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ugly-anarchist · 2 months ago

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What do you mean when you say your gender was reassigned later in life?

Wtf happened

My intersex variation made everyone around me stop treating me like a girl and I was punished relentlessly by everyone if I tried to be feminine

Only when I started identifying as a guy (which was wrong and didn't make me happy) did I start being treated better. And everyone kept saying shit like "oh yeah we already saw you as a man" essentially.

I was put on testosterone literally a few weeks after "coming out" as a man and even when voicing my discomfort about being on it they attempted to coerce me into staying on it

I did not fit into what they saw as female, so they decided that I had to be male to be "normal"

#fun fact #a story that was once told to me #was that apparently my mother tried to get me have top surgery #so she called the office to get something scheduled #and they needed my consent #so she tried to talk to me when i was very sleep deprived #and apparently i shouted at her “i don't want that”#i do not remember this #but correct! i dont want top surgery

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moodymisty · 3 months ago

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Jago sevatarion aka the kink master dude was freaky enough to make a Raven guard marine his pet with just the power of his BDSM play

I'm sorry, WHAT

#book???#i do not remember this

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dont-open-dead-inside-25 · 1 year ago

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Having siblings is fucking batshit. They know things about you that you can't even fathom. What do you MEAN i was verbally abused. what the fuck

#finn says shit #apparently when i was little my oldest sibling told me to my face that they wished i was dead #i do not remember this #was talking to my other sibling about some shit that the oldest said that i still can't get over #mentioned how they were just generally an ass #then the sibling i was talking to was like “yeah i think you were verbally abused by [oldest sibling]”#um???#what the fuck??#finns campaign #<- not really

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liixnt · 1 year ago

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I USED TO CALL JOSAGE PINTO BEANS??!?!?!?

#liix rambles #mythicalbeans #josage #mythical sausage #joel smallishbeans #I DO NOT REMEMBER THIS #empiresshipping #i find it hilarious though #wish i knew my reasoning #id like to pick my brain of me a year ago

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impositioned · 1 year ago

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bro last night was a drunken visit to an untitled google docs

#i do not remember this #i was kinda cooking

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eightmillionyenvase · 1 year ago

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may have already sent this ask but in ouran when tamaki 'happy squirts' is it pee? does he just pee? WHAT

HUH???

#i do NOT remember this #😭😭😭#does he pee his pants in the manga and my brain blocked that out to protect me?#this ask is ancient btw I never got a notification about it

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petalpetal · 2 years ago

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#I do not remember this #but wouldn’t put it passed me

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lightboundhellhound · 1 year ago

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#HE SPLIT IN *MAY*??????#I DO NOT REMEMBER THIS

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pensilvaniea · 2 years ago

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What if I just-

#my art #art #oc #original art #i am so proud of this #but I swear to god I blacked out #I do not remember this #i love them so much #i need a name #hmmmmmmmm #Nico #their names nico

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word-count-bullet-count · 30 days ago

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I've been seeing a lot of knight posts recently. pretty great

#i really do agree we need a kneeling knight emoji i'd use the FUCK out of that #can i tag this 'chivalry' or perhaps 'arthuriana'#shann talks shit #chivalry #arthuriana #maybe even #paladin #edit: thanks to the people reblogging this i now know of knightposting #knightposting #second edit: listen I didn’t hv an oc in mind when I compiled this but I just remembered that I do hv a knight oc #morghen coded #compilation post

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captainjonnitkessler · 3 months ago

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>Join a union

>Hear people constantly complaining that the current union leadership is super corrupt, it's all just the same ten guys making all the decisions in secret and nobody else in the union ever gets to know what's going on

>Go to the monthly union meetings that are completely open to all 1200 union members

>The only attendees are the same ten guys every month, giving detailed reports about everything that's going on

#anyway this is why i'm the way i am about politics and people who advocate against 'participating in the system'#i am on my way to becoming one of the ten guys and frankly? it's fucking exhausting #i chatted with the union president afterwards and he got this haunted look in his eye #and was like 'i'm glad to see you getting involved but remember you can say no. you can always say no.#don't let anyone bully you into doing more than you want to. make time for yourself. YOU CAN SAY NO.'#which was good and much appreciated advice! but also. ominous

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pppuri · 2 months ago

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you and me and the devil makes three

#gravity falls #gravity falls fanart #stanford pines #stanley pines #fiddleford mcgucket #pppuri art #contrary to popular belief i actually do still remember how to draw

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flame-shadow · 1 year ago

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hey did you know??? that if you stop stretching and maintaining mobility in your body then it goes away?? things get tight and you can't move the way that you used to??? and when you decide to try getting a stretch routine going that the first week fucking sucks because you keep going 'damn i used to be able to do this no problem' and then you have to switch gears and be kind to yourself and just focus on getting better from here instead of berating yourself for dropping the good habits in the first place??? and your body never stops aging so you gotta keep taking care of it and sometimes you gotta take care of it extra in certain areas because of things that happened when you were younger and it's boring and sometimes hurts but it's so necessary???

i am yelling this at myself right now i am going through An Experience (trying to get into a routine of body maintenance again for my physical and mental health)

#rambling #and idk but like if this incentivises you to do some stretches too then that's great! remember to be kind to yourself #but im mostly directing this at myself because i was thinkng about these things while doing a 15 min stretch routine and i feel silly #but silly is okay as long as i keep going #edit: haha wow this post blew up. im gonna tag it with a few things to maybe help me find it later if necessary #sisyphus #body maintenance #popular post

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badolmen · 11 months ago

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WARNING 18+

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#ra speaks #it’s a silly joke/pun dw #we stay silly :3 #edit:#woahg. that’s a lot of notes. hi everybody o/#10k. stop clenching your jaw and drink some water.#15k. eat some fresh fruit this week! I’m having kiwis tonight :]#20k. quit sitting like a shrimp it’s bad for your neck! sit up straight and do a little stretch every now and then #25k. I’m up at 2 AM but I’ll get to see the sunrise today :] if you can’t see that I hope you admire the sunset later today #30k. do something fun you haven’t done in a while. I haven’t drawn in months - I think I’ll paint a cat tomorrow :3 #40k. I just slept 9 hours straight for the first time in weeks :] remember to ask for help when you need it! no glory in senseless suffering

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not-ready-for-gaster · 3 days ago

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rereading a fic i read ages ago and old me WHAT