#i don’t support aphmau
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laurancezvahlslefteyebrow · 7 months ago
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Happy Pride to the gayest motherfuckers in Ru’aun
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rose1021 · 11 months ago
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IM SO SORRY ITS MIDNIGHT IM GOING TO REGRET THIS BUT I CANT GET THIS OUT OF MY HEAD 😭😭
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Pls help I’m going to wake someone up with my cackling
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chiquitin-o · 11 months ago
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what i like about the aphmau community, specifically mcd fans, is that we most likely watched her series when we were young. now that we’re older, we have the ability to create ourselves and make pretty fuckin’ sick things too
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cinnamontoastcroonch · 1 year ago
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discussion time.
topic: JOH ZVAHL.
ok. so. to begin: this man in my head most definitely screams jack sparrow. in the cuntiest way. jack sparrow if he was more tidy+a lord
speaking of him being the lord of meteli; i still think that despite the formality he still has that style—it fits my idea of meteli culture—esp old meteli. just everyone serving pirate realness throughout the village. lots of gold jewelry. leather. blouses. pearls. the works.
ALSO. this is where laurance gets most of his spunk from. this is why he has a lock of hair permanently braided w/ beads (forgive me on the terminology) by his ear. this is why he adores ships and the sea. because that ocean breeze and dry salty air is one of the few places where he can hear whispers of his father. (sobbing).
don’t forget about one of my favorite hcs too.. the necklace/pendant laur has from joh that he NEVER takes off. ever. perhaps i will draw it? stay tuned.
did joh give it to him as a final token of remembrance as he was dying before him? we may never know. mwhahahah angst
god the designs i would do if i had the means for digital art
alas, here are my doodles. just some concepts/ideas.
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neos-schlond-poofa · 1 year ago
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one thing about is that when i’m a hater, i hate. you will likely never catch me saying a single positive thing aaron (mcd AND mystreet). oh you like his backstory? too bad i don’t care. you think aaron was the best choice for aph in mcd? he lacks a single ounce of charisma or character and i could not name a single cute or iconic moment between him and aphmau. boring. sloppy. yawning. lazy. oh, but you like him in mystreet? that’s even worse. like why do you like a super senior who went after a freshman… mcd aaron is me hating to hate (mainly) but mystreet aaron is literally like one of the worst ever. and then i also hate aaron because he’s a self insert of jason (ew) and caused the derailment of multiple characters… but also i hate just to hate. i love too much i need to balance it out with some nice, fun hate. and that hate just happens to be directed to a shirtless amalgamation of pixels who tries to be angsty and is sometimes a werewolf (as well as barbie diamond castle)
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kat-soop · 1 year ago
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mac-audcheese · 11 months ago
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So glad I’m finally rewriting fenrir’s story, ever since I first watched mcd I loved him and was so upset he got immediately ruined when the wedding ended. Like,, they gave him so much charm and character for what?? Sorry jesson he’s my character now and there’s nothing you can do about it
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finnleybutnot · 2 years ago
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he’s my little meow meow
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I know this is sorta off topic but what do you think of Dante x Zenix?
Yes.
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slumber-spirals · 1 year ago
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everyday i remember the fact that the only reason i got back into mcd was because i was an avid fan of dsmp/tales of the smp (THE ROLEPLAYS, NOT THE CREATORS) back in 2020-2021 and a person pointed out that a structure in tales of the smp (the inbetween) looked very similar to the irene temple.
anyways now my hyperfixation is running at 2000 kms/h and it is NOT STOPPING
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sweetpumpkinmouse · 1 year ago
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Oh boy—
Oswald the Lucky Rabbit (Disney)
Glamrock Freddy (FNAF)
Laurance Zvhal (Minecraft Diaries)
Noi (My Inner Demons)
Patton (Sander Sides)
@milothem4ge @theminimani @leafyboneking @mushysposts @rain-yskies
five comfort characters, five tags
(had to start a new thread, got too long) thanks for tagging me @loulooser ooh i like this okay - nick nelson (osemanverse) - aled last (osemanverse) - peeta mellark (hunger games) - linh song (keeper of the lost cities) - xavier hawthorne (the inheritance games)
tagging @lyssified @mister3127 @raeny-nights-and-faery-lights @weirdo09 @charliethinks
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laurancezvahlslefteyebrow · 7 months ago
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“i’m so, so sorry”
“shh, calm down, you have nothing to be sorry for.”
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rose1021 · 8 months ago
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We got the dancole figures 😋
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dryya-doesnt · 5 months ago
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Color practice with mcd garmau…I have an illness I need a doctor I’m insane still after 9 years….
Drew these during my rewatch of MCD I’m on S2 Ep. 66 as this is written.
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Now here’s where my thoughts on the series come in (feel free to ignore I’m just yapping):
I have this hc that Garmau is endgame in mcd as he’s been there for her as a friend and loyal guard. He’s been there to support her from the beginning, and despite his betrayal and immature actions, he learns to grow from it. Aphmau, post-Aaron death, can learn to open her heart to him once she forgives Aaron for leaving her. I like to think that Garroth puts his feelings aside for the umpteenth time to be there for Aphmau while she grieves and helps her raise Lilith and Alina. I think it’d be too tragic for Aphmau to never love again after her first relationship.
Tl;dr Aphmau learns to love again after Garroth supports her through her grief after Aaron’s death. She appreciates his companionship and opens up her heart again.
(Don’t get me wrong I love aarmau as much as the next person but for me in diaries garmau makes a lot of sense…and aarmau in mystreet is mcd aphmau’s second chance to be happy with aaron)
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starhvney · 5 months ago
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“a sleepover?”
“yeah! i’ve never had one, but don’t you think inviting a few of our girl friends over would be really fun?” aphmau chirps.
how does she manage to be this energetic so early every morning? especially when you both were up so late last night.
“plus… i was talking to my mom about everything that happened and she thought it would be a good idea. you know, to get close with supportive friends and take our minds off… everything.” she continues, lacing her fingers together behind her back as we walked.
you nod slowly, eyes drifting down to the pavement. it was so easy to get caught up in all of the drama you’ve been subjected to that it makes you forget the actual friends you’ve made—which was a much higher number than you had been expecting when you got to this school. a little reminder wouldn’t hurt, that’s for sure.
“that’s… a really good idea, aph.”
“i know! i wasn’t super sure who all to invite though, so i figured i’d ask you, and then maybe katelyn?” she asks, a bit unsure. “i’ve never had a slumber party though, so i was stressing over both the gene situation and trying to think of activities to do last night.”
to be honest, with your morning brain, you didn’t hear most of that. “kate’s cool. she’ll know what to do.”
“i thought so too!”
“hey guys!”
you both turn to see laurance jogging up to you two, lips curled up in a fond smile as he waves you down. 
“oh!” both you and aphmau stumble as he wraps an arm around each of your shoulders, dragging you with him as he slows to a walk.
“well good morning to you, too,” you snort. “you didn’t say you were walking this morning. we would’ve waited.”
“yeah, i didn’t know until the last minute either. cadenza has been fighting off some bad senioritis this year, so she decided right as we were supposed to leave that she was gonna skip today.” he sighs.
“if i was allowed to skip i would too. i don’t blame her,” you muse.
“same.” aphmau blows away a strand of hair from her eyes and sags her shoulders.
“woah, you two. you’re a sophomore and you’re only a freshman, aphmau. you guys can’t talk like that when you’re not even halfway done.” laurance squeezes both of your shoulders before letting go, walking between you two.
“oh come on, like you’ve never wanted to fake sick for school,” aphmau jabs.
laurance shrugs, light chuckles falling from his lips. “…i guess i have on occasion.”
he glances over at you, his expression slightly falling. he tilts his head, poking your cheek.
“hey, you look really tired.”
“gee, thanks.” you deadpan, causing him to chortle out a sudden laugh.
“no! i don’t mean you don’t look good, you just look really sleepy. your eyes are all…” he tilts his head, squinting his own eyes and giving you a sad puppy look. “…like you’re gonna fall asleep standing up.”
your eyes roll as you shake your head, gently pushing his face away with a scoff. “surely i don’t look that pathetic. but i did have trouble sleeping last night.”
“same.” aphmau sighs again.
the three of you are at the school’s steps by now, making your way up to the school doors just as the first bell can be heard from inside.
“crap, i can’t be late again!” aphmau turns to you and laurance, giving a small wave as she already starts to take off. “bye guys! see you at lunch!”
and she’s running through the doors, her purple hair ribbon bouncing as she rounds the corner.
“she does know there’s five minutes until the tardy bell, right?” laurance muses, eyebrows raised as you both watch her disappear through the halls.
“she’s being proactive, laurance,” you say, bringing your hand to your chest with a sentimental expression. “not too long ago was baby’s first detention, and now look at her go. they really do grow up so fast.”
laurance brings his hand to his face as he cackles. “this again! that’s so,” he takes in a breath, “dumb!”
“i'm impressed at how fast those little legs can run. soon it’ll be baby’s first track meet. aren’t you so proud?”
“shut up, i’m begging!” he rests his hand on your shoulder as he silences his giggling, before suddenly straightening up and staring at you with a solemn face. “not funny.”
“rude! last time i try to keep an inside joke with you!” you huff, crossing your arms and sending him a scornful look back. 
“no no! i was kidding!”
“my biggest hater, for real.” you shake your head in disappointment.
laurance draws out your name with a pout, leaning into your side dramatically.
“ok fine i forgive you!” you bump him back into standing straight. “you sure you should be captain of the soccer team? i’m thinking drama club is calling your name.”
“what are you trying to say, huh?” he narrows his eyes.
“you’re a,” you cup your hands around your mouth. “drama. queen.”
laurance sticks his tongue out at you. “if you can’t handle it when i sass you back, just say that.”
you hold up a hand, rolling your eyes as you rush ahead of him to get into homeroom first. 
“hey, wait,” laurance says, suddenly sounding serious as he pulls you back by your arm.
you turn to look at him, nervously side stepping out of the way as some girls give you a once over before going inside. laurance still hasn’t let go of your arm.
“what is it?”
“just… you’re good, right?” he looks a bit worried, briefly glancing around at the other students as his hand subconsciously tightens. “i know i’ve kinda been annoying you about this whole situation with… you know. but-”
“it’s fine. i’m not going to talk to any of them anymore.” you stop his rambling, patting his hand.
seeming to realize how urgent he was sounding, laurance straightens his back and clears his throat, letting go of your arm. his expression shifts to relief and a slight twinge of sheepishness.
“…you’re not?”
“no. i…” you sigh. “almost got in a bad situation because of them, so. i’m cutting them off, even if they spread rumors.”
“can’t you just tell me what they’re using against you?”
the halls still lingered with other students, many of which could likely be in earshot of your conversation. based on laurance’s popularity and the girl and boy who conveniently just stopped to lean on the wall next to him, you were sure your discussion was not private here.
“i will. but, it’s too complicated to explain here. just know you don’t have to worry about it anymore. okay?”
he nods, sighing before giving you a brief smile. “…okay.”
“and you aren’t annoying me. i really appreciate you looking out for me, laurance.”
“yeah, of course. you’d do the same for me, right?”
“of course.”
is it criminal to use the bathroom in this school or are you haunted by some sort of ghost that sends bad side quests your way anytime you needed to take a piss?
you genuinely needed to use the restroom, but the universe apparently forbids you from doing so as you stare down gene him-fucking-self standing in your way.
you suppose you have to go through with what you agreed with aphmau and told laurance, anyways. avoiding him would only prolong this confrontation. it was still intimidating though, especially with how he towered over you, leaning in and pressuring you to agree on his every whim without even needing to say a word.
“are you ever in class or do you like staring at the school’s hallway floors that much?”
“kitty! i’ve been looking for you all day.” he completely ignores your jab. “we’re going to skip again.”
the face you make is involuntary, lips curling into a grimace and eyebrows turning up. “didn’t you promise you wouldn’t ask me to do that again?”
“i changed my mind.”
“like hell you did. i’m not skipping.” you quip back, crossing your arms.
“what was that?” gene cups a hand around his ear, leaning in. “you want a certain picture to—”
“hey, gene!” a familiar voice interrupts your lovely conversation.
you look over to see zane, his face looking really hopeful considering his usual lack of excitement. he looks so young right now, with his round freckled cheeks and icey eyes widening as he notices you. in just the month it’s been since you had met him, you swear he’s gotten just a bit taller.
no. he doesn’t look up to gene, does he?
gene’s face shifts to something genuinely scary. you could tell it was anger, or maybe just annoyance, but his face didn’t contort or wrinkle. instead his jaw sets, dark blue eyes eerily flicking over to the boy.
“not you again.” he takes a long stride closer to the boy, before putting full force into shoving him over onto the floor. “i told you to stay away from us.”
“what the fuck?!” you interject, hand clasping onto his blazer and trying to pull him back from zane. he doesn’t move much from your efforts, though he does look back at you and grabs onto your wrist.
a small groan of pain can be heard from the ro’meave. it looked and sounded like he fell hard.
“c’mon. we’re going.” he says, attempting to walk away with you in tow.
“no the fuck we aren’t.” you snap, ripping your hand from him and stepping back.
you watch as gene’s eyebrows fall, his tongue running across the inside of his lip.
“excuse me?” his voice is even and low, and it makes your stomach turn.
“i couldn’t give less of a damn what you do with the picture or what you tell people. i’m done with your shit.”
your hands are shaking. pins and needles.
his chin lifts, jaw shifting before setting back in place as he looks down at you. “…fine.”
“…what?”
“you and your little freshman win. fighting with you would be a bore. so if you’re done, you're done.”
you stare at him, eyebrows pinched together and mouth cracked open. “just like that?”
“yep.” he raises his hands before swinging them by his sides, backing his way down the hall. “enjoy class. i’ll see you later.”
he disappears off down the hall, but the tense air he created doesn’t leave. you have a hard time believing that, but it’s not your biggest concern as you turn and rush over to zane. he was now sitting up, still grimacing in pain.
“zane! are you okay?” you ask, holding a hand out for him to take.
he whips his head up to you with a glare, slapping your hand away as he stands up on his own, taking a few steps away from you.
“you made me look like a fucking loser in front of gene!” he says, voice cracked and face twisted in an ugly snarl.
you stare at him in complete bewilderment. “you were hurt.”
“obviously, i was! but i don’t need your help!” he snaps.
oh, this little… a tense angry chuckle leaves your lips.
“i just stood up for you, you little brat.” you grit.
he starts stepping backwards as you slowly start to advance on him, his upset and twisted expression turning into worry.
“yeah. i know your brothers, your dad, and your mom, you little shit. get over here.” you quicken your steps, fists clenched.
he turns around, sprinting down the hall with a yelp. you sprint after, still shaking from adrenaline. zane is still faster, and he doesn’t look back as he sprints off down a corner far away from you.
“i know where you live!” you shout after him, slowing down and stopping, catching your breath.
around the corner turns aphmau, who looks between you and most likely zane still running away with widened eyes and pure confusion on her face. “um…”
you place your hands on your hips. “restroom?”
“y-yeah?”
you spin on your heels, clasping your hands together in thanks that finally one thing can be easy for you, with the girl’s restroom being right there. “debrief.”
“…wh- okay.” aphmau sighs, following after you into the swinging doors.
pausing by the sinks, you both stare at each other with blank looks.
“so…”
“gene’s not going to bother us anymore.”
“what?! how do you know?” she leans forward, thin eyebrows shooting up. 
“i essentially told him to fuck off.”
“what—”
“and he said he was done since i fought back. i don’t know how much i believe that, but. it’s what he said.”
aphmau’s mouth is open and attempting to form words, but only confused noises come out. “o…kay? so what about zane just now…?”
“he just pissed me off but he’s fine.”
she blinks. “if you weren’t my friend i think i’d be scared of you.”
you scratch your head. “me?”
“yes, you! you told gene hyun to eff off and then chased another boy down the hallway as he ran away in fear! and both of them are scary and tall.”
you snort. “you shouldn’t be afraid of zane, he’s a dork.”
“a mean one!”
you shake your head, and after a moment you quietly start laughing and bring a hand to your eyes.
“what?”
“it’s only october.”
aphmau goes quiet, her lips pressing together. with a sigh she leans forward, going limp against you like a sack of potatoes and groaning.
you grunt at the sudden weight but quickly steady yourself, taking the opportunity to hug her back. closing your eyes you calm your nerves from the moment, wrinkling your nose when you feel tears threateningly prick against your eyelids.
the squeak of the bathroom door opening and the comforting deep voice of your blue haired friend cuts into the moment.
“woah, what’s going on here?”
you peek open an eye, extending one of your arms out towards her. katelyn raises an eyebrow but doesn’t ask, the taller girl walking over and wrapping her arms around the both of you. 
a few seconds pass. “so, why are we hugging in the girl’s bathroom at ten in the a.m.?”
“because we want to,” aphmau says.
“well okay then,” she wheezes. “sorry for asking.”
all three of you break out into giggles, leaning against the other before finally pulling away. realization dawns on you as you stare up at katelyn, and you shoot a pointed look to aphmau.
“what?…ooooohhhhh katelyn!” she spins and grabs onto katelyn’s arms.
“oh goodness,” she snorts. “yes?”
“sleepover. you, me, her… and who else?”
“a sleepover? that’s exciting.” katelyn smiles, looking between you two. “you’re asking me who else to invite?”
you both nod, and she chuckles before humming off in thought for a second.
“well, there’s teony and nicole! they’d be fun to invite… and i guess lucinda too.” she sarcastically rolls her eyes before looking back to aphmau. “how does that sound?”
aphmau nods with a bright smile. “perfect! i wanna make all the invitations asap!”
“like, physical ones? we can just ask them or send them a text.” you raise an eyebrow.
aphmau’s face falls sheepishly, and she taps her fingers against each other. “yeah…”
immediate guilt hits you at her disappointment.
“physical invitations! a perfect idea!” 
“yeah! it’s gonna be so cute you should totally do that!” katelyn rushes to say after you.
aphmau’s eyes light up again, making you and katelyn huff in relief.
“you think so? ahh!” aphmau squeals, clapping her hands together. “i can make them by tomorrow so they’ll have enough time to plan if they can come or not on friday! this is my first sleepover so i wanted to make the invitations extra cute. also, what should we do when…”
“i accidentally invited someone else instead of nicole.”
“…huh?” you and katelyn lean across the lunch table.
“what do you mean you invited someone else on accident?”
aphmau wiggles in her spot across from you two, face sheepish and shoulders raised defensively. “i put the invitation on the wrong desk… i thought it was nicole’s but it wasn’t.”
“ugh, aphmau! you had one job!” katelyn groans, rolling her head forward. you reach out to keep her hair from falling in the school’s mediocre meal. “why didn’t you just say it was a mistake and take it back!
“i’m sorry! but i couldn’t! the girl i gave the invitation to is super duper sweet and she was so excited that i noticed and gave her the invitation i couldn’t tell her no!”
“who was it?” you question.
“nana ashida. she offered to bake for us and everything.”
you recall the pink-haired meif’wa you’d come across a few times before, the girl always soft and cheerful anytime you greeted her. “aw, i’ve met her before! she’s super cute.”
katelyn blows a strand of hair from her face. “well, we can still invite nicole, right?”
the girl taps on her tray nervously. “yeah… my mom might scold me for inviting too many girls but i’d feel bad if we didn’t invite her.”
“ask for forgiveness and not permission, that’s my motto.” katelyn nods, crossing her arms and pressing her lips.
“…that’s an awful motto.”
“hey! i’m still a good girl! sometimes you gotta work around the stupidly strict rules adults have.” katelyn quips back, pointing her fork at aphmau. “and you’re the one who got detention on the first week, so you’re one to talk…”
“hey!”
“what’re you three squabbling about over here?” garroth sets his tray down next to you, laurance taking the spot across from him.
“these two planned a little sleepover this weekend with some of the girls. aren’t they the cutest?” katelyn says, pulling you into her with one arm and reaching over to pinch aphmau’s cheek with her other.
“aw, well that’s nice.” garroth smiles, giggling and poking your cheek when you attempt to wiggle out of kate’s arm to no avail. damn she was strong. “any occasion, or just cause?”
you shrug, groaning when katelyn’s arm shifts into a faux headlock. “just—ugh!—just cause.”
garroth smiles that perfect grin, not seeming even slightly fazed by katelyn’s behavior. “well i hope you have fun. i’ve been meaning to plan a hangout at my house but i haven’t gotten to it yet.”
katelyn releases you with a cackle when you start pointing at her arm, going back to eating her food like nothing happened when you shoot her a glare.
“i know this is random,” garroth adds, twisting his chocolate milk carton around on the cafeteria table. “but speaking of you and aphmau i heard my mom talking about the both of you on the phone when i went downstairs the other night.”
great.
“oh, did you?” you fix your hair with a small laugh, glancing at aphmau from the corner of your eye. she’s staring with her cheeks stuffed, jaw frozen.
“yeah, sounded like drama or something with a boy.”
“uh oh…” katelyn leans in with a teasing tone. “were you two fighting over a guy? and i didn’t know about it?”
laurance is resting his chin on his hand, silently staring with an unreadable expression.
you wave your hands at everyone in a panicked dismissal. “no, no! it was nothing like that!”
garroth looks at you with a guilty smile, nudging katelyn away gently by her shoulder. “sorry, i didn’t mean to embarrass you. i just suddenly remembered and wanted to make sure you were okay. she sounded upset, so…”
“i just got into an argument, is all. aphmau, too. and you know how our moms are! they were just wanting to tell each other about it. but it’s all taken care of now, so no worries.”
please just drop it, sweet garroth.
he slowly nods, scratching the nape of his neck. “okay, good. sorry, that was an awkward time to bring it up.”
you shake your head. “you’re fine, garroth. thanks for checking.”
he shrugs with a relaxed grin. “if someone bothers you though, you should tell me.”
“mhm… i’ve realized i should open up more, so i will…”
“good.”
aph: i’m nervous can you come earlier pls pls pls
you: omg hahaha
you: it’s just our friends
aph: i know but still T-T i’m just nervous idk what to do
you: i’m just teasing
you: i’m already packed and changed so i can go over rn
aph: yayayatatheiowocoajkdl
aph: ok i’ll be waiting :,)
“mija! you look so cute in your little pj’s! look at you!” sylvanna squeals, pulling you into the house and spinning you in a hug.
“thank—! you—!”
“mom! stop trying to steal my friend!”
“she’s my friend now, yo!” sylvanna giggles, sending a wink to the girl standing bewildered on the staircase before running and dragging you with her to the kitchen.
“that’s so not cool! you are so not my homegirl right now.”
sylvanna gasps like she just took a bullet to the chest. “i’m making snacks for you and all your little friends and you say this to me?!”
“word, yo.” aphmau crosses her arms, tapping her bunny slipper against the tiled floor.
the two burst out in laughter, and you can’t help but follow at the contagious sound.
“no, but seriously.” aphmau deadpans, and sylvanna shuffles over to the speaker she has set up on the counter.
“i’m just trying to hype you both up! ah! my mija is growing up so fast!” she flicks on the play button and single ladies by beyoncé comes on. “oh girl, i have tons of games you and your girl friends can—!”
“mom.” aphmau huffs. “this is my sleepover. not yours, remember?”
sylvanna starts swaying her hips and shaking her shoulders in a little dance. “well, i just—”
“mom!”
“…you’re right. sorry mija.” sylvanna sags her shoulders, but even aphmau’s rejection can’t seem to completely dampen her need to dance along to beyoncé.
you can’t help but feel bad, even though aphmau was kind of in the right here. shimmying up to her side, you start to imitate her dance moves, circling around the woman.
“ahhhh!” she cheers, clapping her hands and dancing around with you. “yes, girlfriend!”
aphmau stares at the both of you in horror, which only fuels her energetic mother as she starts to sing along and direct you to spin with her around the short girl.
“put your hands up!”
“i can’t believe you two right now! i’m going upstairs to finish getting my room ready!” aphmau groans, dashing from between the both of you to the staircase.
sylvanna leans into you, gold jewelry clinking as she claps her hands onto your shoulders and giggles.
“oh, isn’t she just the cutest? you are too, sweetie.” she coos, before spinning away from you and shuffling back towards the stove. “i’m going to finish up these snacks. why don’t you go upstairs, too?”
“okay, enjoy your jam sesh,” you muse, smiling as she points a finger up in the air and pops a hip.
“you bet i will, yo!”
aphmau wrinkles her nose at you when you shuffle into her room, sticking her tongue out. she’s shuffling through some magazines she has spread out on her carpet, most of them being from teen vogue, cosmopolitan, and seventeen. there’s a little basket of nail polishes beside her and near her tv you see a small dvd case opened to what looked like a few chic flics and rom-coms.
“you’ve got everything set up and planned, huh?”
“yeah… i’m sure everything will flow nicely once we’re all here and talking, but i wanted some things for backup just in case things get awkward or we don’t know what to do,” she says, pumping a fist with a determined face. “i’m going to make sure my first sleepover is the best sleepover!”
you set down your bag next to her bed, smiling at her explanation. “i think this is gonna be great.”
“i think so too!” she beams, before scrambling up from where she sat and running over to her desk. “and! i also have this camera i got recently and we can have a little photoshoot… if we wanted. and i also got this speaker so we can all listen to some music while we talk!”
you clap excitedly. “bravo! aphmau is the best sleepover planner in all of phoenix drop high!”
she takes a few bows while giggling, before brushing off fake dust from her shoulders. “no biggie, easy work for me!”
“i love your pajamas, by the way. they’re adorable.”
pastel pink flannel pants paired with an off-the-shoulder white sweater and bunny slippers to match? she really looked like a cute protagonist from a teen romance movie.
aphmau gasps, setting her hands on her hips as she looks down. “o-m-g, thank you so much! i love yours too!”
“thanks–” a knock from downstairs interrupts you two, and aphmau doesn’t waste a second before sprinting to her door and to her staircase.
“hold on!” you giggle elatedly after her, sprinting down the staircase as she flings open the door.
lucinda and teony wait outside, the latter clicking the lock button on a yellow volkswagon beetle that now sat in the driveway.
“is that yours, teony? it’s so cute!” aphmau squeaks, leaning into her doorway to get a better peek.
“yep! i got my license at the beginning of this month after i turned sixteen in september!” teony excitedly smiles.
recently she had gotten her hair styled into knotless goddess braids, the light brown color she chose perfectly contrasting against her skin and framing her round face. lucinda looked like a total bombshell as she always did, her skin glowing and ginger hair blown out into perfect curls.
“i’m so jelly! i want a cute bug when i get my first car! oooh, and it’s a convertible? you have to take me for a ride in it sometime.”
“well since you asked, of course i will.”
the four of you snack on the fruit kebabs with caramel dip and churros that sylvanna had prepared for everyone in the kitchen, and another knock on the door comes not long after. nana came in, the meif’wa sporting the sweetest eager smile on her face as she held up a red velvet cake she baked for everyone. after hoarding all of the snacks upstairs into the bedroom there’s a knock on the door again, and aphmau dashes back downstairs to let in katelyn and nicole.
“so, cutie,” lucinda shuffles next to you, nudging your shoulder with hers and playfully fluttering her eyelashes at you. “do you know what aphmau has planned for tonight?”
teony and nana sit across from you two, leaning in anticipation as they shuffle through the magazines laid out.
“oh, i don’t know!” you shrug your shoulders. “she has some movies, music… these silly magazine quizzes.”
“i think they’re fun!” nana giggles, picking one up. “don’t you want to know what love language you are? or when you’ll meet your next love?”
teony breaks out into an amused grin, picking up a few herself. “perfect kiss tips you have to try? and am i in love with my guy best friend? ooh la la, why does aphmau have these?”
the girl in question comes back in through the door, the final two guests following in behind. they both looked cute, nicole sporting a tank top with basketball shorts, and kate with some flowy pants with suns and moons on it and a form fitting blue tee.
nana shifts in place when she sees nicole, the two awkwardly waving at each other as the girls join the circle on the ground.
“what’s up guys?” katelyn inquires, tapping her hands on the carpet.
“we were just wondering what was on little aphmau’s agenda.” lucinda coos, looking over to the freshman with a small tilt of her head.
“oh, uh.” aphmau starts, tucking her legs up under her chin when everyone looks over to her. “we could all watch a movie! have you guys seen twilight?”
everyone nods.
“oh, aphmau, darling, dearest.” lucinda playfully tilts her head. “everyone’s seen twilight, what rock have you been living under?”
“homeschool.”
“i think jasper is so hot.” nana giggles behind her hand, and katelyn groans.
“can we not talk about twilight? it is such a horrible movie.”
“says the one who has a poster of it in her closet…” lucinda teases.
“and has a copy of the book on her shelf…” nicole adds with a snicker.
“ugh! both of you, i swear—”
the group starts to giggle, and teony speaks up in her student council tone before the three can start squabbling again. “okay, you three. i don't want to see any fighting between the two of you. it's little aphmau's first sleepover, so let's make it a good one.”
aphmau giggles nervously. “sorry guys, i’m not too sure what happens at sleepovers.”
“well, we can start with a bit of gossip.” lucinda wiggles her eyebrows. “you know, just a little way to get to know each other more and talk about stuff.”
teony comically purses her lips, crossing one leg over the other and placing both hands on her knee. “i love gossip. do tell.”
“okay, fine.” katelyn says, before standing and striding over to the open window. “but first let’s shut this. don’t want any secrets getting out.”
“who’s gonna hear us from the window?” aphmau questions, eyebrows raised.
“you never know.” she slides the window shut, flicking the lock before returning to the circle.
“i’ve got something. why don’t we talk about ivy?” lucinda raises a brow, her nose wrinkling in distaste. “did you guys see her hanging all over garroth the other day?”
your eyes dart to aphmau, before inconspicuously turning to glance at everyone. there seems to be a collective grimace on everyone’s faces, even nana who quietly nods with a little frown. aphmau stares back at you for a split moment, seeming surprised.
“she’s so pathetic. she does that bitchy thing where when you say something she looks at you like you said something stupid or wrong.” katelyn rolls her eyes. “like give me a break and get over yourself. so glad she didn’t end up joining the volleyball team, i might’ve strangled her.”
“for once, i agree with you there.” lucinda sassily nods. “her nice girl act is really irritating.”
“well, garroth is super hot!” nana says, the sweet freshman seeming unaware of ivy’s existence.
“no need to play devil’s advocate, nana. ivy sucks.” lucinda says. “but, you can say that again about garroth. laurance is pretty hot, too.”
“ew!” katelyn fakes a gag in disgust. “teony can you believe this?!”
“i’m personally not into them, but you can’t deny they’re cuties, kate.” teony chides, shrugging her shoulders.
katelyn rolls her eyes. “ugh, fine. they aren’t ugly, i’ll give them that.”
“jeffory is cuter, huh?” lucinda snickers, mischievously prodding at the blue haired girl.
“lucinda!” she shouts in offense, her pale skin turning pink against her cheekbones.
there’s a collective ooh and giggle in the group, before nana pipes up again.
“jeffory, like, the senior? i can totally see katelyn with him! i ship it!”
aphmau gasps. “wait, nana. you ship things too?!”
glancing over at teony, you happen to make eye contact with her. the poor academic looks completely confused, eyebrows pinched as she glances back over to the younger girls.
“um, ladies? what does a boat have to do with this?”
nana grins at her, seeming excited to explain. “shipping is when you want to put two people together who you can see in a relationship. get it? it's usually just for fun!”
“seems innocent enough.” katelyn supposes with a shrug.
you, nana, and aphmau laugh at the same time.
“have you ever been in a shipping fandom, katelyn?” aphmau asks.
“…nope. this is the first i’ve ever heard of this.”
aphmau nods solemnly. “you sweet child.”
a part of you cringes internally.
“i’m older than you?”
“in any case, i ship a lot of people together at school! and i definitely ship katelyn and jeffory.” nana gushes.
lucinda leans back on her hands. “well, you don’t have to, becau—”
katelyn suddenly jumps up from sitting cross-crossed onto her knees, looking like she may leap across the group to knock out the ginger with her bare hands. “lucinda, that’s nobody else’s business!”
aphmau awkwardly laughs, looking over at you.
“geez, fine fine. but you know, it's not a secret. you make zero effort to hide it at school.” lucinda giggles.
“i honestly thought it was public knowledge…” you add, and katelyn deflates onto the floor with a huff.
“uh…” aphmau rocks in place as she finds a subject change. “nana, you said you ship a lot of people together at school?”
nana nods with a cute little smile. “mhm! even you!”
“oh no…” you mutter, remembering your first encounter with the meif’wa and her giggling over aphmau and that aaron guy.
“really? who?” aphmau questions, her eyes drifting off in thought. “like… someone like gar—”
“with that one scary guy you’re always arguing with!” nana chirps, and aphmau’s jaw drops.
“what?!”
“scary guy?” katelyn questions, looking to lucinda who clarifies.
“the tall one that doesn’t talk to anyone?”
“with the scratched up face?” teony adds.
aphmau looks horrified.
“oh yeah… now i know who you’re talking about! what’s his name?” katelyn looks between them.
“yeah, i know who that is. aaron lycan right? has a ton of detentions?” nicole leans in, elbows resting on her knees.
“you can’t be serious, nana!” aphmau huffs.
“i’m totes serious! i’ve seen it!” nana insists, pointing at you. “she has, too!”
aphmau whips her head at you with an accusing glare and you turn to stare at the posters on the wall. 
“i just like what i see! he stands up for you and stares when you’re not looking!” nana adds on, trying to drive home her point. 
“ugh! no way! that guy is a complete jerk! not in a million years would i ever even consider being with that guy!” aphmau fumes, crossing her arms.
“what about that cute little freshman with the braces that’s been crushing on katelyn?” lucinda teases.
“you mean travis?” you ask, glancing over.
“ugh, no…” katelyn groans.
“aw, i think he’s sweet,” you say, aphmau nodding along.
“and already the best of friends with dante,” nicole adds in with a grimace, clearly having distasteful feelings for the boy in question.
nana is suddenly quiet, biting at the inside of her cheek and ears flat against her hair, ruffling the cute pink bows tied near them.
“and that’s all i need to know to say hard pass.” katelyn says.
“oh.” you press your lips together, eyes darting to nicole. “were you one of the ones he dated and…”
“yep.” she deadpans, popping the p. “and poor nana here was the other one. we’re cool though.”
nana nods sheepishly. “yeah… nicole and i had no idea the other was dating him. it was very much a middle school summer fling for him i think. he has a lot of maturing to do.”
“it’s that damn older brother of his.” nicole rolls her eyes. “i was pissed at first, obviously. and even nana was, too. but she talked me out of getting back at him, which i’m glad for. i feel more mature from it.”
teony brings her hands up to her cheeks. “aw… well i think a sweet girl bond formed out of that experience.”
“and nana is right,” lucinda adds. “don’t put much faith into a fourteen year old boy with a delinquent older brother.”
“you can say that again,” katelyn scoffs, before leaning over to pick a movie from the case. “anyways. how about we watch a movie instead of talking about boys?”
aphmau nods eagerly, jumping up to her feet and dashing to her closet to pull out a bunch of blankets and strew them out on the floor behind her. “let’s make a big sleeping pallet and we can all sleep together!”
“there’s a perfectly good bed right there that could definitely hold three of us.” katelyn says, raising her eyebrows.
“well,” aphmau huffs, walking to her bed and throwing the pillows down onto everyone’s legs. “i want to have a big cuddle session on the ground with everyone. if you wanna be lonely up there, you can.”
katelyn scoffs and rolls her eyes, faking an angry cat meow before grabbing one of the pillows. “okay, fine! i’ll mind my business then.”
you crawl closer to katelyn, leaning over her shoulder as she flips through the dvd album. “what are we feeling? looks like most of these are romance, huh?”
katelyn hums, blowing some air out of her lips. “yep. there’s some comedy and chick flics too. white chicks, mean girls, ooh ten things i hate about you.”
“you know you kind of remind me of kat from that movie.” teony suddenly says, appearing on your side, munching on a fruit kebab and giving katelyn a little look.
“don’t they literally describe her as a heinous bitch?” katelyn deadpans at the two of you.
teony starts to cackle, leaning into you and consequentially dog piling onto the girl. katelyn groans, arm reaching around you to lightly slap onto teony’s back.
“i think kat’s cool! it wasn’t an insult. but–” she giggles. “–you immediately proved my point anyways!”
“yeah, she’s iconic.” you add, groaning from being sandwiched between the two. “now please get off…”
teony apologizes, though it sounds pretty half-assed with her continued laughter as she rolls off of you onto the now freshly made pallet of blankets on the floor. katelyn rolls her eyes and helps you up as she randomly chooses a movie from the case and pops it into aphmau’s dvd player.
soon you’re laying between lucinda and nana as the movie plays, though it’s barely paid attention to as the girls quietly giggle and chat. the fairy lights aphmau has hung throughout her ceiling is the only thing besides the tv that lights up the room, and you quietly stare up at them as you listen to the chatter.
it’s one of those moments you want to be able to go back to when you know you’ll inevitably have to be stressed again. it’s like listening to music in the car at night, or swinging in a hammock when there’s a perfect breeze.
you hear your name softly called from your side, and you turn to see nana looking at you with her round eyes, the gold color in them shining against the twinkling lights above your heads.
“yeah?”
“you were the other one besides aphmau to plan this sleepover, right?” she asks, her ears twitching.
“yeah, i mean, i didn’t do much but i guess i helped a little.”
“thank you for inviting me, this was a lot of fun! it’s the best sleepover i’ve ever been to.” her voice is quiet and full of genuine gratitude. it makes your heart squeeze a bit in your chest and you have to resist the urge to awe and pinch her cheek.
“yeah, of course, nana. i’m glad you’re having a good time. thank you for bringing that cake, by the way. it was delicious!” you grin back.
her eyes light up, and you feel her feet wiggle next to yours. “really? i’m so glad you liked it!” she quietly squeals. “i love to bake!”
“really? maybe we can bake together sometime.” you suggest.
“o-m-g, can we, please?” she whispers, tapping her hands excitedly against her shoulder.
“yeah, definitely!”
lucinda shifts next to you, her head leaning to rest on your shoulder. “will i get to taste test?”
you hear nana quietly huff, as she shimmies closer to you. “are you trying to steal my baking buddy?”
“maybe i am, what about it?” lucinda coos, quietly snickering.
“that’s not fair!” nana pouts, hugging onto you and reaching up to playfully pat your hair in an act of possessiveness.
“did you guys already meet before this?” you ask, confused by their very sudden casualness with each other.
“she’s my rival in magicks class.” nana points a small glare at lucinda as she starts to play with your hair. “we both keep swapping like every other week on being the top student in that class.”
“more like one sided rivalry. i know i’m the best.” lucinda preens.
“ugh, you!” nana starts, before turning her attention back to you. “can i play with your hair? we can match ribbons!”
“um, sure?” you agree, and lucinda rolls her eyes in amusement before continuing to cuddle on your shoulder, turning her attention back to the movie.
the meif’wa quietly cheers as she pulls one of her ribbons from her hair, her fingers gently reaching back up to your head. she grabs a lock of your own hair, nails ghosting against your scalp while you hear the ribbon fold between her hands. your eyes flutter shut as you go back to listening to the others, the tv light softly flashing across your eyelids. a deep breath has you sinking against the blankets, and your mind begins to float away into a much more peaceful slumber than you had been experiencing for a while.
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Garrance: How to Save a Life
I live laugh love Garrance and I once edited the first part. And ever since like one day, I listened to How to Save a Life by The Fray and went "omg..." AND WAS LIKE THATS THEM!! It was actually in like 2021 and it was me imagining if I had artistic talent and making a general MCD edit of it but slowly its turned into a predominantly Garrance theme song for me and like. I NEED TO SPREAD THIS AGENDA!! Just a heads up, its 1am for me rn, I don't remember everything the clearest, and I'm literally just rambling so it wont be too organized or have consistent grammar or writing styles. ANYWHO cue the music
Step one, you say we need to talk He walks, you say, "Sit down, it's just a talk" He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came OKAY SO LIKE THIS WHOLE FIRST PART I always envision it as late season 1 Garrance. Specifically when Garroth had his depressive episode (WHICH BY THE WAY GUYS WAS NOT HIM BEING AN INCEL!! IT WAS HIM BEING DEPRESSED AND MANIPULATED AND MOST LIKELY BRAINWASHED STOP VILLAINIZING HIM). Laurance did try to talk to him in that one episode, and it obviously didn't work. Laurance CARES about Garroth, like thats obviously super clear, and to see someone close to him randomly go into hiding and act all depressed is scary to him. And then... THE WINDOW TO YOUR RIGHT IS QUITE LITERALLY THE PORTAL TO THE IRENE DIMENSION!! Garroth goes left (to Zane) and Laurance stays right (to Aphmau). THE LINES OF FEAR AND BLAME? Laurance finds out that Garroth was tricked. He's scared of Garroth rn because he's literally insane but he blames himself too, not just for being part of the illusion that made Garroth become like this, but also because he wasn't there to help him out more maybe. He could've saved him, but he couldn't, and it still plagues him especially after he escapes the Irene Dimension. Garroth is all alone there with his brother who wants to kill him.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Yes this continues with the last part. But Laurance lost a friend here. Like. Not just by Garroth betraying them, but by him getting stuck in a dimension thats practically torture. And the bitterness? ITS THE BITTERNESS GARROTH WAS LOST IN!!! Laurance would stay up with Garroth all night... but he didn't know how to save a life.
Let him know that you know best 'Cause after all, you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God He hears you And I pray to God He hears you, and Alright this is were a lot more interpretation comes in because once Garroth returns, they interact like... TWICE??? The scene were Laurance goes out of character and hates on Aaron (although he had a point) and when he finally saw Garroth again but Aph was dressed as Zane. I also don't remember the ending of Season 2 that much; most of my strongest memories of MCD is Season 1. So like. Bear with me here. But this is Garroth to Laurance now. Laurance is now going insane. The calling (whatever that is because it is so unclear) is well... calling to Laurance. To me, Laurance's mental health is literally just spiraling. And Garroth, someone who has had his fair share of mental health struggles, wants to help. He knows best; he knows to talk to people, he knows the dark paths it can bring people. He's trying to get through to Laurance and telling him whats wrong, how he can help. But of course, in this situation, Laurance can't listen. He can't hear Garroth, and Garroth's close connection with the religion in MCD is a bonus for the final lines too.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Of course the chorus is back because I have to explain this perspective too. By now, I imagine Laurance has left. Garroth feels guilty; someone who helped keep Aphmau together while he was gone and someone he loved. This is really simple but like, I can't skip over this.
As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he'll say he's just not the same And you'll begin to wonder why you came AND NOW THIS IS BOTH PERSPECTIVES!! It shows the parallels between their own journeys. Let's start with Garroth, since we have more stuff on him. Garroth was very defensive during his depressive episode and during the final episode of season 1, he has one final choice. Go with Zane, or come to his senses. And he does admit to everything, but at first, he said he's just not the same. BECAUSE HE WASN'T!! HE WAS SAD AND MANIPULATED. But for Laurance, he would also be defensive about this. His own self will is being stripped from himself because of weird Nether laws and he's spiraling. Garroth tries to help... but he simply can't. There is nothing he can do. OR MAYBE THERE IS?? Idk this is kind of just in my mcd rewrite universe and i like to imagine theres some way Laurance does get better but at the same time realistically... would he?? The nether is like so strong. Like how would he do that. But he does have a choice: either go to the Nether, or stay with his group. He can either admit it's hard, or he's just changed and leave. And now the final chorus and everything plays and its kind of the same as before... ive gotten increasingly more eepy during this writing and I hope my rambling style got my ideas across because this song literally got in my top 5 spotify wrapped because i kept imagining garrance angst to it. its so them god one day i need to share stuff about my rewrite. theres so much random stuff i have in there and this song is really important to it. i just like. GARRANCE RAHHH. my former interpretations of this song also had an aphmau perspective, which does entirely work; like. imagine the final verses is mirroring her own experiences with garroth AND laurance. i love garrancemau (SHE HAS TWO HANDS!! ignore how i also ship her with two more people too she can just hug them all at once) but i cant put it into this song as much as i used to because its so garrance. theyre so ugh i love my sad little gay men!! anyways toodles my rant here is done
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