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oh tumblr...
#did i ever announce my hiatus here? hi yeah im on permanent hiatus#not posting to tumblr anymore#..of course i think many folks who go here will realize the true nature of that hiatus#considering my presence in the ow tag#but.. thats the only place i really go anymore#no more dashboard no more.. the works#i dont like what happened to this site#and i dont.. like posting anymore#but enough about that#another blog that makes me miss html/css... this was one of my biggest undertakings!#lot of fancy stuff#i also did some identity experimentation here that#i hold kind of dear now; considering how i am#and how im trying to be#ahem. anyway#id love to try out a website of my own one day#or something like that. something i can build myself#and make my own choices for#whenever possible#anyway#blog archival#man.. some stuff has gone down since i was here#im not gonna discuss it here for multiple reasons#but.. sometimes its enough to make some old stuff hurt#still. much still survived and.. when that kind of thing happens#the best thing you can do is to take what you have left and rebuild#hey i learned stuff from this game#anyway POURING MY HEART OUT holy shit#i better go before i doxx myself ksjdsgfds
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thinking about the way ghost doesn't hesitate to start killing shadows when graves betrays them but soap only takes one hostage
you can almost hear the voice in his head telling him it doesn't have to be this way; they can still talk it out
"i'm calling shepherd"
his first instinct when confronted with betrayal is to play it by the books: to go up the chain. that goes against everything we've seen him do. he bucks authority at every chance except for the one time he's confronted with the barrels of his allies' guns
he wants a peaceful resolution; for the first time we've ever seen, he doesn't want violence to be the answer. there has to be another fix, a solution that doesn't end with him killing the same men he's been working with; his friends
nothing's happened yet
it doesn't have to go this way
but ghost has been betrayed before. he knows the way this ends; either with him six feet under or his enemy
he doesn't hesitate
it's only when they knock alejandro out that soap shoots; when they spill the first blood and cross a line they can never come back from
only when ghost orders him to run and he has to cover his retreat
and somewhere along the line, between civilians’ screams and taunting voices, between his shaking breath and ghost steady in his ear, that naivety is stripped away; his trust turned to teeth that he uses to sink into throats of men he'd have given his life for
"be careful who you trust, sergeant; people you know can hurt you the most"
he's learned the price of trust
just like ghost did
but unlike ghost, he has someone to guide him through the aftermath
"good advice, It"
#im gonna add these to my notfics on ao3 i think i have a Lot of these floating around#a bit shorter than my other metas but i think its something that gets missed when people talk about alone#soap is a violent man#his career literally trains him to shoot first ask questions later#and yet he still tries his best to avoid blood when faced with betrayal#and you realise it actually does fit him#soap cares about the men he serves with#he wants to save the men at the crash site he checks on a downed soldier he asks about civilians about alejandros family#hes very tuned into the people around him#and he cant turn that off until hes forced to#until graves gives him a reason to hate him#and all of that previous care and consideration goes out the window#‘makes me want to commit a few war crimes of my own’#dont cross soap#you want like what happens if you do#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#talk meta to me#soap cod#john soap mactavish#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#ghoap#ghostsoap#soapghost#meta#phillip graves#graves cod#save post
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also in the face of people deleting their blogs, that's another reason why you guys are supposed to reblog stuff. if somebody deletes a post, your liked version will disappear, but the reblogs remain. i'm insane about preservation and archival, every single piece of art i have ever enjoyed is reblogged on my 450k+ posts main account so if the artists leave I still have their work. i even tag things (though just with the main fandom tag) so I have years and years worth of fanworks saved that the terrible general site search will never show you.
please reblog art. not just to support the artists who make it and share their efforts, but also so you have your own copy of their works saved for yourself, and the future users of this site.
#reblog art#artist support#so basically if you dont reblog art i do not want to hear you complaining about your fav artists deleting and leaving lol#if you used this site like you were supposed to it would be at least Slightly less of an issue because you'd still have it all#save the shit you like!!! i never delete my art personally but i Want my art to be out there. just in case something happens to my blog#save my art. save everything. just dont upload it to entirely different websites like instagram cuz that makes u a prick#if your favorite artist deletes tomorrow. what evidence do you have that they were here at all?#reblog. for the love of god reblog#i lost so much great art from deviantart thanks to eclipse and the Al bullshit that i didn't save. but on tumblr i dont have to worry abt i
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someone reposted my art on twitter and got 2k likes without crediting me at all ?! help what do I do
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do I report them ?! do I dm them what
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#this wouldve been fine if they credited me at least cuz i dont post on twitter#feel free to repost my art WITH CREDIT and specify it isnt yours on sites im not on#but no credit ?? whats worse is that they got 2k likes so all that recognition went to them :(#am i overreacting?#maybe im missing some context idkkk i never had this happen before especially not in the rw fandom#pls dont harass them#rain world#image post#text post
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idk if you guys know but they're planning to revive dashcon in toronto (original location was in shaumburg IL) this year - apparently the artist selection is fcfs, but if there are a higher number of applicants than anticipated, it'll be switching over to lottery. im begging all celestial forces to let this former tumblr girlie (me) into the artist alley so that i can do all of my tumblr girl fandoms.....
#diary#i dont use tumblr as much anymore and i never found my art having a huge appeal on the tastes here#but i still like the community.. ive been on this site the longest (deviantart. not you.)#i like a lot of western fandoms too but im always a bit scared of how theyll be received or if itll polarize my audience LOL#just bc i mostly do video games or like classic anime and im not sure how these demographics overlap#in the end i shouldnt care so much and just make merch for me#people like the brba stickers i made and i kinda want to do stuff for like. idk. supernatural and pushing daisies. eventually#house md my high school beloved show how did it explode in recent years??#malcolm in the middle... the list goes on#i want to revisit gravity falls too omg i was so young when that happened#what else do people like here? i like star trek a fair bit too haha#oh scene music stuff would be fun..
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Why is Erik taking a shower and is fully prepared to fight naked in that panel 😭
my man turning into a baby is a typical tuesday activity but the second he wanna little naked shower fight NOW its suspicious 🤨
#snap chats#cant a man be a lil hostile and naked in his home ... 'his' home ... w/e ...#this is the part where i reward tag readers CONTEXT TIME#i mean. it's not crazy context but anyway#erik went for a swim and As You Do went to shower off once he was done. cant have chlorine in the hair.... gon damage his beautiful locks..#he was shavin in the shower when he hears someone come in so Naturally he assumes the worst as this is Xavier's School For Gifted Youngster#never a moment of peace not even to shower and shave ..#'whyd he go for a swim' I Dont Know he really just decides on that. maybe it was a complex way to give him a weapon#maybe they just wanted to draw him naked and in a speedo I Dont Know 2x sounds like something id do frankly#the context is pretty much isolated from the story- like it's more of a scene starter and reintroduces tom and sharon into the plot#CONTEXT: tom and sharon are Effectively erik's coworkers at the school who caught one of emma's students- empath- acting a fool on site#empath- as it may be assumed- has the ability to mess with people's emotions and so. how we say.#'had tom and sharon distract each other' for a few hours while he fucked around the mansion and more specifically#fucked with erik's emotions to make him depressed enough to give up the new mutants to emma#Hence the mansion was virtually empty bar danielle and warlock which probably didnt help make erik Less paranoid of sudden noises#hence .... razorblade combat time ... but yeah once he realizes its just tom and sharon he's like Oh Fuck The Hell Happened#and then he gets super pissed once he realizes empath kinda tricked him into giving up his kids 🥰#god i love this issue i really do .. cant wait til next month where i can read what happens next ..#'snap you have the internet' OK AND I LIKE MY PHYSICAL MEDIA. plus i like this arc so far i want a physical of it ...#but yeah thats why eriks naked and prepared to cut someone with a razor. you can learn more in The New Mutants number 39 :]
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"dont put 1634 back together" "mitch is playing out of his mind without him" blah blah blah none of the 5v5 lines theyve been running have been consistently good, mitch is lighting it up on the powerplay, and mitch and auston continually put up career numbers next to each other. eat shit, half of you sound like actual middle aged men with a hateful hard on. nothing you say is based in logic or numbers whatsoever, lmao. also if auston's injured/it's lingering, you put him with a man who is playing out of his mind, thanks. don't need a defensively mid top line with an injured goal scoring center getting top matchups. and if he's NOT injured, then he can start sinking the 379238 chances he got before his ir.
#like.... most of mitchs shit coming on the powerplay so true...#jt is also kinda playing out of his mind but its not just with mitch so !#use ur brains#saw someone say mitch shoots more without auston on his line n its proven rn like actually its statistically not#grow the fuck uppp you all are such crybabies and u know whats happening when am34 comes back#'drive ur own line' bullshit i thought u were allsaying willy did that shit. HDJJDSJ LIKEEE GET A GRIP THERES ONLY SO MUCH TIME IN A GAME T#GO AROUND#fucking annoying ass ppl who dont even know puck and just fall for hateful nonsensical talk all the time#do u have any opinions that arent just . mitch n auston shouldnt play together bc i personally hate it and say so#no other team has ppl constantly begging to split up one of the most consistent pairs of players like the leafs do lmfao#theres a reason coaches go back to it time n time again thank u#ur dumbassery isnt catching on to smth they dont know lmfao#got so consumed w talking to ppl that actually understand this sport i forgot ppl on this site like actually just dont know puck fhjdjd#and 233416 looked very good even without am34 sinking his chances so :) . sorryr but if mitch has been dominating special teams/situations#with the lines in a blender and domi centering him most of this time. i think putting him back on austons wing will only imprrove our 5v5#now keeping am34 off powerrplay/who should be out on a 3v3 situation is actually the discussion we should be having but sure.
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Hey, this is kind of Random, but about a year ago I want to say you made a girl genius crossword. I wanted to attempt it again because though I never managed to finished it, it was really fun, do you happen to have the link for it still?
It is probably this link here. If not, then there's problems. Glad you liked it!
Also disclaimer that the krosp one is technically incorrect i think in the question but i cant change it
#answers#girl genius#i dont even know what the fuck happened when i made this#its like i blinked and it existed and the site was like STOP ADDING QUESTIONS
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okay so im back in navbar hell (when i thought i escaped...!!!) but ive managed to get this set up today :D
#my issue is that im trying to make the navbar properly responsive and have a toggle option once the screen gets too small#if u look on my blog i had it on my last attempt at this because i was using bootstrap but i was like okay i gotta make a new project!#cause i wanted to use nextjs#and not have to worry about backend stuff as much#okay so like..... i know im being kinda stubborn here lol#i could just slap bootstrap on and copy my old code but i dont wanna#i already have tailwind on here and i dont want to confuse myself anymore#so ive been looking for navbar tutorials using tailwind to help and omg#i thought i found a good one and then i realized it used a specific js package which i cant use cause im using typescript...#and i cant find a ts version#so now im just set on doing it without any outside stuff#like just show me how to make the thing with just html and javascript#at least that way i can just translate the the js to ts on my own!!!#anyways lol i found a video that should help...pls#ill watch it later....#but today im tired#webdev#codeblr#wip#this site will happen i swear I SWEAR#AHHH#there so many things to help but after a certain point its like...i dont even know whats happening and now im confused#and god forbid things start conflicting with each other#so i just want something that will spell it out clearly#but yea if u see this and think im confused (which i might be)#im always open to links to videos
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You know what? I'm not done.
The fact y'all white mogais fought tooth and nail to not have to put white in your bios or somewhere readily available was actually insane and confirms my already existing theory that some of you think once you have a certain amount of kins, f/os, irls, mental illnesses, xenogenders, orientation modifiers, alters and neopronouns, you lose white privilege and it absolutely shows that you do not lose that privilege exclusively because y'all have become pretty consistent white saviors lmao
Like y'all literally cried about it being too identifiable about you and being the same as doxxing like you weren't already sharing with everyone the exact percentages of your orientation attraction, age, state you live in, public name, like... I have to wonder hard how many of y'all participate in anti-racism activism to be an ally, actually understand why certain things are actually racist and help POC and how many of you exclusively do it to look better to other (white) activists and ease your white guilt.
Now y'all aren't even including byi/stance pages on top of a total lack of dni and wonder why radqueer beliefs are seeping in and every new term is basically transabled under a different name. I called it when I first saw this new batch pop up and I'm saying it now, they have their radqueer blogs with their radqueer content that you have blocked and they have their other blog named something like prxncxss-of-nxght or something with $50 worth of custom lazy caard graphic edits with needy streamer girl and 17 titles but no public stances for all their normal xenogender content. You didn't fight it so there they are. They ain't saying shit. Hell, no one said shit when ra/diomo/gai litterally reblogged a word for word transabled term. "Internal self" you realize that's just flowery language right? Like the creator themselves already said that it applied "to the soul and not the physical form". Please read a room. "#disability"? Are you actually fucking kidding me? No one batted an eye?
I don't think the community is dead because I don't follow a lot of big names anymore or because a lot of big names have deactivated, y'all just stopped caring and moved on despite all these beliefs you said you cared about. I don't really care, I've pretty much known from day one that a majority of the community is literally just full of shit about all these 8 paragraph basic feminism posts and vents crying about racism from fully white people.
I'm not someone to rip someone apart publicly for being what they say they are, then there's no need, but lieing about it? Damn, at least be shitty honestly.
Don't harass me, the creator of that term or ra/diom/og/ai over this. Just block and move on, I'm not having some public drama back and forth over a clearly transabled term.
#clover speaks#no one said a word#no call out no notes calling it what it is coiner is a literal radqueer#like yall dont care and even though i knew it im just glad i dont have to pretend to believe ur activism claims anymore#you wonder where i went i went back to my art back to things that make me happy#this community may be less trigger happy but now they are snuggling up to radqueers just like i predicted#i knew it was gonna happen and i knew the community would just keep going and its why i hooped off this train years ago#despite yalls claims of being critical inclusionists and wanting to educate instead of hate ive seen this all happen before#the inclusionist vs exclusionist saga didnt die because one side beat the other#a fuck ton of inclusionists became map supporters over night and all the exclusionists just lost interest and moved on#this is what will continue to happen to every movement the ultra progressives on this site create until you grow a backbone#yall are so scared of invalidating someone who is genuinely harmful that youve become the thing you claimed you hate#ive clocked multiple terms that were ableist or interphobic but because yall never make any effort to actually listen to us#you've allowed radqueers to basically indoctrinate you while the rest of us watch you zombie shuffle onwards#youve liberalpilled inclusionmaxxed ur way into the fucking sun#im not coming with yall yall have fun but im not going to smile to ur face and pretend you even remotely have disabled and intersex peoples#best interests at heart#the community has always been ableist#the community has always been racist#the community has always been interphobic#it wont change until any of you can accept that just cause you feel some way in passing dosent mean its a valid identity#even if its not in passing its still not inherently morally neutral#I'll keep being me but like literal transabled terminology is seeping in and its hitting the worst of us first but yall have never listened#so not shocking nor surprising that no one caught this and thus did not say shit#yall love to scream that your moderate personality disorder is the same as my severe autism and subsequent mental disability are the same#every july but you sure dont give a single shit when someone pretends to have our condition and makes up a word and throws some pantones on#a png and calls it valid#grow a backbone or continue being the laughing stock of the disability community i aint helping either way
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one weird part of my job is sometimes I get little old ladies with sweet hearts poking through the compost box on the bottom of my cart that tell me I shouldn't be throwing away what I am throwing away. Like yeah, I get it. Food waste sucks! I hate throwing anything away. But everything down there is rotting or bruised or withered or just ugly enough that I know it will sit on the shelf until it is rotting, bruised, and withered. I cannot mark it down, and you will not buy it at full price. "But poor people---!" Poor people deserve food that isn't moldy or bruised or withered or ugly! And afaik our company already donates actually edible food to pantries!
#this has happened a handful of times like yes i get it but please understand what you're actually asking for#call corporate if you are unhappy with our compost going to pig farmers as feed.#or that you'd like for us to implement a markdown system for produce (like we already have for meat/bread/etc)#i cannot do anything here store-side#just a vent dont mind meee#u#and jsut. the number of times i've told customers 'yeah this is still fully edible so if it's in your house looking like this then its fine#'but no on is going to buy it looking like this'#ANYWAY while I'm here if that site is still around that sells 'ugly produce' to reduce food waste it is a complete scam#produce is graded and ugly stuff that is still edible goes to plants that turn it into soups or jellies or various other products.#it doesn't get thrown away for being ugly unless it gets to a store and even then we do still try to sell it#and i purposefully put uglier shit where I know it'll get grabbed by ppl who dgaf.#thank you customers who dgaf!!!!!!!!! you're my favorite#ppl who dig to the bottom when there is new shit on the top: please fuck right off. you didn't even look. you didn't even try.
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as y'all know, being verbose is my main character trait. but as I'm looking around, I'm finding that there is literally no other viably large social media website that like. allows you to post an entire chapter of what you're working on without you having to host it yourself, as well as images and just like. notes about the day to day. it feels bad man. RN I'm bouncing between the three options on my shortlist and more and more it's looking like I'm going to have to bite the bullet and use Twitter. I didn't like it because of how much it limits what you can say and forces strangers into your feed, but at this point there's no where else that would fit what I make as well as tunglr does.
I do not have words to describe this dread. the last month has been... nine kinds of hell one after the other. because like. Believe It Or Not. my dog dying doesn't make the top 5 worst things to happen in the last 30 days. this is kinda just the straw that's breaking the camels back rn.
anyways. my Twitter is mostly just sketchy porn I couldnt post here. I'm going to try to start using it actively over the next few weeks to make the transition easier for me. If you use that site, here's my link.
#Im waiting on a blue sky invite code atm. Mastadon is busted and not letting me post anything#and pillowfort is... there. im not sure i want to pay to use it up front#if you dont know what's happening:#the staff are being moved to other sites. Theyre winding down and prolly getting ready to shutter. I dont know when#but yeah.#The site stayed unprofitable for too long.#this is like. actually it my friends.
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Due to the terrible combo of an anxiety disorder, autism and layers worth of trauma I am the most self conscious person ever when it comes to what I like that I think I have imposter syndrome but sometimes I wonder why I specifically feel like being a mecha fan perks up this factor- until I lurk in the fandom and see people who are so deeply strict about this genre that they dictate what you should watch but also are incredibly judgmental about it that it’s no wonder I even constantly go back and forth on “am I actually a mecha fan” Jesus CHRIST you people need to stop taking shit so fucking seriously
#meg text#might delete later#this came from the fact I decided to try to be on bluesky more and ohhh the twitterification has already started#not that I haven’t seen bad gatekeepy takes here for this genre but at least this site userbase is smaller#oh and feeling more anxiety given my hyperfixation is one of the “big 3” so I feel things pin on me AHAHAHHA#”you have to watch this because you like this” no I fucking don’t go away#sometimes i legitimately just wanna stick to general sci fi anime that has androids just so i dont gotta be lumped into this#the problem is that technically counts as mecha but also afaik there isn’t a lot in comparison to mecha#or general sci fi genres that are as big as this one in anime#and nothing gonna change my love for the unhinged cosmic horror robot series which means I gotta deal with this shit#even when I ignore it I just feel pressure I just feel like a fraud ugh#I wish people would be more calmer about this but this is what happens when a genre is downplay constantly
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does the guy complaining about the amount of gay ultrakill fanart they see know they're on the gay fanart website???? "i cant scroll through the tag without seeing 30 fanarts of gabriel in a skirt" my brother in christ that man isnt wearing pants
#ramblings#ultrakill#sorry i usually dont pay attention to this kind of thing but that last complaint was really funny to me#“nothing in this game is meant to be sexualized'' in the game that has buttplug support??????#like ok. i get not wanting to see anything nsf/w but that can be remedied by like. blocking the suggestive or nsft tags#as an asexual i do get the frustration of not being interested in the nsf/w side of fandoms. idk how it is on reddit or twitter#but i imagine that its a bit more difficult to avoid without a tagging system. i honestly have no clue since i rarely go on those sites#but the way this guy went about it is so weird lol#what happened to curating your own online experience or whatever. ive got fandoms i like where im not interested in what#most people like to post about. so i just go look elsewhere#cutting this short bc this is already way too long
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This is such an unhinged thumbnail. Gurl the existence of the brand on the right doesn't erase the continued existence of the brands on the left.
The pink haired BJD is a Fairyland model (I can't tell you the name because I've never liked Fairyland much. Their aesthetic is just not for me.) and the brown haired one might be an Angel of Dream or perhaps Doll Leaves or another brand with that catch-all basic aesthetic.
The dolls on the right are one of those fast and loose new brands that pop up, do some "mystery boxes" cheaply produced BJDs, and disappear.
#like gurl dont test me#literally nothing happened all the household names still sell BJDs as always#you can literally go to idk Dollzone's site and see for yourself#in fact I do have a Dollzone BJD. Just the body though.#if you arent in the BJD community you might not know this but hybrids (body from a different company than the head)#are actually not very common. For several reasons; for example resin colour differences between companies;#the risk of not being able to sell the doll if you dont bond with it since the only people who'll want it will be other people who make#hybrids. plus a lot of companies dont even sell their bodies separately so youd have to either group with someone else and buy#a BJD together but one would keep the body and the other the head (this is a very difficult process) or youd have to#find a seller whos selling their doll and is willing to sell the body and the head separately. which you usually wont.#because theyre aware that the only ones interested in just the head or the body would be hybrid makers.#its a cycle#but anyway yeah household names still operate like gurl what the fuck are you talking about#what kind of clickbait ass title and thumbnail is that
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No shade, but if this doesn't trigger 'scam' alarm bells in your mind, multiple times, then you need to update your internet safety skills
(I blocked them after that. If I am wrong I'd rather risk one upset commissioner vs getting scammed out of my time and skills as an artist)
#there are MANY red flags here#see if you can count them all#digital art#scam#scammers#commissions#heartsprout#new tag for new stuff#art#internet safety#this might catch a person new to selling commissions out#anhd i geninely am throwing no shade at people who do get scammed#it happens to the best of us#but pls look into what modern scams look like#especially in dms on sites like instagram etc#and all the ways you can get scammed on PAYPAL too#not just random money apps/sites#it happens so often pls protec yourself#i've been an online artist for over a decade#and i grew up when we were told not to share our personal info with strangers online#i regard all monetary interactions online like this as scams until proven otherwise#i gird my loins#be polite#be firm#dont be afraid to say no and walk away#and truss me- thats 1.2k NZD#and i an a broke disabled artist#that is a LOT of money for me to turn down#but it just doesnt pass the smell test so nope
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