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"talk dirty to me"-
no. no, i want you to hypothesize with me when do you think g-dragon will finally release his new album because i really need it
#are there any g-dragon fans out there#please find me#i don't know any modern k-pop#and my friends don't know him#so i literally can never discuss it#PLEASE#sunny's shitposts
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⌗ R1V3RASHIFTS : welcome to my (very) long dr list! don't be afraid, it doesn't bite... just letting you know i most definitely won't post about each and every one of these as some of these are more personal (or embarrassing..) than others. if you have questions about any, feel free to send an ask whenever!
꒰ྀི K-POP ꒱ྀི realities 𐙚
⁰⁰¹ 𓈒 enhypen eighth member
⁰⁰² 𓈒 enhypen seventh member
⁰⁰³ 𓈒 enhypen twelfth member
⁰⁰⁴ 𓈒 enhypen eighth member (poly)
⁰⁰⁵ 𓈒 enhypen eighth member (gg)
⁰⁰⁶ 𓈒 stray kids eighth member
⁰⁰⁷ 𓈒 æspa fifth member
⁰⁰⁸ 𓈒 newjeans sixth member
⁰⁰⁹ 𓈒 (g)i-dle seventh member
⁰¹⁰ 𓈒 itzy sixth member
⁰¹¹ 𓈒 le sserafim sixth member
⁰¹² 𓈒 3racha fourth member
⁰¹³ 𓈒 tomorrow x together fifth member
⁰¹⁴ 𓈒 xdinary heroes seventh member
꒰ྀི OWN GRP ꒱ྀི realities 𐙚
⁰⁰¹ 𓈒 bratz!
⁰⁰² 𓈒 monster high
⁰⁰³ 𓈒 idol stars (unnamed grp)
⁰⁰⁴ 𓈒 v.e.x
⁰⁰⁵ 𓈒 by the stars (bts) (vers. 1)
⁰⁰⁶ 𓈒 by the stars (bts) (vers. 2)
⁰⁰⁷ 𓈒 eclipse
⁰⁰⁸ 𓈒 atlantis
⁰⁰⁹ 𓈒 celeste
⁰¹⁰ 𓈒 loveloop
⁰¹¹ 𓈒 lovex
⁰¹² 𓈒 honey
⁰¹³ 𓈒 mydol / miraculous x idols
⁰¹⁴ 𓈒 marvel x idols (unnamed grp)
⁰¹⁵ 𓈒 (unnamed nct type grp)
⁰¹⁶ 𓈒 moxie / a2k
⁰¹⁷ 𓈒 girls planet 999 (unnamed grp)
⁰¹⁸ 𓈒 produce series (unnamed grp)
⁰¹⁹ 𓈒 yin&yang
⁰²⁰ 𓈒 punk punk
⁰²¹ 𓈒 retrograde
꒰ྀི K-POP SOLOIST ꒱ྀི realities 𐙚
⁰⁰¹ 𓈒 holly
⁰⁰² 𓈒 king
⁰⁰³ 𓈒 nabi
⁰⁰⁴ 𓈒 star
⁰⁰⁵ 𓈒 quae
꒰ྀི MIRACULOUS ꒱ྀི realities 𐙚
⁰⁰¹ 𓈒 nagara
⁰⁰² 𓈒 vespera
⁰⁰³ 𓈒 miraculous academy
⁰⁰⁴ 𓈒 mydol / miraculous x idols
⁰⁰⁵ 𓈒 miraculous (feat. idols)
⁰⁰⁶ 𓈒 miraculous x marvel
꒰ྀི HOGWARTS ꒱ྀི realities 𐙚
⁰⁰¹ 𓈒 golden trio ('80 liner)
⁰⁰² 𓈒 golden trio ('76 liner)
⁰⁰³ 𓈒 golden trio / slytherin boys
⁰⁰⁴ 𓈒 golden trio — chosen one
⁰⁰⁵ 𓈒 modern golden trio
⁰⁰⁶ 𓈒 hogwarts (feat. idols)
⁰⁰⁷ 𓈒 beauxbatons student
⁰⁰⁸ 𓈒 canadian school student
꒰ྀི MOVIE / SERIES ꒱ྀི realities 𐙚
⁰⁰¹ 𓈒 general marvel
⁰⁰² 𓈒 miraculous x marvel
⁰⁰³ 𓈒 marvel (feat. idols)
⁰⁰⁴ 𓈒 black widow
⁰⁰⁵ 𓈒 agatha all along
⁰⁰⁶ 𓈒 business proposal
⁰⁰⁷ 𓈒 descendants — enchantress
⁰⁰⁸ 𓈒 descendants — queen of hearts
⁰⁰⁹ 𓈒 descendants — mad hatter
⁰¹⁰ 𓈒 pokémon
⁰¹¹ 𓈒 outerbanks — pogue
⁰¹² 𓈒 outerbanks — kook
⁰¹³ 𓈒 outerbanks — kook-pogue
⁰¹⁴ 𓈒 the fosters
⁰¹⁵ 𓈒 ever after high
⁰¹⁶ 𓈒 criminal minds — spencer
⁰¹⁷ 𓈒 criminal minds — jemily
⁰¹⁸ 𓈒 enhypen next door
⁰¹⁹ 𓈒 h2o
⁰²⁰ 𓈒 k-12
⁰²¹ 𓈒 hometown cha cha cha
⁰²² 𓈒 narnia
⁰²³ 𓈒 spirited
⁰²⁴ 𓈒 how to train your dragon
⁰²⁵ 𓈒 part time idol
⁰²⁶ 𓈒 princess diaries
⁰²⁷ 𓈒 the princess switch
⁰²⁸ 𓈒 princess & the pop star (princess)
⁰²⁹ 𓈒 princess & the pop star (pop star)
⁰³⁰ 𓈒 the school of good and evil
⁰³¹ 𓈒 percy jackson
⁰³² 𓈒 percy jackson (feat. idols)
⁰³³ 𓈒 the thundermans
⁰³⁴ 𓈒 wizards of waverly place
⁰³⁵ 𓈒 sky high
⁰³⁶ 𓈒 squid game
⁰³⁷ 𓈒 to all the boys i've loved before
⁰³⁸ 𓈒 wednesday
⁰³⁹ 𓈒 twinkling watermelon
⁰⁴⁰ 𓈒 starstruck
⁰⁴¹ 𓈒 lemonade mouth
⁰⁴² 𓈒 shameless
⁰⁴³ 𓈒 yellowjackets
꒰ྀི BOOK / FANFIC ꒱ྀི realities 𐙚
⁰⁰¹ 𓈒 renegades (marissa meyer)
⁰⁰² 𓈒 renegades (feat. idols)
⁰⁰³ 𓈒 the lunar chronicles (marissa meyer)
⁰⁰⁴ 𓈒 heartless (marissa meyer)
⁰⁰⁵ 𓈒 you don't have a shot (racquel marie)
⁰⁰⁶ 𓈒 the folk of the air (holly black)
⁰⁰⁷ 𓈒 shatter me (tahereh mafi)
⁰⁰⁸ 𓈒 chanwitch (fic)
⁰⁰⁹ 𓈒 say please (fic)
⁰¹⁰ 𓈒 hideout (fic)
⁰¹¹ 𓈒 the tale of geoji & jinsil (fic)
⁰¹² 𓈒 dollhouse (fic)
꒰ྀི FAME ꒱ྀི realities 𐙚
⁰⁰¹ 𓈒 actress & singer
⁰⁰² 𓈒 actress (louis partridge)
⁰⁰³ 𓈒 actress (mikey madison)
⁰⁰⁴ 𓈒 model & actress
⁰⁰⁵ 𓈒 rapper
⁰⁰⁶ 𓈒 actress (fics to movie)
⁰⁰⁷ 𓈒 katseye sixth member
⁰⁰⁸ 𓈒 k-drama actress
⁰⁰⁹ 𓈒 nepo baby (taylor swift)
⁰¹⁰ 𓈒 nepo baby (gracie abrams)
⁰¹¹ 𓈒 1950s actress
⁰¹² 𓈒 band (unnamed atm)
⁰¹³ 𓈒 bake off competition show
⁰¹⁴ 𓈒 lifestyle reality show
⁰¹⁵ 𓈒 minecraft youtuber
⁰¹⁶ 𓈒 learn/travel/vlog
⁰¹⁷ 𓈒 author
⁰¹⁸ 𓈒 sugar baby / singer
⁰¹⁹ 𓈒 boysworld
꒰ྀི MISC. ꒱ྀི realities 𐙚
⁰⁰¹ 𓈒 idol school
⁰⁰² 𓈒 ideal fan / better cr
⁰⁰³ 𓈒 y/n experience / better cr
⁰⁰⁴ 𓈒 wag / better cr
⁰⁰⁵ 𓈒 concert experience
⁰⁰⁶ 𓈒 eternal summer
⁰⁰⁷ 𓈒 eternal summer (multi)
⁰⁰⁸ 𓈒 waiting room — circular room
⁰⁰⁹ 𓈒 waiting room — cloud castle
⁰¹⁰ 𓈒 waiting room — bookstore/cinema
⁰¹¹ 𓈒 waiting room — storyline
⁰¹² 𓈒 jeu imaginaire
⁰¹³ 𓈒 pirate life
⁰¹⁴ 𓈒 fantasy world — royalty
⁰¹⁵ 𓈒 fantasy world — charmed
⁰¹⁶ 𓈒 fantasy world — unnamed
⁰¹⁷ 𓈒 fantasy world — supernatural academy
⁰¹⁸ 𓈒 christmas wonderland
⁰¹⁹ 𓈒 royalty
⁰²⁰ 𓈒 women-only paradise
⁰²¹ 𓈒 boarding school
⁰²² 𓈒 idol school
⁰²³ 𓈒 farm life / minecraft irl
⁰²⁴ 𓈒 eternal childhood
⁰²⁵ 𓈒 cottage witch
⁰²⁶ 𓈒 village life
⁰²⁷ 𓈒 iykyk 😝
⁰²⁸ 𓈒 spy academy
⁰²⁹ 𓈒 college life
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#˚ @ R1V3RASHIFTS#꒰ྀི 2OO5 ꒱ྀི angel 𐙚#iNTRODUCTION ⏖ ₊#i know i have a ridiculous amount of drs 😁#shifting#shifting realities#reality shifting#enhypen dr#enhypen shifting#enhypen#kpop shifting#kpop dr#kpop#girl group#boy group#miraculous shifting#hogwarts shifting#hogwarts dr#harry potter shifting#harry potter dr#miraculous ladybug dr#miraculous ladybug shifting#fame dr#fame shifting#singer dr#actress dr#marvel shifting#marvel dr#descendants dr#descendants shifting
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We have pop pagan music
So last week I made a post about how we as pagans don't really have pop music to listen to that relates to our beliefs and myths. All pagan music is pretty much folk, metal or reenactments of ancient and medival music. Nothing wrong with it, but some of us like to be basic from time to time.
Then I realised... That's not true. There's plenty of pop songs that reference the gods and the myths even though the singers themselves may not be polytheists and that's why I created this playlist. Here you can listen to mostly upbeat but also some pop ballads that you could relate to as a polytheists.
Of course I'm accepting recommendations but please only recommend songs of genres that are pop-adjacent (pop, pop-rock, K-pop, J-pop, dance pop...) or mainstream (r&b, rap, trap, hip hop). It'd be especially thankful in recommendations from other faiths like Kemetism, Norse, Celtic, etc. since I don't know much about those. Any language is good.
#paganblr#paganism#polytheist#helpol#witchblr#hellenic polytheism#roman paganism#pagan music#religio romana#norse paganism#germanic paganism#kemetism#irish paganism#slavic paganism#Spotify
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thots on astrology? related, thoughts on mbti?
k i like that you guys just pop in my inbox from time to time and invite me to run my mouth about topics and concepts. like truly what else is this website for.
anyway astrology (& sorry, most of what i know here pertains specifically to europe in the middle ages onward) is genuinely such a bizarro historical case of a science whose core epistemological presupposition (a geocentrist and specifically anthropocentrist cosmology) has completely fallen out of favour in both popular and professional discourse, and i don't think most people appreciate how weird it is for astrology to continue existing with this degree of popular and mainstream participation lol. like most fringe science actually bothers to have some semblence of its own reactionary epistemology to fall back on; astrology just doesn't seem to care. it would be like if the medical guilds fully endorsed the position that blood is circulated in the human body by the heart, but then also recommended as treatments for clotting disorders medical practices that only make sense on the supposition that the liver is the origin of all blood and is continuously creating more of it. like no other science that i can think of tries to have it both ways to the extent astrology does. like, one reason phrenology and eugenics are bad comparison points here is because they're very much copacetic with post-enlightenment naturalism and evolutionary transpositions in the social sciences. astrology, like, intellectually is not and yet here it is anyway. ideology innit.
anyhow i assume the reason you asked about this in conjunction with mbti is because today's astrology is largely purporting to provide psychological analysis and is therefore more similar to a system like mbti than to the historical use of star-reading as a predictive science. obviously both astrology and mbti are deeply reactionary in this respect and belong to a larger trend toward attempting to categorise, measure, and taxonomise the psyche, tho an important difference here is that mbti has hereditarian elements, which no form of astrology that i know of does. i think astrology's shift in the personal-psychological direction has to do with a few different factors, including medical astrological practice (orthodox in the european middle ages, then varying degrees of heterodox from the early modern period onward) and self-help movements in the 20th century.
but in any case it, mbti, and similar attempts at psychometry are, like, staggeringly essentialist in conception and practice, and i do think their current popularity reflects some deeply reactionary tendencies amongst people who often (not always) consider themselves otherwise progressive or leftist. it's honestly kind of worrisome how many people will jump on a project that explicitly aims to define static and immutable human 'types' as long as it's dressed in quasi-spiritual or psy-scientific terminology. like i do think we all need to pause and think about the ideological ends and consequences of how we talk about each other and our bodies, minds, and birth circumstances 😵💫
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What flowers do you think the gang members would like. Or if you don't like flowers, what music up to modern day. Or both
I do like flowers but I don't know that much about them so we are going music for some of them.
Arthur: Country boah, but also likes pop and Barbie girl. What he really dislikes though is when they mix, how country is turning into pop, so his favourite country singer is Chris Stapleton. (This is inspired by Rob because this is his opinion on country)
John: Very specifically loving Teenage Dirtbag and other songs like it, probably also loves rock but not hard rock, a bit of the softer.
Dutch: Opera and classic instrumental piano.
Hosea: He loves whatever is new and trendy, he is all up with Brat and similar, he will unironically like "tiktok" music and Arthur is so embarrased.
Javier: He loves traditional Mexican folk music, but also any song with a political agenda like "New God" "One Nation Underdogs" "The Exorcist" and he will in detail explain the meaning.
Bill: Radio, whatever is playing on the radio. Once he accidently tuned into a death metal channel and hated it but couldn't find out how to change back and grew to like it.
Mary-Beth: Cottage core music, that soft tunes, and also Fantasy music which she normally listens to when she is reading. She loves Solider Poet King.
Tilly: K-Pop, but also country, especially female singers like Patsty Cline and Sierra Ferrel.
#rdr2 arthur#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#john marston#red dead fandom#red dead redemption two#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#rdr john#rdr2 community#tilly jackson#mary beth gaskill#rdr2 tilly#rdr2 mary beth#bill williamson#rdr2 bill#rdr2 javier#javier escuella#rdr2 hosea#hosea matthews#rdr2 dutch#dutch van der linde#answered asks#asks#ask#nthspecialll asks#nthspecialll
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pls do music tastes for stardew valley bachelors🙏🙏
- someone you definitely don't know
Before we begin I want everyone to know I did see the requests for other fics/hcs and I’m working on them but it has been a little hard cuz of exams 😭 will have them finished as soon is I can
I love shartstew valley omg 😻😻
I definitely don’t know you or anything 😻💪
May I introduce to you all
STARDEW VALLEY BACHELORS MUSIC TASTE HEADCANONS
Characters: Alex, Elliott, Harvey, Sam, Sebastian, Shane
Warnings: cringe
Alex
Modern music
Not Harry styles or anything I think he would hate him
He probably listens to imagine dragons and rap music
He secretly listens to country music
His favorite songs are believer by imagine dragons and high hopes by panic! At the disco
He probably listens to pierce the veil secretly tbh
Emo music is his guilty pleasure
He listens to Eminem while he works out
He also probably doesn’t listen to music very often
Elliott
So obvious but classical music
Like if it has piano or violin he loves it
He also listens to opera
Like he won’t watch it but he likes hearing the voices
He has his music going when he’s writing or he’ll have it playing quietly while he does stuff in his shack
His guilty pleasure is EDM music
He swears he hates it and insists he’s a man of culture
But he does listen to EDM
Not very often tho
Harvey
I like to think he doesn’t really listen to music that often
But if he were to I think he would like smooth jazz
He has it playing quietly in his little hospital sometimes along with the elevator music that’s probably playing
He also listens to 80s rock music
Not very often tho
Usually just when combing his moustache or reading
Not really music but he also likes to listen to ocean noises
Usually only when he REALLY can’t sleep
Which isn’t very often
Sam
Rock music
Of course
He also probably listens to whatever music his own band makes
His favorite artists/bands are måneskin, Paramore, Ozzy Osbourne, and Metallica
He also listens to ABBA
His all time favorite song is dancing queen
He secretly listens to KPOP
Specifically the girl groups
But he totally fanboys over Felix from SKZ
Same
It’s not really a secret because I can guarantee Sebastian knows
He also tries singing along but he doesn’t know Korean so he just says gibberish and hopes it’s close
He also likes listening to whatever openings are from his favorite shows lol
Sebastian
My one true love
Listens to emo music duh
Jk he likes metal, rock, and nu metal
His favorite bands are being me the horizon, Pierce the veil, motionless in white, evanescence, and asking Alexandria
His favorite Song is dark passenger by motionless in white
He is not open to new music
He’s the typa guy to go “come on turn on something good instead of this trash” when you’re listening to anything that’s not within his music taste
He insists his music taste is better than everyone else’s
He doesn’t say it out loud, but when he sees someone in public wearing merch from one of the bands he likes, he really wants to ask them to name 3 songs
I still love him tbh
Late night K-POP karaoke with Sam
Shane
He listens to SoundCloud rappers
He doesn’t make any but he kinda wants to
His favorite band is Green day
His favorite song is Superman by Eminem
I feel like he would put in headphones on the way to work every morning and listen to music
Aside from that I don’t really feel like he listens to music that often
His guilty pleasure is country music
Claims it’s the worst thing he ever heard but secretly shazams any songs
Probably sits in silence with his own thoughts most of the time
Okay that’s it lmk if y’all want the bachelorettes lololol
I hope you enjoy person i definitely don’t know
#fluff#headcanons#stardew valley#alex x Reader#Elliott x reader#Harvey x reader#Sam x reader#Sebastian x reader#Shane x reader#alex fluff#Elliott fluff#Harvey fluff#Sam fluff#Sebastian fluff#Shane fluff#sdv alex#sdv Elliott#sdv Harvey#sdv Sam#sdv sebastian#sdv Shane#sdv Headcanons#sdv hcs#stardew valley headcanons#music#music Headcanons#scp230kinnie
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Not you popping out of nowhere a year later with a new fic in a fandom I'm going to have to learn about so that I can read it
the way I'm literally so sorry it's not Dark Knight Joker (I've been putting in work on that fic too this year, I promise! it's sitting at 70 pages and if this frenzy of productivity lasts I hope to turn it towards that next, Ledger Joker is somehow always easier for me to write in the winter) but the heart wants what it wants when it wants it, and Jerome Valeska, who is a bigger flirt and a better boyfriend to an OC (somehow, despite the… atrocities) than TDK Joker is what this heart wants right now.
but since I've got you can I give you (and anyone else out of the know) my elevator pitch on Fox's Gotham right quick? There'll be some spoilers but only the kind of spoilers I think you need to hear to decide whether or not you want to watch this show, I prommy. THANKS
ok SO do you ever find yourself wondering when comic book properties got so BORING? do you ask yourself where all the color went? do you find yourself nodding along when your buddy complains that if comic book show writing is gonna be so shitty, it might as well also be fun? look no further than seasons 2-5 of Gotham I promise you will not regret watching seasons 2-5 of Gotham
(season 1 was when they were committed to trying to run it like a straight prequel where Batman and his entire Rogues gallery wouldn't exist for another 20 years, and they also thought they were making a gritty detective show about the GCPD, although nobody was allowed to say fuck and everyone both outside of canon and in it knew that the best place to "detect" criminals in Gotham was inside the GCPD itself, but fortunately they gave that up after one season and switched over to just doing a kidfic version of Batman with a slightly-younger-but-still-weirdly-adult-given-that-they're-beefing-with-a-12-year-old Rogues Gallery)
Gotham, once it hits its stride in season 2, thinks it's a comic book movie from the 90s. Gotham thinks it's a comic book run from the 90s, period. I think almost every major character dies and comes back to life at least once. It's in the same nebulous simultaneously modern and steampunky-old-fashioned time period as A Series of Unfortunate Events and they lean harder into the design with every season that passes. Nobody has any common sense and NOBODY talks like a person. Gotham features the wettest, cuntiest version of Oswald Cobblepot I've ever seen and at one point he gets fake haunted (? it's been a while, I'm not clear on that point anymore).
(They do introduce Jerome in Season 1, though, so you might have to watch the first season after all. sorry.)
At some point they cast Cameron Monaghan as a character they named Jerome Valeska and they're like "Okay, Cam. You are playing a PROTO-JOKER. The real actual Joker isn't around yet and besides we don't have the rights to him, so be subtle, right? Play it cool. Just tasteful hints."
And Cam went "10-4, heard you loud and clear, dw about a thing" and then proceded to blast everyone's nips off when he did what every actor to play the Joker after Heath Ledger has been desperate to do and THEN some-- not only did he play the spiritual successor to Ledger's Joker, but he played the spiritual successor to Nicholson's Joker, he played the spiritual successor to Hamill's Joker, he did his own thing, the shifting nature of the role meant he was able to be like 6 different Jokers at once and every single one of them fucks. Like, I legitimately 100% believe his performance on this not-quite-CW-Batman TV show made a big enough splash that it played a part in the DC execs looking at Jared Leto's Machine Gun Kelly-meets-Spirit Halloween Mallrat Joker cosplay and going "…I think I've had enough of this guy," thank God.
Obviously Jerome is TO ME the heir to the Joker throne with no contest at all, not even a little bit, and besides him, the show is a blast and feels like what Batman felt like to me as a little kid-- like the 90s movies, like the animated series. Is it GOOD? I'm obviously too emotionally compromised to give you a solid answer. I suspect not, but if you're like me (and if you like my writing, then I think you probably are), you don't need good as much as fun and interesting, and Gotham is definitely that. It's streaming on Max, but if for SOME incomprehensible reason you don't want to watch one literal hundred 40-minute episodes of Riverdale-but-make-it-Batman, I am 100% amenable to uploading the 13 episodes that feature Jerome onto my google drive and posting the links here for anyone who wants them lmao. (If it's not obvious, it's the sort of show where you don't really have to watch everything to figure out what's going on-- it's a soap opera, you'll get the gist.)
ok that wasn't so much an elevator pitch as it was a stuck-on-the-bus-with-a-guy-who-won't-stop-trying-to-get-you-to-join-his-cult pitch but give it some thought anyway, ok? ok. love you bye
#cosmicpro#tl;dr or you want to avoid any spoilers at all? just skip down to the bolded part <3#I'm not even talking about my beloved OC Isabel here either. this is Jerome's show. FOR NOW#she'll get her spotlight soon enough <3#leto 'joker' catching strays as always#the way I wrote like 6 paragraphs and it doesn't even scratch the surface of the kind of shit that goes on in Gotham#I DIDN'T EVEN TALK ABOUT BARBARA KEAN.
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You know those really cute aesthetic stickers with girls in them? Like
Does anyone know any artists who do this style but with black girls? However, I do NOT mean "urban art"
Like NOT THIS
But the exact same cute aesthetic things, only the girl just happens to be black? I found one person on Etsy called LittleCY, but the selection is tiny and I'm hoping for more manga-aesthetic/vintage-y/K- J- fashion inspired looks.
I'm using photos of LittleCY's Etsy listings as a reference! You see how when the black girl is with the other girls, she doesn't have extra "sass" or anything, lol?
I'm also looking for more jirai-kei, pop-art, even modern ero manga style, but with black girls who don't look different from the non-black girls, or like oiled up and shiny and sassy...
If anyone knows any artist with these art styles who do and sell this type of art, or are open for commissions, you'd be helping me a bunch!!!! I've only found one person, and they only draw problematic shit and don't take commissions... but their black girls are so cute ToT
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Soooo... Welcome to my blog, this is my officially main blog about anything I wanna post about.
Names I use: Benjamin, Sheldon, Jeff, Tate
I'm using he/him pronouns
Arospec(Myrromantic) & bisexual ftm
+ uniromantic
I'm polytherian and otherkin or whatever...
I am a part of a lot of fandoms... Blah blah blah
POSTING
I'm gonna definitely post about some interests of mine like animals, nature, books, planes, music, guns, painting and drawing, vintage and more.
I also have an interest in taxidermy, anatomy, true crime and collecting stuff ( especially bones and feathers), also love vinyl records and 1920/30's, might post about it too.
This blog is mainly for my otherkin and therian stuff, but also my personal life and interest, art etc etc.
I'm not NSFW but I might post some more mature stuff
Imma post looooot of music related stuff
My theriotypes
Grey ( timber brownish ) wolf
Fallow deer
Ichthyosaur
elk
+ spitirual connection to fox and domestic dog (possibly theriotype)
MY MAINLY ANIMAL THERIAN BLOG : @waterfullofbubless
I have a NSFW blog, but I won't put it here
My kins
Tate Langdon
BEN Drowned
John Watson (not close kin to me)
Millard Nullings
Tom Riddle (before full Voldemort era)
...
Also past life: Jack McGurn
Just wanna say BC of this... I'm not a violent person towards others and I don't commit hateful crimes, thx.
If you wanna talk to me I'm always down for it ( might sound a bit cold from start, but I don't mean it bad)
I'm a satanist who's into witchcraft a bit sooo...be respectful ( I respect every religion)
Don't forget to check my webtoon comic Instagram account Space.fulloffire
What I personally don't support:
Transphobia
Homophobia
Practicing harmful paraphilias
Racism
Hate towards furries or therians etc
Hate towards people for something that can't change when they don't do anything bad
What I don't vibe with but I RESPECT ( don't be mean and just respect me back). It's just stuff I might not talk best about, BUT I respect y'all if you show me respect back:
BTS "army" & Swifties ( idm fans in general but... If you know you know)
SHARK or SNAKE HATERS ( just don't be rude lol)
Haters of non violent satanism ( just don't be mean ig)
People who think liking taxidermy is weird
People who are huge K-pop fans ( respect just... I'm not a fan so don't be rude about it)
People who are like: "name three songs and band members" ( I'll respect y'all...but honestly tf)
DNI:
people who are toxic BTS and Taylor Swift fans
Toxic Christians ( you know which I'm talking about)
Homophobes
Transphobes
Anti furries and therians
People who are under 13 years old or over 40 years old
People who have harmful paraphilias who are practicing
People who wanna s*x text me
People who think therianthropy is cringe ( duh)
People who are anti any alt style
....
DO NOT INTERACT WITH COMMENTS OR DON'T REBLOG IF YOU'RE EXPLICIT NFSW ACCOUNT ( pictures with sexual nature)
Oh btw, please DO NOT flirt with me, I have a boyfriend and I love him with every single drop of blood in my body.
♪MUSIC BONUS♪:
Some of my favourite genres:
Rock
POV: indie
Pop
Alternative metal
Modern rock
Pop punk
Punk
Post-Grunge
Nu metal
Permanent wave
Scenecore
Jazz
Electro swing
Classic rock
Rap
Pixie
Otacore
Show tunes
Etc.
SOME of my favourite bands/ artists etc:
My chemical romance
Joost
Queen
Nirvana
Mindless self indulgence
The cure
Cavetown
Set it off
Jack Stauber's micropop
Tally hall
Dean Martin
Lady gaga ofc
Voodoo church
Breaking Benjamin
Get scared
....
I guess that's all for a "music window"
thanks for reading this lol
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I think one of the main problems with MHA is that it's not anti-establishment enough. Like, in this era of media and pop culture, we (as viewers) are used to seeing stories of underdogs, of resistance groups fighting against authority. The most famous example of this would be Star Wars, which was commentary on the Vietnam War/Cold War. And then you have examples like the Hunger Games and the YA dystopia boom of the 2010s - all focused on resistance against government systems. (This of course, speaks towards the current sentiments on modern-day governments) I mean, hey, you've probably seen those cringy posts about "how does the government expect us to be complacent when we were raised by characters who resisted fascism." You know the ones.
While this genre of YA media is most prominent in western culture, MHA *has* become a part of mainstream western culture, due to its success. So many of the ppl active in the fandom, making fanworks, etc, are exposed to this trope as (mostly) the norm. And, in comparison to this trope, MHA just doesn't...sit right.
From the start, the world of MHA is flawed. I think everyone can agree with this. Quirkiness kids are bullied, one of the top heroes beats his children, there's an organization creating child soldiers, etc, etc. Hell, in the first episode, there's even a mention that literally every single kid wants to be a hero when they grow up! That can't be good for the economy, can it?
But instead of working to fix this, hori just gives us a worse evil to brand as the enemy. Asking the viewer to choose the best of two evils, hoping we will ignore problems like discrimination to overthrow the people who are literally making human puppets. Hori wants the world of MHA to appear "black and white" but really, it kinda just appears..."black and ehhhh...grey." Which, I mean, is quite realistic given our *current* world but...I guess it doesn't fit the genre? It's not satisfying, really. Or particularly well executed.
On top of this, the problems present in the hero world are ones that Hori's viewers might very easily relate to. Bullying, domestic violence, discrimination, even sexism (though that one is one that is VERY MUCH not deliberate on hori's part...ugh). Which is why, even though, realistically, Bakugou telling Izuku to k*** himself isn't worse than AFO making LITERAL MONSTERS OUT OF CORPSES, it feels that way. Because, y'know, I don't think any of the MHA viewers out there are at risk of being nomu-ified.
So, what happens? No matter how evil Hori tries to make Shiggy, people will still like him. Because he's not violent in a way that is relatable, he's just...edgy. And also hot as hell.
tl;dr? Hori created a morally grey world and refused to fix any of its problems, so we all simp for the murderous hand-man.
#this is actually a mess i'm proud of u if u read it all#shigaraki tomura#bnha#bnha meta#bnha analysis#analysis#hori is a bad writer#bnha critical
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Film #914: 'La La Land', dir. Damien Chazelle, 2016.
I really like old-school Hollywood musicals, and I've always been sad that it's a genre that has gotten harder and harder to find in modern Hollywood. Most of the genre has since been supplanted by Disney films and either low-budget works or jukebox musicals, produced because there is a ready audience for the songs. While there has been a shift towards film adaptations of Broadway hits in the last decade or so (Les Miserables (Tom Hooper, 2012), Into the Woods (Rob Marshall, 2014), Cats (Tom Hooper, 2019)), it's a poor sign of the genre's health that there are no longer any major actors renowned for their consistent career in musicals - no Astaires or Crosbys or Garlands. So imagine my glee on hearing that a new, original musical was being made! One that hearkened back to the Hollywood spectaculars of the 1940s and 1950s! La La Land! The promotional photos looked reminiscent of the soundstage musicals that I had fallen in love with! At long last, it was time!
So, I didn't watch it for seven years. I don't know exactly why I didn't - a combination of having a lot going on in my life that stopped me getting to theatres, and then an internal rebellion against the amount of praise the film was receiving. It certainly wasn't helped by the Oscars debacle - there's nothing that diminishes a film's prestige quite like conspicuously not winning the Best Picture award. Finally, this year, I sat down to watch it, hoping I would be wrong, and that the shine would still be there - that I would be transported.
La La Land is not bad. It's also not transcendental.
Mia Dolan (Emma Stone) and Seb Wilder (Ryan Gosling) have both moved to Los Angeles to pursue their dreams. Mia wants to be an actress, but has found work in a coffee shop on the Warner Brothers studio lot. Seb hopes to revitalise jazz music in Los Angeles by refurbishing a famed jazz club. Mia encounters Seb by chance, and loves his music, but their first few interactions are filled with hostility - road rage, a thwarted introduction at the moment Seb is fired (in a cameo by J. K. Simmons, who also starred in Chazelle's Whiplash in 2014), and a terrible Hollywood pool party. Finally warming to each other, the two begin dating and encouraging each other to pursue their dreams in whatever way possible - Mia by performing a one-woman show, and Seb joining a jazz-pop band fronted by Keith (John Legend). Just before Mia's show opens, Seb returns from touring, and the two argue bitterly over their future and how to reconcile their two careers, ending with Seb spitting vitriol about how Mia cannot stand his success. The two break up, and Mia returns to her childhood home.
Shortly after this, Seb receives a message for Mia, inviting her to a casting call. He goes to retrieve her, and her audition is a success. The two talk about how, while their lives are not compatible, they'll always love each other. Five years later, Mia is a successful actress and Seb has opened his club. They once again meet by chance and, after considering what their life together could have been, they each go their separate ways once more.
You might notice that, in this description, I haven't paid much attention to the songs or music in this musical. That's because, in all honesty, not very much of it was memorable to me. The opening number 'Another Day of Sun', and 'City of Stars', the song that gets used as a motif throughout, remain catchy, but they're the only tracks that left a mark. That's a real shame, because they're not really the turning points of the film. And while Gosling and Stone show that they're relatively accomplished as singers and dancers in this film, it's also clear that they're not accustomed to doing this kind of work regularly. 'A Lovely Night' is a prime example of this - it's a couple's dance number, and the choreography is not exactly simple, but Stone and Gosling look like they've learned the dance in isolation from each other. This is a number where the easy chemistry that the two of them have temporarily gets put on hold so that they can focus on the steps.
And I'm aware that this is an incredibly pedantic thing to gripe about. I don't mean to damn with faint praise - these actors are doing something difficult, and doing it well. What really gets me is that, when you're making a musical, you have all sorts of tricks to cover over these brief weaknesses, and La La Land often doesn't use them. The score feels oddly quiet, even in its more bombastic numbers. 'Another Day of Sun' starts things off, but the opening vocalist sings, rather than belting, and by making the score supposedly diegetic to start, there's not enough there to support her. I know I ended my last write-up by expressing gratitude that films were now available to watch outside the cinema, but this is an instance where I wish that I'd seen this years ago. I just couldn't turn my speakers up far enough to get lost in the spectacle.
Talking to people about this film, there seems to be an even split on this matter: either you can lose yourself in what's going on, or you can't, and if you're in the latter camp, the musical side of La La Land is too banal. It's colourful and pretty - filmed gorgeously by Linus Sandgren - but I'm reminded of the maxim of musicals, attributed to Rob Marshall: "When movement isn't enough, you dance, or when speaking isn't enough, you sing." A few people I've asked about the film raised similar ideas - that it feels like Chazelle is trying to force an exuberance from his audience when there's not enough genuine emotion to support it.
This is what makes the second half of the film better for me, and this is where I found myself able to embrace the film more. The latter half of Mia and Seb's relationship, once they've actually fallen in love properly, is powerfully-acted, and the reprise of 'City of Stars' is beautiful. The break-up scene is absolutely stellar, and either Gosling and Stone could justifiably call this one of the best scenes of their career. In a musical, though, this height of emotion would normally call for a song or a dance, and there isn't one here. The emotional height that does get a song is Mia's audition, where she sings 'The Fools Who Dream' in what appears to be a single take. This is an excellent performance, and it alone could have been responsible for Stone winning the Best Actress Oscar that year. Then, of course, once Mia and Seb have briefly reunited, they share a fantasy sequence that is filled with a longing that's deeply affecting.
The thing that upsets me most about the film is that once you've started dissecting it, you see how underwritten parts of it are. The opening leaves its characters adrift, trying to sell you on optimism and exuberance that don't have enough of a foundation - no matter how many BMX stunt riders and parkour experts 'Another Day of Sun' crams in, it feels thin - and even the break-up scene is mostly successful because Stone and Gosling have easy chemistry and the ability to sell you on ideas by injecting them with emotion. That doesn't prevent the central conflict from seeming like a contrivance.
Seb is, admittedly, insufferable at times (I'm not going to get into whether he's a white saviour of jazz, because plenty of people have made arguments on both sides of that topic and I could easily agree with either camp). I think his biggest flaw is that he's unable to articulate his motivations, which makes the conflict a bit of an idiot-ball plot. Faced with having to explain why he's 'sold out' by joining Keith's group rather than following his passion for pure jazz, he can't do it and immediately belittles Mia. It feels like it would be easy to explain that someone could find satisfaction in playing two different subgenres of jazz, and even playing them off each other to push the boundaries of music further. That feels like something Seb would genuinely believe in (and something that Chazelle, being a musician, would also be familiar with). It would also open up opportunities for more complicated conflicts - a jazz battle! A tortured artist number! - without affecting the overall plot. I just don't think the film has the expansiveness to tackle it.
Yeah, this sounds like I'm trying to assassinate the film. I liked it, honestly. I was still humming 'City of Stars' a week later, and it made me like Stone and Gosling more as actors, which I hardly thought possible. All the breathless excitement, though, about the film resurrecting a genre, and changing the course of film history... it was overblown, without a doubt. La La Land proved that these films could still be made, and very successfully. The fact that so many modern musicals are either adaptations of things proven to work, or jukebox musicals where the plot is largely incidental, shows that crafting a fully successful musical is not just about the songs but about the plot that links them. La La Land does it better than most, but it's not what I was craving it to be.
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Jimin for Elle Korea Interview
Q: Because you started dancing with modern dance, you had a hard time learning K-pop dance, and after your debut, you felt a lot of responsibility as a vocalist. Nevertheless, you recently announced your determination to practice from scratch through Weverse Live. How can it come to pass that you been running so hard and you still have a lot to do?
Jimin: I'm embarrassed. I'm really embarrassed that it's still like this. But I don't want to run away, and I want to prove that I can do well.
Q: Are you being too strict on yourself? Is it my desire to become more perfect, knowing that I can't be perfect?
Jimin: Nothing else has to be perfect. But on stage it has to be perfect.
Q: I remember that even when I opened up about my personal feelings through my solo song ‘Lie’ many years ago, the process was never easy. Nevertheless, I faced myself again in my personal album FACE last March. Are there aspects that are relieved when you put your emotions out there as a result?
Jimin: I think it definitely exists. In fact, FACE was an album I made when I was personally under a lot of stress, so I was even afraid to release it. I still can't forget the feeling of relief I felt after finishing the song.
Q: You spoke honestly about the difficulties of producing one album when you appeared on “Getting Drunk with Sugar.” Is there any music you would like to present now?
Jimin: I am always constantly working on songs. And I really want to try different genres. I would be happiest if you enjoy my music.
Q:For some time now, you have been posting short dance videos on my personal Instagram with the hashtag ‘This is Jimin’. How did you get started?
Jimin: Dancing is one of the things I love the most. So I thought it would be fun to share this time with my fans. Although it is not periodic, we plan to show it consistently.
Q: Like the lyrics of 'Letter', which was a hidden track, what you always want to say is often the most obvious. Is there anything you want to say at this moment?
Jimin: Wait for me. I will become a ‘good’ singer.
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Through the Haze
gift for @negative-speedforce (Merry Christmas!!) Characters: Moon Hyun-Ki and Jessica Wells (both Revan's OCs) Word Count: 2.4k Content Warnings: heavy hypnotism/mind control themes, mentions of needles ____
"What would you say is the most important thing you've gained from being a part of SoulSong?"
"It's how I met Jessi," Hyun-Ki answered at once, the words tumbling from his mouth almost before the question was finished, "As joyful as it's been to travel the world and sing for millions of people, it's even more joyful to know I have her waiting for me when I come home."
Something twinged in the back of his mind, even as he spoke the words. They weren't... wrong, exactly: he loved Jessi with everything he had, so much that he felt the the entire world could've been held in her cupped palms, but hadn't there been a time when music was the most important part of his life? He loved his craft. He loved his bandmates. He loved seeing the sights, visiting a hundred cities and watching millions of fans share his love of music.
But he loved Jessi more.
When had he started loving Jessi more?
The reporter scrawled a few notes into his notepad, nodding vigorously. It was hardly a moment before he was back up, once again jabbing a microphone into Hyun-Ki's face. He was... more intense than the others usually seemed to be. There was a strange look on his face, oddly focused. It made Hyun-Ki's head spin. These interviews always did.
Come to think of it, his head always felt a little foggy. Just a little, hardly enough to notice when he was focused on something he knew well - like performing. But these media specials, the flood of questions and flashing lights, just seemed to move too fast for him.
Maybe he was overtired. He'd spent a long time performing. Perhaps he was due for a break.
"You and Jessi... the tabloids are all over it, I must say. They love you. But nobody's quite sure exactly how you two ended up together... so, any details you'd be willing to share?"
"It was all... very sudden. You could say it was an instant attraction," he answered, fighting hard to keep from grimacing. His head hurt. "I'm sorry, that's all I'm willing to share at this time. We'd like to keep our relationship private."
"That's understandable." the journalist agreed, scratching out a few notes as he spoke. Hyun-Ki wondered how he could manage it. His mind could barely navigate one thought at a time, let alone several. "Especially in the modern world, couples are more and more encouraged to bare their relationships to the limelight. I find it almost refreshing to see you and Jessica choosing to maintain your privacy."
"Thank you." he responded, unsure of what else to say.
"But, if you don't mind me asking..." the older man continued, clearing his throat to dispel the faint croak in his voice. Sudden panic danced up Hyun-Ki's spine. What was he about to ask? Something personal? Something he wouldn't- couldn't answer?
"Some of your fans have noticed a bit of a... a shift in your sense of humor recently." the journalist finally continued, and Hyun-Ki fought to shift his mind back into gear.
"My sense of humor?"
"Yes, well, a lot of SoulSong fans were drawn in by your- your wit. The found your sarcasm unique compared to the general climate of the K-Pop scene. And now... well- excuse me, sir, but these same fans are now saying you've softened."
"Softened?" Hyun-Ki repeated, though he mentally kicked himself for parroting exactly what the interviewer had said.
"It's left them wondering if you've lost interest in performing with SoulSong going forward."
"No!" he blurted, too fast, before he could stop himself. SoulSong was his passion, his world. What did he have if he couldn't perform? If he couldn't create?
He had Jessi. She was his world too.
Did he have to choose? He couldn't choose. He'd fallen head-over-heels in love with performing when he was young, when he'd seen his first live concert. And he'd fallen head-over-heels in love with Jessi six months ago. But it felt like years. It felt like he'd been with her his whole life. It felt like she was his whole life.
"I apologize for my outburst," Hyun-Ki muttered, trying to recover, "No, I fully intend to keep performing with SoulSong. Music is my passion, I couldn't walk away from that if I tried."
"I understand. And... other fans have been worried about your mental health? I've seen many concerns related to depression or other mood disorders, especially in the last six months."
He caught a shift of movement out of the corner of his eye, and fought hard not to turn his head. Jessi was lingering in the background, behind the cameras, out of sight. She said she loved to watch him in his element. And how could he refuse her? It wasn't hurting anybody.
"All I'll say is that if there's been any noticeable shift in my behavior, I'm sure it's just related to the stresses of our most recent tour. This is a global tour, as I'm sure you know, and all that travel does become exhausting," he answered, finally managing to string together a response that seemed somewhat coherent, "I apologize for any distress I may have caused my fans."
"They'll be glad to hear that." the reporter agreed, "Now, we're nearly out of time, but I did have one more question for you."
Hyun-Ki was silent, though he gave the journalist a faint nod of encouragement. The older man fumbled for his pockets, tucking the notepad away and instead removing his cell phone. He swiped at the screen for a moment or two, pulling something up.
He'd never seen a reporter reach for their cell phone in the middle of an interview before. Sometimes the lesser-experienced would use their phones to notate, or even to record voice memos for use later, but he'd never seen something like this. It struck him as vaguely unprofessional. No, more than vaguely- it made him wonder, very briefly, if there was something more in play.
Jessi was pacing. She hadn't drawn any nearer, still out-of-sight from the camera's watchful eye, but there was agitation in her movements. She'd noticed the same strangeness he had. Somehow, that both relieved him and doubled his anxiety.
"I'm sorry, I was expecting to have my materials prepared before we began," the reporter muttered, finally finishing with his phone, "There we go. Now, someone's noticed an interesting musical... I suppose you'd call it a riff, in the background of a few of your recent songs. They were wondering if it means, perhaps, bigger things are coming to the future of SoulSong? Perhaps a more thematic album?"
"Thematic meaning...?"
"Well, there's been a fan theory circulating that the next album may revolve around a wider narrative," the journalist continued, "Think Rush's twenty-one twelve album, or Pink Floyd's The Wall. They believe this hidden riff may be foreshadowing what comes next."
"Oh, well- I assure you, any hidden themes are completely unintentional. As far as I'm aware, we haven't hidden anything in our music." Hyun-Ki responded. Jessi was still pacing behind the cameras. It reminded him of a caged lioness, seeing her prey on the other side of the wall, just out of reach.
His head hurt.
"Do you mind if I play you a snippet of the theme? Maybe you could tell us what it is they're hearing. Ease their minds."
"Oh- sure, I suppose. If we have the time for it."
The reporter nodded, then tapped something on his phone. Out floated a stream of grainy, scratchy audio - clearly isolated from the background of a song, marred by static and interference.
It was Jessi's voice- no, darker, dangerous, not hers. But not... not hers. It was her voice, he knew her voice like he knew his own, she was a part of him. But it wasn't. This voice had power. This voice wormed its way into his head, straight into his brain, sound waves drilling like a jackhammer and breaking apart his thoughts.
He knew this song.
He'd never heard this song a day in his life.
Where was he? What was he doing? Bright lights, cameras, this man in front of him... an interview. How had he gotten here?
His heart hurt.
The sound only seemed to grow louder, spilling out of the phone like blood from an open wound. It wouldn't stop. He needed it to stop. He couldn't think.
Jessi. He needed Jessi. He loved her. He loathed her. He'd hardly met her.
Jessi.
Jessi?
The woman he loved. The woman he... the woman he'd recorded a song with. Once. He didn't know her. He'd needed a female voice. People loved the crossover. Not counting lyrics, he'd exchanged hardly a dozen words with her.
But he was here.
This was wrong.
Hyun-Ki was out of his seat before he knew it, so fast the chair tipped backwards and clattered against the linoleum floor. His legs were unsteady - he stuck out a hand and tipped a light stand as he tried to recover his balance. A louder crash. Breaking glass.
"Help me-" he blurted. His thoughts felt sharp, sharper than they'd felt in months. Sharper than they'd felt since... Jessi.
"Help me, please, I don't know what she did but she's got in my head," he stammered, surging up to the reporter and taking him by the shoulders. The man winced, but his eyes were wide with shock and realization. Hyun-Ki noticed but didn't stop. He couldn't stop.
"She's in my head, I'm not- I'm not me, something's wrong and you need to- you need to tell somebody, I never agreed to this, she's-"
"Security!" A woman's voice. Jessi's voice. Panicked. Frightened. It was all an act. He knew it was all an act. He knew she was playing to the cameras.
She said something else. He blocked it from his mind. He had to, or he'd slip back under her spell. He couldn't go back. He'd lost six months... how much more would he lose before she was done with him? How much longer spent in a stupor?
His words tumbled faster, out of control, as if the sound of his own voice could somehow drown out the sound of hers. The reporter now looked panicked, clutching his microphone in both hands like a weapon. He still couldn't stop.
"You were right, the song- it's her, she did something to me... it's not depression and it's not a message it's her it's all her you need to get me out of here I can't-"
Burly arms caught him across the chest, and he was startled enough to gasp. He kicked out on impulse and his feet found metal. The camera listed sideways, bumping a light stand in its path and sending the equipment down like a row of dominoes. All that was left standing was the reporter, still holding his microphone in a white-knuckled grip. He thought he heard Jessi scream, somewhere off in the distance.
Something sharp speared his neck. The word began to blur around him. Lead weights dragged at his limbs, even as he continued to struggle.
"You have to..." Hyun-Ki mumbled, fighting for words as his tongue went slack, "Get me out... away... from her..."
His vision blurred and doubled. He saw a smudge of pink approaching - her, Jessi, her hair - and tried to wriggle away. The arms tightened around him. He couldn't move. His thoughts dispersed into clouds of smoke.
He had to run. He had to leave.
He had to... to...
He had to sleep.
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He awoke in a bed. His bed. He still felt vaguely blurry. He wished he could sink into the bed and disappear, to find Narnia somewhere between the sheets. The room was too bright around him, and he had to...
Get away he had to get away he had to-
"Hey there," A soft, musical voice greeted him, and calm washed over him like the tide. This was... easier. A gentle hand stroked his hair, eliciting a low, contented sound from him. "Are you feeling any better, sweetheart?"
"Mm." he mumbled, struggling to pull himself up from the fog, "Yeah. Better."
"That's good." Jessi agreed, and he felt the mattress dip as she sat down beside him. She continued to stroke his hair, speaking to him in the same soft voice. It sounded like a lullaby, calming him to sleep as if he were a child. His worries were trickling away, water through a cracked glass. Why had he wanted to get away? He was home. He was with Jessi. He was where he needed to be.
"You had some sort of psychotic break back there," she said, "You scared me. Don't do that again, okay?"
Hyun-Ki could only nod. He barely remembered the event - only that he'd knocked over a light in his panic, and frightened the interviewer. And there was... there was a song...
But with Jessi's voice still floating through the air around him, he couldn't seem to call it to mind.
"I think it's best if you take a break from SoulSong," Jessi was saying. Her voice was cotton, it was candlelight, it was music, and he was so focused on the melody that he almost missed the lyrics.
A break? From SoulSong? His world?
No. Jessi was his world. She was everything.
Why had he been worried?
"Hm. Why?" he managed, daring to open his eyes only to be blinded by sunlight around him. Jessi's fingers trailed down the side of his face, down to his neck, and there she pressed in until it stung. The needle. A sedative. The world blurring around him. He remembered.
"I think this tour's taking a lot out of you. You're exhausted. It's starting to affect your moods. I mean, hell, you went after that reporter like a rabid dog." she said, "So I talked to the other guys, and we all agreed that you need a break for a while."
"Who will...?"
"Sing?" she finished for him, "They'll hire someone to stand in for you. It's only temporary. Everything will be okay."
And he believed her.
He was here with Jessi, and everything would be okay.
#my friends!!!#gift fic#revan ocs#moon hyun-ki#jessi juno#my writing#tw hypnosis#tw mind control#tw needles
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4 Town As Songs I Shamelessly Loop
What it says! I've been feeling way more inspired after my week-long trip away. I dove back into my playlists and came up with this idea. Thanks for anyone who's still stuck around after my sorta hiatus. I'm gonna be updating more often again!
Enjoy my absolutely shambolic music taste and look out for more content soon 🧡
Robaire;
Vision of Love - Mariah Carey
'You treated me kind, sweet destiny! And I'll be eternally grateful, Holding you so close to me.'
Something about this song just screams 'Robaire' to me. The mix of slow jam sensuality and jaw-dropping vocals is so on brand for him.
This song is a classic and I could definitely imagine Robaire singing this either before fame in a talent contest or as a solo artist later down the road. Let's face it, if anyone can rival Mariah's whistle tones, it's Robaire.
Jesse;
Whatsername - Green Day
'I made a point to burn all of the photographs. She went away, and then I took a different path.'
So, I personally hc Jesse as being an ex member of the alternative rock scene. He went through many phases, but his grunge/punk time was one for the books. And like any good punk rocker, he still loves Green Day.
The chilled, mellowness of this song is reminds me of him, too. That and the lyricism, the theme of leaving a romantic interest in the past. I feel like he'd have related to this song with the mom of his kids. He'd definitely have had some long drives blasting this song, screaming out the lyrics as the melody builds.
Aaron T;
Don't You Worry 'Bout A Thing - Stevie Wonder
'Don't you worry 'bout a thing, mama. 'Cause I'll be standing on the side When you check it out.'
My God, this song is T to a T. The Latin American flavour, the garbled Spanish in the intro, the upbeat playfulness. It's all him.
Plus, we know T is a supportive friend and S/O. He has a positive outlook on life, and he definitely passes that on to his loved ones. Bolstering them up to take on life's challenges while waiting in the wings to support them through it all.
Aaron Z;
Lavender Haze - Taylor Swift
'Staring at the ceiling with you, Oh, you don't ever say too much. And you don't really read into my melancholia.'
I won't lie, this song gave me inspiration to do this post in the first place. Something about it reminds me of Z. Maybe it's the purple aesthetic, the sombre beats, the whole vibe of giving no f*cks. I don't know, it's all just very Z.
Plus, I feel like he's a night owl. Finding peace in that time of the night when everyone else is asleep and he can let his imagination run wild. Part of him comes alive at that magical midnight hour, and that's what this song is all about to me.
✨Bonus ✨; In the modern AU, I hc Z as having a fat secret crush on Ms Swift. T's definitely planning an embarrassing encounter between them at some point.
Tae Young;
Intro; Persona - BTS
'Persona, who the hell am I? I just wanna go, I just wanna fly. I just wanna give you all the voices till I die. I just wanna give you all the shoulders when you cry.'
I know, I know- picking a K-pop song for Tae-
Buuuuut, I genuinely feel like this song is so Tae. It's all about discovering yourself through supporting those you love most. As I hc Tae as bisexual, and we all know he's the youngest, he's still growing into himself. But he has so much love to give, and the members and 4 Townies see that.
Also, this song is super rogue but honestly such a bop. It's catchy and a lil feisty, and we know that Tae isn't all sunshine and rainbows.
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i know it’s so unlikely but i really really wish hoseok or namjoon would write like a memoir where they just reveal everything like everything from all the shit they’ve had to put up with from big hit and hybe and the k industry and the american industry.
there’s still things i wonder about like what really happened in 2018 and the pandemic years and how they really felt abt the group and some of those later releases and then ofc the heightened unequal company treatment during the solo era. i know we can put two and two together for some of it and that they’ve mentioned bits and pieces through diff avenues. but i want to hear their experiences. fully, honestly their perspectives and experiences abt all of it without it being edited and palatable
i know a memoir is unlikely bc even after bts is over, they will care abt the legacy of the group and hoseok and namjoon are the most professional on the team..but i just have so many questions abt things and i want to know! hoseok esp is so careful and professional. that moment in the documentary where he said he’s a greedy person and has a lot of ambitions (coupled with psick namjoon saying hobi wants to go global) felt like one of the moments where we got a glimpse into someone who wants more screen time, wants more lines, wants more dance breaks…i wanted to reach into the screen and say yes!! tell us this it’s okay to want more when you’re constantly shoved aside in the group! !
they made him debut in a mask for god’s sake like!! i want to know what he was thinking from the beginning…
I think about this a LOT actually, and for a long time too, not even just about BTS actually but like, the long-term effects of the k-pop system on current idols. Not that much time has actually passed since Gen 1 happened and now we're already entering Gen 5, which is crazy to me that 5 whole generations of k-pop have happened in ~30 years. I'll be fascinated to see what comes out about idols or idol companies as more of older Gen groups end, and the members get older and how the industry can try and get info out of it all for like, future docs and retrospectives.
So while I don't see either of them (Namjoon or Hoseok) as they currently are willing to ''reveal'' things in the future, who actually knows what the future versions of them will be like, and what they might want to do when it comes to reflecting on BTS and the time spent at BH/HYBE and in the group. I could see an older, free Namjoon writing about his experience, he might not do a whole exposé but he might be willing to share insights on stuff.
I wouldn't rule it out entirely honestly, if BTS really are the modern day Beatles then fans even well into their old age will be fascinated by any and all information surrounding the group and the members. The older they get, depending on the path they all end up taking, maybe some of them will be willing to open up about these times more than they are now since they're still fully invested in it all. I know for sure I'd be one of those old ladies watching or reading anything that revealed the true feelings and thoughts of the members during this time way into the future if they ever wanted to do it.
It's all just a matter of waiting the real long game LOL but will any of us actually care at that point? Probably not, even if they revealed that information later the best you'll get is a feeling of vindication for your current self and the feelings and thoughts you have. So as fascinating as it all is, and how much I also want to know it either A) will never happen, or B) even if it did, it's not happening for 10+ years...
#Sab talks#anon#I'm not even an old lady now and I'm still interested in that stuff...#I mean I'm not the biggest Beatles fan but I am interested in them enough to have watched everything about Now And Then#that shit was so interesting to me#so if something like that happened with them later down the line I'll be there curious as hell#long post#text heavy
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Listen y’all, this has been on my mind for WEEKS now, and I’ve already discussed it partially with a friend of mine (and she wrote me a labyrinth fic and I died), but I wanna say it here. Here is the list of idols I think could’ve played/could be casted as a modern day version of Jareth from The Labyrinth (1986) and what I think they’d be like. (I know there could probably be more, but these 3 specifically give me “ethereal mythical being/fairy type creature who is better than you” vibes and I must explain. Also, this is x adult readers, MDNI, tyvm).
Kim Hongjoong: Now, to me, Hongjoong can pull off the whole playful, immature rogue with anger issues (he is the leader of Ateez, the anger issues part comes naturally), and I see him more in tuned with the song “Magic Dance” from the soundtrack, and the runner up being “Within You” because his expressions in that would be so deadly, like, have y’all seen him? And he could knowingly lure you to his palace without much other than his looks, he knows the effect he has on women and men alike, and yet, he’ll still probably take someone or something valuable to you as extra incentive to keep you playing his game longer. A devious goblin king indeed. If you resist him, his mood becomes increasingly sour before he’ll make your life harder as you travel through the maze, putting up extra obstacles and problems until he feels like stopping. (he won’t put up too many though, if you accidentally hurt yourself because of him, he’d never forgive himself).
Nakamota Yuta: “Within You” fits him so well, I feel like he’s less on the soft side as Jareth, he’d have one for you of course, but I feel he’d be more on the temperamental side of Jareth’s immaturity. And “Magic Dance” would be less about making the brother happy, but more about shutting him up as he played with the goblins so that Yuta could think of ways to lure you closer to him. He’s a sneaky goblin king, and he will stoop to whatever level he needs to get what he wants, and if he is met with any level of resistance, a temper tantrum will be thrown. It might be one of the most terrible and yet beautiful things you’d ever get to witness, if you ever did catch him in the middle of losing his cool that is. He’d probably be the most heartbroken if you rejected him with the line from the movie.
Kang Yeosang: The perfect all rounder imo (he can mesh well with all the songs). I don’t think he’d be as immature a goblin king as the others, still selfish, but he knows better ways to play mind games and he won’t immediately get angry and throw a fit if things don't go his way. “As the World Falls Down” fits him, and y’all have seen him with long blonde hair, he’d totally pull off that scene. And he’s sarcastic asf sometimes, so his comebacks would scathe anyone who challenged him with serious third degree burns. He’s more of an elegant and refined goblin king, but prone to selfish outbursts of possessiveness, jealousy, and occasional rage should things turn out differently than he planned. His anger is not hasty and quick, but cold, slow, and deep, and he holds grudges. He’ll be satisfied when he receives a tearful apology or until you feel just like him, upset and annoyed.
That was my list, (I’m a nerd, I know), and I am willing to talk about it further, but for now, I shall sleep and wish for a spectacular ball gown and a non toxic version of the goblin king/k-pop idols (they’re a lil toxic as goblin kings, but it's only fanfiction, never fear).
#aj talks#the labyrinth#yuta nakamoto#kim hongjoong#kang yeosang#david bowie labyrinth#aj's rambles#ateez hongjoong#ateez yeosang#nct yuta#jareth#jareth labyrinth#ateez#nct#x black reader#kpop x black reader#poc reader#kpop x poc reader#x poc reader#misc
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