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Is TOS! Glisten the type that had minimal (1-2) crashouts or was he consistently freaking out about different things- like- visibly, but specifically only to looey. Because while I know he’s the type to hide things, I also know that there’s an entire line of toodles dialogue about glisten whining and crying to Rodger. If he has had a few (reasonable or not) crashouts what was his worst? :3
OH NO HE LIKE. CRASHES OUT DAILY. not even just in tos have u SEEN his room and his twisted and his interactions he has breakdowns in his room he just tries to keep them secret so he doesnt ruin his "flawless" record (bullshit nobody actually thinks hes flawless)
Try as he might to conceal it, it usually all tumbles out when hes around looey. its just kind of The Effect when he's relied on them for so long and has already told him so much, looey isnt the greatest at reading people but he can also notice when glisten is off sometimes and sits him down to talk it out.
Probably one of his biggest crashouts (possibly reoccurring because this is an ongoing issue that hes struggled with since he was created) is his jealousy toward looey, since thats the One Thing he cant talk to looey about. of COURSE he wont bring it up to them because beyond just Not wanting to be perceived as flawed he also knows that looey would be hurt if he heard all of the ugly inner thoughts glisten has about him yk . and with their already low self-esteem they wouldnt be able to properly talk things out.... Rodger is still the Therapist guy in this au though, glisten was very hesitant to talk to him at first but eventually he couldnt bottle it up anymore (and rodger is persistent) and he explodedb. Rodger was able to talk to him about it in a more reasonable and nuanced way and while i dont think its a solvable conflict it def helped to get it off his chest, and with rodgers advice and how he offered support it was a little easier to carry all that bitterness and guilt going onwards
#🎉 asks#rodger voice i lauv to learn new things [hearing baout peoples deepest darkest secrets and insecurities ]/JJJ#tower of souls au#tower of silliness
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Scott Barringer - FLUFF ANGST
Scott Barringer x reader
𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣
@ysrjune your idea.
Newbie. That‘s what everyone called him. Well not really. Everyone called him handsome.. and funny. The dude had striking blue eyes that anyone could fall for. Although.. he was moody. No one knew why.
☆⋆。𖦹°‧★
His first day here Juliette and Shelby immediately fought over him. Shelby made her way and sat next to him, making small talk.
Then it all happened. His manwhore, quarterback ego was back. Scott changed from Juliette to Shelby. Juliette was heart broken. But who was the real heartbroken one here? You. You were.
All of this comotion happening right in front of you and you acted as though it didnt affect you.
The guy was handsome, but he was too much of a manwhore for your liking. Everywhere you turned you saw Juliette and Shelby at each others throats because of him. Like bro goddamn he cant be ALL THAT.
The cliffhangers had made their way to the forest for a campfire. Including you. Scott and Shelby were by a tree trunk doing whatever.. they kissed. Afte that Shelby laid her head on his shoulder. It was a daily occurence so it was nothing new.
You and Auggie ate crisped marshmallows together on a stick, staring at Scott. Auggie noticed and spoke up.
„Y‘know.. he‘s only using her.. wants to be with someone else. He told me.“
„Oh shut up Aug… they obviously love each other, dude.“
„Not so sure about that.. just keeping you up to date.“
☆⋆。𖦹°‧★
You kept thinking about Auggie‘s words. If they had been true or just a lie to keep you hoping for Scott. Whatever it was, it kept you thinking about it. At night everyone built tents and you all had a campfire. Scott sat by you, unusual.
„Soooo, y/n… what‘s up???“
„The stars.“ you brush him off.
Scott‘s heart dropped and sighed deeply. „Tell me what‘s wrong.. did i do something?“
„Something? Something!?“
Scott kept his eyes on you, insisting you to continue..
„Dude.. y-you give me mixed signals! I dont know who you want anymore! Choose!“ you got up and sat down next to Ezra.
Scott glared at you and him and thought long and hard about your words. Later on you all went into your tents. You shared a tent with daisy, Scott with Auggie.
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„Auggie, bro, I dont know what got into her! I like her! She just doesnt get it!!“ Scott whined about you and continued ranting the whole time.
„Well, dude, what do you think? You change between Juliette, Shelby and her everyday.“
„So?? What should i do then!“
„Show her you love her, bro.“
How could he possibly show you how much he liked you? How?
☆⋆。𖦹°‧★
It had started raining a bit but not harsh anough to break your tents. Scott‘s mind wouldnt stop thinking about you. It had gotten to the point he got emotional and started crying. He couldnt let Auggie see that. So, eventually he made his way over to your tent. Silent footsteps, careful not to step on a branch and make noise.
He pulled on you tent, you and Daisy jumped up.
He reassured.
„I-Its just me..“ he sniffled and entered the tent, hiding his face. You sensed something wrong..
„Daisy would you go and share a tent with Aug tonight? Please????“ you whisperly beg. Daisy groaned but agreed and left.
☆⋆。𖦹°‧★
„Scotty are you crying..?“
Scott finally looks up at you with tearful eyes and breaks. „I-Im sorry. I love you, I promise.“
Lighting, a storm, it made you both uneasy. You being plainly scared and Scott having the trauma of his skanky stepmother.
„y/n I-I promise I love you. I‘ll do anything you ask me to. I‘ll stop talking with every girl i swear!“ he cried out.
Your heart ached. You couldnt let him feel that way and fall into his embrace. Both of you snuggled up under the sleeping bag and kept each other warm in each‘s emrace.
Both you and Scott fell asleep hand in hand, your head on his chest and him kissing your head and forehead.
Scott‘s player era was gone.
He was now your lover boy.
i have a twin!sam/scott SMUT in my drafts but idk if i should post…
NEVERMIND hope yall like this one i had to think deeply to get an idea for this sorry bae.
taglist: @mvst4far @divineani @dollfilmz @madsluvsdilfs @hearts4sammonroe @seraphrelic
lemme know if you wanna be added or removed🤑
#aj takers#billy quinn#clay beresford#clayton beresford#edits#fan fics#hayden christensen#life as a house#shattered glass#sam monroe#higher ground#mount horizon#scott barringer#scott barringer x reader
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Guys I need to rant abt this soo
Cw for an off mention of suicide.
Guys I’m scared that my friend has a crush on me ☹️ idk what to do
She constantly sends me TikTok’s of couples kissing as a trend or some and says that we should do that. She says in a joke but like. I’ve gone out of my way before to bring up in conversation that I don’t like the idea of dating yet and that i feel immature for things like that. All she would say in response is things like “that’s okay, that’s even better”. Like huh 😭
That’s not all either. She’s extremely clingy to me, things like cuddling with me, kissing my hand or arm or stuff, picking me up, holding my waist, etc. I really couldn’t care but it’s like excessive. Like I don’t see her doing this so anyone else.
Once like a year or so ago I was with our old group of friends playing two truths and a lie. Of of her “lies” was that she used to have a crush on me. I ignored it since she said it was the lie but later when we were planning a guessing game she said that whoever guesses correctly gets to learn a secret about how one of her “lies” technically wasn’t a lie. My sister one and she told me to completely leave the room and walk around. It was really strange but I brushed it off. B7 idk if I can ignore it anymore.
Multiple times, like almost once a week. She well say something out of place or weird. Like she’s sad that’s there’s “something she wants to tell me but cant because it would ruin our friendship”. Like literally a couple minutes ago she sent me a video that was like “99 reasons why I love my best friend, 1 reason why I can’t” and the last reason was “I’m a girl”. Like wtf is that supposed to mean 😭. I jokingly asked her “is there something you wanna tell me” and she said “there’s a lot I want to tell you”. 😭
See normally I would just confront her and ask but i genuinely do not want a romantic relationship at all right now. Not bc im under the ace spectrum (or atleast i don’t think i am) I just feel immature for a relationship and it just scares me. And the thing is if this does split us up, i would rather keep it to myself then ask her. Bc she has extremely bad depression and i know if we stop being friends she could potentially hurt herself badly or just try off herself completely. That sounds dramatic but its nots. Im just scared and confused. I dont know what to do so I feel like the best option is just to ignore it and try to pretend I dont know but I really dont want it to feel like im leading her on. But if I’m being completely honest it’s slightly uncomfortable knowing she might like me in that way.
This isn’t really asking for advice, I just wanna put this out there for myself. I really have no one to talk about this to so yeah.
#ranting more#sorry yall 😭#venting ig#if your followed for the silliness just ignore this lol#uhm like one or two of my moots actually know who she is#guys if you do just pretend you don’t
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im with fam but i always thinka him so doodle time
#xmen#xmen comics#erik lehnsherr#magneto#snap sketches#'hey guys i wont have time for doodle posting for a bit' me when i lie fCKJWRBKH#i actually dont likr this too much but im posting just so i can ramble bout erik fjKJCNWKDCHJ#I dont think its bad just not really post worthy#i draw this mfer sleepy so much thatswhy i dont like this#i usually just hoard doodles like these since they dont feel super share worthy to me but i repeat#i just want an excuse to talk about erik and i wanted a homegrown visual#anyway. i have wine in me im being bold <- its not that bold#sometimes i look at how the black lines on krakoa eriks design put focus on his. //coughs// front#and i get lightheaded like mfer if you do not want me to stare do not put a literal box in front of my EYES#ok thats literally it. i wanna try to doodle something ill be Happy happy to share but lbr i cant muster anything anymore tonight#so for now bye bye hope everyone had a good day today !!#im gonna go draw erik indecent maybe ill feel better then
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Reader is Yuu with an implied family with siblings. Not re-read or edited.
One day you realise that there is just a bit too much food on the table. It takes eating with the others to truly notice, but it starts with Grim complaining.
"We've been eating the same thing for days now!" And you laugh because it's true. After eating it fresh the first day, you tend to pack up and store the rest equally in the fridge and freezer because, yes, it's a lot. Dishes that are soups, or meals that are cooked in the larger pots and pans. Food that is to be served with rice on the side, portions that are bigger than your face. That isn't to say that you had a lot of thaumarks on you as you're just good at making bulk purchases worth it.
Everyone laughs at Grims moping, remarking of how he should be greatful you're feeding him at all. The banter is great.
But you're picking at your packed lunch now.
Why do you cook so much? Why do you reach for the bigger pots and pans? Why are your portions always for more than one?
From the fog of your mind, you see... your kitchen. Or you think it's your kitchen. It's not the kitchen back at Ramshackle, but the one from before Ramshackle. You're bustling around the counter, chatting to a faceless figure by the table, and reaching for seasonings without even looking. You're opening cabinets and finding what you need easily and asking the figure to make some rice to accompany whatever is in that pot. There's the squeals of children and hearty laughter from the other room. And hands, there's a hand at the small of your back and you think it's a motherly touch because how else can you describe the gentle way they press you to the side of their body.
For the next few days you can't eat properly. There's weight at your gut that substitutes for food and you don't make anything more. When your friends come over to invade the living room of Ramshackle, you don't have much snacks to offer them.
Peering into the fridge only reveals the stacks of containers of food you were eating days prior. You're mulling about maybe something you can make for them when,
"Whoa, talk about excess. Grim wasn't kidding." Ace's voice is right behind you.
"Ugh, sorry guys. i don't think I have anything proper to really feed you guys--"
"Is that some sort of egg salad?" Deuce's hand slithers forward to grab at one of the containters. "You have bread?" Nodding you gesture to the other cabinet. "Then I'll snack on this-- Er, if you wouldn't mind."
Epel peers from the doorway. "You don't happen to haf' some meat in 'er do ya?" Your fingers linger, before meekly pulling out a corrisponding tupperware.
"It's a bit stiff though, Epel."
"Hah, I'll jus' throw it on tha' stove or somthing. If it's still tough, I dun' care. Sometimes just gotta eat the greasy foods." He takes the tupperware and slaps it into a pan to heat it up. The aroma of sizzling meat is quick to attract both Sebek and Jack who add to the noise of chatter amongst the others, the former mostly.
You find yourself to the side, watching as they scour through your leftovers, opening and nodding at the meals inside before choosing which to heat up. And it's loud, but not grating. They're navigating through your space with expertice, slipping past each other and peering into cabinets. Jack's making rice and Sebek is counting the plates (whilst also making sounds whenever he sees a chip in the odd one or two). Over the stove Epel and Ace are jerking their hands into the pan, nipping their fingers to the corner pieces of the meat to just 'check if it's ready to eat'. Gathering the spoons and forks, Deuce nibbles on a piece of his egg salad sandwich before disappearing in the living area where everyone is setting up.
The dinner table has been set. You don't feel entirely there, floating to a cushion on the floor as your left overs are bought over to the table plate-by-plate. Everyone sits around you, Grim settled into your lap as he nibbles on a piece of fried fish, and they're passing the dishes around.
You've eaten these things before but you've always eaten them with Grim or alone when Grim takes his naps early. Instead of one set of cutlery scraping at porcelain, there's multiple sets-- a symphony playing to their hunger as they gather more to pile onto their plates.
#and then i didnt want to write anymore#JDSIFASF just a thought fr#i was talking to my friends who moved out for uni and we were all just talking about meals and specifically family meals#i got really sad just thinking about it#in my culture we dont really have individual meals and instead have meals where its quick and convenient that can feed quite a few#and we eat it with rice so its like long lasting too icl#anyways i have a lot of thoughts but my writing is soooo bad lol#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland x reader#x reader#jack howl#epel felmier#ace trappola#deuce spade#sebek zigvolt#grim#twst yuu#>hilt.rambles
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11.05.2025 🐍 today's anthy!
i drew this around lunar new year ... when i wasnt feeling quite well haha ... i think i stopped working on it because there was a lot of negative space where the ''2025'' is and still is to the right of it ,it looked really empty but didnt know what to do with it. i wish i could remember what brushes i used for texturing, maybe i couldv done that to the background to make it more interesting. but i found this again yesterday when i was organising my files and added the lettering (numericaling ?❔❔❔) and the snake eye drop. which i remember i kept trying to do over and over before i stopped working on it months sago but it just wouldnt turn out right. it came to me pretty easily before i fell asleep last night though. i guess it just needed some time
#hello anthy!#少女革命ウテナ#5.25#2025#📺#its unfinished but i dont think it needs to be worked on anymore#i dont feel the same when i drew it and oddly enough i like it as it is#thats been happening more recently too#i can say i like my art now. outloud even. it feels like i skipped a few steps but its a very novel feeling#on a completely unrelated note i saw sinners in theaters a few days ago and it was so amazing#and idk if this had anything to do with it but i slept the entire day afterwards i think it took a lot out of me lmao#the divinity of art ... i feel like i had a spiritual experience in theaters#im so happy i got to see it with surround sound in theaters#if anyone is on the fence about watching it i really think you should go see it#immediately after while we were walking out of the theaters i said i want to watch it again !!!#if i had any money i wouldv told my friend to leave me there so i could watch the last showing lmao#iv been listening to one song in particular on loop and to fall asleep to if uv seen it u can easily guess which one haha#unrelated to that song the villain is also one of my favourites now#i even said to my girlfriend hes up there with akio for me - actually hes above akio to me in my best villain gallery ghfdjkhg#waiting for all my friends to watch it so i can talk to them about it bc i tried looking for discussion abt it online#and what iv been seeing is giving me hives. goodness.
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SET ME FREE
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playing kcd1, thinking Very Hard about the fact that while hans has lived in a castle surrounded by nobility and glamor, henry has just survived a literal massacre when they meet eachother.............. thinking about the line "innocence is beautiful to see, would you lock it up for me......".................. thinking about henry running from skalitz after directly seeing his parents killed, shouting at other villagers to run faster when he knows its useless, theyre going to get killed anyway, and when he gets to rattau he meets this prickly cunt waiting for his uncle to let him be a real boy with real responsibilities, with his biggest problem being that he likes hanging out with poor people too much. thinking about how relieving that must be yk? at least i like to think so tbh
#IDK YOU GET ME?????#also. psa im at the VERY beginning of the first game idk shit about hans yet#prolly he has some hidden trauma or something idk but like. probably nothing as severe as being a massacre survivor !#this is such a dumb post#but ygm????????#i loveEEEE HANSRY#can u tell kcd is my new hyperfixation btw. can u tell#kingdom come deliverance#kcd#kcd 1#kcd2#kcd 2#hansry#hans capon#henry of skalitz#idk. like. this is hard to explain but yk when something tragic/sad happens to you. and you get sick of it#everyone you see is talking to you about it#wanting to ask questions and offer sympathies and youre like ok i dont like. wanna talk about it anymore.#i feel like thats very very henrycoded#even tho the ppl in kcd1 arent super sympathetic#but i like to think that while he doesnt like hans at the start its at least a breath of fresh air to be annoyed about something so small-#-as an annoying nobleman who has a grudge against u ygm
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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny
#library of ruina#yan library of ruina#getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on#my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes#it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes#considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well#well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think#let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game#library of ruina spoilers#lor spoilers#i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi#does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text#upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such#text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable#more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for#the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d#and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down#inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can#one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac#ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it#still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about#the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner#could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is#below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin#to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc#the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they#drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei#a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands#talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a#more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..
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im not going to lie i have an illuminati type theory that fanfiction has gotten so fucking bad recently as yet another consequence of the pandemic
#because like we all know how the pandemic caused fandom and a lot of more geeky things to become more mainstream#at least in the US#and thats why fandoms are so fucking shite now because everybody isnt weird and cant handle weird shkt#and also everybody stopped having reading comprehension too because of the sudden rapid uptick in content creation and such#like u guys already know what im talking about#theres a reason why i havent seen an actual meme in years#like im talking a real meme. have you seen anything even remotely close to what a meme was like before the pandemic?#its honestly a real shame because i feel like now saying meme feels kind of cringey but it was something genuinely uniting and a wonderful#cultural thing online back then but also maybe thats just my nostalgia coming in since i was a kid back then#but yeah i think as another consequence fanfiction has become significantly worse#because i dont know maybe im looking in the wrong places maybe its a natural development of my taste becoming#more refined#but i feel like its impossible to find good fanfiction these days#like hetalia ao3 has been notorious for sticking out as the only fandom ever that somehow has so much fanfiction and none of it is good#because even when i was in the oukibo trenches i found some good shit in there that id memorize like bible scriptures#but now it kinda feels like every fandoms ao3 is like the hetalia ao3#i thought it was just my taste refining further until i found one good fanfiction recently and IT LIKE#ITS NOT EVEN THAT GOOD. BUT YOU KNOW HOW THERES THAT TYPE OF FANFIC THAT IS JUST#COMPETENTLY WRITTEN AND THE CHARACTERS ARE IN CHARACTER#ITS NOTHING BEAUTIFUL OR SOMETHING YOUD BE LIKE OHHH THIS SHOULD BE A FINE LITERATURE PUBLISHED BOOK#BUT ITS GOOD#ITS A GOOD STORY THAT FEELS LIKE IT WAS WRITTEN BY SOMEONE WHO WATCHED THE SHOW#AND HAS ALL THE BASIC NEEDS TO BE A COMPELLING READ#LIKE DAMN I HAVENT READ SOMETHING LIKE THAT IN FOREVER#bc a lot of good fanfiction isnt the 400k novels that are intense and beautiful#i love those but there can only be so many of them#the majority are these fics that are fun as hell to read and sometimes even stretch to be like 50k words. but they're definately not#intense beautiful prose. it's a fun story made by a fan who wanted to explore an idea or make some scenarios#and i can never find that shit anymore#its always page after page of the most asinine shit with not even the general aura/sprinkle of anything pertaining to the og source in sight
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i pull the crops from my mind fields and all i harvested were these vintages what the hell
#art#coroika#splatoon#tw kys joke#vintage coroika#double egg coroika#emperor coroika#or king idk i just call him emperor#i wanted to draw something more substantial 😭i think vintage hates hates emperor (kind of similar to how i think vin + skull's relationship#is)#they’re both at the top of their gamemodes but i think vintage would despise the fact that emperor sort of. i guess stagnates.#staying at the top... since emperor has shown never to have played ranked (i think LMAO)#SECOND DOODLE IS REALLY OOC FOR VINTAGE i'd probably write him like*vintage voice* “You're not fit for the title of king. Weakling..#A *real* king would exceed his limits and climb up to the top. It's no wonder nobody had beaten you before then.#... since you were always just a big fish in a small pond. Pathetic." or something idk#For a guy who doesn't like vintage i sure do like talking about vintage WAHAHA#i dont hate him anymore i do like him a little better...he's growing on me. i dont know how to feel about this#omg i yapped so hard apologies i hope this is fun to read...if u ask me about my coroika opinions i Will yap
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I have two best friends in real life and the three of used to be very close. However as home and studies moved we grew apart. It doesn't seem the two talk to each other much and I barely talk to them. We live 15 minutes apart yet I will be lucky if we see each other once a month. They don't really tell me about their stuff anymore (the grandpa of one of them died months ago and I found out the other day)‚ we don't hang out on birthdays or special ocasions‚ I feel like I'm bothering them if I talk first.
They want me in my life if after years we are still friends but it doesn't feel like I have someone close to share my interests with anymore. They both have their boyfriends and I'm happy they got a close partner but it's sad to see you aren't as important to someone as you used to be. I don't think calling them my best friends feels right anymore. Closest friends maybe.
#i dont think i have a best friend#i got friends I love and get along with but#yeah#thats why im happy when i chat with online friends or we joke here its nice to share interests with poeple#thats why its bad when people say online friendships arent realm thats mean#sorry the sudden vent but yesterday was chaotic withe huge blackout and it affected me badly#honestly maybe this situation is my fault#maybe i should have kept more contact when i moved to the countrysife#but i dont even remember anymore#and we are all busy with jobs ofc#idk#personal#also i talked to one of them two months ago how we wanted to visit the equineplace she volunteers in#but even tho she says yes that hasnt happened#a lot of plans also scrapped#at least my mom comes to the cinema with me when i want to see an animated movie#and im very awkward at making new friends#i got this guy and we talk about his dog sometimes. thats cool#when my brothers dog died i told the animal friend right away#but she didnt tell me about her grandpa#so yesh#i dont think im a bad friend im pretty loyal#but maybe they think im cringe#dunno man
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the vore community has been, and will continue to be a place that is unsafe for both minors and victims of any form of abuse or grooming suffered within it. people have proven time and time again that they will refuse to acknowledge or in fact, violently defend abusers for any reason they can cook up because they do not want to face the consequences of doing so- all people want to do is consume vore content thoughtlessly and if ignoring their favorite artist's grooming allegations means they can do it, then so be it. ignorance is bliss- that's why so many blogs around here are still firmly in the "i don't care who interacts with me!!" boat if it means they don't have to think about it. believe it or not, you have to think about your actions in a kink space even if you don't see it as one.
you can't just excuse away the harm you're enabling with "i didn't know," or "i don't want to talk about that, i just wanna vibe and look at pictures of people eating each other!" that is still enabling, that is still causing harm, and that's just proving to hurt people that there's no one they can trust and when it comes down to it, no one will stick up for them when they open up about the things they've suffered. it's always the victims who are wrong for standing up for themselves or calling attention to people that have been or are still doing harm (especially if they aren't cordial and nonthreatening in the way they talk about it, even though they have every right to be upset), because there's no way your favorite artist could do something bad! their art is too good! their writing is too well-done to be made by someone bad! so it must be them who's wrong, because the abuser said so and the victim was mean! why don't we all attack the victim for daring to open up and nitpick how they did it, because surely that is what prevents people from being hurt! ignore how nobody's actually done any of these things, btw (and if they did, they get ignored immediately).
at worst, these people are callous and cruel and are abusers themselves. at best, these people are enabling harm to be perpetuated because they don't want to acknowledge it. or they're too scared to be dogpiled too, or whatever other reason there is. this culture this community fosters needs to die out or people will continue to be used and abused.
this blog will never come off hiatus. not while this place and people i used to admire and trust continue to prove themselves to be the kinds of people that will justify the sexual abuse i endured for years in this community.
#speakin words#v0re#soft vore#safe vore#extreme cuddling#g/t#g/t community#vore community#since this is largely on the gt side but i enjoy gt vore stuff too#its just. wow. i come on here for my lurk and see a friend of mine getting harassed for DOING THE RIGHT THING and platforming someones stor#you people will do anything to keep eating up that abusers content. to keep talking to that kid as a 30 yo. to keep ignoring it all#its disappointing and frankly scary and its why i dont feel safe here anymore#my ex doesnt use tumblr anymore but if he did and i made a callout im certain people would defend him#or write it off as drama they dont want to get involved in so they refuse to show support or quote unquote pick sides#time doesnt heal all wounds surprisingly! a victims testimony doesnt go bad like some of yall think it does#and even then people act like its the abusers life being ruined by someone rightfully calling out their bad behavior...what about the victi#when it comes down to it people act holier than thou and talk down the victims until they dont want to speak anymore#so much for supporting victims of abuse right. not when their abusers are people you like#i still have over a thousand followers here i want to use my platform to call attention to this#and then let this blog die. i am tired of yall i really am
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i dont think its a bad thing necessarily that sega is always re releasing the classic sonic games and keeping them easily accessible but i also cant help but wish that they cared about keeping older modern sonic games accessible even half as much as they care about keeping the original games accessible
#and NO im not asking for remasters of those games i do not want that . im asking for ports and re releases#at the very least for the games that are stuck on one or two consoles that arent available anymore#like we already have the classic games on every device known to man. some consoles have Multiple official ways to play those games#can we get some love for modern sonic maybe#ik theyve made some progress with this within the past few years with sonic colors ultimate and sonic x shadow generations but like#theyre doing it so slow . because they feel the need to remaster the games and add a bunch of new content.#which . as much as i loved shadow generations. is not what im asking for . i just want those old games to be accessible#and also sonic colors and sonic generations arent even that old so they dont really fit what im talking about#also while i say its a good thing that sega is trying to keep the classic sonic games accessible.#i do think it was scummy of them to take down individual listings of the classic games to force people to buy sonic origins#fuck that
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daily reminder: Ochako had to make herself physically see the damage the villains and war created in order to forget the uneasy feeling she got when Himiko smiled sadly (+ all the things she thought when she saw her). She cant forget what she has done (because she doesnt like the destruction), but that doesnt mean she cant forgive her or that made her feel distance from her.
Izuku can't forgive what Shigaraki has done, and as far as we know, he doesn't need to remind himself of the pain; his empathy doesn't make him feel weird about reaching out to a villain, at least on its own.
Its not a copy paste of the same battle or story.
Himiko and Izuku make Ochako wonder about the concept of heroism and saving, the roles heroes and villains have, and they also have an impact on her behavior, ideals, and feelings for them and herself. Shigaraki's fate and the world around Izuku seems to make him wonder about his role as a savior, because he doesnt feel like he fulfilled it really, when it ended up with someone else dying. He finds in Ochako someone who would agree on ideals about saving others, and thats great on its own.
#grrr talking#togachako#togaocha#ochahimi#himichako#I can see how hori tried to make her part of the triangle with deku-shigaraki (?)#when the three met at the mall#but she isnt connected thru that anymore#bc she should be somewhere else#im on my knees I would cry if Ochako ended up like a normal girl with a normal love and a normal relationship#“but they are weird!” bc they are in that interpretation so heroic they would save villains?#yeah no they are weird bc izuku has his fucking crazy moments#and ochako thinks a cannibalistic villain looks all cute#do they match their freak? do you think they match their freak?#im sorry im stressed n when im stressed I tend to talk about why I dont want izu///ocha to happen dakjdadkasjdlka
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based on some image i saw i dont know. sex penis
#dont talk to me about the new dragon ball. i will cry and die. i dont want to think about it anymore#son goku#goku#vegeta#dbz#dragon ball z#dragon ball#art#drawing
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