#i don’t belong here

[the1970sdeadgaywizard-regulus]

Which author, Elle, do tell

me @ my mutuals

[infpisme]

I do get tired of humans.

Audrey Niffenegger, The Time Traveler's Wife

[shebadfuckk]

I’d give anything to spend tonight in daddy’s arms.

[thatmooncake]

Me vaguely glancing in the direction of the TSAMS tags:

[elliebyrrdwrites]

Over the past two days, I have received a ton of beautiful comments on I Don’t Belong Here and it’s sending me into a sort of hypomania because I’m dead with joy from how many people seem to have connected or enjoyed this version of Draco.

I keep trying to get onto AO3 so that I can respond to them all but for some reason, it’s errord me the fuck out. I’m not sure if it’s just me or all of AO3 but I really want to thank anyone who’s recommended this story.

It literally started out as a ramble of thoughts about myself I conjured up on a drive to the pool and it’s continued to evolve into something important to me.

Still working on part 2 which hits close to home for me so it’s wanting to take its time and in between I am writing another story about dead dramione which is really a whole other vibe.

To anyone who reads this and cares, ❤️.

[villain-life]

someone: “hey how are you doing today?”

me: “i’m a creep, i’m a weirdo, what the hell am i doing here? i don’t belong here.”

[razorsadness]

Sometimes I have believed

I don’t belong here—   I mean

it’s not just the American insanities

but everywhere: the sense of having been left

on Earth with no explanation—

a mouse dropped in a maze

—Tim Seibles, from "Something Like We Did IV" (Poetry, September 2023)

[wineanddineloseyourmind]

it’s one of those days where i feel like i don’t belong in this world :/

[beautifulandraretoevenexist]

How can you tell your mother, home is not your home anymore? That everytime you come back here it feels more alien. How can you tell her that this is not your safe place anymore and you don’t want to be here?

I romanticise this place when I have lonely days, but in reality, every time I come home I am reminded how much I hate it. How much it drains me, and how much I wish I was free to be untethered from it forever.

How do you say I love you, but I don’t love this place anymore?

How do you say I love you, but I wish I didn’t have a reason to come back?

[youadans-reverie]

[mrs-snape5984]

I wish I was special

You’re so fucking special

But I’m a creep

I’m a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don’t belong here….

🖤

But he’s here with me…

Longing can be torture. Oh, Severus….

[twigstick9]

The song creep by radiohead has like permanently altered my brain every time the word creep or weirdo is mentioned I always have to respond with “but I’m a creep I’m a weirdo”.

And when there’s like a random person or character one of the first things that pops into my mind is “omg what if they performed creep by radiohead that would be crazyy”

And whenever something bad happens I have to stop myself from singing “you’re just like an angel your skin makes me cry” aaagh and this happens every day help

[cok3zerolvr]

my friend is texting a boy rn and 11pm sadness and envy is hitting a little too hard

[princess-peaches671]

dont belong anywhere without you

[sleepytimesea]

i wish this site was full of more ppl who actually draw or stuff and less lolcow forum ex pats

[cardi-c]

God Dean saying goodbye to Benny made me cry