#i don’t belong here

[infpisme]

I do get tired of humans.

Audrey Niffenegger, The Time Traveler's Wife

[writtenandproducedbyradiohead]

Need that

[thatmooncake]

Me vaguely glancing in the direction of the TSAMS tags:

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

listen I am trying so fucking hard to just be grateful that I have food and shelter and drinkable water. but it’s ALMOST LIKE society demands soo much more than that if you want to be anything or do anything with your life or feel welcomed or included in any sense at all

[binch69420]

ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ᵇᵉˡᵒⁿᵍ ʰᵉʳᵉ ✰

[elliebyrrdwrites]

Over the past two days, I have received a ton of beautiful comments on I Don’t Belong Here and it’s sending me into a sort of hypomania because I’m dead with joy from how many people seem to have connected or enjoyed this version of Draco.

I keep trying to get onto AO3 so that I can respond to them all but for some reason, it’s errord me the fuck out. I’m not sure if it’s just me or all of AO3 but I really want to thank anyone who’s recommended this story.

It literally started out as a ramble of thoughts about myself I conjured up on a drive to the pool and it’s continued to evolve into something important to me.

Still working on part 2 which hits close to home for me so it’s wanting to take its time and in between I am writing another story about dead dramione which is really a whole other vibe.

To anyone who reads this and cares, ❤️.

[hira8eth]

[wineanddineloseyourmind]

it’s one of those days where i feel like i don’t belong in this world :/

[beautifulandraretoevenexist]

How can you tell your mother, home is not your home anymore? That everytime you come back here it feels more alien. How can you tell her that this is not your safe place anymore and you don’t want to be here?

I romanticise this place when I have lonely days, but in reality, every time I come home I am reminded how much I hate it. How much it drains me, and how much I wish I was free to be untethered from it forever.

How do you say I love you, but I don’t love this place anymore?

How do you say I love you, but I wish I didn’t have a reason to come back?

[youadans-reverie]

[c0sm1cst4rz]

Tired of being told to act like an adult while being berated like a disobedient child.

[pur3v0id]

Skipped school because I’ve took a shitton of meds yesterday and didn’t sleep at all

Now I’m feeling dizzy and can’t do two steps without vomiting.

I have an exam tomorrow and I didn’t to shit.

I feel so bad both physically and mentally and I’ve been trying too hard to not cvt but fuck I have no idea what else to do.

I feel fucking miserable rn.

[batphone7]

my gran did NOT like creep by radiohead

[phantom-fantasia]

The world used to feel like a place I wanted to exist in, I don’t know if it’s me that’s changed or it

[twigstick9]

The song creep by radiohead has like permanently altered my brain every time the word creep or weirdo is mentioned I always have to respond with “but I’m a creep I’m a weirdo”.

And when there’s like a random person or character one of the first things that pops into my mind is “omg what if they performed creep by radiohead that would be crazyy”

And whenever something bad happens I have to stop myself from singing “you’re just like an angel your skin makes me cry” aaagh and this happens every day help

[villain-life]

i feel like if i don’t escape the reality i live in i’ll stay stuck in a loop and hurt myself everyday more. i don’t accept my sexuality, i don’t like myself, i hate everything about me, i do nothing everyday….