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aspynnwoofs · 7 months ago
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For the Fandom Ask Game, 1, 9, 18 and 22. On the ones that ask for a specific character you can choose whoever you want to.
:D thanks for the ask!
for an OTP, i want to say Sasharcy, ‘cause i love them, but i think Percabeth from the PJO/HoO series would work better.
i actually posted a thing! so i can answer this! sweet. anyway, i sorta just thought of the tone a lot of the stuff i read’s titles, and tried to mirror that. it took me a couple tries to find one i liked. i’m pretty sure it’s titled: ‘Recounting our tale, i know it’ll be hard’. not the best, but i tried.
ohh this’ll be fun. Marcy is hm, that’s kinda disappointing. also i tried it with Sasha too and it said the same thing, did i do it wrong? *shrug* i’m just gonna do the next one
i think Sasha is the cheesiest person ever to the person she’s dating, especially if she likes them a lot. like, when he dates Marcy, he’ll make the most cringey nicknames and be all sweet and get flowers for her, and get plushies for her at the carnival.
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lavendermunson · 2 years ago
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enchanted | knight!eddie munson x princess!reader
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summary Eddie never saw you again after that night, you both were ten years old and sitting in a piano, just a couple of kids enjoying each others company but since you were a princess with an arranged marriage, you got trapped in a castle. You never saw Eddie again but he did, getting close to your windows to watch you, you grew to be the most beautiful he has ever seen. A re-encounter might change the world, even put upside down two different kingdoms.
tags +18, afab!reader, perv!eddie, mentions of jason craver sorry, best friends to lovers kind of relationship, masturbation reader and eddie, mentions of food in a nsfw way, set in some fairytale, mention of low self-steem. one use of y/n just one i swear it’s you won’t even remember it. i tried to be as inclusive as possible so i didn’t mention anything about the reader’s, no skin color, no hair color, no body type, if i missed something tell me! i want everyone to read this and picture themselves as a princess, although i did used she/her pronouns and the reader was born in autumn. mentions of death eddie’s mom
a/n i pictured a lot of princess from disney and also toon inspiration from bridgerton, it’s the first time i write something so long so forgive me for any mistakes. if you want me to keep writing this story don’t forget to mention it :)
wc 2.4k… i surprised myself
moodboard | next chapter
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A few years ago two kingdoms decided to unite, building a wall to protect them both and agreeing on sharing everything. With this agreement also came the rule of “arrange the marriage of their second born children at the age of 20” The two of them being born in the same year made it easier for it to be more under control, thanks to their older siblings being already married or out of town.
Prince Jason, from the Craver family, was born in the light of the summer, and with it came his whole personality. He isn’t much of a charming young man, his soft hair shines under every light, even the fire, what’s supposed to be aggressive and dangerous. The boy used it in his favor, lighting his room every time he got a new girl on his bed from one of his famous parties.
From the second kingdom, Princess Y/N from the Willow family was born in autumn, just in time when the trees start to let go of their orange-colored leaves. She was a quiet girl, always surrounded by books, avoiding parties, and helping her mom grow all kinds of flowers. She’s never had a boyfriend, and always tried to keep herself busy until the day of her wedding, which she named “the end of her life”.
She didn’t like Jason, at family dinners, he always had a girl in his arms, he wasn’t polite and he was irresponsible. Didn’t have what it took to be a good prince, let aside the new king. The princess was about to turn 20, in three weeks exactly, she was scared of her future because she had too much more to learn, to see, to experience.
At the start of the cold winter, Eddie was born, the same year as the prince and the princess, his friends always joked about that “If you were born into the Craver family, you would’ve married the princess” he always laughed about that, knowing that only happened in his dreams, one time, after a private Christmas dinner with the Royalty, when his uncle Wayne became the Willow king’s right hand. Eddie was being trained by his uncle, in sword fights, first aid, horse riding, everything to serve as a knight to the Willow kingdom and to keep him close, but the long-haired boy hated it, he wanted to play guitar, play piano, conquer every instrument in existence, he loved music thanks to his mom who unfortunately died when he was a little boy.
Eddie had an innocent crush since that dinner, he was 10 the same as you, and you showed him the piano and started playing with it.
“You should come here and take classes with me, I'm pretty sure you’re going to be better than me. You have talent, Eds” You said.
“She said I can take classes with her, Wayne.” little Eddie begged his uncle to let him go “Pleaaase”
“No way son, you have to start training,” the older man said, with a frown on his face.
Since that day, you never saw Eddie again, but he did, when he gets a little too close to the kingdom and stares at your living room window where you read, every day, at 5 pm. He watches you bite your bottom lip when you flip the pages gently, your fingers rub the words as you furrow your eyebrows, he realizes he is head over heels for you.
It was a Sunday, the air was cold and the clouds were getting in the way of the sun making its light a little bit dim. Eddie grabbed a horse and some grapes, to keep him company while he watched you read, it wasn’t weird, right? He wasn't doing anything wrong, just an innocent act of… spying. His uncle stopped him after hearing the loud steps of the horse.
“Where do you think you’re going?”
“I’m going for a ride, just to clear my head”
“No, you get back here young man” The voice of his uncle was louder, firmer, Eddie whined at the old man with a frustrated look on his face “Did you forget tomorrow you start working for real? We have to get you ready”
“Ready? I’m ready Wayne I just need a little time to myself”
“Nonsense, get back here you have to clean your armor”
They both get back in the little house, Eddie sighed as his uncle showed him the new armor.
“But it’s clean!” Eddie whined again, Wayne eyed his nephew annoyed, and tossed a cloth into the young boy’s chest.
“It’s not, it has to shine,” he said, Eddie sighed again, defeated. “C’mon”
Eddie stayed home that day, the first day he skipped his little spying routine, and thank god he did because what happened that day at 5 pm would’ve broken his heart.
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“Just one kiss, please?” Jason said to you, getting the book out of your hands and throwing it aside.
“You are drunk at 5 pm? What is wrong with you?”
“Nothing! Just kiss me” he leaned in closer to your face, fingers touching your jaw “We are getting married, don’t you remember?”
“I do, I think about it every day and it makes me so sick, now I have a migraine because of your little tantrum” You push him away, and with all the strength in your body, gravity played a little turn and betrayed you, making you fall on top of him on the floor.
“Are we going to practice?” Jason had a grin on his face, his hands tightening on your waist. You get up quickly at the feeling of his touch, fixing up your dress you leave the room, not after scoffing at him and his absurd behavior.
On Monday, the kingdoms were throwing a celebration in honor of King Craven’s 60th birthday. Everyone in town was celebrating, having a big party for themselves with the excuse of their least-favorite King. The servants were getting the party started, Queen Craven decided to go with a ball instead of a casual dinner, where people from other towns would come to see the castle and have fun with beautiful gowns and expensive jewelry.
After Eddie met with the Willow king and queen, his new job was taking care of their little princess. He was excited about it but also nervous. He’s getting a chance to spend time with you, to watch you for a few more minutes than usual. It was a new sensation for him, some kind of anxiety mixed with enthusiasm, walking around with a heavy metal armor over his body relaxed him a bit, it was making pressure on his chest so his heart wouldn’t burst out, the only ‘bad’ thing was he didn’t have to wear a helmet, he was afraid his grin was too big on his face and decided to look for an empty room to make a little dance of celebration.
Finally one of the doors opens, and thanks to his bad luck he finds your room. You are currently in a large undergarment, looking at yourself in the mirror and making a disgusted face. You didn’t have a corset on because you hated them, but something was off with your self-esteem that day.
“Sorry, sorry i-” he said, stunned to speak at the sight of the beautiful princess. He also dreamed of seeing your body, it was better than his imagination would have pictured. The parts of your naked skin were glowing, he closed his fist trying to keep himself on edge, the desire of touching you, feeling your soft skin with his fingertips, and placing kisses all over you made Eddie turn around quickly, closing his eyes in an attempt to memorize what he just saw.
“Wait! Don’t go!” you said, getting in your dress as quickly as possible as he touched the door handle “Can you tie up my dress? It’s pretty difficult for me since i can’t reach”
Eddie opened his eyes wider, trying to ease his breathing and slowly coming up to you ‘Your wish is my command’ he said to himself.
He nods in your direction and gets closer, you move your hair to one side so Eddie can tie up the dress easier, and with his big fingers, he takes the laces of the dress tightening up a little, and makes a secure knot on your back.
“Please make sure you add a bow, i-it looks better that way” You peek your head over your shoulder for a second, he nods again and tries to make a proper bow, but it turned out nicely than he thought.
He rests his hands on your waist, looking at your reflection in the mirror, you keep checking if the dress looks good and trying to fix some parts of it that look loose. You didn’t mind Eddie’s touch, you knew who he was and what he was doing here (kind of). You were happy inside, you always wanted Eddie as a friend since that night when you were kids, and now you can keep him close, even better, speak to him and get to know him.
“Thank you, Eddie,” you say, getting out of your pool of thoughts.
“You remember me?” he asks, eyebrows crinkled on his face, and you giggle looking at his surprised face.
“How could I forget such a pretty face?” Eddie flushes instantaneously.
“Me? You are the one who looks speechless” you blush, the little flirt game making your heart flutter.
“You think so? I believe this dress has something wrong, do you?”
Eddie takes his time to reply, looking at your reflection again he keeps looking for the mistake you were searching for earlier, but he seems to miss it. He gets brave enough to trace your waist and torso with his fingers, going up from your back and resting his hands on your exposed shoulders, rubbing them delicately. You shiver at his touch, something that you have never felt before, your tummy starts to feel funny and your breath hitches, the boy behind you is quick to notice your little squirm, he laughs at it and gently takes his hands off you, you miss his touch already.
“I don’t think so, it looks… you look really good” he says, giving you a look of reassurance. He misses your skin too, it’s been just a couple of seconds since his fingers ignited with your warm skin and now his hands are too cold for his liking. You turn around in a quick twist, locking eyes with him.
“So… you work here now,” you ask him, getting lost in his chocolate eyes.
“Yes, from now on”
“What do you have to do?” His cheeks feel warm being close to you, now he hates the armor that protects his chest from the warmth of your body.
“I have to take care of you, actually” You are quick to notice he is trying to hide a big smile “Your mom kept talking about your little trips to the outside and she wants someone to protect you”
“You think I need protection?” you cross your arms in front of your chest, Eddie brings his attention to your little act trying to look tough and he gets lost in your cleavage for a minute.
“N-no, I’m sure you are fine” he shakes his head and finds your eyes again “Since you’ve been back without a scratch i know you got everything under control, i mean… she only wants to keep me close to you so she can relax” he curses at himself for feeling so nervous all of a sudden, the fact that he didn’t know about your trips to the woods outside the kingdoms makes his blood boil, he kept tabs on you every day, all day, how did he miss this?
“I’m pretty sure she thinks there are monsters out there” you laugh, covering your mouth with your hand “i only go out to read, sometimes i need to clear my head and be somewhere new, you know?” He nods, he understands perfectly, that’s what he said to his uncle just yesterday.
“Yes, but now I'll be doing my job and watching you” ‘like i used to’ he thinks to himself.
“Alright, i don’t mind you doing your job” You roll your eyes and turn around “I have to keep getting ready, can you wait outside?”
“Yes, of course” he leans his head to the front and you giggle at his movements “I’ll leave you to it”you giggle at his movements “I’ll leave you to it”
“I’ll take a lot of time, you can just go get some food and I’ll find you in the kitchen”
“If you need something i’ll be there, i have to take you to the Craven kingdom in an hour”
“Perfect, i’ll find you there” he leaves your room after listening to your words, you look at him with a soft smile before he closes the door and you run to the bathroom to clear your head.
You quickly realize you miss his touch on your body, the pool on your panties confirms it. You lift your dress and sit on the edge of the bathroom, reaching for your pussy and rubbing your clit over your clothes with your fingers, closing your eyes, and trying to focus on him. His masculine scent comes back to you, remembering his fingers touching you and the way he looked so good in that armor, you made sure to remember he had been working out to get the job. Your imagination takes you far beyond, it was almost as you were listening to his moans, but no, it can be, he is in the kitchen at this moment. Maybe he is eating a tiny cookie with his big hands, crust getting all over his mouth, maybe he is eating a cupcake while he gets frosting over his fingers and he sucks them clean, eating the bottom part while licking at his sugary lips.
But you were wrong, he wasn’t in the kitchen, he came back a couple of seconds after you went into the bathroom. He wanted to ask you something before you had to be in a public space, surrounded by people he didn’t like. But you weren’t there, he got worried for a second until his ears started ringing, recognizing your voice through the bathroom door and your shaky moans. His cock got hard just hearing you breathe in and out with a fast rhythm, he quickly got his hand under his pants and started to rub his dick, moaning at your pretty noises not noticing you could hear him, he managed to run to a bathroom close to your room to release his cum and wash his hands after. You did the same in your bathroom, quickly cleaning your cum so it doesn’t drip onto your clothes.
If that’s how both of you get after seeing each other for less than an hour, it would be worse when you have to be together day and night.
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pokemenlovingmen · 1 year ago
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Could I request some headcannons of the ScarVi boys with an agender s/o who struggles a lot with dissociation and stuff? Like maybe how they’d comfort them. Preferably it/its and nym/nyms pronouns please. I personally don’t like being seen as super human due to how often I dissociate if that gives any ideas for writing.
Hello~ so sorry for how long this took. Life has been. A lot. I don't know how much use of pronouns I'll have since I generally write in the second person but I'll do my best! I also have issues with dissociation, but not a lot, so I hope I represent things as best as I can for you. I know everyone's dissocciation manifests differently as well as what helps, some folks need to be put into a lot of activity while others need isolation for a bit, at least from my experience, so I just want to represent all I can. :)
Also if I left anyone out you were looking for please let me know! There's a lotta guys so I left out a few, you said "boys" so I went with the academy guys.
ScarVio Boys x Agender S/O Who Dissocciates!
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Arven
🥪 - Arven is definitely a little confused when you first dissocciate around him. First he's worried it's something he did. Then he's worried you're sick or something. So he doesn't handle it super well the first time it happens. But once he realizes what's going on he falls into a rhythm.
🥪 - He's always incredibly communicative but tries to keep himself from grilling you with questions. He handles things with a fair bit of caution as he gradually gets a feel of what dissocciating looks like for you and what you need.
🥪 - Arven always has your back when it comes to your needs. He makes sure you're well-fed and hydrated. If you can't bring yourself to cook for yourself, of course he's going to be doing it for you. (And speaking from personal experience god wouldn't that be the best)
🥪 - Mabosstiff is always hanging out with you too. Sometimes Arven will help guide your hands through the Pokemon's long, coarse fur as a grounding device. Or if you need a lot of sensory input to help, he can also totally just let Mabosstiff jump on you and lick you half to death.
🥪 - He gets restless when there's not something he can do for you at all times and he needs to take time to learn sometimes the best thing he can do to help is just sit with you in silence. Though, occasionally, he'll ask if you'd feel better if he talks. He'd talk for hours if it meant helping bring you down to Earth.
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Giacomo
🔈 - Music is one of the best grounding tools and you can bet your ass Giacomo is using every last bit of his musical knowledge and gear to help you.
🔈 - He gets you your own pair of custom headphones, whatever kind you want, one of those types that have noise cancelling you can switch on and off if you're dissocciating for reasons of being overwhelmed.
🔈 - He puts together all the very playlists of all your favorite songs, organized by vibe ofc.
🔈 - And if you need it he'd be happy to share an earbud with you if you need the one-on-one connection of listening to music together.
🔈 - If you're in a public space he's also very swift and on the spot with getting you somewhere calm to decompress.
🔈 - He doesn't really have many words for you, but he'll squeeze your hand and remind you with gentle touches that you're here, and so is he.
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Atticus
🧵 - If talking helps guide you through dissocciation, he's probably the one for you. You ask, and he'll just sit next to you and wax poetry for hours. It can help if you're someone who just needs words or conversation, it doesn't matter what the content is.
🧵 - If what you need is a quiet place to come back down to earth he'll whisk you to the very best right away. He has some good spots he finds ideal for meditation that he finds would be ideal.
🧵 - Atticus has lots of little one-on-one activities he offers to do with you. He'll paint your nails, let you try things on or model for him, even just hold up a sleeve of one of his current projects for him to stitch.
🧵 - Or if you need him to just sit next to you in silence, he can do that too. Or if you need him completely gone he'll leave you alone for as long as you need. I think Atticus understands better than most what you might need and to be patient with you, and he never takes your distance personally if it needs to happen.
🧵 - He can also put together some kind of garment like a sweater or hoodie that's sensory-friendly and he will take every last one in your preferences into account. Colors, weight, length, especially material, if you ever make a request expect it to be followed to a T.
🧵 - No matter what it is, if there's one thing you can be sure of it's that Atticus will be patient.
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deconstructed-paradise · 2 days ago
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Queerness is otherness. Being trans, being gay, all of that, that’s inherently othering because society as it is now sees those people as outside of the norm. Nimona is the summation of that feeling.
The creator of nimona the original comic is a trans man but he wrote and drew her story when he was still living as a girl in a controlling and religious household. She was an expression and a rebellion against the controlling life he lived.
The movie version is much more hopeful, much more loving. In the comic nimona dissapeared because the world was just too bad to her. In the movie she helped people and it started to change things, and she came back at the end. And overall…
The comic is a work that is raw and painful and heartfelt and absolutely feels like it was a creation from an artist clawing a tiny bit of catharsis and creation out because they needed it in that moment, because things were hard and he needed something to put all that feeling into.
The movie is more hopeful. There’s still bad, there’s still pain, but there’s also community with other queer people. There’s signs that things are starting to change- the wall isn’t being rebuilt at the end, they’re opening things up.
And a note on Nimona’s looks- I’m nonbinary and movie nimona has the exact same body type as me. She could be any form she wanted, and what I look like is what she’s comfortable with. That’s pretty affirming, personally. Trans people don’t owe anyone a perfect presentation of what they identify as to “count” as trans.
…. I’m so sorry Lucy I just ranted in your inbox for WAY too long I just really like the movie nimona.
I.... I don't know, I don't get it. Not like you do. I've never been trans, so I-- oh, right, is it time to change one of the tubes?
Just routine maintenance, yep. Trying to empathize with trans people online?
I don't get it. I can't empathize with someone so vastly different from me, and why do I need to? Don't they just want to be addressed with the right name and pronouns?
...here's a thought experiment. Imagine that you, a woman, were testosterone dominant. Imagine that people around you tried to gaslight you into thinking that this was normal, but your body wanted to have broad shoulders and a beard and a deep voice without your consent.
Skies above, I'd never leave the house if that happened. I got close, a couple times, and I obsessed over making sure my chin was plucked clean of hair.
If you can't feel like a person in your own body, you'd probably feel distant from other people, right? So maybe trans people aren't quite like everyone else. Saying that they're just like cis people works in some cases, but in others, it can feel like a denial of what they've been through as a trans person specifically. Maybe they've suffered in ways that are hard for cis people to comprehend, and need some extra kindness.
Thank you. You've been so patient explaining this to me.
Oh, I'm not the patient one here, that's you. Heh, sorry, it's a tired joke. Looks like your vitals are all good and everything's in place!
Thank you. Ah... all right, I suppose I get it a little better, anon. Nimona's told that she's unnatural, right? That she's... a monster. I'm not sure I can put all the pieces in place, but.... if she's transgender and was traumatized because of that specifically, then I wonder if it makes more sense what she did in the end. She's not like everyone else, she can't be like everyone else. But they refuse to see her and ask her to be something simple and easy to understand.
....ah, I still don't understand a lot of this. I should probably rest some more. But now I've got a fresh saline drip and I think new painkillers... I'm going to take a nap, anon.
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kaycode1999 · 1 month ago
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i'd like to request a matchup for MHA please! no rush 🩶 i'd also be happy to write a matchup in exchange for you at -> @frostfall-matches so you can pop your info into my inbox there if you'd like!
[ raven | afab, any pronouns | preference for a male match ]
- personality: distant, introverted but not shy, generally respectful of others but not particularly kind/sweet, somewhat apathetic, calm under pressure, extremely independent, confident and self-secure (can be arrogant!! but i try to keep my god complex under control lmao), can take criticism well, straightforward (blunt, sometimes tactless/insensitive), pretty sassy/snarky, tends to laugh off the severity of a situation, not very ambitious, moderate risk-taker (gets a thrill from risky situations, but tries to avoid lethal ones).
broad sense of humor (often more on the playful/absurd side), playful w/ friends, very teasing, mischievous, realist that leans optimistic, nosy and loves gossip/drama, a natural troublemaker/rulebreaker but also often unintentionally gets into trouble, comfortable with confrontation, a bit combative with authority and those who irritate me but is generally easygoing, intelligent, unsentimental, surprisingly low impulse control.
- love languages: physical touch and gifts. touch reserved for close friends/partners only, but i can get pretty cuddly with them. willing to make the first move/initiate affection in general.
- hobbies: video games (tactics, RPGs, visual novels), anime, drawing (mostly digital), painting (mostly watercolor), baking, cosplay, writing, reading (fantasy, suspense/thriller, psychological), caring for houseplants, home/decor DIY projects, hiking, jogging, thrill-seeking activities (adrenaline junkie).
- likes: cats, frogs, snakes, sweets, most fruits, lattes (especially chai), scented candles, piercings, tattoos, puns and lame dad jokes, cool weather, traveling, new experiences, learning languages (currently knows/studied: english, french, korean, latin), medieval history, the occasional lazy day, bantering with others, encouraging my friends' bad/risky decisions (i will even do it with them), lovingly teasing/bullying friends, when people cook for me.
- dislikes: dogs, horses, bitter foods, alcohol, strong scents, hot weather, spiders (other bugs are ok), long car rides, feeling restricted, conformity and blind obedience, having to be responsible for others or lead them, being vulnerable, when others are condescending towards me, people-pleasing behavior, when others step in to help without me asking.
- my type: decent sense of humor, banter/bickering and openness to being teased, self-awareness, independence. i like people with a bit of "bite" to them - i feel kinda bad interacting with people who are super nice/sweet bc i feel like i'm kinda mean HDJSH.
- fun facts: 155 cm / 5'1" ; INTJ, 7w8 ; i have 12 piercings (5 in one ear, 4+ an industrial in the other, and a navel piercing) ; quite clumsy, accident prone ; terrible sense of direction ; easily motion sick ; loves changing up hair often ; used to do gymnastics ; my hands and feet are always ice cold so i like subjecting my friends to them (sticking hands under their shirt, holding their hands/cheeks, tucking my feet beneath their legs if we're sitting on a couch together).
I match you with
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Dabi
His personality matches yours in that he’s a bit distant and introverted and definitely not shy
He does have some… issues shall we say, so I wouldn’t necessarily call him respectful of others and he can definitely be apathetic to others
I think he needs someone a lot like you; calm under pressure- to keep his anger and impulsiveness in check, independent- because he himself is independent and I don’t think he’d do well someone who isn’t the same, confident and self secure- he’s been put through so much and made to feel like he���s never good enough so I think your confidence could rub off on him, straightforward-because he needs someone who’s willing to tell him what they need or if he’s done something wrong, etc
He needs someone who’s going to give him back the sass/snark he gives them
He enjoys your humor and loves the micheiousness
He’s probably more pessimistic so to him your optimistic and he admires that
It’s been a long time if he’s ever had physical affection so he’s not used to it at first, but eventually he’ll get used to it and enjoy cuddling with you
He did see how terribly his father treated his mother growing up, and although he has done some terrible things and is a villain he would never want to treat his partner like that
At first he’s more timid and uncertain when it comes to how he treats you because he’s so terrified of perpetuating the cycle, that and he hasn’t exactly been in a relationship before. Eventually he’ll get comfortable and confident within your relationship, just be a little patient with him
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evolvedclown · 6 months ago
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i think another reason i kept denying im a lesbian is bc most lesbian centered media is about wlw or feminine presenting nb’s. unless im specifically looking for it, you never really see anything but pretty, femme, she/her lesbians as the forefront of lesbians. So when i remembered that butch lesbians exist and that he/him lesbians are a legit thing and not just a rage bait point that people like to use to invalidate certain genderqueer/gnc lesbians, it became a lot easier to accept myself.
i use any pronouns and i want to start t but im nonbinary and like girls and others in a gay way. if you’ve read other posts i’ve written you’ll see that i’ve tried to convince myself over and over that i still like men but it’s really just aestheticlly. if you id as a man, i usually lose any interest in you past what you aesthetically look like. unless its a guy that i convince myself is a lesbian bc that’s the vibe he gives off. like percy jackson (i will not expand on this)
i really needed to go back to our queer roots and look at all of the lesbians of the past that identified/presented as men solely to be with their women lovers. or butch/butch relationships where they call eachother their boyfriend.
lesbians have always been gnc and we need to start accepting that there are more types of lesbians than just she/her fem4fem or fem4masc (the masc being like, ellie williams at most bc after that it gets too much for some people) relationships bc it ostracizes the lesbians at the beginning of it all that dressed like men and used he/him pronouns and went by different names so they could be safe with their wives. or the lesbians that grew out all their body hair and shortened their names and buzzed their heads to rebel against societal norms for women but also bc that’s just how they wanted to look.
let’s maybe stop with all the label/pronoun discorse bc all it does is divide us as a whole and make it easier for queerphobic people to attack us.
being queer is about being. stop making people feel bad for wanting to be.
if you don’t understand it, that’s kinda the point. you don’t need to understand someone else’s experience to accept it. if it’s different than yours, then so be it. no one’s experiences are going to be the same.
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mysteriawrites · 11 months ago
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hi 🗣️ may i please request a bg3 matchup?? (i'm p sure i've done matchups for you in the past on my sideblog @frostfall-matches - i'd be happy to make this an exchange if you want!! 💪 you may ignore the fact that my requests are listed as closed lol)
raven / 20s / any pronouns / slight preference for male match but gals are fine too.
personality traits (and notes): introverted (distant, disinterested in getting close to many people, does not get lonely), extremely independent (often refuses to rely on others, hates when people step in to help without me asking for help), confident (arrogant, a bit prideful), straightforward (blunt, sometimes tactless), even-tempered (somewhat apathetic, rarely has strong emotional reactions, but is baseline content almost always), good sense of humor, playful, teasing, mischievous, realist that leans optimistic, curious (nosey, loves gossip), a bit of a troublemaker/rulebreaker, does not shy away from conflict (a bit combative with authority and people who don’t know what they’re doing), not sentimental, does not hold onto regrets, good at self-reflection, cold and a little mean when upset with someone.
hobbies: drawing (digital), painting (watercolor, acrylic), baking, cosplay, reading, taking care of plants, thrill-seeking activities, traveling.
likes: cats, sweets, good food, lattes, aromatic candles, cool weather, traveling, piercings, tattoos, puns (!), lazy days, learning foreign languages, cleaning, new experiences, people with a good sense of humor (quite subjective), when people banter back with me, people who develop their own opinions but are still willing to listen to other perspectives.
dislikes: bitter foods, strong scents, pessimism, hot weather, feeling restricted, possessiveness, conformity, having to be responsible for others, when people don’t stand up for themselves, overly anxious people, people-pleasers, when people act condescending towards me, people who try to force conversation with me.
types: intj-a ; 7w8 ; love languages: physical touch, quality time.
misc.: clumsy ; accidentally misuses slang or phrases bc i can never remember how they go ; able to pick up new skills relatively quickly ; studied french, korean, and latin in uni (also studied abroad) ; majors in international cultures/languages + minors in psychology and medieval history ; prone to being a bit directionless in life ; prone to bad luck but tries to find the humor in most situations ; life approach: to live a life of varied experiences, to not take life too seriously, to not dwell too much on the past.
physical description: 155cm, green eyes, round youthful face, curvy, dimple on one cheek, pale skin (sunburns so easily...), 5 piercings in one ear, 4+an industrial in the other, navel piercing. changes hair color/style/length frequently but it's currently mid back length and toned silver, almost always has straight bangs, hair is wavy.
in bg3 persona: wood elf ; main class ranger (gloomstalker) w/ rogue-like tendencies ; the child of merchant parents and did a lot of traveling with them when she was young but has decided to explore and adventure by herself in adulthood ; not really the academic type but is pretty book smart and willing to learn new things ; equal parts strategic and careless, depending on the situation.
Omg hi and thx for the request! Sure I’d love to turn this into a trade and thank you for all the matchups you’ve done for me in the past!
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Astarion!!!
Lowkey this was an easy decision. I feel like you couldn’t be a better match for anyone else, but him. You guys have similar personalities with just enough differences to bring the necessary variety to the relationship.
I feel like you guys would definitely bump heads when first meeting due to similar traits (prideful, apathetic, loner), but once you both begin to care more for your party members including each other than sparks start to fly!
You get close very quickly because it’s so easy to banter and bounce off each other.
At first he finds you optimistic and care free nature a bit annoying at first, but then begins to find is refreshing when times are bleak.
I feel like when Astarion’s trying to seduce you for your own goals and you aren’t falling for it, it’ll be the classic troupe of where person A gets every person to swoon over them except person B which makes them want person B even more.
However when he actually starts falling for you he does get nervous and start to back off a bit, but oh no you’re not letting him get away from you that easily.
Due to your knowledge in psychology you’re able to notice his self destructive behaviors and talk him out of it, but ultimately let him take the lead in figuring out what he wants in life.
Also because of your blunt nature you’re able to deliver the hard truths that he needs to hear without sugur coating things.
Even after your mindflayer worm adventures, you two continue to adventure for awhile. Sharing lots if experiences and fun on the road.
If you get yourself into a tough altercation with some people on the road, Astarion’s charisma helps defuse the situation.
Astarion is still working on his trauma so you’ll have to work up to physical touch with him, but once you do he really likes being held and playing with your hair. He also likes to trace your tattoos.
Astarion is also an introvert so he understands how you need to have alone time as much as he himself does. Although sometimes you guys will be in the same room doing your own things and count it as quality time. (Yknow like comfortable silence)
When you’re having a chill day on the road or once your adventuring days are over, you guys have lazy days together. You’ll cuddle and he’ll read to you. You guys may get a bit intimate but don’t necessarily have sex (not saying it never happens though).
You guys exchange elvish traditions (or what astarion can remember of them) and talk about the history of faerun together.
He gets you a lot of souvenirs on the road usually different snacks and foods for you to try with the occasional scented candle or new set of paints. He even gets you seeds of the local plant life for you to grow.
You guys would get a cat. So many people say astarion is a cat person and I whole heartedly agree.
He (loves) hates your puns. He cringes so hard every time you make one (but he finds your smug face very adorable).
Yknow that popular headcanon about how Astarion’s lover would paint a picture of him so he can finally see what he looks like. Well if you would do that as like a birthday or anniversary present and man would full on cry from happiness at the gesture.
He just loves you so much and is so grateful to finally have someone in his life to bring him joy again.
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Sorry id this kind of sucks im writing this early in the morning cause I was inspired.
Runners Up: Lae’zel, Karlach
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mikasa-imadebiscults · 11 months ago
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Hello, hello! I hope you’re doing well and are having a nice end to your weekend. If your matchups are still open, may I request a matchup for JJK and AOT?
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: straight
Zodiac/MBTI/Enneagram/Hogwarts house (bc why tf not?): Leo, INFJ, 1w9, Ravenclaw
Appearance: long wavy auburn hair and my eyes are more of a honey brown. I always wear round glasses. I'm pale with freckles on my cheeks and nose. 5’9, more of an hourglass shape and have a bit of muscle. If I wear makeup, I like keeping it subtle. I often just apply eye makeup and stick to shades of purple, gold, and orange.
Aesthetic: I mostly wear black and white, but I have some lilac in my wardrobe. In summer I typically wear long, flowy dresses with a jean jacket and combat boots, and when it’s colder I prefer slacks, sweaters, and combat boots.
Personality: Making an effort to understand myself and others is important to me, so that leads to long periods of pondering my actions, as well as others’. I love having me time, though I enjoy being with those close to me from time to time. I love discussing topics that revolve around enigmas. It’s not as important to have others agree with me as it is to explore the unknown with them. Since I’m reserved, I take a long time to open up to others. I’m gentle but can be (unintentionally) intimidating. I’m adventurous and have completed a dream of mine – living/working in a country that doesn’t speak my native language. I actively search for things to be thankful for. I'm easily flustered, clumsy, athletic, and conscientious. My humor is witty and sarcastic. Every now and then, I like listening to the branches being rustled by the wind and being able to gaze up at the moon and stars shining brightly, which remind me that there's a lot of beauty in the world, and I'm glad to experience it. I am happiest when seeking out information/reason. I’m really kinda superstitious…
Likes and Dislikes: I like practicing the languages I know, demonology, biology, genealogy, reading, museums, Victorian history, singing, alternative rock, and exploring my surroundings. A large portion of what I read/watch relates to the occult. Although I used to play the piano and was extremely talented, I still admire it and may want to get back into it in the future. I dislike storms, large bodies of water, and people who always turn disagreements into arguments. 
Hobbies: Writing horror stories, DnD, reading, singing, listening to music, watching horror movies, and yoga. As an avid horror fan, animated movies are for sure a guilty pleasure of mine. Coco is 10/10 for a good cry.
Pets: I don’t have any pets, but I’m a massive cat person. I love all animals, although I just feel like cats and I get each other.
Type: In terms of physical appearance, I find many features attractive and don’t have a type. However, personality wise I can handle a lot in a partner/friend but not one who belittles others. I’m someone who can laugh at myself, so I appreciate when my partner/friends can do the same. This may be super basic, but I’m the kind of person who’s very supportive of their friends/partner and just wants that in return. Too many people I’ve met have tried to take advantage of that. Speaking of which, my ideal partner would need to have a backbone and healthy boundaries. I’m not usually romantically interested in people pleasers ^^’ (NSFW related) I much prefer being dominated and feeling out of control. I get stressed a lot, so giving someone control over me in the bedroom is *chefs kiss. I’m kinda kinky and also very vocal ^^’. I try to be as open as possible with my partner, especially when it comes to intimacy and welcome discussions about what we like/don’t like.
Love languages: words of affirmation and acts of service. I love cuddling and hugging but sometimes need my space. Same with spending time together, I love it but I need time to recharge, too. I don’t really like gifts just because I feel like I owe them. That being said, I will still appreciate and adore anything they give me. It’s sweet to know that they were thinking of me.
(HEY I AM ALIVE I SWEAR! I really hope you enjoy this and have a great day!)
I match you with..
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Gojo Satoru
- He likes that you get easily flustered, often times he teases you.
- Always gives you the biggest hugs.
- One day he took your glasses and put them on then asked if he looked good in them (hopefully he didn’t break them)
- He’s great at acts of service. He loves taking you out places, he reassures you that you don’t owe him anything.
- When you two are watching horror movies together, he will try and startle you. If he succeeds, he will be laughing his ass off.
- Likes to jam out to music with you.
- He listens to you talk about demonology, he always says something like “Yeah I can defeat them in a fight.”
- If he’s scrolling through social media and finds a video about cats, he thinks of you and sends them to you. (Most of them will be funny videos, like cats attacking their owners)
- The first time he heard you sing he was like “I didn’t know you could sing” in a teasing way.
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Armin Arlert
- He is glad that you love to seek out information because he can relate.
- He’s really good at words of affirmation. Ever feeling insecure about your relationship or other things? He’ll be right there ready to make those feelings disappear.
- Prefers horror stories over horror movies but he doesn’t mind watching them with you. He enjoys when you talk about the horror stories that you make.
- You two love to star gaze together, pointing out all the unique looking stars above you, listening to the sounds of nature and feeling the cool air.
- He likes to take you to museums, and even go somewhere new that you both never been to before.
- He would love to adopt a cat with you, but before that he wants to make sure that he’s prepared to take care of a cat (cause cats be wild sometimes-)
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floordan · 3 months ago
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My big fat post on my Trans terms that make explaining your Trans experience much easier.
I believe dysphoria can come in two types, and those two types cover a lot of different categories within their self. 
Trans-Sex: Feeling dysphoria around your biological sex and your sex characteristics.
Trans-Gender: Feeling dysphoria around how you identify in the construct of gender.
I say this because there doesn’t seem to be a lot of understanding of neurobiology of transness and of trans people within them self. As a trans person that knows a lot of other trans people and has always tries to understand their feelings from a scientific perspective, i have come across these terms from what i feel and what i see from the people i know.
I believe there are Trans-Gendered people and Trans-Sexed people, and you can be both or one, or the other. Trans-Gender people in my terms are influenced by how you are brought up, nurtured. Whereas Trans-Sex people are biological. 
This comes from the straight forward belief that gender is a construct and sex is not. Gender dysphoria is what comes from a society, Sex dysphoria comes from your body biologically not matching with the brain. 
Gender Dysphoria. The Trans-Gendered.
As a widely know (or debated) fact, gender is limitless as gender is a construct. You don’t need to be these words ‘male’ or ‘female’. You don’t even need a gender. A gender doesn’t make up a person. A gender is letters in certain orders or a way someone addresses you. Gender is a name, gender is an abstract idea to interpret an experience that’s different for every person, gender is how you treat someone, gender is the gender expectations given to someone because of how they identify. 
Being male, female, non-binary, being demi-girl, demi-boy, all the xenogenders and being androgynous is in this category, being gender-non-conforming (which.. if we are using my terms won’t make much sense. With my terms it would be something like: non-sex to corresponding gender construct-conforming). This category includes pronouns, it includes names, what suffixes/prefixes/words you use, how you say things.
Sex Dysphoria. The Trans-Sexed.
I feel like trans people have ran away from the idea that you can’t have sex dysphoria because of simplicity for cisgendered people to understand or to feel like its less stupid. 
“You can’t change your chromosomes, you can’t change your biological sex,” 
“you’re right, we’re trans-gender. Gender is a construct and we can identify how we wish.” 
“But you do want to get hormones and surgery.”
“Yeah.”
“That’s not a gender construct, that’s changing your sex. You can’t biologically change your sex.”
Although that argument would be great for someone who is ONLY Trans-gender, it wouldn’t work for someone that also experiences Sex-Dysphoria. Someone who is Trans-Sex.
“You can’t change your chromosomes, you can’t change your biological sex,”
“I can’t but i can change my secondary sex characteristics in a way that relieves my gender dysphoria.”
So it’s not gender dysphoria and also you *are* changing your biological sex differences.
“You can’t change your chromosomes, you can’t change your biological sex,”
But you’re someone who only has primary sex characteristic dysphoria. We call it gender dysphoria, but it’s not really. Lets use Trans-sex and sex dysphoria.
“You’re right, but with hormones i can change a lot of my biological sex and my primary sex characteristics. Then i can get surgery and with medical advancements have sex characteristics that relieve all my sex dysphoria.”
“But you’ll biologically still be your birth gender.”
“Yeah. Thats kind of what Trans-Sexed people are.”
“You’re still what you were born as to me!”
“Well i don’t really care what you call me or what you see me as, what’s important to me is that in comfortable in my physical sex.”
Or you could even have the feelings of
“Great! I still want you to call me by my original gender construct as i identify with it! I just wanted to change my sex because i have dysphoria around it.”
Also i want to make sure you guys know i am not against (in my terms) Trans-Gender people because most Trans-Gender and Trans-Sex people are both. 
People i know have agreed that they fall under both or one category, i’m not demonising anyone and I’m not against people who don’t have Sex-Dysphoria. Everyone is valid and i’m coining these terms because its an easy and more inclusive way to describe your experience of gender and sex.
Onto why i think gender is nurtured. Gender is something you are brought up as in correspondence to your sex, every culture has a different way of doing this, you could even be brought up as genderless. Gender constructs are also how many people find out they are Trans. You feel like you should be doing, acting like, being addressed as in a way you are not. You feel like you should be over there playing with the boys, playing with the girls, or you feel like you shouldn’t have to be put into either side of the dodgeball court, you feel like it should be a choice. 
Outlying traits of personality is seen as incongruence. Like a boy being kind, or a girl getting ready to destroy the football pitch. Obviously these are outdated but i do feel like theres a way in which Trans-Gender people feel these things. 
I don’t find myself being overly bothered by gender expectations, i use masculine terms but i use them for other people to understand what i feel like in my brain- as i’m a 16 year old trans male that lives in England with no legal access to hormones. I already dress like Noel Fielding but i am sure when i get hormones i will go back to using any pronouns because i mainly experience Sex Dysphoria. However, i do remember times in my fairly gender neutral childhood where i would sit with my male cousins and play sharkbite or skate 3. When i would run around with them in the woods fucking about and pretending there was a zombie apocalypse. 
My gender dysphoria is about being free, not being judged by my company and feeling included with my male peers.
Each trans person has levels in which they experience both things and how they feel them.
You can feel Gender Dysphoria, feeling dysphoric because of the pronouns used on you, feeling dysphoric because you are not included with the gender you identify as, feeling dysphoric because of your birthname or feeling dysphoric because you are treated in a way that does not align with your gender identity. 
You can feel Sex Dysphoria, feeling dysphoric because of your Sex, or Sex characteristics. How your mind works, or how your mind struggles in ways you know it shouldn’t, feeling dysphoric because of what hormones you have. Your biology not being what it should be.
I think it’s also important to say that i do think people can feel sex dysphoria with an intersex aim. Its well known of afab non male gender identifying people taking testosterone for what it does, same with vice versa. I also feel like these terms include Intersex people, (i myself have intersex traits but i’m looking to be more male) you can be intersex and identify with female terms, you can be nonbinary and intersex, you can want to have hormones you do not produce and you can want surgery to feel like the sex you want to be. 
For other examples of how my terms work well is nonbinary people that feel comfortable in their sex but wish to be referred to in a gender neutral way. Or nonbinary people that are comfortable in their sex and gender identity (how they are referred to) but know they are not male or female. Or trans people that don’t want to medically transition because they don’t feel Sex Dysphoria. Or trans people that identify as no gender that want to fully physically transition into the male sex.
You can identify however you want. This is just a much more inclusive and hopefully easier way to identify. Sorry if my terms are balls, i know people don’t like the ‘biological’ term but its a neutral way of saying afab and amab which have literally just turned into saying ‘biological’.
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she-lives-in-her-dreams · 2 years ago
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Swipe City: Part 3 Chatting
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Disclaimer: This is fiction. I do not know any celebrity appearing in this story. It has been years since I have written anything; so, please be kind.
Warnings: Mention of Age Gap (All parties are of legal age; OC is older), Female pronouns used (purely because I’m female and using some of my life experiences as inspiration.)
           After finishing their lunch and confirming a boys’ night at Reece’s, the group splits up. Christian quickly makes his way home wanting to be in the privacy of his own place before opening the message. 
          He settles onto his couch and takes a deep breath. He has no idea why he is acting this way over a girl –woman— he doesn’t know and has never spoken to. Christian tries to center his energy into calmness as he enters his phone’s password and clicks on the message notification.
Y/N: Hey, Chris. Too funny meeting another American on here. Glad to know that you think my low-key hobbies are something we have in common. :) I might let the lack of dog having slide if you happen to be good with dogs in general. :D 
Christian laughs at the response. Apparently the beautiful woman is just as low-key and silly as he is. 
Chris: Good to know! I am VERY GOOD with animals. Back in the States, my family had a dog and I’ll have you know, I was his FAVORITE person!   
Y/N: What type of dog? Do you have pictures of him!?!?!  🐕
Christian laughs at the quick response and quickly sorts through his phone looking for a picture of Timone that wouldn’t give away his identity. Finally, he finds one of Timone sleeping. He crops the photo to remove the family pictures in the background and sends it to Y/N.
Y/N: He is adorable! How old is he?
Christian laughs again. The woman doesn’t seem to care about his job or what he looks like–she just wants pictures of his dog. 
Christian grins mischievously as he write his reply. 
Chris: He is around 7 years old. What about you? Do you have a dog for bonus points?  
Y/N:  Picture
Y/N: I guess I am earning all the bonus points considering my boy is the cutest damn dog ever. His name is Charlie, and he is 13 years old. I went through a lot with immigration to get him here, but it was so worth it. 
Chris: Charlie is a handsome boy. I guess you are winning in the points category!  😜
As the two continue chatting, Christian finds that the conversation flows easily as it moves from dogs to movies to books to cooking. He notes curiously that not once do either bring up why they moved to London or work.  Eventually Christian looks up at the clock and realizes they have been chatting for 2 hours–he never texts with anyone that long, not even his mother.  He has good feeling about Y/N and decides to make a bold move.
Chris: So, I know we just matched today, but I am really enjoying talking to you. Would you be interested in meeting this week? 
Y/N: I have enjoyed talking to you as well. I would love to meet up this week, but I have one slightly awkward request. 
Christian glances at the message. A request? Does she want to video chat? Is she going to ask him how much money he makes? He tries to push down the panic. 
Chris: What’s that? 
Y/N: Do you mind if we exchange numbers and talk on the phone a bit? I’d like to at least have an idea of what you sound like– I mean you could be 60 years old or 12 years old, and I wouldn’t know. 
Christian breathes a sigh of relief. 
Chris: I didn’t know 60 year olds or 12 year olds could be smooth like me. 
Y/N:  🤨   I don’t know that “smooth” is the correct word for you. 
Chris: Ouch! I’m very smooth! LOL  And absolutely to your request. I mean you could be a 61 year old or an 11 year old.   
Y/N:   🙄 Good thing I’m not. Here is my number 555-555-5554. I use WhatsApp here in London. 
Christian rapidly opens his WhatsApp and creates a new account to ensure his identity remains hidden then adds Y/N information into his contacts. 
Deciding to jump right in, Christian messages her on WhatsApp. 
Christian: Hey, it’s Chris from the dating app. How are you?
Y/N: Hi, Chris. I’m still good like I was when I was messaging you 3 minutes ago. 😂
Christian blushes and tries to think of something witty to say but nothing comes to mind. His phone buzzes with another message.
Y/N: I need to leave in about 15 minutes to run errands but would you want to talk for a few minutes now? 
Christian grins but doesn’t reply; instead choosing to click on the voicecall feature.  A feminine voice answers. 
“Hey stranger.” 
Christian laughs then replies “Hey, Y/N. How’s your day?” before smacking himself in the face. There was that question again.
Y/N’s laughter chimes through the phone. “And you think you are smooth. But it’s going good. How is yours?”
Well, at least she didn’t hang up on me. Christian thinks.  “Pretty good now that I get to hear your beautiful voice.” 
“Okay, okay, Romeo. That was pretty smooth.”  
The two chat for a bit deciding to arrange a lunch date for two days from now. Christian isn’t sure of himself or Y/N’s expectations but decides to put himself out there. 
“Now that we have agreed on a day and time. I’ll plan the date, if that’s okay with you?”  Christian says softly. 
Y/N’s silence makes him think he has made the wrong choice. They both start to speak at the same time, but Christian tells her to continue.  
 “That would be great, actually. Sorry, I was just a little surprised given your age that you would think to plan the date.” Y/N breathes out. 
Christian grins. HE surprised her and she seemed to enjoy it. “Well, my mother would probably beat my ass if I told her I asked a pretty woman out and didn’t put effort into planning something.” 
The both laugh at his comment. Though it’s only been a few minutes of talking, Christian feels like regardless of if she ends up being someone he dates or not, they could be great friends. 
“I have to go, unfortunately. I need to get this stuff done. If you are up for it, we can talk later.” Y/N tells him.
“Sounds great. Be careful out there. The weather is suppose to suck later.” Christian responds
 Y/N confirms she knows about the impending rain and that she will have her rain jacket. They bid their goodbyes and hang up. 
Christian happily flops back on his couch. Today is going to be a good day.
@breakablehcaven​ @mllynne​
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iamthemain-character · 2 years ago
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hello another kazi request !! could you do a normal/civilian reader (they/them pronouns?) and kazi meeting for the first time? maybe during a heist lol
thanks for requesting! i’m sorry this took so long, university has been killing me lol. i hope you enjoy! :)
Twist of Fate
kazi kazimierczak x reader
gender neutral pronouns
TW: mild crime, mentions of weapons
a/n: this is set before the events of Hawkeye, when I kind of headcanon Kazi doing small crime type of stuff
a/n: part two: i kind of have an idea for another part, let me know if that would be something you wanted to see!
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It was a simple job: a small jewelry shop tucked into an alleyway full of expensive stuff. It was the final stop of a long night of thievery, and while the first tendrils of light were stretching into the sky, Kazi was sure that he could get in and out before sunrise.
Slipping into the back, Kazi made quick work of the simple lock on the door. A narrow hallway led to the back work area of the shop, and Kazi slowed his steps as he saw there was a light on. At first glance, the work room seemed empty. The source of light was a lamp on the table, shining down on an assortment of tools and a necklace that seemed to be under repairs.
Just as Kazi stepped another foot into the room, a person came walking in from the door leading to the storefront. Kazi froze and the person shrieked, jumping back as they saw the former standing there. As Kazi reached for the gun hidden in his coat, he was taken aback when he heard laughter,
“I’m so sorry, I hope I didn’t scare you.” The person breathily laughed, continuing their path to the table Kazi had just been looking at. “You must be the new hire, Amanda said you would be stopping by this morning to learn the ropes.”
Kazi remained frozen in place, mind blanking as he tried to decide what to do. He could still rob the store, after all there was only this one person and he had weapons. Yet something twinged in Kazi’s heart when he thought of that; this person seemed so sweet, and there was something wholesome and genuine in their smile. No matter how much his head reasoned, Kazi couldn’t find it within himself to hold this person hostage.
“I’m Y/n by the way; remind me of your name again?” They turned to Kazi, hand outstretched.
“Kazi.” Immediately Kazi mentally cursed himself; giving out his real name was the dumbest thing he could have done. Still, he took Y/n’s outstretched hand and shook it.
“Okay, so Amanda said you had some experience with jewelry repair, right?”
“Uh, it’s been a while.” Kazi fumbled, unsure why he continued to stay and talk to this person. Still, he followed Y/n’s gesture to sit down next to them.
“Don’t worry, I’ll show you the ropes.” Y/n said with smile that elicited butterflies in Kazi’s stomach.
For the next couple hours, Y/n carefully showed Kazi how to fix a simple gold chain. Their hands guided his as they removed broken links and attached new ones. Slowly Kazi got used to using the soldering tool to close up the rings permanently. Finally, after lots of mistakes and hard work, the chain was completely finished.
Y/n beamed at Kazi, clearly proud of the work he had accomplished. The latter felt surprisingly proud of himself, amazed that he was able to fix something that seemed so delicate.
“You did amazing Kazi, you’re basically a pro now.”
Kazi laughed, “I wouldn’t say that, but I did do pretty okay.”
The clock on the wall chimed, signaling the time. Y/n glanced up at it and hurriedly got up from the chair. “I’m so sorry, but I’m afraid that is all we can work on today. We have a private viewing, so we’ll have to continue your training another day. I have your phone number on file, so I’ll send you a picture of your schedule.”
Sadness struck Kazi’s heart as he realized that the little act he had been playing was up. He should have been relieved that his true intentions weren’t found out, but instead he found himself longing to spend more time with Y/n.
Kazi moved to grab his jacket, but Y/n stopped him. Carefully they picked up the chain and undid the clasp, bringing their arms over Kazi’s head to place the chain around his neck. His heartbeat quickened as his felt Y/n’s fingers brush the back of his neck as they closed the clasp. He tried not to focus on how much he loved the pressure, nor the disappointment that came from when Y/n’s hands left his neck.
“There, you keep that. You worked so hard so I think you deserve it.” A rattle could be heard at the front door, and Y/n looked at Kazi apologetically. “It was great to meet you Kazi; I look forward to working together again. Enjoy your day!”
As Kazi watched Y/n’s retreating figure, he knew they wouldn’t be working together again. But as he went to leave, he realized that he wouldn’t be able to just not see them again. No matter what it took, Kazi would find a way to see the cheery, smiling Y/n again.
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skullkxd · 8 months ago
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𝘒𝘕𝘖𝘞𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘠𝘖𝘜𝘙 𝘗𝘈𝘙𝘛𝘕𝘌𝘙 𝘞𝘌𝘓𝘓 𝘊𝘈𝘕 𝘗𝘖𝘛𝘌𝘕𝘛𝘐𝘈𝘓𝘓𝘠 𝘔𝘈𝘒𝘌 𝘞𝘙𝘐𝘛𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘛𝘖𝘎𝘌𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙 𝘈 𝘓𝘖𝘛 𝘌𝘈𝘚𝘐𝘌𝘙. REPOST DO NOT REBLOG !!
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NAME: sappy
PRONOUNS : Hahaha, yeah.
PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION : DiscOOOORD I’m howling at the moon —
NAME OF MUSE(s) : ree, the human ball of destruction (in training)
BEST EXPERIENCE : on this blog specifically? I think going through the trials/winning the PWT/challenging the alolan league conference was THRILLING. It was the first real part of Ree’s journey, and people could WATCH as they grew stronger. Ree went from maybe winning one battle in the battle tree to making a 50-streak. They went from challenging tourists wherever they could to seeking out the strongest trainers they could find and going no-holds barreled. It’s amazing to watch a character grow, and Ree has grown SO MUCH — but also? It’s not linear. Ree has their ups and downs. They progress and regress like a real kid.
I also think the journey with Ree’s recovery has been important. I guess I’m a sucker for long plot lines.
RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS : i think people who don’t communicate and won’t help you figure out things really grind my gears. I know I try to be accommodating and RP with everyone but when I’m not receiving what I’m giving, like the enthusiasm and joy and the planning process … It really makes me have second thoughts. I’m an anxious and private person, so I need those sort of reassurances…
MUSE PREFERENCES: i think blonds with freckles is unfortunately my type. Yellow, Ree, Molayne, Avery…
PLOTS OR MEMES : Send ask box memes if you want casual interactions. Plot with me if you want ongoing, strong interactions. Both are good! I’m satisfied either way!!
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES : I think just being able to have fun is all that matters. I’ll match whatever.
BEST TIME TO WRITE : Anytime baby I’m a disabled part time worker.
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S) : I think I’m most like Yellow out of any of my characters. Yellow is who I really put a lot of myself into. Ree? … not so much. Even when I was younger, I tried to purposefully project a “manic pixie dream girl” sort of vibe…
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daisychainsandbowties · 2 years ago
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how did you figure out that you’re nonbinary and that you specifically use they/them pronouns? /genq
oh okay so figuring out gender was a ‘casper is stupid for 17 entire years’ situation.
i basically came out of the cradle insisting that it was cringe and terrible of my parents to think of me as a girl. i was, emphatically, a Pokémon obsessed little guy since i could form entire sentences. but it was 2002, and frankly i was more concerned with how far i could spit and collecting spiders off the bushes to be worried about it. my parents (bless) were 100% cool with getting my clothes in the boys section & letting me do whatever i wanted (except get ice cream from the ice cream van every day. their one and only instance of homophobia 😔) so i didn’t really suffer, especially, beyond scowling at people in school when they dared to refer to me. 
it was pretty clear to me when i was 11 that having a cursed body was, indeed, going to be a curse. not worth mentioning how terrible and evil 11-14 was for me physically, tho to be fair i also took up swordfighting then so swings and roundabouts.
but yeah, around when i was 9 i knew there was a huge massive problem but then my mom got cancer (multiple myeloma) and… yeah gender crisis took a backseat while we watched her almost die about three times (pulmonory embolism, stem-cell transplant, getting shingles with no immune system bc chemo). my grandmother looked after me while Hospital.
unhelpful to the anti-trans-kids-existing demons bc she was also like intensely indulgent of my refusal to wear anything but my brazil football jersey. she let me eat nothing but artificial cheese slices put on a single slice of white bread and then microwaved because i had the massive trump card of not being allowed to see my mother for almost six months. i think she was grateful that i seemed to find the whole situation too serious to cry over. my best friend was a boy & he was pretty willing to be like ‘ok cool. ur not a girl. can we go on the trampoline?’ 
& then, when things calmed down & i was about 16/17, i had come out as gay (good for me) about two years before & then i realised i was oh fuck A Bit More Complicated than that i spent a while agonising over it. really a long walks on the beach pondering my gay ass type deal.
but then, just when i was kind of starting to vibe with being enby, I got really really sick, which lasted aboooout 5/6 years where it was just an old school platforming game but titled ‘casper tries not to die while trying to get a degree & two masters’). very do not pass go do not collect 200 of the universe to Do That. but hey. 
so it was around Pandemic when i finally got the brainspace to actually think, & i realised that i was definitely trans, probably nonbinary. i experimented for a while with different pronouns. realised my ‘dumbass nickname everyone has to call me’ was my ACTUAL NAME (never underestimate my stupidity and ignorance) & yeah at first i was thinking of going the hormones path (do not ever please god don’t get me started on how hard that is in this stupid bastard country. 5 years waiting period, on average. have to get diagnosed formally by a team of psychiatrists with what is characterised as a ‘mental illness’. have to ‘live’ - as Some Fucker sees it - as your ‘chosen’ gender for like two years AND be out to basically everybody - realistic and safe i say sarcastically i say while looking into the camera like i'm on the office - oh look i got started. anyway. bullshittery)
but eventually i realised huh nope i just wanted top surgery (same fucking deal with the health service tho) & for people to use they/them generally (i am not too fussed w/ pronouns for myself tho. like, a lot of my friends use he/him because frankly i deserve it most of the time with the himbo behaviour. professionally i insist on they/them for consistency. i get congnitive dissonance with she/her as in i get a weird shock & want to laugh & wonder who the fuck they’re talking about for a sec before i realise it’s me. but like, miffed too much i am not).
also gender is a big pendulum for me it’s an elliptic orbit sometimes for a few weeks i’m like a feminine guy and other times i feel like a masculine gay & sometimes i feel like the autism creature (bc i AM an autism creature, always). 
but i have, essentially, felt nonbinary always. trust me i have a pic of blue-eyed blond 5y/o me sitting on my bed in my Pokemon-themed room wearing a Manchester United jersey and holding my PS2 controller in my hands with a profoundly vacant and himboish expression on my face. it did fully take me 17 whole years to have my ‘oh’ moment about it, but a lot of that was profoundly indulgent parents who were you can’t even imagine how determined to not raise me the way they were raised - which meant, apparently, that if i wanted to be a spider-collecting, bug obsessed pokémon-fixated little guy who kept snapping branches off the bamboo and fashioning makeshift swords out of them - well then that was the creature they’d send to school every day. 
i think the tldr here is: casper stupid. gender a concept. 
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misssakuramochi · 11 months ago
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hello there mochi !! i hope its okay if i use your name (^▽^) could i please request for a persona 5 romantic matchup?
my name is clockwork. i use he/they pronouns and i’m sixteen. i’m an intp and 9w4, leo sun; capricorn moon; and virgo rising. i’m also transmasc (ftm) and was wondering if you could include headcanons for when i come out to whoever you match me with? if not, that’s alright!!
i’d prefer being matched with someone from the phantom thieves, but as long as they’re not a legal adult, i don’t mind being matched with one of the confidants either (ie, mishima, togo, etc)! i was wondering if i could get both a male and a female matchup? but if not, just a male matchup would be fine with me too ( ^∀^)
personality wise, i’m a bit on the reserved side but i can be super energetic once i know who i’m talking to! i’ve actually been told i can look intimidating (i have a bit of resting bitch face LMAO) but i’d like to think i’m just a goofball who tries to make everyone laugh when he can. i have a lot of energy whenever i’m around people that i like and have trouble knowing when to tone it down when it’s too much. i’m a super loud person who enjoys making others smile, especially if i know that someone doesn’t laugh a lot (it only encourages me more)! I try to act all cool and like i’m calm/collected, but the reality is i’m just a kid who wants to have fun! i’m a very imaginative person and i love trying to find the beauty in everything. i’m more of a half-full than half-empty kind of person, though i have had times where i can be pretty pessimistic. but i’m usually a very bright person who does his best in everything, and i want to leave a positive impression on people.
i can be a bit of a people pleaser, and a lot of the times i might accidentally put others before myself. but because i’m like, a naturally very emotional person, i can get super upset and angry whenever i don’t feel heard or like i can’t talk about my personal opinions. i’m also a pretty air-headed person, where i can be completely clueless to a lot of situations where i’m not aware of my surroundings. i can also overthink a LOT at times, it is horrendous. i will convince myself that someone hates me when the reality is they just had a bad day or something. i don’t like being judged or feeling like someone’s not putting enough effort into our relationship if i’m obviously trying my best to talk to someone. i also have a tendency to hold grudges for long periods of times and have a short temper/can be passive aggressive, which makes it difficult at times because i can be upset at someone for even small things for a while. i do my best to manage my anger and frustration, but there are definitely times where my patience get worn really thin, sigh… (´⌒`。)
some of my interests include playing video games as a pass time (mainly rpgs and rhythm games). i also love watching and reading different animanga series, my favorite genres are usually fantasy or sci-fi like jujutsu kaisen or dr stone! i also really like to draw, i draw digitally in my free time whenever i feel the inspiration hit me, haha! i also love to eat out at restaurants and experience different types of foods and cuisines to try! going out to different places is super fun, and i have plans to travel the world when im older.
i suppose, if i were to describe my type i’d want someone who’s very patient with me. someone who can match my energy and understand when i’m tired or overstimulated without me having to verbalize it. i’d want someone who can communicate with me rather than just expect me to pick up on their feelings (i have been very bad at that in the past). basically, i need someone who is completely the opposite to me mindset wise LOLOL
sorry this got so long, but thank you so much for taking time out of your day to read my request! if you end up not being able to do it, that’s alright as well! if you need to dm me for anything, go ahead!! thank you so much , and stay hydrated !! (*´∇`*)
I match you with...
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HARU
○ You want opposite? You've got it in shy, reserved, observant Haru. She checks all the boxes. Once she learns a person, Haru is very aware of their emotions - she knows when you need space, or when you need a comforting hand - at least as much as anyone can without words.
○ Patience is also Haru's middle name. She's actually too patient with the people she loves sometimes, which is where you step in to stand up for her while she's learning to do it for herself. On the flipside, her calm gentle self is there to bail you out and calm you down when your tempter gets the better of you. Gentle and working hard at being communicative, it's hard to be angry with her. It's cute how you always have each other's backs, but in different ways.
○ Haru hasn't had the easiest life, and getting a real smile out of her (one that isn't polite or placating) is a treasure to you. No one makes her happy like your goofball self and thats a treasure to her. You make it your number 1 goal to make her laugh as much as possible and she loves you more than words can express for that.
○ Haru is always watching those around her. Ad much as you are her scary dog privilege with your resting bitch face, she's the one who points out whenever something is off. A tug on the sleeve always tells you Haru's spotted or sensed something off and it's gotten you guys out of more than one sticky spot
HEADCANONS
○ Coming out to Haru does come as a bit of a surprise to her. Not a bad one, mind - she's probably relieved when you tell her, since she could tell something had been on your mind for awhile - she's glad it was nothing bad. She's a little nervous at first because she, sheltered as she is, isn't sure the proper ways to show you respect and be polite. Once she realizes she can just ask you, she becomes your biggest supporter and super conscientious about your preferences.
○ Taking each other out to eat is your most common date night. She takes you to all kinds of fancy places you'd never be able to go on your own, and you take her to local mom and pop shops or greasy spoons she'd never be able to go to with her family.
○ Again, Haru is your biggest supporter. This extends to your art too and she has so many of your drawings as her wallpapers, or on her desk alongside real photos of the two of you. You draw her once and Haru is so flattered she goes bright red, which you think is the cutest thing. She becomes your muse from that point on
○ For your first anniversary Haru takes you to a faraway beach (maybe in Hawaii) to start your dream of traveling the world. She gives a whole speech on wanting to be there when your dreams come true and how you're her brightest star. It's an extremely romantic getaway - one you return to in your honeymoon years later
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Hello friend! I'm trying to get better at putting comments here lol;
Anyway, I hope just the one match is ok. I try to find the absolute 1st place matchup and write for them! Thanks for being kind and understanding 💛
Anyway, I hope you still enjoy! Stay hydrated as well!
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blackrabbittwst · 3 years ago
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Why hello! You didn't have a limit to how many characters you write in your rules so I just went for 5 ( just ruggie would be good to if it's to much characters!) But can I request some fluff with Ruggie, Kilam, Malleus, Vil and finally Floyed (separately) with a S/O that absolutely loves to shower them with physical affection! But MC dosnt know what to do when receiving it back. So MC kinda just stands/freezes there like "huh affection why? I like it but what do I do reseving it?🧍‍♀️"
A/N: Apologies! The character limit was on the rules page I created. It’s accessible via hyperlink on the pinned post (you click on the word Rules). I realized that maybe mobile users would have trouble finding it, so I went ahead and added the limit to the pinned post. However, since this was a misunderstanding on my part, I will grace you with a gift and do all 5 characters! However I’m just going to do headcanons since adding scenarios would take up a lot of time.
But thank you for the first request! I’m so excited and happy that someone has finally send a request!
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Synopsis: A physically affectionate reader that does not know how to receive physical affection back.
Characters: Ruggie Bucchi, Floyd Leech, Kalim Al Asim, Vil Schoeheit, Malleus Draconia
Pairings: Ruggie Bucchi x S/O, Floyd Leech x S/O, Kalim Al Asim x S/O, Vil Schoenheit x S/O, and Malleus Draconia x S/O
Gender/Pronouns: Gender Neutral
Warnings: N/A
A/N #2: So I realized after writing majority of the prompt that I basically refer “showering physical affection” to just hugging. Overall I think the reaction would be the same for other types of physical affection as well. I just wanted to bring that up in case someone realizes that small detail.
A/N #3: So after re-reading the prompt while writing the last few things, I think misread it. Because of a typo in the request, I read it as them not feeling like the deserved the affection rather than them not understand why they are receiving it in the first place. I thought about changing it but I think with the added mini-angst, it adds a good touch of extra fluff to it in the end. Like how the light sourness of cheese foam on a good milk tea adds that much more flavor and enjoyment to the whole experience. However, if the anon who wrote this doesn’t like the small dab of angst, let me know and I can make another post with what you meant in mind!
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Ruggie Bucchi
Ruggie would eventually enjoy the physical affection and attention. He’s used to physical affection in general from all the kids back at home. They’re usually tackling him with hugs while clinging to him constantly, so it’s a little nostalgic as well.
In the beginning, he might find the idea of constant physical affection a little overwhelming. The kids at home probably showered him with too much attention at home to the point where it’s exhausting. Like imagine, five hyena pups literally glomping him until he falls to the ground and holding into his legs while he tries to walk around. He adores how much they love him, but a bunch of little rascals constantly begging for attention can be a little overwhelming for him (for anyone really). So since he’s used to intense versions of physical interactions, he’d be a little wary of it at the beginning. However, don’t worry! He’ll get used to it quite quickly when he realizes you don’t intend to knock him down or squeeze him until his back pops.
Since Hyenas are a part of the Feline family, he’d probably purr in delight from all the hugs and cuddles. (I looked it up and hyenas actually purr, awww!) His eyes slowly slide shut and a big smile would creep upon his face as he melted to their touch. His tail would swish back and forth with enjoyment and his ears would twitch a little. He’d only show this side of himself in private though. He can’t have some other predator nearby seeing him all vulnerable and tame for a human. He’d never hear the end of it!
When he got used to your touch, he’d want to rub up against his s/o while in their embrace. He might notice them slightly tensing up to his gestures, but he’d be too consumed with serotonin to take a mental note of it.
One day, he’d see his s/o walking around the botanical gardens, so of course he’d want to go over and surprise them. Laughing to himself about his devious plan, he’d quietly stalk his prey. When he got close to them, he’d give them a firm hug from behind. He’d laugh at the shenanigans, but after a moment, he would notice them stiffening up under his touch. At first, he would think it was because they were so surprised. He would snake around to the front and face his s/o while never letting go of the embrace. When he noticed their hesitant expression, he would immediately question them if they were okay.
When his s/o would tell him that they don’t understand why he’s hugging them since they don’t deserve it, he’d tilt his head to the side confused. He wouldn’t understand how they could be so physically intimate but not like it back, despite the fact that they SHOULD know how much he loves them. He’d hum to himself thinking about the whole situation before asking them why they think they don’t deserve it. He’s explained that he loves them as much as they love him, right? They show him all this physical attention because they love him, right? So of course it should be the same concept back! He would tell them that he loves them so much that it’s only natural he’d want to hug them back! If they hesitate to his response, he’ll give a little huff, and hum in annoyance while hugging them tighter and rubbing his face against their cheeks (if they’re the same height), on top of their head (if they’re shorter), or in the crook of their neck/cheek (if they’re taller).
He’d insist that he’s going to love them back as much as they love him, and they better realize how much they deserve it, or else he’ll never stop! He’d be a little petty and childish about it overall and puff out his cheeks in frustration if it happens for a prolonged amount of time. He’s not mad at his s/o, he’s just stubborn and wants them to know how much they deserve it as much as anyone else in a relationship. This is a fight he wouldn’t be willing to back down from until you understood how much he loved you back.
Floyd Leech
As the Octavinelle resident squeezer, Floyd would be thrilled to have someone who constantly showered him with physical affection. He’d enjoy all the attention and feel quite spoiled. Being a big, scary eel boy, he normally doesn’t get any sort of physical affirmation from anyone. The only individuals who would attempt to hug him would be Jade or Azul. Jade would hug Floyd to either annoy/taunt him or when he’s genuinely happy for something Floyd did (like a birthday present or something, but even this is super rare). Azul wouldn’t even dare get near Floyd since he doesn’t want to wear a back brace for a week after all. However, if he was feeling very vulnerable, maybe, a very small possibility but JUST MAYBE, he would consult Floyd and Jade about his issues, and as a result, let Floyd give him a comforting hug. (We gotta hug, comfort, and support our octo-crybaby)
Naturally, Floyd would want to return the favor and give them the biggest hug back! He wouldn’t be able to resist the urge to reciprocate the affection immediately after receiving it. His s/o is so soft and cute after all! Who wouldn’t want to squeeze someone like that? It’s too tempting!
It would happen after a long day at the Monstro Lounge. He would spot his s/o walking in so that they could hang out after closing. He’d get all cheery and excited to the point where you could almost see the little hearts floating around. He would then run up to them with his arms open and the biggest smile with a Koebi-chaaan~. His s/o would also run up to him and give him a big hug. He’d get a jittering feeling in his tummy and give them a big tight hug back, lifts them off their feet, and spins them in the air.
When he put them back on the ground, he would realize that his s/o body stiffened in his arms. He would also notice that they did not share the same excitement he had when he spun them around, which would leave him being very confused. He’d let go of the embrace and ask in a brusk tone why they were actually weird. He might even get moody or even mad since he doesn’t know what’s going on with them. He would assume that his s/o doesn’t like the way he gives squeezes, or that maybe they just were like the others and they afraid of him now and his affectionate side. Depending on how his s/o responded to his questioning, it’s a coin flip whether his mood would change and how he would respond.
Option 1: If they just question why he would hug them (and not immediately tell him that they don’t think they deserve it), he’d probably get mad and storm off assuming they were just like the all others. No one wants to appreciate how affectionate he can be without literally crushing them. They’re all scared little wimps that he shouldn’t waste his time and effort on! His mood swing would be instantaneous after his s/o question, which didn’t allow much time at all time to explain anything. His s/o would have to chase after him, sit him down, and explain that the issue was that they don’t feel like they deserve the affection. They would need to insist that it has nothing to do with him being scary or mean at all. It was more of a self-esteem issue they struggled with.
Option 2:If they question the hug and admit they don’t think they deserve it, he’d be quite shocked and hug them tighter, despite the fact they just told him it made them a little uncomfortable. He can’t help it, he’s more of actions speaks louder than words type of eel. So, please try to endure it for a couple more moments while he gets all the concern and sadness he’s feelings out of his system.
However, no matter which scenario his s/o decided to take, once he realizes they don't think they deserve his affection, he’d get really pouty and exclaim that of course they deserve the same affection they give to him! It makes him sad that they would ever think that way! He loves them so much after all, and he HAS to show them no matter what!
His solution is that he would just have to hug them every chance he got. This way, they got to understand how much he thinks they deserve to be loved, right? It would probably be a chore to get him to let go as well, even if he had been cuddling them for 2 hours straight. He basically becomes a big clingy eel. They would have to squirm quite a bit and give a good excuse before he even considered letting them go.
His s/o would need to have a serious conversation with him if they don’t feel comfortable with all the sudden affection. He might get grumpy, but they need to compromise with him and let him know about introducing physical intimacy at a slower pace. He wouldn’t understand until they lay it out in detail. Once they set some boundaries and guidelines, he’d be a little huffy but he’d ultimately respect your wishes and would try his best to be more patient.
Kalim Al Asim
Kalim would be ecstatic for all the physical attention. The moment his s/o wraps their arms around him, someone passing by would swear they saw stars twinkling in his eyes. He’d love to rub his cheeks on their head or face depending on his s/o’s height. If they were taller than him, he’d snuggle his face into the crook of their neck/chest affectionately, like a cat.
The whole interaction would make his day and he would feel so chipper afterwards. Even after failing an alchemy test, a hug from his s/o would make him feel like he was floating on top of the world! (until Jamil came up to drag him off for an intense study session)
He’d be similar to Floyd and he’d immediately want to reciprocate the affection. He’s just so happy with the warm and fuzzies on the inside that he can’t help but hug back. It’s like cause and effect with potential and kinetic energy (okay guys, I’m an engineer, I can’t help but use a dumb science analogy). His s/o’s energy is like potential energy that would build inside Kalim’s happy tank. Then all “potential energy” would be immediately converted to kinetic energy, which is the equivalent to the burst of love and emotions Kalim feels for his s/o and he MUST act on it with a tight embrace. If he doesn’t, he’d probably bounce off some walls or something.
It would occur somewhere like at the Scarabia lounge. He invited his s/o over for a feast (that Jamil probably made) and go magic carpet riding. The entire mini party with him and all dorm mates was incredibly fun and the food was delicious, of course. Later he would grab them by the hand and lead them to the treasure room for the magic carpet. After a nice ride with some exhilarating sightseeing, his s/o would hug him and let him know they had a fun time today. A blush would creep on his face and he couldn’t help but make a goofy smile. He would respond that he had fun as well and he would do anything for them to ensure they were happy with a big excited hug.
However, when he felt them freeze under his embrace, he’d be confused. He’d loosen his hold and tilt his head in confusion. Then in a concerning gentle voice, he would ask if anything was bothering them. When they ask why he’s hugging them and that they don’t deserve it, Kalim would be completely shocked. His mouth would drop open and he would just stare at them in shock. He just couldn’t believe that they don’t understand the intentions of his affection. His shocked facial expression would then change to the ugliest sad face.
He’d feel so heartbroken, but not because they didn’t like his hugs. He would realize that they probably never received physical affection from anyone in return despite them being so bubbly and outgoing with their affections. Like, why else would they respond in that way if they’re constantly so affectionate to himself? Main point: they probably never got affection themselves back from the ones they loved. He’d start wailing and sobbing while hugging them tighter, swaying back and forth. He’d exclaim at the top of his lungs that he swears he’ll love them so much in the future with so many hugs and cuddles that they’ll get used to it in no time. He’d probably get obnoxious with the physical affection and go over the top because he just has to show them they deserve affection too.
If they’re just way too uncomfortable, they would need to sit him down and explain the necessity for personal space. They would need to explain that they would need to ease the affection intensity in increments, rather than all at once at max level 100. He would probably give the saddest puppy eyes, but he would try his best to carefully ease you into all the physical love and attention he actually wants to give you.
Vil Schoenheit
Vil would enjoy the physical affection but to a certain degree. He’d make sure to communicate with his s/o that they must not wrinkle their uniform or his own during any sort of embrace, nor could they touch his face at anytime to avoid smudges to his makeup, or to prevent potential breakouts from oily hands. He has an image to uphold as the housewarden of Pomefiore! He would never allow him nor his s/o to look like a disheveled mess! He also can’t let himself look like a lovesick fool who would conduct improper PDA in front of the entire school body. He’d be more willing to accept any kind of physical intimacy behind closed doors though. From there he’d let them do whatever they’d like.
In return for the intimacy while in public, he would normally give them a gentle stroke on the top of their head, or a quick peck on the forehead with quiet praise only they could hear. Depending on his s/o’s sensitivity to the affection, he’d noticed a flinch under his lips or hands when he gave them these small gestures. Afterward, he would quickly take note of it in his head for now and continue on with his day.
Once he was in the privacy of his room with his s/o, would he return the favor for all the sweet, loving gestures they’ve given to him over time. It would be during the late afternoon after all club activities and housewarden duties were over that Vil would invite his s/o for some tea. The moment they would walk into his room and look around with awe, he would walk up behind them and give them a gentle embrace. He’d comment that he appreciates the respect surrounding his boundaries during the day and that he loved them dearly.
He would immediately notice that his s/o freezes up under his touch again, and he would let them out of his embrace. With a concerned expression, he would then softly grab them by the shoulders and spin them around to face him. He would apologize and ask if he had somehow crossed a boundary he was not aware of. When his s/o would mention that they don’t understand why he was hugging them and that they don’t deserve it, his eyes would widen in surprise. His brows would crease following a sigh that escaped his lips. He would lift their chin with his index finger and gently explain that they deserve all the love in the world. Then, he’d pepper kisses on their forehead and their lips before wrapping his arms around them once again. He just couldn’t understand what they were thinking. Maybe they thought that he was out of their league? Or maybe all the distance during the day gave them doubts about their relationship? Either way, Vil was going to let you know how he felt, no matter how many different was it would take to get it through to your head.
If they still felt a little self-conscious or doubtful about receiving physical affection, Vil would make sure to add many different small gestures scattered throughout their daily lives. Like, briefly stroking their hand when they pass in the halls, holding hands more often during extended times together, stroking their hair, etc. Just simple touches that would slowly get them adjusted to physical affection while also making sure they are constantly reminded about how much he cares for them, despite the small distance in front of others.
Overall he would be very reassuring and patient to his s/o, since they respected his rules, it’s only fair that he also does the same. He makes sure that everything relating to physical intimacy gives only comfort while also making them happy. He’s always willing to meet halfway and make the effort to make ensure his s/o feels loved.
Malleus Draconia
Malleus would be quite confused by your physical affections at first. He would let his s/o do as they pleased, but the whole concept would be quite foreign to him.
He’s read in books and observed other humans that they seem to enjoy close physical contact when they are in love or happy, but he’s never been so physically intimate with someone before. He’d wonder if it was just a human tendency to be so… touchy? Human concepts still bewildered him on many occasions.
Like why does wrapping one’s arms around the torso make the other person smile so widely but then wrapping your hands around their neck is harmful? (I suppose unless their being kinky, jk jk) You could still hurt someone while holding them around the torso with enough force. You also can still show someone your emotions with just words alone, and with writing, one’s emotions can be kept for a life time. So then why would one require physical intimacy in the first place? Also why can humans who are just friends still hug but then the gesture is also used in a romantic sense? But then kissing isn’t always a friend gesture and usually only associated with romantic relationships. The whole concept is quite confusing, don’t you think?
When he first received a very affectionate embrace, he’d be a bit stiff and still, not knowing what to do. He’d feel a slight tingle and warmth in his chest, but the sensation would confused him. He already knew that he was very satisfied and happy with his relationship with his s/o, but being embraced felt different. It felt like a wave of relaxation and shining light on the inside. He would end up smiling at least.
Later he’d approach Lilia and ask him about the experience and what he felt. Lilia would lightly chuckle and let him know that he should keep accepting the kind gestures to get a better idea of how he feels. While Lila could easily explain the sensation of love and yearning for one’s touch, sometimes it’s just easier to understand if you experience for yourself. Malleus would reluctantly agree to Lilia’s suggestion and go about his day.
It would take a little time before Malleus would realize the comfort that comes from physical affection. Soon he’d relax under the embrace of his s/o and give simple pats to the head, or softly stroke his s/o’s face in return. A small gesture, which would probably not be enough to cause his s/o to freeze up. However if they did show some discomfort, Malleus would notice it but assume maybe it was a human thing.
Eventually, Malleus would realize that he has yet to embrace his s/o back after all this time. He would want to return the favor, after all. When they were on their regular night stroll, he’d look over at them briefly and see their bright smile. He’d feel an intense fire in his chest that he hadn’t felt too many times before. Without realizing it, his legs would be moving on their own towards them and he’d find himself giving them a gentle hug.
He’d immediately notice his s/o’s body stiffen under his touch. He’d be very concerned and immediately let go while inquiring if he did something wrong. When his s/o explains that they don’t think they deserve the affection and why he would do it in the first place, he would be saddened at first. His first thought would be that they disliked his attempt at physical affection, even though he finally understood what it felt like to yearn and touch another person (to the point of actually acting on it). However, after that fleeting thought, another, more personal experience-based thought crossed his mind. It was then that he would have a lightbulb moment (or… a lighting crystal? Do they have lightbulbs? Wait but they have video games… but then why do they use crystals to light the chandeliers?? I guess it could be old technology kinda thing… This game confuses me more and more…).
He’d realize this was literally the same way he felt when they started giving him affection in the first place. He’d chuckle to himself in amusement at such an ironic situation. This would cause his s/o’s head to tilt questioningly in response. He’d explain that he felt the same when they started showering him with affection and that he understood where they were coming from. He’d ensure to them how much he appreciated their physical intimacy until now and how much joy it brought to him. He’d insist that he would like to return the favor, but he’s willing to slowly adjust the level of intimacy to their comfort so that eventually they would start to accept his physical affections as well.
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Endnote: Wow that was longer than I mean it to be and it took so long to proofread ( ˘・з・) well I hope you all enjoyed it!
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original bad kids gender hcs
- kristin: i think sometime along the line of high school she gets into the part of lesbianism where oftentimes you really feel this Disconnect from femininity. and this makes her a little confused. but she loves doing research on queer labels and such so i think she eventually settles on nonbinary or maybe demigirl ! i think once she had figured that out she’d use she/they pronouns :]
- adaine: idk i think adaine is definitely queer but she comes off as more cis to me. she likes learning about that stuff tho so she can be a better ally to her friends :] i think maybe at some point in her life she might experiment a little with gender expression. get some botched femininity going. idk. 
- gorgug: i think gorgug is simply existing. i don’t think he’s ever given any deep thought into gender and is just kind of like :] yeah whatever works sure. his parents probably taught him about some of that stuff bc they seem like the types to do that . i think gorgug just went oh thats nice okay and kept going. i think he primarily uses he/him bc it’s what he’s most used to but also i think he’d be cool with any pronouns !
- fabian: look. i don’t have much reasoning for this one. i really want to say he’s cis bc that makes the most sense story wise but also this boy just SCREAMS trans for some reason???? so yeah. he’s trans. its why he kind of cared so much about seeming impressive and masculine, and a small part of why he tries to follow in his dads footsteps as much as he can. i think his dad was very supportive in a really weird way where he was like “AYE I KNEW A BABY WITH GRIP THAT STRONG HAD TO BE A STRAPPING LITTLE LAD. AW YER TAKIN AFTER YER OLD DAD ARENT YA IM SO PROUD OF YOU” or something akin to that. i think he has also probably already had top surgery which. would be VERY young in our world but i dont think bill gives a shit and could totally pay someone enough to do that. also surgery is probably safer and maybe even reversible in their magic world so ! 
- riz: honestly i think he’s pretty similar to gorgug except the first time he actually tried to think about it he got super worked up over it and ended up making a whole board trying to connect things together to make sense of his own identity and then after like. hours of hyperfixating on it he was just like “im so tired. i need to not do this anymore.” and went to sleep and never tried touching the subject again. pronoun wise i think he’d be cool with primarily he prounouns but also like? a they every once and a while to spice things up. maybe some neopronouns that just sound nice to him? (i can’t think of any specifically rn if anyone else has opinions on this i’d love to hear your thoughts :])
- fig: she doesnt give a fuck babeyyy. one of those “genders not real so i get to do whatever the fuck i want with it” people. i think that comes out a lot mostly via gender expression more than actual labels? fig is just vibing. i think pronouns would probably be something along the lines of she/he/hy/ze. maybe sometimes fig just wants to go by no pronouns and just goes by her name. it depends !
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