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Are people really complaining about that???
I think it's so cool to learn new things!!
And as an ESL speaker reading in English I'm used to having to look up words all the time
But this fits into something I've been thinking about recently
You know the TikTok trend of people bragging about being able to read 3 books in a day or whatever?
When you read, you NEED to take breaks, even if just short ones, to THINK about what you're reading. To PROCESS it. To make up your mind about it or formulate theories about what might happen next. That's half the fun of reading!
But when you're speed reading like these TikTok users claim they are, that's the part that gets cut out
They don't want to actually engage with the text. They don't want to learn or think
They just want to consume
So you know. Fuck them. They can read meaningless AI generated slop if they want
PLEASE don't dumb down shit for people who actually read and love learning new things!
This might be unpopular but I’m not going to use simpler vocabulary in my writing if it’s out of character for the narrator. If my POV character is a botanist, he’s going to call a plant by its name. If you don’t know what it is you can either Google it or move on just knowing it’s a plant of some sort.
I don’t like this trend of readers being angry that not everything is 100% understandable for them. I want my characters to be believable as people and sometimes people use words people outside of their field will not understand. That’s not a bad thing.
You don’t have to understand every word to get the gist of what’s happening. I’m not going to slow down an action scene to describe every weapon because someone might not know them by name. They can just assume it’s a weapon because that makes sense in the context of the scene.
#Books#Writing#Reading#It's like restricting bathroom time#The thing that gets cut is washing your hands#Aka the most important part#Cool you finished a book in record time#Can you tell me anything about it?#What's the story?#What does the author want to to tell us with it?#What is the subtext?#It's like when people just hate horror ''because it's violent''#You don't understand what horror is for or what it does#You don't have to like how it's done#(I personally don't like zombies or slashers all that much)#But you should know why it exists and what it's doing#Anyway rant over
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¡¡¡¡HEWOOO!!!! I just wanted to ask if your eyes don't hurt from drawing on a pure white canvas?. I've heard it's not really good. don't you get headaches or something?
Sincerely
A concerned anon.
Hello!
See Anon, I have weird eyes, I actually have very sensitive ones and mine could easily cause me headaches, but not from white canvases, or bright colors that could easily cause other people eyestrain, like, I legit have trouble understanding when to tag my artworks as eyestrain cause my eyes aren’t easily strained from bright colors, so sometimes I put the tag just to be safe than necessarily understanding whether it’s actually needed or not
That being said, white canvases are something I’ve been working with forever, and the whiteness doesn’t cause me eyestrain, it’s either cause I’m used to it, or my eyes continue to be weird
(No seriously always work with them my eyes must’ve adjusted somehow chchchch)

(Funny enough, I have all apps on dark mode cause my eyes can’t handle the brightness of them, but there’s an exception to white canvases somehow????)
What does cause me eyestrain is the brightness of my screen (yes, my eyes are sensitive to screen brightness, but not brightness of colors or white canvases, don’t ask me how that works), my eyes are a lot more sensitive to light I think, I’m in a slightly bright place with bright lights? The horror, the sun existing? God forbid my eyes see sunlight
Which is why my phone is always on low brightness, to make sure that my eyes don’t give me a bad headache
Like I’m talking, this is the highest brightness I’d use on my phone, and this is on special occasions, I’d use even lower than that at all times

Now whether it’s good for my eyes to work with white canvases, I have zero idea, my eyes are already bad, blind without glasses, and white canvases don’t cause me headaches, so at this point I’m here like, am I losing anything really? Fyhcchch
So in short, no, white canvases specifically don’t cause me any headaches
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Pregnancy as a kink makes me uncomfortable so man am I glad your pregg Flug stuff is explicitly not kink oriented!
yeah I... don't wanna judge anyone... but it's more than that, it's downright terrifying to me. Blame my hormones bc I'm expecting irl but wow... I'm very sensitive and it feels dehumanizing. but ig that is kinda the point of the kink(?)
it's so common in fandoms!
I'm completely vanilla anyway tho, so not surprising.
I've tried to pretend for a super long time that I'm into kink, but most of them are off putting and I consider them intrusive thoughts, not fantasies. I'm kinda fluctuating between sex-repulsed and neutral (aroace) even fictional... ig kink just isn't for me. I tried so hard to get over it. I know some people in my asks/requests are gonna be disappointed but I'm sorry💔
I'm slightly ashamed of how boring I am and I have serious trouble connecting to anyone in fandoms due to this actually🤕 feel like the most NT autistic person ever.

anyway here's a doodle!
#that's autism for you#I'm sadly really picky and easily grossed out by things#I'm not even trying to be judgemental#I wish I was such a person that is just chill with everything but I have more icks than likes#so my fandom experience is like 80% discomfort and trying to avoid things without shutting out the majority of content in the first place#from what I heard I seem to have this problem particularly in this fandom bc the series is horror.#and I ship a toxic ship.#but I neither enjoy horror nor this trope. so what the fuck am I doing here#how did I get here. I'm lost guys#but yeah; it naturally attracts more people that are into quite dark or hardcore things#and I'm just sitting here with my soft dick in my hand wondering where it all went wrong#i don't belong here#I can't relate to 99% of people#honestly? I just... like Flug....... I just adore the autistic scientist#and I wanna SMOOCH him but I can't identify too well with myself or thus my sona#so how the fuck am I gonna smooch and love on this man#I need SOME second character for this!!#well Black Hat is pretty cool and easier to draw than the rest; I like his design...#so here we are.#I'm not really in it with my heart. I don't understand the essence of this ship. I'm a fandom blep#that's why a lot of content is probably disturbing and upsetting as hell to me.#but that's just my theroy..... a Joshi™ theory#sorry for rant I am bored and tired😔#enjoy#villainous#villanos#dr flug#kenning flugslys#my art#ask reply
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Fit: Where are you, Pac? I got you, I got you, I gotchu!
Pac: I'm in- I'm in- I'm in heaven, Fit! I'm in heaven...
Fit: No, you're not in heaven yet! You're not going to heaven, no no no–
Pac: I'm gonna go for... I'm going- I'm going to the light, I'm going to the light...
Fit: Stay with me, stay with me! Stay with me.
Pac: I'm going for the light– [Sighs in relief as he's revived] I'm here.
Fit: You're good, you're good.
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Tina: Wow, the radius for that is huge.
Pac: [Steps on a mine and gets blown up] Whoa!
Fit: Oh, those are all mines, arent' they? Those are all mines, you bastard.
Aypierre: Let- let- let me fix this road... [He starts placing blocks]
Foolish: See? This is why mines need to be allowed, they're too fun.
Fit: [Laughs]
Pac: Yeah, actually.
Aypierre: Look, look– it's perfect, it's perfect.
Pac: [Steps on one of the blocks Aypierre placed, which was a mine, and immediately blows up]
Fit: Pac! No, Pac–! NOOO!!!
Pac: [Laughs and then shouts at Aypierre]
Aypierre: Where are you, Pac?
[Time skip]
Foolish: Did you get your stuff, Tina?
Tina: I will... I'll find a way... [She steps on a mine and blows up] AAAAAAAAA–
[Fit and Pac laugh]
Tina: PLEASE!
Fit: Those are all mines!
Tina: No, please! My stuff! I gotta go– [She gets lit on fire and screams again] PLEASE!
Pac: God damnnit!
Tina: Please, I just want my stuff back!
[They all laugh]
Fit: Jesus.
Tina: I'm gonna go get it! I'm gonna get it! Aghhhh–
Foolish: [Jumping in after Tina] Wait, there could be another landmine!
Tina: I want my things, Foolish!!!
Pac: [Jumps in too and steps on a landmmine, which immediately downs him] AAAAA!!!
Fit: Sht– Where are you, Pac? I got you, I got you, I gotchu!
Pac: [Overlapping with Fit] I'm in- I'm in- I'm in heaven, Fit! I'm in heaven...
Fit: No, you're not in heaven yet! You're not going to heaven, no no no–
Pac: I'm gonna go for... I'm going- I'm going to the light, I'm going to the light...
Fit: Stay with me, stay with me! Stay with me.
Pac: I'm going for the light– [Sighs in relief as he's revived] I'm here.
Fit: You're good, you're good.
Tina: Oh god... I'm scared, I'm scared!
Foolish: You did it!
#Pactw#FitMC#Hideduo#FitPac#QSMP#Fit#Pac#Foolish Gamers#Tinakitten#Tina#Foolish#Aypierre#September 11 2023#One year ago today!#I've been meaning to edit this for ages but I was very *cat with shotgun* at anything even REMOTELY sad about Hideduo for a while#And I didn't want this clip to encourage anything#My heart is still very fragile glass about them but I'm better at muting stuff if it's too sad for me#That being said I don't understand why people STILL insist Pac is dead in canon???#Like bro I know we all hated the finale but he very much did not die. He and Mike both came back in their typical goofy ass cartoony way#Well. With a little bit of Federation science horror on Pac's end but you know#Anyways. ''You're not going to heaven!'' very funny line out of context#also it KILLS me that I don't have a higher quality clip of this stream from Pac's POV#hence the crunchy Pac cam
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People who weren't there cannot possibly understand just how normal something like this was in the 90s.
and I don't just mean the promotion, I mean the very fact that a withered corpse puppet who hosted a horror anthology show on a premium cable network could become a pop culture icon.
Mainstream media these days is Garfield. Intended to be as broadly appealing to as many people as possible, but not actually good. A bland landscape on barely distinguishable properties, that you put on to drown out those pesky thoughts telling you that there should be more to life.
Gee why are so many adults watching children's programing these days? Must be because Millennials are emotionally stunted!
No, it's because those are the only shows that are allowed even one modicum of creativity.
We're not living in a post-modern hellscape where the Internet has shattered the meganarrative, and now everyone is isolated in their own individual media bubbles. They just stopped making media that anyone wants to talk about.
"Hey, did you see the new Outlander last night?" "Yes... alright, see ya later."
That's who whole conversation. You watch the show because you started watching it, and might as well continue since there's no meaningful distinction between that and any other show out there.




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I'm not completely opposed to making Pharma a weird guy in general pre-Messatine, the main issue I have with it is that a lot of that type of fandom is less "what if he was just a weird little guy" and more seems to be written with the implication that Pharma went crazy because he was just always a little crazy (or a little evil, or a little heartless, etc). Basically, to me it downplays the fact that Pharma underwent massive trauma for two years straight that other characters barely survived for a few hours/days and instead frames Pharma snapping as some sort of... I don't know, genetic/fated downfall because he was just weird, he was always off, is it really any wonder Pharma ended up Like That because I mean there was always something a little weird about him.
It just seems to accidentally imply that Pharma snapping under the pressure of years of torture was some sort of moral failing or sign of him being weak/immoral. You know, Pharma was always kind of a little creepy/insane/evil deep down which is obviously why he killed people. If he were just a normal, not-weird, good person then he would've been mentally strong enough to Not Go Insane. Like uhhhh it just seems kind of fucked up to imply that the reason some people are unable to cope with long-term trauma and have violent/unhealthy coping behaviors is because there's just something innately wrong with them, and then try and look back on their whole life trying to contextualize how they were actually unstable and evil all along instead of just accepting that like. Normal people (tm), yes normal and good people, can be put in situations where they're slowly turned into broken monsters because they had no escape and no good choices.
And also it's equally fucked up to imply that like. Whether or not you can deal with psychological torture without snapping is some sort of function of how innately moral or mentally strong you are. Incredibly victim-blamey to basically go "well the reason Pharma went insane is because he was just always cracked in the head, unlike our good buddy-pal-friend-hero Ratchet who's the perfect doctor and a good Autobot who's never done anything wrong which is why when he's an asshole/hurts people he's not nearly as destructive or Weird About It."
It's not that "Pharma was always kind of crazy" can't be done, because anything can be written well with enough thought. But I think in terms of writing, it's a very difficult and nuanced line to balance and most people literally just can't do it without implying that trauma victims/mentally ill people are evil or something. And Pharma is already unfairly villainized enough as-is, and in canon his trauma was already downplayed in favor of "haha crazy doctor chainsaw go brrr look how weird and quirky and craaaazyyy he is." So it's one of those things where 1. Most people just aren't good enough to write it and 2. "Always a little crazy" Pharma is already oversaturated enough in the fandom anyways and it's enough of a battle to get people to recognize that he's a tragic character and not just an evil asshole.
#squiggposting#pharma apologism#i think this one is especially rambly sorry but it's been on my mind#but like. i just think about it a lot about how like#how well ppl cope with stress/difficulty/trauma without disturbing others or falling apart is often conflated with strength if not goodness#like. it's already a thing mentally ill ppl have to deal with all the time whether it's jsut depression/anxiety#and getting told to suck it up or get tougher or stop inconveniencing others#to ppl with the 'scary'/villainized disorders like idk bipolar or borderline#who are literally seen as inherently dangerous just for existing#so when ppl engage with the idea of 'pharma was always a little Off' it just feels like they're taking his trauma reaction#and going 'oh clearly a Normal Guy and Good Autobot wouldnt do this. he had to have already had something wrong with him'#and so pharma understandably going insane after 2 years spent being blackmailed by the DJD (famous for psychological and physical torture)#is taken from a tragic horror story with tons of factual evidence as to why pharma was trapped and couldn't get out#to basically just 'lmao pharma was always a little kuh razy also he's a psycho ex stalker who's a loser in love with ratchet'#so like what the fuck man you're saying that the reason pharma broke under more psychological pressure than any other victim of the DJD#is bc he was just. what. too weak? his mind was too fragile? he just didn't have strong enough morals?#like god do we really need to be spreading the idea that anyone who snaps due to trauma is just innately weak/evil/weird/creepy#bc i have news for you friends no amount of integrity or innate goodness stops you from breaking when you hit your limit#the no. of ppl who can get through a situtation as horrible as that while doing nothing morally wrong and coming out perfectly sane is 0#if your standard for morality is 'not snapping under horrific pressure' then most ppl don't pass that standard like#i'm sorry but pharma not being able to cope with someone NO ONE ELSE IN THE SERIES WAS ABLE TO COPE WITH#does not retroactively make him evil bc he then proceeded to make horrible decisions in a situation where he was psychologically compromise#stop trying to retroactively characterize (contradictory to canon might i add) pharma as always being Not Good as an explanation#newsflash buddy lots of good people collapse under pressure and lash out and it's not a sign of their innate evil if the way they collapse#is messy and scary and Unfun and inconvenient and they're the only one who snapped unlike their Actually Good People friends
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i wish i could organize a timkon giftswap or week or whatever event, but like only for people who actually care about kon as a character, without coming off as a gatekeeping asshole or something lmao
#rimi talks#i really love doing collaborative event stuff. however the horrors#timkon giftswap but in the signup form i put ''whats your favorite issue of superboy (1994)? how about robin (1993)?''#<- see that would get me branded a gatekeeper and asshole. but also hear me out............#you see........ the timkon tag is a fucking nightmare................#timkon giftswap but in the signup form i go ''lex luthor bernard dowd and jason todd are banned from this event btw''#i can't. i'm not strong enough. ksdjhfjkdhskj#but i WISH i could bc i do love events and collabs!!!! im just. SO tired of everything timkon being so shitty and ooc#bc like. the people who don't read comics latched onto timkon as The Tim Yaoi Ship™#instead of . like. reading comics and understanding why people like tim and kon's relationship to begin with#augh....... alas. i shall never run a timkon event. it simply cannot be done. but i can yearn silently in my heart
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i don't want to ruin this fun week of valentines + my eventual birthday but. been thinking about some things again and i just wanna let it out somewhere
#its safe to say that im pretty much a desensitized person towards media that can be difficult to look at. dark media if you will. horror#i in fact enjoy a lot of it. that's why I don't really mind looking at gore or blood or ig psychological/mentally draining topics#i really like understanding it. there's something really fun about finding art in something that disturbs#but what I don't like is when. people take that aspect of me and. kind of turn it around#idk its so hard to describe it but... it really made me upset#“you say you're desensitized to many things yet you breakdown so easily over an emotional matter”#something like that. that i was told before#that one really offended me. of course i will be sad when something so close to me is affected. i cried so bad when my first dog died#of course i will be absolutely shattered at that.#of course i will be sad knowing my friend isnt going to come visit me anymore because they're not in the same country as me anymore#of course i will miss things and people who mean so dearly to me. i am very adoring of people im close to#i love to love people who i like. i will be hurt if the people who love me upsetted me. its natural for me and im sure this applies to many#so me breaking down over something that means so much to me. even for someone like me who can handle shit like horror or. horrid shit -#is NOT the same thing. its not. horror is a media/theme psychological horror is a media/theme#being absolutely upset and heartbroken over something I care so much is not ... the aforementioned#i felt so. angry when they said that. i still think about it even if we've made up. i dont know. i cant help but dwell on it too much#i still think i'm mentally strong and capable towards handling difficult topics. but i am very much softhearted towards personal matters#im not too sure where im going with this. it's just. dont ever “weaponize”(?) something i'm capable of#i don't know if weaponize is the right word im just trying to find a descriptor#i mean. this is odd right? im not overthinking this am i?#that's all. i just want to put it somewhere#ive learned that bottling your internal conflicts excessively will do more damange than contro#its okay to control it. but not too much. too much that it's all you think of#and im spilling it for now so that i can have more room to bottle up for future pains
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i think what most people fail to understand is that theres no fucking way that israel intelligence community wouldnt know about the attack that happened. they have spies literally everywhere and theyre frighteningly good at their job, just look at some cases of them stealing data from other countries and you will see. so the most likely scenario in my head is that israeli government decided to let the attack happen, let the people die, bc of the greater good of forcing more oppression onto palestinians and deeming any of the activists as terrorists. now they can say "look its not our fault!!! we're doing this for the security of the country, not just israelis, and our laws and legislations are only to control the terrorism" which is a big fat lie.
people need to understand that when oppression gets too suffocating radical groups are born. this is why there are alt right muslim extremists in europe, bc theyre being actively oppressed. but what they do benefits the government (as in, they can now point at the extremists and claim all muslims/middle easterns are like this). so in the end, theres a high chance that the recent hamas attack will benefit the genocide of the palestinian—a truly ironic tragedy, the acts of which we (the middle easterns) already know from memory.
my heart goes out to all of my palestinian siblings. i hope the nightmarish genocidal machine of israel finally dies, and that you can experience peace in the end 🇵🇸
#Palestine#also i need the western leftists to check their sources before quoting any palestine advocate bc some of them are the iranian government#which i do not need to get into to explain why thats not correct and u shouldn't listen to them. hopefully#god im just. head in hands#when will the horrors end#people can never understand the experience of living in middle east#its truly hellish#and everything is out of our control#and bc we are brown our lives just. don't fucking matter#they way everyone treats us like trash like we deserve whats happening#like we deserve the war the west is forcing on us#im so so so tired. the pain never goes away#it just piles up.
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Sometimes i remember a comics moment i randomly came across somewhere, where Sam Wilson mentiones a musical and Steve Rodgers says he doesn't like musicals, to whitch Sam goes "Guess that means you really are straight" and even tho i don't care about Cap America or the Avengers, the moment stuck in me for that quote by Sam. And like....Sci, any ideas if straight men actually don't like musicals or is that bullshit?
actually i think i know more gay men who hate musicals than i know straight men who hate musicals. i've had a drag queen stop me point blank when i was about to sing a barbra streisand song, and i know so many gays who pointedly hate abba. so based on my experience i think the inverse is true. most of the straight men i know are kind of impartial about musicals, but gay men? hate.
my theory is that a lot of gay men don't want to fall into stereotypes, maybe. but thaaaaat's just a theory! a gay theory.
#sci speaks#i'm trying to understand the gays. they are a mystery to me.#i've seen a lot more toxic masculinity coming from gay men than i have from straight men.#i think it makes sense. they have less women in their lives. so they reckon with a lot more masculinity. more dick measuring.#also gay men have some of THE most unhealthy romantic relationships i've ever seen in my life.#this isn't a blanket statement on everyone but just from what i've seen. it's such a strange pattern i've observed.#lesbians? healthy. straights? usually healthy. gay men? universally a tire fire that makes me say “if you hate each other so much ??”#“why are you together??????????”#i have never met a cis gay mlm couple in real life that was healthy. every single one of them made my eyes widen in horror.#i want them to be healthy. please treat each other better.#the number of bitchy bitchy fights i've seen between mlm couples in public that make me so terrified#but i know mlm relationships in general are usually less... affectionate than wlw relationships. even and especially friendships.#just an observation.#i hate to say that there is a definite difference between amab vs afab experiences when it comes to relationship dynamics but.#of course there is. there is. as much as i want to say gender and sex do not matter. it really does.#it makes a difference. it does.#which is kind of why i'm glad i was born in the body i was. when people say “trans means you feel you were born in the wrong body”#im like.. i don't think that's true. i don't think that's true for me.#i wouldn't be me if i wasn't born the way i was. and i want to be me. but i'm a boy. i'm a boy but in the body that i have.#my body is still a boy's body. because i live in here.#sorry this went off on a tangent.#but yeah i know my brain would be different if i was amab. and i don't want all those other issues.#i think the only reason i'm so peaceful and serene is because i'm afab. and afabulous.#i see cis guys and im like.. yeah i don't want what you got.#once again! lucky to be me! i'm lucky. im lucky i have a vargooba. thank fuck for that!#couldve been so much worse off. could've been born with a dick and would be fighting for my life right now.
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Ya know, someone DID actually steal the calcium out of my bones! That person was me. My body was just like what if we just... stopped absorbing vitamin D for a very long time and told no one?
Anyway that's how you get a hole in your skull and having surgery where they spackle that bitch over with bone cement.
#surgeon quote (with pictures): We had to repair this whole area here as well. The bone was like tapping on a water balloon.#being in less baseline pain has some WEIRD side effects too#just realizing that my morning headaches were basically due to laying on my brain#my neuro thinks the surgery and vitamins will decrease my migraines!#fam fretting over me post op and then horror at me being like “oh this is only like... 40% as painful as my average hemiplegic migraine”#steal the calcium from your bones#being in less baseline pain has WEIRD consequence#them being like HOW PAINFUL ARE YOUR MIGRAINES!??? while I'm sitting on the floor casually unpacking a few boxes#and it wasn't just them because my surgeon and his nurses were like WHAT!??#like this sporatic painful thing that normal doesn’t effect me much actually HIT ME LIKE A FUCKING TRUCK OW!#now I'm on over tripple the dose of vitamins I was taking generally (I'm in a LOT less pain because my bones aren't basically screaming)#tempted to tag this as body horror because my god anybody who sees this is gonna be horrified XD#meanwhile my surgeon pulled out images from during surgery and i was like OMG YOU CAN SEE BLOOD VESSELS THROUGH THAT PART OF MY SKULL COOL!!#people are not used to a patient calling stuff “me meat” either NOR said person to understand AND THEN USE medical terminology#and then i gave him the surgeon plush from bears vs donuts. cue him confused and looking at it like i just handed him a live catfiish#my family taught me shit like “meat is meat” and “don't eat animals who are a pet or that you know” (like my cow) so I am not normal XD#so THAT + pre disability going into medical + me being originally from the south = combo of words to break a long time surgeon#surgery#bones#vitamin deficiency#skull#chronic pain#having less baseline pain has WEIRD effects too#omg why did tags move this guy down here what!?? XD#bluewind talks#decalcification#injury#pain#weird shit#i am sorry for anyone who read the tags O_O
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This is the most relatable post you could ever make. This is literally me. Everytime I see a piece of horror media, I get so scared that I can't sleep or focus for months. I'm so easily scared and neurotic that I legitimately do sometimes get scared when i'm alone, because i don't trust things to be fine.
Here's a fun story I haven't told anyone besides my parents before: I didn't sleep on my own until I was at least 12. Until then, I insisted on sleeping with my dad. Because I was terrified of the darkness. And i felt sure that if i slept alone, i'd feel unsafe. Whenever i was awake in the darkness of my dad's room, i had paranoid visions of people trying to attack me, and I only warded those off by imagining my parents protecting me. I kid you not. I've always been this paranoid.
More stories! I can only sleep on my own now because I play a DVD in my bedroom. The mild sound and light helps me feel less scared. I had one of my first nightmares due to Coraline, which is why I hate Neil Gaiman. I now have a fear of puppets, due to that dhmis thing. The list of fears goes on. In essence: everything. Everything scares me. Except when it doesn't. And when it doesn't, i'm always baffled.
Like Frankenstein, Dracula and Werewolves don't scare me. I think it's because I see them as lonely and as rejects who just want companionship, which really helps me not feel scared of the old monsters. But nearly every other horror property messes me up. I'm scared of darkness, scared of horror movies, scared of being alone one day, scared of so many things i can't name them all.
This is absolutely why I have mixed feelings on The Scarecrow, by the way. That Batman villian and I have a complicated relationship, since I feel like his whole gimmick is designed to damage my psyche. I like him when he's played for more of a kid friendly audience (like in the lego games), but his fear toxin really freaks me out sometimes.
they call me the guy whos afraid of everything because. what was that. whos there
#i am a coward#and i'm not ashamed to say it#this post is relatable#relatable#very relatable#easily scared#bad nerves#asd#my thoughts#cowardly#the scarecrow#jonathan crane#my fears#i am so easily scared#i don't understand why people like horror#i don't think i'll ever understand#boost
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Hey daddy, how are you? Look, I know Christmas is over, how was Christmas dinner?I want to be with you 😉😊
My Christmas was fucking wonderful, thank you for asking 🫶 hby sweet cheeks? You really sure you wanna be with me, hmm? 🤔
#//rp blog#killian lynch#//ooc: DON'T LET HIM NEAR YOU PLEASE RUN FROM HIM 💔💔💔#//anyone who's read The Man with the Scarred Neck *knows* 💔💔💔💔#//i fully understand why many fans of my work/Killian haven't though....#//like i get why not all people want to read extreme horror and splatterpunk cuz it's pretty f'd up lol
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y'know, i keep making a habit of swinging my bat at hornets nests, but i have to say i'm getting so, so tired of people complaining about shows not making perfect sense when they aren't even close to done. we're four episodes into this season of doctor who. we're four episodes into this season of bridgerton. and yet in both fandoms i keep seeing people whine that such and such didn't make sense or it wasn't explained all the way and by god you guys i think maybe explanations might come later in the season. this is something most viewers will recognize as being called a 'plot.'
#like maybe a tiny bit of media literacy... might save you#and if you think i'm being mean like. its okay if you don't get it at first. it's okay if you don't understand the themes. but maybe#instead of stamping your feet and saying this makes no sense and i hate what they're doing and and and#maybe you could try listening to other people's interpretations of things and you'll find that what the show is trying to tell you becomes#more clear! would you look at that. wild how that happens#like im sorry you're entitled to your opinions but calling things bad writing just because you don't quite get it or it doesn't resonate#with you personally... i don't think you should just say this was shitty and worthless#the examples im using are because both resonate with me btw. 73 yards was existential horror it was hill house and bly manor#(im going to write about this in another post btw bc it compels me so)#it was about the way fear of abandonment can haunt you how mental illness can haunt you how you feel like you can drive people away#just by being yourself (the Woman was Herself what caused ruby to be abandoned was Her it's about her feeling as though she was the cause#of everyone who left her even as a baby even the people who loved her most could decide to not love her at the drop of a hat)#colin bridgerton is masking and faking a personality because it has been proven that time and time again#being Himself is Wrong that he annoys people he makes himself into what people expect of him because he's tired of being abandoned too#his family ignores and does not reply to his letters this season PEN stopped replying to his letters#his brother was cruel to him for being a romantic his friends LAUGHED AT HIM for saying sex is meaningful to him and don't they feel lonely#his Fake Rake persona makes viewers cringe because! its!! fake!!! he's faking it! HE GETS CALLED OUT ON IT TWICE IN EP ONE#if you don't understand he's faking it then that's on you at that point! i don't know! maybe take a minute to sit in the discomfort and ask#why did this show make me react this way and do you think maybe it was on purpose#''73 yards was confusing'' do you think confusion may be one of the ways ruby feels about her abandonment?#there is a theme in all of her episodes so far is it ''badly written'' unclear to you or do you just refuse to think critically about it#txtly#and im sorry for tagging this its just for my blog i kinda wish they still didnt show up in tags if i tag them all the way at the bottom#[old lady ruby voice] ''i used to be able to tag things just for myself once upon a time''#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#doctor who#doctor who spoilers
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lrb is very funny because whenever i run after this train of thought, i realize the reason that i enjoy monsters is the same reason i enjoy body horror and probably why i have the kinks that i do. there is nothing more viscerally horrific, while simultaneously being so acutely poignant and tender, that is Actually Feasible within the constraints of reality, than pregnancy. ksdjfs
#antler chat#it's the Emotional Tangibility while also being fucking gross and terrifying. very wonderful to me#like i completely get why some people cannot deal with preg imagery in the same way others dislike the aesthetics of horror as a genre#i also understand people who enjoy it from a more grounded and soft perspective. tbh i meet somewhere in the middle#and i don't really create content centered around Having A Baby so much as the personal intimacy of having Something within the body#oviposition and symbiotes and talking fantasy parasites we love you etc#and the journey of examining identity and centering one's own presence physically and emotionally In one's body#and then watching that body do weird shit. which is hot.#idk man..............it's a cool narrative device
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no fear
"Bloober remaking Silent Hill 3, which has far fewer defenders because the game gets classified either as 'cult crap' or 'women's horror,' ignoring its psychological elements"
one fear
#I don't think you understand. sh3 is my beloved#it is intensely personal to me in the way that sh2 is intensely personal to many others#I don't think I could handle people going 'OLD GRAPHICS BAD VOICE ACTING HALF-BAKED PLOT' at sh3 because. well.#we've known its plot was half-baked for decades#they rushed that shit out the door. and yet even then sh3 manages to be pretty great#the technical feats team silent accomplished on the ps2 in sh3 have no rival#really even in its predecessor or its successor#I genuinely believe that had sh3 had more time in the oven it could have stood shoulder-to-shoulder with sh2#if not surpass it in some aspects#like. do you guys know how realized these characters are? heather especially?#it's easy to dismiss her as a 'bratty teenager' now but back in 2003 you would have NEVER. seen a character like her in horror#there are so many other things about sh3 I could gush about but they'd only scratch the surface of why I love the game#and that in conclusion is why I dread the idea of bloober getting their mitts on it#my only consolation is the thought that sh3 isn't popular enough to warrant demand for a remake#but then again sh2's popularity didn't prevent people from revising the history and context of its development#so who knows what ad-hoc justifications remake fans would be willing to invent when it comes to 3#all in all if worse comes to worst I'll look forward to people saying heather's facial animations look 'outdated' or some shit :>
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