#i dont really know how to trigger tag this

[theokusgallery]

This is a MASSIVE hot take, but I would trust Arsenic to watch my drink.

As long as I'm not threatening Sunny or his relationship with Sunny I wouldn't be assassinated, right? And he doesn't really have any other reason to do anything else with my drink. Plus, who is gonna approach this massive dude to specifically mess with a drink he's holding?

How doomed would I be if I asked him to hold my drink? How would he watch Sunny's drink if they were at a bar?

Oh wow. Okay, that's probably gonna be a long one (obvious TW for talk of drinks being roofied, and talk of SA)

Giving him your drink is kind of a gamble. Pre-Sunny relationship, it depends on his mood. If he feels like he can do something funny by putting something in someone's drink, he absolutely fucking will. He's not going to assault the person in any way, but if he feels like stealing money for them, or if he thinks it's too funny they decided to trust him with their drink of all people and he just NEEDS to take advantage of that just for the hell of it, then they're in for a bad time. But you're right in that he won't let anyone else do anything with it.

When he's already in love with Sunny though? He's more likely to just steal it from them and drink it. He'll probably still get the "what if" thoughts, but he won't act on it, if only because Sunny's there and, you know, he's Nick's very own precious little doll and if he's going to drug someone, it's probably going to be Sunny. Again, not for anything untowards, but he likes the idea of putting Sunny in his debt by getting him home safely (and maybe staying there with him under the guise of making sure he's okay in the morning). In late-stage Arsunny relationship, he won't even need to, so no real danger here. I feel like the act of sliding something into your drink would count as cheating to him at this point. Again with the "Sunny is his only special guy" thing.

Luckily, Sunny doesn't go to bars. He'd much rather drink comfortably in his own home. Which doesn't mean that Nick won't do anything with his drink there,

(Let it be known that the fact he won't assault neither a stranger nor Sunny isn't because he's morally above doing that. It's just not something he's interested in doing. Not a morality issue)

[sleepyyghostt]

also fun note, ive actually been editing the mumbo crochet video AS ive been going along (insted of cobbling together who knows what footage months later hell like some other videos x_x) SO!! assuming i can knock out the rest of it before classes go back, the video should actually come out reasonably soon!!

[yourinaudiblename]

I’ve become afraid of death. which is actually improvement for someone who was suicidal but also. scary :(

this is all your faults /pos /pos /pos-

[slushieplanet]

"why are you never chill?"

Idk man, maybe because being raised by a disabled parent is hard on a kid, especially when you had to be more mature than said parent at a young age. and one of their life threatening allergies can be triggered by smells alone, and people don't take it seriously, I really think my parent is doing to die and nobody gives a shit

[solar--spectrum]

We got so high the only memories of a very long complex important conversation (one-sided entirely more of a rant) between CB and 🐙 look like... this

See more rant in the comments ☆ I lost control!

[ace-apple]

every time someone talks about qcellbits relapse as "giving into his urges" or some shit in that vain an angel loses its wings a fairy dies etc etc

[wehavecometoanend--maybe]

i know my sister is reliable because she'll be the only one who'll go "did u lose weight?! girl, have u been not eating enough again?!" instead of "you lost weight? that looks good! :)" like everyone else who feels the need to comment

[soft-puppy-boyfriend]

Insomnia fucking sucks

[holy-anxiety-batman]

yknow what's so fun is coughing so hard you vomit up blood. its been a while i forgot just how much fun it is. help me.

[assumedcryptid]

does anyone have recs on how to get yourself to start working out 🧍🏽‍♀️

[omanu]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

[volfoss]

i cant even like post about the horrors that are going on currently because im gonna get too mad but oh my god. like i would give her really good credit for writing a character like marius that has 0 self awareness about his insanely disgusting behavior bc like. that CAN work. you can make the reader feel disgust and see things through the eyes of someone who is horrible while not romanticizing the behavior. clearly anne did not get the memo for this one.

[girl-bateman]

Blood-work came back fine which either means I really do have a mysterious deadly illness OR its my mental health that's fucking up my physical health. Now my dilemma for my upcoming appointment .. do I mention how neurotically devastated I've been feeling these last months, knowing the doctor might be relieved to blame it all on hysteria instead of doing more testing ? Or do I just... not say anything about that.. lol