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old drawings i found and enjoyed while looking for something else
#a doodley#i dont know what happened. some of these are from so little ago and i cant do em anymore#i used to take full color full body couple comms now i cant even draw oc self ship interactions anymore.#granted the comms werent that good either but ykwim i cant even do it for leisure anymore#and its also so weird when i look at my old stuff that i always have like. non linear improvement. it rises and falls all the time#thats not good! why cant i Keep what i learn! and why does Learning make my art worse when im trying to make it better....#its crazy seeing how well i could draw faces (sometimes) before i started studying faces. now they rarely look as good.#alas. once again i feel im the result of a non artist forcing their way to it ykwim#an equivalent of a land mammal trying to live underwater
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Hmmmmmm well since Fungus's drugged I think my craving for chaos is temporarily subdued.............
I empty the box of catnip and fill it with soft stuffing for when you go back to the box
Also here's some treats while SillyAnon is patting you :D
[ sorry rp format change !! </3 ]
red eventually jumps out of silly anon's grasp ( after, quite the dramatic refusal !! flailing their little paws and hissing did nothing to his dismay, except create the most dramatic tantrum xe's ever had, cat or not )
he lands back onto the desktop floor, to finally reunite with her beloved box of catnip, the very kind they were parted with against their will !! (the cruelty !! the horror !! )
although, when red glanced upwards, it was....empty ??
no, not empty.... something else...?
but, ze couldn't see it from where they were, thanks to becoming ( even more ) shorter in addition to their newfound cat self
despite being a cat, red was still reckless and curious at their core, ( and, hopefully curiosity wouldnt kill them here ! ) so, before they could possibly regret acting on their impulsiveness, on what could truly just be an empty box...
red slowly shifted back..... bracing to lunge forward....
and then suddenly !!
huh...?
red opened their eyes to find xemself engulfed in a soft, pillowy like stuffing in the box
they didnt know what they were expecting, but this...? it was a pleasant, and rather comfortable surprise !!
she lightly stretched zeir paws, briefly kneading into the soft cushion to make himself comfortable, and then eventually layed down, tucking their paws under themselves, as xe closed his eyes, purring in pure relaxation & bliss
red doesn't know exactly how, or when their catnip was replaced by this cloud-like cushion
was it the lighter blue stick figure who snatched them upwards, coddling him ?? or the floating hands attempting to feed him during his dramatic spectacle of annoyance ??
honestly ? red didn't care for the answer to that right now
its most definitely a side effect from the catnip stopping them from their existential crisis, however, if these random stickfigures and floating hands were doing such kindness, such as this....
maybe they arent worth questioning further, anyways ...?
all red cared about in this moment, was to rest in comfort
and resting in comfort is, indeed, what they were doing right now
#[ ooc tags start ]#[ ooc : DONT MIND THE RP FORMAT CHANGE#i didn't feel like drawing anymore tonight but i wanted to still try to get asks done </3 ]#[ also im not a writer or anything of the sorts so pleasee dont judge thaaat !!! i haven't written anything in years#so pretty please ignore any mistakes or whatnot aughhh </3 ]#[ hii these tags are from me actually finishing writing HOPEFULLY THIS ISNT TOO LONG :'D#again its like 3am for me rn so ignore any mistakes or weird pacing or anything elsee </3 ]#[ red speaks ]#[ red answers ]#[ multimix101 ]#[ reds cat potion saga ]#alan becker#animation vs tumblr#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#avm red#red avm
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Heya. Bit of an announcement incoming.
In recent weeks, I've done a lot of introspection and a acquired a newer understanding of myself that continues even now, but it led me to a conclusion that hurt to realize and yet is sort of freeing for me.
I've had the same main fursona/mascot for eight years now!! That's a really long time to stick with a character, and I did so for a reason. I think they're my longest-lived fursona that has been in active rotation the whole time and got drawn often. I love them to bits. I will never stop loving them to bits. They helped me with a lot and for a very long time they felt the most me that a character could be. I could not think of a design that was more me through it all.
However, about a year or two ago I've been struggling with my sense of self in personal ways I won't get too into. And ever since starting HRT especially, I've learned a lot.
Now when I look at them, I don't really see myself as clearly. Now when people call me Rainy, I don't really feel like they're addressing me. It doesn't fit how I see myself anymore or who I know myself to be right now. I decided just over a week ago that there was a reason for it, and that maybe it's time to put them in the background. I have little desire to draw them as often anymore, and I feel kind of sad when I try.
Fittingly, today marks exactly 8 years since I posted their initial design. This is entirely a coincidence in that I only realized it would be coming up last week. That honestly made me sadder, but felt even more like a sign of some sort.
I made a little slideshow of most of the art I posted of them to a song that means a lot to me as a sort of 'parting' gift, if you want to see them over the years. Bit of a rapid image warning as some of them go by fairly fast, but no intense strobes or effects were added.
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I am not getting rid of them, and I am not even saying they're being completely left behind. I think the way I see them right now is as a secondary fursona, so if anything they're more just joining the ranks of the other characters I don't draw as consistently but still love and keep around.
I'm just being dramatic about it because it feels like a major change for me, but I am also excited to see what happens next.
sorry
#apologies if this post makes anyone sad but honestly nobody's sadder about this than me#i legit cried when i realized i was done with them#and i cried again making the little video#i was gonna try to get a fursuit of them one day! i wanted plushies of them! but now im like. actually i dont know#and its so weird to think that way but if i force it ill start to resent them#i mean maybe id still have a plushie of them at least#but i just dont want to Be Them as much anymore#im taking the new year new me thing way too literally this 2025#i was going to keep trying to revamp them into feeling like me again but i realized they never can#the name isnt me. their cuteness isnt me#i cant seem to rough them up enough to be how i feel right now...i got close but it still just didnt work#anyway i hope youll like New Character when you see Character but if not thats ok#i like Character very much and have been drawing Character all the time#and thats a good sign that a sona design has struck a chord with me again#long post#rainy rambles#Youtube
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im having ~troubles~ ironing out the dialogue and plot progression in the homumiko comic i want to make but i used this panel for coloring practice and it turned out really quite cute!! ^_^
#homumiko#hmmk#my art#im trying to let the panels be a lil messy so i dont suffer what i call Style Drift#where i spend so long trying to make a set of matching drawings look good that the features of my natural style start shifting-#- and then i cant replicate the style from the start anymore#so hopefully that does not happen!!#im prolly not going to really buckle down om this comic until i both finish and take notes on both games AND come back from church camp#again. because style drift#neways!! men.
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-a misery's commentary on why they love and hate acceptance. there are so many like them. you cant help but have a fondness for them all. wet and pathetic little guys. they remind them of themself.
^^^excerpt from doc of story im making(kinda)
((sorry i saw a picture of [character im love] and felt a fondness so strong and a sadness so deep because. ive been into [game i like] for some time now without changing. i should really let it go now. i dont even obsess over it. i should let it go.))
^^^musing underneath excerpt explaining how those words came to be.
#no i wont copy the commentary im not that open#im actually not quite going thru it this time i just started thinking of this again while my mind kept wandering today#does that count? maybe ive gotten used to it?#anyway ive been telling myself to let it go for sometime now but its kinda hard#its //my// thing you know? i dont think i have much else#its like “what thing can we get them that will instantly perk them up?”#“oh right that game that they keep talking about will do the trick”#if i take that away from myself what do i have left? i dont draw anymore. i dont play games anymore. i dont read anymore. i dont go outside#what do i even spend my time doing??#...working..?#that doesnt count i dont like my job!!#alas. anyway just some things i think about. i try not to think too hard tho
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aagh this sucks
#every time ive asked for reassurance from someone lately i havent gotten much in the way of comfort.#just one or two stock phrases telling me not to worry and nothing about asking me about my feelings#like you know what? looking back on it#im kind of drawing the short end of the stick!!#the only time ive ever truly liked someone and didnt rush into a relationship bc of infatuation#and that backfired becajse i was taking it too slow so like. how do you do this lmao#bc i was trying to do it right this time so i dont seem like a crazy ex ultimately#but i really think bc of how long it takes for me to actually start liking someone enough to want to be in a relationship#combined with the worse and worse depressive episodes ive been having that leaves me distant and constantly having to patch friendships up#and just not being able to mask all that much anymore#kind of dont think im gonna be able to get into any relationship till im like 40 if i survive that long#sorry to pour all this out on tumblr#trying to organize my thoughts so i dont have a breakdown in my dads car#my depression is really rhe most debilitating thing of everything i have because it leaves me unable tk do anything for others and#forces others to center whatever rverything else around me bc its always fucking all about me#and i KNOW how exhausting that can be to others#and ckmbine it with my fucking 'i am uncomfortable when we are not about me?' personality trait. how do i make friends like that again
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Bro once I get my adhd meds it's going to be so over I'm going to read sekai and bndori stories and actually be able to focus on them I'll be unstoppable (in theory)
#rat rambles#band posting#sekai posting#thats assuming I actually get them this time lol#but I am excited because dear god has my adhd been kicking my ass so hard#like dude I forgot how much I just cannot do things or focus on shit its insane#I rly rly hope they work I cannot take this anymore Im tired of being unable to just do shit#I do worry that itll be kinda uncomfortable for me since I rly dont like my brain being quiet but Im willing to take the risk#like I rly do need this I think. I cant get too attached to my symptoms yknow#like the amount of my problems thatd be fixed if I could just sit down and do the work I need to do#like bro what if I could actually get a job or smth#I'm getting ahead of myself ofc but still point stands that if I could find smth that actually works thatd be huge#chances are tho that being able to focus better will just make me read more ds quotes lol#bro Im just gonna sit there and actually write that wendy essay instead of doing my homework dndhfbd#even if that sort of thing happens tho itd still be way better than this#like Im sure yall have noticed but Ive been genuinely struggling to work on Anything lately#Ive just been playing videogames and listening to music I havent even been able to post abt the things I love as much#and its not like I dont want to create stuff I just have been so unable to actually get myself to start and finish shit#like anytime I try to sit down and draw it just. slips away and Im left just sitting there with my drawing music playing#and then I boot up miitopia again lol#this is the first time in a while that Ive felt like genuinely hopeful abt smth like this could genuinely be life changing if it works#I just want to be able to do shit for once in my life I want to be able to read things again I want to be able to draw again I want to feel#like I have any amount of control over my brain for once in my god damn life like plsssss lemme get these meds for realsies this time#if I dont get them Ill cry </3#dude idk how it's only rly sunk in recently that this shit isnt just a passive part of my life but like symptoms and shit#like idk ig I always was just trying to survive the day so I never rly challenged the idea#but like it doesnt need to be like this! theres options! god damn Im dumb dmfndjdb#maybe thisll make it easier to do other shit too even like taking walks and shit#maybe thats a stretch but I can dream because god damn I haven't been able to do Anything for years and years now#like genuinely I just want to feel like I can make real decisions abt my life for once even in the small ways
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#uggh#i have the need to pick up a random skill again#i mean ive been trying to get into digital art for ages but i dont know where to start since i cant even draw#im too impatient to learn anything anymore#its killing me#aaa!aaaaa!
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The big "Big Salmon Wood™" animatic thing!
finished this really rough looking blob slideshow from before LOL <- look here if you want to see from what state i had to polish it (✿^‿^).......
audio origin: docm77 hermitcraft s.10, ep.5 from 4:00 to 8:30 (heavily cut here)
here I'll describe what steps were made in order to birth this:
• watch a new VintageBeef's video at night and laugh the butt off
• decide to animate it because its really funny
• try to choose from which POV to take audio from
• decide to choose Doc's because he had silly music and he doesn't cut that much
• download audio file using a NewPipe feature
• edit and cut the audio in Flipaclip
• put FPS to 1
• draw blobs, indicate placement and expressions
• render the file and upload it to tumblr to see if its a funny concept
• forget about it (have in the back of your mind but being kinda avoidant)
• start drafting a more anatomy accurate version, still on 1 FPS
• go crazy bc they look so off
• go normal bc its just a draft
• finish the draft and be proudd
• forget to polish it (and be avoidant again)
• summer 2024 will end in 2 weeks, try to speedrun the polish before final year in uni starts
• fail to do so, lose motivation
• pick it up on boring classes
• be tired from new job
• have a free friday to finish it in 3 hours
• delete double frames, transfer all frames to Alight Motion to tweak timings
• unbox the zip file and have all frames be shown in random order in editing app's gallery (i have hate in my heart)
• solve a jigsaw puzzle of trying to find when each frame goes after another
• be proud you tweaked it all!
• find out you put the editing file into a wrong aspect ratio instead of 16:9
• cuss everyone around, including an open background video
• render the wrong ratio, open a new correct file and scale the rendered video to fit in, render THIS file
• upload it on tunblr, profit👍🏼
favourite frames:
i dont want to tweak it all anymore, faces or hair or expressions, im done, if i dont care about it then no one care 😤 you get what you get
#i want to upload it to youtube with all of the compilations ive done and unfinished animatics and stuff#someday next week i dont want to cramp wild lifes style on weekend lolol#have a goodd day everyonee ╰(*´︶`*)╯❤️🔥💖#artstump#clipstump#skizzleman#vintagebeef#docm77#hermitcraft fanart
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The fact that Joost has confirmed like 3 (!!!) times that he likes to go slow is just… i cant handle it
Like think of him kissing all the way down your body, rubbing you so slowly you want to rip your hair out. And when you tell him to go faster he just keeps toying with you 😖😖
I’m normally a bottom joost enthusiast but this just gives top vibes for me IM SORRY
mmm hear me out anon..
sleepy slow sex with joost?? listen yall hear me out.
joost wakes up before you, looking to the nightstand next to your shared bed. the clock reads 6:43am. he looks over to you, your blissfully sleeping face making him smile. you look so beautiful in the dim light.
he just cant resist you. slowly, he moves down the bed to your side, maneuvering your legs so that he can see your panties. he slides his finger over the material covering your pussy, which draws a small moan from your still unconscious mouth.
he continues to tease you lightly, moving your underwear to the side and toying with you, making more light moans come from you.
he swears the noises you make are the most angelic sounds hes ever heard, all he wants to do is hear more from you.
you stir slightly, and he brings his face to your pussy, licking a gentle stripe up it. you wake up slowly to him in between your legs, a plesant surprise on a slow morning.
you gently grab his hair, moaning at the sensation youre feeling. the pleasure is slowly overwhelming you, his speed is at a pace where you dont feel too overwhelmed, but youre still feeling pleasure.
the feeling builds up fast for you, and you let him know that. he takes no issue with letting you cum, for now, licking it up from your folds slowly and sensually.
when hes done, he moves up to meet your face, placing light kisses on it and down your chest as he moves down his boxers. he pauses quickly and stares at you. you lightly ask him to continue, your meek and tired voice gently passing through his ears. unfortunately, he decides to toy with you for a bit longer.
running his hands up and down your body, gently toying with your nipples, and then stopping completely. you want him to continue, you want him to make you feel good, but it seems like hes just getting off on watching you writhe and beg for him to do something.
eventually he makes his way back up to your face, placing a gentle kiss to your lips. his face leaves yours, finally taking his dick out and moving down to watch his length enter you. it feels absolutely surreal, being half awake and feeling such overwhelming pleasure from your lover, the feeling is enough to make you cum again right then and there.
he sets a slow pace, its antagonizing you that he isnt deciding to go any faster. youre trying to subtly hint it at him, looking up at him with needy eyes and letting out louder moans when he hits a spot that feels particularly good. eventually you give up, and actually have to use your words. it felt like he was slowly teasing you for an eternity, and you just couldnt handle it anymore. the begging and pleading coming from you is another noise he finds absolutely angelic, swaying him to finally do as you ask. he starts to go faster, and finally he hits a pace where you cum not too far after he starts thrusting at that rate. after feeling you cum, he cant resist the urge, and pulls out to cum all over your stomach.
it may be a mess, but he loves to clean it up for you.
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hi. yes i maybe snuck a little sub!joost down at the end. cuz why not. (imo the mans totally a switch but thats a discussion for another post.)
anywayyyz.. hope u like this one. took me a lil while to get out but i grinded for yall 🫶
#joost klein x reader#joost x reader#joost klein smut#joost x you#joost rpf#joost smut#rpf#x reader#x reader smut
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I partially haven't been posting almost anything because I can't figure out like. What I'm doing
I can't figure out what I want for my current characters or myself so I haven't been wanting to share much while I try to decide
#i regret to bear the news that my current fursona doesnt feel quite right anymore#like. i dont think im moving on from them but im trying to decide what makes them fit me again#and i do not know yet#my enthusiasm for drawing them has been kinda dead#i think they need a new identity#we will see#im in a strange phase of my life where ive started hrt but im early into it so i dont know who i am anymore#im not sure what i want#im grappling with the way people perceive me and how i wish theyd perceive me and finding myself wanting to break away from who ive been#im getting tired of being cutesy#i dont want to be just a little bunny to you i want to be the rabbit from monty python you feel me#rainy rambles
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HI
UH
I AM VERY CURIOUS ON WHAT THE HELL IS SHADOW MILK'S BEHAVIOUR AND INTERACTION WITH THE ANCIENTS AFTER GETTING HIS SOUL JAM STOLEN
DOES HE TRIES TO LIKE, GET IT BACK OR SOMETHING?
ALSO LOVE SO MUCH HOW YOU DRAW HIMM
HI THANK YOU SM IM HAPPY YOU LIKE IT 🥺
yapfest incoming
the interactions are very uh. complicated. as you can probably imagine. considering thats the fucking Beast that not only was tormenting Pure Vanilla and White Lily but also killed Elder Fairy and devastated the Faerie kingdom. so things are a little, itty bitty slightly tense between him and literally everyone
if they could theyd leave him there for dead but thatd be really irresponsible so what else was there to do than to apprehend the still big (literally) threat. for quite a while tho he is just trying to adjust to not being this all powerful force (meaning hes being a miserable wet thing with a very bad migraine) (dont worry it doesnt stop him from brewing plots)
bc a very large portion of his powers is gone, he isnt really that dangerous anymore (but also he isnt neutralized). and since all of this is a speculation because we currently have No Idea what will happen in the future of the Beast Yeast arc, i like to believe the beast yeast expeditions retreated back to Crispia and Shadow Milk is being held as a prisoner. under constant supervision of couse, cant have the clown start doing his clownery again
since im a biiig sucker for antagonists turned begrudging ally (or an actual ally as time goes on), he turns out to be a good source of intel, plus provides some surprisingly important insight. yeah they all hate eachother and hold massive grudges (esp in case of the two doomed lovebirds) but they have a common enemy. and shadow milk wants his powers back.
but.... wouldnt it be funny if the lack of overwhelming almost limitless power had an effect on his (and by that extent, other beasts) mind? if that force didnt push and pull and mold and break down and put it back together? and maybe something started to change, or in fact revert?
well who knows! imagine that happening lol
#ask#moonfantasyworld#cookie run kingdom#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#white lily cookie#my art#fanart#digital art#I HAVE A LOT OF IDEAS ABOUT THIS SCENARIO#SO THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS ASK#dejammed au
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hihi! idk if you’ve done smth like this , if not could u write like apologetic typa sex w denki after he fucks up or smth, like if he reaalllyy pisses u off and you wont speak to him
js a random thought i had😭😭
ooouuu anon i like you, have a cupcake!
“please, ma— just talk to me!” hes been devastated for about a week, knowing he shouldnt had added someone. it wasn’t a girl, but it was definitely someone who had the hots for him. and knowing denki? he could pull anyone he wanted. “i said i was sorry!”
“and i said i was mad, you know better, you barely short circuit anymore.” you remind him for the eleventh time in person. you had approximately six hundred and fourteen messages from him alone, maybe he was remorseful. “hitoshi is literally the college manwhore, so why did you add him back?”
“i dunno okay? i was just being nice!”
“and where does ‘bein nice’ get you? dead in a ditch, a kid, or some kind of disease.” you remind him one of your golden rules, being nice didn’t necessarily mean you get that back. “you might as well have texted hitoshi, since you wanna be so nice.”
what you dont necessarily expect is him to stop you in your tracks— in your own apartment, to get on his knees and bow to you. “boy, what the hell—“
“please,” he starts, his head low and he looks back up to you, puppy dog eyed. “ill let you do anything you want, whatever you want, ill be some toy or something even if you want to use me— just please, talk to me! ill make everything right again, please mama.”
“stop with all of the little pecks, you know better.” you pull his hair, showing his forehead and he nods.
“yes maam.”
you finally let go of your vice grip, his head going back down and you roll your eyes in pleasure. he finally realized what kind of timing you were on, and fuck, did he love it when you get mad. “yer squeezing my— fi-fingers, baby..” he says, “god, youre so tight..”
“less talking, more eating.” you remind, shoving his face in between your folds. “there you go.. did you just want to get used? is that what it was?” you ask, biting your knuckle to keep a moan in. “thats it.. use your tongue, baby.”
“so sorry..” he moans with your enlarged clit in his mouth. “sorry i followed him back..” he looked cute, his eyes heavy with lust and having your arousal up to his eyebrows. “ohmygoddd— you taste so good when you hate me..”
“such a dirty boy..” you moan, feeling his tongue lick up to your throat and his fingers press past your ring of muscle. “fuck— baby youll make me come already doin that..”
“the least i could do right..? fuckk—“ he moans with you, thrusting his fingers inside along with his hips. he was weird, pressing his hand against his groin and thrusting his fingers inside as if a cock. “forgive me, pleaaasee?” he draws out the moan, along with his thrusts.
“forgive you, baby— fuck, im comin!” he squeal, kissing his jaw and he licks at your cheek trying to catch your lips.
#dvorahasks#denki x black! reader#denki x black reader#denki x y/n#denki kaminari x reader#denki smut#denki headcanons#denki x reader#mha denki#bnha denki#denki kaminari#kaminari x black! reader#bnha kaminari#mha kaminari#kaminari x reader#gamblersdoll
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… ꒰ঌ ໒꒱
❛ KISSIN YOU CRAZY ❜
miles morales

˚ʚ property of ©hiimayee ɞ˚
genre: suggestive | warnings: miles ooc, kissing, spanish translations: desea averiguarlo? / you want to find out? authors input: i wanted to make more borderline cocky miles i miss it also i cant fucking find graphics for stories anymore im actually gonna start shitting myself also ik i cant write kissing scenes dont rn
summary: turns out miles is a really good kisser
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… ꒰ঌ ໒꒱
miles liked anything to do with your body, believe it or not. he would get the most out of cuddling with you, kissing you, or just simply holding your hand. but he had a tendency to ask one thing any time he would sit down:
“can you come sit on my lap?”
sometimes he wouldnt even ask. he would just pull you on top of him or give you a pleading stare. he honestly wouldnt pay much attention to you. he would just want you close to him. if you wanted to talk to him, he would be down for that always. hell, he would drop what he’s doing and turn his attention to you any day of the week.
wanna guess how you got here? yeah, he just led you to his desk and placed you on top of him so he could draw. take it as you’re a stuffed animal he wouldn’t want to misplace.
but stuffed animals have feelings too. he didn’t say a word to you. he just rested his head over your shoulder as his finger danced on your thigh in a rhythm, the one matching his headphones. you didnt like being ignored while in this state. you couldnt even get off him.
you bit your cheek as your face held an expression of annoyance. “miles?”
he didnt answer. but you knew he heard you since the tapping on your thigh slowed down and the sound of markers against the paper increased. he liked teasing you like this. and you knew just the way to break him: neck kisses!
he was an absolute sucker for kisses in general. his forehead and his neck were his favorite places for you to kiss. everytime you would, he would giggle a little bit before breaking, “what? what’s up, darling?”
“you never look at me even after i do this for you!” “mmm? do you want something?”“a kiss would be nice. all you give is cheap forehead kisses.”
miles directed his eyes to yours. soon leaving to look at your lips which were lightly glazed with lipgloss. he held a playful smirk before looking back up at your face. “hm. cheap kisses, huh?”
“i bet you aren’t even that good of a kisser, miles.” “hah. desea averiguarlo, mami?”
oh wow. you didnt expect that. or this. despite your continuous reminders for him to put on chapstick, his lips were really soft and smooth. even smoother with your lipgloss on it.
the thing is, miles has never kissed you like this before. he would give you longing kisses like this anywhere but your lips. you thought he did it because he was nervous. turns out he was, but had just played it off cool. but he pulled all the right strings first try.
something about his hand stroking your thigh lightly, the biting of your lip as your lips danced with one another did something for you. i mean, as it should.
pulling away with a playful smirk, he leaned into your ear. “so? did you find out or do i gotta demonstrate again? you got enough attention for the hour now?”
you playfully rolled your eyes as you slipped from his grasp to go sit on the couch and turn on a movie leaving miles stunned a little. nonetheless, he followed you. snuggling against your chest as he pulled you into his lap once more. “what we watchin’, missy?”
“missing.” “ohhh.. y’know what’s really missing?” “..what?” “your last name changed to ‘morales’.”“stop using those jokes you got from peter. just because he got to keep mj with them doesn’t mean you’ll get to keep me.” “yes ma’am.”

©hiimayee
#miles morales#miles g morales#miles morales x reader#across the spiderverse#miles morales blurbs#e!42 miles morales#earth 42 miles morales x reader#earth 1610 miles morales#earth 1610 miles morales x reader#miles morales earth 42#miles 42#42 miles morales#earth 42#miles 1610#miles morales 1610#earth 1610#1610 miles x reader#spiderman 1610#earth 1610 miles fluff#earth 42 miles fluff#earth 42 miles morales#earth 42 miles x reader
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give me your honesty colin zabel x f!reader
warnings : smut, oral sex fem! receiving, make up sex, fingering, fluff slash angst, cringe lol, edging i guess, pwp? reader have pubes leads to insecurity, overstimulation, um yeah pretty much thats all. 1.3k wc.
a/n : im trying to get back into writing and ngl this is actually um for me since yknow, somebody has to keep writing for him. i decided to write for part two of this fics, you can read the first chap, but this could stand alone so you dont have to read the first, suit yourself. every like, comment and reblog are very appreciate, i hope you all enjoy this. and apologies if its suck. sorry.
colin holds your body tight, his fingertips pressing onto your back, afraid that his grip might slip if he loosens it even scarcely a little. your fearful thoughts, about his feelings possibly changing, his silence, and the thousand excuses he’d given are nothing compared to his fear of losing you. not again. he doesn’t want to be left again.
“i should be the one who say sorry. i was so stupid.”
you gently stroke his back with your hand, drawing gentle circles against his broad back before slowly pulling away from his embraces, however still in the same position, sitting side by side on the couch.
“you know i love you,” his voice sounds like a whimper, sad and desperate. do you know he loves you? for a split second, your mind assure you that he does, but the rest is filled with doubt about whether his heart is still truly yours.
“i got so caught up,” he crouched closely beside you, clearly unbothered about the fact that you just draw back from his body. “it’s been a really terrible time at work, i’m exhausted and became such a complete ass when you’re certainly trying to be just there for me, i’m so ungrateful. never thought about making you feel left out. i never meant to. i’m really sorry.”
you let him continue his monologue, listening and nodding all along. colin gently moves a strand of hair away from your face, slips it behind your ear. his gaze fixed on you, as if waiting for you to say something. “baby, look at me,” he says.
his brown eyes are flickering. even the lines at the corners of his eyes make him seems even more woeful. “i’ll take a day off, and we can do anything you want, together. what do you think?” you didn’t respond but it put a small smile on your face, and he returns it.
“maybe we can go to the new coffee shop with all the puppies you mentioned earlier, hm?”
no. it doesn’t feel exciting anymore.
“anything you want,” his grip on your waist becomes a little firm, lips lightly starts traveling your face, planting soft kisses on your cheeks and the tip of your nose. you remain silent. colin’s apologies have always been like this. his sorry was just like a routine, continuously repeating. there’s a long pause after those kisses drift across your face. you stay still, fidgeting with the thread in the edge of your shirt.
“let me make you feel better, yes?” he asks, slow and soft as possible. you haven’t even respond at that yet he makes another assertion “come on let me make it up to you” his eyes hungrily scanning your body and face, as if he tries to expose you. “baby, say something.” he sighed and took your face in his hands and turned it towards him.
hearing him saying how he wanted you for making a voice makes you frustrated. now that he talk. where was him all along?
“what do you want me to say?” your silky voice came out like a whisper.
“say you want me,”
he shoots you with his big brown eyes, serious but gentle. his hands start grabbing your hip making their way up slowly to your waist.
“…i want you,”
the smile emerges like a blooming flower, his eyes shone like someone actually got their first jackpot. colin pushes you slowly on the couch to make you more relax. his eyes never leave yours as he gets down and sit on the floor so now that his body perfectly wrapped in between your spread thighs.
“wait, here?” a short hesitation vibrates through your voice.
the unwillingness of waiting sparks through his expression. he nods and quickly unbuttoning your pants, working hard to pull it off. at that moment, the only thing that troubled your mind was, are you clean? like down there? and suddenly never in your entire life you have wanted to take a bath so bad.
in a blink, you have no idea where’s those fabric that supposed to cover up your private. he shamelessly leans his right cheek to your bush. it somewhat abashed you to witness him this way, clinging onto your thin curls and delicately spreading butterfly kisses across of it.
using his skillful jaw, he begins to get your thick lips apart to another. passionately making out with your fold in a very slow motion. he relentlessly hold your labia in his mouth, slightly biting and creating the most obscene sounds you have ever heard. there’s nothing you can do besides squirming and moaning, listen to the slurping sounds he made with your aching cunt.
he grasps your both thighs to prevent you from moving, face pressed to your abused pussy. he starts to add his talented tongue to play around, kitten-licking your clit causing you to jolt in surprise with intense pleasure. the smooth and sweet chuckle which leaving colin’s lips sending a sweet buzz inside, body jerking while gripping his shoulders hard.
“baby, stay still..” he speaks softly, lips still connected to your pussy which criminally doesn’t help to make you stay still at all.
“relax, enjoy it,” he continues to drown his face.
“c-colin…” body arching even more as you writhe, and that didn’t make him stop. he breaths a moan while vibrating his tongue inside you, and it feels like your head is consumed by a huge clouded cyclone.
his eyes flickering back and forth from your core up to your face, watching your reaction when he brutally gobble it up, sucking you as if a baby is suckling at their mama’s.
he starts pushing his two fingers inside you, pumping you slowly. the ecstasy sensation makes your toes curl once more, legs instinctively close, worry you might crush his head between your thighs.
“mm’ taste so good..” he mostly sounds so sweet and cute when talking, but this activity surely make him a bit different. he enjoys every respond you have made. your eyes light up and roll back uncontrollably, imagining those fingers as a violent flesh entering you with a sharp blow, touching your sweet spot over and over. thus makes you grab his hair hard and scream even harder.
“ah colin.. i’m close..”
he quicken the pace and the orgasm feels so much better when he does that. even after the long orgasm, colin still kissing you there. tasting every drop of your honeyed hot syrup that can cause him high, he definitely doesn’t wanna waste it.
“too much.. too much..” you choked and its like an electric shock escalates in every part of your body, hitting hard on your sternum. he smiles and slowly pulls away.
“i’m taking such a good care of my little girl,” he whispers, more like talking to himself rather than to you. the admiration sculptured on his face, another art that he proudly created. “you’re doing amazing, sweetheart,”
it almost makes you work up again listen to his mesmerizing voice, lips so close to your tired pussy, deliberately blowing the hot breath. he did that effortlessly, he always managed to get you work up so easily. the soreness ate your limbs and muscles you can’t move your body properly. the only thing you can do is just draw up a sluggish lazy smile.
“you okay? how was it?” still with a soft smile, a gazing wide brown eyes concerned towards you.
“hm..’mazing like always,” you both let out a little chuckle and he looks exceedingly satisfied.
“let me take you to bed, okay?” you nod and with a last strength you had, you open your arms to welcome him. he places your hands around his neck as he slips his big arms beneath your body, grab and scoop you up in one swing whilst he gets up. he affectionately kisses you on your temple before walking to your shared bed.
“good. i need to get you more comfortable,” you come up with nothing as you think about what’s gonna happen next, whether he’ll let you rest or he’ll take his turn, either way you’d end up take it gladly.
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another notes: yes i do remember someone asked me to do pt 2, literally only one person and of course why not. this is for you jazzy @lockedxroses not sure if you remember hehe but yeah this also for all colin’s wives out there. love yall sm<3
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