#i dont know what to tag in this that’s triggering bc to me all of it is

[agayconcept]

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[snow-and-saltea]

i dont know how to word this well but hopefully my point gets across. as ive gone through lots of manga/hwa/huas for the past few years, there's been a lot less hate for fat female characters, and when the author portrays negative traits in them, the comments are always up in arms to defend said character or point out that it was unnecessary and was adding onto a distasteful image of associating fat people = evil in media. that's good!

but i've realised that there's not as much defense or uproar when it's a fat male character? you know the one. they'll be drawn comically fat with tiny features to show that even the author thinks this character is a waste of time to put effort into giving them a design full of character details and an actual Story. they might even be bald in some cases to drive home the "lecherous old man preying on the helpless" image. they'll be bumbling, incompetent, the most inarticulate bastard in the story, and the author wants you to KNOW it. look at this guy. he's obviously meant to be hated. look how pathetic he is and how he pales in comparison with our hero, who is charming, pure snow-white in morality, Has Never Done Anything Wrong Ever.

the trouble is, unlike female fat characters that are often used as a sort of cynical, pessimistic evil whose entire identity is to prove that "sometimes you're ugly both inside and out", that isn't the case for fat male characters. in a way, fat female characters have a "way out", so to speak, because there IS a probable cause that's snowballed the problem until its become a mountain; particularly, the cord that binds how they're expected to perform in society (gender roles, sexism, internalised misogyny) and how they feel they aren't able to escape scrutiny anyways for being ugly, even if they're good. so why not go all the way? what's the use in being halfheartedly acknowledged for who you try to be, when you could be the worst version of yourself, and at least THEN they'll finally look at you proper? so a lot of fat female characters who turn evil are often in this line of thought, i think. despite how much they're trying to break free from the preconceived notions of what people want them to be, it still clashes with their innate desire to be seen, accepted, and loved by other people. so the answer to "redeem" them? simple. accept them. that's enough to write a satisfactory redemption arc to turn them "good" again.

but fat male characters... i've noticed that they're written with crimes much heavier and much more serious than their female counterparts. their appearance is never purely for the sake of psychological friction (stirring the pot, instigating distrust) in the story. we see them drawn with disgusting lustful expressions to show that they haven't moved past primitive desires (they're worse than children—they're children with an adult's ability to get what they want), touching people inappropriately, their minds always turning to the worst possible scenario, their dialogue always written with an undercurrent of narcissism, like the river of his own life was completely empty save for his own self-admiration. is that really all there is to them? how did they manage to get this far in life without ever experiencing or being convinced — or tried to be convinced — to change? has he, in all his years of living, never experienced a shred of empathy for others? has he never felt touched by the connection of another human being?

and then at the end of the story i know it was useless to ask these questions — he only existed as a plot device, as an antagonist for the final climax and resolution, the dragon to be slayed.

but he's not a dragon. he's a human, and despite his current problematic views on life or people, i'd like to try and imagine what it's like to "redeem" him.

but almost always, there IS no way. the author has cut off every possible escape route for him. he was always evil. he can't be helped. he can't change. he was always going to do this, so there's no point in imagining a world where he didn't.

but like. why? why do fat female characters get to be redeemed with the power of Love and Friendship but not him? why is it not enough for him to be bad, he must also be dangerous beyond recourse?

i don't really know the answer to this question, since i'm AFAB and i don't have insight on the matter beyond my own speculations. but the only thing i know is that it leaves a bitter taste in my mouth when i see him being toppled over as the final Evil, and everyone cheering in the comments with "i've always found him sus" "finally you disgusting pig" "i hope he never shows up ever again"

i have to say, i don't like the idea, especially in fiction, that people are irredeemable and unworthy of compassion. of course this isn't a plea to forgive them or to get them out of fictional jail or whatever, but i'd at least like to entertain the thought that i want to know the entirety of a person's character before writing them off, and you can do that in stories. i can't do that in real life. i would kill myself trying. sometimes people just hurt you and you have to accept that they hurt you to give yourself express permission to protect yourself.

but in fiction... are you really telling me that a world with dragons can exist but not the possibility of change for a character whose fate was set in stone the moment their shape was carved into existence?

[4giorno]

and yes im replaying my otc (one true character) again 1. because of the clown make up but 2. bc when i looked at astarion in a thumbnail of a yt video recommendation i thought 'i dont even know you anymore'

[omanu]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

[swag-system]

Insane how awful being on my period is. They should pay me money to do this shit

[celestialmancer]

⛈️ ❌ ❌ ❌ // 2:09 am, tbd ;

[girl-bateman]

Blood-work came back fine which either means I really do have a mysterious deadly illness OR its my mental health that's fucking up my physical health. Now my dilemma for my upcoming appointment .. do I mention how neurotically devastated I've been feeling these last months, knowing the doctor might be relieved to blame it all on hysteria instead of doing more testing ? Or do I just... not say anything about that.. lol

[xykovolpe]

i am one step away from being on the maximum dose of my adhd meds but i still feel like it's barely touching the adhd and that is Concerning because what if the cognition issues, the lack of focus, the losing track of my thoughts etc is actually more in the vein of negative symptoms

[lazaruspiss]

modern comics industry maybe be struggling but honestly i think ur average local comic store is gonna be fine in comparison, like plenty of them have a huge focus on resells of older stuff and like. maybe one shelf to the side w new releases lol

[recallback]

u ever think about what a bullshit time we live in.

we were raised being told we were the information generation we had so much more access to the world and the entertainment industry had this exciting new lucrative field any of us could be creators we could learn about anything new tech science is booming and we're gonna innovate the future.

ever since summer ended (and every second weather report was 'todays heat is a new record high') we've had storms that 'pose a threat to human life' just abt every month here. this week i wasnt supposed to leave my house not bc of the strike (to stop the escalation of a genocide that the world powers dont care abt) but bc it was unsafe from a New storm. i dont remember weather like this. not where it was wet instead of cold. no one can afford a house, everyone's dying and disabled bc of a pandemic no ones stopping, couldnt justify buying eggs bc they cost £3 for 6 small when it used to be £1 this time last year and the prices are expected to get higher, the doomsday clock is 90 seconds from midnight. i remember the celebrations when we made moves towards queer rights as a young teen and every time i see an article of government statements on queer rights now i have a panic attack and check if theres anything i can do (there usually isn't (except from donating everything needs donations nowadays who has money to donate??))

we are the information generation and everything is so scary all the time. they both expect me to live and want me to die all at the same time and to avoid acknowledging this to avoid information is negligent its what they want they use our attempts to soothe ourselves against us now "take a break for your mental health if u need it (don't look at whats happening)" "remember to always prioritize urself first ok (if no one knows we can do anything)"

i dont know how to end this. i do what i can i try to be hopeful bc i like being alive and i want to be. the age of information has brought me a lot of wonderful people and a lot of love.

but the doomsday clock is 90 seconds from midnight

[maplesyrupsainz]

˖⁺｡˚⋆˙sickly sweet | OB38/87/whatever˖⁺｡˚⋆˙

pairing: ollie bearman x driver!reader y/n (she/her)

genre: social media au, new relationship

warnings: very fluffy lol

summary: in which you & your new boyfriend act too sweet online and your friends are extremely overprotective !!!

a/n: ollie is deffo a new one for me lol im not rly a massive fan of writing driver!reader ngl but i did it for u anon pls appreciate <333

request!!!: driver!reader x Ollie bearman just them being sickly in love with one another and the other f1 drivers being protective about y/n

fc: various brunette girls from pinterest

my masterlist

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f1updates mclaren rookie driver y/n y/l/n seen at a sports game this weekend with f2 driver ollie bearman ♥️

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user1 are they dating??

user2 yea but it's pretty new i think

user3 omg so cute

user4 awww the way she's looking at him 🥹🥹

user5 TOO CUTEEE

user6 who is he??

user7 f2 driver lol and reserve driver for ferrari & haas

user8 idk who im more jealous of

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yourusername anyways

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user9 OMGGG HELLOOO OLLIE

mclaren that better be papaya 👀

yourusername cheating on u with a mango 😕

mclaren 😵

user10 LOL? they are so unserious

landonorris cancel your weekend plans

yourusername excuse u

charles_leclerc we're staging an intervention

yourusername i wont be attending, sorry

maxverstappen1 oh dont worry y/n, we'll come to you 😊

yourusername guys please you cant "stage an intervention" just bc i have a bf now

carlossainz55 sure

user11 HAHAHA FREE HER

user12 ijbol they r so overprotective

alex_albon grid princess

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olliebearman ♥️🫶

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georgerussell63 read the room

landonorris 🤨

yourusername ignore them ollie

user13 LOLLLLL

olliebearman posted a story

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lilymhe cuties

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user14 omg im obsessed with u guys

user15 papaya prin 🥹🥹🥹

landonorris delete

carlossainz55 blocked and reported

maxverstappen1 watch your footing

alex_albon stay safe out there

olliebearman 😬😬😬

yourbff posted a story

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georgerussell63 not you too

yourbff awwww stop being a loser

charles_leclerc interesting

yourbff UR NOT HER FATHER 😂

user16 OMG GOALS

user17 they r sosososo cute tgthr

user18 i jus know the rest of the grid r spamming ur dm rn

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lilymhe the boys are so triggered and she dgaf

yourbff they are such little worms! free my baby y/n

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f1updates mclaren rookie driver y/n y/l/n spotted once again with f2 driver ollie bearman in romantic embrace, out for lunch at a fast food chain with friends during a week long break in the season !

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user19 my ollieyn heart

user20 ollie liking this omg he's down bad 😭

user21 obsessed with y/n finally noticing ollie when he drove for ferrari this season instead of when they were both in f2

user22 she's real for this

user23 no one can say tht girl isn't all about the racing

user24 lovethemlovethemlovethem

user25 im down bad crying at the gym😭

user26 would kill to see the grid group chat after this dropped 💀

user27 😂 they are so protective of the papaya princess

user28 as they should be tbh

maxverstappen1 not again...

f1updates MAX??!!

user29 what is max doing here 😂

olliebearman oh no.....

user30 screaming

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yourusername my first podium in f1 in freaking monaco 🥺 i wanna thank my family and friends, my team and my fellow drivers who made an impossible transition from idols to friends thank u so so much i can't believe this is my life 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

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olliebearman so proud 🧡

maxverstappen1 will let it slide for today

user31 LOL taking a day off

landonorris smashed it

charles_leclerc so proud! an honour to share the podium with you

alex_albon papaya QUEEN

georgerussell63 never doubted you for a second!

mclaren that's our girl 🧡

user32 eating the right fruit this time 😂

carlossainz55 no one else i'd rather be beaten by 😊

lilymhe my fav girl boss

user33 everyone loves her sm 🥹🥹

user34 so happy for her i cried fr

yourbff my little legend <3

olliebearman

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olliebearman congratulations to our y/n on her first f1 podium so unbelievably proud of you and in awe of everything you do everyday. i love you 🩷

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user35 OMGGG a whole post for her

user36 screaming this is so so cute

charles_leclerc ❤️❤️

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maxverstappen1 oh

yourusername 🤨?

carlossainz55 this is actually very nice

georgerussell63 ...agree

landonorris 😳

olliebearman no way

yourusername you won them over....

alex_albon FINALLY

user37 scream

user38 hahahaha awww they finally accepted ollie 🙏

user39 obsessed with everything about this omg

user40 I LOVE OLLIEYN

yourusername stop it you'll make me cry!!!! i love you so much i couldn't have done it without you

olliebearman well you could but i appreciate the sentiment 😘

THE END 🧡❤️

[morganpdf]

anyways doesnt every girl just kiss their girl friends and take showers (multiple) with their girl friends (3 of them) who specifically ask them to wash their boobs and also have their long time girl best friend kind walk them thru fingering her as a game? thats a normal thing for every straight cis girl right?

me telling a funny story about things that happened to me growing up and my friends in the call with me just sitting there like. UM. HEY BUDDY?

[thecrystalroom]

U ruined my life and everyone elses, i hate the fact u also changed oliver into a fucking cis girl bcs u thought thatd be great so then u cna relate to him more? atleast pls pls tage ur wokrs as olivia vocaloid, i dont want to see olivia i forgeot u existed until i searched up olikase on youtube, i ignored when u came, then on another app i forgor the name, u came and then tumblr ...i hate u and u probably hate me , so pls fucking tag it properly u du7mb excuse of a human being. u ruined my liofe, i should have never interacted with u, thank god ik better than to interact with people like u now. pls pls just stop posting all to gether bcs of u i get triggered and cry and bcs of ur art randomly showing up when i never evene searcged for it. art is triggering and ur the example of that, olivia x fukase is still olikase btw...just stop shipping the ship alltogether u weird ass kodacon pls, i am asking u

Okay this is actually so outrageous that I couldn’t help but laugh because WHAT.

Like okay, let’s start, I have literally no idea who you are, and to say I ruined your life is so crazy because well, I live by the rule that:

If you cannot stand to see something you don’t like on the internet, that has no relation to you at all, then you are not emotionally mature enough to be on the internet.

You make the point that you don’t want to see Olivia, okay, then block me! Do not, however, tell me what I can and cannot post in my own space.

You are responsible for what you see online. The block button exists for a reason, I am not here to babysit you.

If my art triggers you to the point of crying, that needs to be something you reflect on yourself about. I am not responsible for that, I don’t even know you, so to assume that I “hate” you and to say that I have to stop posting just for your sake is absolutely insane.

I have no obligation to care about you, a harsh truth, I know. But that’s how it is with anyone on the internet. No one is responsible for you except for yourself.

[the-other-soup]

listen anon, im sorry that happened to you, but

1. im sorry you went through that, you absolutely did not deserve that, but you cant blame what happened on every single person that ships taboo fictional things. people like that are like that from the beginning, its not something that arises from fiction, theyre like that from the start. genuinely the proshippers i know are some of the sweetest people ive met. and i know not all of them are great, i know some are disgusting scum of the earth, but there are those people in every group to exist, and im sorry you were treated like that by them. if these things trigger you or make you uncomfortable, please just block it. block tags, block people, mute words, whatever you need to do, but harassing people over it doesnt do anything except hurt the person. because genuine question, do you feel better after telling me to kill myself? cause ive got a feeling you dont, and when you see me responding, youll just resent me more for sticking with how i feel. and if i did kill myself, would it give you any joy knowing you were the reason someone died?

2. ive said before that it wasnt me, and im not comfortable drawing proship content anyway, and if i did i would admit to it bc im not two faced like that. i get that it might sound like im lying bc im shit at words, and like, it sounds like your mind is made up, so idk what else to tell you

3. ive tried to commit twice and survived twice lmao, sorry to tell you but thats enough of a sign to tell me that im sticking around for a lot while longer

[moonlit-jellies]

jealousy jealousy

this was a request for @sheneyney so thank u so much for encouraging my brainrot

so i turned this into headcanons bc big paragraphs trigger enough anxiety in me to kill a bear so ENJOY!!!! its a bit different from the og prompt but those jealousy themes are still. strong

just wanna. smack him around a lil and kiss his face

18+ readers only pls

tags: eric x reader, fluff, MILD allusions to adult content so 18+ only (saying it again minors get out of here), jealousy, eric kinda being shitty to other people (can expand on this in other pieces just say the word)

established relationship:

ok so i know in my heart and soul that eric gets so fucking jealous HOWEVER. this is not standard "oh they're my partner im protective/possessive over" no no no

this guy is completely fine with you sparring with other people, hanging out, going to parties, all that shit does not phase him even someone else flirting with you (to a certain extent) hes just kind of watching with a smirk bc he knows that a) you would kick their ass if they tried something and b) you wouldnt cheat on him. hes too confident to have that as one of his major worries in your relationships

the thing he gets jealous over is when you have to do anything that requires nonviolent touching or other like. one-on-one things like that

see fear sim training

i can imagine like every once in a while all the dauntless members are required to do their fear sims again just to keep their skills up you know?

and he can't administer your sim bc of some kind rule that bc youre dating its not allowed or whatever

and hes just waiting for you to be done absolutely seething that someone else is in there with you when youre in one of the most vulnerable states you could be in

you come out being like oh yeah it sucked but like whatever and hes ready to pounce bc if he doesnt get his hands on you

immediately he'll like. die probably so he doesnt get jealous a lot but when he does its so fucking obvious and honestly kind of funny bc hes just SEETHING

what if it was reversed????

if YOU are jealous of someone being flirty with him he will see that and immediately be so shitty about

some girl is flirting w him and hes like apathetic towards it you sass him later and hes like mmmm dont do that youve got competition (he wouldnt cheat on you) (you know that)

you roll your eyes but grip him a little harder when youre going to sleep that night

pre relationship:

before you starting dating, when he was 1000% crushing on you, he would get jealous over other people sparring with you and shit like that

at first you couldn't understand why this dude would just. death glare at you while you were doing anything one-on-one with another person and you kind of got used to it

(when you start dating you put two and two together and you hold that over his head for MONTHS)

and like. pre-headcanon-character-development, he definitely would have been like an absolute dick to people who asked you out

youd be stood up by people and not understand why not knowing he either threatened or physically hurt them to prevent them from going on that date (not a good thing and he gets . less shitty about it in the future but lets be real in canon hes a shitty guy) (hes hot tho :3)

[goatgutzupon]

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