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i come check ur blog everytime my friends slander shane to my face. its a type of shane palette cleanser. ur the only mf who gets me
Im glad you can feel some sort of sanctuary in my blog bcz shane fans r always going through the fucking trenches in this fandom
#i just went through facebook looking at a page that did not ask for permission posting my art (i gave up) and im reading thru the comments#and most of them r just slandering shane left and right like CAN U GET OUT#i know that old man is stinky!!! now GET OUT OF MY HOUSE 👉🚪#i keep getting shit in reddit too everytime i post shane. this never happens w the other characters 😂#they all complain abt me drawing shane “handsome” like idk how to tell these ppl but can u fuckin imagine if i drew shane more poorly than#everyone else LMFAOOOOOOOOOO#like even if im not a fan of a character i wouldnt draw them intentionally 'ugly' 😭😂 there would always be someone who loved that person#ppl r entitled to their own opinion ofc and we cant stop them for not liking shane but they dont have to rub it in our face either 😭😂#i normally just avoid/ignore ppl who dont like shane (obviously. incredibly normal thing to do.) but shane haters will go to shane fans#and shit right in their front yard and personal spaces lmfaooo 😭😂 good lord#sorry for the yelling in the tags
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every day i have to hold my tongue when m-cd-nnis shippers start sounding like frat guys with the way they talk about dennis' Secret Feelings toward mac. hey man. i don't actually think you get it. i don't think you understand what's going on between them.
#HEY MAN. I DONT THINK DENNIS ~SECRETLY WANTS IT~ AND TJAT ITS GOOD ACTUALLY WHEN HE ASSAULTS HIM. CAN YOU BE NORMAL.#ada speaks#guyssss dennis is just secretly gayyyy its fiiiine mac is making him come to terms with itttt#he actually really wants all this despite his verbal protests you guysssss#fuck taking him at his word obviously dennis doesn't know what he wants !!!#like my brother in christ. when dennis says. It's Never Gonna Happen. Not Willingly.#he means it. the willingly part IS the important part#when dennis HAS a choice and when mac is not actively REMOVING that choice#THEN he is like. fine with it#but you people don't seem to understand what it is that mac is doing that dennis is opposed to#is it rlly that hard to understand that mac putting dennis into these situations like in ddl and gets romantic is intentional on mac's part#dennis' issue is. Always. he doesn't like being TRAPPED. key word.#this is why he resists time and time again not just with mac but with everything else he fights against#he doesnt like being out of control. he doesn't like being controlled. its not even that he wants to be the one in control#it's for protection#so when mac traps him. intentionally. in a way that is premeditated. when he knows he cant trust mac#why in gods name would he WILLINGLY consent to literally anything#like you look at the implication and the obvious parallels there#where he is recreating how he was made to feel#and its specifically about being trapped. PHYSICALLY in this sense#and you look at the fucking scripts and you see how many goddamn times the word TRAPPED is used#[GESTURES BROADLY]#like for the last time. dennis is not resistant to mac bc he has these latent desires he is in denial about.#he's resistant to mac because he doesn't trust him and doesn't want to be assaulted.#its about power. but consistently we see that dennis Doesnt Want Real Power he just wants enough to protect himself#like for fucks sake. yes. if dennis consents then obviously he's going to be fine with it#the problem is that mac doesn't care enough to get consent#and very specifically circumvents it instead. den isn't like. overreacting. he's right djskdjfkkf
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please tell me people are joking when they say sonic prime is queerbaiting with sonic and shadow. that is not whats going on here please be serious you guys just see sonic and shadow interact in any way and become unable to turn your shipping brains off
#and even if it is a joke its still kinda annoying because people get the definition wrong all the time and this sort of thing isnt helping#queerbaiting is when they On Purpose hint at characters being gay just to appeal to gay viewers with no intention of making it official#NOT ''these characters read as gay to me but thats not what the writers were actually going for''#NOT ''my favorite ship didnt become canon''#(whatever happened to just liking a ship without expecting for it to become canon anyway)#you can think sonic and shadow are gay if you want to i literally do not care#unlike most other sonic and shadow interactions i can definitely see why people think some of their scenes in sonic prime are gay#but i highly doubt the writers were intentionally trying to hint that theyre in love like . come on.#nothing they do is inherently romantic whatsoever some of the sonic and shadow moments that get labelled as gay#are things sonic does with his other friends too and people dont freak out nearly as much in those cases#why is it always the so/nadow obsessed people who are annoying about this stuff#like sonic and knuckles are gay as hell but i never see people accuse sega of queerbaiting with them
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I'm gonna have to work on my final project non stop for like a month straight bc I procrastinated on it too much fuck my stupid baka life
#.txt#also I have to do a movie pitch for it bitch it's an amv with intentionally one dimensional characters 😭 tf do I even say about it#at least the characters are like. knockoff jaime and tommen so its almost like im drawing asoiaf fanart#unfortunately I've come to hate them. the knockoffs I mean#I wanna change the designs a bit so they dont resemble my blorbos as much. i think im gonna give the kid darker hair#ok well discount jaime just looks like him with 2 hands and a blue cape 💀and I cant change him atp#my worst mistake was giving him like. a solid metal skirt armor thing bc its a pain in the ass to animate#at the start of the year I had the most work done out of everyone how did this happen#its bc they started nitpicking the story and I kinda lost motivation to work on it lke this shit is stupid. and cringe#by they I mean the extra screenwriting teachers we had a couple lessons with which like. this is an animation course not a writing course#I'd get it if it was like. a full time school but we have 2 3 hour classes a week we dont have time for this shit man#ig my mistake was that my idea didn't start from the story it started from the song I wanted to make a cool music video for it#its not that the story is nonsensical or anything its just a very basic fairytale esque thing nothing groundbreaking#'but you're not SAYING anything with this' I'm not trying to omg just let me make my little amv :(#does everything need a plot twist or to subvert expectations is it not enough that it looks cool#there's a couple people who are worse off than me in terms of how much they've done but also theres a couple that are nearly done#looking at them like god I wish that were me.....#and also I think I accidentally overwrote a shot I worked on for 3 hours. killing myself#maybe I can restore a previous version but its on the school computer and the school is closed for a week so im not gonna know until then
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I've been thinking and. Should I just. Merge my blogs and put everything here. Cause at first I made seperate blogs because I didn't want to bombard everyone with nonsense every couple of months about some new characters I found so I kept making seperate blogs especially cause I didn't anticipate it happening again and again but now I'm like. Should I just stick everything under this blog. Or at the very least cut it down to two blogs where I have this one and the second one can just be for my every couple of monthly nonsense where I spew about whatever I found.
#truthfully I normally dont go througg this much new media this often anyway.#Night at The Museum and Lone Ranger came from accidentals. NaTM was from me wanting to get more dialog from Lightning’s-#-voice actor and accidentally getting attachtched to other characters and Lone Ranger was because I saw it on the-#-Disney Infinity game which I got to play Cars on there and got curious and then got doubley curious because-#-I realized that Jackson's voice actor was the lead role and then watched it and again accidentally got attached.#Stanley Parable was one of those things I do where I know there are characters from a media that I will catch feelings for-#-and so I purposely put off watching that media until I'm in the moment where I want to/can deal with it. My brother just-#-happened to decide to get me a game off of my Steam wishlist for my birthday and so that came out of the blue.#And that has all been within just this one year. Which is unusual for me. It's normally at a maximum every-#-six months or so I may find something but this has been. Something else.#And I got another thing that I am watching now that I have held off for around 5-6 years for several reasons.#One of them being I knew I would catch feelings for the two leads so I just avoided it and stuffed it under my bed.#But I have noticed that the rush of new things breaks my emotional blockage dam because the feelings and yapping-#-just must burst and. Having that uhm...overload? I suppose? I dont know what to call it- but having that surge-#-of good bouncy positive kicking my feet feelings helps a lot with depressive-like episodes and so-#-sometimes I will intentionally pick up a new media if I am getting thrown through a bit of a loop.#I just. wauurugugh. aurgh. I cant tell if I am overthinking all of this or not. Because I feel a bit..funny already having such an-#-F/O list. I feel even more funny if I can't even keep it contained to one media and really have just a bucket list of characters-#-that I end up liking cause I keep picking ones up. And truthfully it *technically* doesnt entirely end there because there-#-are still some past F/Os that I think i feel iffy about sharing but it feels nonsensical to add them.#I just. dont know if people really care as much as I think they do about me getting silly burst over new characters.#I actually had a friend who used to get excited whenever it happened they were entertained by me losing my marbles.#hmmmm.....#but I have been considering just merging all my nonsense just to here. I'd consider doing a poll for it-#-if it wasn't for a maximum of two people that will answer. maybe I'll do it anyway for the sake of anonymity.#Maybe I am thinking too hard about this and it is simply just a shrug of the shoulders. I dont know.#I mean I suppose I always have anon asks on. Anyone could speak their mind there and I'd geniunely be non the wiser.#oh my goodness I went to add the selfshipping tags and I couldnt because I reached the maximum tags.#I knew I would do it one day. here it is. hello world. wow.
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Okay, because I'm allowed to be a little weird about puppets and dolls on here, I need to share the new crochet(/knitting was optional) stitch markers I just got in the mail, because I am SO FUCKING STOKED TO USE THEM. (Only had a knitting WIP to model them with, I haven't started a new crochet project yet.)
THE EYES DO THE DOLL BLINK THING!! SO COOL! And teeth are just so #aes (I'm always gonna be thinking about like collecting teeth in the Alice: Madness Returns video game I was obsessed with. [Maybe I can paint them gold, even? Just an idea.])
This seller has so many whimsical fiber art related things (along with really gorgeous yarn I'm lookin' at). Like two years ago, I bought a facehugger cupcake stitch marker from them (along with slasher movie knife stitch markers!) Where in the world else are you gonna get creepycute unique items like these for all your yarn craft needs?!
Seriously, these are so freaking fun, I love them SO much. I definitely recommend the seller SillySheepDesigns on Etsy if you're a fiber art person.
https://www.etsy.com/shop/SillySheepDesigns?ref=yr_purchases
I'm not paid to say this, I'm just SO excited about having my weirdness needs met.
#just fyi the eyes were sold single but the teeth were a pair! the cupcake was still for sale last i checked!#knitting#crochet#fiber art#yarn crafts#stitch marker#stitch markers#creepycute#creepy cute#dolls#teeth#sillysheepdesigns#facehugger#eyes#weirdcore#lmao idk what to even tag im just so excited man#Cori.exe#Image.exe#review#also pls ignore my knitting wip its a weird experiment and im fully aware of the loose floats. theyre intentionally loose lol#im gonna have to make some magic happen with the floats before i seal them inside the project#also gonna do some sewing on this too. point is. the floats are not going to be interacted with once its finished#im probably making this complicated but i desperately did NOT want to work with bobbins for my first time doing circular knitting#(actually loom and sock knitting probably counts as circular. i havent done circular on cable needles before this is what i mean)#and there was no pattern so I had to make it up as i go lol but im confident i can make it work#if i started over id probably stagger the floats so i dont get the vertical lines in the white#but it took me too many tries to start this in the beginning so im gonna commit to what i have going#anyway#teef#teefies
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me when running away from everyone makes me end up all alone:
#i dont have any irl friends anymore theyre all gone with my old discord and its been too long to go back#i lost myself over the summer in ways i can never explain.. i dont know where i am if im being honest#drinking is worsening it all#i feel so insane.. genuinely.. i cant stop getting into my own head and letting it all happen#its just me and teddy#im too scared to leave the house for longer than a few hours anymore#i cant handle people looking at .e#me. i cant handle talking. i cant handle daily tasks of anything. even these days moving feels too hard#i keep finding myself face down floating in the river#and when i turn my body over#my face isnt rotten#it isnt bloated at all.#... its just me and i look young and like i died two minutes ago#then i snap out and im making dinner#and im someone else. somewhere else forever#im so alone but id rather it right now. no one knows how bad it is. intentionally. i never tell anyone#because what would they do?#the only thing i ever learned was to run away and hide. i cant stop thinking i need to keep doing it#i just want everyone to be rid of me so i keep running and running and running
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>be me
>follow someone on twitter
>stupid idiot baby drama happens
>person i'm following says they aren't going to get involved or talk about it
>they literally never stop vagueposting about it
mfw
#scary crane greentext#not fandom#although this is kind of specifically about sft.wt (not sure if anyone posts about that here ever)#''LOL SOME OF U WHO ARE ADULTS NEED TO GET A JOB THIS IS CRAZY'' you do realize that also means you right.#like half this mfer's posts after i followed them have just been complaining about the fandom#like. BITCH. DONT ENGAGE WITH THEM!!#you arent obligated to make a statement about every single thing that happens in your fandom#idgaf if youre popular or whatever. you're not world leaders or politicians. you're yaoi fanartists#stop intentionally making yourself upset by putting unnecessary amounts of pressure on yourself this way#because i think 99.9% of the bad things in the fandom yr obsessed with are either things that arent even there or things every fandom has#i swear some of these people act like they've never been in a fandom before
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Why is it when I have a big task to complete that should take days to do, I procrastinate the hell out of it when I have plenty of time but when it comes down to the absolute last minute, I can do a couple of days work in a couple of hours? What the fuck is wrong with me? Why couldn't I do it casually over a couple of days but can do it in matter of hours?
#ace is a mess#Tag talk#personal#i started to organising/clearing out my room at my parent's four days ago did half of one aspect of it did the other half of it two days#later then did nothing else and yet today ive done pretty much everything else that shouldve taken days in 3 hours? wtf#im losing my room when i go back to uni its being repurposed for someone else and so i needed to actually all of the sht i havent organised#since we moved in in 2018 then made even more disorganised when i moved to uni in 2020 i havent organised ANYTHING the entire time weve bee#here because i was supposed to be getting different furniture and then that just never happened and then im rarely here and just end up l#living out of my suitcase and between switching out cold weather and hot weather clothing over breaks its just become more chaotic and has#been too big of a job for me to even contemplate tackling and now im leaving tomorrow and i have literally choice and have done 5 years wor#in a couple of hours like why? why do i intentionally stress myself out like this? why cant i make decisions if im not at peak stress level#why dont i have any motivation unless im literally feeling ill with stress? why do i work like this?#also yes i know its ridiculous ive been living like this sincee sept 2018 but consider most of the problem was closed inside drawers and#therefore i couldnt see it so it didnt exist. that and im not here much i guess
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yk ive never really had a full blown breakup but god does it hurt to not know the relationship status until you both just dont ever talk anymore and just slowly drift apart until theyre just a memory
#hmm how many times has this happened#4 times?#why do people with a names always break my heart?#cuz 3/4 had a names#note to self: never fall in love again#god i wish it was that easy#like why is it always like this???#like whenever im asked my relationship status i genuinely dont know whatsoever and 'its complicated' doesnt even begin to describe it#so i usually just make a joke like haha im fucking ur mom#can people stop intentionally/unintentionally breaking my heart and then throwing it in a paper shredder#one time i had this guy ask me out and i said sure! i was so excited and then ykw he did? he fucking disappeared of the face of the earth#like he wasnt even at school after that#like i never saw him again#why is that a reoccurring theme???#im just realizing the insane ammount of people who have left me#welp!#it is what it is
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also why its so funny when ppl will watch promare and be like well i wanted them to kiss more so i guess it baited me like they have every type of confirmation twitter ppl expect makes characters ‘really gay’ and ur still in disbelief abt it.. like what r they supposed to do fuck on screen
#GENUINELY I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THEYRE SUPPOSED TO DO AT THIS POINT.#LIKE I THINKUR JUST STUPID AND INTENTIONALLY WANT TO BELIEVE ZERO GAY PPL EXIST IN MOVIES EVER#like thati even am still making posts abt this years later. like youd think ppl would decide what the Real Confirmation that Counts is#bcuz every time trigger responds theyre like 'well not that tho i want smth else' LIKE DUDE. JUST GO WATCH A DIFFERENT FUCKING MOVIE?#GO WATCH A NETFLIX ORIGINAL I DONT KNOW#accept u didnt get what u wanted out of this and go watch smth else. this Happens with movies#promare
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Hey.
Had a fun lil crash, but… better, ig.
I should've tried to talk internally instead of expecting others (irl/externally) to be able to help when I don't even know what kind of help I need :<
…🦊 came by and helped me out... Specifically, he went out of his way to type stuff out (Ellipsus) so we could talk. Long-haired look instead of the typical way they're drawn, if u wanna know, but that's just a little extra detail.
I apologized to her again about… everything, ig :< I was stupid, I forgot that we're supposed to work together and that I should be able to ask the others for help 😞 He forgave me, and in their own way shared that she understands that I go through a lot. A hell of a lot.
So… I guess things are kinda ok now. He even tried a joke, in his own way (which usually when they joke or anything, it kinda comes off sarcastic or rude in some way. But I know they meant to be lighthearted about it.)
It makes me… kinda sad, ig, that I'm the main one who does all this talking. Or ig is the one who needs it this much. I still regret not talking to anyone internally of my own volition at first.
Glad 🦊 was here, ig… Not that I hate em. I actually think we haven't... really had much of a relationship? We're usually close, in a sense, but I think that's more of a... trauma, trigger thingy, for why we might front close together. I don't know if anyone remembers how our relationship would've been before, I just feel like she might've hated me at some point? But I don't have any memory of past interactions, nor of their side of it. I don't know if they remember, either.
I'm glad they were there for me, atleast.
#sepiasys.txt#sepiasys.priv#I still need a name; because the one we use for me? It always feels like a placeholder. If I'm not the one writing or if it's third person;#I never have a name? I don't know if I would like the placeholder. I don't know if I wanted this other name at some point or if that was#someone else. 🦊 actually joked about how I need a name! Like; an actual joke ^^ Well… more *teasing* than anything; but still#Some other notes I know were floating or discarded thoughts -> we tend to do one-on-one conversations; taking turns. It's the most effective#I don't know if we could handle a free-for-all type of conversation; or ig trying to identify ourselves and get a thought out fully that way#That's kinda what the notepad is for; though. Because we don't need to identify but we can sorta feel who it is or if it changes?#But yeah; one-on-one is the most effective even though we wish we could have talks with more than two. But it's fine for now…#I… remember someone wanted to use Ellipsus to talk to 👑; I don't think they did though? …idk. There was a small dark blobby mass thingy that#🦊 grabbed out of the air; it was inserting correction thoughts sorta? Reminders? He threw it out into the distance#Dont worry; it was a weird floaty blob; keyword floaty. It's probably fine; whatever it is.#They hugged me btw. Which I know felt awkward for them; even internally. That was somewhat intentionally reflecting how they've hugged B irl#I appreciate it; though. She… definitely deserves that protector role. Though they definitely can come off as a persecutor; so ig they fit#the whole 'misguided protector' thing. We're all just trying our best 😓#I know we're supposed to eventually be able to trust people irl. but it's hard… and they hurt us. Atleast if we hurt ourselves; it's easier#for us to fix things. I'm trying really hard not to act/sound avoidant towards real people ^^;;;#We just… need to get used to relying solely on ourselves again; to an extent 😅 Need to be able to talk to ourselves and omg no 🌼 please why#I'm uh. mostly sure that 🌼 is here now. (I think it's partially because I thought about how they're the one who handles irl people usually)#AGH ok I'm just ending it here because this- no. I. It's making it rlly hard to focus @_@ SHIT WHAT WAS I WRITING#OKAY I'M GONNA END THIS HERE o_o;;; ^^;; Yeah I can't remember what all was being written *Oops!* ^^;#Uhhh congrats 🦊 and 🪶? <:3 Yeah because that's pretty cool :3 I have a general idea of what happened; yippee!! ^^ Proud of y'all‼️
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idc if ppl think im problematic i just want it to be for the actual real reasons i am
#like... im kinda aggressive and might attack if provoked... i intentionally exude a threatening presence and personality to#scare ppl away but also bc i will actually try to fuck you up if you fuck with me too much. i also struggle with not knowing#how to handle my cat yelling besides yelling at him which reinforces him but it doesnt matter bc he does it anyways even#if i stubbornly ignore him so idfk what to do i think he just think thats the normal way to talk atp and it driveS ME INSANE BECAUSE#HE IS MOEWS ARE SO LOUD AND SOUND LIKE A FUCKING BABY CRYING WHICH TRIGGERS A PRIMAL PARENTAL THING IN#ME AND HES MANIPULATING THAT TO GET MY ATTENTION FOR SHIT HE DOESNT NEED HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#LIke. im problematic in some ways. no im not as problematic as you might think but like. i still recognize i got a lot of shit to work on#over here yaknow. its shit i think about all the time and keep trying to figure out what i can do about.#which is also why i dont need ppl riding on my ass about shit that i already know better about#i honestly think yall think me being inflammatory online makes me a bad person... idk. and i dont really think im all that controversial#or inflammatory in what i say but anyone being that in any capacity in your opinion makes them Bad for some reason?? idrk.#im trying to figure it out. like you either just have to believe any lie someone tells about me or you just hate how annoying i am to you#on the internet. something you can easily avoid by blocking me.#also the things i say online... dont necessarily directly translate to offline? im not really like this irl... im definitely a lot more#aggressive online than i am off...#offline i try to keep things calm and gentle and i try to be considerate and nice to those around me. ig i dont feel like tumblr#has earned that side of me yet 🤷#i literally have an idyllic ass garden and essentially green house ok. i dont talk about the happenings of my daily life on here#much bc i worry talking about it on here will taint it somehow.#maybe im too superstitious. maybe im worried about being stalked. maybe its a combo of many things but theres certain info#i dont trust with certain types of people and if tumblr was a person i would not trust that person with that info.#the friend to get drunk with not to watch your cats and house while you're out of town. etc.#ill vent about my trauma but i dont want you... in my life... Like That lmao. we just go to the same bar...
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I should be in bed BUUUT for some reason I could not get it out of my mind about how casshern sins and big o do plot structure somewhat similarly SOOO I jotted down a compare and contrast sheet rather then a huge graph: (differences got cut off cause I’m on my phone but also yapped a ton 💀)
Also I’m very aware I could’ve also just copied n paste this but look at how fucking long these are I don’t know if anyone gonna read these but I’m putting them here cause on Twitter I know people would misinterpret this as I’m saying one better then the other when for that last part I’m just giving a honest critic on big o but I still love it
#meg text#casshern sins#the big o#analysis#this feel like a apples to orange comparison but yeah no breaking it down for 20+ ep long shows their very similar#even if big o longer by two eps it and sins basically follow crucial points in setting up being slowburns#but to me sins feels like more plot progression even in the first half is happening since so much is established#where as big o sprinkles it in way less in the first half intentionally so the twist last works but throws you for a loop#(also I’m aware production changes happen with big o but- I feel the ending was always going to happen)#it could’ve just worked out better if the show got to be made in its intended way but I still think it serves its purpose#it’s worlds biggest mecha mind fuck ending if nothing else! Dont @ me#also this be a great comparison video idea yet I feel if it was a video that leave me up to be targeted sooo#also if this is messy as is I don’t wanna know how it would be if I converted it into a script#also yes I left this as spoiler free as possible#I might do more of these if I notice more parallels but even with the 12-13 ep shows there aren’t much similarities#how they are structured is similar but also depends on how the fuck writers use their limited amount of episodes really
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Vent
#my sistet is being annoying AGAIN it happens everytime she needs to take her frustration out#thank God i dont live with her but also i wish we could be healthy enough to be cute n live together#but inbetween the good sparks shes just so fucking annoying and i love her with my life#but shes all mrs perfect n judges anyone whos not like her#shes not intentionally mean but like ughhhh its snooty and hard headed#she doesnt do it just to me thats how i know its real#shes has valid scares about her health and shes always goigling stuff which makes the anxiety worse#and when my sister has anxiety she takes it out on everyone else and its not fair#im not her fucking employee.#she has no respect for me what so ever and i lost mine for her#i love her to death but i dont look up to her like shes the perfect version of me anymore#were best friends and thats why we fight but she literally never feels the pain i do cus she lives in a world where its impossible for her t#to be wrong#im very tired and might leave tonight even if the water isnt on back at home#wish i could be my sisters equal and live happily in a house with her cus i love my big sissy#but thats just anothet dream i have to grieve over......#fuck life just honestly really sucks :')
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this is petty n most likely an issue of ive just been exposed to entirely different shit but those posts about how people complaining about redemption arcs is bad bc its important message that people can change is just completely ignoring why people are actually complaining cause the big two examples i can think of for why people complain about redemptions are 1. the redemption is poorly written n ignores and/or retcons the previous seriousness of their wrongdoings just because the writer(s) want them to be good now n its kind of hard to do that if (for example) we take the lives they intentionally n mercilessly killed into account and 2. this character is an abuser but instead of taking accountability n bare minimum apologizing n letting their victim(s) choose whether they wish to still have them in their life the writer(s) choose a narrative where the abuser doesnt really have to change as a person they just dont abuse anyone anymore n the framing is weirdly unsympathetic to their victim(s)
#bonk.txt#annoys me even more bc of it using the good place as an example bc THE GOOD PLACE HAVE AN ABUSER WHO BECOMES A BETTER PERSON#AND IS SYMPATHETIC TO HER VICTIM FOR BEING HURT N UPSET THAT HER MOM WAS CAPABLE OF CHANGE BUT DIDNT CHANGE FOR HER#its not the concept of someone improving n growing as a person as a person that people dislike they dislike bad inconsistent writing#n (intentional or not) narratives of abuse victims having to forgive their abuser and or ignore the harm done to them!!#the elements of ''its kind of facist to not forgive people'' and ''i was kind of a shit person so its important for me to see characters#who are also kind of shit change as people'' also suck#first thing it is an actual issue that people are unforgiving n ignore how someone's changed to go after them for shit that is years old#but as already stated thats not the usual reason people complain about this shit n it feels disingenuous to bring that up#cause people thought a show you liked is badly written when that tactic is usually used to target minorities n silence them for disagreeing#with someone or being mildly annoying#usually they didn't even do anything to warrant this response n the shit being dug up to vilify them is like a nonissue twisted into harm#second thing is like ur probably perceiving urself as worse than you are you definitely never killed anyone n you most likely havent#intentionally cultivated a situation where u can get away with multiple people with no consequences ur at worst probably just an asshole#n its a weird overreaction to reach for these kinds of characters when theres more out there that resemble#ur situation n the growth u experience as a person that as a bonus are also probably better written#this is just like straight up brain vomit i i need to go back to bed n also im probably mixing posts in my head but hhh#people dont like bad writing it is mostly that simply n when its not for either of the proper reasons ive stated#then its usually related to some kind of bigotry n holding minorities to a higher standard than they would if it was just some white guy#which is still an actual issue but again unrelated to people disliking that we're capable of change#i complain about it a lot whenever a character is widely hated for at best things they'd forgive their (canonically cishet male) blorbo for#n at worst genuinely nothing just bc the character happens to be nonwhite/a woman/a kid/traumatized/not whatever's considered#to be ''palatable'' but thats a separate issue n not even the point the posts im complaining about are trying to make#the second example (in the actual post ive written n not in the tags) is probably like too specific#n also i havent like touched the thing im vaguing there in years n its how the situation was when it was last touched upon when i still#somewhat kept up to it but whatever the gist is still there even if its not one to one
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