have written down so far#92......................................#92 that are relatively active (i dont wanna think about how many old ocs i have fhrbfjj)#that i remember at least....who knows how many more ill remember in ten minutes#didnt even write down my fan characters either........shhhh#if u think thats too many in my defence i mentioned before that when i make an oc i make like 7#and i mean not all of them are main characters#someday ill sort these all out into mains and side characters and also thematically important one off characters#but theyve all got their personalities and relationships#some are more detailed thsn others but they're all there.....#i guess another problem i have is when i think ive abandoned a character i accidentally remember them and go hard back into their story orz#thats why im called our pal here half abandoned....... probably not abandoned for long dhfbfjdjfj
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