#i don't care I'm gutted

[gwenmontrose]

My Eras Tour show just got cancelled.

I purchased the tickets more than a year ago.

More than one year of dreaming about it.

I'm experiencing the strangest combination of feelings, a mix of gut wrenching rage and also relief for not being involved in a t*rrorist attack? I don't know, man.

I just know I can't bear to look at the outfit I chose for tomorrow night. I can't bear to listen to any of Taylor's songs right now.

I hope it doesn't forever ruin my memories of Wien.

[shalomniscient]

natlan 5.1 was batshit insane but i won't deny cookery when i see it. last 1/3 of the archon quest is just brilliantly done in my opinion, from writing to level design to soundtrack. just genuine excellence

[lucky-clover-gazette]

sometimes i just kinda sit there and think about how it is genuinely difficult for me to conceive of myself being desired

[reshirfuse]

there's ways to write and engage with nuanced "problematic" topics in fiction without being a harmful asshole about it. Writing sensitive situations with care and realism is not that fucking hard, and it's not hard to understand the genuine harm and trauma these situations cause in both reality and fiction. This is not some perfect fantasy or an inconsequential action. In fact, showing how ugly it is and how much trauma it can cause makes the whole thing so much better and gut wrenching anyway i don't understand people who actively ignore this they're just assholes who don't care about hurting others.

[clickedbait]

my duplicate anxiety is existent with like four characters-- otherwise i just have normal anxiety about how my writing SUCKS. i know it doesn't. i know i'm hot shit, but man some times that anxiety is like "oh that person responded to this person with a character your write! don't! step! on! toes!" and i get 🧍😬

[non-un-topo]

Mark me down as unwilling to read fanfiction for media I recently got into because there's not one work out there that isn't about shipping/romance and I'm a hater

[cowardlycowboys]

if I was skinny I'd post pictures of myself nonstop like I'd be so vain I'd be insufferable

[licorishh]

Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh

I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that

[aeolianblues]

Writing is so awesome. I had things on my mind. I sat with them and an open document for an hour. Feel like I've puked it all out. Now I can go pack and eat dinner. Free therapy

[eddis-not-eeddis]

Dealing with newcomer's embarrassment gets easier if you are surrounded by people you have no respect for.

[backpackingspace]

Hey this just in? Ptsd sucks balls

[markantonys]

we've got galad!!!! maybe? callum kerr is playing "galad trakand" per his cv, and i've seen someone speculate that means galad and gawyn have been merged, but i strongly doubt they would do that (both brothers have distinct and important enough story roles to be kept imo, and the leaked audition script from a while back had one prince character referencing his brother which has to mean they're both in, tho of course that script isn't final and could have been changed later), so i think it's probably just that the cv either has an error or the show is giving galad the trakand name to make it absolutely clear he's part of that family.

[aberooski]

I'm trying to find small lights right now. I don't want this to steal all my joy and all of my will to live because that's what they want. I've spent all morning crying and despairing and scaring my sister and myself talking about dying. I can’t just give up on everything as much as part of me wants to, as hurt and as angry and as sad as I am.

I'm just gonna lay in my bed, listen to some music, and play stardew valley. I'm going to take it easy on myself today. I'm going to do what I can to take care of myself. I'm gonna try to pick myself up because if we don’t get back up when we're knocked down, they'll keep us down forever and we'll never move forward.

Somehow, some way, we're gonna find a way to be okay.

We have to. 🫂

[destinyc1020]

I think 19 is young, your brain isn’t even fully developed yet but hey she’s rich and its her life, she doesn’t have the same worries other regular people have so wish her well. But yeah, TZ damn near 30 and have been together longer than Millie has been with her partner. Literally been together since the age Millie is engaged at so antis who are always crying about TZ being young need a new thing cause this is the average age people get married.

Exactly lol 💯

PREACH Anon!

Not only are TZ older, but they've also been through SO much MORE with each other, and they've been together longer.

Look.... I'm just gonna be honest with y'all.... Ain't NO way Tom is letting Zendaya go after he already lost her once lol 😂

He saw what life was like without her, and it wasn't all that pretty. In fact, he looked (and seemed) DEPRESSED most of the time rofl 🤣 😂

So yea no....

Unless smthg really drastic happens, there's no way that man is letting Zendaya go lol. We all know he can't do better than her, and he knows it too rofl 🤣 😂

So ppl need to give it up on wishing ill will on them. They might marry each other and divorce lol, but at this point I just can't see how they will NOT marry each other at SOME point in this life lol 😅

[ell-arts]

Sometimes I think back on the 9+ years I've been a fan of PMATGA.

With so much time that has passed, I've come to terms with the fact that the show is never coming back to continue its run. I've made peace with it and know that the chances of Namco picking it up again are next to none because of the show's poor ratings during its run.

It hasn't stopped me from being a fan though, and I can still appreciate its influence in my childhood while acknowledging that the show's over and it's closed its chapter, both in my life and just in the animated series sphere in general.

...BUT THEN sometimes I look back and nostalgia and fixation hits like a runaway brick train and all I can think of is DAMN YOU NAMCO PLEASE BRING IT BACK 😭

[jabeur]

was taken aback by my coworker's genuine kindness today and then taken aback by my (new) other coworker's lack of tact and humanity lol