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walnutcookie · 2 days ago
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Is TOS! Glisten the type that had minimal (1-2) crashouts or was he consistently freaking out about different things- like- visibly, but specifically only to looey. Because while I know he’s the type to hide things, I also know that there’s an entire line of toodles dialogue about glisten whining and crying to Rodger. If he has had a few (reasonable or not) crashouts what was his worst? :3
OH NO HE LIKE. CRASHES OUT DAILY. not even just in tos have u SEEN his room and his twisted and his interactions he has breakdowns in his room he just tries to keep them secret so he doesnt ruin his "flawless" record (bullshit nobody actually thinks hes flawless)
Try as he might to conceal it, it usually all tumbles out when hes around looey. its just kind of The Effect when he's relied on them for so long and has already told him so much, looey isnt the greatest at reading people but he can also notice when glisten is off sometimes and sits him down to talk it out.
Probably one of his biggest crashouts (possibly reoccurring because this is an ongoing issue that hes struggled with since he was created) is his jealousy toward looey, since thats the One Thing he cant talk to looey about. of COURSE he wont bring it up to them because beyond just Not wanting to be perceived as flawed he also knows that looey would be hurt if he heard all of the ugly inner thoughts glisten has about him yk . and with their already low self-esteem they wouldnt be able to properly talk things out.... Rodger is still the Therapist guy in this au though, glisten was very hesitant to talk to him at first but eventually he couldnt bottle it up anymore (and rodger is persistent) and he explodedb. Rodger was able to talk to him about it in a more reasonable and nuanced way and while i dont think its a solvable conflict it def helped to get it off his chest, and with rodgers advice and how he offered support it was a little easier to carry all that bitterness and guilt going onwards
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alealuvshayden · 2 days ago
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Scott Barringer - FLUFF ANGST
Scott Barringer x reader
𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣
@ysrjune your idea.
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Newbie. That‘s what everyone called him. Well not really. Everyone called him handsome.. and funny. The dude had striking blue eyes that anyone could fall for. Although.. he was moody. No one knew why.
☆⋆。𖦹°‧★
His first day here Juliette and Shelby immediately fought over him. Shelby made her way and sat next to him, making small talk.
Then it all happened. His manwhore, quarterback ego was back. Scott changed from Juliette to Shelby. Juliette was heart broken. But who was the real heartbroken one here? You. You were.
All of this comotion happening right in front of you and you acted as though it didnt affect you.
The guy was handsome, but he was too much of a manwhore for your liking. Everywhere you turned you saw Juliette and Shelby at each others throats because of him. Like bro goddamn he cant be ALL THAT.
The cliffhangers had made their way to the forest for a campfire. Including you. Scott and Shelby were by a tree trunk doing whatever.. they kissed. Afte that Shelby laid her head on his shoulder. It was a daily occurence so it was nothing new.
You and Auggie ate crisped marshmallows together on a stick, staring at Scott. Auggie noticed and spoke up.
„Y‘know.. he‘s only using her.. wants to be with someone else. He told me.“
„Oh shut up Aug… they obviously love each other, dude.“
„Not so sure about that.. just keeping you up to date.“
☆⋆。𖦹°‧★
You kept thinking about Auggie‘s words. If they had been true or just a lie to keep you hoping for Scott. Whatever it was, it kept you thinking about it. At night everyone built tents and you all had a campfire. Scott sat by you, unusual.
„Soooo, y/n… what‘s up???“
„The stars.“ you brush him off.
Scott‘s heart dropped and sighed deeply. „Tell me what‘s wrong.. did i do something?“
„Something? Something!?“
Scott kept his eyes on you, insisting you to continue..
„Dude.. y-you give me mixed signals! I dont know who you want anymore! Choose!“ you got up and sat down next to Ezra.
Scott glared at you and him and thought long and hard about your words. Later on you all went into your tents. You shared a tent with daisy, Scott with Auggie.
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„Auggie, bro, I dont know what got into her! I like her! She just doesnt get it!!“ Scott whined about you and continued ranting the whole time.
„Well, dude, what do you think? You change between Juliette, Shelby and her everyday.“
„So?? What should i do then!“
„Show her you love her, bro.“
How could he possibly show you how much he liked you? How?
☆⋆。𖦹°‧★
It had started raining a bit but not harsh anough to break your tents. Scott‘s mind wouldnt stop thinking about you. It had gotten to the point he got emotional and started crying. He couldnt let Auggie see that. So, eventually he made his way over to your tent. Silent footsteps, careful not to step on a branch and make noise.
He pulled on you tent, you and Daisy jumped up.
He reassured.
„I-Its just me..“ he sniffled and entered the tent, hiding his face. You sensed something wrong..
„Daisy would you go and share a tent with Aug tonight? Please????“ you whisperly beg. Daisy groaned but agreed and left.
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„Scotty are you crying..?“
Scott finally looks up at you with tearful eyes and breaks. „I-Im sorry. I love you, I promise.“
Lighting, a storm, it made you both uneasy. You being plainly scared and Scott having the trauma of his skanky stepmother.
„y/n I-I promise I love you. I‘ll do anything you ask me to. I‘ll stop talking with every girl i swear!“ he cried out.
Your heart ached. You couldnt let him feel that way and fall into his embrace. Both of you snuggled up under the sleeping bag and kept each other warm in each‘s emrace.
Both you and Scott fell asleep hand in hand, your head on his chest and him kissing your head and forehead.
Scott‘s player era was gone.
He was now your lover boy.
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i have a twin!sam/scott SMUT in my drafts but idk if i should post…
NEVERMIND hope yall like this one i had to think deeply to get an idea for this sorry bae.
taglist: @mvst4far @divineani @dollfilmz @madsluvsdilfs @hearts4sammonroe @seraphrelic
lemme know if you wanna be added or removed🤑
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karaaaak · 2 days ago
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Guys I need to rant abt this soo
Cw for an off mention of suicide.
Guys I’m scared that my friend has a crush on me ☹️ idk what to do
She constantly sends me TikTok’s of couples kissing as a trend or some and says that we should do that. She says in a joke but like. I’ve gone out of my way before to bring up in conversation that I don’t like the idea of dating yet and that i feel immature for things like that. All she would say in response is things like “that’s okay, that’s even better”. Like huh 😭
That’s not all either. She’s extremely clingy to me, things like cuddling with me, kissing my hand or arm or stuff, picking me up, holding my waist, etc. I really couldn’t care but it’s like excessive. Like I don’t see her doing this so anyone else.
Once like a year or so ago I was with our old group of friends playing two truths and a lie. Of of her “lies” was that she used to have a crush on me. I ignored it since she said it was the lie but later when we were planning a guessing game she said that whoever guesses correctly gets to learn a secret about how one of her “lies” technically wasn’t a lie. My sister one and she told me to completely leave the room and walk around. It was really strange but I brushed it off. B7 idk if I can ignore it anymore.
Multiple times, like almost once a week. She well say something out of place or weird. Like she’s sad that’s there’s “something she wants to tell me but cant because it would ruin our friendship”. Like literally a couple minutes ago she sent me a video that was like “99 reasons why I love my best friend, 1 reason why I can’t” and the last reason was “I’m a girl”. Like wtf is that supposed to mean 😭. I jokingly asked her “is there something you wanna tell me” and she said “there’s a lot I want to tell you”. 😭
See normally I would just confront her and ask but i genuinely do not want a romantic relationship at all right now. Not bc im under the ace spectrum (or atleast i don’t think i am) I just feel immature for a relationship and it just scares me. And the thing is if this does split us up, i would rather keep it to myself then ask her. Bc she has extremely bad depression and i know if we stop being friends she could potentially hurt herself badly or just try off herself completely. That sounds dramatic but its nots. Im just scared and confused. I dont know what to do so I feel like the best option is just to ignore it and try to pretend I dont know but I really dont want it to feel like im leading her on. But if I’m being completely honest it’s slightly uncomfortable knowing she might like me in that way.
This isn’t really asking for advice, I just wanna put this out there for myself. I really have no one to talk about this to so yeah.
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xxplastic-cubexx · 6 months ago
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im with fam but i always thinka him so doodle time
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pullthehilt · 6 months ago
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Reader is Yuu with an implied family with siblings. Not re-read or edited.
One day you realise that there is just a bit too much food on the table. It takes eating with the others to truly notice, but it starts with Grim complaining.
"We've been eating the same thing for days now!" And you laugh because it's true. After eating it fresh the first day, you tend to pack up and store the rest equally in the fridge and freezer because, yes, it's a lot. Dishes that are soups, or meals that are cooked in the larger pots and pans. Food that is to be served with rice on the side, portions that are bigger than your face. That isn't to say that you had a lot of thaumarks on you as you're just good at making bulk purchases worth it.
Everyone laughs at Grims moping, remarking of how he should be greatful you're feeding him at all. The banter is great.
But you're picking at your packed lunch now.
Why do you cook so much? Why do you reach for the bigger pots and pans? Why are your portions always for more than one?
From the fog of your mind, you see... your kitchen. Or you think it's your kitchen. It's not the kitchen back at Ramshackle, but the one from before Ramshackle. You're bustling around the counter, chatting to a faceless figure by the table, and reaching for seasonings without even looking. You're opening cabinets and finding what you need easily and asking the figure to make some rice to accompany whatever is in that pot. There's the squeals of children and hearty laughter from the other room. And hands, there's a hand at the small of your back and you think it's a motherly touch because how else can you describe the gentle way they press you to the side of their body.
For the next few days you can't eat properly. There's weight at your gut that substitutes for food and you don't make anything more. When your friends come over to invade the living room of Ramshackle, you don't have much snacks to offer them.
Peering into the fridge only reveals the stacks of containers of food you were eating days prior. You're mulling about maybe something you can make for them when,
"Whoa, talk about excess. Grim wasn't kidding." Ace's voice is right behind you.
"Ugh, sorry guys. i don't think I have anything proper to really feed you guys--"
"Is that some sort of egg salad?" Deuce's hand slithers forward to grab at one of the containters. "You have bread?" Nodding you gesture to the other cabinet. "Then I'll snack on this-- Er, if you wouldn't mind."
Epel peers from the doorway. "You don't happen to haf' some meat in 'er do ya?" Your fingers linger, before meekly pulling out a corrisponding tupperware.
"It's a bit stiff though, Epel."
"Hah, I'll jus' throw it on tha' stove or somthing. If it's still tough, I dun' care. Sometimes just gotta eat the greasy foods." He takes the tupperware and slaps it into a pan to heat it up. The aroma of sizzling meat is quick to attract both Sebek and Jack who add to the noise of chatter amongst the others, the former mostly.
You find yourself to the side, watching as they scour through your leftovers, opening and nodding at the meals inside before choosing which to heat up. And it's loud, but not grating. They're navigating through your space with expertice, slipping past each other and peering into cabinets. Jack's making rice and Sebek is counting the plates (whilst also making sounds whenever he sees a chip in the odd one or two). Over the stove Epel and Ace are jerking their hands into the pan, nipping their fingers to the corner pieces of the meat to just 'check if it's ready to eat'. Gathering the spoons and forks, Deuce nibbles on a piece of his egg salad sandwich before disappearing in the living area where everyone is setting up.
The dinner table has been set. You don't feel entirely there, floating to a cushion on the floor as your left overs are bought over to the table plate-by-plate. Everyone sits around you, Grim settled into your lap as he nibbles on a piece of fried fish, and they're passing the dishes around.
You've eaten these things before but you've always eaten them with Grim or alone when Grim takes his naps early. Instead of one set of cutlery scraping at porcelain, there's multiple sets-- a symphony playing to their hunger as they gather more to pile onto their plates.
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helloanthy · 7 days ago
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11.05.2025 🐍 today's anthy!
i drew this around lunar new year ... when i wasnt feeling quite well haha ... i think i stopped working on it because there was a lot of negative space where the ''2025'' is and still is to the right of it ,it looked really empty but didnt know what to do with it. i wish i could remember what brushes i used for texturing, maybe i couldv done that to the background to make it more interesting. but i found this again yesterday when i was organising my files and added the lettering (numericaling ?❔❔❔) and the snake eye drop. which i remember i kept trying to do over and over before i stopped working on it months sago but it just wouldnt turn out right. it came to me pretty easily before i fell asleep last night though. i guess it just needed some time
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mothiepixie · 10 months ago
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SET ME FREE
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variksel · 2 months ago
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playing kcd1, thinking Very Hard about the fact that while hans has lived in a castle surrounded by nobility and glamor, henry has just survived a literal massacre when they meet eachother.............. thinking about the line "innocence is beautiful to see, would you lock it up for me......".................. thinking about henry running from skalitz after directly seeing his parents killed, shouting at other villagers to run faster when he knows its useless, theyre going to get killed anyway, and when he gets to rattau he meets this prickly cunt waiting for his uncle to let him be a real boy with real responsibilities, with his biggest problem being that he likes hanging out with poor people too much. thinking about how relieving that must be yk? at least i like to think so tbh
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cent-scratchnsniff · 4 months ago
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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny
#library of ruina#yan library of ruina#getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on#my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes#it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes#considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well#well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think#let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game#library of ruina spoilers#lor spoilers#i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi#does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text#upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such#text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable#more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for#the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d#and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down#inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can#one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac#ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it#still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about#the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner#could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is#below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin#to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc#the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they#drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei#a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands#talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a#more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..
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cowboy-robooty · 2 months ago
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im not going to lie i have an illuminati type theory that fanfiction has gotten so fucking bad recently as yet another consequence of the pandemic
#because like we all know how the pandemic caused fandom and a lot of more geeky things to become more mainstream#at least in the US#and thats why fandoms are so fucking shite now because everybody isnt weird and cant handle weird shkt#and also everybody stopped having reading comprehension too because of the sudden rapid uptick in content creation and such#like u guys already know what im talking about#theres a reason why i havent seen an actual meme in years#like im talking a real meme. have you seen anything even remotely close to what a meme was like before the pandemic?#its honestly a real shame because i feel like now saying meme feels kind of cringey but it was something genuinely uniting and a wonderful#cultural thing online back then but also maybe thats just my nostalgia coming in since i was a kid back then#but yeah i think as another consequence fanfiction has become significantly worse#because i dont know maybe im looking in the wrong places maybe its a natural development of my taste becoming#more refined#but i feel like its impossible to find good fanfiction these days#like hetalia ao3 has been notorious for sticking out as the only fandom ever that somehow has so much fanfiction and none of it is good#because even when i was in the oukibo trenches i found some good shit in there that id memorize like bible scriptures#but now it kinda feels like every fandoms ao3 is like the hetalia ao3#i thought it was just my taste refining further until i found one good fanfiction recently and IT LIKE#ITS NOT EVEN THAT GOOD. BUT YOU KNOW HOW THERES THAT TYPE OF FANFIC THAT IS JUST#COMPETENTLY WRITTEN AND THE CHARACTERS ARE IN CHARACTER#ITS NOTHING BEAUTIFUL OR SOMETHING YOUD BE LIKE OHHH THIS SHOULD BE A FINE LITERATURE PUBLISHED BOOK#BUT ITS GOOD#ITS A GOOD STORY THAT FEELS LIKE IT WAS WRITTEN BY SOMEONE WHO WATCHED THE SHOW#AND HAS ALL THE BASIC NEEDS TO BE A COMPELLING READ#LIKE DAMN I HAVENT READ SOMETHING LIKE THAT IN FOREVER#bc a lot of good fanfiction isnt the 400k novels that are intense and beautiful#i love those but there can only be so many of them#the majority are these fics that are fun as hell to read and sometimes even stretch to be like 50k words. but they're definately not#intense beautiful prose. it's a fun story made by a fan who wanted to explore an idea or make some scenarios#and i can never find that shit anymore#its always page after page of the most asinine shit with not even the general aura/sprinkle of anything pertaining to the og source in sight
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sketchingdemonss · 4 months ago
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i pull the crops from my mind fields and all i harvested were these vintages what the hell
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tategaminu · 19 days ago
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I have two best friends in real life and the three of used to be very close. However as home and studies moved we grew apart. It doesn't seem the two talk to each other much and I barely talk to them. We live 15 minutes apart yet I will be lucky if we see each other once a month. They don't really tell me about their stuff anymore (the grandpa of one of them died months ago and I found out the other day)‚ we don't hang out on birthdays or special ocasions‚ I feel like I'm bothering them if I talk first.
They want me in my life if after years we are still friends but it doesn't feel like I have someone close to share my interests with anymore. They both have their boyfriends and I'm happy they got a close partner but it's sad to see you aren't as important to someone as you used to be. I don't think calling them my best friends feels right anymore. Closest friends maybe.
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nomstellations · 2 months ago
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the vore community has been, and will continue to be a place that is unsafe for both minors and victims of any form of abuse or grooming suffered within it. people have proven time and time again that they will refuse to acknowledge or in fact, violently defend abusers for any reason they can cook up because they do not want to face the consequences of doing so- all people want to do is consume vore content thoughtlessly and if ignoring their favorite artist's grooming allegations means they can do it, then so be it. ignorance is bliss- that's why so many blogs around here are still firmly in the "i don't care who interacts with me!!" boat if it means they don't have to think about it. believe it or not, you have to think about your actions in a kink space even if you don't see it as one.
you can't just excuse away the harm you're enabling with "i didn't know," or "i don't want to talk about that, i just wanna vibe and look at pictures of people eating each other!" that is still enabling, that is still causing harm, and that's just proving to hurt people that there's no one they can trust and when it comes down to it, no one will stick up for them when they open up about the things they've suffered. it's always the victims who are wrong for standing up for themselves or calling attention to people that have been or are still doing harm (especially if they aren't cordial and nonthreatening in the way they talk about it, even though they have every right to be upset), because there's no way your favorite artist could do something bad! their art is too good! their writing is too well-done to be made by someone bad! so it must be them who's wrong, because the abuser said so and the victim was mean! why don't we all attack the victim for daring to open up and nitpick how they did it, because surely that is what prevents people from being hurt! ignore how nobody's actually done any of these things, btw (and if they did, they get ignored immediately).
at worst, these people are callous and cruel and are abusers themselves. at best, these people are enabling harm to be perpetuated because they don't want to acknowledge it. or they're too scared to be dogpiled too, or whatever other reason there is. this culture this community fosters needs to die out or people will continue to be used and abused.
this blog will never come off hiatus. not while this place and people i used to admire and trust continue to prove themselves to be the kinds of people that will justify the sexual abuse i endured for years in this community.
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sonknuxadow · 3 months ago
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i dont think its a bad thing necessarily that sega is always re releasing the classic sonic games and keeping them easily accessible but i also cant help but wish that they cared about keeping older modern sonic games accessible even half as much as they care about keeping the original games accessible
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angy-grrr · 11 months ago
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daily reminder: Ochako had to make herself physically see the damage the villains and war created in order to forget the uneasy feeling she got when Himiko smiled sadly (+ all the things she thought when she saw her). She cant forget what she has done (because she doesnt like the destruction), but that doesnt mean she cant forgive her or that made her feel distance from her.
Izuku can't forgive what Shigaraki has done, and as far as we know, he doesn't need to remind himself of the pain; his empathy doesn't make him feel weird about reaching out to a villain, at least on its own.
Its not a copy paste of the same battle or story.
Himiko and Izuku make Ochako wonder about the concept of heroism and saving, the roles heroes and villains have, and they also have an impact on her behavior, ideals, and feelings for them and herself. Shigaraki's fate and the world around Izuku seems to make him wonder about his role as a savior, because he doesnt feel like he fulfilled it really, when it ended up with someone else dying. He finds in Ochako someone who would agree on ideals about saving others, and thats great on its own.
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1945sellmeats · 2 years ago
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based on some image i saw i dont know. sex penis
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