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roymustbang · 1 year ago

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i love her

#i don’t care how toxic she is #she’s carrying this season #before the 90 days

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ladyofthevalley · 3 months ago

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People who don’t understand the Arya and Sansa sibling bond obviously didn’t have WWE style brawls in the middle of the living room floor with their sibling.

You can hate each other, say heinous things, full on battle until first blood.

But you’re still siblings,

all the Arya-antis and Sansa-antis are placing too much weight on the events of kings landing.

#asoiaf #Sansa stark #Arya stark #I love the stark sisters #if you don’t love them both then you don’t understand their characters #they are complex #Sansa has to be a proper lady #she’s going to grate against her sister not always having to be perfect #Arya is a little ruffian who doesn’t realize how her world is going to change #she just wants to play with her brothers #a song of ice and fire #a game of thrones #Stan culture is really toxic #I’m like very online but I’ve very cared enough about a character to get mad at someone else #people need to relax

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concrete-3ater · 1 month ago

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if I had a nickel for every time I was in a fandom and a child character had a breakdown and did something that accidentally hurt another character, and then the fandom all turned on the character and vilified them because they [the fandom] can’t understand that sometimes 14 year olds make mistakes when they’re going through something traumatic, I would have 2 nickels

not a lot but it really is weird it happened twice

#This is targeted at anyone who vilifies Gon from hxh or Homura from pmmm #”Gon was manipulative towards Killua and took advantage of him” shut up shut the fuck up #”Homura never actually cared about any of the other girls she only cared about Madoka” never touch the internet ever again you absolute idi #I’m sorry that some of you incells can’t understand moral complexity or that characters can’t always be 100% good all the time #they were kids #they were only 14 #At the same time saying stuff like this is actively undermining both Gon and Homuras characters but also Killua and Madokas as well #Killua and Gons friendship was kinda toxic from the beginning. They were each others first ever friends #and they didn’t really know how to have any #Gon was literally having a mental breakdown confronting the person who killed the closest thing he had ever had to a father #can you really blame him for lashing out???#And Homura #don’t get me started on the amount of idiots in the pmmm fandom who think she’s evil because he did what she thought was best for Madoka #she heard Madoka say she was unhappy being a god and how lonely she was and she took action #if she didn’t care about the other girls then WHY DID THE CLARA DOLLA DRAG THEM INTO HER LABYRINTH???#WHY DID SHE MAKE SURE THEY WERE ALL HAPPY WHEN SHE REWROTE THE UNIVERSE??#she tried for years to save Madoka just to fail when she made her final wish to become a god #imagine how she felt when she realized she wasn’t happy with that outcome either #when she realized she was all alone #she just wanted for her to be happy.#i swear to god #if you think either Gon or Homura are evil you might as well just block me now #because I fully believe you should not be allowed internet access #rant #rant post #pmmm #madoka magica #homura akemi #puella magi madoka magica #madoka kamane

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cryptiduni · 1 year ago

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“white mourning.”

#‘‘A white mourning. A modern death. Divorce or something similar. All you can do is put more distance between you & him. make him smaller.’’#jean is a very easy character to hate if you know nothing about him. & you know what they say. easy target doesn’t make for a good practice #judit literally compares harry to intellectually disabled man yet you don’t see ppl hating her because she is outwardly nice.#she’s polite yes but she doesn’t care as much as jean cares for harry #he is not perfect. he is mean. but loyal. if he truly didn't care he wouldn't hab come back to martinaise & coulda just reported harry’s as #he put up with du bois’ bullshit for years and built a toxic (totally straight) relationship with him yet always comes back.#he says he will leave you in the village to die but please understand harry isn't exactly a great person. especially pre-bender hdb.#planned a make up joke & put on a wig for hdb even tho he wasn’t the who started the whole fiasco #you can hate him all you want for leaving harry before & during tribunal but how could he have foreseen all this bullshit would have happen #his second leaving is kinda bullshit writing but #jv is dealing with his own demons too. clinical depression. partner almost died. job is shit. case spiraling out control #i do not blame the DE staff either. sometimes shit just happens. not everything needs a grand explanation.#but it definitely coulda been handled better. but i understand. resources were sparse.#i relate to jv. as someone with temper issues & attention problems i have to remove myself from the scene or i'll say shit i'd regret late #my man is having the worst week of his life. leave him alone.#kim is great but have u heard of a man who thinks he's old when he is only 30 & luvs horses & his commie boyfriend that he's divorcin' soon #disco elysium #de fanart #jean vicquemare #disco elysium fanart #jean heron vicquemare #jean posting #illustration #de #artists on tumblr #I WANTED TO DRAW THIS FOR MONTHSSS YOU COULDN'T IMAGINE. HE LITERALLY HAUNTED ME IN MY SLEEP!!!#i love him normal amount. very healthy. much feelings #my little maiu maiu #cryptiduni #my art

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jamrroll · 1 year ago

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Caelus speaking the truth once again. I love him.

#I need a tag for this #how about #Caelus being so fr #honkai star rail #caelus #also technically #stelle as well #but I don’t really care about her #I care about her less than I care about Lumine lol #not to be one of those toxic Aether mains #or choosers or whatever I don’t main him #I’m not tryna shit on anyone for picking Lumine or anything #that’s not what I’m saying #she and Stelle just don’t hold the same place in my heart that Caelus and Aether do #but that’s just me #no judgies to anyone else #anw I’ll stop ranting in the tags now bye

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romantically-yours · 2 months ago

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I just wanna go on dates with her

#thoughts #oni talks #oni has a crush #sapphic yearning #I have a speed dating thing I’m going to with a friend she needs it and I already bought a ticket #but honestly I just wanna go on dates with this one girl but we’re not technically dating so that feels so silly to say #I can’t tell if it’s friendship or slowburn vibes and I don’t wanna rush into things in a toxic U-Haul way but like #idk I just wanna do cute shit together I wanna take care of her when she gets home from stuff and help her work on things #I wanna shower her in all the stuff that reminds me of her and that I think she’d like but also I don’t wanna do too much #I feel like I should not be this committed when we’re not committed but like I wanna be? i can’t tell if I’m being normal or weird #I wanna get her flowers and cuddle and shit man #I wanna do all those romantic tension things like doing each others makeup those practical massages holding hands #lap stuff and like I wanna hear about her day and stuff and I’m just like aaaahhhhh #i wanna see her flustered and happy and also I wanna be buff enough to pick her up without water #I think I’m going a little gay insane I don’t have enough experience to navigate this shit Yall #how the fuck am I supposed to tell where platonic closeness and sapphic closeness begins and ends and shit #my sentimental ass can’t stop associating her and bringing her up but I can’t see her as often now so it’s like ahhh #how am I ready to delete all my dating apps and shit and we haven’t even kissed the sapphic yearning has overtaken me yall #I keep watching sapphic shit as I do and it keeps working me the fuck up send lesbian gods or smth #we just exchanged socials so now I can bomb her with silly little gay memes and she sent me hearts and like #she got me giggling and twirling and kicking my feet and shit

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apocalypse-boogie · 5 months ago

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I gotta be honest, I don’t engage with the Criminal Minds fandom (despite having watched all of the original show + Evolution and read up on as much of the spin-offs as I could) because I don’t like how prevalent the racism and sexism and infantilization is in the fandom. There’s just enough of all that shit upfront that I don’t want to dig any deeper than I already have. I’m good, I get enough of that shit in fandoms that I’ve been apart of for years I’m not gonna let this shit sully my love for this show anymore than it already has (especially considering the show’s writing itself is not devoid of these faults).

I’d rather just love the show and dissect it and write analysis and fanfic for it and shit on my own.

My fav characters (just cause & kind of in best to least order): Penelope Garcia (she’s literally me, I love her), Derek Morgan, Emily Prentiss, Jordan Todd, Matt Simmons, David Rossi.

#like I’ll never forget or forgive the amount of vitriol Jordan Todd got and still gets from fans despite barely lasting on the show #the hate is disproportionate and reeks of nothing but misogynoir #criminal minds #just the way I saw Ashley Seaver being talked about and how misogynistic the language being used to criticize her character was enough to #throw me off of the broader fandom— and I don’t even like her like that she was just there #criminal minds critical #then there’s how much of the larger vocal parts of the fandom shit on Derek without taking any of the nuances into account from his #character (like they do with there white favs)#and how much bad faith readings of his character are put into people’s opinion pieces of Derek #and I just don’t fuck with that #like it’s weird that all the white characters in the BAU get whole dissertations when people write hcs but the black ones (even Derek) will #get some generic ass hc that’s not even character specific #like everyone gets these well thought out ‘what they’d smell like’ hcs that’re 1-2 paragraphs long & Derek’s is one line that’s just like:#‘he smells like axe body spray because he’s a fuck boy duh’ and that was it #like just no fucking care or effort (Derek is a black man & a womanizer - he’s too refined for the ‘fuck boy’ title) y’all know he smells #like that good expensive cologne that Penelope couldn’t get enough of and that lingered in a room after he left #don’t play with me #I hate how much Reid gets babied too and while he’s not one of my fav characters I still really like him but how much he’s lowkey watered #down in fandom to be the ‘poor little skinny white boy meow meow’ is annoying as shit and undermines his character (in my opinion)#even how centered the male characters are irritates me to some extent but this fandom has more female leading ships than most #the shipping culture is also just toxic af despite that #but yeah #I could say more but I don’t feel like typing in the tags anymore #BYE HEIFERS #✨trix speaks✨

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biddy-biddy-biddy · 9 days ago

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maybe i should talk/show more about my oc now that i’m thinking… idk! everyone is doing something for their ocs/self inserts idfkkkk…

like i just made her for funsies like haha what if i’m eltingville also everyone is eltingville/northwest why not do it…

#nobody will care anyways ANWAYS #she could be based in worse part of me to show and how toxic someone can be with their friends #or also based on how people have treated me back then when i was a teen and met some not so good friends…#yeah… maybe it could be like that but she would be very much a men hater god so toxic so she would never meet those nerd boys #is not like she wants to anyways BUT i think she meets Josh NOT in the comic store #but in some random store that sells everything yknow and they both saw a book/comic they both liked so much and then started to argue #but Vick is kinda the same as Bill and she doesn’t take a no (although she’s not physically violent like Bill but she has a big mouth)#but she’s a loser so she stfu to Josh and get the book. until they made some weird decision bc he never saw a girl like that #or fought with a girl about something he likes more than just getting insulted from his back so like they would exchange numbers/socialmedia #to read the book they want aaand that’s how they became friends because then josh started to chat more with her yknow #bc they both like akira and also robots so bc he is autistic and annoying he can’t stop yapping now that he has a friend #if he thinks that’s a friend bc Vick always blocks him bc he is so fucking annoying. yknow. meeting more toxic ppl in his life poor guy #but yeah that will be the arc of her i guess she’s also pretty lonely but the thing is she got used to it so she likes it #although doesn’t like to deal with idiots and that’s the first guy friend she ever had #her other best friend and only friend (also half toxic relationship but she treats her better) is with fake geek girl #they are from the same school and Vick always give her terrible advices and how men are terrible blah blah blah actual nonsense #also Vick is like the toxic equivalent of Bill in a girl but less violent and not that loser (she is tho)#so she will put fake geek girl into problems when she didn’t do anything and it was all Vick faults! so yeah that’s their friendship #it’s like Jerry and Bill but girls and they don’t punch each other or insult each other. but is still toxic #SO YEAH AHAHHA A LOT OF YAPPING IN HERE ABOUT MY OC MAYBE I SHOULD DRAW HER #i guess idk maybe yes maybe nah too busy

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weezerlvr228 · 2 months ago

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why he so mysterious…

demur

#weezer #rivers cuomo #i had a bad day! well actually i looked freaking amazing and got sm compliments today sooo!! i am pretty as freaksauce.#it was fairly good but i failed my physics test :(( …. it’s so sad… 34 percent before the curve.#34?!??? HOW???? I THOUGHT J ATE TS UP???#so yeah; insane …. but it’s okay because i’m good at other stuff and have other things i am good at!#oh yeah so guys guys guys.#there’s this girl who i do not like and i have not liked her since freshman year; right? and she’s fairly popular; your average overachieve #ing person; BUT i always didn’t like her. she left a bad taste in my mouth and i didn’t know if i was just jealous or WHAT #BUT I HAVE REASON TO HATE JER! MY GUT WAS RIGHT!#good job lyss #she’s a homewrecker and basically likes to get w people who have partners…. AND SHE WSS BEING FLIRTY W MY BF LIKE HELLO ???#who she think she is?#my bf doesn’t talk to her anymore since i said i don’t rlly like her and how she is thankfully #but my friend was talking to me in Seminar and was like ‘oh ya if i had a bf i’d kms than let him be around her.’ is that mean ? or is it #okay since she has done that multiple times then gets defensive and hates to be called out for kt #her gf right now had cheated on her boyfriend for the girl i don’t like; and this has happened TWICE!#HELLO???#like wtf…. and she sends the screenshots of it when she stops talking w the person who cheated on their partner for her and starts to play #the victim… like the weezer song. you can’t pay for dinner w the victim card ya.#well billy talent; but you know what i mean. so she’s playing the victim and she was saying “omg…. this feels so wrong…. but-but i love you.#stfu yn 😭#like holy moly. holy guac. “i don’t know how to quit you…’ turn off your phone ! (^^) close the app !#easy as that girl dw i got you #but for real. NOBODY LIKES JER BC SHES SO TOXIC. OMG IM SO JAPPY IM NOT ALONE ONNMY HATE TRAIN #anyways yeah. i can go more in detail for you all if anybody cares about my silly high school drama

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70won · 10 months ago

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despite however many lovers johanna has in her lifetime, at the end of the day they never last. johanna never has a lifelong partner and part of it is because she will purposely push away someone she’s gotten too close to. after systematically losing everyone who’s ever meant anything to her, the fear and trauma never truly heal. it leads to many rounds of heartbreak but johanna doesn’t take it as being lonely. she comes to terms that it’s better to have loved and lost than not to have ever loved and the platonic love surrounding her is enough to keep her cup full

#there are certain things that I don’t think she ever heals from #and this is one of them #every single person she cared about was wiped out #and that left such a deep wound that she’ll self sabotage if she needs to #make someone she loves HATE her if she needs to #but she wouldn’t be able to live in constant fear if she settled down with someone #at some point in life I think she does try #she gets married and it spirals quickly and chaotically and is the most explosive breakup she goes through #post marriage she’s wrought with night terrors and it destabilizes their marriage so quickly #she gets so vile and toxic and insufferable to be around because fearful johanna is like a snapping animal #she only knows how to lash out and that’s how it crumbles #most of her platonic circle is also victors #and in a new panem she definitely believes that victors are untouchable but their extended circle still may not be safe ever

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lilgynt · 4 months ago

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remembered at work i’m probably gonna get abused tonight yay me

#personal #going to see a show with my mom aunt and grandma #and my mom have already argued about this show bc i asked for the future if my mom says i can come to soemthing can she ask me first #just cause i might haves plans or soemthing else going on and she cussed me out for lecturing her #it’s fine when i just can go to my room or can choose to get away #but she’s gonna drive and car rides with my mom are so bad #i always forget bc i don’t have to ride in the car with her anymore bc i have my own and a license #but they can be so bad unless she gets a phone call or starts talking about herself #but car to and from there good chance ya boy is getting quote unquote abused #i know she’s abusive/toxic but it feels so dramatic to be like my moms gonna abuse me by being mean in a car 🙄#but also i’m a 24 year old man near crying at my desk bc my moms gonna be mean to me in her car #and i thought about telling my brother to just vent but then i just remembered his last visit #and how he made fun of me (lightly to be clear) and didn’t think much of how mean mom was to me #and he always says we’re both crazy and honestly he doesn’t care and it’s fine and i’ll just save myself the hassle #the other brother were still weird #anyway blah blah blah family doesn’t like me or does and just happens. to also enjoy being kinda mean #gonna pop in an ear bud on the side she can’t see and do double time of pretending i’m spider man to cope with my issues #i think if i just focus really hard on spider man and make no real tangible changes to my life everything is gonna r #be okay :) (it will not)

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kavehater · 4 months ago

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I cannot fathom the level of self importance some people must have to behave this way

#it’s more so selfishness lmao #idk I’m getting unnecessarily worked up about this but 6 months ago I kinda vanished off of everywhere and then I noticed she deleted some #messages #girl I would’ve responded later calm down gosh the messages aren’t going anywhere nor are they disappearing #dora daily #I think of all people who should be mad you’re the last one because tell me why you were so viscerally rude to me since the beginning and #played a massive part of the roaa situation by being complacent when oh ! I thought you’d side with your alleged best friend ME #girl you have no right to complain at all not to mention you take FOREVER when you have no excuse to reply back but when I’m struggling I #apparently have zero excuse ☠️ girl bye #not to mention the fact that when I was so frustrated with myself having these bad headaches and being so incapable of doing anything when #exams were so close all you had to say was what can I do #well bitch what could I have done when you were at hospital #I guarantee you I was the only one texting you 24:7 asking how you were #reassuring you that it’s okay to feel upset about being in the fucking hospital and you don’t need to have such toxic positivity all the tim #oh but when the other girl had freaking back pain from her period or something apparently that’s more of a concern #girl bye #not me who has chronic headaches and cannot even study and nothing sticking cause it’s that bad #oh but go ahead compare it to your chronic illnesss like yes it’s horrible and yes it impacts you a lot #but I don’t think it impacts your brain and memorisation capacity #not to mention how fucking jealous she is of everything like I can say oh god I was so stressed and girl she has not felt stress in her life #compared to what I go through yet she is jealous of the fact I can stress ? tf?#and when I say I almost passed out cause of exhaustion she doesn’t give a shit when I was being so serious #in truth I’ve come to realise nobody does seem to care at all lmao they all think I’m lying #why would I lie about that be so fucking fr rn #anyways this is why I simply don’t want to talk about my physical condition with anyone anymore because they’ll think I’m a liar anyways 🤷‍♀#not to mention the fact if you even knew me a little you’d understand that it’s so impossibly hard for me to feel comfortable enough to #complain to talk about me feeling sick or sad or whatever I only do it here cause no one follows me and no one will rlly see it at all #but even here I feel like my throat closes up and I can barely breathe when I do complain #so pls …#this one sided friendship thing is crazy cause girl how do I shake you off?

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maingh0st · 6 months ago

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🥺 u remember my comment…BESTIE IM SOBBING!!!!! 🥹 i love your work, it’s SO evocative on SO many levels, what i can’t get over is your PROSE. it really makes me FEEL like im in elfhame. your depiction of taryn and the ghost is [chefs kiss] and as in love i am in mniwyd i am 👁️👄👁️ about your wip with the ghost and taryn making each other worse…i have the vague idea for a fanfic where taryn as an extension of the court of shadows goes to a different court to spy on/perHAPS seduce some of the fae there and the ghost is her handler for her mission and they’re just sort of horrifically not dealing with their feelings for one another 🥰 i love DRAMA 😍

of course I remember it!!! I really treasure every comment I get—not to be repetitive about the whole writing in community thing—but yours was extra special bc of the timing & the thoughtfulness 🥺

and AHH thank you!!! my degree was in writing and sometimes I wonder what my profs would think about where most of my writing & lit analysis energy goes lmao. but setting/atmosphere is one of the skills I wanted to work on through this project, so it’s cool to hear that’s been working for you (vibey prose covers a multitude of sins/questions about how the world works alskajs)

also WHAT i am LOSING IT at your idea???? DELICIOUS